“Scootaloo,” his voice said, making my heart speed up. “Wake up,” I whimpered. “I said wake up!” I opened my eyes to the darkness of my room.

My hooves shook as I looked around, he wasn’t here, but it didn’t matter. I could still feel his breath, smell him, and feel him ripping me open. I coughed a little, I wasn’t feeling too well, rather it was the lack of sleep or the constant fear, things weren’t working right. I looked down feeling something wet under my hooves.

“Not again,” I whined, I had wet my bed again, and I had every night. Even though I made sure to go to the bathroom before I went to bed, it didn’t seem to help much. I hadn’t wet myself enough that I was soaked dripping, but I still enough. I changed out my sheets and took a shower again washing myself.

At this rate I was going to start sleeping in the shower, I couldn’t keep washing my sheets, and while my parents were here, they would notice something was up if I had to wash sheets every single night. I fell asleep in the shower wrapping myself in a warm towel to keep warm.

“Scootaloo,” my mom said, waking me up. I looked at her by the door as I sat up putting the towel to the side.

“Mom!”

“Are you alright?” She came into the room.

“Yeah, just getting ready for school.”

“You kind of missed it.” I looked out the window, it was almost sunset. “You don’t have to go back if you’re scared.”

“I-I-I’m not scared, what would make you think that?” I swallowed a little nervous, had she caught on, or found out?

“Well you hid from us for three weeks.”

“One and a half, I was in a coma for half of it,” I lied, and her eyes went wide. “Please don’t get mad.”

“I’m not mad, just surprised.”

“The doctor said I was fine.” I smiled a little trying not to cry.

“Well once your done, your teacher sent over all your homework, there wasn’t much, but there’s some, I’m going to stay home with you till you complete it.”

I nodded getting out of the shower going to the living room with her sitting on a sofa with a table in front of it. It was in front of the kitchen counter which separated the kitchen from the living room. She had four books set out on the table and we worked on them nonstop, she smiled as we finished after a few hours.

“Finally!” I said, falling onto the table crushing my book.

“Amazing.” I looked at my mom smiling. “You really caught on all of this, and I even tested you, how do you have Cs on your report card?”

“I.” I stopped, it was because doing mind numbing work made me forget everything, it made the pain go away. I normally couldn’t stay still long enough, but this was perfect, it was so boring that it burned. “You’re a good teacher.”

She smiled warmly. “Well you caught up three weeks worth of homework in about three hours.” My mom looked at the clock on the wall. “That’s impressive, maybe we should get you a personal teacher instead of having you go to school. You seem like you should be ahead of everypony else.”

“Oh.” I looked away from her a little.

“But, I’m going to go to work now that’s finished. I won’t be home for a while. Just be good and don’t leave the house alright. Unless you want to go to school.” I nodded. She left and I looked down at my homework and then at the books. These were the same my teacher had in the school.

Opening the first book, I looked through it. I stopped on the page that I had stopped at with my mom, I was probably further behind than this. I started reading and doing work. My mind numbed pushing the pain back completely.

Math, writing, science, and history all were welcomed into my mind, as I finished them by the time I started yawning tired. I looked at the clock a little shocked. I had spent hours working on this, and my mind just absorbed all information.

It was amazing, ask me a month ago what three minus five time four squared was, and I would’ve just stared at you blankly. But I could tell you now it was negative seventy seven right off the top of my head.

Getting up, I went to the kitchen and eating before going to the bathroom. I closed and locked the door this time before sitting down in the shower. I wrapped myself up in a blanket, setting my alarm on the sink and falling asleep nice and warm.

“No one cares for a whore like you.” I shot up looking around. I had the lights dim around me. I looked down and sighed. Another nightmare, and another wetting myself, at least this time I was in the shower. I tossed my blanket out and took a quick shower till my alarm went off telling me I would need to go to school.

I turned it off and dried off, then grabbed my homework. I started walking to school sighing. School seemed like the last thing I wanted to do, but I didn’t want to fall behind. I got to the school after a while being late, but not hurrying. My leg still hurt.

“And—” Cheerilee stopped talking as I walked into the room. “Scootaloo.” I went to my seat and sat down. Sweetie Belle and Apple Bloom looked at me surprised. “I didn’t realize you were coming back today.”

“We’ll talk after.”

“Well we’re doing a test today.”

“That’s fine.”

“If you’re not feeling well you can always retake it later, or see how you do.” I nodded and she gave me a test with a pencil. “Start every pony.” She sat behind her desk and I scanned the test. I had learned all this last night, in fact this was nothing next to what I learned. I wrote all the answers doing some simple work and going up to the front after a few minutes giving her the test along with my homework. “Too hard?” she asked with a slight smile, as if it was meant to cut me down somehow.

“No, I just finished, can I go, I’m not feeling well.”

“After I grade your test.” I went and sat down. Sweetie Belle looked at me every few minutes, but I just stared out the window. “Scootaloo this is impos—” I looked at her and she cleared her throat a little. “Sorry everypony, keep going, nothing to worry about.” She started writing things down.

She got up after a while and slid a few pieces of paper in front of me going back behind her desk. I looked at her for a few seconds. It was a different test, a slightly harder one, but she must have thought I cheated on the first one. I finished easily after a few minutes, showing a bit more work before going to the front and putting it onto her desk.

“May I go?”

“After I grade this.” I went back and sat down looking back out the window. She graded it and stood up shocked making everypony look at her. “How, it’s not possible.” I stared at her a bit confused.

“What is it?” Diamond Tiara asked.

“Scootaloo passed both of the tests with perfect scores.”

“Can I go?”

She stopped, thinking for a minute. “Yes.” I got up and left. A few ponies looked at me as I passed them, while school work was the last thing I wanted to do, it helped too much. I went to the library going inside without knocking.

“Spike have you seen the fifth edition of Endor word usage?” Twilight asked from upstairs, and Spike paused seeing me walk inside.

“Under the table!” He shouted back. “Scootaloo’s here!”

“I'll be there in a minute!”

“Hey Scootaloo, what’s up?”

“I wanted to check out a few books.” He frowned a bit. “This is a library right?”

“What did you want to check out?” Twilight asked, coming downstairs and I gave her a list of book types. “Are you sure?”

“Yes.”

“These books are a year ahead of your school, are you sure?” I nodded and she left gathering a few books and bringing them to me. I put them in my backpack. “Scootaloo are you alright?” I looked at Twilight giving me a concerned look. “I heard from Dash, but you seem a bit off.”

“I’m fine, just have to get home.” She nodded. “Thank you though.”

“You’re welcome.” I smiled and started home.

When I passed through my door, I went to my room tossing the books onto my bed and gathering a few notebooks to help me. I started studying enjoying the feeling of not having room to think of anything else letting the minutes go by like seconds. A knock at the front door made me look up from a math book.

It would be pointless to talk to anypony right now, and they would leave sooner or later honestly. I started writing a problem and a second louder knocking filled the air making me write the wrong answer. I sighed, I wouldn’t be able to work well like this. I got up and went to my front door.

“Can I help you?” I asked, opening the door. My eyes went wide and my body trembled almost making me topple over backwards as I stepped back.

“Hello Scootaloo.” Tears flowed down my face seeing him in his black outfit. It was the middle of the day, so everypony was at work or somewhere else. I also didn’t have any nearby neighbors, which would notice a masked stallion coming to my house. I hit my kitchen wall not realizing I was backing up making me sit down as he closed my front door behind him. I stared at him as he walked over to me smiling.

“A-ar-re yo-ou go-in-ing ki-ill me?” I asked barely making sense to myself. I was shaking too badly to care though, as far as I could tell just the sight of him was giving me a seizure.

“I’m going to do so much worse.” He growled.

“No, please no!” I begged pressing my side against the wall trying to merge through it, as if it would allow me that pleasure. He grinned showing a white set of teeth, making everything slow to a crawl. He reached out with his hooves and everything started vibrating before it fell into a lifeless emptiness.

I gasped waking up to a cold wet feeling, I looked around confused. I felt around and I paused knowing the feeling, I was in a brown sack bag, one like what Applejack used for apples that were bad.

Cold water nipped the whole of the bag, I started to cry realizing I was under water in a bag. If the bag wasn’t so tightly weaved I would have drown in my sleep, something I was starting to hope I had. I struggled trying to get out, but the bag only clung to my hooves like glue stopping me, and I stopped struggling and let the air out of my lungs calming down. I closed my eyes, I’d rather die quickly than fight it.

“Given up already?” His voice rang in my ears echoing inside my head like knives. I looked up as the sack top opened letting in fresh air. I looked at him grinning making me bite my trembling bottom lip, I was really starting to wish I was in a river drowning.

“P-please don’t kill me.” I begged looking back at him and he pulled me out of the sack with his magic. I looked around, I was in some house, and I was in a bathtub. He was trying to torture me, not kill me. The water had only been a few inches high.

“Oh and what will you do for me to earn your life?” I stared at him for a minute, I really didn’t want to die.

“Anything,” I said, knowing very welll what that could mean. I wasn’t sure if I could live through another night like that, but if there was a chance.

“Even break a wing?”

“Please, please don’t make me do that.” I looked down slightly. I felt like I was nothing in front of him, why? Why was everything empty with his eyes on me, like I no longer existed anymore, my whole body was numb ready for pain.

“So you will?” I nodded. “Give me a feather.” I stretched my wing and pulled a large one out, flinching slightly at the pain, I gave it to him. He licked a drop of blood from the tip enjoying it. “Kiss me.” I kissed him on his lips and he smiled widely. “Very good, rather obedient aren’t you?” I nodded, it was better to obey him than die a horribly painful death. He walked out of the bathroom into the bedroom tossing me onto the bed.

Panic went through me and I looked at him. My body locked up forcing me to stay still on the bed, trying not to give in to my panic, he was surely going to snap my legs if I tried to run now. I trembled forcing my body to turn over on my belly, I looked down at the bed sheets, they were rather nice.

“Are you going, to-to-to—”

“Yes,” He answered, smiling. He got onto the bed, then moved me back onto my back and he held out a wooden bite guard to me with his magic. “So you don’t scream like last time, but first.” He bent down and kissed me using his tongue and I tried copying him. He seemed to enjoy that I was indulging him, or at least I was trying to. “Now bite.” I bit onto the guard hard closing my eyes.

I whimpered as I felt him slide against me with his thing, it slid a few times, and I did my best to keep my breathing even or was I going to pass out again. The tip pressed against my entrance lightly making me shiver cutting into the guard.

He pushed inside me making me gasped opening my eyes in shock. It didn’t hurt nearly as much this time, a little bit of soft stretching, but-but something inside me made him sliding inside me much softer than I thought possible.

Overall it didn’t hurt, in fact felt a little nice. Over the time that had passed, I imagined the next time he did this, it was going to hurt worse, but this was far from it. He thrust and my body quivered in a weird creeping feeling as if bugs has stampeded over me. He pulled back and everything went with him, sticking to him like gooey fly paper. He kept going and I squeaked a little making him remove my guard.

“T-th-hanks,” I said, finally able to breathe normally, of course I took rather hard breaths as my body moved with each of his thrusts. Finally something odd happen and pleasure washed over me as my insides spasmed around him making him finish, but it didn’t go inside of me this time, something stopped it.

“Perfect.” I looked down as he pulled out showing a thin plastic thing around his thing making me look at him. “You enjoyed that didn’t you?”

“It.” I looked at him. “Didn’t hurt.”

The monster chuckled and I swallowed. “I guess the condom helped.”

“What’s a condom?”

“This.” He pulled the thin plastic thing off him tossing it into the trashcan and replacing it with another. “It makes it so you won’t get pregnant. Seeing as I’m going to keep you alive so long as your obedient to me, I'll need to make sure you don’t, take this.” He had me swallow a pill and drink some water.

“Then, you won’t kill me then?” I said almost too high pitched.

“No, but from now on you have to do anything I ask, tell no one, if anypony finds out I'll kill them.” I nodded. “Your parents aren’t around, and Dash, oh please, she couldn’t even protect a fly. Every day from now on after school you are to come to me. Make sure no one follows you, and if I have to come find you.” He slapped me cutting my cheek, making tears go down my face. “I'll make you wish you were never born.” I nodded sniffling.

“I-I understand.” He went back inside me and there was no pain this time as he started going making me moan at the pleasure, surprising me, I had never made such a sound before. I turned over on my belly at some point and he seemed to enjoy it as I tried to squeeze my insides around him increasing the pleasure, I didn’t want to think about anything, not the thing inside me or the monster breathing down my back.

With each thrust I took a shattered breath taking in our scent. The way it washed over me in waves confused me, as if the whole room was moving in a wave of heat and sweat, beating against me like I was a rocky shore.

For a second time the feeling washed over my body making it hard to stand and he kept going. At some point the tears had stopped, it had become a wonderful feeling after a while. I now understood why married mares got married.

I bit the sheets a little trying my best to stay in the same spot instead of sliding with each and every powerful thrust. It made him enjoy it even more, finishing, and the condom did its job stopping the sickening rush from filling me once again. He pulled out and I smiled a little at the good feeling.

“I’m done,” he said and then cleaned up. I sat down and that monster left the room. I stared at the floor for a while. This was much less of a nightmare than before, this was still scaring me out of my mind, but at least it didn’t hurt nearly as much, only my cheek hurt this time. He came back into the room and I looked at him.

“May I leave?” He looked at me staring at him. “Um, please?”

“I almost forgot, so you know this isn’t my home. I’m sure you can guess who it used to belong to.” He grinned making me shiver. “So yes.” I got off the bed and he stared at me, I stared back at his blue eyes.

“Wait what about weekends? You said after school right?” He paused, while this wasn’t something I wanted, I needed to know so he didn’t just appear out of the blue and snatch me up in public.

“Just school days.” I nodded and walked out of the room, then downstairs going out the front door and turning to look at the house. It was a nice house, looked like any other really, but I had no idea who lived here, and it wasn’t more than a spit’s length away from my house. No wonder he noticed me.

Looking back at the house, it was clear he wasn’t coming out, so I went home, I hadn’t been gone for long. Going back to my room, I closed the door behind me before I fell to the floor rolling into a ball and sobbing so hard I choked on my tears passing out into a black dreamless sleep.

After a while I woke up, then slowly got up looking at the floor. At least I hadn’t wet myself this time, but then again I didn’t dream this time and my tears had made a puddle around my head.

It took me a while to clean up my tears, mostly because I was start to cry once I managed to get the floor dry. Needing an escape, I returned to my books on my bed and started studying again. My rumbling stomach stopped me a few chapters later.

Not needing another reason, I got up and went to the kitchen eating something before returning to the books. However a loud pounding made me look up and freeze, my body instantly went into panic mode.

“Scoots!” Apple Bloom’s voice at my front door made me stop. I was about ready to jump under my bed again and hide. Letting out a sigh of relief, I got off my bed and went to the front door. “Open up!” she shouted.

“I’m not allowed to talk to anypony.”

“Open up.”

“Go away please.” With today’s activities, I almost would rather other ponies come within a mile of me, I only hoped my tail was enough shielding.

“Come on we’re your friends,” Sweetie Belle said.

First getting a stool I climbed up and looked out the peep hole to see them standing right outside my door. At least he wasn’t here for me again. I opened the door and they rushed in hugging me tightly. Tears fell from my face and both of them paused as I hugged them back burying my face into them.

“What’s wrong?” Apple Bloom asked.

“I’ve missed you both so much.”

“All because you’ve gotten your cutie mark, don’t mean we’d leave ya.” Silent cries made me shake, making them even more concerned.

“You alright?” Sweetie Belle asked, and I nodded. “And what happen to your face? It looks like you were hit.”

“I walked into a wall, I’ve become so stupid lately, but don’t worry.” I let go of them and smiled. “I’m sorry, just after my crash, I’ve been, a little off.” They stared at me. “So do you guys want to do something, my parents won’t be home for a few days. So I have the house to myself.”

“Actually we just came to see how you’re doing,” Sweetie Belle started when I let go of her. “I have to go home and help my sister and Apple Bloom has to go help harvest. We just wanted to make sure you were alright.” I nodded. “But we’ll see you tomorrow at school.” That calmed me down some.

Both of them hugged me before they left making me smile. The world hadn’t ended after what happen, at least they hadn’t changed. Nopony knew, good. I closed the door once they were out of sight and went back to my room. The world seemed to stop around me, but then shake almost as if laughing at me as I stood in the door way.

“Hello,” that monster growled lightly, he was laying on my bed.

It took a moment before something clicked making me quickly go into my room and close the door behind me. His hoof pawed the beg lightly and I got onto the bed, and went up to him. Fear made me tremble realizing he was frowning through his mask, but it also pushed me forward burying my face into his chest and he smiled hugging me.

“Hi,” I whispered, and looked up at him.

“What did you tell them?” The way his words rounded out made them sound more like a threat, which was how I took them.

If I wanted to stay alive for very long, I’d need to play his game. “Nothing, they just came to see how I was doing. I would never disobey you.”

That thing pulled me up, kissing me. At first I didn’t know or expect a sudden kiss, but I did my best to kiss back, mixing our tongues in a shallow dance. I swirled lightly and he pulled back.

“You’re a fast learner, but I’m the only pony you can ever trust. Your only friend, if you ever so much as try to hang out with other ponies for any reason, I'll pull out your wings. One feather at the time.” I nodded nuzzling him and he held me closer. “From now on you’ll call me Master, is that clear?”

“Yes, Master.”

“Good.” He set me down and looked at the books for a few seconds. “A little advanced isn’t it?”

“Yes, Master.”

“Are you mocking me?”

“No, I didn’t mean—” He pushed me down on my back with his hoof making me yip at the shock. “I’m sorry, forgive me.”

His tongue ran between my legs and I spread them, closing my eyes. This wasn’t something I needed to watch. The smooth warm tongue prodded leaving warm wet liquid over my folds, and giving me an oddly warm feeling in my chest.

Almost as if he sensed it, his tongue went deep filling me, twisting and rubbing my walls, sliding along my bulb. As a feeling of pleasure washed over me, he stopped making me open my eyes to see him licking his lips and making me blush. That had felt really good, but somewhere in my mind I liked the fact more that he enjoyed my taste.

“You’re forgiven, but do not forget a single word I’ve said. If you tell any pony about this, I'll kill them, so please make sure Dash finds out. I wouldn’t mind raping her till she bleeds, I love mature mares. So much harder to break, though you were especially easy to break, and I love it.”

“Yes Master, anything for you.” That grin made me grimace.

“Tell me you love me.”

A creepy feeling caused me to shiver. What exactly would saying that do? But— “I-I lo-ve y-you,” I said. It came out choppy and tears ran down my face. Just saying that made my inside burn and my wings sting.

“Again.”

“I, love you.”

“Who do you love?”

“I love you, Master.” When he kissed me, I didn’t hesitate kissing him back. Trying my best to mimic him.

“Good.” His hoof ran down my cheek. “I'll be watching. So don’t think for a second you can do anything without me knowing, because I'll be there waiting.” He teleported away and I fell onto the bed.

Shock went through me the second I felt air between me and the bed. That monster disappeared just like that, which meant. He could use magic to get inside. Nowhere was safe, not even under my bed.

My chest started to burn, this was a nightmare. The feel of a book hitting my hoof made me turn. I needed to stop thinking, I started studying again. The fear stayed in the back of my mind, but it was numbed after a few hard problems. This time instead of just passing out I made sure I moved to the shower and fell asleep in there. Even the smallest change of dreaming scared me too much.

“Sleeping well?” That thing’s voice snapped me awake and looked around stopping instantly seeing him laying next to me. “I can’t imagine sleeping in a shower is all that comfortable.”

Just stopping myself from screaming was a task, but I regained myself. “I—wet the bed otherwise, at least here it goes down the drain.” A grin formed under his mask sending a shock up my spine.

“Ah finally something of your own mind.” I sat up and he pet me softly making tears roll down my face. He was going to take everything from me sooner or later, I couldn’t escape and at the rate he was moving. I was pretty sure I wouldn’t be able to get a minute alone without him being there.

“I’m tired, may I sleep some more?”

“Asking permission?” I nodded. “Yes, you may sleep.”

“Will you be with me?”

“Yes, till I’m not.” I laid against him and he pet me helping me go to sleep. Of course, sleeping was a torture of it’s own.

Nightmares of him killing me played in my sleep making my alarm sound off, waking me up. The feeling of him next to me was gone, and it took me a few seconds to understand that I was now alone. A sadly familiar feeling made me look down.

Through my nightmares, I had wet myself so much that I was empty. I threw out my blanket into a basket. I’d need to wash it later. Hot water poured on me as I turned on the shower. The clean feeling came with the hope that with the new day, new life would get breathed into me. Once done, I left for school.

Author's Note

better edited 6/22/14