Providing the Rope

Good God, what was all that garbage I wrote down on that last entry? Jamie as my Rarity? Ugh! Call the doctor I think I'm puking up rainbows!

Thats it, no more MLP for me. No Season 2, I need to get back to being normal again.

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Aw Yeah, happy birthday to me~.

I just turned seventeen bitches, what now! Just one more year and I'll be eighteen.

Now if you excuse me diary, I got a birthday party at J.T's place to attend to!

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So much for that birthday party, it was cut off short thanks to Angie.

Not that it was her fault for bursting into tears, it was her dad's. He called her yesterday to check up on her.

But as usual it ended with him calling her names and how low a "piece of shit" she was. And to top it off, he even had the gall to bring up the divorce as "her fault."

I wasn't kidding when I said bad dad's were the new thing now, J.T and Angie both had a hard up-bringing.

J.T was molested and abused while Angie was beaten and harassed by her drunk father while growing up.

J.T was too young to really know his dad was doing bad things, in fact his dad was caught in the act when J.T was only eight.

It's why he cuts, he feels like he was dumb, like it was his fault his dad was corrupted. Which deep down, I think he knows its bullshit but he takes it out on himself for fear of the bastard returning to do the pain for him.

I think that jerk must have played with his mind to think the way he does, or else he'd be free by now.

Either way, I'll talk about Angie's dad some other time, I've already written three pages of J.T's dad as is.