[Classic] The Scootaloo Diaries

Rainbow woke up, cold and alone. She reached over into the darkness to find only the comfort of a cold pillow lying on an empty blanket. The feeling of waking up alone was nothing new to Rainbow, but this time it felt different. She pulled the pillow closer and hugged onto it, wishing it was Twilight. Her chest ached and her stomach sank, she couldn't help but wonder why she was feeling this way.

With a groggy huff, Rainbow crawled out of bed and made her way towards the stairs. After opening the bedroom door, she was met with a series of subtle sounds. These were the sounds of Twilight conducting her latest magical experiment. The test subject stood shivering with his tail between his legs and a disgruntled expression.

"Why does it have to be so c-c-cold, Twi?" Spike inquired to his dissatisfaction.

"Stop complaining will you, I already explained. The cold air around you will make sure your body doesnt rapidly expand causing combustion during the transformation. Do you want to combust Spike? Didn't think so." Twilight was clearly growing impatient with her test subject.

"Why am I always the guinea pig in your little experiments anyway? I'm sure Rainbow would let you try this out on her." Spike pointed out, still shivering.

"Nuh-uh, I don't think so." Rainbow chuckled and made her way downstairs to enjoy the show.

Twilight smiled and waved at her marefriend. "Anyway, don't act like you don't want this, Spike."

"Fine, you're right... just do it already." Spike closed his eyes, still shivering.

Rainbow's curiosity was piqued. Her eyes widened as Twilight's horn was set ablaze with over charged magical energy. She focused on Spike, then sent a jolt of magic straight towards him, piercing the cold-sphere that contained him.

It hit him square in the chest. The cold-sphere condensed around him, compressing his body. He began to radiate a searing light, blinding the two mares around him. His silhouetted body began to morph behind the veil of light. The cold-sphere reformed around him then collapsed and pressed against his body with a second wave. Moments later, a veil of steam from evaporated condensation filled the library. From behind it emerged an unexpected sight.

Spike stamped the ground with a powerful hoof. He let out a deep and hot huff through his wide nostrils. His shining horns gleamed in the bright lighting as he stood strong with a rippling muscular stance. However, despite these bullish attributes, he still only stood just above half a meter in height.

Rainbow laughed. "Why is he a tiny bull?!"

Twilight trotted in circles around him. She went over everything in her mind several times before arriving at a satisfactory conclusion. "I must have over done the cold-sphere compression and prevented him from growing to full size."

Spike attempted to stand up on his back hooves. "Wa-wa-whoa!" He fell over backwards, then stood back up on all fours before trotting around the room and over to Rainbow. "What do you think of me now, Rainbow?" His voice was very similar to his dragon form, only a bit deeper.

Rainbow Dash placed her hooves on his horns and pushed his head down. "I think you're cuter as a tiny dragon, but something tells me Rarity would like this."

"Really?!" Spike shouted out with glee.

"Yeah, you should head over there." Dash placed a hoof over her mouth and chuckled.

Twilight intervened. "No, he can't leave like this. I need to make sure he stays stable as the spell wears off. It only lasts about half an hour."

"Bah, you guys have fun. I'm gonna go read now." Rainbow went back upstairs and made herself comfortable in bed as she grabbed the journal.

She flipped back to the page she left off at and noticed a strange transition from entries. This one went straight into the next day without starting a new entry, none of the others have done that so far. It seemed she wrote these two days in one sitting, and the title seemed like she stayed the night at Cheerilee's house.

I woke up feeling more refreshed than ever before. Cheerilee was holding onto me and still sleeping. This bed was so comfortable, especially compared to my cheap pile of hay I call a bed. The sheets were insanely soft, I bet they cost a fortune. Well at least a fortune as far as sheets go, not an actual fortune. What I mean is, I bet they were expensive. Anyway, after I woke up, I couldn't help but take some time to admire the situation I was in. The most beautiful mare in the world was hugging onto me and I was surrounded by warmth and comfort.

I wanted to kiss her, but I didn't want to wake her. I knew I needed to get home and take care of some things, but I didn't want to leave her sight ever again. My heart was pounding and I kept gulping and sighing. Every so often, she'd let out a deep breath or her eyes would shift while she dreamed. I watched every little movement and loved each second I got to spend with her. I couldn't help it any longer. I leaned down and kissed her on the nose, causing it to crinkle up a bit. Cheerilee smiled and her eyes fluttered open.

"Good morning sweetheart." Were the words she said to me, I nearly died.

I've never been called anything like that before, it was the best feeling in the world. I reached around and hugged her as tightly as I could. "Good morning."

I didn't know what to say, I didn't want to call her the same thing, it felt funny, like I'd be mocking her or something. I wasn't sure what else there was though. It didn't seem to bother her, she hugged back and we were able to share more kisses. Kissing her felt so right, I've never been more sure about anything in my life. This was love and I'd do whatever it took to preserve it.

Cheerilee rolled out of bed and made her way towards the door. I just laid back and watched her walk. She was so graceful and perfect. I laid there for a few minutes waiting for her to come back, but she didn't. I heard her call me into the other room. She was sitting on the couch and had some breakfast, I was pretty hungry so that was good I guess.

Then she wanted to talk. "So how are things going for you at home?"

I didn't want to answer that, but it's not like I could surprise her with anything I had to say anyway. So I told her. "The usual, my dad's still nowhere to be found and my mom is in Cloudsdale's rehabilitation clinic. I got a letter yesterday saying her mental condition isn't improving after what happened. I don't know how much longer until she'll be able to come back home."

"That's terrible. Is her insurance still paying the bills?" I wasn't sure how much I should actually tell her, but at the time I felt like an open book.

"I still have water, but the rest is off. The insurance got cut last month." It was embarrassing to admit that to her. I wished I could take better care of myself.

"Sweetheart, that's awful. You're going to stay here with me alright? I'll take care of you til your mom gets better, okay?" I loved that idea.

"That would be great! Can I move my stuff in today?" I was so happy, but I spoke too soon.

"Not quite, first I need to get temporary custody of you that way no one suspects anything unusual is going on between us. You're welcome to stay as long as you'd like until then, but you can't actually move your stuff, not yet." I didn't care, it's not like I had a lot to move anyway.

I didn't say anything else, I just hugged onto her as tightly as I could.

"So Scootaloo, are you seeing that Silver Spoon?"

"Seeing her?" I pointlessly asked, I knew what she was getting at, of course.

"You know, dating her." My heart sank, I planned on stopping at the end of the summer, but I didn't plan an falling into this kind of love with Cheerilee this deeply so quickly.

I couldn't bring myself to lie. "Yeah, kind of, but I planned on stopping before I got serious with you. I definitely plan on stopping immediately now."

She had a strange frown on while she ate some carrots. Suddenly I didn't feel so hungry. I couldn't read her expression, I wished there was some way I could read her mind or at least have some clue as to what she was thinking, her silence was killing me. I had to speak up, and hopefully make her feel better.

"Hey, I'm going to go break it off with Silver Spoon now okay? I love you Cheerilee... I just want to be all yours, okay?" She smiled an awkward smile and nodded at me.

"I love you too Scootaloo. I trust you too. Remember, I'm in your hooves, you own me." She giggled and continued eating.

I just backed out the front door and headed down the road. Silver Spoon didn't live too far from here, it was a straight shot across town from the road that Cheerilee lived off of. I had no idea what time it was or what Silver Spoon would be doing, but something told me that as long as Diamond Tiara was away then she wouldn't be busy.

I trotted up to her door an knocked a few times. I backed up and looked up towards her window. I saw her open her curtains and spot me. She smiled and waved before trotting downstairs to let me in. I was surprised when she opened the door, she wore the widest smile I'd ever seen on her. Then she hugged me and told me how much she missed me. She was definitely going to make this as hard on me as possible. I really cared about her, and I didn't want to hurt her.

I followed her inside and into her room. She showed me a picture she had taken during one of the times I stayed here with her. We were laying in her bed, smiling. The sun was shining through her window and cast very heartwarming shadows across our cheerful faces. It was a nice picture. She sat it down on her nightstand next to the bed and smiled at me. I wondered what had her in such a good mood today.

I looked around and noticed everything was really neat and organised, it was always a bit messy before. "So you seem pretty happy today."

"I am, I'm glad you're here too. I didn't expect you to come over today, but I'm so glad you did. I missed you and I've been thinking about you." She looked too happy, she kept grinning at me and looking away and blushing, but I couldn't forget why I came here today.

I knew I had to break this to her somehow but I didn't know where to begin. I was searching for a way to do this without hurting her. If I could make it seem like it was her idea, then this would be way easier for both of us. Then suddenly it popped into my head: Diamond Tiara. She loved her as far as I could tell, I needed to remind her of that, then she'd feel guilty for cheating on her and want to end this little thing we have going on.

"So when is Diamond coming back home?" I jumped straight into it.

"Um, at the end of next month. Why?" She looked sad, I thought it was working.

"Oh, well, aren't you looking forward to it?" I smiled and acted as encouraging as possible, I didn't want her to think I'd be hurt, even though this was surprisingly painful for me.

She climbed onto her bed and patted a spot next to herself, I joined her. Something strange was happening to me. It was like all that amazing love I felt for Cheerilee disappeared when I was with her, it didn't make any sense to me. I could still feel it there, but it was like a fading echo that wouldn't go away. Silver Spoon somehow managed to take priority, I couldn't help but want to make her feel good and happy. I don't know why I care so much, I just hate seeing her down. She put on a grin and placed her hoof on my cheek.

"As long as you're with me, I hope she never comes back." Then it happened, my heart broke.

I was in love with Silver Spoon, but in a different way than I was with Cheerilee. I brushed her mane over and placed my hoof on her cheek where she got hurt a couple weeks ago. I remember her crying and how bad she felt, and I was to blame for that happening. When I took her home to cheer her up that day, I think we fell for each other. I think I've been falling for her for a while now without realizing it. I knew I dreaded the day Diamond would come home, but I thought it was because I wouldn't be able to have sex with Silver anymore. Right now, sex is the last thing on my mind and I still can't stand the thought of not seeing her anymore.

I closed my eyes and brushed my muzzle against hers. I wished there was a way I could keep her in my life, but I don't think Cheerilee would be comfortable with it. I still couldn't help but wonder how our relationship would change once Diamond came back. I think Silver would completely ignore me afterwards and this would be a lot easier to deal with then. I just need to keep balancing this relationship around the one with Cheerilee until the end of next month.

Rainbow smacked herself in the face with a hoof. "You little idiot!" She groaned and turned the page to continue reading.

"So, you like me more than Diamond?" I felt a surge of confidence at the thought.

"Yeah, you're so much nicer to me, and way easier to talk to." She brushed her cheek across my face, I was starting to get those all too familiar urges.

"Is she mean to you? I can beat her up if you want." That'd be too rewarding.

"She's mean to everypony, but she doesn't deserve to get hurt." I wanted to laugh, Silver Spoon was probably too sweet for her own good. What am I saying? She's hardly ever sweet.

"Alright, I'll let her live then." I kissed her on the nose, at this point all thoughts of Cheerilee were gone. I don't know if I should hate myself for that or not.

She looked up at me with her wide purple eyes being magnified by her glasses. I felt her looking right through me, she knew what I was feeling. "Do you love me Scootaloo?"

I wanted to say no. I tried to force myself to say no, but I didn't say anything. I closed my eyes and swallowed my tongue. Silver Spoon's voice was echoing in my mind, singing, coaxing me into returning the loving affection she continued to share with me.

She brushed up against me again, closing her eyes and breathing across my cheek. "It's okay, you don't have to say anything."

Then I lost it. "Yes, I do love you." I knew this was wrong, and I felt my heart ripping in half.

"You do?! I love you too Scootaloo!" She seemed so happy, it was strange for me to feel so good yet so terrible at the same time.

I started kissing her, it was so different from Cheerilee. It was the cutest thing to feel someone I loved kissing me like that. The difference in experience between her and Cheerilee was huge, but the kiss was still very enjoyable for different reasons. Silver Spoon and I were learning together, we were sharing and gaining experience with each other. The way she flicked her tongue and bit my lips showed how into this she really was. It was an indication of how much this meant to her, she was giving this moment all of her effort, and she was making it obvious.

I started losing myself as I always do in these moments. I pushed her down onto her back and started kissing her harder. Unlike before, this wasn't me cheering her up. For the first time, we were about to make love. I licked her ear and bit down on her neck. She was thrusting herself up against me. I loved the passion and way she looked at me. She wanted me just as badly as I wanted her. I pressed myself up against her crotch as our legs interlocked.

She was really warm and wet up against me. I was probably wet too and the thought of mixing it up with hers was pretty sexy to me. I started kissing her again as I rubbed myself up and down on her. I began to wonder what it would be like if I were a stallion, if I had something to put inside of her like that. Those thoughts started to build into a strange fantasy while I rubbed myself against her as hard as I could. She was blushing and moaning while I did it, it was adorably sexy.

I decided to get a taste. I went down on her and lapped up the slippery mess between her legs. All the while I let my own hoof slip between my own to take care of myself while I finished her off. The thought of being able to bend her over and buck the crap out of her intrigued me. I wondered if there was a way I could ever do that, like with magic or something...

Rainbow stopped reading. She skimmed over the rest of the page, it just described the rest of their sex and she was hardly interested due to her current distraction.

Rainbow Dash closed the book sat it down while she thought about the possibility of Twilight being able to magically produce a stallion's appendage for her. She thought about that particular sentence in the diary. ...to bend her over and buck the crap out of her... She decided it was worth asking about. As she made her way downstairs she noticed Spike laying on his back panting. The library was a mess and Twilight was clearly flustered.

"What happened down here?" Rainbow asked.

"Spike decided to go on a rampage when I told him not to leave the library. It seems the transformation gave him a bullish mind as well. Now someone's got a library to clean." Twilight crossed her hooves and looked down at Spike.

"I'm sorry Twilight, I didn't mean to lose control, I couldn't help it." Spike shrugged while he laid on the floor.

Rainbow Dash laughed. "So, you better get started. Wanna come upstairs with me Twi? I have something I want to ask you about."

The two made their way upstairs and Twilight asked, "So, what's on your mind?"

Rainbow simply grinned.