A sharp pain in my heart...

i fucking woke up today to my room smelling like fucking shit, oh wait its always like that. i get outa bed and trot over the shower and get ready for school.

Then after i get cleaned up i walk over to the couch where i sit my flank down. as i grab the remote for the tv im invade by my cats goddess-damn whining. i hate

that fucking cat, bane of my mornings. i just tune it out and watch TV. after about 30 mins i get up and grab my pack look around. im use to having my mother there,

i miss her, she passed away from brain cancer a few months ago. i fucking still remember the day...

i was dressed for fucking perfection. the day we went to have her cremated, i fucking hated everything even more that day. the man at the hospital was nice but i

could not stand to look at my mother. she was the only pony that i had any respect for whatsoever, everybody else i hated. she taught me everything. i loved her so.

her family treated her like shit, her life was a consent game of reption. she woke up with me every morning we would both get a cup of coffie and watch the news.

we would talk about how each others work was doing. she hated her job, she worked at Walmart, full of asshole ponys who fucking underpay you and sit there so

fucking smug as if they want you to fucking go broke.

ok i need to stop his is making me want to cry, i grabed my pack and ran out the door and waited for the bus...