Lost Then Found
Feelings Begin To Surface
Previous ChapterNext ChapterWhen I woke up in the morning, I felt like I had just awoken from one of the best night’s sleep ever. I forgot where I was for a moment, but everything from the past 2 days flooded back to me after a moment. I turned my head and Dash was still fast asleep, her head in the crook of my arm. I sighed happily and then rested my head on hers and used my free hand to gently brush her mane away from her face.
I noticed one thing after I stretched, and I realized that she listened to me when I said that she could be naked if she was alone and not in public with me, she took off everything except for the big pair of boxers I gave her, everything else was on the floor in a heap. I was pulled back to attention when she nuzzled her head in closer to me and then wrapped her arms around my midsection. She sighed afterwards and yawned, which made me smile.
“Morning sleepyhead, how was your nights rest?” I asked her before brushing the hair out of her eyes that moved there when she yawned. She looked up at my face and I saw that she was blushing like mad, I had to know now.
“Well, I kind of had a dream about us, a fantasy if you need it to be more specific. It filled me up with joy and happiness and I…kind of wished it would happen to be honest…” she said in a soft voice to me before burying her head in my arm again.
“Can you tell me? I’m really interested to know what was so good about it” I said to her with a smile and a tone of sincerity.
“Well, we umm…we made love…We made love and then some time later I realized I was pregnant with our child, it filled me with love and affection. I kind of want that, I mean, I know I shouldn’t because I’m weird to you and everything, but it was just nice to think about” she said to me, her face full of shame now, like she said something wrong.
I moved away from her a little bit, grabbed her head gently with my hands and pulled her up until her face was mere inches away from mine. “Don’t ever say that you’re weird, or that you should be ashamed for thinking that. You are beautiful; you have everything I would ever want in a girl. I don’t think you’re weird, I like you just the way you are. To be honest, I had kind of the same dream…” I said to her sincerely, my face soft and loving.
“I want to come out and say it Rainbow, I love you. I fell in love with you the moment I saw you, and my feelings were sealed when you saved my life. I only want to give you everything I can now, I want a lifetime with you to show how much you mean to me now, so no, you’re not weird, you are perfectly fine” I said to her with a smile. I held out my hand to her “Rainbow Dash, I have never been so sure of anything in my 20 years of living on this god forsaken rock, but will you be mine? Will you stay with me and let me fulfill all of your dreams and fantasies and give you a life of happiness?”
She looked like she was about to cry but she had a big smile on her face as well “Ezekiel, I do want that, I really do, I just need to say something first. I grew up having a lot of people picking on me and saying I wasn’t good enough and that I was a filly fooler and so on. I don’t want to have that feeling here with you by my side. Will you never let anything bad happen to me, and if something does happen fix it and help me?”
“I swear on my life that I will keep you safe, and that they will have someone to contend with if they ever try to make you feel like you just told me, you need not feel like that with me, I want you to know that I’ll keep you safe and come to your aid if anything did ever happen to you” I said to her before grabbing her hand and kissing it lightly.
“One last thing that you do need to know. Back in Equestria all girls of age get heat. During that time we really need a male or a thing called a ‘cooler’ to satisfy us. I wanted to let you know that though I have been in heat before, I never got satisfied. In other words, I’m a virgin; I’ve never had sex or anything. I never once found the stallion I wanted to spend my life with….until now. Will you be the one to satisfy me when that day comes? Would you want that? Or do you want to wait longer?” she asked me, her face red in embarrassment.
“RD, calm down please, don’t work yourself up over this. To put it simply, I knew you got heat, to the girls here it’s called a period, or the time of the month when you are most vulnerable to pregnancy. I would be ready for anything, but I want you to tell me when you are starting yours ok? It usually lasts around a week. But to answer your question fully, I would be ready to do that with you. If you really want that with me then I am yours” I said to her softly, with a kiss following it.
“Eze, why did you not find anyone? How did no girl find you and keep you? To me you’re perfect, I never seen anyone like you before. Do the girls here think differently than I do?” Dash asked me warily.
I sighed and turned my head to the window for a moment. When I turned my head back I began speaking softly “RD, people thought I was weird, they thought what I did was weird, how I acted, who I talked to, everything. They thought I was a creep. I never really had a social life, I always kept to myself. It hurt, but I got used to it. No girl ever wanted me because they always go for the pretty ones, the wealthy ones, the jocks, I had none of that. I was, and still am just an average guy. Everyone just has their own opinions I guess” I finished.
“Oh Eze, that sounds so wrong” the cyan Pegasus said to me before she wrapped her arms around me and hugged me tight. “You have me now, and I am and always will be happy with you. Forget your past, now we can live for the now and the future…together” she said to me with a grin.
“Ok, I’m so glad you came to me. I never will let anything happen to you RD” I said to her in reply. Deep down inside of me a part of me was telling me that it would just end badly like the first relationship I got in 3 years ago. I pushed the thought away and hugged her closer to me and nuzzled my head into her neck and kissed her lightly. She let out a startled gasp and then gave out a little, almost unnoticeable moan of pleasure. I pulled away after a second and she looked at me with those ‘why’d you stop’ look. I grinned “what? Am I teasing you? You could always stop me or fight me to stop Dash, I’m not very tough you know” I said to her before going in quick and pecking her neck again, followed by me sliding my head up and breathing into her ear softly for a moment.
“Eze, you are bad!” she said to me with a grin. She then dove out of the way of me as I tried to kiss her again and made a raspberry to me, which made me laugh. “Come on. You got to work for it if you want to kiss me more!” she said before she sat up on her knees and laughed as she looked at me.
“You’re on” I said to her before I jumped forward and pinned her arms to the bed with my hands. I was on top of her and she was below me, looking at me like ‘yeah? You caught me, now what big shot?’ I smiled and then lowered my head to hers and whispered into her ear “I win; you can always throw me off you” before I kissed a trail down her neck and up to her mouth where I set my lips on hers and I pressed myself to her to show her how much I love her.
“Now, I have a question for you Dash; what kinds of things do you do for fun, to be wild and crazy I mean. If you don’t know what I mean I can give you some of my personal examples if you wanted me to” I said to her as I moved off her and sat back up facing her.
“Umm, I think I get what you mean, and if you mean like wild parties at the phrat houses in Cloudsdale University or in the big cities back there…no I haven’t. I told you I wasn’t very popular so I never got to really go to one. I focused on my sports and practicing flying” she replied back, a little ashamed again.
“RD, stop being ashamed of yourself, it’s not your fault. Now, seeing as you’re going to be staying with me, you are going to start living like a young adult should. First chance I get, you’re going to a rave; then after that I think I might introduce you to a little plant that will really let you have fun. Sound good? I just want to say that none of those two things would hurt you in any way ok? And I already promised that I would keep you safe, so I plan on keeping my word” I said to her with a smile.
“Sure, I’ve never heard of a plant that makes you have fun, or whatever a rave is, but I bet they will be fun” she said back to me before she reached up and pulled me down to lying next to her on the bed. She turned to me and her face was full of emotion again “Kiel, I figured out by looking at your calendar and remembering how many days are inn our months and how they differ trying to tell when I’m going to go into heat, and I decided that it will be around the 17th of June, or possibly the day before or after. Will we still be ok then? Are you sure you want me like that?” she said to me worriedly, her eyes watering up a little.
“Dash, you need to stop worrying so much. Dear, I already said I was ready to be with you like that, I really do love you if you didn’t know” I said jokingly to her. “I will be ready then, and I am surprised you found out a rough time of when it would happen. I couldn’t do that” I said with a chuckle.
“Love, what if it hurts? I’m a virgin…and I’ve heard that it hurts really badly. Will you help me if it does? Or if it gets too bad and I sound like I’m in pain but I keep trying to get you to go on stop it from continuing? I know you’ll keep me safe though, I just wanted to get that out” she said to me with a lot less worry, but fear in her eyes.
“You have my word dear. Now let’s get off the topic of love making. It’s too early in the morning for that. Back to what I told you we can do for fun; want to hear something secret that I want you to join in on?” I said to the cyan Pegasus with a grin.
“What is it?” dash replied, scooting a little closer to me and looking at me waiting to hear more.
“Well, seeing as it’s the 14th of June right now, we have 3 days before it starts. So I planned our leaving on a good day then. We leave for California on the 16th to go back to our real home outside of Laguna Beach” I said before taking a breath. You will love it there, there is a sport called surfing I think you would do amazing at, the people are one of a kind, and there are always fun things to do. Would you like to go with me? It’s your choice because I don’t want you to do anything you don’t want to” I said to her before coughing once to clear my throat.
“It sounds awesome! And we’ll get there before anything even starts! So what was so bad about what you said?” RD replied before giving me a curious look.
“I am only telling you this because I trust you and I care about you and would love you to get into the business I have going out there. I actually own a little head shop and dispensary of the plant I told you about earlier. Some people call me the ‘Medicine Man’ there. I do my work well, and I do it right. I sell and grow marijuana, the plant I want you to try with me. We have some of the best dope in the world out there, with 15% THC content” I said to her, my face beaming with pride as I remembered my real business.
“Sure, it sounds like a fun thing to experience. Are you alone out there? Or do you have friends there?” Rd said to me curiously.
“Oh, out there I have a couple. I have Chet, my little informant. He is a genius. Then I have Zach, my other dude. He keeps everything quiet and hush hush. This business can attract a lot of people that want it, so I have him to keep everyone from knowing I have it” I said to her happily to answer her question.
“Wow, it sounds busy out there…are you sure I won’t distract you? I don’t want to burden what you do…” Rainbow Dash said to me, sounding a little down.
I pulled her head up to mine and kissed her on the lips softly “Love, would I even say anything to you if I didn’t want you out there with me? You mean more to me now than the job, but I do want you to live right and enjoy life, the job means nothing, it’s just really good money, I already have the crown jewel of my life right on the bed next to me” I said after I pulled away from her.
“Oh Eze, you make me itch for you so bad…why do you have to be so nice?” Rd said to me before pushing me away jokingly and then smiling.
“Well, one reason is because I love you, another is because I am a philanthropist, and possibly another one is because I never had a friend before really. Those two don’t really count; I only talk to them when I need them. Why do YOU have to get all bummed when you say something that you think I won’t like? I also promised I’d never hurt you or be mean didn’t I?” I said to her with a grin.
“Ok. Eze, want to just bum around here all day? I am still aching from 2 days ago. Got anything we could do?” Rainbow said to me with a smile.
“Well, I have something in mind. We could always smoke. I can get us some stuff and we can mellow out and relax. Just be warned though, we might get into the mood for foreplay or something. I won’t let it get to sex, I promise” I said to her before I grabbed my IPhone off the bedside table and texted a dude to drop $100 worth off to me. He said he’d be about 10 minutes.
“Ok, I can’t wait. This sounds like fun. What will we do tomorrow?” RD asked me before she got up and put on my big shirt I gave her from two days ago.
“Well, I am going to go to the bank and withdraw $300 bucks to get us some new clothes and you some stuff that you want. You do live here now, so you can get whatever you want with me tomorrow. I will be getting you clothes so you don’t have to wear mine. So get what you like ok?” I said to her with a smile.
“Ok, that sounds like a plan. So when do we start doing whatever you said we were going to?” Dash said eagerly. She looked a lot happier than when we talked about ‘mushy gushy feelings’ I liked to call them.
“We have to wait 10 minutes. Grab my little backpack would you please? I’d like to take the time to tell you a little about what we’re going to be doing” I said before I breathed in. I looked at her and then back to my bag as I pulled out a small bowl that was adorned in rainbow colors spiraled around it. There was even a cloud with a rainbow lightning bolt on the actual bowl of the piece and she noticed. “I actually had this one made for me personally. I liked you even when I watched that show. Now, this is called a bowl. You put the dope in the hollowed out center and then use a lighter to burn it and inhale the smoke” I said before I made the motions of how to use the piece. She looked fascinated.
“Does the smoke hurt?” she asked me curiously.
“Umm, sometimes. It can all depend on what you get, your tolerance and so on. I’m a lightweight and I cough a lot, but coughing is good, it gets you higher. When it gets here ill show and tell you more ok?” I said to her with a soft smile before I kissed her on the lips again.
“I love you so much Ezekiel, thanks for letting me into your life. I don’t ever want to lose you now” RD replied to me, her cheeks rosy red.
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