My new upside-down inside-out life

Well its been a long time coming. I want to say thank you all for your support, the bronie communtiy well always be a place I will have some connection to. Its the first place ive ever said "these guys get it", and while im not leaving I just find myself losing interst. Not just here but alot of other places too, I cant realy say i have nothing to inspire me, its just i dont have any motivation. At all. I still get story ideas and plot's and all that jazz. But i cant bring myself to write like use to. Maybe its because i dont have any family support for my writing or becuase i simply cant talk too anyone about it without getting a "look". Everyone on this site knows that look. it Says that your wasting your time and we think your gay. Its messed up. I dont even know why im writing this. Maybe its for you, me, Luna, I dont know and im not sure that i care. I just want this here. Maybe it so I can know that there are people that understand, or maybe its a cop out becuase im scard to put myslef on the spotlight. I dont handle pressure well. But i hind it so i dont have to deal with it. Anyway im getting off track. So what does this mean for this story? Im not gona write it any more. I cant ive been feeling like crap for not writing anything for so long and dreading what others might say. "Why did you stop writing, your really good?" "Start writing again." Stuff like that not becuase i think im good by any means but because i dont want anyone to be upset that i stoped writing. I will say that if anyone wants to pick up where i left off be my guest. You know what ill even help you if you have a skype just send me your name and well have a jam sesion. It would be nice to really get to know some of you.

With that said here's my Skype name : gameboy_493 or Unfunny Suits

Thank for listing to me and my shitty problems you're a wonderful crowd.

In the name of TallestBronnie "Brony on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Much love <3

-john