Fluttercrinkle

by Oliver-England

Sparklecrinkle

Previous Chapter

Twilight looked upwards at her teacher, she was much taller and much more graceful than she could compare too. The younger alicorn blushed; she made eye contact with the floor. In a quitter than usual tone she asked,

“Princess Celestia, can I tell you something?”

The princess looked to her side, “Anything Twilight, what would you like to say?"

The embarrassed alicorn princess gazed around the room at the gaurds. There were around 12 in Celestia’s perimeter at all times.

“Ce-celista c-c-could we go to your b-bed room and talk?”

Celestia looked quizzically at Twilight, her gaze a bit fixated on her posture. Her protégé’s shoulders were sank, her knees shaky, her eye glassy.

“I suppose so; you’re not going to try to hurt yourself again are you?”

The purple mare shook her head, “N-no it’s just-just”

Celestia put her hoof on the young alicorns mouth, “Shh, you don’t have to explain yourself.”

Twilight half smiled.

Celestia looked around at the gaurds, “I would like all of you to leave Twilight Sparkle and me to ourselves. We’ll be in my chamberoom until further notice. Feel free to escort the hallways outside it though.

The guards simultaneously nodded their heads. Celestia looked down at Twilight; the alicorn’s expression hadn’t changed.

Celestia smiled, “You remember where my room is right Twilight?”

Twilight shook her head.

“Alright, follow me then.”

Twilight followed the princess stepping slowly and quietly as the two made it out of the conference room’s doorway. She struggled keeping up behind the princess, he knee’s felt like they were about to buckle and she felt a bit nauseous with fear.

Celestia eventually stopped, taking her time she gently pushed the heavy white wood door open for her student.

“In their Twilight, your secret will be safe.”

Twilight’s steps became slower as she regretted her decision. Her thoughts were dumb and childish; there was no way the princess would want to do what she wanted.

Celestia closed the door locking it behind her.

“Now tell me Twilight” The princess knelt to eye level with the mare, “What would you like to ask me?”

Twilight looked at the princesses magenta eyes, she could conjure the words. The alicorn tried saying something but it just came out as a foal’s babbling.

The princess smiled reassuringly at her student, she could already read Twilight’s thoughts, this was just a good first step.

“Come on Twilight, take your time.”

Twilight started breathing heavily,

“W-w-would y-you b-bab-baby-“ Twilight broke into tears. “I-I’m s-s-sorry, you-I-I’m a freak!”

Celestia smiled picking the alicorn up with her front hoofs, “There’s nothing to be embarrassed about Twilight. I understand it.”

Cowering into a small curled up ball in the princesses arm’s Twilight muttered, “Y-you understand, what?”

Celestia kissed her student on the forehead, “You don’t think I saw your mental breakdown the other day? You know, where you tried to defecate yourself because of some unexplainable impulse?”

Twilight’s cheeks grew red, “Y-you-saw that!?”

Celestia smiled, “It’s alright Twilight. I understand I never got to let you be the little kid you needed to be. There’s no point in growing up too fast Twilight, and I understand now this isn’t something sexual for you it’s a-a… comfort.”

Twilight hugged the princesses neck, “T-thank you I-I”

Celestia closed her eyes and embraced the smaller mare. Her horn glowed bright with her golden glow as a few items materialized out of nowhere and unto her bed.

The princess walked over to her overly sized monolith of a bed. Carefully with her hoofs she laid Twilight unto the bed. Using her magic she unfolded the diaper.

It was bigger than the one’s Twilight had been using on Fluttershy, it also beared Celestia’s cutie mark in the front rather than the butterfly pattern she was used to seeing.

Celestia picked up the smaller mares legs, She slid the diaper underneath Twilight; it came up half way on her waste.

Twilight felt her rump flattening into the diapers cushy surface, she scooted her behind around slightly experimenting with how soft it was.

Twilight jolted her pelvis forward as Celestia sprinkled baby powder over her nether regions. Celestia folded the diaper around the young mare’s stomach and around her waist. The force of the diaper spread her legs apart, now she couldn’t walk.

Celestia levitated the mare back into her arms. Twilight’s previous sobbing was gone, he face was still wet with tears though. Twilight looked at the mare that was bearing her weight. She lifted her back up and pecked the princess on the cheek.

*Back in Hyperbolic Time Stage*

Fluttershy backed up sitting on her rump, “W-what do you mean?”

Luna smiled really big, “Fluttershy, you know what happens to ponies when they die right?”

“I’m afraid that I don’t”

Luna smiled big, “Their spirit travels to another plain of existence, us Alicorns refer to it as “Other World”. It’s an ather, another Equestrian empire; the difference being it’s peaceful. Only the pure hearted have access to it and it’s only accessible by the living in one way.”

Fluttershy swallowed, “A-and how’s that Princess?”

“Through the hyperbolic time dimension”

Fluttershy gasped, her face gained a small cute smile.

“Luna a-are you serious? Is it possible?”

The night princess nodded, “Yes, if you have a pure heart it’s possible to cross dimensions while in sleep paralysis. I don’t wish to escort you to your mother’s house however; this is your battle to fight Princess Fluttershy.”

The nursery around the two disintegrated and turned into nothingness. Luna stood on her fours, “Fluttershy I want you to learn this spell, duck unto your front two hoofs while you allow your plant your back two into the ground fully stretched out.”

The former pagasus eager to learn the first of her magic obediently followed the princesses movements, they were flawless.

Luna gave a smug grin, “Fluttershy, you’re a natural. Alright anyhow, look directly in front of yourself and make sure your left and right legs are at equal length in front of each other.”

Fluttershy corrected her two front hoofs and looked back at the princess before returning to her fixated glare at the everlasting blank room in front of her.

Luna nodded, “Good. Now finely I want you to close your eyes tight, take a mental image of the world infront of you, and I want you to cut every square centimeter of the world into a grid.

Fluttershy’s horn lit up with a pink glow in front of her a neon white colored grid appeared. Slowly the pieces redacted backwards and they gave way to a light blue sunny Cloudsdale home.

The timid mare opened her eyes in amazement, “I-I did that?” she clapped her hoofs together.

“Congratulations Fluttershy, you just learned your first spell. An alicorn on at that. Please refrain from using it anywhere but this dimension, I wouldn’t want you breaking the forth wall in the real world now.”

Fluttershy nodded, “Got it.” She turned her head at the princess, “Is there anything else I should know?”

Luna sat up straight and placed a quizzical hoof on her muzzle, “Not much honestly. Just know that I’m proud of how far you’ve come. Also, to exit the other world just exits the portal you’ve created outside her house.”

Fluttershy nodded again, “Wait princess come here for a second!” The Luna princess walked up to the younger alicorn. Fluttershy leaned in and nuzzled her, “Thank you princess, I love you!”

Luna blushed, “No thanks is needed, just please don’t get yourself hurt again.”

The timid mare walked back to the portal, with a turn of her head and a final nod she smiled, “Don’t worry Luna I won’t.”

The pagasus took a deep breath and stepped into the Other World, a tremendous forced over took her body. The atmosphere was much lighter and a lot more temperate than she expected.

Peculiar, her mother’s house in Other World wasn’t any different than it was in the real world aside from it being properly renovated.

The yellow mare walked into her former Cloudsdale home’s yard. She took a few more deep breaths as her eyes filled up with tears. The scene was overwhelming; it was beautiful; more serene than any place she’d been in at Ponyville.

Drying her tears Fluttershy stood up on her shaky fours and started inching towards the doorway. She sat her behind on the door mat and carefully knocked on the structure’s white surface.

The timid mare sat there for several minutes, everything seemed to be moving in half time. Why wasn’t she answering, she is here right? She gave up hope, her mother wasn’t there. Feeling hopeless and dejected the mare turned around, and then she heard a small creaking noise.

“F-Fluttershy” a small voice whispered out.

Fluttershy turned her head, “M-mommy?” The alicorn turned around 180 degrees and made eye contact with her estranged mother. She darted up using her wings to propel her faster; she tackled her mother in a tight hug “Momma”!

*Back at Celestia and Twilight’s Conference*

Celestia lay with Twilight in her which over encumbered the room, she had her long white arms wrap around the young alicorn’s stomach as she tried her best to meld her large white figure around her student’s shape.

Twilight sat there in her teachers embrace admiring a large painting of equestria on the wall infront of her. It displayed all different geological and political indifferences of the kingdom.

In all honesty the young alicorn felt embarrassed. This was in no way professional of either of them and it made her feel hot faced just thinking about any of her friends seeing her in such a situation. Yet, this made the situation all the more comfortable to her.

Celestia breathed deeply as she admired the room with her ‘baby’, “Tell me Twilight, why of all things you could do or say did you chose this little role play.” The princess had a decent idea but this was supposed to help Twilight realize her actions on her own.

Twilight lifted one of her small hoofs and redacted a pacifier which like her diaper had a likeness of the princess’s cutie mark on it.

“I-I…” Twilight looked down at the Princesses beautiful silk blanket which lay over both of them, “I honestly don’t know, it’s dumb and childish.”

Celestia rubbed the younger alicorns tummy letting out a small, “Hmm, that doesn’t sound like the Twilight sparkle I know and love.”

“Wha-what do you mean Celestia?”

Celestia smirked, she had a motive; she hope Twilight would say that.

“Look at what’s happened this past week Twilight, look at the pain you caused you friend, the pain you caused yourself, how did you handle it?”

Twilight’s eyes shuttered half closed as she tried to think of a valid answer, “Well, Flutters and I we would- would… bond together.”

Celestia nodded, “Mmm-hmm, and what was the one thing that you were unsure of, the one thing at your core that you wanted to do that you know you wanted to happen to you?”

“That I-I wanted t-to be a foal?”

Celestia shook her head, “Honey, you knew Fluttershy was helpless for a while there; Am I not correct?”

Twilight swallowed, “Yes?”

Celestia rubbed her hoof up and down the mares stomach with a little more care, “And when she was on her two feet, what did you do?”

Twilight’s eyes became glassy, she knew Celestia knew. It was only a matter of time, “I-I poisned her.”

Celestia nodded, “Why so?”

Tears started to formulate in Twilight’s eyes, “I-I wanted her to be helpless. I’m nothing without her, and she’s nothing without me.”

Celestia smirked once again; she reached her hoof over and stuck the pacifier into the younger alicorns mouth. Smiling Celestia exclaimed, “Twilight, that’s not why you did it. You’re at this very moment, surprising your impulses for control. You want to be the dominate one because you are too scared to be the weaker one. If time has shown me anything about you, it’s not that you fear being alone; it’s that you fear being too helpless to do anything about it.

Twilight’s stomach started contracting very slightly as she made quiet sobs. Tears streamed down her face, the princess was right; she knew her secret. Twilight choking on her own tears squeaked, “So?”

Celestia moved her checker piece, check mate. With one last victorious smile the princess nuzzled the younger mare, “So of course this is your comfort, and I’m alright with that Twilight. You want to be dominated, helpless; like a foal. You just couldn’t bare swallowing your pride in front of someone who you controlled so you came to the only other thing other than your mind that’s held you in bondage, which safe to assume is I.”

Twilight lost her emotions, her mind got the best of her but in a small way this is all she ever wanted. Twilight hugged unto the princesses motherly arms as she accepted the idea of this. Maybe Roleplaying with Fluttershy could be a bit easier now.

Twilight still crying used her own hoof to wipe away her tears. She heard a faint whisper from behind her head, “No allow me Twilight.” Celestia raised her left hoof and let the young alicorn’s tears absorb into her soft coat, “There’s no need to hold back Twilight, just- let it all go.”

Twilight felt defeated, both spiritually and mentally. No matter how deeply she buried her transgression she knew Celestia would see it, she’d know how she felt and why she felt it.

This thought made the young mare cry even more. She fidgeted her legs a bit, in her teacher’s grasp there was no point in moving; she felt comfortable. The alicorn relieved herself, a small hissing sound was faintly heard in the large hollowed chamber room.

The princess ignored the sound, despite clearly know what just happened it was for the better of things.

Twilight sucked on her pacifier a few more times before feeling a bit weary, she closed her eyes and the chamber room went dim.

*Fluttershy and her mother’s visit*

The pagasus stood firm as the pagasus crashed into her, “Fluttershy, my lamby!’

The pagasus held her mother in a deep embrace for what seemed an eternity as the world spinned around her. Her whole life she’d just wanted confirmation, that there was somepony out there that remembered her name.

Tears welled up in Fluttershy’s closed eyes as she broke out in the most sincere smile she’d ever gotten.

Fluttershy’s mother brushed her mane as she started rocking the her from side to side, “Oh how you’ve grown my baby” the pagasus pushed her back to get a full glimpse at her mane; “My god you’ve grown to be such a beautiful mare.”

Fluttershy peck her mother’s neck repeatedly, “Thank you so much, I missed you, I missed you I missed you I missed you!”

The two stayed in each other’s arms for a while, the timid mare’s mom took one last deep breath before retracting from the hug.

“Come now dear, let’s get you inside. I’m sure we have a lot to catch up on.”

Fluttershy nodded pacing slowly into the cottage; it was just like she remembered. A rather 70’s style theme, white shag carpet, wood panels on the walls, white wall underneath. In the living room was a glass table, a futuristic style T.V, a green couch extremely similar to the one Fluttershy kept in her cottage, and a whole lot of other matching décor.

Mother Fluttershy sat on the green couch and patted a hoof next to her where she sat, “Come on Flutters, I know you wanna talk.”

Fluttershy nodded, stepping fast the alicorn inched around the glass table and did a small hop on the couch. She turned her head the left and looked her mother dead in the eye’s.

“Momma, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t a bit overwhelmed right now. Uhh… can I ask you something?”

He mother smiled a bit concerned, she didn’t know Fluttershy well but she had a good idea of what the young mare was about to say. “W-Why did y-you leave me?”

Her mother closed her eyes and breathed deeply for a moment, remaking eye contact the young mother lightly spoke, “Flutters, I never wanted to leave you. I had a terminal medical condition and I didn’t want to spread it to you.” The white pagasus extended her arm to her little filly, “I’m so sorry Fluttershy, I didn’t have a choice.”

Fluttershy ducked her head into her own chest, she closed her eyes, “You don’t know what I’ve had to go through, years of bullying and ridicule. I developed mental problems because of you, every day I would struggle getting out of bed because I knew that everyday my life would just get harder. ”

The white pagasus brushed her daughters hair to the side of her face, “Shh, it’s alright Fluttershy. I know life is hard, and the it’s hard being strong in a world that doesn’t want you to be. But tell me this, are you stronger?”

Fluttershy’s growing tears lessened, “I-I guess so?” she said looking upwardly in a false attempt to look at her horn. She regained her eye contact with her mother’s beautiful sapphire blue cirus swirled eyes, “But how would you describe, being alive knowing every day that the only mare that was important to you left? I struggled for years after I got out of the flight academy dealing with my depression. No one loved me mom, and I had no one to turn to. You abandoned me and you’re acting like it doesn’t even matter!”

The angelic white mare shook her head, “Fluttershy, you’re so much stronger than you think. I know you had a hard life but look at you now! You’re an Alicorn, and you have a beautiful mare that want’s nothing other than to be with you. I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you Fluttershy, I suppose the letter I sent you wasn’t enough.

Fluttershy swallowed, “What letter?”

The dove flanked mare’s heart beat dropped, “Y-you never received a letter? I sent it to your uncle to give to you, you were supposed to receive it when you got out of flight school!”

Fluttershy face-hoofed herself, “I dropped out of Flight school, I couldn’t stand the pressure so I moved into an abandoned cottage home near the evergreen forest.”

The pagasus closed her eyes, “I think I have the words memorized, hold out you hoofs.” Fluttershy turned obediently allowing her mother to connect legs, she looked motherly at her daughter, “Dear Fluttershy, I know your future days will be rough, but I know you’re a strong mare. You might not see it now, but you’re a wonderful soul and the little time your father and I got to spend with you was the best time of our life. You might wonder where we’re at? Well, I’m hopefully in the clouds above you, the ones you can’t see but know are there. Your father is serving in military right now; hopefully he’ll make it back. I’m sorry I couldn’t be who you needed in your life so please; don’t feel sorry when you don’t remember me. I love you more than anything else it this world Fluttershy, I just wanted you to know that. And above everything else, when I’m staring down at you from the heavens know one thing; I’ll always love you, just the way you are. Love Your Mother – (White Dove)”

The Alicorn’s eyes filled with tears, “I’m so sorry momma, I didn’t know you cared so much.” The alicorn dropped into the lap of the alicorn.

“It’s alright Fluttershy, we don’t have to be apart any longer. You’ve exceeded everything I thought you could be and I’m so proud.”

Fluttershy’s words muffled out from her mother’s thigh’s, “Wait, can you see on earth?!”

The alicorn raised her head; her face seemed to be burning from embarrassment. “Oh no, mom! Please don’t tell you’ve saw me acting like a f-foal?”

The pagasus giggled, “Awh, don’t worry honey. I understand. Again, it’s my fault; well sort of. Anyway, it’s nothing to be ashamed of and I don’t think less of you for it.”

Fluttershy awkwardly laughed, “Ha, it’s just-well, I used to think it was such a big secret. Like I’d get in trouble if anyone found out, anymore it seems like people want to see me dressed in diapers.”

“Well, you’re awful cute as a foal after all”

The alicorn laughed, “Hehe, thanks momma. I’ll talk about it more if you want, but do you have any questions. I mean, I’ve been alive some 19 years without you…”

The pagasus shook her head, “No, I think you’re doing just fine for yourself. I don’t have a terrible amount of stuff to do so I try to watch you from time to time; your father is with his friends on some vacation.”

The alicorn nodded, “Well, could I ask you something?”

“Anything dear.” The pagasus beamed.

Fluttershy cracked a grin, “H-how old are you? Your pretty young looking, but is that a norm for the Other World? What did you do when you lived in Cloudsdale.”

The white Pagasus nodded, “Why yes it is, but I died when I was 21 so it didn’t matter anyway. I lived most of my life as a veterinarian, I ended up quitting my job to spend it with you full time. Your father was already doing well in the military so there wasn’t much point in me working. I spent every night I could cradling you in my arms, honestly my last year on earth was spent taking care of you; and I never regretted that.”

Fluttershy beamed, she hugged her mother. “Thanks Momma, I guess that explains a lot. I suppose you already know about the elements and everything right?”

The pagasus nodded, “Yep, as I said earlier. You’ve done so much more than I could have dreamed of; you’ve really made me proud. I’m a lot like you Fluttershy, a mare of few words, I just can’t think of a better way to put it, I’m really proud of you!”

Fluttershy smiled, “Haha, it’s alright mom” She embraced her mother a little bit tighter, “You’re here now and everything is alright.”

“Oh Flutters, you’re such an affectionate one.” The pagasus grabbed the timid mare’s shoulders and brought her out of the hug. She pecked her daughter on the cheek, “Go Fluttershy, be the princess Ponyville needs you to be. I’ll be here if you need me, just go.”

Fluttershy’s eyes got watery, “B-but, I don’t want to leave you. I-I just-“

Fluttershy’s mother smiled, “Don’t worry Fluttershy, no matter what I’ll be there for you. Visit later tonight if you’d like, I’ve been watching Twilight in the chamber room next to the one you’re sleeping in. Just wake up and I think you’ll be in for a pleasant surprise if you go to see her.”

Fluttershy nodded, “Alright, I’ll either come back her tomorrow night or perhaps tomorrow morning.

The pagasus watched Fluttershy as she scampered out of the living room and to the front door, “Tomorrow morning? You got plans later tonight with Twilight?”

Fluttershy looked back blushing slightly, “Umm, yes. Please don’t watch, please!”

The pagasus winked, “Right, Got ya!”

The pagasus stepped outside of the small Cloudsdale house and shut the door gently behind her. She skippered through the yard and wincing she did a small bunny hop into the portal she had created.

Opening her eyes she found herself in a massive bed. She was still bearing the same diaper and dress she had on prior to her arrival. Apparently the Luna princess had knocked her out and everything she just experienced was fake? She felt her forehead to find a rather hard sensitive bone; perhaps she really was an alicorn.

She climbed out of the large navy colored bed and started trotting towards the doorway, she was the only one in the room; Luna must have left a while ago.

Fluttershy made it the doorway and ripped the diaper off and cast away the dress she was wearing; they didn’t serve much purpose now. The mare could feel her behind, it was still a tad bit numb but her transformation must have reversed the baby food’s effect.

Delighted by her new discovery she walked out of the Luna princess’s room, down the hallway and through Celestia’s room. She glared across the room at her friend; she was dressed as a baby and being coddled in Celestia’s arms.

The former pagasus walked up to the bed and let out a small ‘d’awh’.

The subtle noise awoke both of the sleeping princesses.

Twilight’s eye broke open as her face became extremely red, “Awh, Fluttershy! It’s not what It looks like I swear!”

Fluttershy smiled, “It’s alright, I like it. I like it a lot.” The golden alicorn scanned down her friend’s body; she noticed her wet diaper. She bit her lip.

Celestia smirked at Fluttershy’s increasingly affectionate looking facial expression. Without a word of warning, her horn lit up and a portal sent both of the lover ponies through a wormhole. Both Fluttershy and Twilight crashed into the nursery’s crib.

With a small ‘umph!’ Fluttershy landed a top of Twilight.

Twilight sat there panting and confused. Why was Fluttershy an alicorn? Why is it so dark, how long had her and Celestia been asleep? All questions aside Fluttershy leaned down and kissed her friend on the cheek, “Come on Twily, you’ve been a bad girl, I think it’s time for a punishment.”

Twilight cried as her lover removed her pacifier and stuck her tongue in her mouth, she fidgeted but calmed down once she felt her friend pinning her two front hoofs to the cribs mattress. Fluttershy was clearly in control here, and for now; that’s just the way the two wanted it.


Author's Note

Well, this was it. With that my story "Fluttercrinkle" is completed, and I have to say. Despite some obvious grammatical, punctual, and plot issues, this story has grown on me. Although my attention has shifted from this story, I'm considering remaking it in a new story of mine.

Other than "Pinkie Pie's Obsession" I will be producing a new series of stories very similar to "Pinkie Pie's Obsession" all following different aspects/causes of infantalism and even a few other fetishes.

A shout out to my story editor: "Don't Look At My Name Bro"

Well, I hope you guys enjoyed the story; and I hope you all have a happy New Year! ~ Oliver-England