Author's Note

This story had been unpublished for so long. It was one of the first ones I wrote. In a way it was meant to be a sort of personal journal. I thought I'd have a little bit of fun with it and this is what happened. I never continued with it and never will. So I hope it's at least somewhat entertaining.

Prelude: Waiting for the Train

Prelude

This train station smells bad and fillies are running around without supervision. It’s a good thing I don’t have to be here much longer, my train to basic training should be arriving soon. My father is the reason why I decided to join the Royal Equestrian Air Force. He was part of the 47th Air Battalion during the First Changeling War. My mother told me stories about his life before he was killed in action during the largest airborne battle in known history.

I admired his medals and awards all my life and knew even when I was a filly that someday I would join up and follow in his hoofsteps. I really only have one memory of him while he was alive. I was about six years old and he was watching me as I rode my new scooter around the street in front of our house. I had lost control and wound up tipping over onto my wing, luckily it didn’t break, and he ran to me and pulled me to my hooves. Wiping a tear from my muzzle he said, “Scootaloo, there are times in life when you may fall and get hurt, but when it happens you stand up and keep on scootin’.”

His words kept me going through my school days when I was made fun of for not having my cutie mark. My mother was working two full-time jobs to support our small family and keep food on the table. This made things difficult when I needed a shoulder to cry on so I usually just ended up in my father’s study looking at his uniform and flag. The teasing became easier to handle once the Crusaders were founded because I had Sweetie Belle and Apple Bloom.

We had many adventures trying to get our cutie marks, but for me it was good to just have friends. When we finally got ours, (Apple Bloom in architecture, and Sweetie Belle in stage performance) the founding crusaders parted ways. My cutie mark is a wooden wheel in the middle of a storm of feathers. Try as they might no pony seemed to be able to figure out what it meant. I must admit that even I don’t know what it means.

I still regret that my friends and I grew distant but I moved away shortly after and had a fresh start in Fillydelphia. It wasn’t that bad in my new school but I grew a little restless being surrounded by stuck up snobs that had no interesting hobbies. I hung out with Babs for a little bit but she quickly fell into that crowd after she got her cutie mark.

Rainbow Dash came by every once in a while to give flying lessons. Once my feathers started getting bigger it got to be a lot easier and soon I was beating her in races, although she would never admit to it. Those visits stopped soon after she was accepted in the Wonder Bolts based solely on her sonic rainboom.

My father always said the Wonder Bolts weren’t ponies to look up to as heroes because they are just a morale unit and never actually saw combat. Apparently he told Rainbow Dash this once and she cried, telling him she didn’t believe it before running away. I asked her about this and she just muttered something about my dad being a jerk before flying off.

I had talked to my mom when I decided to join the military but she wanted nothing to do with it. Four times I tried to convince her that it would be for the better, but she forbade me from joining and stormed off to work. I haven’t been home since then, staying at a friend’s house until my recruiter called me to say I was leaving. That’s why I’m sitting in this train station writing in this journal Sweetie Belle gave me a few years ago. I don’t know who I’m writing to, if anyone, but it makes some sense to do this so my kids, if I have any, will know what I went through.