The Mirror and the Mare

by RefugeInSilence

Rating: teen
Tags: Sex, Cheerilee, Slice of Life, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Romance, Original Character, Spike, Rarity
Length: 18649

Have you ever wondered what it's like to be someone other than yourself?

With the help of a new found friend, Hearthfire sets out to find out who she truely is and become the mare she always wanted to be. The question is how will her friends and family take it now that her biggest secret comes to light.

Cover Art by courtneygodbey.

Published 2013-12-04 23:20:04 UTC
Last updated 2016-01-07 00:00:37 UTC

Hearth Fire.

Have you ever wondered what it’s like to be someone other than yourself? That’s something I’ve always asked myself throughout the course of my life, it feels like I don’t match with myself and it is both frustrating and confusing. When I look in the mirror I see a complete stranger or what everyone else sees when they look at me.

It’s funny how everyone can look at you and not see who you really are, I let out a bitter laugh as I stare at my so called reflection, dark blue fur, a brown mane and tail and golden brown eyes. I don’t even have a cutie mark yet and I’m what 18 now? All my friends have theirs and they can all proud of their special talents…my talents… not so much.

Now don’t get me wrong my life isn’t all doom and gloom, for the most part, I would say I’ve been living a happy life. What I have a problem with is…a hobby of mine…which became an addiction…which became a crutch…which finally became my greatest wish…

Imagine this every stallion around you, even your closest friends found something that they can excel in: sports, music, art, writing, acting and so on and everyone appreciates and loves them for their talents, now imagine that your greatest talent was something that was considered a touchy subject by a good portion of equestrian society.

Do tell me how many times have you seen somepony walk down the street and had you wondering was that a stallion or a mare?

My family and friends call me Kindling Spark, but my name is Hearth Fire…

…And I am a mare.

The warmth of the midday summer sun shone brightly upon the streets of Canterlot, I sat with my friends at our usual spot at Donut Joe’s. It was unusually busier than usual and it was hard to hear my friends chatting amongst themselves.

“Hey did you hear about the new store opening down the road?” One of the mares on the table behind me asked her friends. “It’s supposed to be owned by an extremely talented dress maker.” This is caught my attention immediately.

“Hey Kindling, did you hear what I said?” One of my friends, Flash Lance asked. I snapped out of my thoughts.

“A-Ah sorry I kind of zoned out there.” I said sheepishly, Flash Lance just shook his head.

“What are we going to do with you Kindling.” Flash just chuckled a bit, “I asked if you wanted to play some Hoofball?” I mentally cringed at the thought of playing the sport; as much as I wanted to hang out with my friends I had other plans.

“Sorry, I got to take care of something later maybe some other time.” I answered; Flash just shrugged and muttered a suit yourself before leaving with the others.

I made my way back home as quickly as I could, it would take a while to get myself ready, I was fortunate to have a small slender frame, if it wasn’t for that…thing between my legs you would think I was a mare. I let out a soft feminine giggle as began to get dressed for the occasion, while it is very common for ponies to go around in the nude you would often see ponies wear clothing amongst the crowds. I smiled as I put on my black lace stockings, panties and a matching black evening dress, I used a cosmetic spell to sort and style my normally unruly mane and tail into something more manageable and stylish, add a little lipstick, mascara and eye shadow.

While I admit to being far from the most attractive mare, I know I’m pretty enough to turn a couple of heads every so often. Confident in my appearance I made my way out the front door and toward this new clothes store I’ve been hearing so much about.

It was a cool evening tonight despite the fact the sun was still out, I sighed in contentment as made my way through the streets. The mutterings of other ponies I passed could be heard, the excitement of the new store opening or more precisely whoever the store owner was. I finally made my way the new store: the Carousel Boutique.

The inside of the store was huge, dresses of all kinds, colours and styles adorned the store. This was absolute heaven; I let out a happy giggle as I began to look through the dresses, admiring the designs and the sheer variety. I was so deep in my own personal heaven that I didn’t realise that I was the only pony left in the store.

“I’m sorry darling, but I am going to have to close the boutique soon.” A voice behind me said her voice full of amusement; I turned around letting out a small yelp of surprise. “Oh if you don’t mind me asking where did you get that outfit? It looks simply divine.”

“I-er…designed and made it myself.” I admitted, a blush adorned my cheeks. The marshmallow white unicorn examined me more closely.

“Hmm, it’s wonderfully made if it is a bit simple but it would simply rude of me to judge somepony for their tastes in style.” She said, “And your make up is very well done, it’s clear that you’ve had plenty of experience am I right?” I nodded dumbfounded, “May I ask your name?”

“I-I’m Hearth Fire.” I replied politely as I could.

“I’m Rarity; it is a pleasure to meet you darling.” She replied happily, “As much as I would like to continue this conversation, but I digress I have to close soon.”

“O-Oh I’m sorry.” I apologised, “I kind of got lost in the moment with all these wonderful dresses, I-I er couldn’t help myself.” Rarity just let out a giggle as she led me out of the boutique.

“Oh no need worry yourself darling,” Rarity said happily, “Why don’t you be a dear and come by tomorrow.” I nodded and told her I would see her then, as I headed out of the door Rarity simply said.

“I don’t mean to sound rude darling, but most mares don’t have that much of a sway in their step.” I froze in place at her comment, “But like I said come by tomorrow and we’ll talk.”

Author's Note

Here is a new story for you all, and I hope you enjoy it. This is more or less something I wrote just vent out some frustration personally and to clear my head as I go through Reignite and some of it's plot points. Story was also inspired by the song at beginning of the chapter.

Hopefully this story will answer the question "What you do if you could be someone else?"

-Spassion

A Rare Proposal.

I stood frozen in mid-step; no pony has ever read me that easily before. Even if somepony would read me it would be extremely hard for them to do due to the amount of practice I put in to get everything down right.

“H-How?” I squeaked.

“Come by and see me tomorrow and I’ll tell you then dear.” The seamstress said simply, “Now it is getting late and I’m very sure both of us have a very busy day ahead of us, so I’ll bid you good evening.” The door shut behind Rarity leaving me alone in the cool evening breeze.

I galloped back home to my apartment in a panic, to say I was frightened would be an understatement. On my way back I did my best to make sure I wasn’t seen by anypony, as I galloped back I couldn’t help but wonder how she read me so easily.

Eventually I got back to my apartment, slamming and locking the door as I got through the door I slumped down by the door exhausted and frightened. How was I going to deal with this? There must be something I can do.

“I guess the only thing I can do is see what she wants tomorrow…” I muttered to myself bitterly.

I took a gander at the clock upon the wall, it was 9:30 pm and the setting sun was painting the evening sky outside wonderful shades of red and gold. I got dressed into more casual evening wear nothing much just an oversized button up shirt I was I was fond of, I more or less decided to pass the time reading a romance novel which admittedly was a guilty pleasure of mine.

There was knock on the door snapping me out of my guilty bit of happiness. I ignored it for a moment before a voice spoke up from the other side of the door.

“Hearth Fire, are you in?” The voice asked, a small smile graced my features as I recognised the voice’s owner as I opened the door. Maybe this wouldn’t be such a bad night after all…

Standing in the door way was a handsome cyan coloured pegasus pony stallion; he could melt the heart of any lucky mare with those gorgeous blue eyes of his and that crimson red mane of his made him look so sexy. I kissed my coltfriend and invited him in.

“Silver Wind, you sexy thing am I glad to see you.” I greeted him happily; he smiled back as he asked me how I’ve been. While it isn’t often we get to see each other due to him being a courier, for the most part his job sends him all over Equestria so he would usually gone for a few days so I would see him only for a day or two each week.

“I’ve been fine honey, but I think I’ve been found out…” I told him simply: Silver Wind gave me a concerned look.

“It wasn’t Flash Lance was it?” He asked concerned, I shook my head no which he let out a sigh of relief, “Thank Luna, I know your friends with him Hearth Fire but I wouldn’t trust him with something like this.”

“Yes, I know what his attitude is towards ponies like me but he’s a really good guy.” I replied, Silver Wind just let out a chuckle.

“I know, I know. Anyhow who found you out?” He asked.

“It was the owner of the new boutique in the south end of the market; she said her name was Rarity.” I explained, “She said she wanted to speak to me tomorrow, but…I-I’m worried.” Silver Wind just shrugged.

“Well did she look disgusted with you?” I shook my head no, “Then I guess it wouldn’t do any harm to find out why she wants to see you, now would it?” I looked thoughtful for a moment.

“No I guess it wouldn’t.” I replied.

“Hmm, how about I do something to ease some of that stress honey?” Silver Wind said as he nuzzled my neck.

“O-Oh…T-That does sound good.” I moaned as he led me to the bedroom…

The next morning passed by quickly and Silver Wind left to take care of a few work related errands, so I was stuck with my afternoon classes at college along with Flash Lance and one of his…least liked friends Midnight Gleam, I honestly didn’t know why Flash hung around with her especially with that bitchy attitude of hers.

“Did you hear about that boutique that opened yesterday, I heard the mare running it was some second rate seamstress from Ponyville.” She sneered; I let out a low growl of annoyance at her comment.

“From what I heard she’s supposed to be very talented.” I snapped back, “I would hardly think it’s fair to judge somepony when you haven’t even met them.” Midnight Gleam raised a brow.

“So you’ve actually met her then?” She asked.

“N-No, I have to pass by the store to get home.” I lied, “Considering the size of the crowd the boutique was attracting she must be as good as everypony is saying if she’s attracting a crowd that big, I mean it’s more your thing right so you would know right?” She nodded if looking a little unconvinced with my answer.

“Cool it you two, I don’t want to get into another argument between you again.” Flash Lance warned shuddering at the memory. The rest of the class passed by quickly, I had some coursework to deal with later but I had a week to do it which was plenty of time. Flash Lance asked if I wanted to hang out again with Midnight Gleam but I decline saying I would able to see them for a bit this weekend.

“Makes you wonder what Kindling Spark does with all his free time doesn’t it?” Flash Lance said to Midnight Gleam, she just shrugged.

“Maybe he has a double life we don’t know about?” She joked.

“Really?” Flash Lance laughed at the idea, “All he seems to do is study, I can’t blame him though…”

Once again I found myself alone in my apartment; my coltfriend wouldn’t be back for a few more hours. I decided to get ready and head over to see what Rarity wanted. It was once again a lovely cool summer afternoon which considering how hot it was yesterday, the weather team must of decided to cool things off a bit today. The Carousel Boutique was once again as busy as it was yesterday I let out a small amused giggle at the sight of a small green and purple dragon running around trying to take everyone’s order.

“Would you like a helping hoof?” I offered: The small dragon just gave me a sheepish look and nodded. I helped him take the care of some of the orders for the next two hours.

“So uh…what brings you here?” The dragon, Spike asked. “Not that I don’t mind the help of course.”

“I’m here to speak with Rarity; she said she wanted to speak with me today.” I answered simply: Spike just nodded and ran off to tell her I was here. I was left alone for a moment or two so I once again found myself admiring the dresses, thinking back to Midnight Gleam’s earlier comment I shook my head, that mare wouldn’t know really talent if it hit her square in the face.

“Ah Darling it’s so wonderful you decided to come to see me, I was worried if I scared you last night.” Rarity said kindly.

“Yeah you kind of did, but my coltfriend said it wouldn’t be a bad idea to see what you wanted with me at the very least.” I answered politely, Rarity let out an amused “hmm…”

“Darling if you wouldn’t mind I think it would be best if we continued this conversation in private.” She suggested, “Spike would you please be dear and tend to the customers while I speak with my friend her?” Spike nodded as Rarity led me into a private room upstairs.

Rarity offered me a seat and a cup of tea which I accepted politely, the room around us was full of bits of paper with various dress designs on them, some of the stuff was still packed in boxes but that didn’t matter much to me.

“Now the reason I wanted to speak with you is well…out of curiosity, is why a stallion such as yourself is doing here dressed as you are? If you don’t mind me asking.” Rarity asked.

“…I’m a mare.” I corrected her, “…or at least I want to be one…” I whispered suddenly looking ashamed. “It’s not easy when you don’t match with yourself…” Suddenly Rarity looked at me with an understanding.

“…I see, please forgive my mistake I really didn’t mean to upset you like that, but I simply had to know why you were at my boutique and in that dress you said you made that yourself didn’t you?” I nodded, “Hmm you remind me of a young filly in exactly your situation, her name was Glitter Shell she was such a dear. I think she should be around 19 years old now.”

“I have to ask Rarity, how did you figure me out so quickly?” I had to ask, as it was bugging me to no end. “The amount of practice I put into getting the body language, mannerisms and even getting my voice the right pitch I would imagine I wouldn’t be read so easily.”

“Well if you must know darling, you were putting too much effort into your body language.” Rarity explained, “Oh don’t fret though it is easy enough to miss unless you know what you’re looking for.” I thought about this for a moment it made sense though, a pony like myself wasn’t exactly a common sight around these parts. “Right I guess we should get down to business then, now when I first saw you I asked you where you got that outfit from and you said you designed and made it yourself am I right?” Rarity asked: I just nodded in confirmation. “Now with my boutique open here and the one back in Ponyville I find myself in a somewhat awkward position, I need somepony to help run the store here while I’m back in Ponyville but it can’t be just anypony.”

“So you need someone with some dressmaking experience?” I asked.

“Why yes dear, not only that but also somepony with the talent for it.” Rarity explained, “You could say I’m looking for an apprentice, you would be paid of course for your efforts and I would imagine you want a little more time as yourself if you know what I mean dear.”

“Why are you doing all this for me?” I asked; Rarity just smiled at me warmly.

“Because I have seen first hoof how hard it is for somepony like yourself, that and I want to help.” Rarity explained, “I can even the see the fear of being found out, the frustration that you have to deal with in daily life and most importantly I know very well you can’t look at yourself in the mirror without being disgusted with yourself unless you’re dressed as you are.” Rarity paused for a moment allowing me to take in what she had just said. “Like I said before darling I am very willing to help you in any way I can.”

“Can I think about it for a bit?” I asked dumbfounded, “What your offering is a very generous opportunity.” She smiled.

“Why of course dear take as much time as you need, and don’t you worry yourself darling I won’t say anything.” Rarity said simply, I bid her goodbye and went home to think about what she said. I wonder what Silver Wind would say about all this…

Decisions, Decisions.

The apartment door locked with a soft click, it was still early and Silver Wind wouldn’t be back for a while yet so I was alone with my thoughts. Rarity’s offer rang through my head and to be honest…I was a little scared, on one hoof I would be gaining the opportunity to be who I really am…but on the other how will everypony react to me if I came out and the world saw me for who I really am…

“You know fine well what could happen don’t you?”

Oh I knew what could happen alright…one wrong move is all that’s needed to bring the world down on my shoulders. I saw how Flash Lance reacted to that poor pony coming out of the closet, I know that look of anger when I see it.

“You can’t be both; you’re not that kind of pony and we both know that. You’re as much a mare as every other out there in the world, true our path won’t be an easy one but it never is, is it?”

Sometimes I really do wonder how I got this far, I mean with all the hiding and the sneaking around…I must seem like a coward, doing everything I can to keep everything from falling apart around me.

“Then let the world burn…you’re just holding yourself back in the end, just let go and drop the restraints. You know as I well as I do that’s the only reason you haven’t got a cutie mark.”

I just looked at the mirror in front of me, I just chuckled bitterly at my reflection and I thought I had outgrown that particular habit. I remained where I was a few moments more before I stepped into the living room,

“I might as well get some work done those concepts aren’t going to draw themselves.” I muttered to myself.

I must have been working for a couple of hours, going through various designs and sketches but they just seemed to be lacking something and at this point it was just leaving me frustrated, sighing I decided leave the project for now as I wasn’t going to achieve anything as I am now.

Silver Wind returned an hour later, locking the door behind him. He let out a small chuckle when he saw me curled up on the living room sofa asleep, looking at the clock he realised it was past midnight. He woke me up gently with a light kiss on my forehead.

“Mm…?” I let out a small yawn as I slow woke up, a light blush appeared on my cheeks as I realised who it was. “…Morning Silver, when did you get back?”

“Just now Hearth Fire, why don’t we climb into bed I doubt that sofa is that comfy for sleeping on.” I just nodded sleepily as I rubbed my eyes with my fore hooves. Silver Wind led me into our bedroom and gave me a content smile as I crawled into bed and hugged him. “So…how did the chat with Rarity go?”

“Mm…She made me an offer and I told her that I would think about it…” I let out another yawn, “…Mm tired now…I’ll tell you more tomorrow honey…g’night.” Silver Wind kissed me goodnight and soon fell asleep himself.

Elsewhere in another part of Canterlot, Flash Lance sat in the college campus bar deep in thought he wasn’t paying much attention to the ponies around him because something felt off to him with his earlier encounter with Silver Wind. Midnight Gleam gave Flash Lance a concerned look she knew fine well he never was one to so deep in thought, if anything she put that as more Kindling Spark’s thing.

“Flash what’s wrong? You haven’t even touched your drink.” She asked, Flash Lance snapped out of his thoughts and gave Midnight Gleam a raised brow in confusion before realising what she had meant.

“…Sorry I‘ve just got something on my mind right now.” He explained, “It’s just something Silver Wind said earlier that’s all.” Midnight Gleam wasn’t sure what to make of it.

“Why? What did he say?” She asked worried, “Surely something hadn’t happened between them?” She certainly hoped that wasn’t the case, they were practically best friends weren’t they?

“I just asked him if he knew where Kindling Spark lived.” Flash Lance explained, “I mean we’re his friend’s right? For as long as we have known him we don’t even know where Kindling even lives or for that matter where Silver wind does either.” Midnight Gleam came to the realisation Flash Lance was getting at.

“Kindling Spark I could understand, he doesn’t strike me as the most social of ponies but Silver Wind? That’s a whole different case altogether.” Flash Lance just nodded.

“It’s not that I have anything against that but it feels like he’s hiding something that’s all.” Flash Lance stated simply.

“Well why don’t we just ask them in the morning?” Midnight Gleam suggested, “They’re usually seen together…aren’t…they…” Flash Lance gave Midnight Gleam a worried look. “Oh my Celestia! You don’t think they’re a couple do you?”

“W-Wha?” Flash Lance just shook his head dismissively, “Trust me Silver Wind isn’t like that and neither is Kindling Spark, I’ve known them for years I think I would know.” Midnight Gleam just frowned.

“Tell you what why don’t we just ask them both and find out.” Flash Lance just shrugged and decided to go with her idea just to humour her, he knew fine well how that will turn out.

When the morning came Silver Wind offered to take me out for breakfast at one of the local cafés in the market, which I took him up on. It didn’t take me long to pick out an outfit and put on my make-up. He took me to a simple and quiet café not far off the Carousel Boutique, it was still early so I wasn’t as busy as it usually was.

“So what did Rarity offer you then?” Silver Wind asked, before taking a sip of his coffee.

“She offered me an apprenticeship as seamstress and designer.” I explained to him, “I think she might have something else in mind as well.” Silver Wind considered this for a moment. “And if you consider she knows about me…do you think she might help me with my transition?” I asked hopefully.

“If what I’ve heard about her is true then I would say that it is a possibility.” Silver Wind commented, before getting a serious expression on his face. “You do know what that would mean don’t you?” I nodded slowly.

“I would have to come out to everypony wouldn’t I?” It was more of a statement than a question, “But what about you?” I asked.

“Hearth Fire…Honey, you know I’ll be there every step of the way with you.” Silver Wind reassured me, “As for me I really am not bothered if I come out or not, you know fine well I’m pansexual and that I love you no matter what gender you are.” I blushed heavily at his comment.

“Hey Silver Wind!” A familiar voice called out. It was Flash Lance and Midnight Gleam, I inwardly panicked I was going to be found out I just know it!

“S-Silver what do I do?” I whispered nervously, he just gave me a reassuring smile.

“Don’t worry, leave the talking to me.” He whispered back.

Flash Lance and Midnight Gleam made their way over to us. Midnight Gleam gave me a once over clearly not happy with the conclusion she was drawing up in her mind.

“Who’s this Silver?” Midnight asked, she silently hoped that I wasn’t his marefriend.

“Guys this is my marefriend Hearth Fire.” Silver Wind introduced me, “Honey these are my friends Flash Lance and Midnight Gleam.”

“I-It’s a pleasure to meet you both.” I greeted in a feminine voice. Inwardly I was thankful for all the practice I did to get my voice right. Flash Lance gave Silver Wind a knowing smirk and gave him a brohoof, while Midnight Gleam gave me a disapproving look.

“Silver Wind you sly dog, is she why you’ve been so busy lately?” Flash Lance asked, Silver Wind let out a chuckle. Midnight Gleam just kept her eyes on me, as if she was trying to analyse me and figure me out. It didn’t help that she was making me more nervous, I never was good in situations like this.

“Please don’t read me! Please don’t read me!” I repeated in my head like a mantra my very life depended on.

“More or less.” Silver Wind replied, “Work too but you already know what my jobs like.” Flash Lance just shivered at the memory, Midnight Gleam wasn’t happy with that piece of information Silver Wind had just told them if that frown on her face was any indication.

“Anyway you wouldn’t know where Kindling Spark lives do you?” Midnight Gleam asked, “It’s kind of important we know where he lives.” Silver Wind just shrugged.

“Beats me, he pretty much disappears when he wants to so…sorry I really can’t help you there.” Silver Wind said simply, “I haven’t seen him in a while actually.” Sighing Midnight Gleam and Flash Lance said their goodbyes and left us in peace.

“You didn’t have to lie to our friends on my behalf honey.” I stated but Silver Wind just smirked.

“Who said I was lying?” He chuckled, “Anyway what are you going to do about Rarity’s offer?” I thought for a moment weighing my options. Knowing I had the support of my coltfriend is a relief for me.

“You know I might just take Rarity up on that offer…”

Acceptance.

Rarity was diligently working away in her boutique making works of art out of the various dresses; Spike was snoozing away in the corner of the room asleep. Rarity let out an amused giggle at the sight of Spike, she had offered to get him a proper bed but he surprisingly refused her offer claiming that there was no need to but considering how adorable he looked curled up in that basket he slept in Rarity knew fine well what the real reason was.

Since Twilight Sparkle’s coronation as a princess, Rarity had been taking care of Spike. She had to let Spike down giving him the fact he was way too young for her, it took a while for him to accept that but they remained close friends despite that. Rarity turned her thoughts to her offer towards Hearth Fire she had hoped the mare would accept her offer, but Rarity knew fine well that it wouldn’t be an easy decision to make.

The apprenticeship was one thing, but what she was really asking Hearth Fire to do is to build her confidence so she could go full time as a mare. She had seen what living a double life did to Glitter Shell, it was utterly heart breaking to see Glitter tear herself apart with the fear and stress of being found out.

“I do so hope she comes to a decision soon.” Rarity muttered to herself before continuing on with her work.

Silver Wind sat in the living room of our apartment thinking over what I had said earlier that day. He knew the day would eventually come were I would decide to go full time as Hearth Fire, and that it would be a very long road to be who I really am. Despite what most ponies think even with magic Silver Wind knew fine well that it was next to impossible to just change myself into a mare, as far as he knew the only possible pony that could cast such a feat would be one of the princesses and even then that would be a stretch.

From what he understood about the medication involved they would increase the amount of Estrogen while lowering and supressing Testosterone, what this meant physically that after a period of time of taking the pills Hearth Fire would eventually the develop the secondary characteristics that are common place in other mares. This Hormonal Replacement Therapy would continue over a number of years before she would have the final operation.

Hearth Fire had explained what she knew about the process before the operation and what would happen during it, he just didn’t understand most of it and heck to be honest he couldn’t quite understand why somepony would want to do that to themselves. He may not understand why but he wants to for Hearth Fire’s sake.

The mare in question was lying cuddled up asleep between her bed sheets hugging her pillow in her sleep, Silver Wind allowed himself a small smile at the adorableness of the sight in front of him. It was sights like this that made him fall for her and to think it was only two years ago when they first met.

Silver Wind originally met Kindling Spark through Flash Lance; he was a quiet, almost meek and shy stallion so he never paid him much thought. At the time there was a rumour going around the college campus about a mare that nobody on the campus had ever met, while Silver Wind never really cared at the time but he was observant. You see the few times he had seen her she would seemingly disappear if you took your eyes off her for a second, while this was an unusual talent in itself Silver Wind came to realise that Kindling Spark did the exact same thing when he didn’t want to be found. When it did finally click Silver Wind found himself wanting to find out who exactly this mare was.

It was exactly three months after that Kindling Spark had asked him for a huge favour; he told Silver Wind that he had been kicked out by his parents and giving Silver Wind’s current situation with his new job as a courier they came to an agreement.

One day after a frustrating job Silver Wind came home to find Kindling Spark dressed in mare’s clothing, it didn’t take Silver Wind long to put two and two together while she just stared at him frightened beyond all possibility. Seeing the distressed mare in front of him Silver Wind reassured Kindling Spark that he thought no different of him, but that seemed to upset him even more.

“…M-My…n-name is…H-Hearth Fire.” She told him in between her frightened sobs; Silver Wind was completely confused by this turn of events, so he asked her to explain…

“…I-I’m a mare…” Hearth Fire told him, “Kindling Spark was nothing more than a name that I used to hide myself.” Having listened to Hearth Fire’s explanation, Silver Wind knew without a doubt that at least physically Hearth Fire was a stallion. He took a moment to consider how to handle the situation in front of him.

“You’re transgendered?” Silver Wind told her, Hearth Fire said nothing but nodded slowly.

“…You’re not disgusted?” She asked, “…You’re not going to throw me out?” Silver Wind just shook his head.

“Why should I? This is your home as it is mine.” He answered, and thus this was the start of something that would lead them both to where they were now

Silver Wind snapped out of his thoughts and considered his options of dealing with the matter of Hearth Fire coming out, and how to deal with Flash Lance and Midnight Gleam. Their reaction, Flash Lance’s especially would be…unpleasant at best. Silver Wind cursed under his breath either way he looked at the problem it didn’t end well for both of them.

Silver Wind had realised that there was no way of solving this problem without upsetting Hearth Fire,

“It might be a good idea to see Rarity when Hearth Fire goes to visit her.” Silver Wind muttered to himself, “It might be for the best if I found out a bit more information before making a plan to deal with this.”

“What plan honey?” Hearth Fire asked her coltfriend; He just smiled warmly at her.

“…Nothing much, I’m just trying to wrap my head around something.” He reassured her.

“You mean with Rarity’s offer?” Hearth Fire replied, wrapping her forelegs around Silver Wind in embrace, “I’m aware of what could happen and how everypony might react…”

“I know the idea of coming out must be frightening for you, not everypony is going to like the news.” Hearth Fire said nothing in reply; Silver Wind took the silence as confirmation of her unease.

“Silver…it’s 2 in the morning, come back to bed with me.” Hearth Fire pleaded with him. Silver wind just couldn’t help but chuckle; despite how independent Hearth Fire acted the majority of the time she couldn’t resist cuddling up to the nearest thing when she’s sleeping and he couldn’t say no to her when she acted so adorable.

It was just how they are at the end of the day.

A Spark and a Fire Part 1.

Hearth Fire was trotting back and forth impatiently, a habit she did often out of nervousness. Silver Wind just let out a quiet chuckle at Hearth Fire’s pacing, but he understood how nervous she was. At the present moment they were waiting for Rarity at a café in one of the local gardens, it was Rarity’s idea to meet up in a familiar area.

The gardens themselves were a beautiful place to behold; it was an eyeful of vibrant colours provided by the various plants arranged in various patterns and displays. Hearth Fire had expressed plenty of worry about being discovered by Flash Lance or Midnight Gleam as the gardens they were in was a place they often frequented, not only by them but plenty of ponies that she went to college with.

“Oh Darling, it’s so lovely to see you again.” Rarity greeted them warmly, she took note of Hearth Fire’s pacing, “Oh my, I’m not late am I? I’m so sorry.”

“No you’re here on time, Hearth Fire is to be frank…a nervous wreck.” Silver Wind explained, “She has a habit of pacing when she’s nervous.” Rarity let out a small smile, and trotted over to Hearth Fire.

“Hearth Fire, Darling it’s going to be okay.” Rarity reassured: Hearth Fire just nodded slowly, “Now come Darling take a seat, I imagine we have a lot to discuss today.” We all took a seat at a nearest table available, and made our orders.

“Before we start I have a question to ask Rarity.” Silver Wind spoke up, “Why are you offering to help Hearth Fire, no offense but why her of all ponies?” Rarity took a moment to compose herself as she sipped her herbal tea.

“Well a few years ago my younger sister Sweetie Belle attended school with a young colt called Snails who later became a friend of my sister. At the time I didn’t think there was anything unusual about him, but later I would find out about a secret he had kept hidden from everypony.” Rarity explained.

“What happened?” I asked,

“You see Snails, or rather Glitter Shell had decided to skip school to got to the Ponyville spa. The poor dear was confused to what she was at the time, and frightened considering what she told me about her parents. She was even more worried about how her friends would react, but luckily Sweetie Belle and young colt called Aero was there for her every step of the way. Eventually his teacher Cherille and I decided to take matters into our hooves regarding the problem, and soon enough Glitter was able to start her hormonal replacement therapy and eventually have the operation.” Rarity frowned for a moment.

“I take it there was a problem.” Silver Wind commented Rarity just nodded in response.

“Yes unfortunately, some of the other foals her age were nothing more than just awful to her, and her parents…” Rarity hesitated for moment, “Had decided to throw her out on the streets, and called her things I won’t dare to repeat. Thankfully though Cherille had offered to take her in, eventually I offered her the same offer I’m making you know and took her in as an apprentice.”

“So what exactly are the details of your offer?” Silver Wind asked.

“My offer is simple; I’m often going back and forth between my store here and the one back in Ponyville so I need somepony here to help run the store while I’m away. Hearth Fire here clearly has the talent for the job and in addition I’ll guide her through everything in becoming a mare full time and eventually the operation itself.” Rarity explained the details of her offer, “I know what you’re probably thinking, but I assure you I’m sincere in my offer. As for why I am doing all this? Well I’ve seen how something like this can be so hard to deal with, and after what happened with Glitter Shell that is something I won’t allow to happen again…let’s just leave it at that if you don’t mind.”

“We understand Rarity I’m won’t force the issue any further.” Silver Wind replied; Rarity took a sip of her herbal tea and glanced in Hearth Fire’s direction.

“So dear, may I ask why you want to be a mare?” Hearth Fire froze; to be honest she had very little idea herself, to her it was more of a feeling than reason why. Rarity remained silent awaiting a response from Hearth Fire.

“…I-I really don’t know how to answer that Rarity…” I answered, “It’s really been more of a feeling for me…and not one I can explain easily I’m afraid.” Rarity allowed herself a small smile.

“Don’t worry darling I’m won’t judge you for that, and quite frankly I don’t understand why other ponies are so judgemental on the subject.” Rarity stated, a small warm smile never left her lips once as she spoke. “You are who you are and there is nothing wrong in being true to yourself. I won’t sugar coat this dear but the road ahead of you will be a hard one, and many may not take too kindly to it.” Rarity paused for a moment to take a sip of her tea, “But you have ponies that will standby and support your decision, I’m very sure that your coltfriend would agree with me there.” I looked towards Silver Wind who just nodded in response.

We chatted for over an hour, Rarity took the time to get know Silver Wind and I better. Rarity told me I would begin working with her at the boutique starting from next week; she explained to me that going full time would be a slow process, as we both decided to take one step at a time and eventually it would go to my attending of college as Hearth Fire. The idea of this made me understandably nervous, living as a mare in my own home was one thing I could do already as I had my privacy, but living in stealth would be a something I would eventually have to do one way or another.

To be honest with you all…I’m scared, but I imagine anypony in my situation would be. My parents called me all sorts of names when they found out, which eventually amounted to being thrown out of my parent’s home but I won’t blame them for being disgusted with me. They don’t understand but I won’t blame them for it, I dearly wish I could get them to understand but how can I when I don’t understand myself.

I tried my hardest to be what they wanted in a son and in a way I succeeded and failed. Kindling Spark may as well be dead now, I am Hearth Fire now. I am who I am nothing more and nothing less because of it, even if I don’t understand it myself.

A Spark and a Fire part 2.

It had been two weeks since I had accepted Rarity’s offer, things at the boutique had been going smoothly and I was slowly building my confidence up dressed as a mare nearly full time. I still had to go to college as Kindling Spark; I was still getting bothered by Flash Lance and Midnight Gleam, the former of the two trying to find out my address behind my back…

“Flash I told you already, I can’t hang out tonight I’ve got work after college.” I informed the now annoyed Flash Lance. “I’m free on Sunday, my boss and college work keeps me busy you know that Flash.”

“…Yeah fine, I’ll see you Sunday then.” Flash replied sounding annoyed. He muttered something under his breath as I left for home and turned to Midnight Gleam. “Follow him…” He told her quietly, Midnight Gleam just nodded and followed.

I galloped on home, that run in with Flash Lance had made me a bit behind schedule judging by the time I’ll get home I had two hours before I had to go see Rarity. The extra lessons where an opportunity to get me acquainted with some more advanced techniques with dress making and to help me build my confidence. Rarity had said I had been making excellent progress which pleased her greatly, the other lessons weren’t much they just helped me correct my voice and posture so I wouldn’t be read again.

Midnight Gleam was lurking around the corner behind me, I wasn’t even aware I was being followed. She had peaked around the corner as she saw me enter my home.

“Isn’t this Silver Wind’s place?” She wondered, a slight frown upon her features. “Busy my flank; has he been blowing us off all this time to hang out with him?” Curious she snuck up to the window and peaked through.

Inside she saw Silver Wind was home, back from work delivering some parcels to Ponyville. She watched intently as she saw Kindling Spark greet him happily with a warm smile, before he kissed Silver Wind…

“What?! H-He’s…a coltcuddler?” Midnight Gleam whispered to herself, as she continued watching in fascination and listened in.

“So what was so important you wanted to show me?” Silver Wind asked. I beamed at him.

“Rarity taught me a spell to help me pass easier, its better I show you…” I told him, as I cast a bit of magic. The spell itself was a bit complicated to cast and it took me the past week to be able cast it properly, it was supposed to be a modified combination of concealment, alteration and illusion spell that was supposed to help me conceal…certain areas and make me more feminine in appearance.

Both Silver Wind and our unwanted guest watched on as my body changed under the effects of the spell. My stallion had vanished from sight hidden under a concealment charm; my legs became more slender in appearance as I filled out in other areas, and my mane, tail and eyelashes became slightly longer.

“…” Silver Wind was speechless, but his stiff wings were an easy give away that liked what he saw. “…I-I…just wow…” I let out a giggle as he pounced on me, and began nipping on the nape of my neck…

Midnight Gleam just watched on in horror as she saw the more intimate parts of my relationship with Silver Wind. Her expression went from shock to one of sadness as she took a step back snapping a twig as she did so, both our ears twitched at the source of the sound.

“What was that?” I panicked, frightened of being caught. Silver Wind said nothing but motioned me to stay put as he left out the back door.

Midnight Gleam was panicking; of all times she had tried to get him to go on a date with her Silver Wind never once bothered to entertain her offers. All this time he was with Kindling Spark, then that would mean the mare Silver Wind was with…was Kindling Spark.

“O-oh Celestia…” She muttered to herself, “If Flash Lance found out about this, he would try to hurt Kindling…”

“Which is why you’re going to say nothing to him.” A voice behind her spoke, “I don’t know why he sent you to spy on us Midnight, but I don’t appreciate you or Flash Lance invading our privacy.” Midnight Gleam turned around to see stern blue eyes staring her down.

“Silver Wind…I-I’m sorry I won’t say anything to him I swear!” She pleaded.

“You can tell that to Hearth Fire in person.” Silver Wind led Midnight Gleam into the house, and brought her to apologise. I was a little uncertain about all this, but if anypony was in my hooves right now they would say the exact same thing.

“…” We all remained silent for a brief period, before Midnight Gleam spoke up. “Before I say anything…I have to know, how long have you two been together…?”

“If really must know…” I sighed, “We’ve been together for nearly over a year now…”

“So you dress as a mare so you won’t get caught?” Midnight asked, but it sounded like she was thinking out loud. My blush deepened, Rarity told me that I would get days like this…

“No…” I told her, “I’m…transgendered…”

“Hearth Fire was thrown out by her parents when they found out…” Silver Wind explained, “So as you can understand naturally she would be afraid to tell anyone, or be found out.”

“But…” Midnight Gleam spoke, “Then is this why you turned me down all those times Silver?” He nodded in response.

“Like I told you I’m not interested in you like that.” He told her, “I at least had the decency to let you down politely rather than just blow you off at the last second.” Midnight Gleam just nodded, “Don’t get me wrong Midnight this isn’t because I’m homosexual, I can tell you’re thinking that but I’m not like that…” He paused for a moment, “I’m pansexual.”

“We both know how Flash Lance would react to this, which is why I kept him at a distance.” I told her, “I’m trying to go full time Midnight, but I’m scared of how people will react to me once they realise the connection between me and Kindling Spark.” Her expression was unreadable for a brief moment, before she came to a realisation.

Midnight Gleam placed a reassuring hoof on my shoulder, and gave me a small warm smile. Silver Wind looked concerned for a moment but let whatever he was thinking pass.

“I won’t tell anyone Hearth Fire, I’ll do my best to keep Flash Lance off your tail.” Midnight reassured me, “I don’t quite understand it, so just give me some time…”

A Spark and a Fire Part 3

Midnight Gleam had long since left Silver and I alone after swearing she wouldn’t tell anypony. She sounded sincere when she promised, but Silver still had his doubts although I think his was a more personal reason.

“Do you think she’ll keep her word?” I asked, Silver just gave a shrug.

“It’s not that I doubt her word Hearth Fire,” He replied calmly, “It’s just how long she’ll be able to keep it, and you know fine well how persistent Flash Lance can be.”

“Hmm…” I sighed, he was right Flash Lance is going to be a big problem once he starts sticking his nose in other ponies business there is very little that can stop him.

“It’s a shame really…” Silver spoke, “He is a good guy but I think his parent’s close mindedness rubbed off on him too much.” I had the pleasure of meeting Flash’s parents, it wasn’t like they were bad ponies, they were just very…intolerant of ponies like myself or those in same-sex relationships.

“…” I remained silent, “Yeah…I know what it’s like to have parents like that, Celestia knows Flash and I have been friends since we were foals.” Silver Wind raised a brow.

“Ah…so it’s more than just about keeping it from Flash then?” Silver wondered aloud.

“Yeah…” I sighed, “Think about it, your foalhood friend who you consider one of your closest and oldest friends…who also wants to be a mare and is dating your other best friend behind your back. How does that sound to you?” Silver just shook his head, as he just walked by me and nuzzled my neck.

“Hmm…I can see the problem.” Silver replied simply, “But the question is…what are we going to do about him?”

“I…just don’t know….” I said solemnly.

The following days past by slowly, and true to her word Midnight Gleam had managed to keep Flash Lance off my back for the time being. I could tell however he was far from finished from me.

Today was going to prove to be interesting as we were having a guest speaker to take over our advanced life skills class, which was a mandatory class everyone had to take here. It wasn’t bad and it was more to help us prepare for future careers and problems we would face in life.

“Right today class we have two guest speakers coming into speak with you in regarding…” The tutor hesitated in an attempt to find the right words, “Certain kinds of relationships, that I have heard many of you talk about and in regarding the rumours that have been going around lately.”

“Rumours…oh that’s just great.” I thought bitterly. One of the students in the class put their fore hooves in the air and asked if it was anything to do regarding that mare they had seen on campus, but the tutor didn’t answer her.

“Alright I would like to introduce Ms Rarity and Cheerilee.” As the tutor introduced them, as they entered the classroom my jaw just dropped. Now don’t get me wrong it’s not that it wasn’t a pleasant surprise, I was more than happy to see Rarity.

“Hey Kindling, isn’t that the owner of the boutique that opened up a couple of weeks ago?” Flash Lance asked me.

“Uh yeah I think so? Why do you ask?” I answered.

“Hmm no reason I just think she’s pretty cute for an older mare.” I just shook my head at his answer.

“Now everypony we are here to speak to you about same sex relationships and gender identity.” Cheerilee spoke up; Flash Lance just scoffed and muttered something under his breath. “Now in this day and age it isn’t uncommon to see two ponies of the same gender together as a couple, however some ponies still don’t approve of such relationships and as such can cause strains friendships and family relations.”

“Tch, well it’s on their head then all those queers deserve everything they get. It just isn’t natural.” I let out and low annoyed growl at Flash Lance’s outburst.

“…” Cheerilee remain silent and both her and Rarity shot him an annoyed look, “…and that sort of attitude isn’t helping anypony.”

“Flash…just shut up!” I warned him, which caught the attention of the class. Those who knew me knew it was rare for me to lose my temper or snap at other ponies.

“Jeez Kindling don’t tell me you approve of this kind of thing?” Flash asked; surprised I raised my voice to him.

“So what if I do?” I snapped back, “Is that a problem?”

“…” Flash just remained silent, deciding it was best to keep his mouth shut.

“As I was saying before I was rudely interrupted, the gender of some ponies should make no difference on if they want a relationship or not.” Cheerilee continued, “There are some ponies that wish to be the opposite gender of what they are born as, these ponies are known as being transgendered.”

“Well so what difference does that make?” Flash interrupted her once again, “Ponies like that are not natural and shouldn’t even exist!” The silence that echoed throughout the room was deafening and the only thing that was heard next was the sound of Flash hitting the ground.

Everyone just looked at me in shock, and saw I was visibly shaking with rage. Flash just looked at me in disbelief, completely surprised that I had decked him.

“Kindling…?” Flash exclaimed.

“J-just shut it Flash!” I snapped my voice shaking with each word, “I don’t want to hear anything from your mouth about how you hate ponies like that! Y-you’re nothing more than foolish ignorant pony who just hates something he can’t even understand!”

“….seriously Kindling what’s gotten into you?” Flash asked me while he rubbed his cheek.

“…I’m sorry Ms Cheerilee, Rarity…I just need a few minutes to myself to calm down before I say something I regret…” I apologised as I stepped out of the room.

“It’s alright dear take as much time as you need.” Rarity answered,

Everypony just looked at Flash Lance in disbelief, still completely surprised at my outburst at him. Rarity whispered something in Cheerilee’s ear.

“I’m just going to check up on her.” Cheerilee just mouthed “her?” under her breath, before coming to a realisation of what Rarity had meant and nodding.

I sat alone in an empty classroom I knew that would be empty at this time of the day, I was doing my best to calm myself down after decking Flash Lance square in the jaw. I couldn’t help but think how could I be friends with him with the attitude he has towards mares like myself.

“…” I remained silent for a moment before sighing. “What am I going to do?”

“Well darling, I suppose telling somepony you trust would help.” A distinctive voice I knew that belonged to Rarity spoke out, “If you would let me I would be more than happy to listen, that is if you would let me.”

“…Flash Lance was the pony I told you about the other week,” I explained, “We’ve been friends since we were foals, but we’ve sort of grown distant from other.”

“But with you being how you are, and his attitude towards transgendered and homosexual ponies…” Rarity added.

“Yeah…” I replied, “That’s the reason why…and to be honest I’m not sure I want to have anything to do with him anymore…” Rarity took a moment to put together the situation in her head, before deciding how to answer.

“Well darling, I can understand that sometimes that some friendships aren’t just meant to be.” She explained, “It’ll hurt I know but sometimes you really just have to let some friendships go…”

“I know…” I answered, “I…I just think enough is enough.”

In the Classroom Flash Lance sat silent, wondering why Kindling had reacted like that. For as long as they have known each other been close friends, maybe not the best of friends but friends none the less. Flash Lance couldn’t understand why they were drifting apart; he couldn’t help but wonder if his outburst earlier had anything to do with this.

“Kindling couldn’t be a coltcuddler could he?” He mused, but shook his head to dismiss the idea. Ever since Kindling Spark had been avoiding him, because to Flash Lance no-pony is that busy all the time it just doesn’t make any sense.

“Maybe I’ll ask Silver Wind later…” Flash thought, “He always seems to know what’s going on with Kindling lately.”

There was various murmurs throughout the classroom, as Kindling Spark came back into the classroom along with Rarity, Flash Lance just couldn’t help but watch as Kindling just grabbed his things and moved to another seat at the far end of the classroom. Kindling just seemed exhausted and it looked like he had been crying.

“Surely I didn’t upset him that much?” Flash Lance thought to himself. He briefly wondered if he could apologise to Kindling after class. Kindling Spark sat down at an empty desk, Cheerilee knew that look upon Kindlings’s face and it was never a good sign to see on any student.

The rest of the lesson flew by without further incident, and after class I was led to an unused staffroom along with Rarity and Cheerilee. The teacher of the class, an earth pony called Rainfall Shimmer.

“Right Mr Spark, could you please explain what that was all about?” she asked me.

“Kindling is going through some rather personal problems,” Rarity answered for me, “What Flash Lance had said struck a nerve with her.”

“Her?” Rainfall Shimmer asked with a raised brow, “But Kindling Spark here is clearly a stallion.”

“…I-I’m not…” I said meekly, “…I-I’m a mare…my name is Hearth Fire…” Rainfall Shimmer just glanced at me, before deciding what to say.

“Ah…I see the rumours where true then…” she said simply, “I was wondering who that mare everyone on campus was talking about.” I explained to Rainfall Shimmer about my situation and about Rarity’s offer to help me transition.

“Is this wise Rarity?” Cheerilee asked, “I mean what would her parents say?” I know Cheerilee meant well with her concern, but it still brought up a sore point.

“It wouldn’t matter…” I said sadly, “My parents kicked me out nearly two years ago and told me never to come back…they made it clear they want nothing to do with me.”

“Then…where have you been staying all this time?” Rainfall asked.

“Erm...I-er…” I blushed a little, “I’ve been staying with my coltfriend, Silver Wind.”

“Silver Wind? You mean the courier that hangs around with you, Flash Lance and Midnight Gleam after lessons, that Silver Wind?” She asked. I just nodded my head in response.

“I trust you’ll keep this between us?” Rarity asked Rainfall,

“Of course, you have my word. I wouldn’t dream of outing my student like that.” She answered back.

Flash Lance made his way to the campus cafeteria, hoping to find Kindling Spark or Midnight Gleam but couldn’t find either of them. He couldn’t understand why Kindling Spark was avoiding him and that outburst earlier. After looking around for over half an hour Flash Lance finally came across Midnight Gleam but before he could even say anything she had just walked past him with an look of pity and disappointment on her face.

“Midnight…Please wait!” Flash called out but it was to no avail, Midnight Gleam just kept walking on leaving Flash Lance all alone with nothing but his thoughts.

Flash just kept looking for what seemed hours for Kindling Spark; he needed to know why he reacted like that. Flash Lance decided to pay Silver Wind a visit, Flash knew that Kindling considered Silver Wind to be his best friend and would have some idea where Kindling could be.

After reaching Silver Wind’s apartment Flash Lance knocked upon the front door, hoping to Celestia he would be in. To his joy Silver Wind answered the door and gave Flash Lance a quizzical look.

“Flash? What are you doing here?” Silver questioned.

“Silver have you seen Kindling around?” Flash wasted no time in asking.

“I haven’t seen him since this morning. Has something happened?” Silver answered worried.

Flash Lance told Silver Wind what had happened earlier that day, and all the while a stern look never left Silver Wind’s face. Silver just shook his head, muttering under his breath of how much an idiot Flash was for his outburst.

“Well, you deserved to be decked like that for that outburst Flash.” Silver Wind stated simply, “You should know how Kindling is about stuff like that by now.”

“Do you think I don’t know that by now?” Flash shouted, “I say one stupid thing and my oldest friend decks me out of the blue! What do you think I should do smart ass? I’ve been looking all over for him to apologise but he just doesn’t want to be found!”

The opening of the apartment door caught both their ears which was followed by a very feminine voice.

“Honey I’m home!” The voice called out to Silver.

“Well the shit is gonna hit the fan now!” Silver thought to himself, but before he answered I entered the room leaving Flash Lance just slack jawed as the realisation just came upon him.

“…F-Flash!” I panicked before turning angry, “You’ve got some nerve showing your face here!”

“Honey calm down, Flash came here to apologise to you.” Silver sighed.

“Y-you two…are together?!” Flash finally spoke up, “All this time…behind my back! Oh Celestia you’re both coltcuddlers…and that mare…that was…Oh Celestia you’re both sick!”

“Get out! Now!” I shouted at Flash Lance, “After what you’ve said and done today I never want to see you ever again! Now get out of our home!” Without a word Flash Lance just got up and left muttering under himself about us being freaks as he slammed the door behind him.

Author's Note

Here's the completed chapter, I managed to get it done earlier than expected :D

-Silent.

The Spark Dies Out, The Fire Burns On.

Rarity paced back and forth reflecting back on the events of the other day, Hearth Fire had told her what had happened with Flash Lance that evening. She was upset that he had found out, and from what Rarity knew of the situation knew he would eventually find out. The stress of it all was getting too much for her handle, and she had told Rarity that it was time for Kindling Spark to disappear for good. She wasn’t going to stop her, it wasn’t her right to interfere with that decision.

“Spike, could you come here for moment please.” Rarity called out, and soon enough the young dragon made his appearance.

“Yeah Rares?” Spike replied.

“Do you think you could be a dear and take a message for me?” She asked politely, Spike nodded and went to fetch a quill and paper.

“Are you sure about this honey?” Silver Wind asked concerned. “You realise that if you do this there’s no going back.” I let out a bitter sorrowful laugh in response.

“I…I’m just done hiding…” I explained, “I’m tired Silver, just tired of pretending to be someone I’m not…I’m Hearth Fire, not Kindling Spark.” Silver Wind remained silent, but he could understand where she was coming from.

“I hope you understand what is going to happen if you do this.” Silver Wind finally spoke, “Not everypony is going to like this, but you know I’m going to be with you each step of the way.”

“I know Silver.” I allowed myself a small wry smile, “I guess everyone is going to in for a shock tomorrow…”

The night flew over quickly, and Celestia’s morning sun warmed the early morning skies. I got up and began to make my morning preparations for what I’m know is going to be a long day. I’m thankful for all the bits of advice Rarity has given me over the past few weeks, and I’m grateful we met.

I began by casting the spells Rarity had taught me, it wasn’t much but it was handy and Silver did enjoy seeing my new curves this spell gives me. It was easily my favourite spell to, considering it hid away my stallionhood with a simple illusion. I added a little eyeliner and mascara next to bring out my eyes a bit more, along with a subtle shade of a pale pink lipstick. The dress was next, a shade of blue only slightly darker than my plush like fur coat and a pair of matching shoes. Satisfied with my appearance, I sorted out my mane and tail so it looked more wavy, and it somewhat reminded me of the soft flickering of flames.

I gathered my things and I made my way to college, I was a little nervous as made my way to the college campus and I knew had earned a few stares judging by the mutterings from a couple of ponies. I glanced at the large clock on the campus tower, and it told me that I was running a little later than expected.

I arrived to an empty classroom, and I briefly wondered how everyone in class would react to me but before I could give it any major thought Rainfall Shimmer entered the classroom.

“Excuse me miss, but are you lost?” She asked warmly.

“No I have class here in quarter of an hour Ms Shimmer.” I answered in a softer, gentler tone which I personally considered my natural voice. Rainfall Shimmer finally realised who I was and said nothing more than a good morning as she began writing something in the class register.

Class soon started as everypony entered the room to take their seats, Flash noticed me, shot me a look of disgust and took a seat on the far edge of the room. A few more moments passed by and judging from the murmurs throughout the class, everypony was wondering where Kindling Spark was.

“Is he ill?” One pony whispered as the register was being taken.

“I don’t know I haven’t seen him in the past two days.” Another responded. As Rainfall Shimmer called out various names, the other ponies noticed that she had never called out Kindling Spark’s name.

“Hearth Fire?” She called out, everypony wondered whose name she called out.

“Here!” I answered simply, doing my best to keep calm under everyponies sudden gaze in my direction.

“Isn’t she the mare everyponies been talking about in those rumours?” One pony whispered to his friend sitting next to him. “Excuse me Rainfall, but do you know what’s going on with Kindling Spark?” He asked.

“I’m afraid Kindling Spark is no longer going to be with us, and as such Hearth Fire here will be taking his place in this class.” She explained which caused Flash Lance to frown.

“In other words Kindling Spark here has finally decided to show her true colours.” He sneered, I shot him disapproving look in response but his little outburst had caused the entire class to go completely silent with the shock.

“Does it really matter how I act or dress, I’m only being myself at the end of the day Lance.” I replied calmly and admittedly it came out a bit colder than I intended. “If you all must know I’m transgendered…” I said sadly, “Take it any way you wish but I’m not going to change just because you don’t like it.”

“Whatever you queer, I want nothing more to do with you or Silver Wind anymore!” Flash shouted back furious.

“Flash Lance just what the hell is your problem!” Midnight Gleam shouted back.

“My problem?” He replied shocked, “My problem is that my oldest friend has been keeping this from me for who knows how many years and has been dating my best friend behind my back!”

“And I wonder why I did?” I replied sarcastically, “Maybe it was because I knew you would act like this!” This was the last straw with Flash Lance.

“Why don’t you stop lying to yourself Kindling!” He argued.

“My name is Hearth Fire! And don’t you ever forget that Lance!” I roared back.

“Enough both of you!” Rainfall Shimmer shouted as she demanded for silence from the class, “Flash Lance is it any of your business what Hearth Fire does in her private life?”

“No, I suppose it’s not.” Flash Lance growled out,

“Good now whatever her reasons were you have to understand it’s her decision at the end of the day.” Flash Lance just gave me disapproving look.

“Look…” He said flatly, “How would you like it? Having someone you’ve known since you were foals keep something like this from you! Whatever he is trying to be isn’t natural and he is just fooling himself!”

“…” I sighed, “You’re too much like your father…”

“Maybe I am, is that a problem?” Flash Lance argued, “Maybe you should be more like yours?”

“…” I said nothing and frowned at his declaration.

“See maybe if you joined the Royal Guard like your father you wouldn’t be like this!” Flash continued, “In fact why don’t I tell him myself what you’re doing with your life?”

“Don’t bother…” I replied half-heartedly, “My family disowned me ages ago…” Flash just went silent at my revelation. “Mom and Dad caught me, walked right in on me mid dress and well…there were a lot of nasty things said and they kicked me out and disowned me just like that…”

“…That’s just horrible.” Midnight Gleam commented,

“If it wasn’t for Silver Wind I’d probably be homeless right now.” I continued, “And well…we became an item a few months later. I knew you would react like you did Lance, why do you think I never came to you for help?”

“…” Flash Lance said nothing, and for the rest of the day he remained silent.

Midnight Gleam and I chatted with each other over the lunch, I told her everything that had happened over the past few days, and she was questioning me of what my foalhood was like.

“Flash Lance and I have known each other since we were foals, our fathers served in the Royal Guard together when they were younger and we pretty much did everything together until we went our different ways once we went into school.” I explained, “I couldn’t seem to keep up with the other stallions my age at the time, so I had to work harder than the others just get by but even then it still wasn’t enough…”

“So what did you do?” Midnight asked,

“The school I attended decided to hold a fashion show for charity, which was hosted by Fleur De Lis.” I explained. “I snuck into the show as a dare, and I got mistaken for one of the students who volunteered to be the models for the dresses.”

“I see…” Midnight Gleam commented.

“They did my make-up, hooves, mane and tail, when I got a look at myself in the mirror I couldn’t believe that that mare in the mirror was me.” I continued, “The feeling of being in that dress and being made up like that and looking the way I did…it was well intoxicating.”

“So what happened after?” Midnight asked.

“Days, then weeks went by and I could get that feeling out of my head.” I explained, “I needed to be like that again, so I snuck in some stuff from my older sister Bright Spark. I remember it taking me ages to get my hair and make-up right.” I laughed softly at the memory, “I eventually gathered the courage to go out once in a while, and I found being like this gave me a much needed confidence boost.” Midnight Gleam continued to listen to my tale intently, “I admit I was jealous of other mares, and I grew to resent what was between my legs, and I just wished it would go away.”

“How did you manage to keep all this to yourself all these years?” Midnight Gleam asked.

“With great difficulty…” I answered simply, “But like I said earlier I eventually got caught, and I was disowned. I don’t think my sister knows yet but I’d imagine she’ll find out soon.”

Author's Note

Here's the full chapter enjoy.

-Silent

A Bright Spark.

“Ooh! Where could that geeky little brother of mine have disappeared to?” A mare muttered to herself. She was mare in her mid-twenties, bright blond hair on her mane and tail, amber eyes and a pale sky blue coat of plush fur. Her cutie mark upon her flank was a pen in the midst of writing with stars around the pen.

She had been worried, her brother had just up and disappeared on her when she came back home to visit their parents. She had asked them but both of them looked angry and denied that they even had a son.

“What was the deal with them anyway?” She wondered to herself, “Just what did you do Kindling to piss off mom and dad that much?”

She continued her search throughout the streets of Canterlot, asking various ponies about her younger brother and checking out the places he might visit often. Each place however was met with no success, it was late in the afternoon and she had checked every possible place she could think of.

“I should just give up and try again tomorrow.” She sighed in defeat.

“Bright Spark?” A voice called out, “Is that you?” Bright Spark turned to the source of the voice.

“Ms Cheerilee?” Bright Spark questioned, “Hey I haven’t seen you since I left school.”

“I’m happy you remember me.” Cheerilee smiled, “You were such a handful back then. Anyway what brings you these parts?”

“I’m looking for my little brother, apparently our parents disowned him.” Bright Spark explained, “I want to know why, my brother isn’t the sort of pony who would do anything that bad.”

“I see…” Cheerilee replied. She wondered how she was going to explain this, or was it even her place to say anything. She sighed to herself before continuing, “Your little…brother has changed quite a lot here, so much that you may not recognise…him. From what I understand it’s been a hard couple of years, but I think it would be better if you heard it from the horse’s mouth as it were.” Cheerilee was careful in what she said; she did her best to catch herself to avoid saying anything further than she shouldn’t.

“Ms Cheerilee, all you alright?” Bright Spark asked, “Do you know where my brother is?”

“…” Cheerilee hesitated, “I can tell you where you might find…him, but it’s not my place to say anything further as much as it pains me.”

“Was it really that bad?” She thought to herself, “Could my little brother be in prison? Or in the hospital?”

“I suggest you go talk to Rarity over at the boutique at the end of the street.” Cheerilee pointed, “She’ll be able to tell you more, or at least find your brother there…”

“Why would my brother be a boutique?” Bright Spark asked confused, “Does he work there or something?”

“Yes, Rarity was kind enough to give…him a job there.” Cheerilee explained, “It’s most likely your best bet of getting some answers at the very least. Just try and keep an open mind about it.”

“Thank you Ms Cheerilee!” Bright Spark hugged her former teacher in gratitude and said her goodbyes.

Once Bright Spark was out of sight, Cheerilee sighed and silently hoped that everything would be okay between the two.

Bright Spark entered the boutique, a slight ringing of the bell above the door signalling her entry. She was greeted by Spike, who gave her a curt nod.

“Excuse me, but would it be possible to speak to Rarity?” She asked the teenaged dragon, “Ms Cheerilee said I could find her here.”

“No problem, just wait here a sec ma’am, I’ll go get her for you.” Spike answered, and headed off to fetch Rarity.

Bright Spark was left alone in the front of the store, and she took a moment to look around at her surroundings, dresses and suits of different sizes and colours adorned the store. Some of the more elaborate outfits were on display on mannequins. Bight Spark looked on in awe at some of the designs.

“Can I help you, dear?” Rarity asked, “Spike said you had something to talk to me about.”

“Yes, I was told by Ms Cheerilee I would be able to find my little brother Kindling Spark here.” She explained to Rarity, “I’m his older sister Bright Spark.”

Rarity took a moment to consider her options, and she knew Cheerilee wouldn’t say anything that wasn’t her place to say. Rarity supposed she could tell her, but it might be better if Hearth Fire explained it herself. This was a family matter after all.

“I’m afraid you’ve got me at a bit of predicament darling?” Rarity explained, “I can only tell you so much, as it isn’t my place to get involved in family matters.”

“What!?” Bright Spark questioned, “Fine what can you tell me?”

“You are correct to come here; I’ve offered to help by giving your younger sibling a job as my apprentice.” Rarity answered, “In fact if you don’t mind waiting a while I’m sure you’ll get your answers soon enough dear.”

“Why can’t you tell me anything more?” Bright Spark asked impatiently.

“It isn’t my place to say, and besides this is a family affair.” Rarity explained, “Somethings are better explained face to face dear, in fact your arrival has be expected for some time now.”

“Kindling was expecting me?” Bright Spark asked, “Then you know what happened right?”

“No, but I have an idea of what could of happened.” Rarity replied, “Now dear would you like some tea while we wait?”

Bright Spark took her up on her offer; there was a tense silence between the two. Bright Spark knew Rarity had a better idea of what was going on, but she was refusing to say anything further on the matter.

Bright Spark's eyes caught a glimpse of a photograph of two ponies, both were mares one had a fur coat similar to Rarities and the same eye colour so Bright Spark assumed it was a family member, the other one she recognised straight away.

“Isn’t this Snails?” Bright Spark questioned, “Why do he look like a mare though?”

“I assume your referring to Glitter Shell; she’s a transgendered stallion to mare and a close friend of my sister.” Rarity answered after taking a sip of her tea, “I hope that isn’t a problem with you dear?”

“What? Oh no.” Bright Spark replied shaking her head, “My mom and dad will though.”

“Hmm…” Rarity was quiet for a moment, “Glitter Shell is like another little sister to me, her family had kicked her out and almost all her friends had abandoned her. She almost took her own life…”

“Who stood by her then?” Bright Spark asked curious.

“Well dear aside from myself and my sister Sweetie Belle.” Rarity answered, “There was Cheerilee, my sister’s friends Applebloom and Scootaloo, and I do believe Glitter is a very close friend with Ditzy Doo’s daughter Aero who is much like Glitter herself.”

“It must have been hard for her…” Bright Spark stated with a hint of sadness in her voice.

“It was dear,” Rarity answered, “Transgendered ponies need all the support they can get through such hard times.” They were interrupted by the ringing of the bell above the front door. “If you excuse me for a moment darling, I have to see to this.”

I entered the boutique; I was wearing something casual today with some light make up. I admit I had gut feeling that something was going to happen today. It wasn’t the first time I’ve had that feeling either. I was greeted by Rarity who looked like she was expecting me.

“Good evening Hearth Fire.” She greeted in a hushed tone, “It would seem you have a guest today, she’s been looking all over for you from what she has told me.”

“What!?” I exclaimed, “My sister is here!?” I did my best not to panic.

“Now Hearth Fire darling, we both knew this day would come eventually.” Rarity reassured me, “You told me yourself that your sister would come looking for you.”

“I know Rarity…” I replied nervously, “I just didn’t expect it to be so soon. I don’t think you could be ever prepared for something like this.”

“I’ll be there with you all the way.” Rarity reassured me with a small smile, “Shall we go in and tell her?” I nodded and let Rarity lead the way.

Bright Spark was waiting for Rarity to return, and was wondering what was keeping her brother. Rarity re-entered the room accompanied with a younger mare.

“Bright Spark I would like to introduce you to my apprentice Hearth Fire.” Rarity reintroduced me to my older sister. I gave her a nervous smile.

“You have two apprentices?” Bright Spark questioned.

“Um…I-I…er..H-Hi sis…”I said nervously.

“Kindling?” Bright Spark’s face was hit with realization, “Oh Celestia! Kindling…is that really you? Is this why mom and dad kicked you out?” I nodded awkwardly.

“My name is Hearth Fire; I’m your little sister…t-that is if you still want me as a sister.” I said nervously, but my sister said nothing out of shock.

“Oh Celestia! This is my fault, this was because I dared you to sneak into that fashion show wasn’t it?” Bright spark panicked, “It’s my fault your like this.”

“…” I began to cry, “S-sis..?”

“Hey now…” She hugged me, “I’m not going to abandon you over this, I couldn’t do that to my little sister now would I? You know I’m not like mom and dad.”

“T-Thank you.” I said wiping the tears from my eyes, “I-it’s been hard since mom and dad kicked me out, but thanks to Rarity and Silver Wind a lot of the pressure has been taken off my shoulders.”

“Who’s Silver Wind?” Bright Spark asked narrowing her eyes while she went into overprotective big sister mode.

“M-My Coltfriend…” I said sheepishly.

“If you pardon my intrusion dear, but if you don’t mind me asking, but what did you mean by it’s your fault?” Rarity asked my sister.

“Well…” My sister started, “When we were in school I dared my little sister to sneak into the charity fashion show the school was hosting at the time. Hearth was 10 years old at the time. She ended up entering by mistake because one of the hosts thought she was one of the younger models.” Bright Spark laughed sheepishly, “Mom and Dad weren’t very happy when they found out.”

“Ah yes I remember that, Glitter and Aero were telling me about somepony sneaking in back then.” Rarity commented.

“Are you done embarrassing me now sis?” I pouted.

“I’m your big sis I get full rights to embarrass you as much as I want.” Bright Spark teased, as she mussed up my mane. “And besides you’ve got to introduce me to the lucky stallion that snatched up my little sister’s heart.”

“We’re adults now and you still haven’t changed a bit sis.” I said amused.

“I would think you would be used to it by now.” She deadpanned.

“Well Hearth Fire, it looks like you have a lot of catching up to do with your sister.” Rarity smiled, “It’s only fair that you get the night to yourselves to catch up.”

“Thank you Rarity.” I smiled grateful. I was happy that my sister didn’t reject me like my parents did…

Author's Note

You didn't think I'd forgotten about this fic did you? Also a bit of a shout out to Aero and Glittershell which I'm a huge fan of. Anyway I hoped you enjoyed this chapter.

Silent.

Between Sisters.

“So what’s been happening with you since I was away?” Bright Spark asked, “Aside from the obvious of course.”

“Well after our parents kicked me out and disowned me, I ended up on Silver Wind’s doorstep and after I explained what happened he offered me a place to stay…we didn’t become a couple until few months later.” I explained, “What about you?”

“Mom and Dad aren’t exactly the most tolerant of ponies…” Bright Spark said sadly, “I broke up with my partner just a few weeks ago…and I ended up back a Mom and Dad’s place.”

“What happened?” I asked.

“She cheated on me…” Bright Spark said simply, “…Left me for another stallion, apparently we weren’t nothing more than fuck buddies. Mom and Dad will probably disown me too if they found out.”

“Wait so you’re bi or are you a lesbian?” I asked curious.

“I’m gay.” She answered, and let out a chuckle. “Mom and Dad wanted me to settle down and marry some colt and give them grand foals to spoil…and look at us, I’m a lesbian and your transgendered.”

“I guess your right we are quite a pair.” I answered; letting a chuckle out as well. We continued talking until we got to Silver Wind’s and my apartment, Bright Spark took a good look around.

“Nice place, you two have done pretty well for yourselves.” Bright Spark stated. “You’re still in college right?”

“I’m in my final year.” I answered, “Silver Wind should be home in about an hour.”

“Is there much of an age difference between you two then?” My sister asked curious and determined to get as much of the details as she can.

“He’s older than me by a year and a couple of months; we’ve been friends since I was 13.” I answered her.

“I remember how adorkable you were back then.” She laughed, “You still are.”

We talked on and on, joking around with each other. Some things just don’t change no matter how old you get. We didn’t realise Silver Wind had come back home.

“So…friend of yours honey?” Silver asked announcing his return home, I got up and kissed him.

“Just catching up with my big sister.” I told him smiling.

“Well it’s a pleasure to meet you.” Silver Wind greeted, “I assume Hearth Fire has told you already.” Bright Spark nodded.

“I’m not going to abandon my little sister just because she’s transgendered.” She explained, “I’m not like our parents.”

“If only dealing with Flash Lance was so easy.” He sighed, “That intolerant git has been avoiding us like a plague.”

“That little brat?” Bright Spark queried, “I’m not surprised, I swear he’s too much like his old man for my liking. I suppose he’s being giving you two trouble.”

“Not really.” I scoffed, “He was freaked out when he found out about me, and was outright pissed when he found out about me and Silver.” Silver Wind sighed.

“Well it was only matter of time before he showed his true colours.” Silver commented, “He’s not a bad guy, just intolerant.”

“Hmm…” Bright Spark pondered for a moment, “I suppose he’ll going running to Mom and Dad eventually.”

“Really wouldn’t surprise us.” I replied, “Mom and Dad value their pride more than they do their own kids, if they didn’t have a field day before they will now.”

“Oh the shame, the shame of it all!” My sister cried out overdramatically, “Tis such a burden on our poor family…sheesh yeah right.” Silver Wind raised a brow at my sister’s antics. “I don’t think I’ll be going back there anytime soon.”

“You got a place to stay?” Silver asked her.

“Need a place of my own, I was staying at Mom and Dad’s the past couple of weeks.” Bright Spark answered, “There’s a few apartments available in the centre of Canterlot, so I’ll put in for one of them in the morning.”

“In that case you can have the guest room till you get a place of your own.” Silver offered, “Just so long as you don’t mind we can get pretty loud.”

“SILVER!!” I shot him a disapproving look, “I don’t think my sister needs to know that!!” Silver smirked, and Bright Spark just laughed her ass off.

“…Oh don’t worry.” Bright Spark replied after calming down a bit, “I won’t be too much trouble, I’ll be here a week or two tops.” I blushed bright crimson and muttered something under my breath...

Author's Note

An extra chappy for you all. So I hope you enjoy it.

Value of Warmth.

Flash Lance paced back and forth in his living room, cursing and swearing up a storm through his ranting. It had only been a few short weeks since Hearth Fire had finally come out in front of everypony at the campus. He had constantly tried to harass and insult Hearth Fire, trying desperately to belittle her anyway he could.

And here he was all alone in his own home, every last one of his friends finally had enough, walked away and abandoned him while he was consumed in his own pointless hatred and anger. Not wanting anything more to do with him.

He had lost his two oldest friends, because they fell in love with each other. Midnight Gleam had just walked away...she even slapped him for his attitude towards Hearth Fire.

"Was it worth it Flash?" The thought kept running through his mind, it was something Hearth Fire has said the last time they saw each other. "Ask yourself, was it worth pushing away and lashing out at everypony just because of your own pointless anger?"

Was it worth it? Losing the respect of the ponies and the friends he once had.

"Don't you think I know that I'll have to deal with ponies like you for the rest of my life?" Hearth Fire had told him, "Are you really going to be the kind of pony who does nothing but hate ponies like me just for something we can't control?"

"Tch, what does that freakshow know..." Flash muttered to himself. "I don't need anypony who sides with that..." Flash lost himself in his own thoughts not bothering to finish his sentence.

"I've seen how others are treating you Flash, it isn't nice isn't it?" Hearth Fire had said, "To be singled out like that, to be treated as if you're nothing more than a disease. I'm telling you this because deep down underneath all that hatred and bigotry you're still a good stallion, but you're being consumed by that hate and it's getting to the point I can barely recognize you any more."

Flash had remembered those words, those Celestia damned words...why did it haunt him? Why did it bother him so much? It was all Hearth Fire's fault! He went behind his back by dating his best friend! He was the one who always blew him off to be with Silver Wind...but it was the final thing that Hearth Fire had told him that had bothered him the most.

"Do you know why I'm telling you this Flash? It's because you're doing exactly what my parents did..." Hearth Fire had explained, "I've seen first hoof of what that kind of hatred does to ponies like you. In a way it's sad but I'll cherish all the time we spent having fun as friends growing up, but from the looks of it my oldest friend is gone and he isn't coming back. All I see right now is some stranger calling me everything nasty under the sun and to be honest I couldn't care less about you."

"He...She just walked away..." Flash had muttered to himself, he was all alone now just like that. All alone staring into a mirror trying to figure out what he had let himself become.

"Do you think he got the message honey?" Silver asked.

"I honestly don't know Silver," I replied, "I must have gotten through to him on some level. He's keeping away from me the past few days."

"Don't worry about it." Silver sighed, "He brought it on himself at the end of the day."

"No you're right, I suppose it doesn't matter now." I told Silver, "I've got to get to work now honey, so I'll be back in a few hours." I kissed Silver on the cheek and made my way to Rarity's boutique.

Silver just sat there after I had left. He had knew how hard Flash had it now and former friend or not everything he had said Flash had brought it upon himself. Silver Wind got up and walked over to the shelves, reaching and pulling out an opened letter given to him by Hearth Fire's elder sister Bright Spark earlier that day.

She had explained the letter was from their mother asking them both to come home, she explained the letter had mentioned that something had happened between both parents, but she didn't go into details about it.

Silver Wind knew he should have given Hearth Fire the letter, but with everything that had happened over the week. He thought it would be best to leave it for the time being so Hearth Fire could clear her head.

From everything Hearth Fire and Bright Spark had told him, their parents were far from the accepting sort that much was clear to him. Hearth Fire had even said on one occasion that just talking about them left a bitter taste in her mouth.

Silver had concluded that Hearth Fire's father was the source of all this, he certainly seemed to fit the bill, an old military traditionalist she called her father once. The mother however seemed to be something of a mixed bag according to Bright Spark, so there could be hope there if only a little.

Silver put the letter back on the shelf deciding it was better left for another day.

"Is there something on your mind Hearth?" Spike asked me, "You seem kinda distracted."

"Personal problems with a former friend." I said simply.

"That Flash guy right?" Spike inquired, "The guy who came here and was calling you all sorts of names."

"..." I hesitated for a moment, "Yeah that was him, but I don't think he'll be bothering me for the time being..." I remembered the things I said to him, how harsh I was but in the end enough was enough.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" Spike asked, "You'd be surprised I'm a very good listener." I took a moment to consider it, and decided it could hurt.

"Flash was my oldest friend, we've been so since we were foals." I smiled at the memory, "He'd always get me dragged into some mischief or some crazy prank of his. I can't remember how many times we've gotten into trouble with our parents for our antics." That smile left as quickly as it came. "But in the end..." I hesitated, "I guess that friendship didn't matter to him...I kept him at a distance because I feared he would turn out like his father." I went quiet for a moment, "Flash is a good pony deep down I know he is, and some part of me still hopes he'll come around."

"..." Spike said nothing and continued listening.

"I tried to appeal to my friend and make him realize what he was turning himself into." I explained, "Even after all the horrible things he said and did, I still cared for the friend I grew up with."

"I guess somethings don't work out like that." Spike stated.

"I know Spike...I know..." I answered the young dragon, "You'd think I would have learned my lesson after my parents disowned me."

"There's nothing wrong with caring about others y'know." Spike reassured, "But you can't let jerks like that take advantage of it, and to be honest you'll be better off without people like that."

"..." I said nothing, but deep down I agreed.

I walked my usual route home but I was lost in my own thoughts. I felt sorry for Flash and I hope I got through to him, but watching become so enamored with his own hate and bigotry towards me to the point he pushed everyone else away. Was I as bad as him just to walk away and say that I didn't care, just because he hated me that much? No...I won't be like Flash, I won't throw away everypony important to me...I value them too much.

I finally got home and Silver was waiting for me in the living room, he was watching some TV documentary about the technology behind some science fiction show he was a fan of.

"Honey are you alright?" He asked me, I gave a small smile. "Did something ha-Mmph!?" I pulled him into a kiss.

"Silver..." I said.

"Y-yeah?" He replied, still caught off guard.

"Have I told you how much I love you..." I asked him, with a warm smile, "Have I ever told you how happy you made me...How much you make me laugh when you try to hide how much of a geek you are." I gave him a small chuckle, "And how much I appreciate you standing by me all this time no matter how hard it's been."

"..." Silver was speechless.

"Well then..." I spoke, "I love you Silver with all my heart, more than I do anything in this world..." I whispered into his ear, and pleaded, "Could you show me how much you love me?"

It took a moment for a red faced Silver Wind to finally click to what I telling him...

Author's Note

I hope you all enjoyed this chapter, and I'm sorry that it has took so long for the update.

I admit I kind of put a bit of something I went through a little over a month ago into this chapter, a falling out with an old friend who had a similar problem as I do. I'll confess that I'm far from the most social person you'll ever meet and my worst habit his that I tend to push people away, as much as this particular habit is a problem I do my best not to alienate people I'm close to.

So I wrote this chapter to do two things, to say how much I appreciate my partner, friends and family, and to say this "Don't push the people you love away, treasure them."

I've seen first hand what happens to people who let themselves push people away because of their own problems, even to the point of spitting in the face of those trying to help them. The very fact people can become something like that...It's something I don't want to be.

Anyway I hope someone else can take what I've said to heart, and again I'm glad you've been enjoying the story so far.

Silent

Mother and Daughter.

"Why did you hide this letter from me Silver?" I asked slightly upset, "This was important, you should have given me this days ago." Silver grimaced knowing that I was right.

"Look Hearth," He explained, "You had too much on your back at the time, I just thought I'd give you some breathing space before I gave you it. I've seen how stressed you've been the past few days."

"I know you meant well honey..." I sighed, "Just don't do this to me again...please for my sake."

"Well what did the letter say anyway?" Silver asked curious.

"My...mother wants my sister and her son to come back home..." I spat out with a look disgust. "...even after all this time, tch some ponies just don't want to change!"

"Hearth?" Silver shot me a concerned look.

"How can she want me back?" I said bitterly, "...Even after she and the old fool treated me the way they did! All those names! Then the old man running me out of the house!"

"..." Silver just kept silent as I let out my feelings.

"..." I calmed down a little after my rant, "If she wants her son so badly...then too bad Kindling Spark is dead for all I care."

"So what are you going to do?" Silver asked me.

"If she wants a meeting...then I'm going to give her one." I stated calmly, "It's about time she met the real me don't you think?"

A mare was walking down the street towards the cafe just outside a nearby park. She was on her way to meet someone she hadn't seen in a couple of years, due to her own foolish mistakes in driving them away.

Despite getting on years she still looked youthful, a golden brown mane and tail, a dull shade of light blue plush fur, bright golden brown eyes. Her cutie mark clearly marked her as an artist.

She came to the cafe and took a seat and placed her order. She looked around in hopes of seeing her son and daughter but couldn't find either of them. Minutes of waiting quickly turned into a hour, and there was no sign of either.

"..." She sighed, "I should of figured they wouldn't be coming..."

"Hey..." Another mare behind her said, "I'm sure it couldn't be helped, this is Canterlot after all ponies are always coming and going."

"I know," the older mare replied, "It just isn't like them to be late."

"Do you want to talk about it?" The younger mare asked, "I'm Hearth Fire by the way."

"Only if you don't mind listening to an old mare," She gave a tired smile, "I'm Wayward Spark, it's a pleasure."

"So what happened?" Hearth Fire asked,

"My son..." She hesitated, "My son was caught dressing as a mare by his father and I...we...no I said some horrific things to him before my husband chased him out of our home..."

"I see..." Hearth Fire said simply, "Don't you think that was a bit much?"

"It was." She admitted, "And I regret every moment of it, my husband is gone...run off with some whorse he was seeing behind my back."

"...I'm sorry to hear that." Hearth Fire replied unsure of what to make of that bit of information.

"My daughter ran off some time ago as well." Wayward Spark added, "When she found out what happened she left to find her younger brother."

"I remember hearing about a young mare asking around for her brother over a fortnight ago. I heard she found him." Hearth Fire stated, "I take it you want your son to come home?"

"Yes I do..." Wayward Spark answered, "I hope he's forgiven me for all the terrible things I said to him."

"What would you say to him?" Hearth Fire inquired.

"I would say that I'm so sorry for not supporting him when he needed help," She continued, "I couldn't believe I got so blinded my ex-husband's bigotry."

"Lemme guess," Hearth Fire added, "He wanted your son to be a stallion among stallions?"

"I suppose you could say that." Wayward Spark replied, "He should be around your age you know..."

"Really?" Hearth Fire questioned.

"Yes I hope he found somepony special." Wayward Spark commented, "Somepony who would help him...where I couldn't."

"..." Hearth Fire was quiet for a moment, "I'm sure has..." Wayward Spark noticed a small smile on the younger mares face.

"I take it you have a special somepony?" She asked, Hearth Fire nodded. "I'm glad I wish the two of you all the best."

Hearth Fire at present was facing an internal dilemma, her original intention was to just give her mother a piece of her mind and just walk off. Now part of her wanted to give her mother another chance, after hearing all that but...there was one more thing she would have to ask.

"Do you think he'll turn up soon?" Wayward Spark asked, snapping Hearth Fire out of her thoughts.

"..." Hearth Fire didn't answer, after a brief pause of silence she asked, "Could you still accept your son if he hasn't changed?"

"What kind of question is that?" Wayward Spark said angrily, "Haven't you heard what I've been saying! I just want my son back and tell him I'm sorry!"

"It's funny...y'know." Hearth Fire laughed softly, "I came here to find a stranger who had said some hurtful things to me in the past, I wasn't sure if I wanted her in my life again after so long, and to be honest I didn't think I could find it in myself to forgive her...I really wasn't expecting to see my mother after all this time."

"I take it you're in the same boat as me then..." Wayward Spark laughed, "How ironic." Hearth Fire just shook her head.

"I don't think your son will be coming to see you..." Hearth Fire told the older mare, "He doesn't go by that name anymore."

"...?" Wayward Spark just shot the younger mare a questioning look, "Do you know my son?"

"I would say that I do, if you want to put it that way." Hearth Fire answered, "In fact I would dare say I know him better than you do." Wayward Spark still looked confused as ever. "I know what he's been up to all these years, and I've seen everything that's happened to him as well."

"Oh I get it!" Wayward Spark exclaimed, "You're his special somepony!" Hearth Fire just let out a sigh of exasperation, "My son's so lucky, I'll have lots of little grandfoals to spoil."

Hearth Fire just stared and began laughing at an inside joke.

"You haven't changed much have you, mom?" I said with a small grin.

"M-mom...?!" Wayward Spark just stared in shock at the younger mare before her. Here was a very feminine young mare, with dark blue fur, a light brown mane and tail with faint golden brown highlights, a pair of bright golden brown eyes looking right back at her. Her make up was well done, and there was a definite figure there from what she could tell. "D-did you just call me...Mom?"

Wayward Spark just continued to stare in utter shock, now that she thought about it the younger mare was giving her the same look she used to give her ex-husband used to do when they were younger.

"Like mother like daughter..." Wayward Spark muttered, "I suppose I deserved this. I should have been able to guess by the name..."

"Hey it's subtle but it works very well." I laughed, "I thought Hearth Fire suits me well."

"You're terrible to trick your mother like that Missy!" Mom scolded, "Do you know how much I've been worried about you and your sister...speaking of which where is she?"

"..." I had an idea, but I decided to be vague, "Probably flirting with some poor soul right now, Midnight is probably panicking right as we speak." Mom just shook her head.

"I swear that filly is just too colt crazy for her own good." I didn't have the heart to correct her...

"Oh...I think you might be surprised." I stated, "Sis hasn't changed that much, in fact she's looking for a place here. In fact your welcome to stay at my apartment if you haven't got a place to stay. I'm sure we have got a lot to catch up to."

"Yes...I would like that." Mom added, "You sure you have the room though?"

"Oh yeah, Sis is staying with us while she's getting settled in." I explained, "Just be prepared for a few surprises though."

"Oh it can't be that bad."

Mom and I managed to return to our apartment, and we were greeted with a rather flustered Silver Wind.

"U-uh h-hi." He stuttered out, "I-I take it you two made up. H-hey that's great news."

"I take it Sis is home?" I asked amused at my coltfriends flustered expression.

"O-Oh yeah...She is..." He stuttered out. "I-I didn't realize your sister could be so enthusiastic...and loud...very,very loud."

"I take it you must be this Midnight my daughter told me about, I'm so sorry my eldest is such a handful." Mom apologized, I just laughed.

"Mom this isn't Midnight." I corrected her, "This is my coltfriend Silver Wind."

"Oh I'm so sorry for the mix up...w-wait...WHAT!!!!" Mom screamed.

"Well I did say a lot has happened the past two years." I said with a grin. "I'll explain later."

As soon as Mom got into the living room she shouted.

"BRIGHT SPARK GET YOUR BUTT HERE RIGHT NOW!!!!"

"O-oh hi mom..." Bright Spark greeted with an awkward smile. "Sorry I couldn't meet up...my hands were tied."

"Don't you hi mom me Missy!" Mom scolded, "Do you know how worried I've been about you since you've ran off to look for your younger sister, and instead I find out you've been flirting with some colt called Midnight!!!"

"M-Mom it isn't like that...I-I swear." Bright spark tried to explain.

"Oh even after this time you two as much a handful as ever..." Mom sighed, "but I'm glad you're both alright..." Before mom could finish Midnight Gleam entered the room looking a combination of being rather flustered, embarrassed, unusually happy and was she glowing?

"Oh are you one of my daughters friends?" Mom asked Midnight.

"O-oh yes Hearth Fire and I go to the same college, we've been friends for a couple of years now." Midnight explained,

"I-I'm Midnight Gleam, I was just getting to know Bright Spark here I've been showing her around the past few days."

"Yeah...on the living room floor, the kitchen, the shower..." Silver Wind thought to himself bemused. "So help me if I find out you two did it in our room..."

"D-did you just say your name was Midnight?" Mom asked, Midnight just nodded and Mom promptly fainted.

"Mom!!" Bright Spark and I shouted as we put her on the couch.

"Smooth Midnight...real smooth..." Silver Wind said as he shook his head.

"H-Hey what did I do?" Midnight stammered out embarrassed.

"Bright Spark apparently." Silver Wind deadpanned.

Author's Note

Hope you enjoy the chapter, and the bit of humor at the end.

Silent out.