Pinkie Pie writes in a private journal trying to express what and how she feels about her daily events. She feels like she's making progress; becoming more of a mare! But on one faithful night she betrays her friend in a poorly thought out attempt to become 'more mature'. She cries; she cries as she tries to remember who she is, and why she's finding herself in the same position every night.

Warning: (Story contains: Diapers, Depression, and Rape)

Shoutout to: fillyscoots42 on Furaffinity for the cover art!: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/fillyscoots42/