Fate Can Be Cruel

by AxelGunn

Rating: everyone
Tags: Sad, Original Character, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Romance, Tragedy, Twilight Sparkle
Length: 2960

A blind unicorn pony tries to confess his feelings to another unicorn. But where did she go?

A (hopefully) short story about a unicorn who became blind after an accident, who decides to go for broke and tell a certain unicorn how he feels about her. But she left Canterlot, how is he supposed to find her without knowing where she went or what she even looks like?

Published 2012-02-16 07:54:03 UTC
Last updated 2012-04-25 06:17:02 UTC

Prologue: The Gift of Sight

Prologue: The Gift of Sight

By MrAnderson92

It is not easy being blind. Or maybe it can be, but I just don't want to adapt. I don't know. But being born with the gift of sight, only to have it torn away from you in a terrible accident just when you're starting to appreciate things for their beauty is quite difficult to adapt to.

That's what happened to me.

Four years ago, when I was 16 years old, there was a stampede on the outskirts of Fillydelphia, where I was visiting family. I ran to see what the commotion was, and to see if I could help. Some white pegasus pony who was flying high above everypony suddenly swooped down and informed us that a huge herd of cows was stampeding straight for Fillydelphia from one of the farms not too far away. A small group of ponies was beginning to form of who was willing to try and divert the stampede from going through Fillydelphia to going around it. I joined the diversion group, much to the distress of my parents, who said it was much too dangerous for a pony of my age. I tried to ease their nerves by assuring them that I was going to be fine, that with my magical skill (which at that time was rather advanced for my age) I wouldn't be harmed and that I would be of great assistance to helping save Fillydelphia.

I should have listened to my parents.

I was positioned on the far left side, along with dark blue unicorn and a caramel colored earth pony who apparently was a great herder. Which she was. The dark blue unicorn and I were there in case some of the cows didn't go with the herd and we were to use our magic to stop them. To be completely honest, I wouldn't have needed the other unicorn.

Everything was going well, the stampede was successfully averted, and I was running behind everypony, to the right side of the herd, alongside the caramel earth pony. I could've easily ran faster, but I wanted to hang back just in case something went wrong. And it's a good thing too, because things took a turn for the worst.

I heard a yell come from beside me as the earth pony I was running with tripped over a rock. I slammed my hooves into the ground, every fiber of my being suddenly focused on saving her from being trampled. I ran as fast as I could to where she lay in the dirt, groaning and holding her hoof. I quickly felt over her hoof with a couple of tendrils of magic, and found that she sprained her hoof. I cursed silently, then focused my energy to envelop her whole body. I lifted her off the ground and started running from the stampede, holding her above and in front of me as I ran for our lives.

But fate decided to be cruel that day.

I felt my hoof scrape the ground far too early, and saw the world tip on its side as I fell forward and had my jaw slammed into the dirt. The caramel earth pony fell to the ground again, but before my magic gave out I moved her off to the side so she was out of harm's way. I, on the other hand, was right in the path of the stampeding cattle. I knew I wasn't going to get out of the way in time, so I curled up into the fetal position, closed my eyes, and waiting for my impending demise. The sound of pounding hooves grew impossibly loud, as if I was in the midst of a thundercloud, then they were upon me.

The pain was indescribable.

I didn't die, obviously, and when I next came to I was in the hospital in Canterlot. But I did not know it at the time.

Because I was blind.

I had lost the gift of sight.

One: The Library

One: The Library

By MrAnderson92

It had been two years since my accident. I had spent the first year in physical therapy, making sure no permanent damage had been caused. Except, of course, my eyesight. That was the first thing the doctors had told me once I had stabilized.

I will never use my eyes again.

I was devastated. Without my eyes, my cutie mark was essentially useless. My cutie mark consisted of a four-pointed, midnight blue compass with stars dotting the inside of it. But one had to look very close to see the stars. My special talent was astronomy. I loved looking at the stars. At no time in my life was I happier or more at peace than when I was outside, stargazing through my telescope. But that pleasure will be lost to me forever now. I broke down, tears shamelessly flowing down my face as I turned my face towards the window, feeling the cool sunlight of the summer evening upon my brow.

I'll never see the sky again.

I'll never again look at clouds and laugh at the shapes they are in.

I don't quite remember what happened during that first year. I was empty inside. I felt as if there was nothing left to live for.

I wished that I had died in the stampede.

My parents were there constantly. Which was worse than it sounds. They kept telling me cheap clichés about how life is going to get better. Of course it was. But right now nothing they could say could make me feel better.

So I went through my days blindly, both physically and emotionally.

Once the physical therapy was over, I was given the O.K. to return to my house. My parents were overjoyed to have me back home. They threw a huge party and invited practically all of our family members to welcome me back. Of course, I only had their word that they did. I, for all intents and purposes, was emotionally dead. I started crying again as I couldn't even get around my house without running into tables or walls.

Finally, I had enough.

I sat down where I was and yelled in frustration, scaring my relatives that were near me. I curled up into a ball, and quietly sobbed, not caring what else happened.

Once I was all cried out, I slowly got to my hooves and asked if somepony could help me to my room. Immediately somepony was there (my mother, I believe) and in a short while I was climbing into my bed, whispering a thank you to my parents as they wished me good night.

I don't know if they heard me.

About a week went by where I stayed in my room, the one place I knew well enough to not stumble into anything. I passed the time by attempting to do things that I had liked to do before my accident, and trying to adapt to my new situation to continue enjoying those activities.

It didn't go well.

How am I supposed to write when I can't tell where the paper is?

How am I supposed to read when I don't understand, or even have any books in, braille?

How do I stargaze without my sight..?

The one thing I discovered I could still enjoy on my own was my favorite book, "The Night Watcher's guide to the Galaxies." It was this book that spurred me into taking up stargazing in the first place when I was just a foal. My elder brother, Gears (He's an inventor) gave it to me for my sixth birthday, claiming that if anyone could read it at my age, it would be me.

I was an avid reader when I was young. It stayed with me until I lost my sight.

And so I read it. And I read it again. And again. Until I finally understood what it was telling me.

It was the biggest challenge I had faced yet. And I was only six years old.

"The Night Watcher's guide to the Galaxies." was the first, and only, book that I had even bothered with memorizing each and every word inside its silver cover.

How ironic is it that the one book I could still read was about stargazing?

Fate is often cruel.

I was 'reading' that very book, when one of Gears' inventions went haywire, making an incredible wail as it sparked a fire on the upper floors of our house. The sound was too intense for my extra-sensitive ears, and as such I felt my concentration wither away, and with it, my magic hold on the guide.

That's when I discovered another use for my magic.

As soon as I felt my magic release its hold on the guide, I dove forward trying to catch it, desperately casting my magic out in all directions to make sure it didn't fall on the ground.

That book was my prized possession.

Miraculously, I dove straight into the trajectory of the falling book, and caught it in my outstretched hooves.

Even more miraculously, I saw a clear, albeit undetailed, picture of my room inside my head.

I lay there on the floor, still holding the guide, trying to comprehend what had just happened. Placing the book on the desk I knew was right in front of me, I cast my magic out in front of me again, only to be rewarded with a very undetailed picture of my desk, with the guide barely discernable atop of it.

I could use my magic to get a picture of what I'm looking at! Like echolocation!

I felt the corners of my mouth twitch upward in a small smile. I also began to cry.

I haven't smiled since before my accident. Why smile when you can't see the effects it has on others?

I turned towards my door, and flared my magic up again. Seeing that my door was partially ajar, I nudged it wide open and continued down the hallway towards our stairs, constantly flaring my magic to 'see' where I was going.

The stairs proved difficult to maneuver down, but I eventually got it.

I was home alone, everypony else being at work. Gears may have been at home, but for all intents and purposes I was supposed to pretend he wasn't. I used my magic to pour myself a glass of water, fully appreciating what I was doing.

I was being independent. Maybe in the smallest way, but it was a start.

I had to grow my power. I had to 'see' more. I needed more detail.

Maybe I could stargaze once again. But it won't be easy.

It's never easy.

I left my house, walking slowly down the street towards the library, hoping to check out a book on braille.

I heard exclamations all around me as I continually flashed my magic up, to get images of where I was going and to make sure I wasn't going to run into anypony.

To make a long story short, I made it to the library without any hassle.

I walked into the library, and started walking over to the non-fiction section, when I realized I didn't know where precisely the braille books would be. So I stopped in my tracks, and listened intently, hoping to locate the librarian. Off to one side of the non-fiction section, I could barely make out an incessant murmuring.

I decided to check it out.

I walked over to where the noise was coming from, and found that it wasn't the librarian, who was a tall, older unicorn, but rather a young unicorn, slightly shorter than myself, and a short little....dragon?

Who the hay has a dragon?

This young unicorn mare (For mare she was) was dictating the titles of books to the dragon, who was proceeding to write down the names, and then proceed to add said book to an enormous pile sitting in a wagon next to them.

Unless things had changed drastically since the last time I was here, she was not the librarian.

I was preparing to walk up to her and introduce myself, planning on asking of the whereabouts of the librarian, when she suddenly turned and briskly walked right past me and out of the library, the little dragon following her as fast as his short legs could carry him.

I gasped loudly, as the mild scent of lavender washed over me as she passed by.

I felt my mind begin to shut down.

I turned and ran blindly after her, all of my focus on trying to meet this mare.

But fate took a turn for the cruel yet again, as I ran straight into the librarian.

What was I thinking? I didn't know anything about her! Hay, she was probably barely older than a filly.

But then again, so was I. As I picked myself up and apologized to the librarian for knocking him over, I vowed myself that I would find her again.

No matter what the cost.

Two: The Search Begins

Two: The Search Begins

By MrAnderson92

A month had passed since that fateful day in the library. I even went so far as to become the assistant librarian in my desperate hopes to encounter that mare again. I met many ponies each day, checking out books to them, taking their books back, organizing the shelves. But I never met her again. I could still smell the lavender as she swept past me, in her hurry to leave the library she never even checked out the books. I snapped to attention as I heard gentle hooves begin to walk into the library, getting ready to help another pony out with their literary needs. But this pony just walked right past me, heading back into the non-fiction section. I felt my heartbeat quicken, my thoughts quickly turning to the mysterious lavender-scented unicorn pony. But my hopes were quickly dashed as I realized this pony was alone, whereas the unicorn I long for had a small dragon accompanying her.

Time passed by quickly that day, and before long I was locking up the library and trotting home, flaring my magic up so I wouldn't run into anything. I walked straight past my house, having decided that I didn't want to go home just yet. I walked into a garden, and thought deeply about what I was going to do about my dilemma. I had to find her. I wouldn't rest until I had found her. I decided to ask around Canterlot to see if anypony had any idea who had a small dragon who followed them around everywhere.

More time passed, and I could tell it was late when I had finally gotten a lead on this mysterious unicorn. A kindly, elder earth pony informed me that she saw a young unicorn run off to the castle earlier today, with a dragon sitting on her back. I thanked her, and started off towards the castle. I was wondering what business a young unicorn such as her could have at the castle when I was suddenly stopped by the Palace guards who protect the Palace gates. I asked them if the purple unicorn I was searching for had passed by them, and they confirmed that she did. I thanked them, then continued on to ask whether or not I could pass by so I could speak with her, but they regrettably informed me that she had been instructed by the Princess to leave Canterlot to pursue her studies elsewhere. With a heavy heart and a pit in my stomach, I slowly turned around and started walking home.

I walked into my home and headed straight for my room, my head hanging low. I think my parents, my mother especially, were trying to talk to me about my day, but I ignored them. After today's disappointment, I just wanted to lay in my bed and fall asleep. I'd think of something in the morning. I always did. I always will.

The next morning, I woke up before Princess Celestia had risen the sun. I walked over to where my telescope sat by my window and let the cool pre-sunup breeze flow through my mane. I couldn't let this setback get me down too much. I had to leave. Had to find her. No matter what it took.

I quickly packed my saddlebag with some supplies, quietly left my room and made my way down the stairs as silently as I could. Unfortunately, my mother was already up and about, cleaning the house in that soundless way that only a mother can. She asked me what I was doing up this early, and I told her that I was going out for a bit and that I didn't know when I would be back. I left my house and quickly trotted to the gates of Canterlot. With a flash of magic to simulate one last look at my hometown, I walked out of the city and followed the path until I came upon my first split in the road. My decision here could send me straight towards my purple unicorn, or it could send me in the other direction entirely.

I stood there for a good ten minutes, my mind in constant thought over this decision. The roads led to either Ponyville and Las Pegasus on the left, or over to Fillydelphia and Manehattan on the right. I had absolutely nothing, no information at all, to base my decision off of. So after mentally flipping a bit, I took a deep breath and headed down the path on the right.

I had made my decision.