Whispered Words

by Redphienix

Rating: mature
Tags: Sad, Romance
Length: 4373

First Clop.Pinkie Pie has been missing from the public eye for about a week.

Pinkie Pie has been missing from the public eye for about a week now and her friends are getting worried. Fluttershy stops by to see what's wrong and finds herself having to admit her deepest feelings to help her closest 'friend'.

UPDATE: The initial post of this story was sadder and involved suicidal thoughts, a rewrite done last SECOND before posting left in a mention of suicide but didn't have the proper feel at all o-O More or less I had a bigger idea and simplified but left in something that shouldn't have been there. Then got lazy (thanks to commenters for pointing it out).

tl;dr I made a mistake and removed/rewrote the section. Minor and unimportant.

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2012-02-28 03:24:02 UTC

Whispered Words

Whispered Words

“Pinkie, will you please let me in?”

Fluttershy stood outside of SugarCube Corner staring in through the heart shaped window of the door. She couldn’t make out much thanks to the darkness of the early evening sky and the lack of lighting in the building but she focused intently on the figure of what she knew to be Pinkie Pie. The pony she was currently worrying about and begging to let her in. The normally bouncy party pony glared back through the window, her mane straightened and her entire body a much darker tone of pink than she was known for, her darkened colors only magnified by the lack of lighting in the sweets store.

“It’s Pinkamena.” the anything-but-bubbly pony hissed.

The timid pegasus couldn’t help but take a step back as she heard this, but her features only showed that her concern for her friend was growing.

“Oh, umm, Pi- Pinkamena... It’s been a week since anypony has seen you, and we are all getting worried... Can I please come in? Are you alright?” she asked as she eased herself back closer to the doorway.

“I’m fine. Go away.” Pinkamena huffed before slamming the window shutter in Fluttershy’s face.

“Oww!”

Fluttershy backed up and rubbed her muzzle, getting hit on the nose made her eyes sting but she pushed through it until the pain numbed itself.

*Knock* *Knock* *Knock*

“I said go away.”

“Pinki- Pinkamena, can I please come in?”

“No. Go away. I don’t need you, I don’t need any of you. Just leave me alone.” the shut-in shouted back, voice cracking towards the end.

‘Is..is she crying?’ Fluttershy thought.

“Pinkie, let me in or.. I’ll...I’ll knock down the door and come in on my own!... I mean.. If-”

Pinkamena couldn’t help but shake her head as she heard the mumbled words following Fluttershy’s empty threat but she was beginning to feel that Fluttershy might come up with a way to get in that wasn’t so impossible for her if she left her out much longer. Wiping her eyes and nose she worked up the will to open the door.

Sighing she unlatched the lock as thoughts of Fluttershy working up the will to fly up to her window, which had no lock, and ‘breaking in’ that way came into existence.

The door slowly creaked open until Fluttershy gained a clear view of her friend, holding the door open while looking into the darkness of the shop.

The yellow pegasus took a step towards the pink pony, who shrunk back into the shadows.

“Pinkie, it’s just that you’ve been away for SO long-”

“Hmph, like anypony even noticed.”

Fluttershy looked to the ground as she realized just how much she and her friends had ignored Pinkie’s absence. Their friend’s voices rang in her mind.

‘She’s probably just working on some party for us, nothing to worry about!’

‘But darling, Pinkie might be a....unique pony but she knows she can come to us for anything, she’s no doubt just busy.’

‘Ahm certain she’s fine.’

‘Hey, if Pinkie is taking a break from throwing constant parties then that’s fine with me’,

All of their friends were so certain nothing was the matter, but their collective decision to leave Pinkie alone had hurt her.

‘“Uhm... but we did notice... I mean... I noticed...”

‘Oh but I could have done more than wait until now, stupid Fluttershy, stupid!’

“Suuuuure, I bet by ‘notice’ you mean everypony celebrated the peace and quiet without all of my parties there to distract them! Twilight finished her studies, Rarity didn’t fall behind on any dresses, AJ finished her farm work and I bet even Rainbow Dash finished a trick or two that I would have ruined for her!

Yeah I bet everypony ‘noticed’ me if that’s what you mean.”

Fluttershy took a step towards Pinkamena and raised a hoof, it had been true that work had been finished in a timely manner without the constant interruptions for ‘Pinkie Parties’, but after the first few days everypony found themselves with free time and nothing to fill it. Ponyville had become a very boring place over the last couple of days.

“Pinkie, that’s-”

“Don’t lie to me, that’s exactly what’s been happening and that’s the only reason anypony noticed I was gone, isn’t it? The only reason you’re here is because you pulled the short stick out of who HAD to check on me, isn’t it?”

“N-no, I j-just-”

“Well look, I’m fine, now leave!” Pinkamena shouted as she pointed a hoof to the door.

Fluttershy lowered her hoof before taking another step and raising it again to touch Pinkie.

“I said lea-” the pink pony began to scream before she took a step back only to trip.

Fluttershy lunged forward with a flap of her wings and caught Pinkie in her hooves quickly securing her in an embrace.

They sat silent for a moment. Pinkamena trying to stand rigid, shaking with rage and sadness, hot tears sitting in her eyes. Fluttershy held her loosely staring at her emotion torn face, her own empathetic tears forming at how hurt her friend had become.

Pinkie Pie tried to squirm out of the hold.

“Fluttershy. Please go.”

“No.” the mare whispered as she tightened her hold on the saddened pony. Pinkamena fell silent again and stopped fidgeting in her grasp. Fluttershy held on tight to the torn up pony until something shocked her. Pinkamena slowly raised her hooves around the timid mare and began sobbing.

“I’m sorry, Pinkie. I’m so sorry.” Fluttershy squeezed as she felt Pinkie release her sadness into her. It hurt to see Pinkie like this but she knew this was a good thing and being here was definitely the right thing to do, ‘let her cry it out’. She felt her heart tugging in her chest as her shoulder grew damp. The vaguely sweet scent of the pink pony made Fluttershy smile.  The shuddering figure in her grasp returning her embrace with renewed vigor, the warmth of the two bodies comforting them both.

“...*sniff* Why...why won’t you just leave?”

“Because I care about you, Pinkie...*sniff* Because we’re friends and I wouldn’t dream of leaving you feeling so hurt... I couldn’t leave you, the pony who brings the most joy out of any I know, and to so many... alone and depressed...”

‘I don’t think that’s the only reason...’ she thought as she listened to her heart beating loudly in her chest.

‘I would do anything for my friends, but that goes double for Pinkie...’ Fluttershy rubbed Pinkamena’s back with a hoof for a moment as her mind wrapped itself around what it was thinking.

“But that’s not the only reason...”

‘I feel.....right with Pinkie...I think...I think I might...’

Fluttershy raised Pinkamena’s muzzle to stare into her own tear stained face. A soft smile came to her as she found herself taking the same hoof to brush the pink mare’s straight mane out of her face.

As she watched the next few tears fall from Pinkie’s eyes she knew it was true.

“I couldn’t leave the pony I care for most of all to fall to the point of believing she has no friends...” Fluttershy continued at a whisper, “I..I love you...”

Pinkamena’s eyes widened as she choked on her words in her rush to get them out.

“Di-did you j-just say you-”

Fluttershy stared intently through the darkness into the eyes of the mare she now knew she felt for and decided to answer with action as she interrupted Pinkie with a gentle kiss, her soft lips meeting the pink pair and silencing both the question and any doubt. Pinkamena’s eyes closed, squeezing remaining tears to the side as she pressed her emotion exhausted body towards the consoling experience.

After the shortest of moments Pinkamena opened her eyes to see Fluttershy blushing slightly as she stared back at her.

They shared a moment of silence together until Fluttershy broke it by pulling Pinkamena into another embrace and whispering into her ear. Pinkamena flicking her ear as the warm breath delivered its message at just a whisper.

“I love you, Pinkie. Don’t you ever forget that you aren’t alone.”

Tears welled up in the pink mare’s eyes before she buried her head into the still damp shoulder of the yellow pony and nodded furiously. The two stayed intertwined until the tears finally stopped. After a time the position began wearing on the two ponies. Fluttershy loosened her grip on the Pinkamena and they stood to see that the pink mare had regained a few tones of her color.

Walking flank to flank they took the few steps required to get outside.

“Fluttershy...”

“Yes, Pinki-Pinkamena?”

“...P...P...Pinkie, please.... and... Th-thank you..” she choked out as her throat closed on her.

Fluttershy stopped, placing a hoof in front of the pink pony she loved to stop her as well. Pinkie looked away but found only the sensation of being nuzzled.

“I would do anything for you, Pinkie... Are you feeling better?”

The pink pony squirmed at the question before the continued nuzzling eased her nerves. Returning the gesture she answered as truthfully as she could, “I.. feel better.. but I still don’t feel the bubbles I’m used to... I don’t think I’m good enough for parties or being Pinkie yet...”

“You’re always Pinkie, Pinkie Pie. Maybe a good sleep will help?”

“Yeah... maybe.” Pinkamena replied after a moments thought. Kissing Fluttershy’s forehead she continued, “I’ll try... I.. I love you too, Fluttershy. Good night.”

Giving a quick heartfelt pony-hug Fluttershy left for home as Pinkamena watched from the door window.

~~~~

“May I please come in?” Pinkamena asked as she looked to her hooves, kicking lightly at the ground.

It was true that Fluttershy had helped her significantly, but she still wore a coat and mane several shades darker than usual, and her mane and tail remained straightened from her mood. She might have felt cheered up, and loved, but she still didn’t feel like she could spread the joy she wanted to.

That was why she now stood outside of Fluttershy’s cottage.

Fluttershy still wasn’t used to seeing her friend like this and found herself wondering if this sign of meekness resembled her normal ways.

“Oh, Pinkie! Of course!” the yellow pegasus said as she smiled to her downtrodden companion. She continued as she made room for the gloomy-party-pony to enter, “Are you feeling any better after last night?”. Fluttershy spoke quietly as she eyed her guest during her passing, seeing that she seemed in the same standing as when the yellow mare had left SugarCube Corner. She had truly hoped her time with the mare would have helped. That a night’s rest would somehow cure her of the remainder of her sorrow.

Fluttershy had hoped she could have been not only there, but of use to her friend when she was in her time of need.

“Yeah,” Pinkamena said rather unconvincingly. “but...”

“But I didn’t do enough did I...” Fluttershy interrupted as she stared to the floor between them.

“No you-”

“I knew I should have stayed, I should have made sure I did everything I could have possib-” the yellow mare was beginning to get worked up, her eyes glistening slightly in the dark room and her gaze growing hazy as she stopped seeing what was, instead focusing on keeping her voice audible despite any gasps or choking feelings that came up.

“Flutter-”

“I could have stayed there to comfort you, I didn’t ‘have’ to-” She was getting faster in her rant.

“Shush.” Pinkamena said as she held her hoof to the timid mare’s lips.

Fluttershy hadn’t seen her move, let alone get this close. As her eyes cleared a bit, allowing the tears to roll instead of collect, she saw that Pinkamena had a small smile upon her muzzle  as she stared into Fluttershy’s eyes, a distinct tone in them showing her concern.

“You don’t need to beat yourself up, if anything you saved me last night..... I don’t know what I would have done without you, maybe ran away, maybe lost my mind, I might have...” she broke their intertwined gaze to instead look passed the pegasus, “erm.... I sorta... well since nopony liked me....”

Fluttershy squirmed slightly to regain control of her mouth, “w-what, Pinkie?”

“...well...I thought nopony would notice if I left... and never came back...”

Fluttershy’s eyes widened at the prospect of losing one of her friends because they  felt so unloved... “But Pinkie! You know we love you! That... I love you” she ended with a whisper as admitting it still felt hard.

“Everypony would miss you if you’d leave us...”

The growing tears were evident in the pink pony’s eyes, but she remained focused on the darkness behind Fluttershy as she spoke.

“You did as much as, no, more than anypony in all of Equestria could have done.” Pinkamena returned her focus to Fluttershy’s own and felt her cheeks grow warm before she felt the dampness of her tears begin to finally roll down.

“But the only pony who can finish bringing me out of this is me...but I could use some help.” Pinkamena finished by attempting to raise a hoof to her tears, Fluttershy instead reached up and pulled the hoof away before kissing the tears away.

A new smile found itself on the pink pony’s face as she nearly giggled to the sensation, ‘I really am feeling better’ she thought as she realized her reaction. Being in a lighter mood the tears were short lived and easily stopped, although the kind hearted pony continued her kisses a bit longer than was required before speaking.

“I’ll do whatever it takes to help you, Pinkie.” she said with a confident nod.

Pinkamena smiled even wider as her hooves grasped the sides of Fluttershy’s head and gave her a surprise by pulling her into a kiss. The shock left as quickly as it came, Fluttershy closing her eyes and tilting her head to better accommodate the passionate exchange, parting her lips and silently gasping as Pinkamena’s tongue dove in immediately.

Fluttershy revelled in the feeling of Pinkie exploring her mouth in detail before she could work up the will to join in. Fluttershy tentatively prodded her own tongue out to block Pinkamena’s path and was soon dancing along the muscle as it returned the favor.

Soon she grew to be the invader and found herself push back and simultaneously explore the pink pony’s teeth and gums while finding herself in constant grips with Pinkie’s tongue.

After some time had passed Fluttershy finally gave in to pull away, having been putting her all into the kiss while being teamed with a pony who even in this state had an unending amount of energy to her. She gasped as Pinkamena’s mouth hung open, tongue hanging out. She seemed almost disappointed that it ended as she caught her own breath.

“I...want to.... prove that I.....deserve happiness.” the earth pony said as she panted from the force she’d put into it, the exhaustive expression of love just now being realized.

After catching her breath Fluttershy replied, “What do you mean? You help everypony laugh and bring joy to their lives! How can you not believe you deserve it for yourself?” she asked rather incredulously.

“True or not, I still don’t feel like I deserve it until I can prove to myself that I can make you happy. I want to repay for what you did last night, no I ‘need’ to repay you for what you did last night. I want to make you happy and show that you being there for me meant Equestria to me....”

“If I can’t repay the kindness you paid me, then I don’t deserve my friends, my parties, or even my element.” Pinkamena stated as seriously as she could, furrowing her brow and staring deeply into Fluttershy’s cyan eyes.

The pegasus opened her mouth to argue again but the look in Pinkamena’s eyes was one of determination, a determination she knew she wouldn’t win against. She sighed before  speaking, “I don’t think you need to prove this, you make me happy when you are happy, I know you care about me as I do for you. But if you need to prove it to yourself, I will gladly help....but how are you-”

Having heard what she wanted, Pinkamena rose her hoof to Fluttershy’s lips again and gestured for her to follow. She turned and began climbing the stairs, missing the nod the pegasus gave before she followed.

Fluttershy stared at the dark pink pony before her as they walked, when she found they were entering her room she began to ask herself what Pinkie planned to do to repay last night.

Pinkamena climbed onto the bed and gestured for Fluttershy to hop up with her. The pegasus climbed up and sat on her haunches as Pinkie adjusted herself behind her.

“I’m going to show you how much I care as best I can, Fluttershy. Just relax.” as Fluttershy heard the word ‘relax’ she found herself unable to see as a blindfold was wrapped a few times around her.

*Eeep* “Umm, Pinkie, why are-”

“Don’t worry, Fluttershy. I promise nothing bad will happen, I just want to show you by letting you feel the pleasure you bring me just by giving me your love.” Pinkamena lightly secured the fabric before running her hooves through the mare’s pink flowing mane and across the yellow coat of her cheek before turning her around and lying her down on the bed.

“Oh!” Fluttershy managed as she adjusted on her pillow. Soon after she was laid down she felt the bedding moving around her, she could feel a presence above her, Pinkie was standing over her now, legs on either side of her lower belly and chest.

“Remember, just try and relax.” Fluttershy heard as she felt Pinkie’s lips contact hers.

After an initial jolt Fluttershy attempted to return the kiss and found Pinkie pull back leading her to lean upwards towards her invisible lover.

Again, a shock as the yellow mare felt a lick across her upper lip while she tried to kiss into the darkness.

Pulling back ever so slightly, “P-pinkamena?”

“Shhhhhh~” came the cool response, getting closer as it lulled through the air.

“I’ll be gentle in showing you that I care too~” she spake at a near silent tone directly into Fluttershy’s little yellow ears, hot breath bringing a twitch but obviously relaying the message.

Pinkamena stood above her blinded lover and watched as her cheeks filled with blood slowly as she realized how close she’d be getting with the mare she loved. Slowly Fluttershy’s wings spread across the sheets, making her blush grow deeper in embarrassment as well as arousal. Hearing no objections the pink pony let out a silent sigh of relief and bent lower to lightly nibble on the timid mare’s neck.

A small bite and a lick followed by clenching with her lips and pulling the lightest degree possible, Pinkamena worked her way down the yellow coat slowly. A painfully slow pace that left Fluttershy panting as she reached out searching and finding what she wanted as she ran her hooves through Pinkamena’s straightened mane, giving a slight pull closer to her body whenever she felt the teasing was getting to be too much.

“Pinkie~” Fluttershy moaned as she pushed the mare into her coat yet again. Always ‘almost’ rough but gentle enough so Pinkie didn’t have to worry that her muzzle would disagree with the force.

Pinkamena wrapped her hooves around the yellow mare’s hips as she began to dot her chest with kisses before stopping to give Fluttershy a surprise kiss. This time she allowed the yellow mare to join in and they stayed together, passionately entertaining each other’s mouths before breaking to breath again.

As Pinkie watched Fluttershy catch her breath with adorable little pants she silently lowered herself to her belly. Giving a small kiss she was greeted with the smallest, most innocent giggle ever to grace Pinkie’s ears. After the initial kiss Pinkamena’s grin made it difficult to continue for a moment, that gleeful sound rivaled a foal’s in cuteness and was used in this of all situations!

Collecting herself, Pinkamena gave another gentle peck on the yellow tummy, and another, and another. Each lower than the last by a small degree.

The giggling stopped after the third or so kiss as Fluttershy instead struggled to keep her lip bit as Pinkamena approached her heat. Clamping her hooves to her muzzle, Fluttershy focused on keeping herself from screaming her pleasure from just this act. Her cheeks rode hot and she could feel a dab of saliva hanging from her mouth which she quickly wiped away.

“Are..are you.. are you alright with this?” Pinkamena asked as she raised her head from the yellow belly.

Fluttershy reached towards her stomach and felt a hoove which she followed up to Pinkamena’s head. Pulling her up rather roughly she kissed the unseen mare deeply as answer.

As their lips parted ways Fluttershy touched foreheads with her lover and whispered, “I love you, Pinkie. You’re the only pony I’d let... b-be gentle...”

“Of course, Flutters... I love you, too” Pinkamena whispered back, a blush showing thanks to her lover’s words.

Pinkamena moved back down to Fluttershy’s stomach and gave a quick kiss before moving on to tentative licks. Slowly dragging her tongue down to the yellow lower belly and eliciting soft sounds from the mare below her as she teased.

Receiving a sensual flick here and there while slowly inching towards her heat was driving Fluttershy insane. She was biting her lip again and could swear she tasted a trickle of blood already.

“Pl-please....”

The pink pony gave a smirk before dragging her tongue across the yellow stomach again. This time going lower, just barely avoiding tasting the yellow mare, the heat of the aroused mare warming her chin as she slowed to a crawl.

With a last second decision Pinkamena passed to the left of Flutter’s button and slowly circled the mare’s heat. Feeling the mare below her squirm pushed Pinkie to finally give her what she wanted.

Now above Fluttershy’s heat again, Pinkie slowly licked down her lower belly and gently touched her button. The sensation caused a jump through the mare which lead Pinkamena to hold her hindlegs down as she applied more pressure to her licking and passed the button again.

Having broken the wall Pinkie lowered her muzzle further and gave a slow lick up the virgin slit, relishing in the sounds coming from her lover with each second. Once she reached the nub she gave another bit of force and lowered to repeat the process again. This time parting her lips just barely, she passed again, giving another push on Flutter’s nub and moving down again.

After a few minutes Fluttershy had relaxed from the new sensation and had stopped biting her lip as she let out a soft moan with each lick.

Pinkamena noticed Fluttershy’s newly relaxed nature and decided it was time to go deeper. Lowering herself she felt Fluttershy ready herself for a long, slow pass. This time Pinkie parted Flutter’s lips and applied pressure, slowly inserting her muscle. The gasp and squirming that came from her lover pushed her further as she forced herself as deeply as she could go, tasting and licking Fluttershy’s heat.

Finding Pinkamena’s head between her thighs, Fluttershy held on for dear life as the sensations built up inside her. Pinkamena closed her eyes as she went to work, putting her all into each thrust and trying different angles as she flicked her tongue around the depth. Raising a hoof from holding Fluttershy down and rubbing her button as she drank in the pleasures that were the yellow mare.

“Pink-pink-ieee... I’m gonna..It’s getting hot....I’m burning up, I think...” Fluttershy moaned, her face burning red hot as her grip on Pinkie’s head tightened.

Heart brightening with a feeling of joy, Pinkamena dug her muzzle deeply into her lover as she closed her mouth around her, giving all she could to bring the yellow mare to climax.

Unable to hold the force building up inside any longer, Fluttershy let out a cry of lust as she reached her peak and arched her back as the pleasure hit hard, pushing her crotch further into the pink pony’s muzzle. As Fluttershy regained her focus from the blasts of pleasure she found that her blindfold had been removed and a significantly brighter toned Pinkie Pie stared at her through half lidded eyes.

“I love you, Fluttershy... Thanks”

“th-*pant*”

The yellow mare leaped forward, wings fluttering as she locked lips with the pink pony. Holding her down in the passionate exchange, Fluttershy gave it her all. Slowly pulling away, tongue hanging out Fluttershy gave a few more pants before finally replying,

“th-thank you, Pinkie. I love you, too! That was..” face reddening the yellow mare saw where she was now, standing over the mare who had just.... just..

“Oh!” she shouted as she tried to back away, Pinkie grabbing hold and pulling her into an embrace instead, holding her head against her chest.

“....Was? How was it?” the pink pony asked quietly as she brushed Fluttershy’s dishevelled mane.

“err... that was in*mumble*....”

“What?”

“In.. incredible...” the yellow pegasus managed as she kissed Pinkie’s chest in the embrace.

“Thank you, Pinkie. I love you” came the sleepy voice of Fluttershy as she buried her head deeper into Pinkie’s chest and squeezed her tightly as she fell asleep.

Continuing to rub the pink flowing mane of the yellow pegasus a thought hit Pinkie. She raised a hoof to her own mane and felt the bubbly puffs meet her touch.

A tear came to her eye as she tightened her hold on the pony she loved. She had truly brought the deepest pleasures of happiness to another pony, the most important pony in her life.

Pinkie Pie was back, and she now had a special pony to call her own, and say she belonged to.

“Thanks for so many things, Fluttershy...” she whispered as she joined her lover in a well deserved rest.