My little Octavia

Life was pretty much in the dumps. It was the same routine walking to work and walking back. I lived in a carp neighborhood.

Life was unpleasant and miserable, uncanny. My house was a few blocks away from my job and a playground,that I use to play at when my parents where around. One day I was walking home from work. At this point I was living paycheck to paycheck. My house was run down two story house,refrigerator half full always leftovers from the night before. One I took a different way home it was usual for me but it felt like I should walk a route home. It felt good to try another route. When I got home I unlocked my three deadbolt locks. Click. Click. Click. The sound of my deadbolts lock back as my door slammed shut. I was treated by my moms Chello and my fathers and mothers picture. My mothers last wish was to be happy but, if have let her down. I said hello to mother, father like they where alive in attempt to keep myself from going insane. I went to the living room and climbed on my couch and past out. That's never happened to me but, it was probably the stress and work but I was tired. The next morining was Saturday and I was bored and when I'm bored I walk it helps to clear my mind. Lt was late December and it was getting colder. When I was walking I couldn't get this one thing off my mind I wish I could have my own Octavia.  My little octavia so I could hear my mothers Chello again it was the sweetest sound.  When I got home from my walk. The next day I found all my mother's Chello books for newbies. It felt right to get them out and I'm surprised that these books never got old just dusty *coff* *coff* yeah just dusty. After I got the books out I laid on the couch and passed out. Next afternoon when I was walking home from work octavia popped into my mind. I was talking the other route this time but when I was walking a lone the sidewalks passing the abandon house and. Some old buildings. I believe there still up. They should have fallen down but, that's not what's of interest. There was a box it was just like any other cardboard box but it stuck out to me. So I just walked passed it and carrying on home. When I to the living room it was 3:00 o'clock and cartoons were on and I sat there with octavia plush I bought. When they were cheap and I sleep with it next to me it made me feel like someone was always there for me.