Butterfly

by Kitzune_Devilkun

Rating: mature
Tags: Romance, Tragedy
Length: 9284

A butterfly comes to you to help you find love and experience it before your time comes to an end. That love turned out to be dear Fluttershy.

A butterfly comes to you to help you find love and experience it before your time comes to an end. That love turned out to be dear Fluttershy.

(It's not finished yet, but it's updated for you guys. Enjoy each and every chapter)

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2013-07-22 22:00:01 UTC

Ch.1

Born with a weak heart, you know your final day is coming and soon. The pains have increased lately and though you’ve been to the hospital several times, you push on. Dying slowly and painfully, you wanted to do one last thing before you leave this world. You wanted to experience love. Not just you being in love, but to beloved by someone else. You just wanted to experience it...at least once. Male or female. You had no time to be picky nor did you really care.

Morning came and you head out to look for it. There was plenty of ponies to choose from, but you couldn't sense the feeling, but what were you looking for? You've never felt what love is. You know that you’re feeling desperate to be loved, but you want to know what it's truly like to love. You wanted it to be real.

A pink pony came to your side and asked in a loud tone, "You feeling okay!?"

You took some time to observe her before speaking. She was cheerful and from the looks of her crazy hair style and cutie mark, you could tell it was Pinkie Pie. She is well-known and is having parties celebrating even the most random of stuff. She’s even one of the Elements of Harmony known for Laughter.  Sadly, she isn’t the one. No feeling. You replied, "Not good." in a soft and quiet tone. Sounded kind of depressed too.

"You know what makes me happy!?" She asks in an attempt to cheer you up. You know what she is going to say, but you decided to play along.

"No. What?"

"Parties!"

"Really?"

"Don't believe me!? Why don't you come over to Sugarcube Corner!? It'll be a blast and it is sure to turn that frown upside down!"

"What makes you so sure?"

"I'm sure it will and how do you know if you don't give it a try!? Here's an invitation! See you tonight!"

Before you have a chance to speak, she ran off. You take a look at the invitation given to you and notice all of the wild designs and all the pink. You tell yourself, "At least give it a try."

At night, you head to Sugarcube Corner after no luck of finding love. You had some second thoughts about going, but a blue butterfly came from behind you and fluttered around you. It seemed to have a slight glow to it and it was very beautiful. After it fluttered around you a bit, it landed on your nose. It stared at you for about five seconds and flew off down the path to the party. It was like it wanted you to follow it. You began to run after it and as soon as you made it inside Sugarcube Corner and within a crowd of ponies, it disappeared. You were at the center of the party, but you didn't care to think about it or anything else for that matter except for that butterfly, so you begin to look for it and on your search, you ran into Pinkie Pie.

"You actually came! Feeling any better!?"

Though the party was lively, You weren't feeling it. Your thoughts were still on that butterfly. You replied to her, "Have you seen a blue butterfly?"

"What!?"

"Have you seen a blue butterfly!?"

"A butterfly!? No! Why!? Does it belong to you!?"

"Well...no! I just...nevermind!"

"Okay! Give it some thought though!"

"What!?"

"The party!"

"Oh!"

"And good luck finding the butterfly!"

"Uh...thanks!"

She scampered off with her friends Twilight Sparkle and Apple Jack. You took a good look at the two and still...you sensed nothing. Walking around, you see Rainbow Dash showing off her skills like usual, Rarity introducing the new line of fashion with many of her own elegant dresses, and many other ponies, unicorns, and pegasi enjoying themselves. Still no luck.

A sharp pain came from your chest. It was quick, but stunned your whole system and it felt like you were going to collapse. Falling onto your front legs, you knew that your time was coming soon. You took a few seconds to recollect yourself before getting up. With no luck at the party, you headed for the door, but you stopped for a moment. You turned around and the blue butterfly was back. Quickly, you ran after it pushing through the crowd (hurting a few along the way) trying not to lose it again. It took you upstairs, but as soon as you reached the top, it disappeared again. The butterfly wouldn't leave your mind. Going door to door, you search desperately for it. You find a few ponies in the rooms…being a bit naughty, but you didn’t care. In fact, you wished you could have that too, but right now the butterfly is all that matters. Approaching the last door, you hear someone singing. It sounded like a lullaby. At that moment, all your actions were no longer yours.

You felt drawn in a trance of that beautiful melody. Slowly, you open the door and as the butterfly headed towards the window, you see a yellow pony with long pink hair. You also notice her cutie mark was three butterflies. Her scent was very sweet. You couldn't describe this mysterious scent. You were drawn to it. Everything in your mind went blank and all you could see was her. All you could hear was her song. When she finished her song, it took you a few seconds to snap back to reality.

You slowly approached her trying not to startle her, but the floor creaked on you. Her ears perked up and she bucked you in the nose.

"I'm sorry! You okay!?"

You weren't, but taking the time to look at her, you see all that worry build up in her face with small tears and you could see that she was truly sorry. There was a slight whine in her voice. "Is she going to...cry...for me?" was your thought. She took you into her arms and patted your back a few times. You couldn't understand her action exactly, but it did make you feel better. When she pulled away, she gave a soft kiss on your nose.

"Feel better?" She asked. The tone was different this time. The whine was still there, but it seemed to weaken. She seemed...relaxed...at least a little.

"Yeah." You responded rubbing your nose a little. Surprisingly, the pain faded. Her kick may have been a bit weak, but it still hurt...a lot. Good thing she didn't put all her force in that kick.

"You sure?"

"I'm fine. Sorry that I startled you."

"Sorry that I kicked you."

"What is your name?"

"Fluttershy."

A nice name and it explained why she hit you too. She was shy and easily scared, but she was becoming relaxed with you.

"Fluttershy?"You spoke trying to keep the name in your head. It ran repetitively in your head and stuck with you. There was no forgetting it.

"Yes."

"It's a nice name."

"Thank you."

Both of you were silent and it was difficult for both of you to speak. All of your surroundings seemed to be nothing to you. All of your attention was locked on her and the thoughts of her. She was a bit red in the face and you were as well. She stared at you with caution. She’s not used to being in the company of others. It’s why she’s up here.

She was wondering the same thing you were. "What now?" None of you showed any signs of a threat, but you continuously stare hoping one of you will make a move. Eventually, you break the silence.

"Why are you up here? The party is down there." You already know the answer to that.

"Singing a song for the animals outside.” Okay…that you didn’t know. “ Very few stay up this late. They all gather to hear a song before going home. Something to keep in mind to help them sleep. You?"

The butterfly returned to mind.

"I was following a butterfly and lost sight of it."

"A blue one?"

"You know where it is!?"

She tensed up a little to your excitement and replied in a slight whine, "Outside! It...flew out the window!" She was easily startled. "Why!?"

"There was just something about it. It was like it wanted me to follow it. It disappeared though on me when I came up here."

"It lead you to me?"

"I guess."

Her face was getting redder. She sat down and asked you, "Can I ask you something?"

"What?"

"Are you...approaching death?"

"Yes, but how-?"

She put her hoof to your lips and responded, "This may sound silly, but...there was an old story I was told when I was a little filly. I'm...a little...curious...if it's true."

"What's it about?"

"A butterfly that helps ponies reach their dream...before they..."

"So it was helping me?"

"Sort of. Seeing one is a good and bad sign."

"How so?"

"It comes to you a day or two before you...move on..."

"And the good news?"

"Granting a wish."

"Right." You wanted to know if the story related to you somehow. You ask her, "Can you tell me the story?"

She gave a slight nod and began.

"In a town far away, a pony was facing a slow and...painful death. Facing it...physically and mentally. Everything was...slipping. There was one last thing the pony wanted before leaving this world. To be loved. A butterfly came to the pony and it wanted to grant that ponies wish. It led the pony to a filly at the hospital. The butterfly left the pony for awhile and the pony stayed with the filly. They played games. The pony even sung a few lullabies and told the filly a few stories. Dusk came around and the butterfly returned. The filly was in the pony's arms happy and asleep. The pony however, fell to an eternal sleep. The pony learned that the love that was being searched for was given by a child. The butterfly returned the filly to its bed and flew off into the sunset leaving the pony’s body and carrying on his tender soul."

She stopped so she could wipe the tears forming in her eyes. You saw that the love you were looking for was Fluttershy. The butterfly wanted you to experience love before you go. "So...the butterfly comes only when someone approaches death. Where does it go?" was your response to the story.

"No one knows. Maybe to the next pony, pegasus, or unicorn in need of a wish. No one knows what the butterfly looks like. It's said that the one facing death is the only one who knows. You can imagine the fear of butterflies. This one though...it's worth having. If you never find the one thing in your life that gives it meaning, it shows you.”

"So...the butterfly...you think...my time is soon to come?"

"Yes."

"And it led me to you."

"Yes."

Silence filled the room again. Taking some time to look at her, you feel drawn to her. Not sure if it's love you feel, but you know your time was coming and it was time to make a move.

"Fluttershy?"

"Yes?"

Choking a little at the sight of her, you round up some courage to speak.

"I know my time is drawing near and...there is one last thing...I wish for." You grab her fore hooves and pull her close. Both of you are nose-to-nose with each other…close enough for a kiss. Her eyes widened and her face was bright red. She couldn't move. Drawing her closer, you speak softly, "Will you...go out...with me...on a date?"

Her face was bright red and couldn't speak even if she wanted to. She wasn't really sure what to say. This is the first time anyone has really asked her. She was scared of the idea, but also, she felt a bit sorry for you. If the story is true, your time was coming a day or two from now. She wanted to at least make your final days happy in this world. After a couple minutes or so of silence, she finally answered in a quiet tone with a slight whine, "Yes."

All that tension you felt built inside was released. At least a little after she said yes. Question is now, what now? This is the first time for you to go out with anyone. Inexperienced to love, you had to do whatever came to mind. You knew you had to at least become closer than any friend. You needed to become intimate with her. Since she was close enough, you gave her a quick kiss on the lips that lasted about two seconds and pulled away a little red yourself. You might have rushed it. You weren't sure how she'd respond, but she returned the kiss. She actually kissed you on her own will. It lasted a few seconds more than yours and it seemed like when she returned it, there was a connection, but you have just met her. When she pulled away slowly, she spoke softly, "Sorry…I just…"

"It's okay." You had to keep her happy. "Promise me something."

"What?"

"No more tears, okay? Try to live it to the fullest and in the most positive of ways."

"Okay."As simple as that. There was nothing against it. You can sense something else about her, so you tried to push a little more. You had to at least find out.

"Fluttershy?"

"Yes?"

"Every relationship needs…well…whatever makes friendship."

"The Elements of Harmony?"

"Yeah. I'm a bit new to this."

"Same." Somehow…that didn't surprise you.

"So…before I…go…I want to be able to cover all the steps."

"There's so many. It'd be impossible to cover in two days."

"I can at least try."

"Yeah…so…what now?" You hoped she knew. Apparently not.

"I'm not sure." You needed information of this kind of thing. Who better to ask than Twilight Sparkle herself? Probably the most intelligent mare in Ponyville. She’s also got books on everything…at least you think so."How about we ask Twilight about this."

"Okay." The whine in her voice returned. You could tell she was still a bit shy and perhaps a little scared about this. Who’s to blame her? She just met you and your going out.

Both of you headed down stairs and the party was slowly coming to an end. It was getting late, but few decided to stay a bit longer. Twilight was helping Pinkie Pie clean up a little and Apple Jack cleaned out the kitchen. Rainbow Dash and Rarity was nowhere to be seen. Chances are, they went home already. You headed over to Twilight and you can see Fluttershy making her movements a bit…held back. Hesitant as if she really didn't want to ask. That means, you're the one who is going to ask her. With a little courage still in you, you call out to her.

"Twilight!"

"Yes?" She replied in a sweet tone.

"We have something to ask you, but…"You look back at Fluttershy and she was frozen in place. Twilight understood that this was probably something to be kept between them. Something private.

"After I'm finished cleaning up the place, we can head to the library. Spike should be asleep by now and there shouldn't be anypony around. We can talk there."

"Okay." Considering it may take awhile, you help out as well to pick up the pace.

After about 10 to 15 minutes, the place was cleaned up. Everyone said their farewells and headed home. You keep close to Fluttershy to comfort her on your way to the library making sure you also keep close to Twilight too so you can remember where the library was. You reached the library and close the door behind you and everypony else making sure no one was following.

Spike was asleep as Twilight had said and Twilight made some tea and even offered you some. You accepted. The tea was a relaxing tea and makes you drowsy after a little while. After everyone got a cup, Twilight spoke up, "So…what is it you wanted to talk about?"

Fluttershy was mute. You had to do all the talking…again."Fluttershy and I have decided to…have a relationship."

"Really?" You can see her ears perk up at the news. She was excited to hear that her friend found somepony.

"Yeah, but-" You kicked the ground a bit nervous to say it, so she says it for you.

"First time, right?"

"Yeah."

"I should have a book for it." She always does.

Twilight went from one shelf to the next looking for the book and eventually found it a few shelves down the road. She handed it over to you and the book was very…small. It had a fancy heart design that you don't always see often. The point of the heart split and curled. The top did the same, but it was inside the heart. The book had a lock on it too, but there was no keyhole or combination. It seemed permanent. When Fluttershy came to your side to look at the book, the lock popped open. Twilight was tearing up. Not in sadness, but in joy. You though didn't seem to figure out how it opened which really wasn't of any surprise. Before you could ask, Twilight spoke up.

"It only opens when two lovers approach the book."

"I see." You and Fluttershy look at each other and both of your faces were red. You decided to keep your attention on the book for now. You open it up to the first page and it was blank. You even flipped a few pages more. Still blank and so was the rest. "Um…Twilight…"

"The thing about this book is that it writes your relationship. People try to look for how it's done, but everyone has their own ways to express how they feel. That's why the pages are blank. This book has been opened once before, but when both of you die, everything is erased and it locks up for the next person."

"So it's like a diary of our relationship?"

"Correct."

"What if we don't want anyone reading our diary?"

"It locks itself when the two are away. It only unlocks when both of you approach the book."

"Twilight."

"Yes?"

"Who are the two who have opened this book before us?"

"I'm not sure. It was given to me by Princess Celestia and she said that the book held an ancient past. She eventually sent me a letter about the book. You would have to ask her about it."

"So this book becomes ours until…"

"Yeah. Take care of it, will you?"

"I will."

"Then it's yours. Good luck."

Fluttershy still seemed a bit tense, but was quick to leave the library. You felt that maybe this relationship is best to be kept between the two of you. At least for now. You could go back to your place, but it began to slip your mind as you stayed with Fluttershy. Before you knew it, you followed her all the way to her place. She turned to you and you could tell she was tired.

"We have to write our own pages in life." She spoke softly. You were stuck in a trance again. Luna's moon shined down brightly on both of you and it made Fluttershy's skin give off a gentle glow, but you can sense something else. Something about her was drawing you closer to her. Fluttershy backed up a little bit…a little worried, but the worry seemed to have disappeared after a few seconds went by. She stood still and allowed you to approach her. You take her in your embrace and stayed close together for about a minute. Her touch was very soft like rose petals. Her scent was fragrant. Even hearing her voice, you felt drawn to her. You touch nose-to-nose and take some time to look in her eyes. Her eyes are a very strong cyan and looking into them made you feel relaxed. After a minute or so went by, she kissed you and this kiss lasted for awhile. Her taste was moist and very pleasant. She appealed to all of your senses and those senses just seemed to keep growing. You were feeling a bit… lascivious. That feeling you wanted to see was showing. You sensed something of her alright. Now, you just had to see how far you can go.

Giving a slight push towards the door, you had her pinned against it. She slowly reached for the door handle and opened it causing both of you to fall inside. You lied on top of her. Both of your faces went bright red, but you didn't stop. You used your hind legs to close the door behind you. She lied there willingly waiting to see what you'll do next. You decided to start off between her legs. She opened wide getting a good idea of what you were about to do. Taking no second thoughts, you dove inside.

Her body tensed up to the pulse you sent through her and let out a cry considering how strong that pulse was. You forced yourself deep covering yourself in the strong and sweet taste. You wanted to be covered in her signature. Getting a sample of her wasn't enough. You pressed deeper with your tongue and her cries became shriller. You were surprised that she wasn't attracting any outside attention. You kept slipping out of her because the impact was quite rough. She puts her hooves around your head to stabilize and cradle you. You continued. She pressed on your head each pulse to give your drive an even better effect. The drive became so great in pulse that she finally came and covered your face in her signature. It didn't end there.

She couldn't move. Her body became extremely tensed and her lower half was very sore. She breaks easily, but you still had plenty of energy to burn. You had all the advantage to make another move. You drag her away from the door a little bit for the friction to burn a little between her back and wings to the floor. All her pain made her cries louder. This aroused you greatly. Turning her on her belly, back exposed, you get on top to keep her pinned. Not like she's going anywhere anyways.

You gave a slight tug on her wings to stimulate the pain and pleasure. You even nipped her ear with a slight pull on it as well. She did nothing to resist. She wanted this. Taking the time to reminisce while pulling on her ear and pressing her wings down, you thought, "How did she go from shy to completely open? What happened? Her whine went to a cry though, but this was a cry of pleasure." Leaving the thoughts aside for now you continue. Not like you were going to complain now.

Fluttershy was panting and hard. Now you couldn't have all the fun. You had to give her a chance to rough you up. You however did so well where she can't move. Picking her up, you take her to the bed. You lay her out for her to rest a little and stick to small pleasures so she can recover. You kissed her and she could taste her signature still on your lips. Staying close, you waited for her to make her move. Everything has slowed down a little and your mind was starting to think straight again. Again, you ask yourself about why Fluttershy was doing this. Maybe the most important one should be why are you doing this. You couldn't find an answer. This all seemed sudden. Since both of you were relaxing at the moment, you had to ask.

"Fluttershy."

"Yes." Her voice was weak and a bit shaken. You could hear her…barely. You continued.

"Why are we doing this? I don't know…why I'm…doing this. Do you?"

"No, but…I think it has…something…to do with me."

"Don't start blaming yourself now. I put all the force on you. If it's anyone's fault, it's mine. "

"But…I let you." There it was. You knew she wasn't resisting, but why?

"Why did you?"

"I don't know."

"Do you…feel sorry for me?"

"Yes."

"Could that be why you're doing this?"

"I don't know." She was beginning to cringe a little.

"You're scared. Is it because of me?" You had to level with her.

"No."

"Is it the outcome of all this?"

"No."

"What is it?"

"Me."

"What?"

"I'm…scared…of what…will become of me."

"Why?"

"I don't know." From the sounds of it, she doesn't know herself very well. You would think she had a pretty good idea of who she was, but she didn't know. It did make a little sense though. No one really finds themselves. Everyone is trying to find out who they are in life, but it didn't fit. Fluttershy has a cutie mark that represents who she is. Even after her mark was given to her in this world, she's as helpless as before. She knows her mark and reason, but what does she not see?

"What is it that you fear you'll become?" was your last question for now. She didn't even have an answer for that. It's the fear of not knowing. That's her fear. From there, it all started to make sense. It was what she doesn't know that makes her feel so scared. Explains why she's so shy. Few questions came to mind though. She's shy to many others, but why is she so open with you? Why is she so relaxed with you? Is she trying to face her fears by opening up to you? You kept the questions to yourself for now. Chances are, Fluttershy won't know the answer.

It was quiet for a few minutes and both of you lay together trying to figure out what caused this to happen. Eventually, Fluttershy slowly gets on top of you and rests on your body. She was too weak to move any further. She felt comfortable with you. Whatever it was, there was something you did for her to feel this way and vice versa. You both did something to lead to such a strong emotion. Perhaps...this was what love is. The strong connection that one feels for another. The passion...the desire...the magic. After a minute went by, she fell asleep. You cradled her in your arms and went to sleep with one last thing on mind. "This...this...is love..."

Ch. 2

The next morning came and you woke to find that Fluttershy wasn't in bed. She must have been quick to recover. She was still in some pain and you could tell when she came into the room to greet you. You can see that she was straining herself. You had to act so she didn't hurt herself.

"You should get some rest.” She didn't say anything, but she came to your side and laid in bed with you.

"You're still alive." She spoke softly.

Oh yeah…you are still alive. That must mean that the butterfly gave you another day to live, but…this is it.

"I know. If what you said was true, I still have time. Tonight is my last night."

"Then we should live it to the fullest."

"We?" She went silent again. She responded a minute later with a slight whine.

"We're together, aren't we?"

"Yeah."

It was strange. Her silence came up like she was hiding something. From her response, it wasn’t what she had in mind. What did she originally think of? Whatever it was you didn't care to think about it. You were what you thought was being "in love". You couldn't explain it. Just something that told you that you were in love, but how could you be sure? You thought for a moment and asked, "Do you know where the book is? The one Twilight gave us?"

"Yes."

"Can I take a look?" She nodded and slowly got up. She went under the bed and pulled out the book. The bed sheets covered whatever was under the bed and unless someone was looking for something, it was a great hiding spot. She got up with the book and placed it on the bed. The lock unlocked and the book could be opened. Right from the starting page, there was writing of their night, but there was still several pages to fill. Your time was coming soon. Chances are, you won't fill the whole book. You read through it out loud with Fluttershy at your side. It was like reliving those moments. When finished, you felt a slight tug on your ear. Fluttershy bit it. You remembered. She didn't get a go because she was hurt. Now that some of her energy is back, she wanted to try. Plus, after reading about your night with her, you got her going.

Putting the book aside, you slowly sank into the mattress. It felt different to be the one taking the pain, but something about that pain was pleasurable. Plus, you had to be fair. She moved down slowly caressing your body. Her touch lit up your body with such a feeling, you couldn't help but give into it. You couldn’t even describe it except as the breathless sigh you let escape. Your body was becoming slightly tense. You were curious and unsure of what she'll do. With the feelings she has hidden inside her, she changed.

She leaned over the bed and pulled out a box from underneath. She unlatched the box and inside it was a collar and a remote with only one button. She took the collar and tightened it around your neck. The remote was placed by her side. Taking a closer look at the remote, it had a small dial on the side. Different colors were shown from green to yellow and to red. This was new to you as well. You haven't seen such a device and a little scared of what it does. You look up at her as she goes nose-to-nose with you. She spoke with no whine, the shyness disappeared, and her intentions were strong.

"I want to play a game. I've heard about it quite often between other ponies and wanted to give it a shot. I never thought I would use this. Especially on the critters here. After all the advantage you had on me last night, it's my turn."

Her tone was a little scary to the fact it's not what you're used to from her. Though you felt like running, you couldn't feel your legs. They didn't want to move. Too scared to move anyways. You just laid there waiting for whatever will happen next…and in this wait…you felt…satisfied.

"The game is simple. I tell you what to do and you do it. Failure to do so…" She pressed the button on the remote and a shock was sent through your whole body. The collar you're wearing is a shock collar. The shock seemed held back. Like the shock you get when somepony zaps you due to a static charge. Looking at the dial, you could see the arrow was on green. She turned the dial to yellow and continued.

"Ready?" Even if you weren't, you didn't want to get another painful shock. The dial was on yellow now too. If you thought that shock was extremely painful, then you better do what she says unless you want a shock twice or maybe even three times worse.

She slid herself across your body slowly smearing her signature on you. She came quickly. Maybe it was because she was getting ready for this before you woke. It was a little sticky, but you didn't mind. When she reached your neck, she bent over and whispered, "Now do what I say." She rolled over to your side and tugged your body with her making you go on top. She had the remote close to her side. You were already set in the right place for her and with her legs open, she spoke, "Try to give me that same sensation you did last night, but put all you got into it."

You could of sworn you did, but now she’s asking for more. You’ll still try to outperform what you did last night whether you can or not. This didn't seem too hard of a task, right?

You dove in without taking any second thoughts. You still could taste her and it seemed you have formed an addiction to her. You wanted more with each lap. With your needs now placed in front of you, you took the opportunity. You forced yourself deep in her and tried to go deeper. She cradled you with her legs and pressed on the back of your head. At this point, you didn't want to disappoint her or yourself so you took it all the way. You knew you were going to die and didn't know if you'll ever get something like this again. It’s like, have as much sex as you can before then. You wanted to make it the best it can be so it could be remembered.

For you, till tonight. For her, you wanted it to stick with her. All these years, you have finally become known and you had to leave something behind so you can be remembered.

Eventually, you even came yourself. Both of you were trapped under each other's needs and the feelings were getting stronger and stronger. You didn't want this to end. It felt like an everlasting moment, but every moment eventually comes to an end. So much wing pulling to ear biting and taking turns pleasing the other's senses was too much to handle. After about ten minutes of this, both of you collapsed in pain, pleasure, and a sense of…gratification.

Both of you couldn't move and both of you were breathing heavily. Fluttershy still had the remote by her side and you couldn't do anymore. Too tired which means she can still zap you if she wanted to, but lucky for you, she couldn't either. She bit the collar on your neck and pulled it off. Your skin was a little red to the shocks on your run and how tight the collar was. She pushed the remote and collar off the bed and laid still underneath you. It took a few minutes for you two to catch your breaths after such an experience. Eventually, she spoke up forcing whatever air she had to speak.

"Can…can you…move?" Even you had to force yourself to speak.

"No…you?"

"No."

Both of you looked into each other's eyes and could see that both of you were pleased with the results. You could feel her heart beat rapidly against your chest. You could feel yours hurt and chances are, so was hers. You both took another minute to breath before speaking. You didn't know what to say, but when it came, both of you said it at the same time.

"Thank you."

Both of you helped satisfy each other. Now that some of your ability to think was returning, you were surprised at the idea of how…naughty she could be. The shock collar was a good touch, but it was a little too much for you. Her idea of all this was to mark each other. Perhaps she wanted to mix fluids to show the bond you have for her and the bond she has for you. It may not be a mix of blood, but to be covered in each other’s signature like this was fine. Both of you rested without saying a word for about ten minutes. Some of your strength returned, but it hurt to move. Slowly, you got up. You thought it would be nice to go out see the castle before you go as well. However, you couldn't go out in this sticky mess. Looking over at her, you can see the pain you inflicted as she slowly got up. She asked softly, "What now?"

It was like she didn't mind what happened next. The game you played was master and pet. Is she treating you like you're her master? She has done the unexpected with you because she shows complete loyalty or in this case, obedience to you. This for her is dangerous. You can say anything and she'll follow every one of your whims. You really do have all advantage, but you just couldn't do that to her. Sure you ended up having fun, but what will she follow when you're gone. Plus, it's better to see her become her own pony. Something about her is constantly changing ever since you have taken time to try to understand her. She's unreadable. You think you know her, but you can't be sure. She goes from being shy to being open, kind to a bit cruel and you can still feel that shock, goes from resisting to taking, and nice to naughty. Whatever you did, she has changed dramatically.

You kept the idea in mind about going to the castle, but to make sure that she is obedient to you…

"Fluttershy."

"Yes?"

"We need to clean up before we do anything else. After that, I'd like to go to the castle before I go."

"There's a party there tonight."

"In celebration of what?"

"Not sure, they said it was a surprise tonight and Twilight already knows. I've already asked and…"

"Her lips are shut. We can go there for tonight."

"What about now?"

"Everfree."

"Everfree?" Her voice began to quiver. Her shy and scared demeanor was coming back.

"Yeah. I want to visit an old friend."

"Who?"

"Zecora."

"I know her. She's a friend of ours too."

"I heard that Ponyville feared her."

"Everyone feared her because of rumor and the fact that she lives in Everfree."

"Something wrong with living in Everfree? If you ask me, I'd say that it's the best place to be if you're looking for peace and quiet. Plus, no one really enters Everfree which made it easier to keep that peace.

“When I was little, I was lost in Everfree Forest. My parents feared the worst would happen to me and no one wanted to enter. They thought after a few days, I was dead. I ran from every noise and creature I saw and eventually ran into a house to hide. A zebra came in and I quickly hid under the bed. Didn't help that my tail was still showing so she knew where I was. She kept her distance from me so I could calm down and pretended that she couldn't see me. After an hour or so, she left. When I came out from hiding, a dish was left out with some hay and didn't think about what she'd do if I took it. I was hungry and haven't eaten in a few days. Every time she came back in, I hid under the bed and every time she left, a dish of hay and fresh water would be left out. Eventually, I felt that it was intentional that she left it out for me. At the time due to rumors, I recall thinking that she's probably fattening me up for a stew, but when she came back one day, I took a peak to see what she was up to. I could see the care in her eyes and it seemed like she knew I was spying on her. She left the dish of hay and some water out for me and left. After eating, I felt calmer than before. She didn't want to eat me. Instead of going back to hide, I stayed put till she returned. When she did, she still kept her distance from me just in case I was still scared. She wanted me to trust her. Every day she'd continue with her routine and leave some stuff for me as to welcome me to her place. Every day too she was getting closer to see how comfortable I was with her. Eventually, I spoke up. 'What are you?' was the first question to come to mind. From there, I opened up to her. After a month went by, she carried me back to Ponyville to find my parents. Didn't help when everyone was in hiding. Coming to a decision, she took me to Canterlot and asked the Princess to help her find my parents.

“They took me off her hooves and she stayed a few minutes before saying farewell to me. Finding my parents with Celestia and Luna was easy and Celestia mentioned Zecora as the one who kept me safe. They wanted to thank her, but she was long gone. Growing up, I learned to sneak out every night under Luna's moon to visit Zecora. I'd fall asleep eventually and she'd take me back home. It's been years now. I stopped seeing her when I started going to school. I had a few friends and eventually forgot about her as well. I remembered her again when she visited to get a herb. I wanted to defend her to say that she wasn't bad, but I think she preferred to be left alone. She opened up though when you girls came along. Some still fear her, but she is accepted here and can visit whenever she liked."

"Then we go see her."

"For old time's sake. First though, we need to wash up."

"Who should go first?"

"Who said we had to take turns?" Her face went extremely red. She couldn't speak. She nodded and followed you into the bathroom.

You started up the water and turned the water on hot to make the steam build in the air. It makes you somewhat drowsy and relaxed. Fluttershy stood back as you set the tub up letting the water fill up and close to the rim. Shutting the water off, you gave a gesture for her to go in before you. You wanted her to at least feel comfortable. Her being in with you wasn't going to make it any better. Still, she didn't resist. She slowly made her way in. It burnt a little on the way in, but after she settled on one side, you took the other and you even burnt yourself on the way in. You leaned on the wall and you could see she was a little tense.

"Relax. A hot bath will release your tension." You spoke leaning back a bit.

She nodded and took some time to clear her mind. After a minute or so, she leaned back and started to relax a bit. From what you could see, she did everything you said. You really don't want to take advantage of her, but something in you wanted to push her. You wanted to see how far she'll go for you. It seemed like there was no limits. Even though the pain and tension started to fade, you knew you were a mess. Still felt…sticky. You took the soap and started to build some bubbles in the tub.

"How are you feeling?" You asked.

"Okay."

"Turn around."

"What?"

"Turn around."

She turned herself around and unfurled her wings. You grabbed the cloth on the side of the tub, mixed it with some of the soap, and began to scrub her back. Eventually, she started to relax as you carefully cleaned her wings. Seeing this, you pulled yourself closer to her. You began scrubbing her entire body clean and she moved wherever you told her to move. You even shampooed her mane and tail. When she was all cleaned up, she volunteered to clean you up.

She took the cloth and began to scrub you clean. Her cleaning was a lot more gentle then you. Felt like a massage. She cleaned you up very well and all of your pain and tension faded. You felt her to be…mother-like. Her touch was as if you were her baby. Seemed a little odd when you thought about it, but you didn't care. It was relaxing and you loved her touch. Plus, it was kind of cute to be considered her baby.

Both of you dried up and got ready to head out to Everfree. You picked up the shock collar and held onto it till she was ready. Chances are, she would like to put it up…and don’t need to leave this lying around. She took it with her hooves and stood there for a moment, looked at you, and then at the collar. After a few seconds, she put it on, giving you the remote. She's a bit confusing about what she wants, for she keeps bouncing from one mood or idea to the next. Still, you liked her idea.

“If you do not agree…with what I do…” She wants to be owned.

You felt bad if you did this, but enticed too. Really what it was is that she wants to be your pet. A game of trust. You trust her already. Quite a bit in fact, but maybe this isn’t about you. Maybe it’s her. Maybe she doesn’t feel completely loyal to you and feels like she must prove it. Even though you silently decline, she insists that you do.

“Very well.” You reply before opening the door for her. This was going to be awkward in the presence of others…

Both of you took off into Everfree and headed for Zecora's place. It was a little spooky, but Everfree was always like this. It was quiet and when something did come up, it was sudden. She got closer to you and you could see that she feared this place. Though you want to play the brave one, you were a bit scared of this place as well. Mostly because the past still haunts you. At least there’s one you can trust here. The sooner you found Zecora the better. Eventually, you do seeing her outside going through some old boxes. It seemed like she was turning her place inside out. You began to wonder what she was looking for. Her ears perked when she heard you approach. When she turned around, she froze for a moment. Couldn’t recognize you, but when she went up to you, circled you a couple times and looked into your eyes, she knew who you were.

"Where have you been? It would be nice if you would visit every now and then."

"I've been around in Ponyville. After talking with Fluttershy for a bit, I remembered the day I first came here."

She saw Fluttershy behind me and I could tell she was eying the collar. Still, she continued.

"You forgot about me?"

"Sort of."

"I'm sure he didn't want to. He was a good friend and-" Fluttershy spoke defending you, but you softly touched your hoof to her lips to stay quiet for now. You’re not sure why you did. Maybe it was the feeling of being in control.

"I see. It's alright. Celestia has sent me an invite. Have you recieved one?"

You weren’t sure about what she was talking about, but then you recalled what Fluttershy said about the party in Canterlot. Seems like all of Equestria may have been invited…well…no. You don’t have an invite…You responded to her, but you wanted to see if you could perform nursery rhymes like old times.

"None. I want to see the castle, but getting there has been quite a hassle."

Fluttershy looked at you funny noticing you were trying nursery rhymes. She even laughed a bit.

"We can see if Twilight can send a letter to Celestia." Fluttershy mentioned caught in the mood of things, but then she stepped back a little remembering that you wanted her to be quiet. You could shock her for disobedience as she wanted, but you wouldn’t. You’ll at least let this one slide though. Plus, you needed her word in this.

"Will that work?"

"It has before." Fluttershy replied.

"Zecora?"

"You should consider all the options if you really want to go tonight. The castle is quite a sight."

"You've been there? When?"

"Every now and then."

"I've been there a few times myself. I could show you around if we figure out how to get in." Fluttershy spoke backing into a tree which spooked her a bit.

"Zecora." You continued.

"Yes?"

"I'm going to speak with Twilight and see if I can get an invite. When I do, I'll make sure to find you tonight. We can talk about old times and perhaps take a break from these nursery rhymes."

"Very well." She let out a small laugh. Fluttershy did too."Till then."

"Till then."

You said your farewells and headed off. Fluttershy stood close to your side again as you walked through Everfree and when you reached Ponyville, she walked ahead of you. It was your turn to follow. When you both approached the library, she knocked on the door and Spike answered. The door open a crack.

"Is Twilight home?" She asked in a soft tone.

"She went with Macintosh for something."

"Where?"

"Don't know. She should be back in an hour or so."

"Could you write a letter for us?" She asked raising her hoof to point at herself and you. Spike was confused when he heard ‘us’, but when he opened the door all the way, he could see you too.

"To Celestia?"

"Yes."

"Alright. Come in."

Both of you made your way inside and the library was a mess. Books were scattered all over the floor. Twilight was studying hard from the looks of it and Spike was still cleaning up…poor guy…

"What happened in here?" You asked.

"Twilight was looking for a book on love again and when she found it, she took off."

So that’s what it was. Like Zecora, she was digging through the library to find something…and you began to notice the irony of Twilight’s leave and the book.

"With Macintosh?"

"Yeah."

"With Macintosh?"

"Yes."

He wasn't going to get it. At least you felt happy for her . You thought to yourself that maybe she wanted to know how to confess her feelings to him…or if it’s THOSE kind of books…she may um…

"Ready!?" He shouted getting out a scroll and pen to begin.

Fluttershy was quiet for a few seconds before speaking. She was thinking about something, but whatever it was, you knew it wasn't about the letter. Maybe she was thinking about Twilight…and perhaps the same thoughts you did.

"Dear Princess Celestia, I wanted to know if you could…send a couple of invitations for this upcoming party in Canterlot and I’m sorry this is like so soon before it, but it would be nice to visit the gardens again and my friend here hasn't had the chance to go to the castle yet. I was just thinking that…it would be nice if…You see, my friend is approaching death."

Spike stopped for a second when he heard that you were approaching death. She's spreading the word? What control do you have though? They're going to find out anyways.

"It was something on the list of things to do before…Please…Please send a couple of invitations and even if you have just one, give it to my friend here. Sincerely, Fluttershy."

"Fluttershy…"

So...she didn't get an invitation. It would be nice if she could come along. You wanted her to come along. The butterfly brought you two together. There was no way you were leaving her just for this. Spike sent the letter and it amazed you to watch Spike's flames. They had a mystic feel to them and seemed different compared to other flames. He was different compared to other dragons. Both of you waited for a response and Spike could feel it coming. He burped out the letter a little over a minute later which made you wonder if you should feel amazed or grossed out. He opened it and handed Fluttershy two tickets to the party tonight. He read the letter out loud.

"I truly feel sorry for your friend and would be happy to grant the wish. I also decided that I would take your friend on a tour around the castle with my sister Luna. Honestly between us, we could use an excuse to move around the castle. I don't want to seem rude, but with more and more ponies coming through to greet and help, my sister and I would rather have a little fun. It's a party after all. I'll meet you two at the Royal Gardens. Till then. Princess Celestia."

"I guess I can understand that. It's hard to have fun when you’re…royal." You spoke with a bright smile on your face. You get to go to the castle and better yet, you get to go with Fluttershy and meet the Princesses yourself! Oh joy! However, you had to keep in mind about Fluttershy over them. Something told you she'd rather be with you than with the others. You felt that way too. To spend your last hours with the one you love…

"Spike." Fluttershy spoke up.

"Yes."

"Do you have an invitation too?"

"I do. Got mine the same time as Twilight."

Now that seemed off. Invite an Element, but not the whole gang? Perhaps, Celestia and Luna had something planned for her too. Spike…who knows?

"Will you be taking Rarity?" Fluttershy asked.

"Of course! I have everything planned out!"

"Planned out?"

You had a hard time making plans. If it was short and simple, it wasn't that bad, but still…

"I'm…I'm going to do it…"

"What?"

"I'm going to ask her out."

"On a date?"

"That's right."

You knew Rarity quite well. She helped you relax whenever you felt stressed by taking you to the spa and was constantly making clothes for you at her boutique. You didn't usually wear clothes, but you kept them put up. They were gifts from her and every now and then, you put on something she made just to show that you appreciated her work. From what you were hearing, this dragon loved a unicorn. It really did make you wonder on what love is. It was like it could happen to anyone and there were no rules or boundaries for it to be expressed. Is there a way to explain what love is? Maybe…that is what love is. It's the passion, the expression, the gesture, all of it. Of course there are different levels, but love was everywhere. It's what brings…everything together.

"The party will begin soon. Is there something…you need to do before going?" Fluttershy asked you.

"I don't think so. As…as long as I'm with you Fluttershy on this…last night…I'll be fine."

She turned red and her eyes tried to hide the feeling behind her mane, but what was there to hide? Both of you knew it. You were in love, but…you wished it wouldn't end so soon. This…this is probably the happiest…you ever been. You wanted to make this the best night you have ever lived.

"You two should get ready for the party then. Get something nice to wear. It is Canterlot we’re talking about." Spike spoke cleaning up the rest of the books.

"Yeah." You spoke softly. You stayed close to her and she followed you outside. Fluttershy seemed distracted. Something was on her mind. You had to know. "Fluttershy."

"Yes." Her voice was softer than usual.

"What's on your mind?"

"Oh…I…never mind."

"I want to know."

"Okay. Remember the story I told you?"

"Yes."

"It says that whoever sees the butterfly will die in a day or two."

"Right. What about it?"

"I…saw that butterfly too."