Filling The Hole

by Tempered Steel

Rating: everyone
Tags: Big Macintosh, Sad, Applejack, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic
Length: 1176

It's that time of year again, and Applejack is clouded by the same sorrow of the loss of her parents, but what she doesn't realize till now is that she doesn't have to handle this pain alone...

Applejack has suffered through many hardships through her life: lying to her friends all because of Discord, doubting the power of her friendship with the other mane six, letting her stubborn nature get in the way of her work, and, worse of all, not knowing where her parents went.

It's that time of the year again, and Applejack does the only thing she can do, let sorrow consume her and hide out in the barn until the dreaded day is over, but she doesn't realize that she isn't alone....

Published 2013-07-08 23:50:04 UTC
Last updated 2013-07-08 23:50:04 UTC

Filling The Hole That Was Left Unchecked

The crisp night summer breeze wafted into the weather-worn barn that has been the Apple's tool shed and greatest construction for as long as anybody could remember.

The breeze slowly swirled around the barn in a graceful movement that would even leave Rainbow Dash jealous.

It began streaming throughout the bottom half of the barn, leaving behind a trail of soft, cool air in its wake, making even the most heated of ponies become cool with the slightest of touch.

It made its way up to the second floor of the barn when it was stopped by the sound of a series of sniffling and sobs. At first the sobs sounded all over the place because of the hollowness of the barn, so it was leaving an echo effect. It finally pinpointed where it was coming from and made its way over to the side of the barn where there was a pile of hay that looked as if it was washed clean neatly piled in a bunch, and a hump could easily bee seen underneath what looked like a velvet blanket with apples etched on the edges and a red outline.

The breeze came up to the hump and saw a particular orange pony with freckles dotted on her cheeks, which were currently tear stained, and was cradling an olden stetson near her chest, more than likely a family heirloom. She was mumbling unintelligible words and only said two words that made any sense to the normal ear: mother and pappa, only it was hard to translate what with all of the stuttering and hiccups that were corrupting her speaking.

The winds slowly came up to her and swirled around her as if comforting her from whatever hardship that was plaguing her, but began to disappear when a voice echoed through the barn.

"AJ?"

The mare in question jerked up in astonishment at the sound of her name and looked over at the broad shouldered stallion that had uttered it.

The stallion was a tough looking red pony that had a blonde mane that shimmered a bit in the small shreds of moonlight that was entering the barn. She sighed in relief when she realized who was the one addressing her.

"Big Mac, what're y-ya doing h-here?" she managed to stutter out in between the repetitive hiccups.

"Looking for you, of course," Big Mac said in his deep throat southern accent, slowly walking up to her position. Once he was close enough to her, he started taking in the details of his poor sister. Her mane was disheveled, tossed, frizzy, and just a mess in general. Her nose, dripping with the heart ache of a terrible tragedy, and her beautiful gleaming eyes were bloodshot and had bags underneath from all the time she was releasing her emotions in silent.

"Applejack, what's a matter?"

Applejack shot her brother a look of befuddled anger and sorrow.

"What's a ma- Macintosh! It's Father's Day, for Celestia's sake! And ya know what that means?"

Big Mac opened his mouth to speak but was silenced by Applejack raging on.

"We're left alone to be tormented by the dark fact tha' we don' know where our father is! Hell, he could be dead!"

"AJ! Don't think like tha-"

"Well, how am I suppose to think, huh? Think that our father is alive? I was told to never lie, and that's just like telling Celestia that she's not a princess! A big fat lie!" Applejack spat at her brother, her eyes full of pure anger.

"How do you think this makes me feel? Everyday I think of how I'm the man of the house now and how I'm suppose to keep mah family intact, and one of those things is ta always be upbeat so that we don't lose ourselves like other families! Do you want that, AJ? Do you?"

Applejack scooted back, shocked at the anger seething off of Big Mac, "Ah never knew...A-ah'm....."

She couldn't hold it in anymore, she lied down where she was and cried, she cried as hard and as loud as she would ever know. Big Mac saw this immediately before her first tear dropped, quickly raced up where AJ was, and slowly alleviated her by hugging her and stroking her mane.

"Ah'm sorry, Applejack. Ah've never told anyone that before, and it was so hard to share it because Ah never wanted anyone ta worry 'bout me," Big Mac stopped stroking her and held her face up to his, "Ah just want ya ta know that you're not alone. Applebloom, Granny, and I are all suffering the same plight as you are, but we can get through this together, as a family. Do ya promise to always remember?"

Applejack looked into Big Mac's soft green eyes and saw complete sincerity. She got up off the pile of hay and shook herself off before smiling and saying, "Eeyup."

"Good, because if ya don't, Ah'll super glue a note to yer head to make ya remember" Big Mac joked, standing up as well, and walking with her down to the base of the barn, "we better hurry back or Granny Smith and Applebloom will be more worried about us than it already is."

"Well, what're we waiting fer?" Applejack giggled as she raced out of the barn toward the house. Big Mac, seeing this as a challenge, took off after her, leaving the warmth of the barn.

The cool air gently blew on AJ's face as she raced as fast as her legs could carry her to the kitchen where Granny would most certainly would have a fresh apple pie waiting for them.

Momma, pappa, if yer up there, please know that Ah'll love ya'll for all for longer than all the stars in the sky and beyond, Applejack thought to herself as she came up to the house.

She stepped onto the porch and turned around just in time to see Big Mac jump right next to her, breathing for oxygen.

"Dang, I can't remember when you were this fast," he gasped, sitting down to rest.

"Are you that surprised? I'm growing up, just like Granny Smith always said," Applejack said, grinning at how Big Mac looked.

"Nah, I'm not surprised, but I'm surprised that you won't be able to beat me to the kitchen."

"Wait, wha-" Applejack was cut off by Big Mac racing by her and entering the house. Applejack smiled at her brother's trick and quickly raced after him. Just before she took a step inside, she swore she heard the pasting breeze ruffling her mane say, "We love you, our lil' Applejack."

Author's Note

My first fan fiction on this account and after a LONG writer's block. I decided to go with a sad one, because it seemed the best way to kick it off.

Sorry about the Father's Day reference. Didn't know I'd get the idea so long after that day.

Still, hope you like it, and it brings the feels!