The Broken Mind Of A Immortal

Zero jumps up in a fright of a recurring nightmare then he reaches up to his cheek and feels multiple tears on his cheek, "I dream but what are my dreams that my mind refuses to show me, built in warnings probably." He sees he passed out on the couch and that girl...Ruby carried him up to a room that is filled with beautiful integrate paintings that makes his mind race if he stares at one for too long. 'Man that Ruby is a good artist, maybe she will paint me if i ask.' He nods and gets up still in the clothes form yesterday and makes a mental note to buy more clothes for himself at the local clothes shop.

He parts the shades to see the moonlight streets of Ponyville and sighs as he walks down the stairs carefully not to wake Ruby. Each step down the stairs is met with a creek which make Zero have a mini hear attack and when he gets down the stairs he see Ruby reading a newspaper in a chair and he kicks himself mentally for over reacting before even knowing shes asleep.

He looks at her beautiful soft features and small slim lips which he catches himself wondering what they felt like in a kiss...Shes our host not to be flirted with even though how beautiful she is. He looks at her and waves, "Im going for a walk to shake off a bad dream, don't worry ill be back soon." She smiles at him and he walks out to the cobblestone roads of Ponyville.

He starts to walk down the barren path and starts to sing to himself a little song he cant remember where he heard but he thought sounded beautiful, "Red like roses fills my dreams of the place where you lay~

White is cold and always yearning,

Burdened by a royal test~

Black the beast descends form the shadows. Yellow beauty burns, Gold~"

There is a small applause and he turns his head to see a girl wearing a long yellow sweatshirt and long pink hair that touched the ground. Much to his curiosity a small line of nocturnal animal clapping after he finished then the song and he realized that they heard him. And like his singing?

The girl in the green sweatshirt speaks at a level he strains his ear to hear, "T-that was beautiful Mister, I'm sorry if we interrupted i just saw the tears and wanted to ask if you were ok."

He nods to her and whispers just like her, "Now i remember that is the song in my nightmare, im so glad i remembered it." He sighs and drops his shoulders

Th girl looks at him shyly, "Why would you like to remember a nightmare? Anyone would want forget about them." She trails off  and looks down kicking the dirt with her shoes and sighs.

"I hate to forget anything, that means the dreams and the dreams that have bad things in them, the last time i forgot something it changed my very soul, you can forget kindness, you can forget hate, you can even forget logic but its still killing a part of yourself so no i will remember the good and the bad."

"Do you want to hear a story of me forgetting my humanity? I must warn you its not for the easily scared."He looks down sadly and sighs as he feels her hug him. Its been awhile since he last had a hug and he  quite enjoyed it then the girl broke off blushing.

"Of course ill listen I'm the Element of Kindness after all." She walks over to a bench follows followed closly by Zero who sits down and begins.

"It all began about 1500 when the rule of Discord began, There were no just things as dark magic or light magic at that time s i decide to stud into a spell i found called the mental immortally spell and it worked too but the creator didn't know you had to split your mind into fragment as use their life span as your source of fuel you could say and every time you get a mortal wound one your split personality dies and you recover. I started off with ten now I'm down to three and soon im going to have to use the spell again to make more split personality's. So technically I'm not immortal I've just bought time by almost bleeding myself dry."He rolls up his sleeves to show deep scars on his wrist.

Fluttershy looks at him crying, "Why would you do that to yourself? Nothing warrants that much pain and suffering."Shes stops when she sees he walked off but leaves a note saying 'Dont cry for me save those tears for someone who deserved them.'

Zero follows a path up to a tree farm where he fells tree little bumps hits his legs and he sees three little girls looking at him then run off giggling. "Those girls are weird and what are they doing at this time of night?" He shrugs then walks to what he thinks is the middle and climbs in the trees and falls asleep finding a pillow and blanket in one them.

He wakes up finding himself on the ground and a farm boy standing over him. He gets up yawning and stretches and sees its early morning, "Fuck i fell asleep didn't I, sorry I got to go!" Zero runs off but the farmboy grabs him by the collar of his shirt and looks at him.

"Why were you sleeping in one our trees?" His voice is deep and rough like not use to talking.

"I found a blanket and pillow so i wanted to sleep in it." He smiles sheeply. "On a good note your trees are really comfy." He trys to get off with a smile and laugh but the farm boy stares in his eyes.

"Get. Off. My. Farm." He looks coldly at Zero. 'Well i can kiss 343 gone.' he teases up expeecting the shit to be beat out of him but is dropped off by the gate of the farm. And Zero looks at the tall muscle bound fellow, "Im giving you a warnng considering your new here we don't like strangers on our farm. So come by on friendlier terms next time."The farm boy smiles and Zero walks off to see his new town but first stop by home.

He slowly opens the door to see the beautiful Ruby sitting on a chair doing nothing but when she sees him she moves in a fashion that makes her look like she giggling but lays her head down on he black cloth couch and he stares at her before snapping outof his trance like state, "Sorry i home so late i kinda fell asleep in a tree."  He notices she fall asleep and a small smile creeps up his face and kisses her forehead, "I miss you Fladora." He walks up the stairs and goes to his own bed which he notices a bag of money and  note reads, "Form Ruby, go but new clothes stinky."