"Zecoraaaa!" I said with a pleading gesture "Can you please teach me magic like actual spells? Not just floating water..." I was standing in the middle of a pond with floating water around me, I've been doing that for the past 3 days.
It was evening and my wing had already healed completely
"Now fly, bring thy water up and keep your self dry" it was an obvious 'no'. But even if it wasn't new spells it was still magic which I quite enjoyed, so even though I was tired I flew up and tried but all the water fell down.
"Sorry Zecora..." I flew back down and walked up to Zecora "It's alright for you put up a fight"

When we got back home it was already night time. I took out the book I put in my saddle bags when I ran away and read it from were I left off
Reflection spell #5
When you go up to a pond in a cave with a little bit of light the water will be reflected showing a beautiful display.
You may also do this with the 'Reflection' spell, it can reflect any object other than water, it can also distort the reflection and show a much different display.
To do this you must grab hold of the object with magic and try creating an invisible light of magic hitting the object creating a reflection.
I thought about and looked at the jar beside me, I concentrated and grabbed hold of the jar then I tried sending an invisible light but my magic just created a bunch of sparks and left me panting.
Zecora tapped my shoulder and closed the book, I put it aside and I closed my eyes.
"Good night Zecora" I said and I was soon fast asleep.

"Duuussk" my eyes suddenly opened revealing a dark room "Hello is anypony there?" nothing responded so I tried creating a light but my magic it felt completely different almost as if I was a different pony.
The room revealed a dim light so I walked up to but I as I walked I felt so much heavier, I hesitated in going but then a voice called out "Duussk" it was my mothers voice so I got all excited and ran to the dim light.

When I reached the light it got brighter then it revealed a a beautiful grassy field and on the hill before me I saw a white Pegasus "M-Mom?" I called out and the Pegasus turned to me "Duussk"
"Mommy!!" I yelled and I ran up to the figure and there she was my Mom Bookspell smiling at me. I gave my Mom a big hug
"Oh Mommy I've missed you so much!!" Mom pushed me away and looked at me with fear "Oh sweetie what has become of you..." she started to back away "Mom? I'm not a monster I'm still old me." I looked at my Mom and smiled
"You monster get away from me!" she yelled and ran over the hill and soon I saw her flying away
"M-Mommy!! No please I'm not a monster... I'm not a monster... right?"

I starred at the sky and then everything turned dark and dead. I saw a pond in front if my I looked at my reflection and there I saw a changeling, an ugly changeling
"N-no... it's not real, it's not real, it's just a dream, it's just dream I just have to wake up..."
I closed my eyes and concentrated but when I opened them it revealed the same dead valley and when I looked once again in the pond I saw my self, my own reflection and it was old me but the I noticed I looked similar to a changeling.
A voice in my head appeared and said

Changelings are one of the worlds most disgusting and fearful creatures, they kill and destroy, they're monsters.

The word monsters echoed in my head
"Am I a monster?"
I looked in the pool again and I saw myself
"I'm part changeling, I'm part monster"
tears started to swell up in my eyes.
"NOOOOO!" I yelled and when I opened my eyes I was back in Zecora's hut

I ran up to Zecora
"Oh Zecora! I Had this horrible dream were my mom became afraid of me oh it was horrible!"
Zecora rolled over to me
"It was just a nightmare so just bare the dream and go back to sleep."
I listened to Zecora and went back to sleep.

Author's Note

sorry this is shorter than my other ones but I just wanted to give you this chapter cause you guys have waited so long and all.
There will be less updates on this story because of school and I'm leaving to Mexico for 10 days so please be patient for the next chapter. Also there has been little update in august because of school I start school early because of year round school.
Thanks every pony :)
Btw to those of you who have already read this I edited it just a little bit.