Something Missing

by spacecardswell

Rating: teen
Tags: Romance, Braeburn, Slice of Life, Sex, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Soarin
Length: 4350

Braeburn and Soarin have tried to spice up their relationship, and after an odd discovery Braeburn thinks he knows how to

As Soarin and Braeburn's love for the other grows Braeburn cant help but feel a decline in the thing that makes his partner feels so good. That all changes when he discover what really gets him going.
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Warning contains: Diapers, Usage, Cuteness, and clop in the last chapter, but nothing before that.
A gift for The Conflicted Writer as a late birthday gift. I hope you like it.

Published 2013-12-25 20:50:03 UTC
Last updated 2013-12-25 20:50:03 UTC

A Secret

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Soarin sat deep in the armchair of his living room, with a scroll and a quill set out in front of him. He chewed on the end of the quill as she started at the blank page.

"Come on, you need to write this" he kept telling himself as the page continued to be blank.

"Im going to write whatever comes to my head" he said to himself as the quill was lowered and the ink began to flow.

Dear my sweet Braeburn,
We have know each other for a few years now and I love you with all my heart, and nothing would make me happier than to see you happy too. I have always wanted to tell you this, but I was afraid of what you would think of me, or if you would leave me.

I am an adult foal.

I guess it all started when I met my friend Fleet foot. You wouldn't have believed me if I told you he was terribly shy as a kid. He had very few friends and mostly stayed to himself, but I stuck up for him and I wanted to hang out with him, and before long we were as thick as thieves.

I invited him over to hang and spend the night one day. He said he could, but wanted his space. He told me he was scared of new places. I complied and he came over. We played some games, and chatted for a while, and eventually through all the talking time had gone fast because it was time for bed. He headed off to the bathroom to get ready as I curled up into my bed. The timid pegusus came out and hurried to his sleeping bag. To this day I am still not sure how he did it, but he slid on his sleeping bag and fell over, part of his pants catching on his sleeping bag. As he fell forward his pants slid off and with a soft thud he fell, his sleeping diaper fully exposed.

He blushed terribly, he was trying to explain that this was a joke set up by some friends of his. I remember getting up and going over to him, and laying a hoof on his shoulder. He cried for a while as I just laid there, holding him close. I told him that it didn't matter if he wore diapers, he was still the cool pony he because friends with. As he laid there sniffling and thanking me I made a suggestion to him that surprised him.

I offered to put on a diaper if it would make him feel better. He looked up at me, his jaw a bit loose. He asked if I was serious, I told him I was and if it would make him feel better. He smiled and hugged me, thanking me for being understanding, and ran off to get a diaper for me. He came back a minute later with a blue diaper. He gave it me, it felt odd in my hooves, I was not used to holding something this soft and fluffy. He turned away as I quickly taped it on. We both laid down in our beds and he smiled and thanked me for being so supporting. I smiled back and drifted off to sleep.

The next morning I woke up to the smell of a used diaper. I looked over and saw Fleet foot still deeply asleep. I moved a hoof to my waist and felt the soft padding that hugged it. As I laid there I wondered if it would make him feel better if I wet it. I relaxed and I let myself go. I remember feeling the warmth that it gave me, and I loved it. When he got up and saw I was wet he was happy that he was not the pony one to have accidents. He went home, but the warmth still spun in my head. He came over the next week with another diaper. I wet it and he kept on being happy.

Over time I got so used to diapers that I expected them when he came over, but after a year of him coming over he stopped using them. He told me that he stopped having accidents and was free of them. I don't think he saw the disappointment in my eyes. Over time I would try to recreate the feeling of a used diaper, but it was only when I got into collage that I could buy them and not be caught.
I remember experimenting with other items, such as foal clothes and toys. They helped relax me, and they are probably what got me through collage. The first time I was caught it was my senior year, and my roommate walked in on me while I was in nothing but a diaper and a pacifier. I felt like Fleet foot the first time his pants came off, but my roommate know what I was.

An adult foal.

At the time I didn't know what that was, but after some research I found I was not the only one with feeling for childish things. I remember him asking me why I liked diapers. I simply told him I enjoyed the feeling of a warm squishy diaper. I also told him the feeling of helplessness was something I craved, since in all of my past relationships I was always the leader, and never the follower. To be taken care of by another pony made chills run down me.

After collage I rented a small apartment in Fillydelphia until I had enough money to support myself. That's where I met Spitfire. She was my neighbor at the time and after meeting and some bets she made the idea of starting a flying group dedicated to speed and a good show. We started it and after a while it took off.

I still hid my secret interest form her and the other Wonderbolts for so long I was scared I had not loved it anymore.

and then I met you.

If I could choose any pony to take care of me it would be you. Your sweet, kind, caring, forgetful, you have a wonderful sense of humor, and you will love me whenever I am bummed out.

From your wonderful, and caring partner...

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"...Soarin" Braeburn finished reading. He laid down on the bed, trying to wrap his head around his partners interesting fetish.

"If he likes being treated like a foal, who am I to stop him." he said to the candle next to him.

An idea slide into his head as he laid there.

"I have been wanting to be on top for a while now."

He jumped off the bed and waked back to the pried off trim, and dug his hoof around the wall. His hoof connected with something and he pulled. A flat medium sized box came out, covered in dust. The orange pony oped the box and found it filled with all mater of items. Diapers, pacifiers, clothes, bottles, and a plethora of other things, including an odd pacifier with straps on it. The pony gave out a small smile and grabbed on of the diapers.

"Soarin is in for an interesting evening."

Author's Note

Soarin lets it all out.

A Surprise

Soarin flapped his wings and sailed to the front door of his house. With a few quick knocks on the door Braeburn trotted over to let the stallion in. The earth pony opened the door and the pegusus walked in.

"How was your da.."

The blue pony was cut off by a hard kiss and with a quick sweeping motion was lifted off the ground and held in Braeburn's arms. A little startled the pegusus let the kiss go, but as soon as he could breath he went back to the kiss, pushing back as much as Braeburn. After a minute of intense kissing the pegusus was allowed to return to the ground.

"Did someone have an interesting day, or am I just missing something?" Soarin replied short of breath.

"You didn't miss anything. In fact the fun is just getting started." He replied with a smirk.

Soarin gave a well worn grin and nuzzled the orange ponies neck. "What do you have in mind?"

Braeburn did not give a reply, he simply held out a blindfold and motioned the Wonderbolt to turn around.

"Its a surprise."

He spun around, leaning his head back to let the other pony cover his eyes. "I love surprises"

"I know you do." The blindfold went over his eyes and Braeburn grabbed his hoof and led him to their living room. He had set up the entire area to look like a foal threw his toys everywhere. Braeburn got the stallion in position in front of a changing mat, and with a light push got the pegusus on to the mat. Soaring gave a small yelp as he landed on the crinkly mat, but stayed put, thinking it was part of the surprise.

Braeburn slowly laid him done until he was fully on his back. He then reached over and grabbed a small bottle of foal powder and sprinkled it onto Soarin's groin. The pegusus could smell the powder in the air and recognised the smell. Next the farmpony grabbed the diaper that sat next to the changing mat. The orange pony slowly raised Soarin's legs and slid the diaper under the blindfolded pegusus. Soarin immediately recognised what was under him, but he could hardly believe it.

Braeburn raised the front of the diaper and taped it up. Looking over his handy work and finding it adorable he moves to the next piece of clothing, the onesie. He moved Soaring up and moved his arms until they were vertical with his body, and slowly slid the garment over his head. As soon as his head pooped out he let the onesie slide down his body and with a little help got the straps under him and clipped together. Soarin was beaming at the thought of what he was wearing.

The final piece of clothing was the most important. Braeburn grabbed a small strap with an orange pacifier with an apple on the center and clipped it to Soarin's shoulder and slowly popped it into Soarin's mouth. The pegusus immediately went to sucking on it and giggled behind the pacifier.

Braeburn walked over and grabbed a full sized mirror that they had in their bathroom and set it up in front of the padded pony. Braeburn walked back to him and slowly untied the blindfold, letting it fall away, and showing the Wonderbolt what he wanted to see.

Soarin looked in the mirror and didn't see a strong Wonderbolt, instead he saw a foal that was thickly padded and happily using his pacifier. The sight of him made him blush, but he loved the feeling of everything. Soarin looked around and saw all the toys and other activities spread across the living room.

"I read your note for me" said Braeburn after a minute of silence. "You wanted this didn't you?"

He nodded, and the blush intensified. Braeburn giggled and gently rubbed the large foal's mane.

Braeburn looked down at his partner turned foal and got an idea. "Soarin I have a deal for you"

The pegusus looked up.

"It is now 5:30, if ya can keep the diaper your wearing clean until its time for bed I will tell you my deepest secret."

Soarin's eyes went wide at the possibility of a secret for the farm pony.

"But if ya fail and use it I am allowed to do what ever I want to ya.

Braeburn stuck his hoof out

"Do we have a deal?"

Soarin thought for a moment and with a hidden smile shook it.

Author's Note

and so it begins.

A Break

"So what do ya want to do first?" Braeburn asked Soarin.

"Some toys would be nice."

Braeburn smiled. "Which one"

Soarin looked around and his eyes spotted a large tub of block. "The blocks"

"Then your wish is my command." Braeburn said with a little bow.

He trotted over to the tub of blocks, and dragged it over to Soarin. The pegusus grabbed the tub and turned it over, spilling the blocks everywhere. He quickly grabbed a hoofull of blocks and started building. Braeburn couldn't help but smile at the pure happiness that Soarin was showing.

Braeburn had another idea that would be sure to embarrass the pegusus. He grabbed a camera and slowly snuck back to Soarin.

"Hey Soarin."

He turned his head, and was blinded by a bright light and a click.

"That's going in our photo album for sure." Braeburn said with a giggle.

Partly blinded by the sudden light the pegusus gets up and tries to regain his vision. Walking blindly turned out to be a bad idea. As he walked forward he triped over a pile of blocks, and fell forward. Braeburn too busy smiling at the picture did not notice him get up, but felt him fall, and with a quick run was by his partners side. Soarin was more surprised by the fall, and in the process the pacifier had fallen out of his mouth and he had cut his hoof, causing blood to drip down his leg. The sudden pain of a cut hoof caused tears to slowly leaked out of the pegusus eyes.

Braeburn saw the tears start flowing, and grabbed Soarin's head and set it on his lap.

"Shhh, its going to be ok." He slowly rubbed the crying stallions back to try to calm him down. Braeburn grabbed this pacifier, and slowly inserted it into Soarin's mouth. Soarin took the pacifier and sucked on it to try to calm his nerves. Breaburn carried the hurt pegusus over to the couch and laid him down. He went into the kitchen and grabbed a bandage. He returned and with some calming words bandaged the wound.

"Hey bwehbuwn?" called the pacified pegusus

"Yes"

"Cowld you cuwdwe me?"

With a small smile he trotted over and cuddle up to the pegusus, and the laid there for a few minutes, one holding the other.

"Hey buddy you rea..." Soarin was fast asleep, having fallen asleep cuddled up next to Braeburn. The farm pony rubbed his main slowly, getting a few loose strands out of his sleeping face.

Braeburn slowly got off the couch, making sure to not wake the sleeping pony. He grabs a blanket and slowly drapes it over him. The earth pony quietly kissed his forehead and walked away to finish preparing dinner for he two of them.

Author's Note

awwwwww how cute

A Snack

Soarin cracked open his eyes and felt a blanket covering him. Surprisingly he also felt himself still sucking on the pacifier, it slowly bobbing up and down in his mouth.

"Bwehbuwn...Bwehbuwn...Bwehbuwn" Soarin called out to his loving partner.

The orange pony heard his name being called out, and he trotted over to his sleeping mate.

"What is is sleepy head?"

Before he could respond a loud rumble coming from under the covers.

"I think someone is hungry." Braeburn giggled and patted his partners eager stomach.

Soarin nodded slowly, and Braeburn helped the pegusus to the kitchen, where dinner was waiting. Naturally since Braeburn was an apple farmer he was raised on apples, and had incorporated it into Soarin's meal. A large bowl of applesauce with cinnamon was prepared, along with a large bottle of apple juice.

Braeburn guided the pegusus over to a very plush seat, which was just the normal chairs but covered in pillows. The earth pony made sure that the pegusus sat comfortably in his makeshift highchair. Next Braeburn grabbed one of Soarin's bibs that he found in the pegusus secret box, with a target in the middle, that read "Food Goes Here."

"I will be sure to aim for that" Braeburn commented.

As a blush continued to appear on the padded pony Braeburn grabbed the bowl of applesauce and the bottle, and carried it over to his waiting mate. He set it down in front of him, and grabbing a spoon in his hoof scooped a glob out and started to move to Soarin's mouth.

"Open up, here comes the Wonderbolts" sang Braeburn as he spooned the first bite into Soarin's mouth.

The pony quickly ate it, happily slurping down the food.

The process of feeding and embarrassing the pegusus continued. Once in a while a glob of applesauce would fall out of his mouth and land on his bib, or Soarin would deliberately turn his head so Braeburn would miss. It was great fun for them both, but eventually the bowl became empty. Braeburn then grabbed the bottle and brought it up to the applesauce covered mouth.

Soarin happily opened his mouth so he could get a drink. Being that it was a large bottle and his hooves were covered in slick applesauce he had to hold it with both hooves, much like how a foal would.
This bit of adorable didn't go unnoticed to the earth pony, when he turned and grabbed the camera again, and took a few pictures of the messy stallion.

"Could you get any cuter?" thought Braeburn.

Soarin mush have had mind powers, because as Braeburn finished this thought Soarin set down the bottle and let out a large burp.

The earthpony gave off a large smile and trotted over to clean up the messy pegusus. With some struggling Soarin was cleaned up, and ready to play some more. As the earth pony helped carry the adult foal back into the living room, and with a quick poke felt the inside of Soarin's diaper to check to see if it was wet. No such luck. Braeburn gave a small swat on Soarin's padded flank as he let him play for a bit.

"It was getting closer to 10:00, and Soarin had not wet" himself thought Braeburn in mild worry. He needed a way to get Soarin to fill his diaper and soon. As the clock closed in on 9:45 Braeburn got an idea, and with a quick trot over to his playing mate started setting it in action. He slowly crept into the living room, trying not to make a sound, and came up form behind him. Soarin was too preoccupied with a few action figures to realize that there was sneaking pony behind him. With the skill that only a good coltfriend would have Braeburn started his tickle attack on the defenseless Soarin.
"Who's ticklish? I think Soarin is." The ticklish pegusus could only laugh and try to breath. Soarin felt the snaps teat held his onesie in place some undone, but the tickle assault was too much for him. Braeburn did not give up in his tickling attack until he heard the sound he had wonted to hear all evening, the sound of a soaking diaper.

"I think someone just lost the bet." said a smiling Breaburn.

Soarin blushed, and poked the now sagging padding. "No fair, you cheated"

"Rules are rules friend. Now lets get you to the bedroom, its time for you to do what I say.

With that the two ponies waked side by side to the bedroom, where things were going to be getting interesting.

Author's Note

Awwwwww isn't Soarin so cute?

A Bed

Braeburn led Soarin to their shared bedroom, and Braeburn grabbed a changing mat and set it on the bed.

He gave it a welcoming pat. "Hop up"

Soarin walked over and jumped up on the mat, looking up at his now caretaker Braeburn. Thoughts came into his head of all the things Braeburn could do to him, but he tried not to think about them. Baeburn saw that Soarin would not look at him, and wanted to change that. He reached out form under a blanket on the bed and brought out the pacifier with straps on it, and inserted it into Soarins mouth. Soarin, not paying attention, thought it was a normal pacifier, but felt the straps being attached behind his head. A intense blush filled his cheeks as the pacifier was fully attached.

Braeburn then grabed the blindfold that he used earlier on Soarin, and slipped it back on his head. Soarin was cut of from the light, and now was at the complete mercy of Braeburn. This sent chills racing through his body, and ending at the member in his diaper, which was starting to react to the new situation.

This twitch was noticed by Braeburn, and he knew that he could go on. Braeburn set his hoof on the diaper front, and gave it a small push, feeling the warmth that came off it, and the surprise hidden with in it. Soarin gave a quiet moan, mostly silenced by his pacifier, and arched his hard back, feeling the ruch of lust hit him.

Braeburn started rubbing a little faster and Soarin kept moaning louder and more violently. Braeburn was enjoying seeing his partner be so happy, and he couuld feel him becoming very happy under the diaper, but the farmpony wanted something out of the deal. The brown pony leaned forward, and started kissing the pacifier that blocked him ofrm Soarins mouth. The pegusus felt the kiss and tried to kiss back, pushing as hard as Braeburn.

The two kissed each other for what felt like forever until Braeburn got an idea. H e looped his tounge around the ring of the pacifer, and slowly pulling Soarin with him by his pacifer leaned him up and continued their kiss, and Braeburn doubled his efforts in rubbing his mates diaper front.

The moaning became louder and more spuratic as Soarin was getting more exited. Braeburn kept going, seeing his partner close to the edge. Soarin was getting hit with so many emotions, but he dismised them all for the one currently filling his mind, lust.

Soarin gave one last loud moan and the front of his diaper was coated in his seed. He sighed, glad that he finished, and laid his head down on his pillow. Braeburn quickly joined him and wrapped his arms around him, and removed the blindfold, but left the pacifier in. Soarin blinked a few times, his eyes used to the dark, and looked over at his mate next to him, and lightly kissed his head.

"Thanks"

The earth pony smiled, and sat up, looking to his partner. "You could continue living like this, if you wanted. Would you like that?"

His pegusus friend looked up at him, and witeh a smile hidden by a pacifer nodded and snuggled closer to the warm body next to him.

They both cuddled up and fell asleep in the others arms.

Author's Note

And its over, hope you folks enjoyed it. criticism and help is alwyas liked.

A Discovery

A Discovery

The sun shined as Braeburn opens one eye, the other was buried in the depths of his pillow, not wanting to see the light. He let out a small moan of annoyance as he rolled over, reaching to find his partner, but the bed was without its host.

As the cowpony sat up and crawled out of bed, looking around their small house for the escaped stallion. He found him in his captain uniform, which he almost never wore, unless it was for an important guest at a fancy party that The Wonderbolts were supporting.

"Mornin'" called Braeburn as he came up from behind to greet the stallion.

"Morning to you too, you sleep well?" the captain asked the pony as he approached.

"Not so much. After what happen'd last night I couldn't sleep. Why did ya freeze up on me?"

A blue hoof rubbed the back of the captains head. "I just wasn't feeling up to it last night, thats all."

Braeburn gasped "not up to it, when are you not up for it? I rememb'r you being very much up for it last night."

The blue pony smiled a little and gave a small peck on the apple ponies head. "Can we talk about this tonight, I need to be off at work."

"Fine, but don't you think this is over with ya hear me"

"I hear you" the pegusus said as he jumped outside and flew away.

The farm pony sat down on the bed they shared and tried to clear his thoughts. "Why the secrets? I thought we were suppose to be there for each other. He reached for the first thing his hoof grabbed, which was a candle that was a gift form him on his Braeburns birthday. He looked over it. Brown sugar, Soarin's favorite scent. The pony grasped the candle in his hoof and threw it with a cry of pain.

"Why wont ya tell me what wrong?!" he screamed at the candle.

The candle bounced off the wall and rolls next to the door. Braeburn looks at it for a minute and gets up to grab it. Leaning over he grabs the candle and looks at the wall to see if it did any damage. He saw where the candle hit and finds a small gap between the wall and the trim. As he he is pushing the trim back in place he hears the crinkle of paper behind the wall.

"Whats that" he asks himself as he slowly removes the trim form the wall, the sound of staples popping filling his ears. He reaches a hoof into the wall and removes a small scroll that is wrapped and sealed in wax, with a simple note attached to it.

TO BRAEBURN

Peaking the farmpony's interest he opens the letter and finds a hoof written letter form Soarin.

"I wonder why he never gave this to me?" he ponders as he starts reading.

Author's Note

What did Soarin write to Braeburn, tune in next week to find out.