Dry eyes

The painful past burns deep within, and now most recently on his arm, soft sobs as he sits there in his bedroom or at least what he is calling his bedroom for the moment hoping for the warm embrace of any pony, but nothing happens. He has been by himself ever sense it happened, it was because he did not want to see anyone ever again, or for that moment at least because he often felt very lonely. So he lays there for had seemed like forever.... alone in the dark eyes wide open. After a long time he got up on all four hooves and went into the bathroom to clean himself up; he had to wash the dry blood away. After getting done patching himself up and getting a jacket to put on he opened up one of the curtains to his surprise; it was day time so he worked up some strength to even start Think of going out there go outside. He trotted very slowly not wanting to but it has been a few days since.  He was a Pegasus he needed to work his wings. He lives on the ground because he was not a strong flyer but he was still able to get some height but not for long. He was just only a colt after all. Opening up the door walking outside; no one lived near him; he lived in an abandon house. Using his wings he took off toward town, making it there after a long time, he was so tired he tried to get out as often as possible because he had no cutie mark. When he did go to school, well he would see posters saying "DON'T HAVE UR CUTE MARK JOIN US THE CRUSADERS" with a picture of the three happiest little fillies on it. So he walked around asking ponies where he could find them. The answer would be the same every time: "Everywhere" or "I don't know," this was upsetting. No one can tell him were they are at until he turns around seeing them himself. He runs up to them happy to finally meet them.

"Are you guys the crusaders!!"He eyes grow wide mouth a gap waiting for the answer.

"Yup" said sweetie belle "why? Do you want to be a crusader!!" eyes and mouth even wider than his is.

"Now sweetie let's not scare em' off like all the others,” Said Apple bloom as she roll her eyes. “Ya’ll don't even know if he wants to join us yet."

“’Like all the others’?” he thought what does that mean as he is deep in thought as sweetie belle and Apple Bloom argue they all forget about Scootaloo until she said: "What is your name?" His smile fades.

He thinks to himself "I forgot," since he lived alone there was no need for a name so he forgot it. He opens his mouth and says "I don’t know" he starts to cry a little.

"Now...now friend" he looks up to Apple Bloom he never had anyone call him friend. "Why won't y'all go home and ask yer parents?" She said feeling pretty smart and witty

Once more he drops down as tears flow from his eyes, he starts to speak low and softly like Fluttershy “I...don’t have any parents," see it been a long time since he has seen his parents.

Scoots and Apple Bloom are in shock and don't know what to say; there is along moment were all four of them are on their flanks and no words are spoken.

Then finally one of them speaks "um... So can I join?" he speaks softly and his voice is weak from all the crying he did that day.

Before answering the question Sweetie Belle looked to the others in despair but yet approval; she goes closer to him and speaks warm conferring words: "Sure you can pal but what can we call you if you don't mind me asking?"