Tears

Chapter 1

So I started to cry. Twilight, Rainbow, Celestia. Who else was I going to deceive? Great. I got them caught up in my personal problems. Next thing I knew, they were going to be making fun of me, like those bullies at school. More tears were welling up in my eyes. As I began to hear those voices in my head. The voices of the bullies.
"Loser!"
"Ugly!"
"Fatty!"
All of those voices were ringing in my head.
"Stop! For the love of Luna, stop!" I'm sure I said 'For the love of Luna', but I didn't care. I just wanted those horrible voices to stop. But instead of stopping, they were just getting louder. And louder, and louder and, louder. I covered my ears. But they were still getting louder. I hated it. I hated it so much, I looked for a pointy rock. I was going to end it all. No more pain, echos, or guilt. Just a peaceful place, where I didn't have to hear those horrible voices.

Yeah right. No way.

Still, the voices were coming. So when I found a pointy rod and held it to my neck, the voices stopped. Silence. Complete silence. Finally, what I've been wanting to hear. Nothing. I felt really tired, so I decided a quick nap wouldn't be all bad, so I went up against a rock covered with moss. The moss was soft and dry. I never knew moss could feel so good. So I fell asleep.

The dream soon started.

Or rather, a nightmare.

At the start, I was apologizing to Twilight and Rainbow for running out like I did. But the dream faded, then I was running. An enraged pony was following me. I didn't look back, I just kept running. Then I realized: I'd been doing this for my problems. So I stopped and turned back. But I'd made a big mistake. The pony pounced on me, tearing me apart. Limb to limb. I was screaming, and she was still tearing me apart. "I'm sorry!"

Then the dream faded into blackness. And it was dark, and lonely. But I'd wanted to be here. I was happy to be here. Floating around in a sea of darkness. None of those horrible echos, none of those horrible dreams. Just myself. In the sea of darkness. Then I woke up.

And I was pounced on again.

Trying to wrestle off the attacker was no easy task. But finally I managed to thrust it off me so I could actually look at it.

But it was me.

"What is this?" I yelled, "Who are you?" This other me didn't speak a word. It just attacked me again. I made sure I thrust it off with enough force to make sure it doesn't get back on. But the other me could use it's wings even better then I could! It tackled me again, and I heard a sickening snap.

It came from my wings.

Everything was a blur. The thing jumped off me after the snap occurred. The thing picked me up. Great. I was wondering what it was doing. Finishing me off? Yeah, with my luck, I'd be reincarnated into this god forsaken world. But that wasn't even close to what really happened.

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"We have to find her!"
"I realize that, Rainbow, but where she is, well, we don't know." said Twilight.
"Well, think, Twilight!" said Rainbow.
"So, she was was a pink pegasus, with a cutie mark of a crystal heart with wings. She thought she was a human, but she was actually born in Equestria. She now thinks she's an outcast, where could she be?"
"No clue." said Rainbow.
"...... I got it! The dark forest near Canterlot!" said Twilight.
"Seriously?" said Rainbow,"Let's go!"
"Hold on," said Twilight, holding Rainbow back."I think that forest is full of changelings."
"Changelings?! How did they come back?" Rainbow said.
"I don't know for sure, but what I do know is that they're back, but Shining Armour has put up another protection spell, so we're safe for now."
"But LoveFly isn't!" exclaimed Rainbow,"For all we know, a changeling could be attacking her, or worse, taking her place!"
"You may be right, but judging on how reports of the forest have gone, it isn't safe." said Twilight,"All we can really do now is wait."
"I don't think-"
"It's for the best."

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"Are you okay?"
"Mmmmmm..." I mumbled. I started to open my eyes."Twilight?"
"I'm not Twilight, I'm a changeling," said the changeling. "I chose this form so I wouldn't shock you at first appearance."
"Where am I?" I asked.
"In the changeling camp, Queen Chrysalis, plans to re-invade Canterlot."
"Re-invade?" I asked. "She's done this before?!"
"During the Royal Wedding, she used a perfect disguise of Princess Mi Amore. Well, almost perfect."
"Almost perfect, how?"
"Well, they looked the same, and they talked the same way, but one difference, Queen Chrysalis was cold-hearted to the one mare she 'loved and took care of'."
"Who was that?" I asked. I felt at that point I was asking way too many questions.
"Now, she's Princess Twilight Sparkle."
'Twilight Sparkle' kept ringing in my ears after that. I didn't know what was going on. Was I sorry for what I did, or did I resent the fact that I didn't run out first-hand? Why didn't I just use my wings and fall down a cliff and die? That would be better. At least I wouldn't have to suffer in this world anymore. I stood up, "Goodbye." I said," I'm going to end my suffering right now!" Then I started running.

Echos.

Again, echos of my past and present. The bullies, throwing up at school, staying home sick, the six pony dream, waking up in this world, taking my first flight, meeting Rainbow, seeing the weather factory, flying to Canterlot, meeting Twilight, meeting Celestia, finding out I wasn't human, running into the dark forest, the echo dream, being attacked by that changeling, waking up in the changeling camp, finding out about the new plan to take over Canterlot, then running. The echos were playing over in my head until I reached the cliff. Then I thrust myself off. "I'm sorry!" I yelled at the top of my lungs," I'm so sorry I left you like this!" Then I smiled. No more pain,"Goodbye, my friends." Then I closed my eyes. Then I suddenly stopped. Was I dead? No. No not yet. Then I heard a shrill, but kind voice.
"Going somewhere?"

Hi everyone! I hope you liked chapter one! I'll be coming out with the next chapter soon. This has been longer then any other chapter in the "LoveFly" series. (Yes, there is going to be a series, and yes, it is going to be running for a while.) But I'm sure that the next few chapters will be longer, because I have big plans for this story. So, I hoped you liked it, and I will be coming out with the next few chapters very soon.