He stepped of the train, and set his bags down. "Oh, it's so good to be back! That train ride was terrible..." He flew up, and started searching for his marefriend, Tulip. "I can't wait to see her again!" He flew around for awhile, until he spotted her, resting on a cloud.
"TULIP!" He shouted. She looks and sees the love of her life: Startreak, flying towards her.
"STAR!" She yells excitedly, and she bolts towards him, and jump-hugs him tightly. She almost starts to cry.
"I missed you SO much! Please don't ever leave me alone for that long again... I almost DIED."
Starstreak wraps his hooves around her, and they both fall onto the cloud. "I missed you more than you can ever imagine..." He says, looking into her eyes. "You are the best thing that's ever happened to me."
They both smile, and Tulip blushes. She felt so happy to be in his hooves again. "Y'know..." She says.. "I wonder how different our lives would be if we never met each other..."
Tulip closed her eyes, and thought about life, before Starstreak was there. "I used to hate my life..." She frowns a little. "I've never really told anypony this, but my life was miserable, horrible, and full of drama. It was really hard for me.. I hated my step-dad.. And I think he hated me... He made my life worse..." She shivers at the thoughts of her step-dad screaming and yelling at her. "But then you came into my life. You changed all that. Now, I wake up with a smile on my face, knowing that you're going to be there for me. With me. By my side, no matter what." She hugs him tightly, and talks quietly into his ear. "You have a very special place in my heart, Star. I want you to know that. You've been with me through all my tough times, and there were a lot. You've kept my spirit up when I felt terrible. I love you Starstreak," She lets go of him, holds his hoof, and stares into his eyes. "..and nothing can, or will EVER, change that."
Starstreak was almost speachless. He never expected that to come out of her. EVER. He knew that she loved to express her feeling for him, but they were just small simple, compliments, and things like that. She just poured her heart out, and he had no idea how to respond.
"Really?.." He has a huge smile on his face. "My life was nothing without you.. When my ex broke up with me, I had no idea what to do.. Until I met you." He hugs her, then thinks to himself, 'Really Star? That's ALL you can say? Dude, she just POURED HER HEART OUT.
Tulip felt a little upset that that was all he had to say, but she shrugged it off. "Well, what I said was true!" She giggled. "That mare was stupid to break up with you, cause you are an awesome coltfriend, but luckily she did."
Star nodded. "Yeah..." He sat behind her and started nibbling her ear. "You're so amazing.." He says.
She blushes, and just kinda... watches. She lays down, and closes her eyes, thinking of all those... bad times.. This happens a lot, and she starts to mentally break down. She starts thinking of bad things about herself, and beats herself up for all the mistakes she's made. She can't control when these breakdowns happen, she just has to deal with them. She suddenly gets up, and looks away, trying to hide the tears.
"I-I'm sorry..." She stutters. "I-I have to go..." She flew away, fast. She didn't want him to follow her. She flew into her house, and locked the door.
"What is wrong with me..." She says in between tears. She ran to her room, and locked this door, as well as any window. She wanted to do this, alone.. Tulip aggressively pulls the top drawer open, and pulls out a razor.
Author's Note
My first REAL fanficion! Which is why it kinda sucks. xD I took this from an RP I did with my friend (Who gave me permission!), so credit to Scouter12 for helping me with this!
Starstreak was puzzled. "....The hell?.." He races after her, knowing the first placed she'd go was her house. He tries to open the door, but she locked it. "Figures.." Star pounded on the door. "TULIP LET ME IN RIGHT NOW!" No pony answered. "Damn it... What is she doing in there?..."
She sat on the floor, and held the razor in her left hoof. She was hesitant at first, but then lowered the razor, and slowly cut her right wrist. She let the blood ooze down her arm, and let the pain erase her emotions. She sighed in relief. She felt a lot better, but she knew this was wrong. But Tulip didn't care. This breakdown was one of her worst, and she just wanted to get it over with. She put the razor in her right hoof, and very slowly lowered it. Just before it could touch her delicate skin, Star broke through the window.
"TULIP! What are you DOING?!" Star took the razor out of her hoof, and threw it. He hugged her tightly, hoping that would calm her down.
"Star.... I-I couldn't stop...." She shows him what she had done. She had a long, deep cut all the way across the inside of her wrist. Tulip lifted up some of her fur to show many scars from previous cuts and breakdowns. "Whenever I have a breakdown.... My emotions take over... I can't stop... I-I should have told you sooner....." Her whole wrist was was covered in blood, she then started to feel weak. "Star... I... I'm sor.....ry...." She blacks out. She lost too much blood.
Author's Note
Sorry this one's a little short. d: I'M NOT GOOD AT THIS WRITING THING, OKAY?... :c.. Anyways, hope you enjoy!
Credit to Scouter12, for helping me write some of it.
