I can't believe it's come to me actually doing this I thought to my self. what Is more unbelievable to me is why did I keep hope that it would get better for all this time. My entire life is just one big screw up, I should've known sooner that it wasn't going to get any better. "But...why?" I asked no pony in particular as I advanced along the path getting higher and higher with every step. " What did I do to deserve this?" "You've made me suffer through so much, I thought I was just a mistake." "A mistake to even have existed, I thought that was it for a long time until." "....Until this happened," i said gesturing a hoof to my now cutie Mark-less flank, as the ascent became a flat as it dropped off into the canyon below. "Now I know that it's true, i yelled as she reached the cliff edge, the last barrier between her and a near 40 story drop into the Rocky canyon bed."This world doesn't want me,... and I don't want to live in this world!" Small rocks fell down into the canyon below as my hooves placed themselves on the edge of the cliff. As I readied myself to jump I could hear a faint pair of hoof steps pounding into the dirt on the trail, and two familiar voices slowly growing louder were calling my name. wait a second.... those voices...Octavia?... and.. Vinyl? No don't come after me now! I turned back to the cliff face, the voices getting louder and louder, the hoof steps now pounding on rock instead of dirt. I crouched low, hind legs high, ready to jump.
"KEYOTA!!"
I lunged off of the cliff face slowly tumbling as i fell. A few seconds later I could feel a magical aura surrounding me, slowing me down- but not fast enough as I hit the ground.
Right before I blacked out, I saw a blinding blue flash, as three ponies appeared to my right.

I could only make out the unicorn because she spoke to me this. "Key..why- Vinyl said on the verge of tears,- i-i know life's been horrible to you but....

I couldn't make any more of what she said out as everything went black except for a small white light in the distance. But it seemed that the closer i got to it it seemed to get farther and farther away......Great life is making me work to be able to die.

As i regained conciousness i was met with searing pains all over my body. As i moaned in my pain, i felt a hoof reach out and place itself behind my head as it was slowly lifted up.

"K-key"- i felt myself get slowly shaken as i responded with a groan."Oh thank Celestia you're alive!"

""w-who-"

"It's me Storm, Vinyl and Octavia are also here, were in a hospital in Ponyville- of what was the name of it agian?"

""p-please" i could barely make out words i fell so hard.

"What, please what key?"

"p-please j-j-ust end it n-now"

"WHAT!?!?-Sorry Key i'm afraid i can't do that- and i'm not just saying that because Vinyl would Literally Kill me if i did, also i wouldn't be a good friend if i did."

A thumping sound from the supposed door caused Storm to head out the door- or so i was told. before he left he wished me good luck, and that if i die on him Octavia said she will never forgive herself.

......Great just great so if i die i will die miserably guilty, if i don't... i don't even want to think about what happens if i don't die.
So Keyota what will happen if you don't die?

... what the?
I'm waiting.

...The Buck is this?
You idiot what do you think i am?
...My concience?
Close but no i'm just a voice in your head
...well i near death so..what the hay- wait if your a voice inside my head..why don't you sound like me? ...I'm not your concience you stupid Blank Flank, miserable freak!..wait-that voice...Rose-you piece of scum!at least i'm not the one who's drank it and then-well you know what happened I shivered heavily at the memory. Still i want to know- your life is a living nightmare- for you that is-If only i could stab you with my horn right now, but i don't actually know.

What will i do? I have no more life to want to come back to but....i stopped as a thought came into my mind.
Keyota so help me that if you die, i will never forgive myself- it will be all my fault. No scratch that it Is my fault.
No...i mustn't Let that happen...... I will not let another pony down again... not like......no........

Author's Note

Seems to me like a pretty good start off to this new story.