Story of my past

I got up on my hooves trying not to look at myself. I looked toward my brother who stared back at me saying absolutely nothing.

"How does it feel?" he asked.

"What do you mean?" I asked back to him.

"How does it feel for you to finally remember everything you've ever done?"

"I'll be honest Trezo......not good at all."

He looked at me confused. "Huh strange I really thought you would snap if you got your whole memory back."

"I told you before I have changed."

"Regardless Crezo i'm still going to kill you."

"Trezo....no....I don't want to fight anymore."

"What?" He said surprised.

"I don't want to fight anymore its just going to lead us no where. After I had this flash back i'm starting to regret everything I've ever done.......I should just be dead now."

My brother looked at me in amazement he didn't expect for me to stay so normal about this situation at all. "Crezo I-"

"If you want to fight i'm not going to fight back....just.....kill me."

"Crezo......as much as I want to kill you right now....I just can't anymore."

"Why not?"

"Your my brother and all I ever want to do is kill you. Something tells me brothers shouldn't be acting like this at all."

"Brother....just please kill me."

"Crezo what about Redheart, what about you, what about......Luna?"

"I don't care anymore after everything that's happened here I just don't want to live anymore." I looked down at the ground and closed my eyes. "If your going to kill me just do it."

"Brother I can't do it not if your going to be like this."

"Trezo...was it enough?"

"What are you saying?"

"Was it enough to tell me the truth? Is this what you really wanted? To make me like this?"

"No of course not."

"Or were you just like fa....Vrezo wanting me to come to power just to stop me?"

"Crezo I didn't want you to end up like this. I just wanted y-."

"Don't....just stop...I don't care what you wanted."

He started to walk over to me. "Listen brother I don't want you to be like this."

"THEN WHY DID YOU WANT TO FIGHT ME!?" I screamed stopping him in his tracks.

"Brother I wanted to fight you because I thought when you got your full memory back you would flip."

"THEN WHY GIVE IT BACK IN THE FIRST PLACE WHY NOT JUST LET ME LIVE WITHOUT IT!?"

"Cause it would of came back either way." He said walking toward once more. "I don't want to fight you if you have control over yourself." He put a hoof on my shoulder.

"Don't...touch me." I put his hoof back. "Brother I never wanted to do any of what I did. I just couldn't control myself...I wanted to stop but hundreds of voices were screaming at me to keep going." I fell to my back hooves knees. "I just couldn't help myself."

"Brother calm down."

"I just couldn't help myself." I started punching the ground repeatedly. " I JUST COULDN'T HELP MYSELF!"

"Brother stop."

I stopped and looked at my brother. "What now? As far as i'm concerned your words are useless to me."

"Brother i'm done with this."

"Good so now I get to kill myself."

"BROTHER NO!"

I looked to my brother. "Whats the matter if your not going to kill me i'm going to do it myself."

"No I don't want you to die anymore...I want you to continue living. Yes what you did back then was unforgiving. However i don't want you killing yourself your better then this."

"Very well."

"Good now lis-hnng." I punched him in his gut.

"If were going to fight I wanna fight I don't want to be here much longer."

"Brother why?"

"i just wanted to put your guard down I see what you have in your hoof."

A knife dropped from his hoof. "Heh your a smart kid."

"I try to be." I picked him up and threw him.

"Well then I guess its on. I'm not holding back."

"Nor am I." On those last words me and my brother got into a clash of magic.

"Hnng."

"Regretting starting a magic duel?" I said confidently. "You know how strong my magic is." I was slowly over powering my brother.

"I should of thought ahead huh? O but I did." He pulled out some sort of amulet.

"Whats that?"

"O nothing just the....alicorn amulet."

I looked at him surprised. "Wait brother don't use that you know what it does."

"I know and i'm going to use it like it or not." He put it on himself. His magic grew in power equaling mine for the moment. I was starting to think of what else I could do.

"Brother."

"What is it?"

"SEE YOU IN HELL!" I use my magic to its full extent making an explosion. I fell to the ground and so did Trezo.

"Crezo." Trezo said.

"Yeah?" I said.

"Were both fucked here huh?"

"Yeah pretty much."

"Well it was good while it lasted and that was a great battle....." silence grew from my brother. I saw his head tilt over and his body motionless.

"I guess i'm dying last heh this life was good while it lasted. Redheart......i'm......sorry." I tilted my head to side and before my eyes fully closed I saw a white hoof step in front of my face.