Gone Too Soon

I don't remember much of Lavender Dream. I'm gone now anyway. I frolic in the clouds, waiting for Lavender to hopefully find me some day. But I know that will be years from now. I might not recognize her when she dies anyway.

We met in filly-garten, we kind of clicked, but I'm not one for all that sappy junk.

I had plans, she wanted to stay in Pony ville. I don't know. She NEVER traveled out of her comfort zone (And FYI don't ever try to fly her on your back. A she’s HEAVY and B she’s scared of heights. We were truly friends, even if we didn't look like it. I might  have knocked down a heavy branch in her yard, stole my mom's expensive beads just to make her a necklace. The thing is, I always said it would be our secret. I said it a lot, when I did something I wasn't supposed to do, or we might get in trouble for it.

Until Lavender started making Goo-Goo eyes at Him. He had a black mane that looked like lighting and a light blue coat. I DID NOT TRUST HIM!! But did she listen? Nooo. She said "He's my soul mate I know so, Mooney,"

Mooney. That's my nickname. Dad and Lavender used to call me that. Like I said, used to. As much as I hated it, they were the only ones allowed to call me that. Lavender was hooked onto it when we had a sleepover and dad called me Mooney.

I was at the hospital I sent a fire message to Lavender, I apparently had IBD my small intestine doesn't work the way it's supposed to. I was scared I wanted Lavender there, but only mom and dad were there. The hospital smelled. Putrid. Like that powder your mom puts in water to make your bones strong. Well, I felt as if I needed to throw up

Half of a week later, I was given medicine. It seemed like an awful lot of just one type of pill to me, but the nurses kept assuring me. I didn't trust them. My thoughts were mostly swirled with where is Lavender Dream?? She never came. I wish I could see her face now. But I only have my memory to help me and the view of the chibi ponies so high out of my reach. Oh how I wish I could run along with them, and pull pranks on unsuspecting ponies. Instead of being on this STUPID cloud that's supposed to be Heaven. But I know Luna and Celestia's parents. They have me sit in their castle and tell them how well their daughters are doing, Ruling over us. But I don't know much except that Princess Celestia comes to PonyVille loads of times for this one no-body, Twilight Sparkle. BUT I DON'T CARE. I have pestered them many times to go see Lavender Dream. But the answer is always no. I don't understand and I’m also told to be patient. WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ANYTHING?!?! I don't know. But some day, I'll go and see Lavender. Whether they let me or *not*.