"Thank you for reading this. Everything after the first chapter in this story will be from my perspective, so I'd like to personally thank everyone for reading this extended portion of the main story." - Twilight Sparkle

Dear Diary, I've decided to start this Journal in order to discuss my thoughts and feelings on what happened around me since Spirit entered my life... and I really mean entered my life, and I feel like a better mare for it.

Ooh, I can still feel his length inside me like a phantom as I write this. It was everything I'd hoped my first time would feel like. Passionate, gentle, and he put my needs before his own. I had to admit I was surprised by his stamina. Usually, stallions can only last for about thirty seconds to about five minutes if they're talented, which tends to cause a lot of mares to go unsatisfied. Though until now I'd never even given much thought to such accusations... and honestly I'm glad I won't have too.

My Spirit is definitely no stallion then, because he lasted for at least an hour by my count before even climaxing once, and that wasn't until he felt that I'd nearly reached my peak. He was so gentle and caring during the entire process, never once doing anything to hurt me. Afterwards, I have to admit I felt much better, as if years of stress I never even knew I had just washed away after last night.

On a more general note, I think I've fallen for him. He's a really nice guy. I think that's the term he used. He never does anything that would negatively affect anyone on purpose and I could see myself being in his herd... though this makes me wonder if he'll outlive me. I mean... the Vessel is basically a construct like a Golem.

Every recorded Golem was created over a thousand years ago, and all are still active today. The creating of Golems have been outlawed due to needing to bind a still living soul to the construct, which now that I think on it, sounds a lot like what the book described the Vessel as.

I-I've got to go do some more research on the Vessel. I hope I'm wrong but, if he really is the most lifelike Golem in existence, I have to make sure this theory I have is correct... I-I really don't want to have to worry about him living with regret for having loved me. Goodnight Diary.

Worried about matters of Love - Twilight Sparkle

Author's Note

Thanks for the proodreading