Story of my past

by crezounicorn

Rating: teen
Tags: Dark, Comedy
Length: 5078

By now its time I live my past. This is my third addition to the "Where did I come from" series.

Time to live my past before I get in the final fight with my brother. I get told everything I need to know about my self now here comes the longest flashback I've ever had in my life.

Warning: Profanity

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2013-05-16 22:22:55 UTC

Prologue: Lets start this

Me and my brother were in the ruins of Whitetail city, the city I destroyed. "You ready to end this Trezo?" I said

"Yes I am" he said "but before we do....I think its time you get your whole memory back"

"There's more?"

"Well yes do you even remember our school days?"

"No"

"So yes there is more and I know how to get your memories all back at once"

"How?"

"By saying our fathers name"

"That's it?"

"He had it set so you could never figure it out"

"Well then lay it on me"

"Okay if you insist......our fathers name is.......Vrezo"

The flashbacks began throwing me to the ground so many at once its telling my whole life.

Chapter 1: Memory sequence part 1

Twelve year earlier.

I was eight years old and already had my cutie mark. My brother a blue unicorn with a bright green and red mane hasn't found his yet. I was determined to help him find it, but we didn't know what his talent is sadly. However that did not stop my childish mind. Me and my brother were walking to our school this day everything as peaceful as can be. "Are you ready for school?" I asked my brother.

"Not really" he said quietly.

"Why not?"

"I'm the only one in our class without a cutie mark isn't it obvious why i'm not ready"

"Just relax Trezo you'll be fine, we'll figure out your talent out soon" I looked at him smiling. We continued to our school witch was actually really small I had no idea what my brother was so worried. We walked in the class and took our seats. I sat next to my brother who always sat in the back of the class for he was a nervous pony. The teacher walked in the class room, he had an orange coat and a black mane and tail nothing to notable about him.

"Morning students" the teacher said.

"Morning mister Landers" we all said except for my brother who stood silent.

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All long day of class but nothing to notable just some more basic lessons on cutie marks and history of Whitetail. My brother seemed a little distant today. 'Hey bro you okay?" I asked.

"Yeah i'm fine just thinking a lot" he said quietly

"Well stop your thinking its time we figure out your cutie mark today"

"I don't really feel like it"

"O come on bro we need t-" he punched me.

"I said I don't feel like" he said walking home. I didn't fully understand what was wrong with my brother he usually always wants to find out was his cutie mark is, why not today? I went home and went to my mother to talk about it. "Mom" I said calling out to her.

"Yes dear" she said walking into the living room.

"Can I ask you something?"

"What is it?"

"Why is my brother acting weird?"

"What do you mean?"

"Well he usually wants to find out what his cutie mark is, but today he just punched me in the leg and said he didn't feel like it"

"Something must be bothering him......ill talk to him later about it"

"Good cause I want my fun brother back" my mother walked out of the room and I went upstairs to my bedroom. My room had a bunch of stuffed animals in a corner I just collected them as a hobby never really moved them. I laid down on my bed and closed my eyes. I was trying to sleep prematurely cause it was four hours before I usually sleep and I haven't even ate dinner yet. I just had to much on my mind wondering what got into my brother. I drifted off to sleep that night skipping dinner.

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I woke up the next morning and walked down he stairs. "Morning......father" I said yawning.

"Somepony still sleepy?" my father asked.

"Nah i'm fine just woke up. Wheres my brother?"

"Eating breakfast waiting for you" I walked into the dining room and saw my brother as happy as can be. I was happy to see him that way so I sat next to him and had my breakfast as well. "Hey bro" said Trezo.

"Yeah?" I looked over to him.

"Race you to see who can drink milk faster"

"Your on" on those words we grabbed our cups and gulped like we never gulped before.

"DONE" we said in unison.

"Man we are to alike" Trezo said.

"Eh that's our quality"

"Okay you two racers" our mother said "its time you head off to school don't want you two being late now" We darted out of the house and toward the school. If it isn't obvious we racing to see who will get there first. We didn't really need to hurry for we had thirty minutes to get there and our house is only ten minutes away, but we didn't care we were always trying to prove who is better then the other. We both ended up at school at the same time gasping for air.

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Later that day at lunch time me and my brother went to sit by ourselves away from everypony else. We talking about some funny things we saw sharing laughs having a good day. We saw one of the female teachers walking by. Me and my brother weren't really paying any attention to her we just kept on talking. Then somepony shouted "BACK UP GIVE HER SOME AIR" a man said. We ran over to the commotion to see what was going on, the female teacher was on the ground.

"Whats happening?" I asked one of the students by me.

"Shes having a heart attack" I looked at the student shocked. My brother went in.

"Stand back" my brother said "I know C.P.R" I looked at my brother confused I didn't know he knew C.P.R. He listened to her heartbeat and got nothing. He put his to hooves on her chest and started counting "1..2...3..4..5" I was amazed when did my brother learn this? He leaned into her lips and sat back up "Phew shes breathing" my brother said. The female teacher sat up and looked at him.

"You saved my life" she said.

"All in a days work mam now you be safe" I looked at my brother and saw his cutie mark come to be a doctors stethoscope and a first aid kit.

Chapter 2: Memory sequence part 2

Two years later.

I was ten years old and so was my brother. We were out of school entirely our intelligence was to high for school apparently. I was walking around the house looking for something to do. My brother was studying to become a doctor and I was happy he was. I didn't understand my cutie mark at this time I didn't even understand how I got it in the first place it just showed up one day. There was a knock at the door "I got it" said my mother Luna "who is....o you" I started to hear only mumbles from my mother and the person at the door. I walked into the room.

"Who is it mom?" I asked.

"No pony important honey just go up stairs"

"Okay" as I walked up the stairs I looked over my moms shoulder and saw it was a pony in a white coat. "Trezo" I called out.

"Yes bro?"

"There's a guy with a white coat at the door any idea who it is?"

"Not at all either hes a doctor or a scientist. What are you doing up here anyway?"

"Mom told me to come up here when that guy came to the door"

"Hm isn't that a little odd"

"What do you mean?"

"When this guy we don't know comes to the door and she wants you to come upstairs. Are they doing something behind your back?"

"I don't know"

"Well we're never gonna find out just sitting here"

"I know but what do we do, we ca-"

"Crezo come here a second" said my mother.

"Um okay...what now?"

"Just role with it ill listen in no worries" Trezo said

"Okay" I walked down stairs to meet with my mother and this mysterious man. "What is it mother?" I asked.

"You and your father need to go with this man" my mom said

"What why?"

"Because he needs to test your magic to make sure you can use it"

"But I know I can use it"

"Yes but he needs to test it in a different way"

"Okay I guess I can go" My dad walked behind me.

"Lets go son this is important" my dad said sternly.

"I better get him back" said Trezo from the top of the stairs.

"You will Trezo i'm just taking your brother for a few tests is all nothing to big" me and my dad walked out the door and followed this man. I still didn't trust anything that was going on, but since my dad was with me I really didn't mind.

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We arrived at some sort of testing lab. "Ooooo your a scientist" I said with excitement.

"Yes I am" he said "The name is Gonko ill be doing some magic tests with you" I don't know what it was but I was always fascinated with scientists and doctors they were just so cool. We walked inside the lab and there was so many things it was hard to remember everything that was there. There were targets, test dummies, beakers, just so much I could hardly take it in. It was my first time being in a real laboratory so I was really excited.

"All right....heh jeez i'm the scientist and never did ask you your name" Gonko said

"Its Crezo sir" I said ready to get started not knowing what I was really being tested for.

"Okay Crezo you ready to start your tests?"

"Yeah i'm ready"

"All right then me and your father are going into a different room, but don't worry we will talk to you through intercom" they walked to a different room with a one way mirror.

"So what do I do first?" I asked.

"Try to shoot this target i'm about to give you with a magic blast" a target came out of the wall and toward me.

"That's it o this will be easy" I shot a magic blast destroying the target but instead of my magic blast stopping it kept going and destroyed more targets behind it. "Oops" I said leaning down trying to hide my head.

"Hm this is worse then I thought" said Gonko to my father.

"What are you getting at Gonko?" asked my father.

"His magic is really powerful, more powerful then it should be. I'm going to have to run a few more tests we shouldn't be here long"

"Did I do something wrong?" I asked.

"No you did great" Gonko said "Were going to do one more test real quick and then we'll see where it leads from there" He sent out a steel wall this time.

"Uh why the steel wall?"

"Just try shooting it"

"Okay" I shot a magic blast at the steel wall, it shattered into pieces like it was nothing to me at all. "O my" I said trying to hide my head again.

"Hm your son is ashamed of his magic Vrezo"

"Why would he be?" asked my father.

"I'm not completely sure, but I have another tests that I can run to figure out what his cutie mark means"

"Well then do it"

"Okay but first I need you to sign this" he handed my dad a waver.

"Whats this for?" my dad asked.

"This is a waver saying i'm not responsible for any damage that might come out of this" my dad looked at the waver thinking. The problem with this day.....he actually signed it.

Chapter 3: Memory sequence part 3

I looked up from where I was covering my head and saw the wall shattered in front of me. "O.....my" I said nervous "I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that I ju-"

"Just calm down there's no penalty for breaking things here" Gonko said. "Now come with me we have one more test and you should be done"

"Yes sir" I said following him. We walked into a small room with gray walls and a metal bed in the center. There were some strange tools I've never seen before in a cup by the bed so I started to get kinda worried.

"Don't worry" Gonko said "i'm not using those tools on you"

"What are they for?" I asked.

"Dissecting mostly, nothing for you I promise. Now hop up on the bed this will only take a second" I climbed up on the metal bed which was really cold to the touch. He said it will only take a second so i'm not worried to much of whats going to happen. "All right now lay down for me." I laid down and jeez was it cold.

"Wow this is cold" I said shivering a little.

"It'll warm up in a second. Now hold still for me." He put shackles on my hooves.

"Are the shackles necessary?"

"Yes cause I need you to lay still while I do this"

"Okay then" I started to get worried of whats going to happen. "Is my father still here?"

"Yes he is, hes in the next room right outside don't worry hes not going to leave you"

"Okay so what am I supposed to do?"

"Just lay there and don't move ill be in that room over there" he said pointing "Its a one way window so I can see you. I just need to go in there cause that's where this machine activates from." He walked into the room he said he was going to and shut the door behind him, I was in silence. Then a intercom came on.

"Crezo can you hear me? Gonko asked.

"Yes I can"

"Okay good, now i'm going to send a quick jolt through your body if it hurts say something"

"A quick jolt well I don't think it'll hurt to bad." I felt electricity shoot up my back "GAAH" it stopped as soon as it started.

"You okay?

"Yeah.....fine"

"Okay good, no more electricity only need to do that once now for the next process"

"There's more?"

"Yes but less painful" I saw a syringe in a robot claw coming toward me.

"Why can't you do this part yourself?"

"There's many reasons just hold still this will only hurt a second" The syringe stuck into my cutie mark.

"Ow" I laughed a little bit cause it tickled.

"Did that tickle instead of hurt?"

"Yeah why?"

"Hm, its nothing I just have to write this stuff down" I sat in silence waiting for him to do whatever is next. The shackles released and I sat up.

"We done?" I asked. He walked out of the room he was in.

"Yes just stay here a second I need to talk to your father."

"Okay" I stayed on the bed and waited for the scientist to come back. My curious mind wanted me to see inside the room he was in so I walked over just to see. I opened the door and was amazed by how much technology was in this room. I looked over at a desk and saw a clipboard. "Oh this must be the scientists clipboard he might of forgotten to pick it up." I picked up the clipboard and on first glimpse I saw Crezo cutie mark discovery did my father not know what my cutie mark was?

I read the information on me which I shouldn't have done. Notes in numerical order.

1. Crezo's magic very powerful more powerful then anypony we've seen.

2. Nervous of his power and I can understand why

3. The jolt I gave him proved that he can survive high voltage shocks which no pony could do.

4. The syringe I gave him should of hurt him not tickled him

5. His cutie mark stands for tragedy which he causes.

I dropped the clipboard in shock. "I-I-I-I could of died just now....I cause tragedy.....I have magic stronger then any pony recorded." I heard my father outside the door.

"Are you saying my son is a threat to society" my dad said in anger "cause if that's true, you better hope he can control it or you'll be his first victim."

"I'm not entirely sure if he can control it" Gonko said "I need to run a few more tests to se-" I walked out of the room interrupting him.

"That won't be necessary" I said in anger.

"O shit" Gonko said.

"Whats the matter?" Vrezo said.

"Its starting, hes loosing control"

"WHAT MY SONS LOOSING CONTROL!"

"His power awakened we have to stop him now"

Chapter 4: Memory sequence part 4

Magic power was swelling through my body one wrong move and I could set off a magic explosion. My father looked at me but he wasn't scared in fact he was smiling.

"So my son finally got in touch with his power" he said.

"Wait do you approve of this?" asked Gonko

"Yes....yes I do now he can show everyone in this town hes not a pushover"

"No one" I said growling "no one has ever called me a pushover what are you even talking about?"

"Don't you see son you can rule this town you can rule this nation and all I needed was for you to come to power"

"You wanted me.....to gain my power....so you can use me to rule this town...this nation"

My father laughed like a complete psycho "yes that's all I ever wanted was you to be strong enough so we can rule this place together my son"

I laughed evilly now.

"So you see it my way right son?" he asked me

"Not at all old man"

"W-what?"

"You think I would really use this power to rule this town, well your wrong i'm going to use this power.....to destroy it"

"Now why would you do that?"

"Because father its simple....I just can"

"Do you see why we must stop him now?" asked Gonko "if we don't hes just going to kill us all"

"That's enough out of you scientist like my father said your my first victim" I levitated ten syringes to myself and aimed them at Gonko.

"No please don't do this Crezo snap out of it"

"I'm sorry Gonko but its time you die" I shot all the syringes into Gonko's chest. Blood now dripping from him his body motionless.

"Son...I"

"Your next father so you better start running" my father ran out of the building. "I'm in no rush ill just walk after you" I started walking after my father with no control over myself at all.

"LUNA TREZO" my father screamed when he got in the house.

"What is it?" Trezo asked.

"Whats going on?" Luna asked as well.

"Its Crezo hes loosing his mind we have to stop him." Trezo looked at my father displeased.

"I said I wanted him back father and this is what happens"

"I'm sorry Trezo there's nothing we could of done now come on we have to stop him." They walked out of the house to see what I have done.

"Do you like it father?" I asked "Do you like what I've done with the town, corpses everywhere, I thought you would enjoy the sight of it." My father, mother, and brother looked around and saw countless corpses of ponies.

"Son....why" my mother asked.

"Its all because of him" I pointed at my father "He wanted me this way now i'm showing him the flaws of what I've become, of what......I am"

"Brother snap out of it this isn't like you at all" Trezo said.

"I'm sorry brother but i'm not the same anymore"

"Brother please just stop this isn't you"

"IT IS NOW" I screamed "this is what I've become and I know our father likes it. If you want someone to blame...blame it on him"

"Son....please just stop" Luna said "wheres my young kind boy?"

"No longer around mother"

"Well bring him around cause that's who I love"

"You don't love me this way?"

She went speechless in front of me.

"WELL ANSWER ME!"

"No I don't"

I started to laugh like a psycho "well perfect now I lost my mother. My father doesn't even care and my brother just wants his old brother back. Well ITS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN"

"Brother please stop" said my brother on the verge of tears.

"I can't stop.....THIS IS WHO I AM.....THIS IS WHAT I'VE BECOME"

"Luna" said my father.

"Yes Vrezo"

"I can wipe his memory I just need some time"

She knew its all they could do is make me forget about them and everything to stop my power. "Okay me and Tre-"

"I'm not fighting my brother" Trezo said in anger.

"But Trezo we have to hold him off"

"I know but I don't want to fight him" Trezo started to walk to me.

"STAY BACK" I yelled "STAY AWAY FROM ME"

"Brother I just wanna talk"

"NO I don't want to talk....I-"

"Please brother just listen"

"NO I JUST WANT YOU ALL TO DIE"

"Brother your powers are making you say that I know they are my brother would never say that to me"

I started to calm down a bit.

"Listen brother I don't want to see you like this"

"Yes you do"

"No I don't. Look at what you've done to these innocent ponies"

"I know what I did"

"Yes but you would never do that"

"Enough"

"Brother I-"

"I SAID ENOUGH" I laughed once more "ITS TIME I KILL THIS TOWN"

"Brother DON'T"

"Crezo please don't" my mother said.

"ITS TO LATE....NOW....ALL OF YOU.....DIE!" On my last words my magic unleashed destroying the city flattening.....everything.

"I did it" I said "I killed them all"

"No....you didn't" Luna said protecting my mother and father with a wing. However she was badly injured.

"Well even if you three live I can easily kill you" I said.

"Not if we stop you first brother" Trezo said "I decided to fight you now you evil piece of crap"

The flashback ended and I was back in the present on the ground with my brother standing over me.

"Enjoy your flashback Crezo?" said my brother.

"No...I didn't."

Chapter 5: Do we have to fight?

I got up on my hooves trying not to look at myself. I looked toward my brother who stared back at me saying absolutely nothing.

"How does it feel?" he asked.

"What do you mean?" I asked back to him.

"How does it feel for you to finally remember everything you've ever done?"

"I'll be honest Trezo......not good at all."

He looked at me confused. "Huh strange I really thought you would snap if you got your whole memory back."

"I told you before I have changed."

"Regardless Crezo i'm still going to kill you."

"Trezo....no....I don't want to fight anymore."

"What?" He said surprised.

"I don't want to fight anymore its just going to lead us no where. After I had this flash back i'm starting to regret everything I've ever done.......I should just be dead now."

My brother looked at me in amazement he didn't expect for me to stay so normal about this situation at all. "Crezo I-"

"If you want to fight i'm not going to fight back....just.....kill me."

"Crezo......as much as I want to kill you right now....I just can't anymore."

"Why not?"

"Your my brother and all I ever want to do is kill you. Something tells me brothers shouldn't be acting like this at all."

"Brother....just please kill me."

"Crezo what about Redheart, what about you, what about......Luna?"

"I don't care anymore after everything that's happened here I just don't want to live anymore." I looked down at the ground and closed my eyes. "If your going to kill me just do it."

"Brother I can't do it not if your going to be like this."

"Trezo...was it enough?"

"What are you saying?"

"Was it enough to tell me the truth? Is this what you really wanted? To make me like this?"

"No of course not."

"Or were you just like fa....Vrezo wanting me to come to power just to stop me?"

"Crezo I didn't want you to end up like this. I just wanted y-."

"Don't....just stop...I don't care what you wanted."

He started to walk over to me. "Listen brother I don't want you to be like this."

"THEN WHY DID YOU WANT TO FIGHT ME!?" I screamed stopping him in his tracks.

"Brother I wanted to fight you because I thought when you got your full memory back you would flip."

"THEN WHY GIVE IT BACK IN THE FIRST PLACE WHY NOT JUST LET ME LIVE WITHOUT IT!?"

"Cause it would of came back either way." He said walking toward once more. "I don't want to fight you if you have control over yourself." He put a hoof on my shoulder.

"Don't...touch me." I put his hoof back. "Brother I never wanted to do any of what I did. I just couldn't control myself...I wanted to stop but hundreds of voices were screaming at me to keep going." I fell to my back hooves knees. "I just couldn't help myself."

"Brother calm down."

"I just couldn't help myself." I started punching the ground repeatedly. " I JUST COULDN'T HELP MYSELF!"

"Brother stop."

I stopped and looked at my brother. "What now? As far as i'm concerned your words are useless to me."

"Brother i'm done with this."

"Good so now I get to kill myself."

"BROTHER NO!"

I looked to my brother. "Whats the matter if your not going to kill me i'm going to do it myself."

"No I don't want you to die anymore...I want you to continue living. Yes what you did back then was unforgiving. However i don't want you killing yourself your better then this."

"Very well."

"Good now lis-hnng." I punched him in his gut.

"If were going to fight I wanna fight I don't want to be here much longer."

"Brother why?"

"i just wanted to put your guard down I see what you have in your hoof."

A knife dropped from his hoof. "Heh your a smart kid."

"I try to be." I picked him up and threw him.

"Well then I guess its on. I'm not holding back."

"Nor am I." On those last words me and my brother got into a clash of magic.

"Hnng."

"Regretting starting a magic duel?" I said confidently. "You know how strong my magic is." I was slowly over powering my brother.

"I should of thought ahead huh? O but I did." He pulled out some sort of amulet.

"Whats that?"

"O nothing just the....alicorn amulet."

I looked at him surprised. "Wait brother don't use that you know what it does."

"I know and i'm going to use it like it or not." He put it on himself. His magic grew in power equaling mine for the moment. I was starting to think of what else I could do.

"Brother."

"What is it?"

"SEE YOU IN HELL!" I use my magic to its full extent making an explosion. I fell to the ground and so did Trezo.

"Crezo." Trezo said.

"Yeah?" I said.

"Were both fucked here huh?"

"Yeah pretty much."

"Well it was good while it lasted and that was a great battle....." silence grew from my brother. I saw his head tilt over and his body motionless.

"I guess i'm dying last heh this life was good while it lasted. Redheart......i'm......sorry." I tilted my head to side and before my eyes fully closed I saw a white hoof step in front of my face.

Epilogue: Ending my story.

I woke up in Whitetail city patched up. I looked around no pony insight except for my dead brother. I sat up and saw note by my leg. I unfolded it and began to read.

Your welcome for making sure you lived I just couldn't forget about you. I couldn't do anything about your brother i'm sorry for that. You are just one of those ponies that became a close friend of mine. Even if you don't come back I hope you live a good life.

Be safe,

Redheart.

After I told her to forget me she came to me anyway and healed me up. I walked over to where I used to live in this destroyed city. I found a picture in the ruins of my house and started to walk back to my brother. I went over to my brothers corpse and put the photo near his body.

"Always remember me brother no matter what" I said to him. I walked away. The photo I put by him was me and him together on the school playground both smiling with each other.

"We were the closest of brothers and now hes dead." I said. I suddenly heard wings behind me and turned around ready for anything. "Mother.........what do you want?"

"I see you did it." she said.

"I'm sorry mother it had to be done he wanted to kill me and so did f...Vrezo."

"Why don't you cal Vrezo your father anymore?"

"Cause he never was not for what he wanted. I don't see him as my father anymore."

"Very well then. Now may I ask?"

"Ask what?"

"What are you going to do now?"

"Get this place rebuilt and live here in solitude."

"How are you going to get this place rebuilt? Its not even on the map of equestria any more."

"Hey I have really powerful magic ill just rebuild it myself."

"Okay you be safe." She started to fly away but I grabbed her by the back hoof. "What is it?"

"Don't tell anyone that i'm here understood."

"I wont Crezo I promise."

She flew off and I started to rebuild the town with my magic. When she fully was gone I stopped.

"I'm living here by myself now no one around I think this will be best for me." I smiled and went back to work ready to start a new life.