Past

          "..... I can't live like this..." said Ayato " Not any more..."  " I have to leave before they find me..." I hazily fell back to sleep with the words " Leave now" in my mind. All of my friends... gone. The place I use to live... gone. I went and ruined for everyone just because of my...my... Then I was finally sleeping not knowing what I was going to do tomorrow, but something told me  " Things will change."

            Finally awake. I saw the sun pour out of window as if today was actually going to be a happy day. My arm which I had been sleeping on was numb and lifeless, like the souls of my dear friends now. I walked to the door and clenched the knob softly, awaiting the sight I was about to see. As I opened the door the wind blew on me. It felt nice, I haven't felt something nice in a while. I saw the remains of the town where I, my friends, and strangers would go about life. Until... what I did. I knew no one was left. Except me. I walked out and the broken glass, and wood scattered across the dirt only filled with the bodies of innocent ponies. Debris littered the street I walked through. They were burnt, smashed, and splattered with blood. I knew it was all very wrong. This town, it used to be alive... until I killed it.

              I saw the stores, the wagons, the farm, and the homes. All lifeless and gray. I felt my stomach grumble, I just realized I hadn't eaten anything for two days. I walked to the nearest bakery and searched for bread. I saw sugary sweets all over. These we're all my favorites, the baker knew that and always had some in stock. Now he's gone. All because of me. I found the bread but the only kind was sourdough. Not my favorite but I am so hungry it doesn't matter. I Grabbed out a big piece of the fluffy part and put it in my mouth. It was delicious. I'm not sure if I liked because I was so hungry or I just had started liking it. Well now    nothing was stopping me from just leaving. Yeah leave. That's what i'll do. It was clear in my mind that I need to continue life normally. But if the same thing happens where I ever I go, i'll...i'll... I won't I promise I won't.