The Untold Truth of Lyra Heartstrings

by TheDoctorWhooligan

Rating: mature
Tags: Princess Celestia, Sex, Lyra, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Dark, Sad, Romance, Original Character, Bon-Bon, Tragedy
Length: 12885

Lyra Heartstrings meet a unique new friend and leaves a permanent mark in her life.

Lyra Heartstrings is a mare of many words to most bronies. She is also known for her iconic obsession towards the human hand. But after viewing the basics of this lovable background character, their is only one hidden secret only a specific few know about. The one thing that can permanently destroy all of Equestria if mentioned.
Lyra Heartstrings knows 'The Truth'. And sometimes ponies don't deserve the Truth.

After all the heavy conflict that is to come Lyra's life-friend, Bon Bon, will have to stay as strong and pick up Lyra in her times of need. Bon Bon is more then a friend, she is one of Lrya's last hope for an escaping reality.

Published 2013-07-16 00:20:02 UTC
Last updated 2013-08-21 04:35:20 UTC

First love

July 9, 2013. That is the day I changed forever.

July 5, 2013: refreshment

My everyday life here in ponyville is mostly the same every week. Every morning I wake up from the smell of eggs my roommate Bon Bon, cooks. I love watching her cook eggs, scrambling those eggs in the pan with a spoon. "How do you hold that pan and spoon with your hooves like that?" I ask her occasionally. "You just do." She would answer.

After breakfast, we go to the local market to sell Bon Bon's delicious homemade candy at her stand. She has been making candy ever since she was a filly. We start packing up around two o'clock and head to the park. I always sit with my two back legs down and my other hooves down to my sides on the park bench. Bon Bon lays all four hooves on the bench.

"Why do you always sit like that, Bon Bon?" I ask. "I should say the same to you." Bon Bon replied with a chuckle. After an hour of talking, we usually spend the rest of the day in the house. I spend every day with her.

Bon Bon is a good friend, she feeds me, she shares everything she has with me, and she buys me whatever I want. But I don't return the favor, because I can't do much. I mean, I'm 18 years old and I still don't have a job. Without Bon Bon, I literally have nothing because my parents sold the house and left me a year ago. Since Bon Bon was eighteen at the time, she had her own house and was my only friend, I begged her to let me stay in her house until I get money to live in an apartment. Bon Bon said I could stay as long as I wanted.

We sleep in the same bed since the house only has one bedroom. She sleeps on the right side and I sleep on the left side of the bed. Bon Bon always falls asleep before me, and I always smell her soft candy scented mane. I know females are meant for males, but when I get close to Bon Bon, it's like nothing matters to me anymore. I sometimes have dreams of Bon Bon and me French kissing on the park bench. It gets me wet thinking about it, so much as dreaming about it. I guess that makes me lesbian if I love her that much, but should I ever tell her?

July 6, 2013: forgive and forget

It was stormy all morning, and Bon Bon had plans to take me to a new instrument store because I got mad at my last lyre for being uncooperative, the store closed one hour before we got there. The time was seven o'clock, so I guess it was late.

"So know what" I asked Bon Bon. After a couple of minutes of silence Bon Bon came up with an idea "Well, I know you always wanted to go to the club. Maybe order a drink or two."

"But I'm not twenty-one yet." I reminded her.

"Remember the time I took you to get a 'passport photo'?"

"Yeah." I said cautiously.

"Well that's code for fake I.D. I was going to give it to you for your 19th birthday but I guess I can give it to you early."

"You're the best, Bon Bon!"

The club was very loud and I had to keep an eye on Bon Bon she can become a real party animal. She danced and drank the whole time. I told her one drink was enough for her, but she probably didn't hear me from the music.

"Come on Lyra! Have a few drinks!"

"Only two! Alcohol is bad for you!"

"Don't be a pussyyyyy-"

And of course she passed out on me. I dragged and sat her down on the barstool with her head down. It was less loud over here.

"So who's your friend?" I looked next to me to see who asked. He was a cute pure white unicorn with dark black hair and a happy looking smile. "She's my best friend, and her name is Bon Bon" I quickly answered.

"I'm Lyra Heartstrings, who are you?"

"My name is Near; I’m new in this town."

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

"I'm studying the events leading up to a hangover. I've been watching your friend candy ever since she walked in."

"Why didn't you watch me?" I asked angrily. Bon Bon gets all the stallions.

"It took me one look at you to tell that you weren't a drinker. Firstly, you looked more interested in the club more than the bar, which means you were new to the place. Secondly, you look too young to be in such a place, your body structure is about the age of an eighteen year old, And thirdly."

Near held up my fake I.D.

"You had to get in, proving that you were at least 21 years of age. This 'fake' identification is a little too stiff and the lamination is off by .00007 millimeters. Also you dropped it when you were dancing with Candy."

I can’t explain how surprised I was.

"Care for a drink? It's on me." Near asked me shortly after.

"I'm not going to get a hangover from it, am I?

"Of course you are! That's the whole point."

"Well at least you're honest.”

July 7, 2013: awaken

I woke up to the smell of eggs, but with the worst headache of my life. When I went to the kitchen, I was shocked to see Near cooking.

"What are you doing in me house?" I asked with surprise.

"I couldn't leave you two alone, last night you drank two beers and passed out, and I dragged Candy on the ground and you on my back all the way to your house. Your address was on the I.D. and the average homeowner keeps a spare key under the mat. Candy finally rested on the floor and I took you to the bedroom. It was late so I decided to sleep next to you. I didn't rape you or anything, but you are very cute.”

Once again Near surprised me.

"And also you sniffed my mane for quite some time, and the bed started getting wet, and-“

"Thank you for everything Near, even though you got me hung-over, I'm glad you still looked out for us." I gave him a little kiss on the cheek and he blushed.

"Do you want to know how I found out you'r favorite breakfast food is eggs?" He asked with joy in his voice.

"You fascinate me, Near."

"No, no, YOU fascinate me. You’ve proven my point, peer pressure is a bitch. I was really at the bar for you. If I haven’t told you that I was looking at Bon Bon, would I be here?" Near said with a smile.

I looked him in the eye and he looked at me. He was even cuter then before. Did I just gain a new friend or am I falling in love with a stallion I just met, or both, maybe it’s the headache that's making me think like that.

Bon Bon finally woke up around five in the afternoon. I had to give her a bath in the tub while Near made us a tea he said it would help cure the headache. I told Bon Bon about Near and what happened. She didn't ask any questions, but she looked tired.

“Bon Bon, what’s wrong?” I asked as I started scrubbing her hooves.

“Doesn’t any of this sound suspicious to you?”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Bon Bon.”

“Never mind, forget I asked.”

I started feeling weird inside, my hooves were shaking rapidly. ‘Why can’t they stop’ I thought to myself. I shoved my hoof in Bon Bon’s mouth.

“What was that fo-” Bon Bon spoke before seeing what I was doing, and I honestly didn’t know what I was doing, myself. I stuffed the same hoof in my mouth and closed my eyes. I opened my eyes and gave a soft moan as I slowly took my hoof out. I then dipped into the tub while looking a Bon Bon the whole time. She made her way to the end of the tub and whispered in her ear.

“We are both wet now…….. and I like it.”

Bon Bon had worried look on her face.

“There is no reason to worry my sweet, I can-“

I was interrupted by the sudden knocks on the door.

“The tea is done girls, you can come out know.” Near said through the other side of the door.

“Um… we might want to continue this conversation later tonight.” Bon Bon whispered softly biting my ear.

We both got out of the tub and I dried both our bodies with the same towel.

“You have a nice booty.” I said from behind as we went to the kitchen.

Near gave us the tea and to be honest it tasted like shit.

“So Lyra since your head doesn’t hurt as much, do you want to walk with me to my house? I’ll only take about an hour.” With the cute face Near had, I couldn’t say no.

“Well if it only takes an hour then I guess.” I replied looking at him.

"Bon Bon, I'm going with Near to his house. You need to stay here and rest.”

"Lyra" Bon Bon said as Near and me were making our way to the door.

"What?" I asked.

"Did you have fun at the club?"

I don't think getting a hangover was fun, but I guess Bon Bon did.

"It was a nice experience."

As Near and I were making our way to his house, he kept on hugging me every two minutes. It was embarrassing because everypony would look at us like we were a couple, but it was cute.

"Stop doing that Near!" I said shoving him a bit.

"Why should I stop, I know you like it." His response shocked me, how did he know I kind of liked it. He continued to hug me again, this time even longer.

"Ok, we're here!" He said pointing his hoof at the same instrument store that Bon Bon and I went yesterday.

"You live here?" I asked.

"Yes, it's my shop and it came with few extra rooms. I used them as a kitchen, bedroom, bathroom, an-"

"Ok, let’s go inside already." Near took me to his bedroom, it was small and full of old stuff.

"Today ponies use CDs and DVDs, you use cassettes and videotapes." I said with a chuckle.

"Is there a problem with using cassettes and videotapes?" Near whispered sadly looking down.

"I didn't mean it that way." I quickly told him.

"I know what you meant." He said angrily looking back up.

I didn't want to lose my new friend. I picked up a cassette with scratched out words that said 'goodbye' with my mouth, and put it in his cassette stereo. It started playing. "You would put this cassette in." He muttered sadly. I snuggled my head on his soft neck as I listened to the song.

"I'm sorry, Near." I finally told him.

"No, I'm sorry." He said closing his eyes. We stayed at his house for about two hours watching a movie on his VCR, but It was getting late. I gave Near a long kiss on the cheek and left.

"What took you so long?" Bon Bon asked as I closed the door.

"I....ah...." I said nervously, I couldn't find an excuse.

"That's what I thought. Did you forget about me?"

"Of course not!" I said seriously.

"It was Near wasn’t it, he came in our house, he slept with you, he cooked you breakfast, and even took you to his house all within twenty-four hours."

"What are you saying?" I asked angrily at Bon Bon.

"I think you love him."

"WHAT! NO! If anything I think you’re just jealous!" I yelled.

“Oh yah, I’m so jealous of the young stallion we all just met yesterday who could kill you. He has that rape face every time he FUCKING TALKS TO YOU!”

“You don’t know anything about him!” I shouted.

“I know more then you, can’t you see what he’s FUCKING doing. What do you know! Your own parents didn’t even want you, SO WHY WOULD HE!”

I couldn't believe what my best friend just said to me.

“FUCK YOU!” I screamed crying.

I got out slamming the door behind me. We never had a fight before, but that was the worst thing anypony has ever said to me.

And to think I loved her.

July 7, 2013: true love

I went walking down the dark streets crying my eyes out. I can’t possibly forgive her for saying that.

I wanted to get wasted, but I didn't have any money. I'm young, hot and have a fake I.D. A stallion bought me a drink. I started singing and dancing with the him. Then I spotted Near watching me.

"What are you doing here, Near?"

"I heard you were here, so I thought I would observe your actions."

I looked at him with half opened eyes. "You know what I think........ I think you came here to dance with me."

"One, I never danced in years for many reasons. Two, you drunk and don't know what you're talking about. And three, I'm taking you to my house so-"

I leaned closer to his face.

"So we can fuck......"

Near had the most embarrassed face after I said that, but I continued.

"Have I ever told you that you're the most handsome stallion I've ever laid eyes on?"

"No you haven't told me and I'm taking you home right now." Near demanded.

"I'll only go if you promise you'll fuck me when we get home." I said in a low voice.

"We are leaving!" Near said impatiently

"No!" I shouted.

"If she doesn't what to go then she's not going." A buff stallion with a deep voice said next to me.

"Not you again, listen I'm taking her with me and the-"

The buff stallion kicked Near hard in the eye. Near just turned to the other side and started laughing.

"I'll be kind and give you five seconds to run. One....two....thr-"

The buff stallion kicked Near again, but was stopped by his hoof.

"Too late." Near whisper with a smile.

Near twisted the buff stallion's leg until it cracked, and tackled him on the table behind me.

"I told him I was taking you with me." Near said calmly.

I followed him without another word. I was still stumbling on my hooves and had to lean on Near, but he didn't mind.

"You can talk now, I won't hurt you."

Near whispered in my ear.

"Are you going to rape me?" I whisper back.

"Why would I do something like that?"

"Just wondering." I replied.

"The house isn't until another mile. Do you want to take a break?" Near asked.

I nodded my head.

We stopped at a bench at the bus stop, it was dark so no buses were running. Near’s eye started turning purple from getting hit. I remember a spell from school to get rid of a black eye. I cast the spell with a bright blue glow coming out from the tip of my horn.

“Thanks I needed that” Near whispered slowly.

"Um....this might be weird, but can you sit with your back hooves down so I can lay my head down? You don’t have to” I asked kindly.

“It’s ok Lyra, let me just….well you know.”

Near turned the other way to so he could tuck his penis down and turned back around.

I rested my head on his lap and snuggled in it like a pillow. I closed my eyes as he softly stroked my neck until his legs started slowly shifting apart.

His penis was slowly growing stiff right beneath my head! I don’t know if he’s a pervert or if it’s a compliment. SMACK! His penis escaped from his legs and slapped me in the face.

“That’s one way of making a first impression, Mr. Penis.” I said laughing with my eyes still closed.

“Sorry Lyra, It kind of slipped out. I told you that you are cute, and I apparently Mr. Penis does too. Don’t worry he’s nice and won’t hurt a fly.” Near also said laughing.

I soon fell asleep on his lap and still with his warm penis on the side of my face. Near eventually laid me on his back and trotted away. At that moment I know I loved near, or maybe it’s because I got wet sleeping on him.

When we arrived at his house I was still asleep. He laid me in his comfy bed and gave me a long kiss on my forehead. I opened my eyes about five minutes later, to see Near putting a cassette in his cassette stereo. He lowered the volume for a soft soothing sound. I recognized the singer right away, it was Richard Marx! Bon Bon and I went to one of his concerts a few years ago.

It was a romantic song too, “Right here waiting” I said suddenly sitting up.

“Oh! You’re awake. ” Near sniffled, dropping a tear from his face.

“Are….are you crying?” I asked sitting up.

“Sorry I’m just….yah” Near said looking back at me. The look of his face was heartbreaking, tears running down from his dark sad eyes.

“I’m tired of my life, I’m getting old.”

“Near, come here.” I said soothingly.

Near sat down next to me, still sobbing a little. I placed my hoof on his cheek

“Everybody gets old, please don’t cry.” I whispered leaning into him.

Nears heart started beating faster and we both started to close our eyes. I felt him breathing heavily when we were one inch away from each other’s lips.

“Am I allowed to kiss you?” he whispered, softly touching my lips.

“Stop being a gentlecolt and kiss me already.” I whispered back impatiently.

We kissed for at least twelve seconds but for me, it lasted a lifetime. Near was the one to break the kiss, because he realized something.

“Why is my back wet?” Near asked with a surprised look on his face.

“Well.....I kind of got a little excited earlier, sorry.”

We sat on his bed starring at each other for the longest minute of my life.

“When is your birthday?” Near asked with a poker face.

“July ninth in two days, why?

“Because you’re going to play the lyre on that day.” Near smiled.

July 8, 2013: Near

I woke up by the smell of nothing and with yet another hangover. Near was wrapped around me when I woke up. What happened last night? The last I remember was Near telling me about a lyre. I felt something slimy as I turned to face Near. I looked down from under the blanket and was shocked. There was love juice all over my vagina, inside and outside.

“I thought you told me you weren't going to rape me!” I shouted waking up Near.

“You said not to be a gentlecolt. Besides I was just tasting it. I didn’t stick Mr. Penis in you or anything.”

“It looks more like you ate it. And stop calling your penis that.” I muttered.

Near scotched closer to me and licked my lips.

“I’ll make us something to eat.” Near said getting up.

“Let me clean up first.”

Near made us eggs, of course, but it was something about his cooking that was different then Bon Bon’s. I didn't say anything about it yesterday.

“So I was thinking about what we should do this evening, maybe we could go to the market and then the movie theaters or a strip club?” Near asked chewing his food.

“I guess I can go to the market and a movie sounds nice.” I said finishing the last of my eggs.

“Let’s go.” Near said taking my plate.

Near and I strolled around the market but when we past Ban Bon’s candy stand, she wasn't there. Near didn’t seem to notice but was concerned.

We stopped at a small blue hut at the end of the market. Near looked at me in shock.

“Stay at this exact spot while I go inside.” Near said staring straight at me.

I was getting tired, Near was taking such a long time. 'What is he doing?' I thought to my self.

Out of know where I heard a huge ass explosion, It shook the ground beneath my hooves. Ponies started to panic and run like hell.

"What was that?" Near said calmly behind me.

"An explosion just happened up north. We need to go help!" I said thinking of the worst. I ran as fast as I could towards the smoke.

"Lyra! Wait!" I heard Near from behind.

Bon Bon's house is close by, I couldn't believe it if something happened to her. I spotted the burning house just as I made the last block, but it wasn't Bon Bon's house. It was Twilight's library! I saw Spike shouting for help outside the door.

"What happened?" I asked

"It's Twilight! She was making a potion and it exploded and now she's unconscious and trapped under a a machine. PLEASE HELP!" Spike started crying.

"We have to go right now if you want to save Twilight." Near said kicking the door.

Spike took us to the lab under the tree house. The flames started getting bigger and louder as we went down. Spike pointed at the machine where Twilight was under. I quickly tried to lift it but it was steaming hot.

"Near! I need your help!" I shouted.

Near was searching the floor like if he were a search dog.

"I found it! YES!" Near yelled in the corner.

"What are you doing Near! Come help!" I Shouted once again.

"YOU WANTED TO SAVE HER! NOT.......sorry, I'll help." Near said calming down. He put a small glass tube in his mouth.

The starching flames grew more violent every second, but Near was taking his time. He analysed the position of the machine and with one kick of his hoof, the machine fell off the other side. Twilight's skin was burning red and I had to get her out of here. Near helped me slip her on my back as Spike was hurrying up the stairs. We were almost at the door until Spike stopped in front of Near.

"I just remembered Twilight specifically said not to let anypony get a hold of her potions!" Spike announced.

"Now is not the time!" I yelled.

Near closed his eyes and smiled with the potion still in his mouth.

"I AM NOT MOVING UNTIL HE PUTS DOWN THAT-"

I hear a sharp crack from the ceiling as a chunk of the burning wood roof plummeted on Spike. He was no match for the weight of the wood, and died on impact. His blood was splattered all over Near's face and I was speechless.

"Lets go!" Near said taking my hoof.

We got out in a flash and covered in ash. It was dark by the time we made it to the hospital. The doctors said Twilight is going to be alright but she had to stay in the hospital for the rest of the week. They also made us take a shower so we won't startle other ponies.

Near still had that stupid potion in his mouth by the time we made it to his doorstep. He opened the door very slightly and stopped with an unpleasant look.

"Lyra, if you truly love me......you would drink it." Near whispered giving me the potion.

I was shocked but something told me I had to drink it.

"For you." I whispered back and watching Near smile. It tasted like shit of course.

Near opened the door with a slam. He didn't turn on the lights and looked at every dark corner as we were making our way to his room. Near took one deep breath and entered his bedroom. I couldn't believe my eyes.

"I'll say this one more time, Lyra. Did you forget me." Bon Bon said pointing a gun straight a Nears face.

"What the hell are you doing! And how are you holding a gun like that!" I shouted furiously.

"Near didn't tell you, did he? That son of a bitch never talks." Bon Bon said looking at Near with hate. Near was smirking angrily.

"What are you talking about?" I asked Bon Bon.

"I know I was right, she told me." Bon Bon said ignoring me.

"I know she did. where is she?" Near asked.

"Right here." Bon Bon smiled.

Nears face turned pale in horror, but it only lasted a brief moment. His face started getting red and charged right at Bon Bon. She didn't hesitate when she pulled the trigger. Near fell with a thud, but not from the bullet. A shield spell was cast between Near and the bullet, he must of hit it to the shield too hard. Princess Celestia herself came out from the dark next to Near.

"This is the beginning of your end, Near." Celestia whispered softly in his ear.

Near got up quickly with horror in his face again.

"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!!!" Near screamed.

He grasped my hoof tightly and started running towards another room.

"He's getting away!" Bon Bon shouted.

"Let him run, soon he will return." Celestia said confidently.

Near took me to an empty room with solid walls.

"What the fuck is happening? Tell me!" I demanded.

Near ignored me but he said some weird word I didn't understand. Then out of nowhere, a huge portal looking oval arouse from the ground. Near pushed me in.

July 9, 2013: The Truth

I woke up to the sound of Nears voice. I was dark and I was in a bed with Near.

"Hello my love." Near whispered.

"What time is it?" I asked.

"It is three A.M." Near said getting up.

Near turned the lights on. I was in a small room but Near was different. He was human.

"If you're going to play the lyre, at least play it right." Near smiled. He was wearing a white long-sleeve pajama top and light blue pajama pants.

I took of the blanket and looked down at my own body stunned to see that I was human too. I could not believe I had hands. I read about humans once but I didn't think they were real. I started hopping with joy.

"You are also naked, so I'll be back with some clothes." Near said shielding his eyes.

I explored my new body and felt everything with my hands. I also had two squishy balloon-like things. It made me feel good playing with them in an unexplained way. I moved my hands lower towards my.....sensitive place. My whole body came to a stop from a jittery pleasure enjoyment. I fell to the floor exposing myself full on.

"Lets see what these babies can do." I said to myself.

I moaned loudly as I rubbed my wet pussy like crazy, then I heard the door open. Near walked in on my pussy play with a poker face.

"I...I couldn't find any bras but I have everything else." Near said trying to ignore the sight.

"Let me finish first." I moaned.

"You're doing it all wrong." Near announced grabbing my hand. "You put this finger inside here and use the rest to rub the clitoris, you then can add more fingers as you go until you climax in pleasure, but for now I need you to close your eyes."

Near put my clothes down. I sat up and closed my eyes ready for a surprise.

"keep them closed while I get something." Near whispered closing the door.

I felt a cold chill in the air as a minute went by, then the door opened with a sharp creak.

"Near is that you?" I whispered.

Something pinned me down and I hit my head hard on the floor. I couldn't open my eyes.

"YOU NEED TO RUN! THIS IS MY ONLY WARNING! HE IS GOING TO TALK AND YOU BETTER LISTEN VERY CAREFULLY!" The voice was ringing inside my head.

Everything went quiet. I opened my eye preparing for the worst.

"Happy birthday my love!" Near sat right in front of me.

"Did you hear that?" I asked confused, trying to forget what just happened.

"I didn't hear anything. It was probably the people in the other room, they sometimes have bondage sex every now and then. By the way, we are in a SEVEN story apartment. Anyway here you go."

Near presented me with a custom crafted golden lyre.

"I don't know what to say. This the best gift anypony-" At that moment I remembered everything.

"WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED LAST NIGHT! HOW DID WE GET HERE!" I shouted with rage.

"Take it easy. I'll explain later, I promise. For now lets NEVER FORGET this moment." Near said calmly.

Near handed me the beautiful lyre and stole a quick kiss on my lips. I never played it with fingers before then again I did learn to masturbate within seconds. We sat on the bed and I began picking at each string. I let my instincts control the my movements, I sounded like shit though.

"Stand up and I let me put your clothes on so we can go OUTSIDE." Near muttered picking up my clothes.

Near started with my underwear,he was slow and taking his time. He put my pants on one leg at a time and when he was done buttoning my shirt, it looked like he felt pain.

"Let's go outside." Near said taking my hand.

We walked to the end of the hall and opened to door, we took the stairs. I thought we when going down but he took me up. Near opened the doors at the end of the staircase and a with beautiful view of the city. Lights when everywhere and automobiles were zooming in every road. I went to the edge and looked at the bottom, we were high above ground.

"Near come look-" I was shocked to see him pointing a gun straight at me.

"Take it and shoot me. This is my ONLY warning, your only chance. KILL ME!" Near shouted.

I couldn't believe what he was saying, how could I do it. The wind started blowing and with a flash of lightning struck, it began raining. Near still stood there with no expression on his face.

"You promised me that you would tell me the truth, how can I go on without knowing." I said moving the gun pointing down.

"I know you were going to say that. Are you shore you want to know THE TRUTH." Near asked tucking the gun in his shirt.

"Tell me, please." I answered.

Near turned around facing the other side and began to speak.

"Bon Bon was right you know, she was trying to protect you because she is a good friend. She loves you so much that she is risking her life as we speak. At least she in this world she wouldn't, well she would be if she were still alive."
I heard Near laugh a little bite.
"It all started after I beat someone at their own game, after I beat him I found out that's what I was born to do. There was no bigger challenge then that, I wanted to kill myself. I know it wasn't time yet, so I set of in search of a new life. That's when I met you, I thought everything was going to be okay. It turns out that your roommate loved you more then I did. I didn't let her take the only thing left in my life, but sadly she thought in her mind if she couldn't have you, nobody can. She shoot both of us with a Smith & Wesson Model 36 pistol during a fit of rage. I survived but seeing you dead made me feel like a walking corps. I made shore she got what was coming to her. I really wanted to kill myself, but then I began researching in universal travel. It was just a theory until I made a discovery, it just so happens that I live in a independent universe and you live in a bleeding universe. This happens in very rarely but in this case, it's so much bigger. I used the advantage of your bleeding universe to cross over between each other. Killing me in the process going into you universe but not killing me coming back. You in the other hand an exception because you already died here but I needed you to drink the transformation potion so YOU wouldn't die crossing over."

"How the fuck am i suppose to believe that shit!" I yelled in confusion.

Near looked back at me with a creepy smile.

"You better believe it, because it is all true. That's not the only thing too. You know I love you Lyra, and you deserve the THE TRUTH!" Near pinned me down on the wet floor.
"Celestia calls herself a god, NO! She is just another BITCH with power! She also knows THE TRUTH and she knows I know it too. She ordered Twilight to make her that transformation potion, so she could come her and kill me before any of this happens. The funny thing is that none of this is real. PRINCESS CELESTIA WANTS TO BE THE LAST LINK TO THE END OF REALITY!"
Near laughed louder then the rain crashing down on us.
"Without us, everything you know WILL END! It's just a matter of time before we all DIE! Knowing that can make ANYONE CRAZY!" Near yelled getting out of control.

I was speechless, is he even the same pony I meet at the club? Is this what he thinks all the time?
Near looked like he was calming down. Then he gave me a big wet kiss on the lips and after a while he added his tongue.

"That's probable the last time I'll get you wet." Near said disappointing me.

"What do you mean, I still love you." I said him kindly.

Near picked me up from the floor and held me tight.

"I will always love you Lyra Heartstrings. Never forget that." Near said with his heart pounding in his chest.

Near suddenly pushed me off the edge of the roof. His hand holding me from the fall that would take my life.

"What are you doing my love?" I said without expression.

"We have things to do you and I, but apart of me doesn't what to let you go. Only one thing to do." Near whispered shaking nervelessly.

Near grabbed the gun out from his shirt and pointed it to the side of his head. I closed my eyes as he shot and let me go of my hand. His warm blood sprayed all over my face. The air felt faster as I fell slower, seconds lasted minutes. I felt happy that I died with him in my heart.

All I can do is wait until I hit the ground.

Only Love

Date unknown: I wonder how my splattered body looks on the cold pavement.

Date unknown: Reborn

I opened my eyes I for the first time. I was in a hospital with my parents, they look young and happy. I had just been born. The doctor carried me to my mother’s hooves in a blanket. She cried tears of joy that was the first time I truly made her happy. I looked at my dad who smiled and gave me the unique name Lyra. This is the favorite moment in life, but like all moments they always end. I don’t want to explain what happened but I closed my eyes after seeing my mother crying out blood and my dad’s rape face.

There was silence for a minute, and then I heard someone talking. I opened my eyes again with caution.

“Wake the hell up, Lyra.” A pony next to me was poking at my face with his cigarette. I was sitting on a stool with my head down and drooling on my notebook. I stood up in my stool before the teacher saw me but it was too late.

“That’s the third time this week Ms. Heartstrings, and YOU Ethan Wilson that’s the fifth time this period I caught you smoking! Teens these days.” The teacher smacked his ruler on his desk, making everypony jump in surprise.

“Now that I have your attention, I can get back to the subject of anthropology.” After the teacher said that, I got ready to write like crazy.

“Why do we even need this stupid science class, it’s gay as fuck.” Ethan said putting his cigarette out.

“Do you have to say it like that? Shut the hell up and let me write this down.” I said getting frustrated of his bullshit complaining. I looked at the top of the board and it read ‘June 1, 2012’.

The class soon ended with the ring of a bell. Ethan was following me to my locker and wouldn't shut up about the many wing boners he gets when he sees Roseluck.

“Look there she is talking to her friends. Go ask her out already so you can leave me alone.” I said trying to ignore him. Ethan patted me on the back.

“Listen I know you had a rough week with your parents leaving you and all. I just don’t want you to be alone that’s all.” Ethan looked at me with worried eyes.

“I’m not alone! I have Bon Bon and she’s the only friend I need!” I started getting a headache talking to him.

“Fine but whenever Bon Bon isn’t there for you, don’t hesitate to call me.” Ethan smiled and walked towards Roseluck. He started a quick chat with her before making his move.

“Do you want to be my special somepony?” Ethan asked her cutting to the chase.

“No one has ever asked me out before. They all think I’m too popular for them. Sure, why not.” Roseluck’s answer surprised her friends close by. I felt happy for him as they walked by smiling at each other, but my head started hurting more. Things got blurry, everything was going slower, and I then fell on the floor unconscious.

I woke up on a pile of dirt and grass in the middle of an open field. It was night time and I could hear nothing but the soft chirp of crickets. What the hell is going on? I got up on my hooves breathless to see that I was lying on a somepony’s grave. It only had the name Nate River engraved on it. Who is this pony and how the hell did I get here?

There was a sudden change in weather, the wind blew harder and clouds grow darker. I looked behind me and saw a figure standing a couple of yard away from me. I blinked to make sure it was real and it disappeared. I looked back at the gravestone and he was sitting on it.

“Y...you’re a draconequus.” I said getting back.

“Hello Lyra, Near has told me a lot about you. My name is Discord and I need you to wake up.”

July 9, 2013 (2:00 AM): Still alive

I heard the beautiful sound of the ocean as I woke up from my interesting dreams. The first thing I saw was same face in my dream.

“Discord? You’re evil why didn't you kill me yet. Are you going to rape me?” I asked with my chest pounding. I got up from the sandy beach shore.

“Why would I rape you? Anyway you’re safe for now, trust me.” Discord said with an honest face.

“Where is Near?” I asked looking around. I spotted him still sleeping on the sand close by.

“He’s alright. If you want to wake him up just kiss his nose.” Discord said sitting down. I kissed Near lightly on the nose and he slowly opened his eyes.

“Hello sweetheart,” Near whispered. “Sleep with me, the sun is about to rise.”

I lay down next to him looking at the calm ocean water. He got in the spooning position again, he felt so warm.

“Isn’t the sunrise a graceful sight?” Near whispered going to sleep again.

I didn’t answer him.

“What an adorable couple.” Discord interrupted. He looked back out to sea, and shed one shiny tear.

We woke up later that day and I was hungrier than a mule. Discord was body surfing on the crashing waves. He seemed very happy.

“Lyra, Discord is an old friend of mine. He was actually the first THING I meet when I first came here. He was having a chat with a yellow Pegasus, named Fluttershy, when he found me lying on the floor next to her house. I trust him with my life.” Near admitted confidently. Discord came back to shore exhausted.

“Where are we?” I asked Discord.

“We are at the edge of East Baltimare. We can make it to the Canterlot castle by the end of the day if we take the train.” Discord answered quickly.

“Why do we need to go to Canterlot?” I asked. Near got up and looked at Discord.

“I know how Princess Celestia is, she wants dead for ultimate power. We need to kill her before she kills us.” Discord said pointing at the direction we need to go. “We’ll get food when we make it to the city.”

We trotted for about half an hour with Discord leading to way.

“Can we take a quick brake already? My hooves are killing me.” I said taking my breath.

“Okay, the city isn’t for another mile.” Discord said slowing down. We all sat next to a tree with the biggest shade.

“Why do you trust Discord so much?” I asked Near.

“Well…He reminds me of myself actually. I would classify him as a hacker because he can defy the laws of logic and reality.” Near said.

“Have you ever had a girlfriend, Discord?” I asked.

“I used to date Chrysalis but it didn’t work out.” Discord said smiling.

“What happened?” Near asked.

“I don’t want to talk about it.” Discord answered.

After a moment of silence we got up and started walking the last mile. Near was following me from behind.

“Are you looking at my plot?” I said angrily.

“No! I am admiring it.” Near spoke back.

“You don’t get this show for free.” I said covering my rump with my tail.

“Let’s have a race then, first one to make it to the city gets a show, if you know what I mean.” Near bargained.

“Okay then, can you do the countdown Discord?” I asked. Out of nowhere Discord popped a flag in his hand.

“Ready, set, go!” Discord yelled waving his flag around. In a flash Near zoomed past me before I started sprinting.

“Damn!” Discord said in shock.

“It looks like I lost already. I better get my ass ready.” I admitted.

We eventually caught up to Near who was waiting next to a local restroom. He was smiling and impatiently hopping.

“Come on Lyra! A deal’s a deal.” Near said joyfully hugging me.

“Make it quick you two because the next train leaves in an hour and we still have to go eat.” Discord said reminding us. I don’t know Near meant by giving him a show but I followed him in the restroom. He slowly closed the door and sat on the toilet seat.

“First, lap dance for me.” Near humorously commanded.

“As you wish, my master.” I said getting along with the role-play. I never did anything like this to a pony before so I don’t know if I’m doing it right. I started out with just wiggling my rear on his leg, but then he got a little too excited.

“Ouch!” I yelped as Near gave me a hard smack on my ass.

“Let me mount you.” He whispered. I think the deal was getting out of hoof, I didn’t have time to respond. He held me in a huge lock as he wrapped his hooves around my waist.

“This will only hurt a little bit.” Near said joyfully. I know what he meant the second he said that and prepared myself for the worst.

“AWW!” I squealed with unexplainable pain and pleasure. He only shoved a quarter of his warm hard penis in my wet pussy.

“Take it easy back there!” I moaned.

“I can’t tell how far I’m going from all the blood.” Near puffed.

“Blood?” I said with worry.

“Don’t worry, its normal for a virgin.” He said getting toilet paper and cleaning the blood out my dripping pussy. I felt embarrassed as he positioned himself again.

“Please be gentle.” I asked nicely.

“Oh now you want me to be gentle.” Near smiled. He shoved his hard cock back inside me. I moaned and squealed as he slowly made his way in me. By the time he reached the base, I had SEVEN inches inside me. He then began thrusting it back and forth. I started getting used to it. I let my tongue hang loose from my mouth.

“What’s taking you guys so long? Are you doing what I think you’re doing?” Discord asked.

“It depends on what you’re thinking.” Near laughed. My body jittered in such intense pleasure, I couldn’t hold out for much longer. I fell on my belly unexpectedly.

“Looks like you’re getting tiered. Can you lay on your back for me?” Near said.

I did as he said and he pinned my hooves to the ground.

“Let’s finish this show.” Near said kissing me. He looked so hot penetrating my wet pussy. We smiled at each other as he went faster and stronger. All of the sudden he stopped and held me tight. He delivered me a jet of his creamy sperm inside my vagina. I bit my lip trying not to scream in great pleasure. Near’s body weakened and began panting heavily. He fell on his back exhausted.

“Let me clean you up, Near.” I said kindly. I licked his penis from the base to the head. It tasted like sweet minty homemade carrot juice.

“Happy birthday Lyra.” Near panted.

July 9, 2013 (1:00 PM): Friends

We stopped by a diner right next to the train station. Discord gave us a lot of bits he pickpocketed from nearby ponies, we needed the bits more than them anyway. Other ponies were watching him, but for some reason then did not panic.

We sat at the last table in the very back of the restaurant. I sat next to Near so I can sexually lean on him. The waiter came shortly after.

“We’ll all have the big breakfast platter, please.” Near told the waiter. She wrote the order down on her notepad and left.

“Hey Discord, I need to ask you a question.” I spoke.

“What is it?” He asked.

“Before I woke up today, I have some rather odd dreams. No. Flashbacks really, but the last one didn’t happen. I saw you in my dream and there was a gravestone-“

“It’s probably nothing, don’t worry about it.” Discord interrupted nervously.

“Discord?” Near mumbled angrily.

“Fine, let me put it this way. We all come across a problem, it can be big or small. We also have problems that we choose to ignore, and then become bad memories. That is why when we are reminded of those problems, we forever think of them as bad memories BUT, it is also the truth. The truth hurts doesn’t it, you two.” Discord said quietly with a pondering face. I knew what he was talking about but I still don’t know what he means by it.

“Here’s your big breakfast platters” The waiter said unexpectedly. The dishes came with eggs, oatmeal, apple slices, and a cup of orange juice.

“I fucking hate apples!” Discord yelled throwing them on the floor.

“You mad bro?” A familiar voice came from the front.

“Da fuck you say BITCH NIGGA!” Discord said standing up.

“Discord please!” Near said feeling embarrassed.

“What Discord, I think I know that pony.” I told him trying to remember. I got out of my seat and trotted forward. My face glowed when I saw who it was.

“You always were a dumb ass, Ethan.” I said to the light brown Pegasus.

“He’s my dumb ass.” Roseluck announced coming out of the bathroom. She looked the same she did a year ago.

“Hello Lyra, Ethan has told me so much about you. I never noticed you at school until after your parents left.” Roseluck said to me, not thinking empathetically. Ethan was giving her a face, meaning for her to shut up about it.

“Oh, I am so sorry. I didn’t what I was saying.” Roseluck apologized.

“Just think before you talk, ok.” I said a little depressed. An awkward pause soon followed.

“So, what are you guys doing here?” I asked changing the subject.

“We were actually going to visit you for your birthday!” Ethan answered surprising me.

“That’s so nice! Thank you!” I said happily hugging him.

“Why don’t you come eat with us?” Near asked scotching over. They both got there plates and sat with us. Ethan sat next to me and Roseluck had to sit next to Discord, she looked uncomfortable.

We ate all our food and chatted all together, it was a nice reunion.

“So are you Lyra’s girlfriend?” Ethan asked Near.

“She is much more than a girlfriend to me.” Near said putting his hooves around me.

“How long have you two been together?” Ethan asked. That’s when it accord to me that I only knew Near for four only days so far, but I feels like a year.

“We’ve been together for a long time.” Near answered.

“Hey kids, we need to go. Are you two still going?” Discord asked Ethan and Roseluck.

“Of course.” Ethan answered.

When we got to the train station, Discord used the rest of the stolen bits to rent a privet room in the back of the train. I sat with Near who was next to the window and looking outside as the rest of the passengers got on board. Ethan and his girlfriend sat in the back, and Discord sat behind me.

“This is so cool guys! This is my first time on a train.” Discord said putting his arms around my seat. Near didn’t say anything.

“What’s wrong?” Discord asked sounding concerned.

“Discord, I hear them. I hear the bells.” Near said getting up and hugging him. I wasn’t sure what that meant but Near looked worried. He sat back down and looked out the window again. I gave him a long and meaningful hug, and he wrapped his hooves around me and smiled.

“Last call of Canterlot express!” The conductor shouted outside. The train started moving shortly after.

“Come on Ethan, it’s been like about a month already.” I heard Roseluck talking to Ethan.

“What is that I hear?” Discord said humorously.

“I mean, we haven’t had ANY sexual-” Roseluck whispered getting interrupter by Discord. He popped a folding chair out of thin air and walked casually to the hallway.

“Aw shit! Dis gon b gud!” Discord said happily folding the chair.

“Please don’t start again, Discord.” I told him.

“Can you please let us have our privacy?!” Roseluck asked angrily.

We have been on the train for almost six hours. Everyone is sleeping but Discord and me, so we decided to talk.

“Lyra my dear, when all this is over, what are you planning to do with Near?” Discord asked.

“Well I always wanted to start a family, I mean my parents weren’t always there for me. I don’t want to do the many mistakes my parents did in my life.” I responded thinking more about my parents.

“Having a family is nice.” Discord said patting my head.

“Do you know why my parents left me?” I asked sadly. Discord stared at me for a minute before he answered.

“Lyra, they’re things we can’t bare if we knew the truth, things that no one is supposed to know for the better. Near is a victim of knowing such a truth. You decided to ignore a powerful truth that would make you become as crazy as Near.” Discord spoke strongly.

“What are you trying to say about Near?” I asked getting a bit mad. Discord looked at Near to see if he was still sleeping and spoke in a soft voice.

“When you were alone with Near at the other universal dimension, he told gave you a hint of the secret truth of reality. Near knows something that no one in the history of reality knows but me. He told me that he wrote all his discoveries in some kind of black book, I don’t know where it is but if I did I would-”

Near startled me with his sudden yawn.

“Hello Near, how was your sleep? Did you dream about me?” I quickly said with a happy anime face.

“Happy to see you too Lyra, and I never had a dream since I was a little kid.” Near said opening his eyes. Discord gave me a face that said ‘If you talk about our conversation, I’ll beat you.’ He acted like nothing happened and popped a king size Butterhoof out of nowhere.

“I love you Lyra.” Near whispered leaning toward me. Near gave me a long meaningful kiss on my lips, I liked it when he gave me tongue.

“Hey you two love ponies, we’re almost at Canterlot!” Discord hollered with glee, waking the other two up. Near didn’t look too cheerful that our long trip was over, he just kissed me some more.

The train finally stopped at the train station moments after but something was odd. There was no noise coming from the other passengers on the train. I heard the sudden sound of steal hoof steps marching towards us. I sat still with anticipated horror while Near was looking broadly at the window.

“What the hell is going on?” Ethan stupidly announced.

The door then suddenly opened with a swarm of guards surrounding us in our seats.

“You guys can tie me down as long as you don’t lay a hoof on my Butterhoof.” Discord clamed.

Near was still looking out the window calmly until one of the guards threatened me with his spear. He got up, snapped the wooden spear in half, and firmly held it up to the guard’s neck.

“DON’T YOU EVER FUCKING THREATEN HER AGAIN! YOU HEAR ME!” Near was shouting furiously.

“Do it, I know you won’t. You actually think you can kill the general of-” Those were the last words of the cocky general. More guards came stumbling in to hold Near down before he killed the rest of them. They put hoof cuffs on us except for Discord because, well, he didn’t have hooves, instead they tied his arms with rope.

After we were all cuffed and ready to go, a familiar looking blue mare came aboard. It was none other than Princess Luna.

“Well look at what we got here.” The princess mocked while slowly approaching Near who’s hooves when covered with blood.

“My sister has been waiting all day for you.” She said with an evil smirk.

July 9, 2013 (7:00 PM): Lifelong Enemy

“Keep moving!” The guard behind Roseluck shouted. We were all following Princess Luna to the castle and by the time we made it half way, Near killed two other guards. Princess Luna didn’t seem concerned about it though. Discord could easily break free and Luna knew it, but all he did was fly around her to get her annoyed.

“Stop fucking doing that, why can’t you walk like the rest of us?” Luna said slapping his face.

“Don’t slap me! I still bite.” Discord said standing in front of her.

“Yah, like the time you bit Chrysalis’s ass.” Luna chuckled.

“That was ONE time and she should have liked it. I think it was a rather sexy move.” Discord said pouting and going to the back.

“Cheer up Discord, It would have been sexy to, me.” Roseluck said winking.

“There it is the castle!” Luna yelled in her royal voice.

I saw the sun beginning to fall as we entered the castle.

“You two, I believe you are the friend of Lyra Heartstrings.” Luna said pointing at Ethan and Roseluck.

“Yes we are.” Ethan said.

“I shall leave you two with the guards here in the hall. Stand by while we are in the meeting.” Luna told them. They did as instructed.

Luna took us to the throne room and told the guards to get lose. Princess Celestia entered moments after.

“Welcome my friends!” The royal princess greeted. “I was getting bored waiting for you guys.”

“What is this about?” Near asked.

“What do you mean? You out of everpony should know exactly what this is about.” Celestia smirked.

“Stop with your bullshit already and uncuff us.” Discord demanded.

“You shouldn’t talk like that to a god Disco, you know what will happen.” Celestia announced weirdly. With light coming out of her horn, the hoofcuffs unlocked themselves.

“AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO STILL DOESN’T GET WHAT THE HELL THIS IS ABOUT!?” I angrily snapped. The room went silent for a moment.

“Big sister… should I get candy?” Luna spoke softly.

“Yes please.” Celestia answered walking to her throne. She sat in an awkward position with her head leaning on the hoof-rest.

“Come forth Near.” Celestia called out. He looked at me and gave me a disappointing look. He then walked forward in shame. Celestia picked him up like he was a doll and sat him on her stomach.

“So Near, What do you want for Hearth's Warming Eve?” Celestia asked.

“I want to be with Lyra.” Near said plainly.

“Well that’s stupid, how about your favorite kind of kiss from yours truly!” Celestia spoke loudly. She used her magic to make Near lean towards her and close his eyes.

“I’m better than your precious Lyra.” She said going for the kiss. It was a long French kiss of course, even longer than our kisses.

I snorted angrily in disapproval but Discord was looking at me the whole time.

“How was that?” Celestia moaned.

“Fuck you.” Near responded. Celestia hugged him.

“Here is the one named Candy!” Luna yelled bursting the door open. My eyes glistened at the sight of Bon Bon. I ran to Bon Bon for a long warm hug, she tried to ignore it but I knew she felt happy to see me.

“I’m sorry I ran away, Bon Bon.” I apologized.

“It’s about time.” She happily replied.

I turned around to present Bon Bon to Discord but he wasn’t there. I heard a sharp shriek coming from Princess Luna.

“LET US GO OR I WILL CRACK LUNA’S NECK!” Discord shouted holding Luna in a firm choke hold. Celestia got out of her chair throwing Near on the floor.

“Oh dear, not my little sister! Please somepony don’t kill her!” Celestia shouted.

“I WILL! Don’t you think I won’t!” Discord announced strongly. Celestia looked down slightly chuckling. Bon Bon looked at her in disgust as she started laughing louder.

“You are so pathetic! DO IT, I KNOW YOU WILL!” Celestia cried out in laughter.

“NO! PLEASE NO! NOOO-” Luna’s last words were a cry of sorrow and leaving the room in silence again.

“Thank you for saving me time.” Celestia smiled.

“You’re nothing but a monster!” Discord yelled out.

“You’re the one who killed her!” Celestia mocked.

“Enough, both of you are acting like children!” Near exclaimed. Bon Bon walked up to Near smiling.

“They aren’t the only children in the room. What do you think of yourself after doing what did?” Bon Bon asked Near.

“Shut up Bon Bon, just shut up.” Near told her.

“You know while we are all here, why not talk about each other?” Celestia said smirking at Discord.

“You know that’s a very bad idea!” Discord hollered.

“Let’s start with you then. I know a lot about you Discord, or should I call you from your REAL name?” Celestia said casually.

“Please don’t.” Discord begged with shocked expression.

“That’s what I thought. Now this getting out of hoof, look at Lyra all afraid over there because she doesn’t know a thing we’re talking about. Let’s put this all behind us shall we, It’s still Lyra’s birthday after all.” Celestia announced. She went to retrieve something from behind her throne. She trotted happily towards me with a wrapped birthday present. I don’t know if she is the good guy or the bad guy but she kind of looked joyful.

“I just know you’re going to like it.” Celestia said giving it to me. “Also since you’re turning nineteen, then that means a nineteen-second kiss from me.”

“I don’t think the kisses are necessary.” I said kindly.

“Nonsense.” she whispered leaning close to my face. I closed my eyes prepared for my first lesbian kiss. Her mouth tasted like fresh flowers but what got me was when she stroked my tongue with hers. When she pulled out her tongue from my mouth, everpony in the room had a surprised look on their face except Near.

“Now open your present sweetie.” Celestia smiled. She seemed too inculpable to be up to any mischief, well that’s what I though before I opened my present. She gave me a gun. I looked at it for a minute before taking it out with my magic. Nears almost cried looking at it.

“It’s a model 36 Smith & Wesson, and it even comes with a bullet.” Celestia said casually.

“Is this some kind of joke?” I said angrily.

“I’m letting you end this game; you can KILL me, Bon Bon, Discord, or Near. If you’re that upset then maybe you can even shoot yourself.” She gave me an answer that I couldn’t believe.

“How dare you!” Discord yelled grabbing Celestia by the neck.

“Let go of her!” I screamed pointing the gun at him.

“Take it easy Lyra.” Discord said letting her go.

“No I’m not going to fucking take it easy. You’re just came out of know where and started giving orders, so just SHUT THE FUCK UP!” My mind started having mixed emotions about everypony.

“Lyra honey, you’re a good pony. Don’t hurt anypony.” Bon Bon anxiously said. I then pointed the gun at her.

“Of course! I shouldn’t FUCKING HURT ANYPONY! NO! Where the fuck have you been. You insult me and the next time I saw you, you where pointing a gun at Near!” I shouted.

“I didn’t fucking insult you, so don’t say I did. I was reminding you of the truth! You’re the one who took it the wrong way because you chose to take it like that. I’m sorry but the truth hurts.” Bon Bon said confidently.

“You’re right Bon Bon, the truth hurts.” I said now getting mad at Near. “So why didn’t you except it you little pussy!” I yelled pointing the gun to Near. “Just because I DIED in your universe doesn’t mean you can come HERE are fuck everything up! I don’t know why I fell in love with you the first moment I looked at you FUCKING FOUR DAYS AGO! I mean who are you? I truly know nothing about you. Who gives you the right to ruin my life all because YOU couldn’t cope with the loss of me in your universe? If it’s over then it’s over, and just fuck off.”

The room was still for the longest time until Near spoke.

“You are right.” That’s all he said.

Celestia walked over to the window to hear the sound leaves blowing in the soft wind outside. It was about to get dark in about five minutes. I still had the gun pointed at Near with my magic. I wanted to shoot it but I couldn’t.

“Lyra, Celestia is evil. The darkness clouds your vision but only you clear it. What is she to you?” Discord asked me. I finally realized what I was becoming. I was becoming a monster.

“Dear Princess Celestia, you are a stupid mind controlling cunt that really deserves to die. We all couldn’t agree more on that. You are NOTHING but a fake lying WHORSE who preteens to be a god. You’re not going to reign in a new world order and I’m not going to kill anypony. Sincerely, Lyra Heartstrings.” I dropped the gun on the ground.

“To think I thought you’d understand” Celestia whispered to herself downcasting to the floor.

“The truth hurts doesn’t it, Celestia.” Near said going up to her. After that, she started crying with painful tears. Near hugged her tightly and patted her on the back.

“If you’re wrong, you just have to say ‘sorry’.” Near tolled her.

“Is it finally over Near?” Discord asked.

“Yes it is, Celestia has lost the game.” Near answered.

“No….” Celestia whispered in Near’s ear. “This is just the beginning of MY end….but this is the end of yours.” Celestia whispered.

“I know, I have accepted you and that is why I am not afraid anymore.” Near said.

“Near?” I wondered.

Celestia used her magic to pick up the gun from the floor and shot Near without a second to waste. She pushed him straight through the window and falling in the garden. Celestia then looked at me with a deathly look on her face.

“Lyra, nothing sc-” Discord bit Celestia’s neck before she could finish her sentence. She didn’t bleed much from it but it left a huge bruise with bite marks. She pulled out her wings ready to escape when Discord clawed her right wing. Princess Celestia still managed to get away and she flew out of sight.

I ran as fast as my hooves could run towards the garden, Ethan and Roseluck couldn’t catch up to me and the guards didn’t even try to chase me.

When I got to the garden Near was still on the ground. I slowly trotted over to him, he was covered in blood.

“Near….please wake up….Near please….WAKE UP DAMN IT!!” I screamed with tears starting to fall of my face. I scooped his body from the floor and hugged him. He did a soft and slight gasp.

“I hear the church bells....I love you, don’t you ever forget that.” Near whispered. “Can you get that flower next to you? Please.”

“Sure sweetheart.” I said picking a beautiful silver flower that was a little stained from Near’s blood. I gave it to him.

“Lyra, will you be my special somepony?” Near said still whispering.

“Yes, I will.” I said smiling.

“Lyra Heartstring, will you marry me?” Near smiled. I felt over joyed.

“Yes I will Nate River, I will marry you.” I cried.

“Please don’t cry Lrya. We all get old, we have adventures, we have fun, and we all enjoy life. It’s time for me to go.” Near’s voice started to fade out of focus.

“Can you do one more thing for me?” Near asked.

“Anything.” I replied.

“Look at the sunset; it’s as beautiful as the sunrise, but not nearly as beautiful as you.” Near softly whispered.

My heart flew seeing at the amazing sight of the cloudy orange sky coming from the very top of the sun at the end of the horizon. I looked at it until the tip of the sun disappeared replacing the sky with a dark blue sheet with a cascade of crystal stars.

“It’s beautiful, Nate.” I spoke, soon realizing that I was talking to a dead corpse.

The 31st of July

July 31, 2013: Still Silence in Equestria

My first love is my only love because my only love is my true love.

“Today is the day we bury Nate.” I announced to everypony in the living room. Ethan and his girlfriend, Roseluck, have been staying with me and Bon Bon ever since Nate died. Discord has been planning go after Celestia soon.

“He's dead and I can’t keep his body frozen forever.” I said to my friends.

“If you’re sure, then we must bury him in the Everfree Forest. Its close and no sane pony would be snooping around in there. I also prepared his grave last week just in case you would make this sudden decision” Discord told me.

“Let’s go at five o’clock then. That gives us one hour to get ready.” I said looking up to hold my tears in.

“Let’s get you some fresh air, Lyra.” Roseluck said getting me up. I followed her outside the back door. The whole day has been gloomy and the clouds where gray. It’s been raining amnesty for the past two days so far.

“It looks like it’s going to rain again.” I told her. Roseluck pointed a cigarette box at me.

“Do you want a cigarette?” She asked kindly.

“Not now, thank you.” I responded. She put a cigarette in here mouth and lit it up. I had never smoked before but the smoke she blew smelled strong.

“I came out here for fresh air and all I get is smoke.” I said.

“Listen, I never really like you and the only reason I came with you guy was because Ethan wouldn’t shut up about you.” Roseluck admitted.

“Well….at least you’re honest.” I told her. Bon Bon opened the door behind us.

“We should get ready.” she said. I followed her back in and we went to our room to dress for the funeral. I had never been at a funeral before but it looks like Nate’s is going to be my first one.

“Do you have black clothing?” I asked Bon Bon.

“Yeah, I have some in the closet.” She answered. I opened the closet and picked out a black jacket.

“A jacket for a funeral?” Bon Bon said looking at me funny.

“What’s wrong with wearing a jacket?” I said looking down sadly. Bon Bon came up to me and kissed me on the cheek; it made me feel a little bit better.

“I’m sorry, it’s just that…. I don’t know what to think about Nate-” I cried just saying his name. Bon Bon gave me a nice warm hug,

“It’s okay Lyra, I am here for you. I will always be here for you.” Bon Bon said hugging me tighter.

“Do you promise?” I asked looking in her shady blue eyes.

“I promise.” Bon Bon smiled.

We heard a loud clap of thunder coming from miles away and the dark clouds above were softly starting to pour rain droplets on us. It was time. Ethan picked up a shovel from the back yard and Discord wrapped a blanket around Nate then we headed towards the Everfree Forest. Everypony was rushing to get indoors that they didn’t have time to notice us entering the woods.

We eventually found a small open grassy field in middle of the forest. There was a gravestone with the name Nate River and a covered dirt hole in front of it. Discord uncovered it and laid Nate in it.

“Does anypony have anything to say before…” Discord announced. I didn’t have anything to say to him, it’s not like he’s going to hear me. Bon Bon never wanted him in my life so she didn’t speak.

“Well I got something to say, I guess. Nate River was very inspirational to me; I would say that I wouldn’t be here right now if it wasn’t for him. He was my hero and-” I interrupted Discord’s speech.

“Shut up! Just shut the fuck up with your lies! He’s dead so just bury him already!” I cried out. I felt sad that he died but more angry for leaving me.

“Your love died and this is how you’re going to treat his death!” Roseluck spoke out stupidly not knowing the pain I’m feeling.

“JUST GET OUT OF HERE THEN! I DON’T NEED TO HEAR IT FROM THE POPULAR SCHOOL WHORE! GO PISS OFF!” I shouted angrily at Roseluck.

“I HATE YOU!!” she shouted back at me.

“Alright you too, that’s enough!” Discord said getting in front of us.

“I’m leaving this little slumber party, come on Ethan.” Roseluck said walking away. Ethan didn't move but he was looking at me as if he was choosing.

“Come on!” she yelled one last time. Ethan tried to say something but no words came from his mouth. He chose Roseluck over me and left. I wanted to punch him so hard but Discord nodded his head in disapproval.

I sat down on the ground and let Discord bury Nate the dirt before it became too muddy. After he was done, he told us he’ll come back one more time and flew off into the stormy sky. I told Bon Bon to go back home before she gets sick. I stayed leaning on a tree close by just thinking for half an hour. I had decided that Nate River had died and Near was my true love.

“See you later Near.” I spoke to myself walking away. I still walked home with anger though.

When I entered the house I saw Bon Bon lying on the couch sleeping in her robe. I smiled at the sound of her adorable soft snoring. I noticed a towel on the kitchen chair and I forgot that I was dripping wet for a moment. I went over to use the towel to dry myself but then I noticed that Bon Bon already used it. I should have gone and get a new one but something told me that I wanted to use it. I picked it up with my magic and dropped it on my face. It smelled like sugary sweats, it made me feel gooey inside and well, water wasn't the only thing dripping down my body.

After I eventually dried myself, I laid down on the couch facing Bon Bon. I was about one centimeter away from her cute face. I sighed. Her ear twitched a bit and she cracked open her eye.

“Hello beautiful.” Bon Bon whispered softly. I blushed. “Not to bother you or anything, but why are you this close to me?” She smiled.

“Well I guess-” My stomach began hurting again but I this it’s because I’m hungry.

“What’s wrong Lyra?” Bon Bon asked.

“It’s just… do we have any carrots.” I said getting off the couch.

“There’s some in the refrigerator but I think they’re too big, you have to cut them.” She said lying up.

I headed over the refrigerator and picked out a long carrot with my magic. I placed it on the counter and tried my hardest to pick the Sharpe knife from the sink. I use both hooves to hold it while I was slicing the carrot. I managed to cut it into three pieces. All was good until I dropped it back into the sink. The knife fell off on side of my right hoof and slit my left arm on contact. Everything suddenly went slow, the cut burned before blood could make its way out. Then after seeing the knife fall in the sink with a cling, it made me finally snap.

I couldn't take it anymore! I had to let it all out!

“GOD DAMN IT NEAR!!!” I shouted with rage.

I picked up the knife again and slit my whole arm as many time as I could. I cried tears of pain and anger. I let it all out on myself. Bon Bon quickly got up as soon as I started screaming. I deeply stabbed myself one last time before I fell to the floor.

“OH MY GOD LYRA!! WE NEED AN EMBULENCE!!” Bon Bon shouted getting the phone.

In one long blink, things were starting to get back to normal speed but I felt like everything was getting blurrier. I tried to look down but the pool of blood was making me noshes. At least I let my built up anger out but I still had to tell Bon Bon the truth.

“Bon Bon.” I said painting because it was hard to breath. “Bon Bon please listen….”

“HELLO HOSPITAL! I NEED AN-” I slapped the phone out of her hoof.

“Bon Bon please listen to what I have to say!” I cried. She looked at me with full attention.

“The reason why I hate Near for leaving me…” I felt my brain starting to black out. I had to tell her, it was now or never.

“Bon Bon…” I placed my right hoof on her soft cheek.

“I’m pregnant.”

Author's Note

This is a short prequel to my third chapter called True Love.