Lyra - Escalation

It’s over now, finally. I caused so much damage, I took so many lives… and still Celestia won’t punish me. I guess she is right, it wasn’t me who did all these cruel things, it was the human me and its negative emotions that controlled me and finally overwhelmed me to take control over my body. I hope I really got rid of all this now. Being human isn’t bad, as long as you’re human in a human world. In Equestria, humans can cause too much damage. I’m glad the portal is destroyed so nobody will ever again come here to maybe finish what I began. Somehow it’s funny, isn’t it? All this started just because I wanted to get a job as a harpist. At least I reached one goal I sat me that day: I really changed my life, even more than I could ever have imagined. Now that I’m a real citizen of Equestria, maybe it’s time to get finally a private life. A job, a house, a partner… through I won’t ever forget Bon Bon. How could I? without her I would never have been able to be where I am now. I never had killed Sunset and I never had gotten rid of the darkness in my mind. I know, deep inside me, she’ll always be alive. Not just as a memory, but as a part of me. Somehow she took in the place my human part left behind. She will always be with me.