~when the time come's we see what we don't want too~
It's so dark....yesterday it was bright every thing so...so nice.. Darkness is all I see now.... so cold and I can fell my coat and wings freezing with a cover of ice it hurts when it covers a feather. *Come on Rainbow you need to be Smart and not just do what you want or ya'll going to do another thing you'll regret!* never a true smile I've never truly smiled... never have I fell so much pain as the water gets slowly colder and colder. one. I just want to scream because of the pain. *one two one two and drown and drown as the first bell rings we all see the things we regret for the first time to a friend all the same we just keep Drowning* why do I feel the pain? why am I alive? *All that try to die well live longer and die slower for they are not the same as some* Why....why was I born? was it to be sad and want to do something that is out of my reach.
