Pretty in Pink

by Sarcastic Brony

Rating: teen
Tags: Romance, Anon, Main 6, Slice of Life, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Human
Length: 63769

Anon was rather content with his life in Equestria. Now, he must comes to terms with his feelings about a certain pink pony.

Being the only human in Equestria can be a bit daunting at times, but it gets much easier when you have friends there to support you. But, as the days go on, I start to realize that maybe I need something more in my life. I've never been in a situation like this before, but all I know is that I want to see where it goes.

Published 2013-12-21 22:10:03 UTC
Last updated 2017-10-16 02:02:45 UTC

Day One

Hello everyone. You probably don't know who I am and I can honestly say that I’m not entirely sure either. It’s actually kinda funny now that I think about it. But I guess I’m getting a little ahead of myself. Where should I start? Oh, yes. My name is Anonymous, but everyone around here just calls me Anon for short. I know deep down that isn't my true name, but it’s all I have right now. When you take a good look at me you can see that I am just a regular run of the mill human. I am of average height and weight. While I may not be a male model, I can say that I have a rugged look that females seem to enjoy.

I guess thats enough about me. How about I tell you how I found my way into a place filled with magical talking ponies? I know you probably think I’m crazy, but it’s true! I guess a little summary of my arrival and where I currently am now will help you understand more. While I can't remember how I got to Equestria, I do in fact remember how I arrived.

It was dark, darker than I would have assumed the living world to be. I also noticed a great lack of oxygen as well. I was considerably alarmed when I realised that I had been buried alive! Yes, I had somehow been placed several feet into the earth. Now, this is not a fun situation to be put in. Once I realised my dilema I quickly shoveled dirt out of my way looking for an exit. My hands drew blood from my nails tearing away at the hard pressed earth.

It was a fight for my life and I didn't care of the pain. With a few last bursts of strength I felt my hand break from the confines of my tomb and into a empty space of what felt like grass. This was all I need to know to drive my body from the grave I been laid into. I pop the top half of my body out with a long gasp for air. I was alive and well, this was something that brought me great joy.

Yeah, so it wasn't that great of an arrival but I was happy to be alive. After I had got my body out I was left questioning where I was, though my memories were a bit fuzzy. I knew that my surroundings didn't seem to match up with what I vaguely remembered. It was all very scary and I have never felt so alone in my life before. It didn't take me too long to notice that the sun was going down and I probably should try to find some help.

Before long I came across what looked to be a village from afar. I had no idea where this would be located but I was happy to see something manmade for once, or, at least I thought it was manmade. I slowly stepped foot into town looking for the nearest human. Covered in dirt from head to toe would probably be hard to explain but I was hopeful that someone would hear my plight.

This is when the next event commonly know as “first contact” had come into play. I wasn't paying much attention to what was below me as I walked, because I suddenly bumped into something solid. I made sure to steady myself as I stumbled back a little. I shake the fog from my mind and look down at what had caused this. Imagine my surprize when I saw a little pink pony.

Now, I know what ponies are but this one looked rather, unique, I guess you can say. She was far smaller than any pony I have ever seen, seeing as the top of her head only went to about my bellybutton. Also add the fact that the color of her coat looked strangely natural didn't help with my confusion. Not to mention her head was rather large and her eyes were equally big. I could even spot a odd marking on her hind end, a brand of some sort or possibly a tattoo. We just looked at each other for awhile before she took in a big gasp of air.

Then she screamed. “Monster! Everypony run for your life!”

Now what happened next was kinda a blur. She zipped off, a bunch of panic happened. I was taken into custody and thrown into a cell. So it wasn't a very fun experience for me but lucky for me the matriarch of the land seemed to be displeased that her guards threw me in a cell for no reason. So with that said, she let me go. I was free to do what I will, under the watchful eye of her student, Twilight Sparkle. I was alright with this, better than being in a dungeon anyday.

Twilight and I got along very well and talked about a whole bunch of different things. She was happy to hear some stuff about my people and I was interested in the culture her people bring as well. Sadly one topic that came up was me returning home and that wasn't possible with their currently magic and technological level. Though these ponies were nice enough so it’s alright to me, not like I can even remember what I left behind anyways.

After a couple of days I met with some of Twilight’s friends. They were all rather unique in their own way but I particularly found one to be all too familiar. It was the pink menace that started all this, I couldn't help but feel a little bit of animosity against her. I know I am extremely taller than them and look weird but the way she reacted kinda made me suffer a bit.

Though after getting to know her a bit more I learned very quickly that her reaction was probably something normal. She has a very quirky personality. She is so lively and always happy, this seems to bleed out onto the emotions of everyone around her. I can even feel myself smile a little when I am around her.

So it was to no ones surprise that I forgave her very quickly when she threw me a party. What did she call it? A ‘Welcome to ponyville and sorry for getting you thrown into a dungeon’ party. I couldn't help but laugh when I saw the sign, it was just how she was and I kinda liked it. She was very straight forward but in a nice way.

A couple of months passed. Pinkie and I became great friends and I have grown close to the others as well, but Pinkie was one of the best. She would always take me into the kitchen to help her cook cakes and even included me into all activities she did. Whether it was something big like planning a party or something small like taking Gummy to the local lake. Oh I forgot to mention, ‘Gummy’ is her pet alligator. I was a little shocked when he clamped onto my leg, only to realise he had no teeth.

With time passing quickly by with good friends I managed to get a decent home and a well paying job. I was the local ‘handy human’ as a certain sea foam green unicorn has taken to calling me. Basically, I just do odd jobs here and there, just helping out the community or fixing stuff that others can't. I mean, hands are pretty awesome when all these ponies lack them.

So in short, life has been pretty good for me in ponyville. Twilight has suggested that I should write a journal of the time I spend here. So this is just a summary of what I have been through. I guess I will be logging what happens every few days or so. Since this is a private journal, then I hope you respect my privacy enough to stop reading further. Anyways, lets just log this as day one.

(DAY 1)

Today was a rather interesting day. I mean I thought it was going to be just like so many days I had before, but then something happened.

I stood outside of sugarcube corner as the sweet smell of different sugary goods fills my senses. A small smile spreads over my lips as I slowly place my hand on the door and push it open. My gaze falls onto Pinkie as she sits looking to the door with her usual enthusiasm, expecting a hungry customer.

“Anon!” She says with glee as she hops over the counter, runs over and takes me into an embrace.

No matter how many times she does this it never gets old. She greets me like we haven't seen each other in years and yet its only been a few minutes. It's just Pinkie Pie being Pinkie Pie and I like that about her.

“So what are you up to?” I ask already knowing the answer.

“Just waiting on you. You got the supplies?” She looks to my backpack.

I give a nod. “Sure did. It took some doing but I managed to snag the last box of party hats. Had to sock one to Granny Smith to get it from her. Worth it I think.” I say with a smile.

Pinkie snorts as she punches my leg lightly. “Anon you are such a kidder.”

I scratch the back of my head. “Didn't buy it huh?”

She shakes her head with her iconic grin still plastered onto her face. “You are too gentle to do that to anypony.” She says honestly.

I chuckle a little. “I guess you’re right.” I use my thumb to point to my backpack. “Should I unload them here?” I ask.

She shakes her head. “Hold onto them. I've been thinking of moving this party to the park. Do you think that sounds good?” She looks to me for confirmation.

I mull it over for a bit. “Rainbow said it should be clear, sunny and cool skies for the rest of the day.” I look to her with a smile. “It sounds perfect.”

She jumps into the air like a spring. “Oh this will be funerific!” She shouts as she then stops in mid air. “I need to work on the cakes!” She then zoomed off into the distance, only to return seconds later with a basket in her mouth. “You hand out the invitations.” With that done she zips back into the kitchen.

Another quirk of Pinkie. I just shake my head with a smile as I walk out the door with invitations in hand. As I step outside I spot a lone cloud sitting above sugarcube corner. I knew this pony all too well. She told me awhile back that she enjoyed taking naps here because the smell of baked goods couldn't be beat.

“Yo Skittles!” I call out.

She lazily rolls over and sticks her head over the edge of the cloud so she could spot me. “Anon you know I hate that name! Plus it’s my nap time!” She calls in a groggy voice.

“Come on! You know I only call you that because Skittles are sweet and colorful, just like you!” I hear her let out a large groan. “Fine then! I guess you don't want to be invited to a party!” I call back waving the card in the air.

She quickly zooms off her cloud to claim her prize. She tears it open and looks it over. “The park? Awesome!” She says with excitement, having completely forgotten about what we were talking about earlier..

I elbow her. “Thanks for the heads up on the weather. Park is a great idea while it’s so nice.” I say looking to the clear skies.

“Yeah, this day is going to be perfect.” She says.

“Well I got to get the rest of these delivered.” I show her the basket still full of cards. “See you at the party.” I say before giving her a wave as I walk off.

“See ya!” She calls out.

I made my way over to Twilight’s knowing she was the next closest stop. I stood before her tree library/house as I place a few knocks on her door. I was greeted by the one and only Spike. He is a pretty cool guy, if it wasn't Pinkie then Spike would be my best friend, he is like a little brother to me.

“Sup Spike.” I say throwing my head up slightly as a small gesture we were use to sharing.

“Sup.” He replies mimicking the same gesture..

“Twilight busy?” I ask

He looks into the library. “Have a look for yourself.”

I lean my head in slightly as I catch what is only to be assumed as a book fort. I can only image that Twilight is within the walls studying.

I take out the card and hand it to him. “Can you make sure she gets this?”

He browses the card briefly. “Sure, she will want to make sure everything is in proper order before we get there.” He says.

I ball my hand into a fist as I stretch it out to him. “Later scaley.”

A mischievous grin goes onto his face as he bumps my fist with his own. “Later monkey.”

I just chuckle at that as I wave him goodbye, that was just how we act to each other. We aren't trying to hurt someone's feelings, we are just poking a little fun. I think he really responds to it well, seeing as I have noticed some of these mares treat him like a baby. Though I have to admit when I first tried to play with him like that he did cry, but after I explained to him that it was only a joke, he kinda grew into it.

Having finished with Twilights invitation I made my way to Rarity’s. Soon her very well known establishment came into view. A rather unique looking building, it was understandable seeing as her dresses are just as unique. I knew she was open right now so I just walk in as the bell hanging over the door makes my presents apparent to all inside.

“Just one minute!” Calls Rarity in a sing song voice.

I just walk around as I look to her dresses. Everytime I come over I see something new and daring I should say. Every piece she made reflected her determination and skill.

“Oh Anon! What would be the pleasure of this visit? Do you need more clothes?” She asks while she slowly approached me.

I just smile at her. Ever since I came her she has been nothing but generous in my plight for clothing. It took some time to explain why I needed to wear clothes all the time and how embarrassing it was when she asked me to disrobe for measurements, but in time she understood and has been my main seamstress for all clothing I need. I gotta say for her making mostly dresses, she knew her way around simple pants and shirts.

I shake my head. “Thats alright Rarity. I just came here to give you an invitation to a party.” I say presenting the card to her.

It levitates from my hand as she looks it over. I hear a small whine escape her. “The park.” I knew she didn't like dirt much and because of this she might turn it down. “It seems I will just have to make sure to bring my emergency beauty supply kit.”

I just smile at her. “Wouldn't be a party without you Rarity.”

She smiles at me as she adjusts her curl. “Well with a compliment like that a lady should not disappoint!” She states with her usual boldness.

“I gotta get the rest of these delivered.” I say motioning towards the basket.

“Oh my! Well please don't let me hold you up, I should really get ready as is.”

“See you later Rarity.” I say as I take my leave.

The next stop would take some time but I knew it was going to be worth it. I was on my way to Sweet Apple acres. This is honestly where most of my work comes from. Applejack has a lot of stuff that breaks down and I’m more than happy to fix it for her. After some time walking I finally made it to the gates. I have to say that when I first got here, I hated the idea of walking everywhere, but now I can take appreciation in the scenery more.

I walk passed the border fence and towards the barn. If my timing was right I should be able to catch Applejack or Big Macintosh there. I walk over and show myself in, mostly because Applejack said that if I ever knocked on the barn again she would tie me up and leave me to think about how silly it is to knock on a barn. Even if I did explain that a barn door was still a door.

I walk in and spot Big Macintosh setting his yoke onto his neck as he prepares to haul some carts.

“Hey Big Mac.” I say giving him a wave.

He just looks to me as he rolls the piece of wheat in his mouth. I learned very quickly that Big Mac is not much of a talker to people he isn't too familiar with. It took several months just to get more than two words out of him, but with my work mainly on the farm I tried my best to converse with him, but it never took..

“You know where Applejack is? She has a party invite.” I say motioning towards the basket. “You know, why don't you come with us?”

He looks to the ceiling in thought. It didn't take him long to think as he shakes his head. “Nope.” I let out  a sigh. I guess thats the best I could get from him. He thankfully raised his hoof to a direction. “South field.” Is all he says before setting off to his work.

“Thanks.” I say as I walk out of the barn.

I make my way thru the grove of apple trees until I find the mare I was looking for. There she was displaying her strength as she bucks away at various apple trees. It still amazes me that she does this day in and day out. I’m pretty sure I would have broke my foot if I tried to do her job.

“Yo AJ!” I yell out.

She turns to my voice. “Anon, What’re ya doin here?”

I give her what she needs. “Pinkie party, you know the drill.” I say with a smile.

“That ah do.”

“How’s the harvest going?” I ask looking to the full baskets.

“Mighty fine Anon, just a few more fields and we will be able to get these puppies out to the market soon.” She says with her usual pride.

“As always I will be the first one waiting for them.”

Ever since I first took my first bite of an apple in this world I fell in love with them. Applejack’s were above and beyond high quality. I always make sure to buy a bushel or two whenever her crop comes in and she is nice enough to save me the best of her crop.

She chuckles a little. “You’re my best customer.”

I chuckle a little at that. “Well, I will let you get back to work. I still got one invitation to go!”  I say knowing my journey will soon end.

“See ya later!” Applejack calls as I wave to her on my way to the last pony on the list.

The walk to Fluttershy’s was the longest but by far the most scenic. Rows of trees and many flowers grew among the sides of the roads. Even as I approach her home I still look in awe on how well placed it is. Atop a little hill with it's own little bridge and stream running under it. It all comes together as a very peaceful environment. Rather understandable for a pony of her nature.

I soon stood before her door. I gently rap a few times as to not startle her too much.

“W-who is it?” I hear a whisper come threw the door.

“It's me Fluttershy, Anon.” I say in a gentle tone.

The door slowly opens wide as she looks to me and then inspects the outside a little to make sure I was alone.

Once she realises I was alone does she let out a sigh of relief. “What brings you here?” She asks.

I pull out the invitation as I present it to her. “Another Pinkie party. Don't worry, it's not a surprise party. In fact it's going to be in the park.”

Fluttershy is a very likeable pony. She is kind and sweet to all she meets. Though she does have a very bad social problem, but she has been trying to be a little more open to others. It took many months of talking to even get her in the same room as me but once we found a common ground did we take to each other very well. I told her how I liked animals and from there we really hit it off. Since then I make sure to kinda protect her from things that frighten her, so I usually warn her of surprise parties and generally try to be more gentle around her.

“Thank you for the heads up.” She says taking the invitation into her mouth. Just before she tucks in under her wing.

“Well I know you are busy with the animals so I will let you get back to them.” I say looking out to her little sanctuary.

“W-well, see you at the party.” She says just before closing the door.

Well, I guess it can't hurt to get ready as well. A quick trip home will do wonders.

The time has come as I walk towards the park. Yes it wouldn't be too long of a walk and I also get to run into some of the ponies I knew and chat a little. Lyra was the first pony that actually approached me in the beginning. She was curious as to what I was and seemed rather interested in the way I walked. It didn't take too long until she actually started to try and imitate me with hilarious results.

Kinda imagine it like a baby first trying to learn how to walk. How they wobble and fall a lot? Yeah, that was kinda like Lyra in a nutshell. She is a very sweet pony and very talented in her special talent of playing the lyre. Which is funny seeing as no one takes a second look at her name being Lyra and she plays the lyre. This world is just weird that way.

The reason why I bring her up is because she is currently waving me down as she sits on a park bench. Human style mind you.

“Anon!” She calls with a large grin.

I walk over to her. “Hey Lyra, hows my favorite human in training doing?” I ask with a slight chuckle.

“Ha, ha.” She rolls her eyes at me. “So what has my favorite handy human been up to?” She asks.

“You know, the usual. About to head over to some Pinkie party,” I admit to her.

“Another? Didn't she just throw one yesterday?” She asks.

“Yes but that was the ‘Public party everypony is invited’ party. This is the ‘Just friends and Anon the human’ party.” I say with a grin.

“Well don't let me keep you too long.” Before I walk away I hear her speak up. “Oh I almost forgot! Bonbon and I have a leak in the kitchen, I was wondering if you were free anytime this week?”

I take a second to think it over a bit. “Yeah I should be free tomorrow afternoon actually.”

“That would be great!”

“Alright then, see you later Lyra.” With that said I continue on my way to the park.

On my way I ran into other ponies but none I knew more than on a first name only bases. Some ponies I fixed things for and nothing more. I knew I could stop off and talk to some others that I knew but I didn't want to be late for Pinkie’s party. She usually waits until everyone is there before she gets things started. That was her way of doing things.

“Anon, you finally made it!” Pinkie calls out as she takes me into an embrace.

“Sorry. I’m not late am I?” I ask hoping I haven't been making anyone late.

“Nope! Everyone just got here.” She informs me.

“Perfect.” I say walking over to the party area.

“Hey Anon.” Rainbow casually says as she rests on a blanket with her hilarious sized sunglasses.

I take a seat next to her as we bathe in the sun. “Hows the wonderbolts stuff going?” I ask while looking to the sky.

“I’m taking a break from that stuff.” She admits.

“Too bad.” I reach into my pockets and raise up seven tickets. “Guess I can sell the other ticket.”

I look over to see her eye go wide as the glasses fall from her muzzle.

“W-What are those?” She asks in shock.

“Just skybox tickets to the upcoming Cloudsdale Wonderbolts race.” I say like it was nothing.

“What?!” Everyone screams out.

I chuckle a little as I put the tickets in my pocket. “Don't worry though Dash, I will sell your ticket. Too bad seeing as I wanted all my friends to go.” I then scratch my chin stubble. “Maybe Lyra would want to go?” I question.

“No! I-I take it back, I want to go!” Rainbow pleads as she stands over me.

I chuckle at how easily these ponies are to trick. I just roll my eyes and let out a defeated sigh.

“Fine Dash, I will let you go with me.”

She hops off me with excitement. “Awe-”

“Under one condition!” I yell out.

She looks to me with obvious restraint. “What's the condition?”

I chuckle a little as I look to the others. “You have to give me a kiss. Right here, right now. Also make it pretty hot and heavy, don't go easy on me.” I say with a smirk.

I can see her face heat up in anger. I knew Rainbow was into mares and I always loved to mess with her like this, I knew she wouldn't do it. I’m not sure if her friends knew that about this mare but they always seem to get a kick out of me doing something like this to her. I look to see Rainbow hesitating. I lean up as I pull out one ticket and wave it.

“Just one little prench kiss my dear and you get to see the wonderbolts. Maybe even meet Spitfire..” I waggle my eyebrows at her.

Now I see her face redden up for an entirely different reason.

“F-Fine!” She says as she touches down near me.

I was going to call it off like I usually did but she was too quick for me to get the words out. Next thing I know I have Rainbows tongue in my mouth as she gives me a kiss I will never forget. I couldn't help myself when I started to fight her tongue back with my own as our kiss started to heat up a bit. I could feel her hooves wrap around me as I pulled her closer.

“Think we should leave?” It wasn't until we heard that from Applejack do we pull away from each other.

Rainbow and I look to each other panting.

“Holy shit Rainbow, that was a kickass kiss.” I say still trying to catch my breath.

“Y-yeah.. You aren't too bad yourself.” She admits.

We then hear someone clear their throats. We both look over to see Twilight scribbling something down at a furious pace, Applejack giving us a smug smile, Fluttershy just looking away with a red face, Rarity shaking her head at our public display and Pinkie just looking to the food with intent to consume. I then look back at Rainbow.

“I thought you would chicken out. I would have still gave you the ticket but I’m not going to complain about what happened. It was, pretty awesome.” I admit with a chuckle to break the tension.

“Y-yeah. I gotta admit that you were really good. I mean, I never seen you kiss anypony before. So, I thought you wouldn't have had the practice.” She rubs the back of her neck nervously.

“Just call it natural talent.” I say feeling better my the minute. “Maybe we can do this again sometime.” I waggle my eyebrows at her.

She rolls her eyes as she pushes me to the ground with her hoof. “You wish buddy.”

I just chuckle it off as I hand over her ticket so we can get back to the party. Rainbow holds onto her ticket like it’s a foal. I got up and handed out the other tickets to everyone. Once all tickets were handed out everyone resumes with their own brand of entertainment. Rainbow now talking about a story with Rarity about how she couldn't wait to see the wonderbolts. Though from what I could hear I think Rarity was only interested in how good the kiss was.

“Hello Anon!” I look down to see Twilight below me.

“Hey Twilight.” I reply back.

She shifts around nervously. “Do you mind if I ask you a few questions?”

“Sure.” Even after all the time spent here Twilight still likes to ask questions.

“Have you ever kissed a pony before?”

I was thrown off guard by that. “Um, no.”

“Was Rainbow your first?”

“I guess you can say that.”

“Are you two dating?”

I felt the hairs on my neck stand up. “Me and Rainbow?! N-no! It was just a prank but, well, it kinda got out of hand.” I chuckle nervously.

“Are all humans pranks so intimate?” She says with a blush.

I wasn't sure how to respond. “Look, Twilight. I-I don't know what to say. Rainbow and I aren't dating. It was just a joke that went too far. I thought she would chicken out but she definitely surprised me.” I rub the back of my head. “My fault really. She was bound to get me back sometime, that was pretty good too.”

“So, you enjoyed it?”

I felt my face heat up. “Well, yeah. She is a really good kisser. I was sure that kissing a pony would be weird but we fit together pretty well, all things considered.”

“Sorry to be asking these questions, I just wanted to document any human and pony relationships so I can compare them to other cross species relations.” Twilight says looking redder than I was.

“No problem Twi, just one of the quirks that I like about you.”

She seems to get even redder. “Thanks Anon. I-I better go, I’m sure everypony will be coming up to talk about what happened soon.”

I let out a sigh of defeat. “Yeah, I guess you’re right. Later Twi.”

Twilight was right about what she said though. Pretty much every pony, with the exception of Pinkie and Fluttershy. Came up to me and had asked how the kiss was, if Rainbow and I were dating and general things like that. I answered them honestly as I did with Twilight. Rainbow didn't seem to mind though, but I guess that was because she was still talking about the wonderbolts and probably wasn't paying attention.

I mean I have never looked at a pony with romantic interests since I got here. Though Rainbow had her own charm. We were like bro’s. We hang out all the time. We talk about how our days fucking suck, even if they didn't. We just could chill around each other, you know?

“How you liking the party?!” Pinkie screams into my ear.

“Whoa!” I scream as I quickly turn to face her. “Pinkie, what have I told you about sneaking up on me?”

“How could I be sneaking if you know I’m here to party?” She asks.

I open my mouth and just let out a sigh. “You have a point.”

“Of course I do silly!” She then takes a seat next to me as we both just look at the blue sky. “So why is everypony talking about you and Rainbow?”

I groan in annoyance. “Rainbow and I kissed. It was no big deal.”

“Wow! Are you two dating?” She asks.

“No, it was just a prank Pinkie. I mean, Me and Rainbow? Can you really imagine that? We are bro’s, I couldn't see her as anything more.” Hell if you knew what I knew then you would know that too. I then chuckles a little. “If I was going to date anyone, I would like to date someone who is funny, likes to have fun, being nice is a plus too.”

“You mean like me?” She asks.

I feel a shiver run up my spine as I look over to Pinkie. As I look at her I can see she has a large grin on her lips. Hell she was the nicest pony I knew, she was funny and we probably have more fun than Rainbow and I do.

I just chuckle at that idea.. “Yeah, like you Pinkie.”

She giggles at that as she gets up and walks back to the party to entertain the others.

I just sit there and watch her walk away, not even noticing as Rainbow takes a seat next to me and pulls me close to her.

“Looks like my favorite monkey gots the hots for my pink friend.” She taunts.

“I don't like Pinkie that way. She is sweet and all but...”

“But what? You two would be perfect together.” She states.

I look to where Pinkie walked off. “I’ve never thought of her like that Rainbow.”

“Really?!” She asks with shock. “I mean, you two are seriously way too close. Closer than friends should be. I even seen you bathe her!” She says.

I felt my face heat up. “H-How did you know about that!?”

“I was watching thru the window.”

“Rainbow, that is fucking creepy.” I say honestly.

“Well I was going to invite Pinkie to pull some pranks with me but I saw her all covered in flour and you leading her into the bathroom.”

“At what point did you think you should‘ve stopped watching?” I ask.

She shrugs. “What can I say, it was kinda cute to watch.” She giggles to herself. “How gentle you were when cleaning her mane. Making sure to keep the shampoo out of her eyes. Oh I bet Rarity would love to hear about that, she always loves that sappy stuff.”

I slam my face into my hands. “I have to move now.”

“Hey, I didn't tell anypony! I’m just poking a little fun!”

“Just having you know is enough.”

She lets out a frustrated sigh. “Anyways! I think you two should give it a shot.”

“Rainbow, was subtlety ever a quality you possessed?”

She punches my shoulder. “Why be subtle when I can just get to the point?”

I groan at her response. “What about you and me, Rainbow? Ponies seem to think we’re an item.” I state.

“Yeah but they don't know what you know about me.” She says in annoyance.

“Why don't you tell them? I mean, this place is mostly mares. I doubt it's frowned upon.” I say honestly.

“Because it's my business Anon.” She answers.

“True, but it would make life easier I bet.” I just shrug. “Your life though.”

I see Rainbow get angry suddenly. “Dang it! Y-You did it again.”

“Did what?” I ask innocently.

“You do that thing where you change the subject!”

“I have no idea what you’re talking about.” Seems she caught on this time.

“No way buddy. We are getting back on topic. Why can't you and Pinkie be something?” She asks.

“Well I guess thats my business Rainbow.” I say with a smirk.

“ugh!” She turns around. “Fine, be that way. I'm just saying you two will be pretty good together.”

“Whatever you say Skittles.”

With that does she let out a loud sigh and fly back towards the party. I just look to the sky again as I let my eyes fall close. I can't help but think about what Rainbow said. Sure, Pinkie is cute and definitely makes me smile. But, could I really date her? I let my mind run it's course until I doze off to sleep, the sounds of my friends having fun drifting off into the background, like a lullaby all of it's own..

Rainbow Dash

Hey again. I’ve been thinking lately on what you exactly mean to me. Sure Twilight said it would be good to log my experiences in Equestria but perhaps you would like to know more about my friends? The way I think it, you’re kinda like my friend too right? Sure you can't talk but you listen to how my day went and never judge me. Maybe even one day when I’m old and grey you would like to tell me how crazy I was when we were younger?

I know it sounds kinda sappy but honestly I don't think you can fully appreciate my friends unless I tell you about them. They’re a large part of my life. So, how about we start with my bro. Rainbow Dash.

I had already been in Equestria for a few weeks now but everyone still ignored me out of fear.

So rather than walk around town and part the sea of ponies.

I decided to sit alone at the lake.

I looked to the lone lake feeling rather blue today. I been in Equestria for a few weeks now and still these ponies haven't warmed up to me yet. Was I doing something wrong? I know the fact I ate meat was rather off putting to them. So that didn't really help my case. I picked up a few local rocks and just toss them into the lake. Letting out a sigh I just sit and think of what to do with my new life. Slowly I could feel my eyes start to well up.

Honestly I don't know why I started to cry as I looked to the water. Maybe it was the fact that I didn't have a job, ponies were afraid of me or maybe I just didn't have anyone to talk to about this. Pinkie has been a great pony at cheering me up and trying her best to get the others to ease up around me but I can't really talk to Pinkie about serious stuff. Mostly because I don't want to sour her mood.

Those thoughts are trivial though. All I know is that I was looking to this lake with tears running down my face for more reasons than I could ever comprehend. Being literally thrown into a world where you don't belong. It’s a lot to take in to be honest.

“Hey Anon!” I hear someone call from behind. “What are yo-”

I look up and see Rainbow is standing to the side of me now. I quickly rub my face clear as to not let her worry.

“H-hey Rainbow Dash.” I say trying to clear my throat.

“Anon, are you alright?” She asks concerned.

I look to her with a fake smile. “Never better Rainbow Dash.”

Thats gets me a frown in return. “No you’re not. I seen you crying.”

“I wasn't crying.” I try to explain. “Just some dirt in my eyes is all.”

That look of concern comes back as she takes a seat next to me.

“Listen. You know you can talk to me or my friends if you have problems. Right?”

I nod my head a little. “Yeah I know.”

“So?” She tries to press.

“So what?” I ask feeling slightly irritated.

“What's the problem?”

I let out a frustrated sigh.

“The problem? Well, where do you want me to start?” I say hotly.

She seems to ignore it as she says. “Wherever you think is right.”

“Honestly I don't even know. Being stuck in this ponyland. Having everyone afraid of me. Not having a job. Being absolutely...” I feel my voice fall at the last word.. “alone.”

“You’re not alone Anon. You got me and my friends.”

I shake my head. “Not like that Rainbow. I-I’m the only species here. Could you ever understand what it would feel like to be the only one of your kind in a place that doesn't even feel like home.” I dig my fingers into the grass and tear some out as I just look at it. “This.” I show her my hand full of grass. “This isn't home.”

“The princess’ are trying Anon.” Rainbow tries to cheer me up. “Give it a few more days and I guarantee you that you will be back home.”

I look over just in time to see her face fall to a more melancholy look as that left her mouth. She just turned her gaze to the lake as she sat next to me.

“You alright?” I return the favor.

“I-It just hit me is all. You will be leaving and..” She looks over to me. “I know you feel alone, but, I would miss you if you left. You’re my friend and there’s nothing that can change that.”

I couldn't help but feel my heart warm at the honesty in her words. I let out a sigh.

“I would miss you too.” I admit as we both look at the lake.

I honestly felt a lot better after having said those things to Rainbow. It wasn't much but even that little bit felt a great deal lighter on my shoulders.

“Hey Rainbow.” I catch her attention. “Maybe we can do this again sometime?”

She raises a brow at me. “What do you mean?”

“You know, just talk about stuff. I know it sounds a little weird but..” I just look at her again. “I can't say this stuff to the other ponies. I don't want to depress Pinkie. Applejack is always busy. Rarity is in the same boat. Fluttershy is still afraid of me. You’re kinda the only pony I think I could talk to about some hard stuff.”

“What about Twilight?”

I chuckle a little. “She would have a hard time not cataloging my emotions or something.” I let out a sigh. “I know she means well.”

Rainbow gave me a small chuckle. “Yeah, she gets like that but she also knows when to be serious.”

I then look to Rainbow. “It’s not just that. I don't know.. Don't you ever get the feeling you can't talk to your friends about stuff?”

She looks over to me with some surprise as she then suppresses it and gives a nod.

“Yeah.” She admits.

“Well, maybe we can talk to each other about stuff. Not have to worry the others and yet keep it between us.”

She rubs her chin with her hoof in thought.

“Well, it’s a pretty good idea.” She admits after some thought. “How do I know you won't go blabbing our secrets?” She questions.

“Pinkie promise?”

She nods. “Pinkie promise.”

I haven't been here long but I easily sensed that this “Pinkie promise” was a rather big deal to these ponies. So it was with that we both did the weird like motions and agree’d we wouldn't talk to others about what we have said together in confidence.

“So, where do we start?” I ask.

“How about we just enjoy the sunset?” She asks as she looks over the lake. “I love to watch it to be honest.”

“Is that why you’re here?” I ask as I look over the lake as the sun made it slow descent.

She nods. “Yeah, but Twilight told me you didn't seem so good today and I wanted to cheer my favorite monkey up.” She quips with a grin.

“This coming from Skittles?” I say with a grin as well.

“Skittles?” She repeats the name confused. “What does that mean?”

I just grin at her more. “Wouldn’t you like to know.”

I see her get up and take a attack stance.

“Tell me!”

“Never!”

With that does she lunge at me and tackle me to the ground. I quickly wrap my arms around her and throw her off as we both stare each other down. Soon though our standoff ends with us both laughing out loud.

“You should’ve seen your face!” She says.

“My face?! What about yours when I wrapped my arms around you? You looked like a deer in the headlights!” I say between chuckles.

Soon our laughter died down as we both returned to looking at the sun.

“Seriously though, that better not be an insult.” She says while the sun hits it's twilight phase.

I shake my head never looking away from the horizon. “Nah, their sweet.” I then look at her. “Just like you.”

I couldn't help but smile as I wrote that memory down. Rainbow and I got closer the more we talked to each other about things. For the first time in a long while I actually felt that I had a small piece of my life back. Rainbow was more than just my friend at this point, she was starting to become family. Though, I will admit.. There was this one time that we agreed to never speak of again. It was tied to so many truths and a lot of embarrassment.

This was the time that I tried to ask Rainbow Dash out on a date and she told me she was gay.. Man, talk about awkward.

“It was pretty sweet that Twilight could do this.”

I admit to Rainbow as I walk around her house.

“Yeah! I mean now you can see how awesome my home is!” She says from inside of her bedroom.

“So what’re we going to do?” I ask feeling slightly nervous.

There was a reason I was feeling very nervous right now. Rainbow and I have been together a lot lately. For the past few weeks we have been spending a lot of time together. I don't know why but I feel like I want to try and see if she would want to date or something. I mean I never seen anypony like that before but, well, Rainbow and I were friends. Does it even count as the same thing?

Honestly all these emotions I’m feeling are very confusing. I don't know if I’m just crazy or what but something in the back of my head keeps screaming that this is a bad idea. I write it off as just some nervousness. I mean, who wouldn't be nervous? Everyone is nervous the first time they ask someone out. It was going to be simple though. Just, ask her out. We are close, talk about some heavy stuff. There is no need to hide my feelings from her.

“Hey, you doing alright Anon?”

I shake my head from the haze of thought as I look to see Rainbow flying in front of my face. Her look of concern was back. I can't help but quickly look away from her eyes. Dammit Anon, just.. do it!

“T-There was-s something I want-ted to talk to you a-about.” I stutter nervously.

She gets serious as she points to one of her couches.

“Please, sit.” She says..

I nod as I take my seat, her joining next to me.

“Whatever it is, it must be big.” She says looking worried now.

I was trembling slightly. So many thoughts running through my mind. J-Just do it! I steel myself over as I quickly make my move. I lean over to Rainbow and plant a simple kiss on her lips. I see her eyes go wide as she quickly pulls her face away.

“A-Anon! W-wha?”

She wasn't sure what to say and I wasn't sure how to gauge her reaction. Was she mad? Was I too quick or did she not like me too? I couldn't tear my eyes away from her as I try to talk.

“I-I..um.. I like you a-and I thought maybe we could..” I gulp. “Go out?”

Her eyes seem to go unfocused for a moment as she tries to piece together everything I just said.

“You’re serious?” She asks not showing much emotion other than shock.

I give a slight nod. “I-I think.. I mean.. Maybe?”

I felt myself breaking down slowly at her continued shock.

“D-dude.. I-.. Theres something I.. I should tell you.” She takes a few breaths. “T-this is serious though Anon.. You can't tell a soul this.”

The look she gave me was one of desperation. I could feel the weight of her words as she looked at me. I give her a nod to continue.

“Anon.. I-I like mares.” She admits.

In that second I felt my skin go numb. I-I can't believe this.. How did I not see it before? That way she looked at other mares. How she talked about the figures of other mares. I thought she was just trying to make me feel weird but now.. Now I realise she wasn't kidding.

I put a hand to my mouth. “I-I think I need some air.”

I quickly get up and walk out of her home. I just sat there on the edge of the clouds as I try to keep my stomach from spilling. It wasn't the fact she was gay that made me sick.. No, it was that I just asked someone gay out and got shut down for it. I couldn't blame her for that. Who could? But I can't stop the sickness with logic.

“Anon..” I don't turn around as the sound of someone approaching me becomes louder. “Anon, please say something.”

I finally remove my hand from my mouth having settled my stomach.

“I can't believe I was so stupid.” I say under my breath. I start to chuckle sadly. “It was right there in my face all along and I.. I didn't notice.”

“Anon, it's alright..”

She tries to speak softly but I was stuck in my own world.

“I can't believe I just did this.. ” I felt the memories flash back. “Stupid!”

“Just come inside and we can talk about this.” Rainbow urges.

“Why didn't I see it?” I mumble. “Was I just hoping it wasn't true?” I let out a sigh. “Why can't I just go back..”

I slowly take a seat on the edge of the cloud as I put my face into my hands. Trying my best to calm down.

“Hey.” I feel Rainbows wing wrap around me. “W-Were still friends, right?” She asks nervously. “Y-You don't think i'm a.. freak.” I hear her voice fall at that.

I remove my hands from my face as I look over to see Rainbow looking off into the distance.

“Freak? What do you mean?” I ask confused.

She lets out another sigh as she scoots closer to me.

“I-.. I once told my parents that.. That I was.. well.. You know.” I give a nod. “They didn't like that.. Told me I was a freak and didn't care about pony kind.” I then see her shift to anger. “How is it my fault that we don't have enough stallions! How is it my fault that I like mares!” She makes sure to reel in her voice at the last word.

She then leans her head against my shoulder. “Y-You don't hate me because of that.. Do you?”

I felt my shoulder slump at that.

“How could I ever hate you?” I ask. “You’re..You’re” I then suddenly felt something click in my head.

“Anon. What's wrong?” she asks concerned.

I start to giggle, then it built from that to full blown laughter. I couldn't help myself now as I just fell on my back and started to laugh at the sky.

“What is so funny?” Rainbow asks concerned.

I just wrap my arms around her and pulled her to my chest as I smiled at her.

“I’m such an idiot Dash.” I admit.

“Idiot about what?” She asks confused.

“I was thinking my feelings were romantic..” I started to chuckle.

“T-they weren't?”

I nod. “I was confused about my feelings.. Because.. Rainbow.. You’re not my friend.” I see her fur stand on end but before she could speak I continued. “You’re family.. Hell, you’re more than family to me. I-I just didn't realise it till now.” I admit with some redness in my cheeks.

“Y-You really mean that?” She looks down to me with shock.

I nod. “Yeah, you’re more than my friend Dash. You’re my bro and bro’s stick together. Even if one bro accidently asks the other out because he was confused.” I quickly tack on the last bit quickly.

I see her face start to smile as everything comes together. “Oh my gosh.” She says as she busts up laughing. Her rolling off my chest as she too falls to her back laughing it up. “I-I can't believe you asked me out!”

I wave her off. “Yeah yeah.. Honest mistake. Emotions are like that.”

She quickly gets up and shakes her ass in my face.

“Yeah, I bet you wanted to get this hot piece of flank! But sorry buddy, your hands don't get to touch.”

She says looking away with her head held up. I grin madly as I quickly slap her ass, hard. She jumps up with a yelp and spin around on a dime.

“What was that about not putting my hands on your ass?” I say with a shit eating grin.

“Thats it!”

She throws herself on top of me as we try to wrestle each other into submission. All the while us both laughing it up with smiles on our faces.

I can't help but shake my head with a grin at that memory. Even now I can't help but feel the embarrassment from that day. But to be honest. That revelation about Rainbow actually changed my entire outlook on life after that day. I knew I had her and she would be loyal till the end and that was something I took to heart. Rainbow agreed to not speak of my accidental feelings for her and I agreed to not tell anyone about her preferences for mares. Doing another Pinkie promise so we were solid.

I hear someone knock on the door to my home.

“Hey Anon, you going to hurry up or what!” I could easily hear Rainbow yell.

“Hold your horses!” I call back, knowing she hates that saying.

“Ugh!” I hear her yell as she waits impatiently.

I look back to my journal. With a smile I write one last thing.

Never change Rainbow.

Day Three

It’s been a few days since the party where I surprised everyone with the Wonderbolts tickets. Everything has been rather normal, to say the least. Just came back from fixing Lyra’s sink. I showed up yesterday but it somehow started to leak again. Honestly that was a bit of a weird job. Seems to leak every so often no matter what I do. Lets not add the fact Bonbon doesn't like me at all. She has this weird idea I’m trying to stealing her marefriend or something. I don't know, kinda silly when I think about it.

I pause as I look to the journal and think about my day. Even I knew I was beating around the bush...

Alright I’ll be honest... I’ve been noticing things. I don't know if Rainbow has finally gotten into my head or what but, something considerably strange has been happening to me lately when I’m around Pinkie. I can't help but feel myself smile more. I feel my hugs linger a little while longer then they should... I-I just think maybe Rainbow has been putting too many funny thoughts into my head lately... I don't know, I still can't believe what happened though.

“Alright so if it starts leaking again then let me know. I’ll just replace the pipe with a new one.” I say making sure I had all my tools.

“Thanks again for coming over on such short notice.” Lyra says beaming at me.

I give a nod. “No problem Lyra. See you later.”

I give a final wave as Lyra returns it on my way out. Bonbon just giving me a death glare from her seat on the couch. I don't even bother saying goodbye to her anymore. If she wants to act like that around me then that’s her choice. It doesn't take too long for me to leave my tools at home. I didn't have any other jobs to go to right now so I decided to spend some time with Pinkie.

One short walk later to Sugarcube corner. I walk through the door and see that Mrs. Cake was working the register.

“Oh, hello deary. Looking for Pinkie?” She asks.

I smile as I give a nod. “Yes m’am.”

She nods her head at the double doors. “She’s just in the back baking.”

I give another nod as I walk towards the back. “Thanks again.” I say as I go into the kitchen.

As I walk into the kitchen I take notice of a pink blur that is moving around. Even as it speeds around the kitchen I can hear it say something.

“Hey Anon. Whatcha doin?”

I just smile as Pinkie doesn't stop the speed tricks.

“You know me, just wanting to spend some time with a friend.” I say honestly.

“Well, I don't know where Rainbow Dash is right now.” I can hear the deviousness in her tone.

I roll my eyes. “You know who I meant.”

Soon the blur stop in front of me and reveals Pinkie, her mane still sitting clean atop her head. Kinda odd, would make sense if her mane was swept as if she were in a wind tunnel. Then again Pinkie rarely makes sense.

“I don't know. Talk around towns been you two have been rather chummy lately.” She eyed me warily.

“Oh, course we are Pinkie, she’s my bro. Bro’s are like that.” I cross my arms.

“So you two aren't an item?” She asks surprised.

I shake my head. “No Pinkie.”

“You sure.”

“Positive.”

“Really, definitely, absolu-”

“Pinkie.” I stop her ongoing sentence. “There’s nothing there. Trust me.”

“Okie dokie loki!” She says briefly before resuming the blur trick.

“So, you’re too busy or something?” I ask.

“Just one more aaaaannnd, done!” She stops and gives a nod. “I’m free now.”

I look around and suddenly notice that all the counters are filled with different cakes and sweets. I decide to ignore it as I look down at Pinkie.

“So, wanna hang out or something?” I ask.

“Sure! Wanna go to the park?” She offers.

I shrug. “Yeah, why not.”

“Alright, you find a spot and I’ll pack something for us. Meet there in ten?”

Another nod from me sends her speeding off again. I take this time to show myself out and head towards the park.

I’m currently sitting under a tree as I wait for Pinkie to show up. She doesn't leave me waiting as I spot her merely hopping towards me with a basket in her mouth and a blanket on her back. I get up from my seat as she approaches closer to give her a hand. Once she’s close enough I grab the blanket from her back and set it onto the grass. Pinkie goes about gently setting everything onto it as we both take our seats.

As we both get comfortable. I take notice that Pinkie scoots closer to me and leans against my shoulder. I can't help but feel myself become nervous from the closeness... This isn't the first time she has done this, but this is the first time I have ever felt so nervous about it.

“So how’s work been Anon?” She asks still snuggling up against me.

As I feel her nuzzle lightly into me. I can't help but feel a heat rising into my cheeks from this action.

“I-Its been going fine. Can get tiring at times.” I admit.

She lets out a huff. “Tell me about it.” She rotates her forehooves some. “My hooves are achy from baking.” She giggles some at her unintentional rhyme.

“Wouldn't your mouth be aching more?” I ask confused. “I mean, thats how you carry stuff.”

She shakes her head. “Not as much as my neck. Sure my mouth is a little tired but my neck is so sore. Lifting is mostly on the neck and shoulders.”

I could see her fidgeting a little as she tries to slowly rotate her neck some. I felt a slight ache in my chest as I seen her uncomfortable.

“D-Do you want to me to massage you?” I ask hesitantly.

She looks up to me with a smile.

“Sure!”

She lies herself across my lap and throws her mane to the side to expose her neck to me. I hesitate some at how sudden and willing she was. I shake those thoughts away as I gently lay my hands onto her shoulders first. I don't know why but my cheeks kept getting hotter and hotter as I slowly worked her pain away. I’ve never massaged a pony before but from the little squeaks and moans I was getting I assumed I was doing something right.

“I-I’m not hurting you am I?” I ask making sure I wasn't doing something wrong.

She slowly shakes her head. “No, you’re doing better than I imagined. Maybe you should’ve taken a job working for the spa.” She says in a dreamy tone.

I can't help but feel myself smile at making Pinkie feel better. Soon though I slowly start to ease up and just settle into petting her gently. The sounds of light snoring come to my ears and make my heart flutter a bit. To think she was so comfortable with me that she fell asleep on me. Again this has happened a few times but today it just fills me with something I wasn't sure of.

I push the thoughts away once more as I just lean my back against the tree and continue to idly stroke Pinkie from her neck to her back and then back again. Honestly, I didn't have a care in the world right now. I have never felt so content with my life as I do at this moment. Everything was so peaceful. I could feel my senses heighten some as I close my eyes.

I catch the sweet smell of cakes in the air. I easily know where the source is. Pinkie has always had this sweet smell on her since the day we met. I can feel how smooth and soft her fur is as my fingers run over the curves of her body. It wasn't anything like a horses fur on earth. Hers actually felt so smooth you could mistake it for silk. I couldn't help but chuckle as the thought of jealous women wanting skin as soft as her fur came to mind. I was lost in thought as I suddenly hear Pinkie ask.

“What so funny?”

I open my eyes and look down to see Pinkie had rolled over so she could look up at me. I didn't even realise I was still petting her from her chest to her stomach this time.

“Just a silly thought.” I try to wave it off.

“You know I like silly things.” She says with her usual smile.

I shrug. “Just the thought of human females being jealous over how soft your fur is.”

I can't help but see her cheeks redden some at that.

“My fur is alright... You should see Rarity’s, I bet hers is softer.” She says.

I shake my head. “I’m serious. True I never felt Rarity’s but I felt Rainbows, and hers wasn't as soft as yours.” I try to compliment.

“Well I th-”

I was still looking at her as her eyes suddenly get wide and her cheeks become completely red.

“Is something wrong?” I ask concerned.

“Y-You are going a little low.” She all but whispers out.

I look down to see I was still petting her stomach.. I didn't realise what was wrong until I notice two little nubs under my fingertips. My eyes go wide as I quickly draw my hand back.

“Oh, god... Pinkie, i'm so sorry.” I try to apologise.

How could I have been so stupid?! I honestly forgot that ponies even had nipples.

“Anon, i-it's fine... Honest mistake.” She says clearing her throat.

I still kept my hands to myself as she rolls off and sits a little bit away from me. Even if she didn't say anything I knew what I did was still fresh on her mind as well as mine. We continued our picnic in awkward silence. Sometimes we would glance at each other and then quickly turn away. I knew that it was my fault so I decided to kill this off quickly.

“I-I just remembered that I had to help Rainbow with... Um.” I pause to think of an excuse. “Practice!” I say quickly as I get up. “Yeah, practice. You know how she is. Always wanting to show off...” I chuckle nervously. “Who can blame her though? I mean she does have the skill... So, so... Yeah.”

Pinkie gets up and shakes her head. “Don't worry Anon.. See you tomorrow?” She asks.

I gulp a little as I nod. “Yeah... See you then.”

I made sure to help Pinkie pack before I took off into a mad dash to Rainbow’s house.

“You fucking idiot!” I berate myself as I approach Rainbow’s home. “How could you do such a stupid thing?!” I stop as I look up at the cloud house. “Rainbow! Rainbow I need to talk to you!” I scream at the top of my lungs.

I see a tuft of Rainbow mane poke out from a cloud window.

“Anon?” She yells back.

“Yeah! Come down here. Defcon One!” I yell.

“Defcon one!” She screams as she quickly zooms down to me. “What's up?” She asks concerned.

“I-I think I really messed up Rainbow.” I say as I take a seat on the grass.

“Alright, just calm down and tell me what happened.” She asks concerned.

“Just, promise me you won't laugh.” I say seriously.

She gives a nod. “Of course. Just tell me.”

I take a few breaths. “Ok... So, I was at the park with Pinkie, we were having a picnic.”

“Did you ask her out!?” She asks excitedly.

“What? No!” I scream back. I get back on track. “Just a friends picnic... Anyways. We were talking and she told me her shoulders were aching because of all the baking. So, I gave her a massage.” I see a grin forming on Rainbows face. “Not a date.” I say again. “So, soon she falls asleep. I starting to think about stuff and laughed.”

I pause a little to collect the next part. “So, Pinkie asks me why I was laughing. She was still laying on my lap but rolled over so she could face me. I was petting her gently and telling her that her fur was soft and human females would kill for skin like that.”

“So what was the problem?” Rainbow asks unsure.

“I... Well when I was petting her... I... Kinda went too low and... Well, maybe have been petting her...” I cough out my answer.

“What was that?” Rainbow asks leaning closer.

“I... um... Was petting her... Breasts.”

The silence was immediate as it fell before us. Rainbow’s face was in complete shock and soon she quickly threw her hooves to her mouth to stop the laughter from escaping. I was boiling mad at how she was acting but I knew her too well to expect anything different. She keeps the laughter from escaping well enough as she regains composure.

“S-so you were groping her?” Rainbow says trying to suppress her chuckling.

“I didn't mean to!” I shoot back.

“So was she mad?”

“I don't know!” I scream back. “All I know is that she said it was alright and then it all went to hell... We couldn't even look at each other!”

She pats my back as I place my face into my hands.

“Calm down Anon, I'm sure it wasn't that bad.”

“It was worse.” I groan through my hands. “I think she doesn't want to be my friend anymore.” I say sadly.

“Come on Anon, Pinkie isn't like that.” Rainbow says. “She wouldn't ditch one of her friends just like that. Let alone a cool guy like you.”

“How could I ever face her again Rainbow?” I ask looking to her. “Everytime she looks at me, I’ll remember this day.”

“Why don't you just give it a few days and let everypony settle?” Rainbow offers.

I fall onto my back as I look to the sky.

“I would but she wanted me to come over tomorrow.” I tell her.

Rainbow rubs her chin with a hoof. “Well, if she didn't like it she wouldn't have invited you back anytime soon. I’d take that as a good sign.” Rainbow give a nod at that.

“Even if she let this slide... It’s just so embarrassing.” I say to her. “I... I molested her!” I groan as I cover my face again.

I hear Rainbow let out a groan this time. “You didn't molest her Anon. Pinkie is a grown pony.”

I roll onto my side facing away from Rainbow so I could wallow in my self pity.

“You don't understand Rainbow. How would you feel if a friend started touching you like that?”

“On purpose or accident?”

“What's the difference?”

“Well you have done it to me plenty of time on purpose... Never on accident.” She says with a smug tone.

“Those don't count.” I state burying my face in the grass.

“Really? I’m pretty sure all those times you rubbed my cutie mark or pulled my wings were entirely on purpose.”

“I-I didn't know about your wings though!” I quickly sit up to face her.

“But you knew about my flank, so it still counts.” She sticks her tongue at me.

Again I fall onto the grass looking to the sky.

“You’re not helping me Rainbow. Please tell me there's a point?”

“The point is that I let it slide because I know it’s all in good fun.” She runs her hoof up my thigh. “Kinda like when I try to get a rise out of you.” She says with half lidded eyes.

I push her hoof away with a huff. “But it’s not the same Rainbow. We kid around like that...” I then pause as I think about how Rainbow and I are. “Honestly I don't even know how we got so close in our own friendship to do stuff like that and think it’s ok. Now that I think about it... Regardless though. Pinkie and I don't have the same thing we have. You should have seen how awkward it got afterwards.”

“Have you ever thought that she actually liked what you were doing?” I was about to shoot back denial but Rainbow held her hoof up. “Think about it, if she didn't like it. Well, she would’ve been more forwards about it. I know Pinkie enough that when it comes to physical stuff, she is very clear. But from what I’m hearing from you. You two were just embarrassed.”

I didn't move as I thought over what Rainbow said. There was some truth in what she spoke. Pinkie was rather clear in what made her uncomfortable when it was more adult like. Maybe not as cutthroat as Rarity or Applejack but Pinkie was still an adult and would put a person in their place if she thought it was right. So what was the deal at the park then?

It then hit me like a ton of bricks... The park! It was a public setting! Little foal play there. I slap my hands to my face as I let out a louder groan.

“What is it?” Rainbow asks.

“I think I got one piece of the puzzle.” She raises a brow at that. “We were in the park Rainbow.”

Her eyes go slightly wide as she then gives a nod. “Yeah, that too!”

I then felt a sinking feeling. “What if we weren't at a park though? What if it was just Pinkie and myself in her room or my home?” I then felt my imagination get lost as thousands of scenarios filled my brain. All of them thoughts I would’ve never thought about my friends before. “Rainbow.” My voice was lower.

“Yeah?” She takes a seat next to me.

I gulp a little. “L-Lets just say that... hypothetically I might like Pinkie...” I look to her desperately. “D-Do you think she likes me back?”

I see confidence on her face as she opens her mouth, but she quickly shuts it and pins her ears back.

“I’ve been friends with her a long time Anon. I think she likes you but, even I’m not too sure what goes on in Pinkie’s head.” She admits looking down sadly.

I let out a sigh. “I guess that's the best I could hope for.”

I go back to looking at the sky as I fall onto my back. Rainbow joins next to me as we just lie there next to each other.

“You’re a cool guy Anon. Anymare would be lucky to have you.” She says.

I reach over and bring Rainbow closer to me. “Thanks Rainbow, you’re a cool mare too.”

Rainbow chuckles as she nuzzles closer to me.

“Alright, I can see why everyone thinks we’re an item.” She admits.

I wave it off. “Whatever. You’re my bro... Bros can sometimes get cuddly with each other... I think... I mean, you don't mind do you?” I ask warily.

She shakes her head. “Nah, I kinda like the idea of having somepony as close as you and not have to worry about the pressure of a relationship or sex.”

“No sex? When did this happen?!” I say with mock surprise.

She rolls her eyes at me. “You know that was always off the table.”

“Rainbow.”

“Yeah?”

“I want a brovorce.”

She looks up at me from my chest as I look down at her. We both smile and start to laugh.

Twilight

Alright so who do you want to know about next? Hmm... Well I think the next best choice would have to be Twilight and by extension, Spike. You see, our friendship wasn't always the most stable to begin with. She has always been an excitable one and had that thirst for knowledge but due to that trait she often forgot about personal space. Though with some time and a bit of nurturing, we became good friends.

I was currently sitting on the local park bench just thinking about everything that has been happening. Rainbow was busy with work today and couldn't hang out with me. Something about bad weather in Trottingham and she was needed to help with the storm. She wouldn't be back for a few days and I was already missing her. The ponies were still keeping their distance from me so I didn't have many friends.

“Anon?”

I look up and see Twilight standing there in front of me with Spike on her back.

“Hey Twilight.” I give a fake smile.

“Are you doing alright? You look pretty down in the dumps.”

I shrug trying to play it off as nothing.

“Just wishing Rainbow was here.” I answer.

“Well, are you sure you’re ok?” She presses gently.

“I’ll be fine Twilight. I'm a big boy after all.” I chuckle sadly.

She stands there and rubs one of her forehooves over the other.

“You know, if you wouldn't mind I would like to ask you some more questions about your people.” Twilight asks.

Not what I had planned for the day but it was honestly better than just sitting here sulking.

“Yeah, I think I can spare some time.” I answer.

“Great. Spike and I are just buying our groceries for the week. Meet you at my home in a few minutes?”

I nod at that.

“See you there.”

With that all done does Twilight take off with Spike. I give her my best fake smile until she leaves my sight. When she does do I release a long sigh. This was going to be a long day. I slowly stand from my spot and start to slowly walk to the treehouse.

Twilight was nice enough to set out some snacks and drinks for our little talking session. It started with some basic stuff like how we managed without magic. A topic we frequently return to. I tell her as much as I can about our tech. She understands I can't tell her how they work or how to make them but she appreciates that I try. I was able to tell her the basics on how pens were made and that little invention sparked her need to make one. She usually keeps me up to date on the progress on that. So far, not so good.

After all her questions I would ask her about Equestria. I pretty much already had the 101 on this place but any deeper things I wanted to know about I would ask. She was very understanding and didn't get mad when I thought she was lying that Celestia actually controlled the sun and Luna the moon. The reason she wasn't mad was because the day before I told her how our sun and moon worked and that left her baffled.

Though right now she has been asking more personal questions. How I'm coming to terms with my sudden arrival and how everypony is treating me. I answer her as I always have.

“Just taking it one day at a time Twilight.” I let out a sigh.

“I know the princess has been helping you a lot but I just worry.” Twilight urges.

I nod. “I get it Twilight. I thank you for caring as well.”

“So nothing to report about?”

I shake my head. “Other than keeping their distance the ponies here are accepting.”

She gives a sad nod at that. “Yeah I get it. They were the same way with Zecora.” She then cheers up a little. “Don't worry though! I'm sure they will come around eventually.”

I smile a little at that too. “I’ll hope for that.”

The room soon becomes awkwardly silent.

“So do you have anymore questions?” I ask.

She shakes her head. “Not today, I will make up some more though as they come.”

I nod as I get up. “Well, then I’ll see you around Twilight.”

“Wait!”

I stop and turn to face her.

“Yeah?”

“Would you like to stay for dinner? I know that it can get lonely at times.” She then looks over to Spike who was passed out on the couch. “I'm lucky to have Spike, so it doesn't get too lonely.”

“No. I wouldn't want to impose.” I try to reason.

“Don't worry Anon. Just give me a few minutes and I should be done soon.”

“Um, alright.” I relent.

Twilight gives one last nod to me as she practically skips into the kitchen. I just sat next to the sleeping dragon and waited for whenever Twilight was finished. Soon the peace and quiet off the library was gone as the sounds of pots and pans banging together could be heard. Not only that but the silent cursing could be heard as well.

I get up and slowly walk towards the kitchen.“Need any help?” I ask not liking that sound much.

“No!” I hear Twilight yell out as I stop in my tracks. “Don't worry, I got everything under control.” I hear a panicky tone.

I take my seat again unsure of what to do. I decide it was just best to wait it out if she was fine. Though all the sounds soon woke up Spike as he looks around confused. His eyes fall onto me and then move over to the kitchen.

He rubs the sleepiness from his eyes. “Is Twilight cooking again?” He asked groggily.

“I would assume so.” I answer.

He shakes his head. “I’ll go help her before she makes a mess.”

I couldn't help but smile at his attitude as he hops off the couch and walks into the kitchen. A few minutes later a blushing Twilight comes into the living room and takes a seat next to me.

“Spike said he would handle the cooking.”

I smirk at her. “Not that good at it?”

“I-I never had the natural talent.” She admits.

I chuckle at that. “Tell me about it. I was never great at cooking either.”

She looks at me confused. “What about that ‘Bar-B-Q’ you were telling me about?”

I chuckle. “Thats different from cooking Twilight. Thats a man thing, it’s kinda in our DNA.”

“So human mares can't Bar-B-Q?” Twilight asks.

I look to her with alarm. “Twilight don't even speak of such sacrilegious things!”

“What did I say!?” She asks alarmed.

I drop my act and chuckle at her. “Just messing with you Twilight.”

She makes a pouty face. “You know I can never tell when you’re messing with me.”

I ruffle her mane some. “It’s all in good fun.”

“So can human mares Bar-B-Q?”

I look at her with a deadpan expression. “This isn't a time for joking Twilight.”

Twilight and I were currently sitting at the table as Spike lay a magnificent spread before us. Sure it was missing all the goodness of meat but I definitely wasn't going to complain about free food.

“Damn Spike.” I praise him as I pat his back. “Good looking spread you got here. How long you been cooking?”

He blushes some at the compliment but soon recovered.

“Well, I’ve been cooking for Twilight since she was a filly.” He proclaims with pride.

“Wow, that would have made you rather young, right?”

He nods. “Yeah but I also had some help from Celestia or the royal cooks.”

“Well good job, this looks amazing.”

I held out my fist to him. He smiles at that as he pounds his fist against mine. Twilight was setting out the plates as Spike takes his seat across from her.

“So what have you planned to do with your life Anon?” Spike asks.

I shrug. “Not sure. Kinda just helping everyone that needs a hand at the moment.”

Twilight perks up at that. “Oh! So you’ve been helping ponies?”

“Well.” I pause some. “Not really ponies, more like a pony. I help Lyra with stuff around her house. Sweet mare.” I admit. I then think a bit more. “I also help Pinkie sometimes. Though Mr & Ms. Cake are still wary of me.”

“Well it's good to know you’re already making friends.” Twilight smiles at me.

I chuckle. “Can anyone not be friends with Pinkie?”

Twilight shivers at that. “One pony or actually one donkey tried. Lets just say they’re good friends now.”

I wasn't surprised to be honest. Pinkie seemed to be that kind of pony.

“Yeah, I can imagine that.” I nod.

I looked down to see my plate was clean and the remainder of the food was also gone.

“Well, seems my time here is up.” I say as I stand up. “Thanks again Twilight for having me for dinner.” I give her a smile.

“No worries Anon. But, can't you call me Twi. All my friends do.”

It's always weird when someone wants to be your friend, even more so when that someone is a pony. It always warms my heart though when they ask stuff like this. I give a nod.

“Sure thing Twi.”

“Spike, how about you show Anon out? I’ll get the dishes.”

He didn't hesitate to jump on that offer. “OK!”

I just chuckle at Twilight shaking her head at his enthusiasm. He quickly walks me to the front door. I turn around and take a knee as I extend my hand to him.

“See you later small stuff.”

He gets a pouty face. “Yeah, yeah.” He then bumps fists with me.

“Later.” I say as I take my leave.

I give a nod at that memory. Twilight and I actually slowly started to get closer after that. She would invite me over ever so often for dinner and we would spend a good amount of time just talking to each other about our respective worlds. Spike and I also got closer after that day. Seeing as I was his only guy friend, he would always come to me for advice or someone to talk to about his problems.

I can't help but smirk as I look back to my journal as I dip my quill into the inkwell briefly...

Making friends with a unicorn and a dragon... Man, if only I could tell 5 year old me about this.

Day Seven

I’ve been avoiding Pinkie for the past few days now. God I am such an asshole! It's just that I can't be around her anymore. Everytime I see her from afar I feel a tightness in my chest. When she passes by I feel as if the world around me slows. I hate to admit it because I’m so afraid of what may happen. It’s the fear this is getting to me now. I know what I feel and I know what I want but, I fear what I might lose because of it.

I let out a sigh as I shake my head.

Today started as a particularly bad day. Like I said before. I’ve been avoiding Pinkie as much as I could. Just giving her small waves as I pass by, telling her that I was on the job and couldn't stop to chat. The look on her face each passing day made my heart hurt and my anger build, anger towards my cowardice. Today though, today changed quickly. All I could gather is that Pinkie had been talking to Dash about my sudden personality change. And Rainbow, being the kind soul she is, managed to make it worse. Though I guess it was bound to happen eventually. At least it got me off my ass. I can't thank Rainbow enough to be honest.

I sat in my home sulking as I have been doing a lot lately. My mind just thinking of Pinkie. I sit and try to build up the nerve to go to sugarcube corner and just tell her how I feel. Though every time I get to the door, ready to take the first step out. The self doubt crushes me into submission. So after that I just sit with a beer in my hand and berate myself for how weak I am. Though it seemed my self loathing would have to wait. Someone was banging on my door like a SWAT officer with a warrant for my arrest.

“Anon!” Rainbow, and she sounds pissed off.

“It’s open Dash.” I say taking another swig of my bottle.

The door is thrown open and promptly slammed shut. My eyes lazily drift over to see Rainbow looking at me with anger in her eyes. She walks up to me and swats the beer out of my hand.

“What the fuck!” I yell, angry that she knocked my drink to the floor.

“What the buck is wrong with you!” She yells in my face.

“Care to be a little more descriptive?” I ask.

She pushes me into the couch with her forehooves.

“Why the buck have you been avoiding Pinkie!” She yells.

“Have you even met Pinkie? She can be a little much at times.” I say in a condescending tone.

The next thing I felt was pain. After that I instantly felt anger. I move my head back to face Rainbow after she slapped me. That fucking hurt, hooves were not made to slap faces. She might as well have broken my nose while she was at it.

“Get off me Rainbow.” I warn her in a low tone.

My elevated alcohol level blurring my judgment.

“No! Not until you tell me why you’ve been ignoring Pinkie!”

I wasn't in the mood for this shit. So I quickly put my hands on her chest and shove her off. She is tossed over my coffee table and onto her back. She quickly gets up and gets into a fighting stance. I stand up and put my fists up as well.

“You wanna go!” I scream. I wave her to come at me. “Then come get some baby because you know I will whip that candy ass all around my house and then all over Ponyville!”

I knew as well as her that she couldn't take me in a real fight. We have gotten into a few fist/hoof fights before. Lets just say we’re both terrible drunks, sometimes we escalate things quickly. The thing is she has gotten her ass handed to her many times. Not that she didn't leave me bruised but when it was all said and done she was way worse for wear than I was.

She returns to her normal stance as I slowly lower my fists. She is still looking to me with a death gaze. I just roll my eyes as I fall back onto the couch.

“Why have you be-”

I cut her off. “Yeah, yeah. I heard.”

I let out a sigh as I put my face into my hands. Slowly what had just happened comes to the part of my still working mind. I hear the soft click clack of hooves as a weight shifts against me.

“What’s going on with you knucklehead?” Rainbow asks. “No pony has talked to you for more than a few minutes. Even we haven't been hanging out.” I feel a hoof on my cheek as Rainbow forces me from my hands to look at her. “Whats going on?”

Another sigh escapes me.

“You know what it is Dash.” I admit.

“Pinkie?” I nod. “What about her?”

I shake my head. “I-I just can't be around her Rainbow. Everytime I see her I feel my heart skip a beat. I get shortness of breath. I know I like her but... But...”

“But what?” Rainbow presses.

I look at her. “I’m so scared Rainbow. I can't help but think of all the ifs. What if Pinkie doesn't like me. What if she rejects me?”

“What’s the matter? If she doesn't like you then find another pony.” Rainbow states.

“Rainbow I can't do that... Pinkie is... She’s it.”

That gets Rainbow to looked shocked. “Anon, you’re not saying what I think you’re saying. Are you?”

Another sigh leaves me as I look at the wall ahead of us.

“I am, Rainbow. I think I love her. I can't see myself with any other pony.”

“B-But you haven't even dated yet!” Rainbow tries to protest.

“Rainbow, Pinkie and I have been friends since the start.”

“Yeah bu-” She cuts herself off. “Are you really sure?”

“I think so, but, I never been in love before. So, I can only assume.” I admit.

“So why have you been ignoring everypony?”

I shake my head. “I just been trying to find the strength to ask Pinkie on a date. Everytime I think I have it I just get crushed by so much doubt. I’m afraid of losing her Dash. Even if I can't have her as more than a friend, if I lost her friendship... I-I don't know how I would handle that.”

“Anon, just tell her. She has been so heart broken for the past few days.” Dash admits.

“She has?” I look to her.

She nods her head. “Yeah. She has been afraid that you didn't want to be her friend anymore. Thinks she did something wrong.”

I feel my heart sting at that bit of information.

“She didn't though.” I say sadly.

“Thats just what she thinks. Pinkie may be a happy pony but she can get really sad when she thinks something is wrong.” Rainbow looks off as if lost in thought.

I let out a sigh. “What can I even do to impress her Dash? She literally wrote a book on fun.” I reach over and show her the book Pinkie gave me. “How can I even think to make a pony like that happy? She is the greatest mare I know and... I-I’m just Anon...” I sigh in defeat.

“Hey!” I look up to see Rainbow look at me in anger. “Anon is the coolest guy I know. He is strong, always looking on the bright side. Even when he came to a new world as an alien he took it all and made a life for himself. Now, now he wants to spice things up.” She then pokes me in the chest. “I dont know who you are but you’re not Anon! The Anon I know would stop sulking and get his sorry flank out that door and ask Pinkie out.”

I couldn't help but feel a small smile grace my lips. “You really mean that Dash?” I ask.

“Of course I do!” She shouts. “Question is. What’re you going to do? Sit here and sulk about the what ifs in life or are you going to pony up and grow a set?!”

I could slowly feel a fire stir within me as I quickly stand up.

“I-I'm going to grow a set!” I scream out.

Rainbow was flying in the air as she faced me.

“That’s what i'm talking about!”

“One thing before I get going.” I say.

Before she could say anything I pull her into a kiss. No tongue or anything, just a show of affection for this wonderful mare that is always looking out for me. I pull away quickly before she could swat me with one of her hoofs.

“That’s for being awesome.” I say with a wink.

She lets out a groan. “Keep that up and you’ll be asking Pinkie out with a missing nut.”

I slightly cringe at that. “Heh. Sorry.”

She waves me off. “No problem.” I turn and get ready to leave. “One last thing.”

I turn around and find Rainbow now pushed her lips into mine. She pulled away with a devilish grin.

“No need to thank me. I know i'm awesome.”

With that does she quickly fly out my home. You know, I really need to stop being so intimate with her. Just seems to inflate her ego. But, I can't help but like that, I like seeing her acting that way. She’s my bro and I wouldn't change anything about what we have. I shake that away as I focus. I’m going to go and ask Pinkie out and nothing was going to stop me.

I stood at the door to sugarcube corner. I'm shaking like a leaf and was full of doubt. I know though that I had to do this eventually. I can't back out, Rainbow would never let me live it down. I take a few deep breaths to calm my nerves as I push open the door. The first thing that comes into my sight is Pinkie. She doesn't look too good. Her smile at the time looked half genuine. Her mane looks slightly messy and her eyes were red like she has been crying.

I honestly died a little inside from the sight of her. Though as soon as she seen who was at the door did she lose her ghost of a smile completely. She wasn't mad, she wasn't sad... She was simply neutral and that made it all the worse.

“Hi Anon.” I can hear the forced cheeriness to her voice.

I close the door behind me slowly as I make my way to the counter.

“H-Hey Pinkie.” I say still trembling.

“Are you looking for Rainbow? She just left.”

I was now at the counter as Pinkie looked up at me. She looked ever worse than I could see from afar. Her eyes were bloodshot and her coat seemed ragged as well. I could even see she was on the verge of tears just looking at me. I feel my heart break from this. I didn't want her to be hurt while I tried to figure things out. Though this only seems to push my resolve to a new found height.

“No, I uh, was looking for you.” I say simply.

That makes her go rigid.

“W-Why would you want to s-see me?”

I can see the fear playing across her face as she locks eyes with me. I gulp one last time and steel over my nerves.

“Pinkie.” I make sure to calm my voice as to not stutter. “I'm sorry for not hanging out with you for the past few days. I been kinda lost in thought about something important.”

I could see she was hanging on every word that came from me. I let out a deep sigh as I collect myself.

“I'm afraid to ask this Pinkie but... I need to know something.”

“What is it?” She looks nervous as I look to her.

This is it. This is what I have been waiting for.

“Pinkie. Would you like to go out sometime?”

As soon as that left my mouth I felt as if the entire world was lifted from my shoulders for a few moments, that was until it came crashing back down. I still need an answer before I can relax. I look to see the confusion spread over Pinkie as she looks to the floor, trying to process what I just asked. When I was all but sure she would deny me. I could slowly see a smile spread over her lips. She looked up to me with those beautiful blue eyes, her smile on the verge of tearing her cheeks apart.

“Yes!”

That was all I got out of her before she pounced onto me. I felt the world lift again as I brought her into an embrace as I fell onto the floor with her in my arms. I couldn't help the smile that was on my face as we just held each other in that moment.

“Ahem!”

Pinkie and I both look over and see Mr. Cake looking down at use with a raised brow.

Pinkie and I push away from each other with red cheeks.

“Sorry Mr. Cake!” Pinkie quickly says.

I nod. “Y-Yeah. Uh, sorry for, um... Something.” I try to add on.

He rolls his eyes with a smirk. “Ponies these days.” Is all that came from him as he walks off into the kitchen.

Pinkie then looks to me with a nervous chuckle.

“So... That’s why you been avoiding me?”

I return the nervous chuckle. “Y-Yeah, sorry if I made you worry.”

She shakes her head quickly. “No, no thats alright!” She then gets red cheeks as she shies away, pawing at the floor. “So when’s the date?”

I can't help but feel my cheeks light up as well.

“How’s saturday?” I ask.

She gives a nod as she smiles at me.

“Saturday sounds perfect.”

Applejack

Alright so I think I should tell you about Applejack next. The straight forward Element of Honesty. I will admit we don't talk much, mostly because she is so busy on the farm all the time. But we hit it off rather quickly. I can thank Rainbow for that mostly. She likes to challenge Applejack with competitions between the two. She also likes to prank her from time to time and I was totally into that as well. Though when we first met she was rather skittish but there was a particular day where that changed.

I was currently sitting in Twilight’s library reading a book. Serious, what else could I do other than that? That is their main form of entertainment. Sure there are theatres, like, i'm talking a legit theatre. Not the simple movie ones from our world but with actual actors and shit. Those things cost too much money though and honestly, rather boring. They do have music but it requires a phonograph. Yeah, not dealing with that mess.

So here I was, just sitting here reading a book. Wasn't half bad, it was about some mare named Daring Do. Kinda reminds me of Indiana Jones to be honest. Though, a more kid friendly version I guess. I know there aren't any ponies getting their faces melted as far as I have read. So basically it was a good book. Definitely kept me occupied while I just sat around all day.

I could hear a knock at that door.

“Anon can you get that for me please?” I hear Twilight call from her room.

“Are you interrupting me while I’m reading a book?” I asked shocked.

I hear a groan. “I know, I know. But we can't just not answer the door.”

“Twilight it’s a public library. Why don't they just COME IN?!” I shout.

Slowly the door opens to reveal one of Twilight’s friends. Pretty sure it was Apple… Something... She looked around nervously, looking everywhere but my direction.

“Twilight, it's for you!” I scream back.

“Who is it?” She calls back.

“Applesomething!” I was becoming irritated that she knows it's for her and yet still wants to ask stuff.

“Actually!” The orange mare spoke up. “I-I um came t-ta’ see ya.”

She was looking right at me. I raise a brow as I turn around and see nothing but books behind me. I then point at myself confused as she nods her head.

“Well. What do you need?” I ask.

“What does Applejack need?!” I hear Twilight scream.

“Dammit Twilight! If you want to talk why not just come down here!?”

“I’m busy writing a status update to the princess about you!” She retorts.

“Who cares Twilight! You know as long as I don't go on a rampage or murder someone then she couldn't care less about me!”

“How could you say that?!”

I groan out loud. “I’m not having this conversation with you Twilight. Especially when that conversation is happening between rooms!”

“Um...” I hear something behind me but I ignore it...

“Further more, you know it’s true! I know she’s your teacher and shit but she basically left me for dead here!”

“You know that’s a lie!”

I rub my face. “Twilight for the love of god can't you just please come down here so we don't have to shout!”

“I, uh...”

“I’m almost done!” Twilight calls back. “That still doesn't mean I can't defend my teachers honor though!”

“Defend her honor?!” I mock laughed at her. “Twilight, she is practically a god, a princess to boot. Pretty sure she has enough honor to spare!”

“I jus’ want-”

“That still doesn't give you the right to talk down about her!” Twilight comes in.

“What I say is true Twilight. I’m a goddamn alien with no friends and no money. How the fuck was I suppose to survive?! Seriously, if it wasn't for Dash and you I would've been dead a few weeks ago!”

An eerie silence fell into the room. Not a single word was said. I just let out a sigh.

“I know she is your mentor, made of magic glitter and sunshine. She even got me out of that dungeon her guards put me in. I’m thankful for that but the facts still remain. I was alone with no prospects and not a bit in my name. Maybe her plan was for me to stay with you but that still isn't the point. I don't like taking the kindness of others like that. It makes me feel wrong. I want to work for what I get Twilight. Call it stubborn or call it human nature. I’m not sure which but I just need to make my way in this world with my own hands.”

I hear a sigh coming from Twilight’s room as she step out and looks at me from her door.

“I know.” She nods sadly.

“I, uh got a bit of a problem.” Applejack comes in.

We both look to her, having forgotten she was even there.

“Oh, um... Sorry.” I say as I face her. “So why do you need me?”

She shuffles nervously. “We got some things over at the farm that been gettin old. We heard from Rainbow that you sometimes help fix things, mighty good at it from what I hear.”

I nod slightly. “I know a few things.”

“I-I can pay for ur’ services.”

She reaches to her back and tosses me a bag. I catch it and give it a test throw. This thing was really heavy. I would have to say at least a few hundred bits were in here. Honestly that was a hell of a lot.

“Seems heavy?” I question as I look to her. “I can assume these jobs are plentiful?”

She nods. “I’m not sure bout’ humans but for us earth ponies these jobs can take weeks at best.” She admits.

I scratch my chin. “Hmm. Sure.”

“So ya’ accept?” She looks to me with nervousness but also a slight hopefulness.

I nod. “Yeah, why not.”

She tips her hat at me. “Thank ya’ kindly. You can show up tomorrow morning.”

With that does she leave.

I look to Twilight with a growing smile. “Well look at that, got me a job opportunity. I better make sure my tools are ready.” I say as I gave Twilight a hug and head over to the door.

I had an apartment that I was staying at. Even though Twilight and her friends offered me refuge I always refused it. Twilight was nice enough to pay for a few weeks and I promised to pay her back for it. Again, I didn't want to mooch off her but I really had nothing in my name.

She gives me a wave as I walk out. “Good luck!”

It was bright and early as I walk towards Sweet Apple acres. Toolbox in hand and a slight skip in my step. This was something I was looking forwards to all night. I walk straight up to the farmhouse and give a few knocks. I just wait patiently as the sound of hooves comes to my ears. Soon the door opens and reveals a small filly.

“Sup’ Applebloom.” I say

She smiles at me. “Heya Anon! Ya come here to help the girls and I get our cutie marks?”

I shake my head. “Not today kiddo. Just here to help your sister with some stuff around the farm.”

She gives a small pout but comes back with her smile. “Well alright then. Applejack!” She calls. “See ya Anon.” She says before walking back into the house.

Applejack soon comes to the door.

“Early riser, I like that.” She admits.

I nod to my toolbox. “So where do you need me?”

She then looks back into her home then to me.

“Would ya like to have sum’ breakfast before we work?” She asks hesitantly.

I shift a little uncomfortably. “No, that’s fine.”

I still wasn't comfortable with being around other ponies in small places. Like homes or even shops.

“It wouldn't be no trouble.” She offers.

“Maybe lunch?” I counter.

She gives a slow nod. “Alrighty then. Well, you can head on over to the barn there.” She points. “Most of the things that need fixin’ are already laid out for ya.”

I give a nod. “Alright then, I’ll get to work.”

She gives one last nod as I show myself over to the barn.

For the most part I have just been working on random things in the barn. Carts and the like that were looking a little worse for wear. About a few hours later I noticed a small dog enter in the barn and she kept me company for awhile. Very sweet dog and it was nice to have some company around. Gotta say though that these jobs weren't even that hard to be honest. Sure it would take an earth pony days but most of this stuff was done in only a few hours for me. Gotta love hands sometimes.

Anyways while I was setting a new wheel onto a damaged cart I hear the barn door open. I stop and look over to see Applejack looking to me with wide eyes.

“You fixed all this already?” She looks around in amazement.

I nod. “Sure have. Was this all of it?”

I don't pause as I finally set the new wheel. I reach for my hammer to make sure it was fitted tight but find it wasn't near. I look around and see the hammer was a little further away.

“Yo, dog.” I look to the dog that was lying down in the corner. “Hammer.”

She quickly gets up and retrieves the hammer and walks over with her tail wagging as I take it from her mouth.

“Good girl.” I say as I give her a quick pat on the head before I start working the wheel in.

“I didn't know ya’ were good with animals?” I look over to see she is looking to me still shocked.

I shake my head. “Not many animals but I’ve always had a special place for dogs.” I smile as I look at the dog just lying next to my legs. “She is very smart. What's her name?” I ask going back to my task.

“Winona. Gotta admit she doesn't take so easily to other ponies.” Applejack admits. “Kinda amazing all on it's own.”

I chuckle at that. “I’m not really a pony.”

“You get what I mean.” Applejack said with mock anger. Seems she was loosening up.

“Yeah, I guess you can say humans have always had a special connection to dogs in particular.” I say striking up a conversation.

“Really?”

I nod. “Yeah. There is a reason we call them ‘man's best friend’. There really isn't any time in history where we didn't have dogs by our sides. You see, early on before we had this relationship. Humans were alone in the dangerous wild. Everyday was a fight for survival. The weather, the other predators. Everything was out to kill us.”

I look over to see the interest on Applejack face. “Really?”

I nod. “Remember, we don't have magic like you ponies. So weather was a major problem along with the other animals.”

She nods at that as I collect my thoughts.

“So yeah. We were alone in the world. Just some human groups but not much else. I’m still not too sure on how it happened but some of the wolves in the area started to get curious of all these humans around their territory. They kept their distance though and we didn't mind as long they didn't try to attack us. For some reason though they kept getting more curious. Coming closer to examine us.”

“Wolves?” Applejack looks confused.

I nod. “Yup. So anyways. One day a wolf or so got within arms length of one of these humans. Now, humans are rather curious creatures too. So if the wolves didn't want to attack then we weren't going to attack them either. So I guess one human kinda let the wolf examine him as he did the same in return.” I then shrug. “For some reason or another we teamed up after that day. We would protect and feed our wolves and they would help protect us and help hunt. It was a mutually beneficial relationship.”

“So ya’ owned a wolf?” She asks.

I laugh. “No, it's pretty much illegal to own wolves on my world nowadays. Basically a few thousand years passed with those wolves we owned and we started to breed different types. Thats how we got todays dogs.” I then pat Winona on the head. “So this little girl is actually part wolf.” I then pause. “Well, I think she could be. I’m not too sure if that applies here as well.”

Applejack rubs her head some. “That would explain some of her funny business, like howlin at the moon.”

I smirk at that. “Yeah that seems to be a rather famous trait to dogs.”

I look back and see the wheel was set. Applejack comes to my side and runs a hoof over the newly refurbished wheel.

“Well ain’t that somethin.”

I nod. “So what’s next?” I ask.

She looks to me with a smile. “You know what. I think I got somethin you can fix that’s been botherin’ me for awhile.”

I gesture my hand for her to take the lead.

“After you.”

Applejack and I stood on a small hill and look down to see a large red stallion hitched to a plow.

“That there is Big Macintosh. Now that darn plow has seen better days and I can't afford a new one just yet. So if you can bring some life into it then it would be much appreciated.”

I just look at the stallion confused. I could already see a huge problem and it wasn't the fact that the plow was old. It was that he had no counter weight on the back end to keep it steady. I’ve seen how plows work in my world and this entire picture lacked a human standing behind the stallion. Sure, even from where I stood I could see the blade needed a bit of a sharpen to cut easier but the lack of the counterweight was the major thing.

“Applejack. I hope you don't take too much offense to what I’m about to say but I can see a huge problem with how your brother is plowing.”

“Like what?”

“Well back on my world we had these things called horses.”

“I know what a whorse is.”

“Really?” She nods. “Alright. Well we use to tie them up to these plows. While they pulled them we would get behind them to make sure the plow was steady while they pulled.”

“You used whorses for that?”

“Yeah. What do you use them for?” I ask confused.

She got red faced. “Well.  Sometimes a mare or stallion would pay them for.. well.. Services.”

“Services?”

“You know. The private kind?”

“You don't mean..” I pause and give a slight shudder. “Sex?”

“Well many ponies don't like it but it aint uncommon.”

“Really?” I ask still shocked. “Please tell me they look like ponies at least. Well, the you type of ponies.”

She looks to me confused. “Well most of em do. I guess you can find some griffons or donkeys if you really looked.”

Now I was confused. “What?”

“Again it ain't too common but you can find em.”

“A donkey horse? Isn't that a mule?” I ask confused.

“A mule?”

“Yeah. When we use to breed horses and donkeys together we got mules.”

“W-Wait... Horse?” She looks to me confused.

“Yeah a horse.”

“You mean those really tall animal things that I read about in history class?”

I nod. “Yeah. What other horses are there?”

Her eyes shift quickly from left to right. “U-um nothing!”

I just shake my head at her weirdness. “Anyways as I was saying. We would use horses to pull the plow and we would sit behind it to steady it out.” I point at big mac. “See how he constantly needs to stop or adjust the plow. You can tell it's harder than it should be.”

Applejack nods. “I guess so.”

“Would you mind?” I gesture to her brother who was panting like crazy trying to pull the thing.

“Sure, I guess.”

We both walk over as Big Mac spots us.

“Howdy big brother. Anon here wants to try somethin.”

He looks to me and shrugs.

I get behind the plow and take both the handles into my grasp.

“Just do what you’ve been doing.” I inform him as he raises an eyebrow at his sister but goes back to pulling.

As soon as he pulls I make sure sure to shift and apply weight to wherever we needed to go. He looked back to me surprised as he started to pick up some speed at how things got easier. A few hours later and we had plowed the entire field.

“Well won't cha’ look at that?” Applejack says as she joins me and her brother who are panting slightly.

“E-Eeyup.” He pants out.

I nod. “Yeah. The blade can use some sharpening definitely but the lack of a counter weight was a huge problem as well.”

“Anon I think ya’ earned yourself a bonus check.”

Applejack lifts her hat to reveal a pouch sitting atop her head as she motions me over. I just walk over and pick it up off her head.

“Thanks.” I say a little shocked for the extra pay.

“No, thank you. Ya fixed up everything in a few hours and helped us plow a field ta boot. I think it ain't enough but we are a little low on pay right now.”

I hold up my hands. “No, it was plenty enough Applejack.”

She point her hoof at me. “Ya listen here. My friends call me AJ.”

I couldn't help but smile. “Right.” I just look to the pouch of money. “Thanks AJ.”

She smiles with a nod as she leans her head to the west. “I think we all earned ourselves a little break.”

“Eyup.” Big Mac says having caught his breath.

“I think-” My stomach growls out in protest. I pat my stomach a little.  “Lunch sounds like a good idea.”

After that day Applejack went around town telling everypony how great I was. Lets just say that her word carried a lot of weight and after that day I got requests on the daily to help fix things around ponyville. Though I always made sure to keep my schedule open for any work the Apples needed.

I smile as I set my quill down. Applejack was definitely a great friends to have. Something then strikes me as odd as I look to my latest entry.

“Wait a minute. Horses... Horses...” I then suddenly get it. “Whorses...” I let out a groan as I slap a hand to my face.

Day Eleven

I just smile as I look to my journal. There were really no words to describe how I felt. I chuckle to myself as I lift my quill.

Today was the day that I actually took Pinkie out on our first date. I will admit that I was really nervous but I’m happy to say that our entire evening together went off without a hitch.

Today went better than I could’ve ever imagined. Honestly, I don't think I could ever accurately describe this day into mere simple words.

“Sit still Anon!”

I let out a groan as I continue to pace around Rarity’s inspiration room as she works. Only giving a passing glance at her as she takes her time working on my suit...

“Are you positive I should be wearing a suit?” I ask still nervous about my upcoming date. I want it to be perfect.

“Darling you simply must look your best for this date!” Rarity protests.

“What if i'm overdressed though?” I ask. “What if Pinkie just shows up naked?”

Rarity rolls her eyes at me. “Trust me Anon. I know that Pinkie may be random at times but above all she is still a mare. All mares think alike in certain aspects. So do trust me on this darling.” She says with pride.

“You sure?” She nods happily. “Alright, I’ll trust your opinion on this Rarity.”

“As well you should Anon.” She continues to craft my suit. “If it isn't too much to ask. Where’re you taking Pinkie?”

I smile a little at that. “I made reservations at ‘Le petite fleur’.”

Rarity stops as she looks to me with surprise.

“Oh my. How did you ever get the reservations? I hear talk that very restaurant is practically booked year around!” She was still in shock.

I nod my head in agreement. The place is very popular. “I did some work for the owner a few times. He was more than happy to give me one.” I admit.

“I must say Anon that I'm a little jealous of Pinkie now.” She says with a small wink.

I feel my smile slip some. “I just hope she likes it.” I feel my self doubt coming back.

“You have nothing to fear Anon. I'm sure that Pinkie will love it.”

I shake my fears away. “Y-Yeah. You’re right Rarity. Just got some butterflies is all.”

“It happens to the best of them darling.” She then lets out a happy sigh as she levitates my clothes to me. “Now put those on and lets see how dashing you look. I want this date to go perfectly for my two best friends!”

“So you want me to teach you what exactly?” Twilight looks to me with a raised brow.

I shift a little nervously in place. “I know you lived in Canterlot for awhile, even a close student of Celestia’s. You have to have been taught some style of manners right? Like how to behave and stuff?” I ask hopefully.

She nods some. “It’s true that I did take some lessons on proper etiquette. I just don't understand why you came to me and not Rarity?”

“Rarity already made me the suit, I couldn't ask for more.” I relent. “Plus you focus more when you have a goal. I know Rarity will try to squeeze me for everything I have planned.” I admit.

She chuckles at that. “I guess your right. So I assume this is for the big date then?” She smiles at me.

I knew that this news would spread like wildfire. Can't really blame it on Rarity either. Small towns are kinda like that.

“Yeah. I just don't want to mess up, you know?”

“Don't worry Anon. I got all of this handled.”

I let out a sigh of relief. “Thank you Twilight. So, where do we begin?”

Twilight floats over a book that was literally half my size and slams it down onto the table.

“Lesson one. Proper manners.”

“Tell me that isn't just lesson one?” I ask more to myself than anyone else.

I just look to the book and then back to her thinking she can't be serious, but the way she is looking back tells me she is deadly serious. All I could do is let out a sigh as I get ready for a very long lecture.

“Oh my. Are you alright Anon?” Fluttershy asks me as I take a few deep breaths.

“Just fine Fluttershy.”

“What brings you here?” She asks as she continues to feed her chickens.

I take a few more deep breaths. I had to quite literally make a break for it when Twilight wasn't looking. I learned a lot and I was thankful for her help but, a man can only take so many tests before he goes insane.

“I was kinda wondering if you could teach me how to treat a mare. Twilight already made me take a thousands tests on etiquette but she didn't really cover the more personal touch. You know?”

“W-Why would you ask me?” She looks to me nervously.

I shrug. “Well, you kinda have a natural grace to you. I heard about the modeling thing. You were a natural at that and that takes some skill.”

I can see her blush some. “I’m not too sure I could teach anyone. I don't even know how I do it myself.”

“Not anything at all?” I ask. She shakes her head some. “Well. Alright then.” I start to walk away.

“Wait.” I hear her call back. I stop and face her again. “I may not be able to teach you but I can tell you some more personal things I’m sure Twilight didn't cover about dates.”

I raise a brow at her. “You know about dating stuff?”

She turns away with a full blush now. “W-When I was young my mother taught me some things.”

I smile at her now. “Alright then. So what can you tell me?”

She clears her throat some. “A-Alright. Before we go over some of the ways mares act and how you should act in turn. I will start with the end of the date. My mother told me that this was the most important part.”

“Why is that?” I ask totally invested.

“That is when you two will exchange a kiss and you to give her a gift.”

“A gift?”

She nods her head.

“This gift can be anything you wish but it needs to identify to the pony you care for. Flowers with the same color of the dates coat is traditional but it means so much more to give something that you feel reminds you of them. The reason this is so important is that it can make or break a relationship. If you give them something they don't identify with, it shows that you don't care or listen to them.”

I felt some nervousness bubbling up. “Really?”

She nods again. “So you need to take your time and give Pinkie something you feel is a part of her.”

I give a serious nod. “Alright, get a meaningful gift.”

She smiles at that. “Now we can talk about how to act.”

I stand firm as I listen to everything Fluttershy was telling me.

“I still can't believe you finally did it Anon.” Rainbow looks over to me with a smirk.

I just look back to the sky and let out another sigh.

“I can't believe it either.” I say in disbelief.

“Getting cold hooves?”

I nod. “A little. It’s kinda scary to be honest.”

“You got nothing to worry about knucklehead. Pinkie will love it no matter what. Hay, even I was surprised to hear where you're taking her.”

“How do you know where I’m taking her?” I say looking at Rainbow shocked.

“Duh, Rarity.”

I let out a groan. “Please don't tell me she told Pinkie?”

“Nah, pretty sure Pinkie is still in the dark.”

I let out a sigh of relief. “Thank god. I wanted it to be a surprise.”

“I mean, you know I’m not one for fancy stuff, but even I’m a little shocked to know you got reservations.” Rainbow admits as she punches my arm lightly. “Good on ya.”

I smile at that. “From all the praise I’ve been getting I can only hope it is as good as everyone thinks.”

Rainbow and I just fall into a silence as we watch the sun go by. Once it started to darken do I finally sit up from the grass we were lying in.

“Well guess it's that time.” I say looking up to the sun.

She nods. “Yeah, wouldn't want you to be late.”

“Kiss for good luck?” I ask with a smirk.

“Oh. Wanna get in some more practice before you kiss Pinkie huh?” She says with a devilish smirk.

I shrug. “Don't act so innocent. I bet you're just using me for practice when you meet Spitfire.”

She just nods at that. “It’s true.”

“So...”

She chuckles. “Not today knucklehead. Today will be just you and Pinkie.” She gets up and stretches her wings. “See ya later!”

I just watch as Rainbow takes off into the sky. I take a few deep breaths and cast one last glance at the sky. I have a half hour to get ready before I meet Pinkie at Sugarcube Corner.

“Well, no time like the present.” I say before I walk off to my home.

I stood outside of Sugarcube Corner fully dressed and trying to build up the nerve to walk in. I know the date was already set and Pinkie even accepted it. That still doesn't mean I can't be a tad nervous about walking through the door. Alright so maybe it was a little bit unreasonable but dammit I’m allowed some space to freak out some. After taking some deep breaths do I walk into the door. Only to find Pinkie was standing right there.

“Oh, um. Hi Pinkie.” I say nervously.

“Hey Anon.”

I rub the back of my neck nervously. “I-um.”

In my initial shock I didn't really take a good look at Pinkie. Now that I relaxed some and looked her over I was really shocked by what I saw. Pinkie was in a dress. Like, a dress, dress. I seen her outfit to the Gala before but that was nothing compared to this. She was wearing a more form fitted dress that hugged the contours of her body. It drifted up the slope of her rear and split slightly to give a glimpse of her mark.

From there the dress trailed down to her knee and then taper off just before touching the ground. It looked like it was made of silk seeing as it has a small shine to it. If this was a piece from Rarity I would have to give her my thanks later. What caught me by surprise next was her mane, it’s actually done in a straight style. Something I have only heard about from her friends.

I could even spot a darker shade of pink on her eyelids as well as her lips. It seems Pinkie really went the whole nine yards for this date. To sum up what Pinkie looked like in this moment was actually rather easy. She looks hot. Makes me glad that Rarity convinced me to get the suit.

“P-Pinkie... You look beautiful.” I feel the words fall out of my mouth.

She looks away with a blush. “T-Thank you. It took Rarity some time to help me.”

I nod dumbly. “She did a great job.” I realise I was staring so I shake myself back to reality. “I-um made some reservations. I-If you don't mind, Can I blindfold you? It's kind of a surprise.”

She smiles as she nods. I walk over to her and make sure to gently tie a small piece of cloth around her eyes. Making sure to not tussle her mane much.

“Alright.” I say after it's finished. I sidle up next to her as I gently lay my hand onto her back. “Just follow me.” I say feeling my confidence rise.

“Alright.” I could see her smiling some as I lead her towards the restaurant.

“Are we there yet?” She asks excitedly.

I just smile at her enthusiasm, “Just about.”

“I'm so excited. Usually nopony throws me a surprise party. Well, except that one time my friends did. But then again this isn't really a friendly party. This is a surprise date.”

I can't help but feel my heart burn more as I listen to her talk. I just let her go on as I gently guide her down the street. Soon though we reached our destination. I make sure to open the door and show her inside of the restaurant just before I bring her to a stop.

“We’re here Pinkie. Are you ready?” She nods. “Ok. Here we go.”

I quickly pull off her blindfold and let her eye adjust some to the sudden light change. Her eyes open wide as she looks around at the restaurant in shock. I couldn't help but feel my spirits rise as her mouth hangs open slightly. Almost as if she couldn't believe where she was standing.

“Oh Anon... T-This isn't where I think it is... Is it?”

Pinkie looks up to me.

I simply nod. “That it is.” I say as I walk up to the maitre d'. “Reservation under the name Anon.”

He looks to his book. “Anon. Table for two.” With a single nod does he wave a waiter over to show us to our table.

As Pinkie and I make our way over to the table I can't help but smile as she just looks around at the entire place, still in disbelief. As soon as we near our table I make sure to show myself over to her chair as I pull it out. She gives me a small smile and a thanks as I make sure she is seated properly.

I then move over to my own seat and casually sit down as the waiter sets down our menu’s. The waiter stand by our side patiently as we examine our menu’s. I had already known what I wanted to eat so I set my menu down and just wait for Pinkie. I could see she was having a hard time deciding, seeing as something was bothering her.

“What would you wish to drink this fine evening sir.” The waiter says with utmost professionalism.

I smile. “Your finest bottle of wine.” I look to Pinkie as she looks to me shocked. “Two glasses.” I finish.

“Very fine choice sir.” With a curt nod does he shows himself off to retrieve our drinks...

“Anon you can't order that. It’s so expensive!” Pinkie says under her breath.

I smile at her. “Pinkie I’ve been saving up for this moment. Order anything you like, I want this night to be perfect.”

She looks around still unsure but gives a hesitant nod as she looked back at the menu. The waiter soon returns with our drinks and sets them on the table. A smaller stand with the bottle of wine was placed next to us on ice.

“Here you are sir. Are you two ready to order?”

I give a nod. “I would like to alfredo pasta with fish.”

He gives a nod before writing it down.

“And for you miss?” He looks over to Pinkie.

“Just a salad.”

I quickly hold me hand up to stop him from writing.

“Seriously Pinkie, order what you want.” I urge her.

“I guess the same as Anon, no fish.”

The waiter nods. “Very good choice. Anything else I may help you with?”

“Two slices of your angel cake.” Another nod from him. “That will be all.”

“I will be back soon with your order.”

I can't help but look back to Pinkie as she looks to the table.

“Is something wrong?” I ask her concerned.

“I-It's just that this place is so fancy... I-I don't think I can appreciate it as much as Rarity or some other pony. I shouldn't be here.”

“Hey,” I call gently across the table as I lay my hand on her hoof. “You may not be able to appreciate all the culture or that other stuff but, that isn't why you’re here.” She looks me in the eyes as I smile at her. “You’re the only pony I want to be here with.” I say honestly.

She sniffs a little as she clears away a stray tear. “You really mean that?”

I nod. “Of course I do. Pinkie. You’re my best friend. Sure we had a rocky start. With the dungeon and all.” I say playfully. She giggles some at that. “But you have been there for me. Trying to cheer me up and just inviting me to do anything you were doing. You really got me socializing with everypony.”

“I couldn't stand to see you so sad. It reminded me of...” She trails off some. She then looks at me. “Never mind about that. I’m happy Anon.”

“Thats all I could ever ask for.” I said squeezing her hoof gently.

Soon the waiter brought our food over and we ate in silence. Just enjoying each others company. Once we were done the waiter brought over our desert and thats when we struck up a conversation as we slowly ate.

“So there I was just sitting on the bench when all of a sudden Rainbow comes crashing into me.” I say as we shared some random memories. “Hit me so hard that she broke her wing and I broke my back.”

“So thats why you two were in the hospital?” She asks.

I chuckle at that. “Yeah, she told me not to tell anyone. Thats why we came up with that backup story.”

“So you two didn't fight a bear in the everfree?”

I nod. “Never happened. Was a pretty cool tale though.”

Pinkie chuckles at that. “I knew there was something fishy when Dashie couldn't look me in the eye.”

“She never could lie to her friends very well could she?” I ask already knowing the answer.

“Not as bad as Applejack but pretty close.” She admits.

“You’re right about that.”

We both laugh to ourselves as it soon dies down to small chuckles. I then look down to the watch on my wrist.

“Wow, already that late.” I then look to Pinkie. “Care for me to walk you home?”

She smiles brightly at that as she gives a nod. We both get up and leave after I make sure to pay for our meal and tip the waiter. Pinkie and I just walk slowly back to Sugarcube corner as we share some small talk and look at the stars every so often. It didn't take long till we were standing outside of her door.

“Anon I really had a great time.” Pinkie looks up to me with a smile.

“So did I.” I admit.

She starts to look a little nervous as she looks around some.

“So, I guess this is goodnight.”

I could feel myself getting nervous as well. I knew what I had to do but I just felt so nervous to do it. I already made the date and it went well. This should be a piece of cake.

“Y-Yeah.” I hesitate some as I take a knee so I was to her level. “Goodnight Pinkie.” I say calmly as I close my eyes and slowly lean forwards.

I could feel my heart in my throat as I just sat there in wait for her to return the gesture. I know it wasn't but a few seconds but I swear to you that it felt like an eternity as I simply put myself out there. Though I didn't need to wait long as I felt something soft press against my lips. Nothing too serious, just a goodnight kiss. We broke away and slowly open our eyes. I could see Pinkie was blushing and I probably fared no better.

I was going to say something but suddenly remember the gift part.

“Oh I almost forgot!” I say as I walk over to a bush next to the door. I reach in and pull out a small box that I had hidden there. I then walk over to Pinkie. “I made this for you.” I say nervously as I hand her the box.

She looks to me surprised as she takes the box from me and slowly opens it. I hear a slight gasp as she looks up to me with her eyes glistening some.

“A-Anon...” She says with a catch in her throat.

I scratch the back of my neck nervously. “I-I know I’m not the best baker but... I did try my hardest to make it.”

Pinkie reaches into the box and pulls out a single cupcake. The cake was the same color as her coat and the icing was the color of her mane. I even hand carved some hard candies into the shape of her cutie mark and added them on top. It took me so many hours to make it. I just hope it was good enough though. I could see Pinkie’s bottom lip tremble some as she looked at it.

“I-It's perfect.” She says with a quivering voice.

I feel my spirits lift a little but I was still nervous.

“I had Twilight enchant it. It will last forever. I mean you can eat it if you want bu-”

I was cut off as my vision turned to pink. My eyes widen some as I realise that Pinkie had actually stood onto her hind legs and pulled me into a kiss. Unlike our first kiss this one had something more to it. Almost like a desperate need to show what she thought of my gift. I return the kiss feeling my nerves disappear with the loving act. Soon though she pulls away with a happy smile. Just before she touches down to all fours.

“We should do this again sometime.” She looks to me with pleading eyes.

I can't help but smile back at her. “Definitely.” I say as I compose myself. “Sweet dreams Pinkie.”

“Sweet dreams Anon.” She says before entering her home.

I couldn't help but let out a large sigh as the door closed. I couldn't help myself as I do a small leap into the air and give a short yell of victory to the heavens. I hoped that no one heard me but I was just so ecstatic over how well that date went. I quickly ran home so I could write this all in my journal.

And that was all there was to this date. It went better than I could’ve ever hoped for. I can't wait to do it again.

I set my quill down as I give one more loving sigh. I get up and fall onto my bed. The only pony on my mind right now is Pinkie.

“Goodnight Pinkie.” I say to myself before I fall asleep.

Rarity

I tap the end of my quill to the bottom of my chin as I think over one of my friends. Rarity is admittedly beautiful and definitely generous in her own right. She has always been there to supply me with clothing whenever I needed it and I couldn't thank her enough for that. So I guess it is only right to write about her next into my journal.

So I guess you want to know a little more about my friends? Well don't worry because I think I found someone you would probably like. Her name is Rarity. Without her I would probably be writing this entry naked. Let me assure you that it would still be all around embarrassing for me if that were the truth. Lets see... Well surprisingly Rarity was the 3rd pony to approach me of her own free will after my arrival. Though I quickly learned why that was.

I was currently sitting down at Sugarcube corner and was waiting for Twilight to finish showing me around town. I had just arrived a few days ago and was still trying to get use to everything about this place. There were so many things to take in. Magic, eternal goddesses, Pinkie. So many different things that made my head hurt just from thought alone.

Twilight was talking to the Cakes right now explaining to them that I was perfectly harmless. We both found out that having her approach the ponies before I do myself was always the best course of action. Most of the other times I tried to talk to another pony lead to them running away in fear. Not really a confidence boost in my book but I knew progress would be slow for me.

“So would you like to meet him?” I hear Twilight ask hopefully.

“O-Oh no dear we’re rather busy right now.” Mrs. Cake says hesitantly.

“It won't take too much time.” She pleads.

“I-um guess if it doesn't take too much time.” Mrs. Cake relents.

Twilight turns to face me with a hesitant smile. “Anon come over here and meet Mr and Mrs. Cake.”

I get up from my spot and slowly walk over. If I notice anything from my time meeting ponies is that they react to my size first. Being tall is not really helping me but that’s not really something I could change. As I come closer I can see that Mr. Cake was sweating bullets as his legs chatter away. If I wasn't too sure I would thi-... And he just passed out.

I let out a sigh as Mrs. Cake quickly goes to her husbands’ side and does her best to wake him.

“You know Twilight. I think I want to head back to the library.” I say with an exhausted tone.

“No! I swear ponies will get use to you Anon. You just have to get to know them better.”

I know she means well but I can't stand being treated like I’m a monster. I just shake my head as I start to walk towards the door.

“I’m going for a walk Twilight.” I state as I take my leave.

All I got in response was a long sad sigh from her as I gently close the door to the establishment. I shake my head some at this entire situation that I have been placed in. I haven't done anything wrong and yet these ponies treat me like I’m eating their kids as they sleep. I shake those thoughts from my mind as I just walk off into a random direction.

I don't know how long I have been walking but it feels like it has been hours. Thinking while walking seems to have that effect on people. Though when I look up I notice that the sky was filled with dark clouds. I let out a sad chuckle as the first few drops of rain fall upon my head. Honestly I welcomed it. The rain was so cold and yet soothing at the same time. I just raise my head and let it wash over me as I close my eyes.

“You must be that human Twilight told me about?” I hear a regal like voice call from below me..

I look down to see an alabaster mare in weather gear. She was looking at me curiously as I did the same.

“Rarity I presume.” I state having heard many stories about her from Twilight.

“You seem to have me at a disadvantage here darling.” She says with a smile.

“I’m Anon.” I answer returning my own smile.

“Well Anon, whatever are you doing out here in the rain?”

I shrug. “Just thinking.”

“Couldn't you have done the same at Twilight’s?” She raises a brow.

I chuckle sadly as I look around to the empty streets. “This is the only time that ponies aren't outside.”

I see her face fall some at that. “Y-Yes I heard you’re having a tough time adjusting. I’m truly sorry that the ponies here have been giving you trouble.”

The honesty in her voice was rather refreshing all on its own. I just let out another sigh.

“No need for you to be sorry Rarity.” I shiver a little as the cold settles in.

“Oh my darling you shouldn't be out here any longer!” She says with concern. “Please come with me so I can warm you up.”

I shake my head some. “No it’s fine Rarity. I can probably make it to Twilight’s.”

I feel her magic gently tug at my hand. “I won't take no for an answer.”

I let out another sigh. “Alright.” I say following her to wherever she was taking me.

I was shivering in place now as I stood in the living room of Rarity’s home. It was filled with mannequins or would that be ponnequins? Most of them sporting some form of dress fitted to them.

“Anon you simply must get out of those wet clothes.”

I can feel my face heat up some at that suggestion.

“I-I rather not Rarity.”

“But you’re soaked to the bone!” She protests.

“I would feel more comfortable if I weren't naked.” I answer her.

“Why would that be a problem exactly?” She looks confused.

I scratch the back of my head. “I-It’s a human thing.”

“Oh pish posh. Come now, disrobe for me.”

“No.”

Next thing I know I feel the cold air against my skin. I look down to my naked form and up to Rarity as she is holding my clothing in her magic. I quickly hid my boys with a red face as I turn away from her. I happen a glance back at Rarity as she looks at me with a slightly red face.

“Oh, my word I didn't know... I-Is is suppose to hang out like that?” She asks.

I can feel my temperature rise even more. “Y-Yeah.”

“I-I will make you something to wear then.”

Thankfully before she left me she magiced me a blanket to wrap around myself. I just fall onto one of her couches still in shock from what had happened. I rub my face some to try and clear those memories away. Rarity soon returns with something in her magic.

“They might be a little loose seeing as I haven't gotten your measurements yet.” I see her face glow red. “I-I assumed that getting them now would simply be more awkward.”

I take the clothes from her magic and examine them a bit. They looked and even felt just like my old pair but in a different color. A deep purple from what I could tell. I slip them on while still wearing the blanket so Rarity couldn't see anything. Once they’re on do I stand up and drop the blanket. They fit perfectly from what I could tell.

“Wow.” Is all I can say as I feel a lot warmer thanks to them.

“Not too loose?” She asks.

I shake my head. “They fit well Rarity.” I pause a bit. “Thanks.”

“No need to mention it darling. After Twilight told me about you I knew that I had to make something for you.”

I wasn't sure how to respond to that. This mare didn't even know my name and yet had already thought of making things for me? The ponies here haven't been very friendly except a choice few so this moment honestly put me into a better mood.

“You have no idea how much you made my day Rarity.” I say honestly as I sit back onto the couch.

We both kinda fall into an awkward silence as she looks hesitantly at me, then lower, then back to my face.

“M-May I ask a question?”

I let out a sigh. “Yeah.”

“Is it always that small?”

I feel a flash of anger but quickly tone it down.

“N-No!” I feel myself yell. “I-It’s just really cold out...” I stutter.

“Oh I didn't mean to insult you!” Rarity quickly says.

I could still feel some heat in me. “Oh believe me baby, my friend down there gets a whole lot bigger.”

I see her face go into a full blush from my retort. I can't help but let out a groan as well as I cover my face with my hands.

“H-How big?” I hear her ask.

“Rarity!” I groan even louder.

“Oh I’m sorry! T-That is simple uncouth of me to ask!” She turns away. “Let us never speak of this again!”

I nod. “Agreed.” It then falls back into silence. “So you had more clothes planned for me?” I try to break the silence.

She turns around beaming at me. “Why yes! Oh I have so many ideas I would like to try!” Seems she forgot pretty quickly.

“I want you to know I can't pay for any of this yet Rarity.” I don't want to take advantage of her goodwill.

She looks confused again. “Darling when did I ever say you would need to pay?”

“Well you can't just give me free stuff. Isn't your livelihood based off clothing?”

She nods. “That it is Anon but I can see when somepony really needs some help.”

Again her generosity really astounds me. “Thank you Rarity.” I feel something come to mind. “Maybe I can tell you some stuff on fashion from my world?” I offer.

I see a literal twinkle in her eye. “Really?! Y-You would be so kind to share such information?”

I nod. “Well, yeah. I’m no fashion expert but I think I know enough to maybe help inspire you.”

She seems to smile even more. “You have a deal darling!”

I didn't even notice she had come over and taken me into an embrace. I honestly froze up. This was the first time any of these ponies have ever gotten so close to me, let alone hug me. As my shock settles do I slowly wrap my arms around her. Relishing in how good it felt to hold and be held by another creature.

“Thank you Rarity.” I whisper.

“Think nothing of it.” She whispers back.

I wipe a small tear in my eye at that memory. Rarity truly is a great mare. I chuckle a bit to myself. I hear a knock on the door to my home.

“~Anon!~” I hear Rarity calling in a singsong voice. “I came by to hear how well the date went.”

“Just one moment Rarity!” I call back as I turn to my journal once more.

She is beautiful, smart and generous. No wonder Spike fell head over heels for her.

Day Fifteen

Pinkie and I have actually been taking things slow since our last date. Our friends were more than curious about how our date went and even melted some when Pinkie showed them the gift I made for her. I got more than a few hoof pats on the back for that little addition. So after that day Pinkie and I officially became special someponies. We do the normal couple stuff. You know, kissing and hugging a lot. Hang out a lot more too.

Honestly I’m loving every minute of it. I can't tell you how much better my life has gotten since I decided to take that plunge all those days ago. Pinkie has been constantly smiling too. Well, that may seem normal to everyone but I can see an extra spark behind it nowadays. Even our friends have been loving the joy we have been sharing together. It is rather infectious.

So yeah, everything has been going great. I will admit that I’ve been planning something to thank all my friends as well as be a little date for Pinkie and I. You see, we’re going to see the Wonderbolts show tomorrow. What the others don't know is that I got Derpy to help me get reservations at a restaurant literally the day after Pinkie and I had our date. So the reservations are set and I hope to make this weekend we share memorable.

Anyways. I probably won't have time to write to you, so I hope you don't feel too lonely. I gotta get some sleep right now. I just thought I would let you know what I plan to do in the coming days.

I set the quill down and get ready for bed. Tomorrow was going to be a big day.

“Wake up Anon!”

I quickly sit up in shock from my bed.

“Huh, what is is?!” I look around frantically to see that Rainbow was in my room hovering in front of my bed. “What time is it?” I say groggily.

“It’s time to get up! Today is the day we head to Cloudsdale to see the Wonderbolts!” She screams.

I groan loudly as I throw my blanket over my head and try to sleep again. Then I feel them tear away from my body.

“Rainbow it’s too early for this.” I look out the window to see that it was still dark. “I don't even see the sun yet.”

“Come on you knucklehead! We gotta get ready!” She pleads.

“Come on Dashie.” I plead as I start to rub the other side of my empty bed. “Come, sleep with me. It’s cold and I’m not going to get up no matter how hard you try.”

I see her roll her eyes. “If I get in that bed you know I won't be able to stay up.” She admits.

I nod happily. “~Rainbow~” I sing to her as I pat the spot. “~You know you want too~”

She lets out a groan. “Fine!”

“Blanket!” I shout.

She rolls her eyes and pick up the blanket as she hovers to the empty side of the bed. I quickly throw the covers over us as I wrap my arms around her and pull her to my chest.

“Like a little teddy bear.” I whisper happily as I slowly start to doze.

“I can't believe I’m enjoying this so much.” She mutters as we both fall into a deep sleep.

“Hey Anon!”

I slowly crack my eyes open as I see a tuft of Rainbow mane. Behind that mane was Pinkie looking at us with a huge grin.

“Hey Pinks.” I say happily. “You wanna join in with Rainbow and I?”

She smiles at me brightly. “No can do! Twilight told me to wake you so we could meet her at her home.”

“Pinkieeeee.” I whine as I pat the spot behind me... “Come, sleep.”

She giggles at me. “Come on Anon you already got your rest. I’m sure Dashie has too.”

I let out a sigh. “I guess you’re right Pinkie.” I sit up as I poke Rainbow some. “Come on Dash. Time to get up.”

“Five more minutes.” She slurs.

“Nope, lets go. Pinkie’s orders.” I say as I get out of bed in just my boxers.

“Alright.” She relents rolling off the side with a soft ‘thunk’.

I let out a yawn as I stretch in place. I look down to see Pinkie looking at me with a blush.

“See something you like?” I tease.

“~Maybe.~” She says playfully.

I just chuckle some. “I’ma hit the shower. Pinkie, can you be my beautiful, amazing marefriend and pack me some clothes for the trip?”

She nods. “Okie dokie loki!”

“No fair!” Rainbow says. “You can't have Pinkie pack for you!”

“Why not?” I ask.

“She will be done in like two seconds! I still have to fly home and get packed thanks to you!” She says angrily.

I shrug. “Sounds like a personal problem Dash. One of the benefits of having an awesome marefriend.” I say with a shit eating grin.

I see her fur stand on end at the insult. “You are so lucky that you gave me this ticket buddy.” She says hotly before she zips out my window at full speed.

I chuckle again as I look down to Pinkie. “You’ll always be awesome Pinkie, whether you pack my stuff or not.”

She smiles back. “Don't you forget it.”

I clap my hands together. “Alright. Shower, shave, clothing and then lets shove off.”

She gives a final nod as I enter my bathroom.

“Alright so is everypony ready?” Twilight asks.

“Everyone is.” I say playfully.

Twilight rolls her eyes. “Alright so I’m going to be casting a longer version of the cloud walking spell. Seeing as the Wonderbolts show is on sunday. I thought it would be great if we all took the weekend off and had some fun!” She says excitedly.

We all nod at that. It was true that we were leaving early so we could enjoy everything Cloudsdale had to offer.

“So how long is this spell going to last?” I ask.

“Very good question!” She smiles brightly. “It will last four days. That means we should have a day to spare on the spell. I don't want any accidents so I wanted to make sure our time was going to cover the entire stay.”

“Awesome.” I say aloud.

“So just hold still and let me cast this. Rainbow, Fluttershy. Can you two pack the balloon for us while I cast the spell?”

“Sure Twi.” Rainbow says. “Come on Flutters.”

They both head out as Twilight casts her spell on each of us. Having a spell cast on you is rather odd at first. The only way I could explain it is like having water flowing over your entire body. You feel it, you can touch it but you can't grab it. It has no temperature to it. It simply is just there. Pretty freaky at first but you get use to it. Twilight was fast though and we were all outside and gathering into the balloon.

Twilight also took the time to cast a spell on the basket to give us all some lounging room, seeing as the flight would take some time. Even with Rainbow pulling us. So we all get comfy and just chat the entire way there. Pinkie was leaning up against my body as I wrap an arm over her. Honestly this has just become second nature to us.

“I don't know how many times I can say this but you two are simply adorable!” Rarity coo’s as she looks to Pinkie and I.

“I think this makes it about 37 times.” Twilight states.

“You been keeping count?” Applejack asks.

She nods. “Yes.”

“Well no matter.” Rarity says throwing her curl back. “It’s true. I still can't believe you two finally admitted your feelings.” She gets a far off look as she lets out a happy sigh.

“Well I’m definitely happy about it as well.” I give a confident nod.

“Yeah, yeah. Best friends in love, lots of mushy stuff. Yada, yada.” Rainbow rolls her eyes.

“Seems like somepony is jealous.” Rarity quips.

“I am not jealous.” Rainbow deadpans.

“I don't know, it sounds like denial to me.” Applejack pitches in with a smirk.

“I would’ve never worked out.” I say aloud catching everyone’s attention. I shrug. “She only wants me for my body.”

I look at her with a smug grin as she was burning red from that.

“I'm going to take a quick fly.” She says quickly as she hops out the basket.

“That was mean.” Pinkie pokes me in the side.

I shrug again. “She knows I'm just kidding around.”

“Still...”

I pat Pinkie on the head gently. “Don't worry Pinkie. I’ll make it up to her. I always do.”

She nods at that. “Very true.”

Twilight then speaks up. “Get ready, we should be arriving at Cloudsdale in a a few minutes.”

We all give a nod. I honestly couldn't wait to see this place. I have only heard about it from the girls.

Wow. Honestly what else is there to say? This place was literally a city in the sky. A city made out of clouds I might add. It was so simple and yet held a beauty the likes I would never see again. Like seeing Canterlot for the first time this was one of the wonders in this world. Slowly we made our approach and my jaw was still on the floor.

I feel a hoof close my mouth. “Keep it open for too long and you’ll catch flies.” AJ says with a chuckle.

“Amazing isn't it.” Rarity chips in.

I nod dumbly. “Yeah. I can't even find the words to express what I’m feeling right now.”

“Yeah, we felt the same way when we saw this place too Anon.” Twilight says.

We all brace ourselves as the balloon makes it's touchdown onto the soft material. I look over the edge at the cloud below as it shifts around in place.

“So you’re sure that this spell will work?” I ask aloud as I now come to terms with what we were just about to do.

“Positive.” Twilight answers with confidence.

“Are you really su-”

I felt something push me over the edge as I yell my entire way down. Thankfully that entire way was only a foot or two as I face plant into the soft pillow like substance. I roll onto my back panting heavily as I see Rainbow flying above me, laughing loudly.

“Rainbow!” The girls call angrily at her antics.

“Come on, you have to admit that was funny!” She says between fits of laughter.

Once I stabilize and get to my feet do I give a few test jumps to test the spell. It was kinda like walking on a bed. Slightly springy with some give as well.

“Seems to work.” I say as I look to the other ponies as they hop out.

Now that we had all gotten out do we take the time to look at our surroundings. The place was filled with pegasi, for obvious reasons. They just went about their day like any other ponies. Though most of them were flying. Twilight gathers our group together.

“Alright everypony.” She pulls out a map. “We will first head over to the hotel. I made reservations but I want to make sure everypony knows where it is. From there we can kinda do our own thing. I know we all are excited but remember that we’re guests here. So no getting into trouble.”

We all nod as we follow Twilight to wherever this hotel was. One thing we noticed though while walking was that all the ponies were looking at me. Some with shock, fear and even disgust. I honestly could feel my spirits fall some. It was like being in ponyville on my arrival again.

“It’s alright Anon.” I look down to see Fluttershy gently nuzzle my hand.

I nod hesitantly as I feel more uncomfortable from all the looks.

“I guess I should’ve realised that you are still largely an unknown species Anon.” Twilight looks to all the ponies in the same uncomfortable manner.

“It’s fine Twilight. Lets just hurry to the hotel.”

That gets everyone to agree as we pick up our pace.

The hotel was rather fancy I must admit. When we walked in I could hear classical music playing, setting the atmosphere rather nicely. Many ponies walked around in different manner of fancy clothing. It was like being in Canterlot, but with pegasi. As we walk up to the counter Twilight smiles brightly at the clerk.

“Hello, my name is Twilight Sparkle. I have reservations for seven rooms?”

The clerk looks at her and then to her books. In a snobbish tone she reads off. “Yes I see a reservation for a Sparkle.” She then looks up and to me. “Sorry but no pets allowed.”

That gets a slight gasp from everyone as they all narrow their eyes at her. Even I felt insulted by how she just simply said that.

“He isn't a pet.” Twilight informers her with an irritated tone.

The clerk shakes her head. “Sorry but we cannot board this creature here.”

Rainbow flies up and gets in her face. “What’s your problem lady?!”

“The problem isn't with me. Rules are rules.” She states not even fazed with Rainbow practically nose to nose with her...

I could see everyone practically grinding their teeth together at this mare.

“I don't like to pull this card but I’m Twilight Sparkle. Student of Princess Celestia.” Twilight comes in with a more commanding tone.

The clerk quirks a brow. “Is that so?”

Twilight nods. “I think many ponies would be interested to know that you turned down not only the student of the ruler of this country but also the Elements of Harmony.” She gives a wave to her friends.

The mare was now sweating bullets. “Fine.” She lets out a huff on air. “But we cannot allow it to be alone in its own room.”

Twilight was about to protest but I quickly speak up. “Twilight, It’s fine. Pinkie and I can share.”

Twilight sighs in frustration as she gives the clerk a nod. We get our keys quickly and make our way to an elevator but not before all the girls give the mare a hard glare.

“The nerve of that mare!” Twilight screams slightly as the elevator doors close.

“To think Anon would be treated so poorly!” Rarity comes in.

“You should let me kick her flank!” Rainbow adds.

“I’m not one for violence but I agree with Rainbow. That mare crossed a line!”

“Girls, it’s alright.” I try to calm them.

“It’s not alright!” Pinkie comes in next. “That meanie thought you were an animal!”

I let out a sigh. “So did the ponies in Ponyville.”

That got them all to look to the ground ashamed.

“It ain't right though. I know we were hard headed but that still don't make it right.” Applejack adds.

I nod. “Yeah. I know.”

The elevator finally gets to the top floor as we exit it and find our rooms. Twilight hands us our keys and we all quickly get settled into our own rooms. Pinkie and I practically thrown our stuff to the floor as I walk over and fall onto the bed.

“I have a feeling this will be a normal thing.” I admit to myself.

Pinkie soon comes to my side and gently rubs my thigh.

“Don't worry Anon. I’ll be there with you.”

“You’re alright with us sharing a room right?” I ask hoping to not intrude.

She giggles some at that. “You shouldn't even have to ask Anon.”

I smile back at her. “You’re right.” I then look back to the open door to our room and see the girls meeting back up. “Lets see what Twilight has planned.”

Pinkie gives a nod as we enter the hall.

“Alright so now we know where this place is and have our keys. So what is everypony going to be doing?”

Rainbow looks over to me. “Hey Anon, wanna see how the weather is made?”

I actually liked that idea. “Sure.” I then look to Pinkie. “How about you Pinks?”

She smiles at me and gives a nod.

“Well I heard about a grand library here in Cloudsdale.” Twilight says with a small twinkle in her eye.

“I heard there was an apple farm up here.” Applejack gives a whistle. “That is somethin I gotta see.”

“I was going to head over to the zoo. I haven't been there since I was a filly.” Fluttershy all but whispers.

“There is a small fashion show going on that I wouldn't want to miss!” Rarity adds with excitement.

“Good, so we all have something to do. Meet back here for dinner in say, seven hours?” Twilight asks.

We all give a nod.

“Alright then. See you ponies later!”

Everyone splits off as Rainbow looks to Pinkie and me with a grin.

“Alright! Anon, you’re gonna love the weather factory.”

“I can't wait.” I say enthusiastically.

The entire walk to the weather factory was about the same as the walk to the hotel. Everypony around was just giving us looks that ranged from anger, hate and fear. I tried to just put it out of my mind but it was slowly bringing back memories of my time in Ponyville when I first arrived. All the looks and whispers. Rainbow and Pinkie were trying their best to distract me but it wasn't working well.

“Here is the factory.” Rainbow says with pride.

“Wow.” I say as I look it over.

She waves us to follow. “Come on and let me show you how the weather works.”

Pinkie and I follow Rainbow as she approaches a counter.

“Rainbow Dash, good to see you again!” I hear a masculine tone call out.

“How’s the factory holding up Spinner?” Rainbow asks.

“Good as always. Here to give another tour?”

She nods happily. “Yeah. My friends Pinkie and Anon.” She points to us.

“Whoa!” He jumps up slightly when he see’s me. “Well won'tcha look at that!” He gives a hearty laugh. “I thought that griffon friend of yours was unique but this Rainbow takes the cake.” He walks up to me with a large smile. “Well ain't you a big one?” He looks me up and down. “What’s your name slim?”

I was thrown off by his straight forward friendly manner. What stood before me with a genuine smile was a rather tall stallion. I would have to say he was probably a head taller than Mr.Cake. Though what he had over Mr.Cake was a fantastic build. You could clearly see his muscles under his uniform. His fur was a deep blue, while his mane was golden. Both his mane and tail had a short crop cut to them, kinda like Big Macs. I couldn't really see his cutie mark though thanks to the white lab coat he wore.

“I told you his name!” Rainbow chuckles some.

“Well it’s only polite to give it to him myself.” I say to Rainbow as I look down. “My names Anon.”

He throws his hoof out to shake as I give it a firm grasp and shake it a few times.

“Well my names Cloud Spinner but everyone around here just calls me Spinner.” He then looks to Pinkie. “You’re uh... Pinkie right?”

“Yup!”

He smiles. “I remember you from last time.” He then looks over to Rainbow. “Alright lets get them in safety gear and then you can show them around. You know the usual.”

Rainbow gives a nod. “Thanks Spinner.”

We follow Rainbow as she takes us to a side room to get gear for our protection. Helmets, eye goggles and things like that. Some of the things were either too big or too small for me but I made them fit well enough. Rainbow showed us out and was slowly giving us a tour. Making sure to explain everything she knew about each process.

“That Spinner guy seemed really friendly.” I admit while Rainbow had just finished her talk on rainclouds. “I also notice he said everyone and not everypony.” That is very noticeable believe it or not when a pony says it.

“Yeah, Spinner has been all over Equestria. He has seen, met and even dated outside his species. Ever since I met him he has always said every’one’.” Rainbow nods.

“Really? I assume it’s not really common?” She looks to me with a raise brow. “The dating thing I mean.” I correct.

Another nod. “Yeah. You hear stories but rarely see it.”

“Good to know at least someone here is friendly.” I look around and even catch looks from inside the factory.

Rainbow gives all the ponies looking a glare. “Yeah.”

I decide to distract myself. I point over to what looks like a Rainbow Waterfall. “That kinda looks like the one at your place.”

Rainbow smiles at that as she waves us over. “Yeah this is where the rainbows collect till we need them.”

“You know I always wondered what this stuff tastes like. Yours was too high for me to reach.”

“Give it a try.” Rainbow points to the small pool.

I shrug as I walk over to it. I thought I heard Pinkie try to call out to me but I ignore it as I dip a finger in and pull it out. I look at the liquid rainbow once more before I put my finger in my mouth. I quickly pull it out as I start to gag. This stuff was insanely hot!

“Oh my gosh I can't believe you did it!” I hear Rainbow cracking up from behind me.

“Why didn't you tell me it was hot!” I say after the burn goes away.

“It was pretty funny.” Rainbow then elbows Pinkie. “Pinkie did the same thing on her first tour here.”

“Really?” Pinkie nods. “So I guess it was spicy for you as well?” She nods again. I let out a sigh. “Well that was rather disappointing. Was kinda hoping it would taste like Skittles.”

“Like me?” Rainbow looks confused.

I roll my eyes. “I told you before Rainbow. Skittles are candy where I’m from.”

She chuckles nervously at that. “Heh. Oh yeah.” She shakes her head some. “Well that’s it for the tour. Lets go drop this stuff off and then maybe we can walk around town some?”

Pinkie and I agree as we follow Rainbow to the changing room.

Rainbow, Pinkie and I have been walking around the shopping district some. Just browsing the wares and trying our best to ignore all the looks. Honestly this was suppose to be a bit of a vacation. Now it seems that it was becoming anything but what I wanted. I just let out a sigh as I look through a small window and spot a few interesting things. All of it looked rather expensive but pretty nonetheless.

I started to notice voices coming from behind me. When I turn around I notice a few pegasi guards talking to Rainbow and Pinkie. I was curious so I walk towards them.

“-old you that he isn't dangerous!” I hear Rainbow yell as I get closer to hear them talking..

“Please calm down ma’am. We’re just checking up on some reports we have been getting.” The guards answers.

“Well I think you should listen to what I’m saying pal!” Rainbow pokes the guards armor. “That “creature” is my friend and he is not going to hurt anypony!”

“We can't just have random monsters walking around this town ma’am.” Another guard comes in.

“He is not a monster!” Pinkie shouts.

“I’m going to have to ask you two to calm down.” A guard takes a step in trying to show authority.

“Problem?” I ask from behind them.

“No need to worry cite-” When they turn around they all freeze in place. “I-I... We were talking to your h-handlers.”

I look over to see Rainbow had her nostrils and wings flared. Pinkie eyes just go wide at that... Basically they both were practically filled with different emotions.

“What did you just say to him!?” Rainbow screams.

Rainbow looks like she is about to pounce. The guards realizing their situation decide to back off.

“J-Just make sure your pet doesn't cause any damage.” One guard says before they all turn to leave.

“I-Y-Y... ARG!” Rainbow screams as she punches the cloud street in anger.

Rainbow was panting heavily as she just looked to the ground and Pinkie had been stuck in shock. Her eyes were wide and her mouth was moving up and down slightly as if she was trying to say something. I will admit that I wanted to be angry, I wanted to yell and get mad. But I knew that I had to remain calm right now. If not for myself, then for my marefriend and brofriend.

“Maybe we should just go back to the hotel?” I offer. They both don't even react. “I’m feeling kinda tired.” I chuckle lamely.

They still don't even respond, so I slowly herd them close and show them back to the hotel. Once we get to Pinkie’s room I close the door behind me with a silent sigh. Rainbow and Pinkie were like zombies for the entire walk here. Rainbow never looked up from the ground and Pinkie continued her thousands yard stare. I was starting to get worried.

“I-I can't believe what he said.” Pinkie said to herself. “I can't believe how mean these ponies are.”

I walk over to Pinkie and take a knee. “Pinkie, It’s alright.”

She locks her eyes with mine as a pure anger is held strong behind them.

“No Anon... T-this isn't right! Y-You are the nicest, sweetest, most gentlest being I ever met! You’re not an animal or any of those bad things!” Pinkie eyes start to glisten some. “T-They’re treating you like a monster, like you’re dirt! They, they thought you were our pet! M-My coltfriend!”

I wrap my arms around Pinkie as she buries her head into my chest and cries aloud. I really have nothing to say to comfort her at this moment. Everything she said was true and it hurt me to hear it. I cast a glance over at Rainbow and see small droplets of liquid falling to the floor. I reach over and pull her close as well, letting her to cry onto my shoulder.

“I’m so sorry Anon... T-This was suppose to be a vacation, someplace we could all relax... I-I never knew it would be so horrible!” Rainbow admits.

“Shhh...” I try to calm them with my voice. “Don't worry. We’re not going to let some bad stuff ruin our stay here right?”

They both don't answer me as I continue to hold them close. I let out a sad sigh as I look out the window.

Day one down, two more to go. I think sadly to myself.

Day Sixteen

I was finally able to calm down Pinkie and Rainbow after our rather emotional day. We kinda just stayed in Pinkie’s room for the rest of the evening till the rest of our friends showed up. Honestly though, Pinkie and I weren't really feeling up to go out for dinner so we kinda just ordered from room service. Lets just say that no pony blamed us after we told them our experience today.

It hurt. It hurt a lot actually. It wasn't because these ponies were aiming at me though, I had gotten use to it a while ago to be honest. No. It hurts because of what it’s doing to my friends, to my marefriend. I had to hold Pinkie that night as she continued to cry. There wasn't anything I could do or say to stop her. All I could really do was be there for her like she was there for me. All the while she kept mumbling how mean these ponies were.

I’m not sure about Rainbow though. She left with her friends to tell them more about what had happened. She put on a fake smile but even her friends could see right through it. I hope she is doing better but, if Pinkie is any indication I can only assume they’re in the same boat. She has always been very loyal and because of that I think it’s hurting her a lot.

I didn't get a wink of sleep either. I have just been lying awake gently stroking Pinkie as these thoughts run through my mind. Every so often I could hear her mumble in her sleep. I really hope we can turn around these bad events and make this something memorable. I still had the dinner reservations and the Wonderbolts show on the horizon. I was really putting all my cards on those two events.

My eyes roll up to the nearest window as I see the first rays of sun. A small amount of dread takes over me as the realisation that a new day was upon me. Like the new days when I first arrived in Ponyville, I wasn't looking forward to it. I couldn't help myself as I pull Pinkie closer to me. Being gentle as to not wake her I focus on her chest. Her heart beat, the feel of her fur, the light scent of cupcakes. Everything I loved about this mare.

As I looked down to her face I can't help but feel my heart flutter as the smallest smile graced her lips. I slowly lean in and give her a gentle kiss on the lips. I smile even more as I see her nose scrunch up as she starts to slowly wake. I continue to give her little kisses on various parts of her face. Slowly she starts to giggle. I pull away just in time to see her open her beautiful baby blue eyes. She looked better than yesterday and that meant the world to me.

“Good morning.” I say.

“Morning Anon.” She smiles back.

I run my hand through her mane slowly. “Feeling better?”

She lets out a small sigh but smiles when she looks back up at me. “I’ll always feel better when I’m with you.” She looks away though. “I just can't get what those meanies did out of my head.” She whispers.

I bring her gaze back to mine. “Maybe I can help with that?”

I lean in as Pinkie doesn't hesitate to meet my lips halfway. It was a simple good morning kiss to start the day off. When I pull back I see Pinkie does have a smile on her lips.

“Thank you Anon.”

I grin at her. “No need to thank me.”

Her smile drops some. “So what’re we going to do today?”

I smile at the thought. “Can you keep a secret?”

She can't help but smile at my excitement as she nods. I reach over to my pants that lay on the floor and bring them to me. I dig inside for the card Derpy gave me just before I left. Something about a reservation card. I hand it over to Pinkie as she looks it over. Her eyes went wide some as she looks to me.

“How did you get this?” She asks in shock.

I shrug. “Derpy helped me.”

“Anon this place is probably more fancy than ‘Le Petite Fleur’! I-I don't think I even packed my dress!”

I wave her off. “Come on Pinkie you know Rarity. I wouldn't be surprised if she had a set of fancy clothes for all of us to wear for some reason.”

“But this ticket says for 7. Can you really afford dinner for all my friends?” She looked worried, which was adorable to me.

“Yes Pinkie. I wouldn't have made this reservation if I thought otherwise.”

“How though? I mean the Wonderbolt tickets, our date, now this. How can you afford all this stuff?”

I shrug again. “I never told anyone but for some reason Celestia has been sending me monthly stipends recently. I sent her letters that I was perfectly fine without it but never got a response about it. Honestly Pinkie I have bits to spare. So why not spend them on my friends?”

Pinkie pulls me close at that. “Oh Anon. You’re too kind, you know that?”

“That’s rather bold coming from you Pinkie. I mean you throw parties for everyone all the time.” I chuckle lightly.

I feel her shake her head. “No, You’re something else Anon. You always try so hard to be friends with everypony. You help them out as much as you can. You’re too kind.” I can feel her hold on me tighten.

There is something serious about her right now. So I hold her back. “What’s wrong Pinkie?”

I can feel her shaking some in my hold. “I-I can't take the thought of those ponies out there. I always try to be friendly to anypon-, anyone I meet and yet these ponies here are shunning you just because you’re different. You don't deserve that Anon.”

“No matter what we do we can't change people. They need to change themselves.” I say gently.

“I know but, this was meant to be a vacation for all of us. How can you relax when these ponies treat you so badly?”

I gently pull away from Pinkie to face her properly. I can see her eyes are threatening to spill over as she looks at me. I smile at her as I use my thumb to clear a small tear that had rolled over her cheek.

“When I’m with you Pinkie,” I kiss her gently on the lips before pulling away. “I know that nothing else matters. There is just you and me. No one else can ruin that. Let them hate all they want. From now on, all I’m going to keep my mind on is you.”

That was all I could say as Pinkie pulled me into another kiss. Her tears flowing over her cheeks as she held me closer. Soon we parted with small smiles.

“I think I need a shower.” Pinkie says with a small chuckle.

I try to scrunch up my nose some. “I wasn't going to say anything...” I let that statement hang in the air as Pinkie puffs out her cheeks and turns away from me. But I bring her back with a grin. “You smell irresistible.”

She chuckles some as she tries to push me away playfully. I quickly thrown her onto her back as I start to tickle her like crazy. She was squealing and laughing it up as she tried to fight her way out of my hold.

“Well, seems you two are having fun.” I look over my shoulder to see Rainbow looking to us with a grin. “Though I have to admit it is a little unfair don't you think?” Her grin grows as she flares her wings.

Rainbow quickly threw her wings back to propel herself at me. What she didn't expect was for me to react in time to catch her mid-flight, spin around and pin her down onto the bed next to Pinkie. I then look to Pinkie with an evil smile, nodding towards Dash. Pinkie smiles as well with a single nod of approval.

Rainbows eyes go wide. “Oh no...”

She doesn't say anything else as Pinkie and I start to tickle her together. Rainbow was laughing it up along with Pinkie and I as she tried to escape. Once we were done tickling her does she just lay there on the bed limply. Still giving off weak chuckles here and there.

“Y-You're getting faster Anon.” Rainbow admits between one of her chuckles.

I nod at her. “When you got the fastest flyer in all of Equestria always on your ass, you have to learn to think fast.”

“I'm going to wash up.” Pinkie says as she walks off to the bathroom.

Rainbow and I just sit on the bed in wait for her. A small silence builds for awhile.

“So about yesterday.” Rainbow tries but I cut her off.

“Don't worry about it Rainbow. This weekend is about us, not them. So lets try not to let others put a damper on things.”

She nods. “I guess you’re right.”

“So how was dinner last night?” I ask.

She lets out a groan. “Not well. The girls and I couldn't concentrate after what we told them. This entire trip was a bit of a wakeup call. We actually were near the center of that attention, but even being so close to it we still can't even imagine how it feels. How you feel.” Rainbow looks to me.

I let out a sigh.

“Honestly Rainbow I feel like shit. This entire trip just reminds me of my time in Ponyville.” I admit to her.

“Then why are you acting so calm?”

“Rainbow, nothing good ever comes from a lack of a leveled head. They want me to act out, attack, to prove them right about me being a monster. That’s not going to happen. Let them hate me with whispers, let them fear what they don't understand from afar. I can't change that, so I think it’s high time we stop paying them any mind.” I also let out a sigh. “I guess you can also say that I kinda got numb to it all over in Ponyville.”

Rainbow looks away slightly in pain at that. “I guess you’re right.” She lets out a sigh. “So what’re we going to do today?”

“We? You don't want to head out on the town alone this time?” I ask surprised.

She shakes her head. “No way. I’m not going to leave my best friend and my brofriend out in that.” She punctuates by pointing out a window. “No way imma let those ponies try to push you around.”

The finality in her words actually made me smile. I don't hesitate as I pull her to an embrace.

“Thanks Rainbow.”

She chuckles. “Yeah, yeah. I’m awesome.”

I chuckle. “Can we agree that you and Pinkie are awesome?”

She rolls her eyes. “Fine.” Rainbow tries to get out of my hold but I hold firm. “Gunna let me go anytime soon?”

I grin at her as I shake my head. “I didn't sleep too well without my teddy.”

I fall onto my back as I hold Rainbow firm, letting out a sigh of content.

“I can't believe this...” She mutters.

“You know you love me.” I say as I slowly doze again.

“Yeah well, I know you love me too.” She says back.

I chuckle at that as I try to catch some rest.

“Oh this is so adorable. Twilight get the camera.” I hear someone say on the fringes of my conscious mind.

“I can't wait to see her face after this.” I hear a southern accent.

There was a quick flash of light.

“Got it!”

I slowly open my eyes and see that I was surrounded by my friends.

“What's going on?” I ask groggily.

“Oh nothing much darling. How was your rest?” Rarity tries to hide her grin some as she looks to something slightly below me.

I look down to see Rainbow had her head rested against my chest. A small bit of saliva was running down her mouth. While the drool was slightly off putting I couldn't deny that Rainbow looked absolutely heart wrenching. I see another flash go off as I look over to see Twilight aiming a camera at me.

“Can I get a few copies?” I ask.

That gets them all to suddenly break out in laughter as Rainbow quickly wakes up.

“Huh?!” She looks around shocked, having broken from my hold. “What are you guys doing in here!?” Rainbow shouts when she spots the other mares laughing on the floor.

“Just taking some pictures.” Rarity says coily.

Rainbow looks to her, then to me and it seems to sink in on what she meant.

“Give it!”

Rainbow screams as she tries to take the camera from Twilight but all she does is teleport it away.

“Come now Rainbow. The sight was simply to die for. So heartwarming to see you so close to a stallion.” Rarity adds.

I can see Rainbow was about to explode soon. I wave the girls off.

“Alright girls let's tone it down some.” They all give a nod as Rainbow lets out a large huff of air. I look around and see Pinkie wasn't anywhere in sight. “Where’d Pinkie go?” I ask.

“She went to order you some breakfast.” Twilight quickly chips in.

“Alright. So what are you girls planning today?”

They all shrug.

“Not really anything.” Twilight says.

“Really? So you’re all free?” They nod. “Well maybe we can all do some shopping together?”

“Oh that sounds absolutely divine!” Rarity adds as the girls nod in agreement.

“Alright so it’s settled. We’ll all go on a shopping spree.”

With that said does Pinkie show up to inform me that room service would be bringing my food soon. I let her know the plans and we all start to get ready for the day ahead of us.

So here we were once more. My entourage and I were walking around the shopping district of Cloudsdale and getting more than a few looks for my presents here. Though we all agreed that we would let them stare all they wanted, this was our vacation and we wouldn't let them ruin it. Currently we were all just giving some windows passing glances as we looked for something worthwhile.

I was a little bit aways from the group as I spotted something in one window that caught my eye. There was this jeweler that had a necklace that was truly unique. A small crystal stone of some kind. While that in and of itself isn't too special, what made me stop and take notice was the fact that there seemed to be a swirling rainbow liquid from within. Like a miniature storm held in this piece. I could even see it glowing.

I look behind me to see the girls were busy looking at something so I decided to slip into the store to get a closer look. As soon as I walk into the store do I hear a slight gasp. I look over to the counter and see a unicorn. Now that wasn't something I was expecting. I lean to the side some to see if she had wings and to my surprise she didn't. This was a unicorn.

“H-Hello.” She calls hesitantly.

I shake myself some. “I’m sorry for staring. I wasn't expecting a unicorn.”

She seems to perk up some. “Oh! Well pardon me for staring as well.”

“No problem.” I then look back to the piece. “That necklace... What exactly is it? I’ve never seen something so beautiful.”

She seems to calm down some as she walks over to what I spoke of with a genuine smile.

“This my dear is a crystal prism. No one knows how they're made, which makes them rather rare. All we know is that when the light hits them, it gets trapped inside forever. Because it is constantly swirling around, it creates this beautiful rainbow glow you see.” She says with pride.

Did she just say No one? I shake that away. I kneel down to get a better view. “Wow. It truly is magnificent.” I admire this piece a lot.

“Do you mind if I ask what you are?” She asks.

That brings me from my thoughts. “Sure. I’m a human. Anon’s the name if you’re wondering that as well.” I outstretch my hand for her.

She brings her hoof to my hand and jumps only slightly when I wrap my fingers around and give it a few easy shakes.

“My name is Diamond Vein.” She says rather shyly.

I smile gently to her. “Nice to meet you Diamond. So how does a unicorn like you happen to get a job here in Cloudsdale?”

She perks up at that. “Actually I was born here!” She says with a smile.

“Really?” She nods happily. “Must’ve been an exciting birth.”

She chuckles at that. “Yes, most doctors need to be fast hoofed when making deliveries. Sometimes unicorns and earth ponies can be born from a pegasi. Though admittedly most of them tend to head on to ground level when they're old enough.”

“So what made you stick around?”

“I always just loved this place. Admittedly I was picked on by the other kids when I was a filly. I made my place here though and ponies accept me.”

“Yeah, I can relate to that.” I look out the window.

“I can assume that ponies haven't been treating you too well?”

I nod my head sadly. “You can say that again. Most of them either think I'm an animal or one of my friend’s pets.”

She gasps at that. “Oh dear... I-I’m so sorry to hear that.”

I smile at her. “Your concern warms my heart Diamond.”

“Well I know what it’s like, so know that you aren't alone. I know minotaurs and even griffons still get the same treatment in Equestria.”

“I haven't even met either of those species yet.” I admit.

A sad nod comes. “Well, that usually is the reason why they stay away.”

I decide to try and change the subject as I point at the necklace. “How much?”

She looks to the prism, then back to me. I see it float off the hanger and over towards me. I raise my brow at her as I open one of my hands, palm up, as she gently sets it into my hand.

“Take it.” She says.

“What?” I was confused as I look to the necklace and then to her. “Didn’t you say this was suppose to be rare? I assume that means it’s pretty expensive.”

She smiles at me. “You have the same look my husband does. A soft, caring look. Even as others look down at him he kept trying, always working hardest to aim higher, be better than those around him.” She giggles some. “I know he would've done the same if he were here.”

I was shocked. This mare just gave me something and barely even knows me.

“Diamond, I can't take this.” I say plainly. “There has to be something I can do.”

Her smile falls some. “Just do one favor for me.” I nod. “Remember that not all ponies are bad. They may be few and far between but there are lots of ponies out there who wouldn't fear you because you’re different.”

I just look to the prism and then back to Diamond. I reach over the counter and take her into an embrace. She squeaks a little from the suddenness but soon pats my back some.

“I’ll remember that Diamond.” I say with confidence as I let her go.

“You should probably head back to your friends. They look worried.” She says looking out the window.

I follow her gaze and see my friends looking around frantically. I pocket the prism and give one last thanks to Diamond as I quickly walk out the store.

“Anon!” I see Rainbow fly up to me. “You had us worried sick!”

“Sorry Dash. I walked into that jewelry store and met the owner. She was very nice.” I say with a real smile.

The other girls hear what I said and look surprised.

“Really?” Twilight asks.

I nod. “Yeah, she is even a unicorn if you can believe it.”

“Wow. A unicorn deciding to live in Cloudsdale. That is rather unique.” Twilight admits.

“So why’d you go in there?” Pinkie asks.

I shrug. “No reason. Just to look at her wares. Some of those crystals look pretty neat.”

They seem to buy that explanation.

“Come along everypony. I seen a cloth store that I’ve been dying to enter.” Rarity says as we follow after her.

Pinkie looks up to me with a smirk.

“I can assume that this was your apology gift for Rainbow?” She whispers.

I put a finger to my lips signaling her to be quiet as she just gives a small giggle.

We had done all our shopping. Well, Rarity has. She literally bought out the linen store and had us carry all the stuff back to the hotel. It was starting to get late so once we dropped her stuff off do I gather everyone in her room to inform them the news.

“Alright, so while everyone is gathered here in Rarity’s room I thought I would surprise you all with something.” They all look to each other questioning what it could be. “I have made reservations tonight at Cloud Nine.”

All I could hear then was a heavy ‘thunk’ from behind me. I turn around to see that Rarity had actually fainted. I quickly go to her side and take her into my arms.

“Oh... Anon is that you? I-I had a wonderful dream...” She says as her eyes roll around. She then looks to me. “You were there.” She then looks to her friends. “You were all there too.”

I can't help but chuckle as I look down to the drama queen. “Well this must be a dream Rarity because we’re still going to Cloud Nine.”

That was all I could say as Rarity lets out a girlish squeal of delight. That seems to get the ball rolling as all the other girls break out in excited talks about eating at this restaurant. That was until Rarity lets out a shriek of horror.

“Oh my, I’m about to be dined at one of the finest restaurants in Equestria and only have so much time to prepare. Whatever shall I do?!” Rarity says with some drama as she falls onto her bed.

I roll my eyes. “Three...Two...One.” I mutter.

“Luckily!” She sits back up. “I have come prepared!” Rarity magics a bunch of different suitcases. She then looks over to her friends. “Don't worry darlings! I have also packed for you all as well. Come and let us prepare for our evening!”

The girls give a sigh of relief at that as I just walk over to the door to show myself out.

I clap my hands together to catch their attention. “The dinner reservation was set for around ten or so. That give us,” I stop as I look over to a clock on the wall.  “Three hours to get ready. It should take me ten minutes to get ready.” I look to them with a grin. “I’ll meet you girls at my room in a few hours or whenever you get ready.” I say playfully. All that gets me is a few glares and a punch from Rainbow in the arm. I sigh. “Sorry. Rainbow and I will meet you in a few hours or whenever you get ready.” Still more glares but at least Rainbow gave me a short nod.

“Very well!” Rarity announces as she pushes me out with her magic.

Alright so I wasn't joking about the waiting thing. Rarity and them, with the exception of Rainbow had taken the entire hour and then some to get ready.

“What is with women taking forever to get ready?” I ask Rainbow as we lay on our backs atop my bed, blankly looking to the ceiling.

“Are human mares the same?” She asks.

I nod. “Oddly enough, yes.”

“I don't know man. I never really understood why either.”

“I heard it is all a mind game.” I inform her.

“Really?”

“Yeah. Something about making the guy wait so he is more desperate. Bitches be cray-cray.”

Rainbow giggles at that. “Humans have the weirdest sayings.”

Suddenly the door opens to my room. Rainbow and I quickly sit up and see before us a jaw dropping sight. All of our friends really prettied themselves up. Like... Holy crap I can't even explain what I’m looking at right now. I shake my head some to stop the staring but it didn't help at all. They were all wearing form fitted slim dresses, like the one Pinkie did on our first date, each dress a darker variant of their coats...

Another thing I noticed was they all had their manes done up in different styles. Fluttershy had hers pulled back, which made it all the more adorable when she tried to hide behind her mane. Applejack had her mane hanging low and straight with a few braids holding flowers on the inside, which oddly enough made it look really long. Twilight’s was done up into a bun like style. I’m not really sure what the name is to be honest.

Rarity and Pinkie had kept their manes largely the same but still were beautiful in every aspect.

“See darlings I told you we looked perfect.” Rarity giggles at my expense.

“Yeah.” I slap myself slightly to bring my focus back. “Wonder how many stallions I’ll make jealous tonight?”

“Well if I do say so myself I would think that the entire kingdom shall envy you for this night.” Rarity adds.

I chuckle at her. “Alright Rarity. So you all good to go?” They give a nod. “Alright. Leads head out!”

Thanks to Twilight’s expert navigation skills do we make it to Cloud Nine on time. I make sure to show off my manners by holding the door for the lovely ladies as they walk past me. I then show myself in and walk up to the Maitre D’. As soon as he see’s me does he slowly raise a brow. I ignore his looks as I walk up to him and show him the card.

“Anon, table for 7 on the sky floor.” I say with a british accent.

British people are fancy right? Or are they the butlers? Damn I can't remember. It seemed the stallion didn't mind the accent though as he gives a hesitant nod and waves a waitress over. I can see the waitress freeze up. A young looking mare I might add, but she quickly puts on a more professional front as she escorts us to our table. Now the sky floor was a true beauty. It would kinda be the equivalent to a meal overlooking a city.

We could see all around Equestria from our seats and the waitress was very professional. She took our drink orders and quickly showed herself out to give us time to decide what to eat. If I had to admire this place for anything, it was the professionalism. I could see some looks from the staff but they held a clean face and that showed how much they valued a quality experience.

“Oh my this is so beautiful Anon.” Rarity gushes as she overlooks the city.

Fluttershy nods. “I-I always dreamed of coming here as a filly.”

I smile at her. “Glad to know that I helped you realise that dream.”

She smiles with a large blush as she looks away. Classic Fluttershy.

“Well I hope tha’ food here is good.” AJ was looking over the menu. “With prices like these it should be lined with gold and served by Celestia.”

“Wow...” Twilight says as she set her menu down and looks at me. “Are you sure you can pay for this?”

I chuckle. “Nope, in fact I have a plan once we’re done eating. We’re gonna dine and dash.”

“What?!” They all scream out.

I chuckle at them. “I’m just kidding around. Order what you want. I can take care of it.”

“You’re sure?” Twilight pushes.

I nod. “Yes. Order what you girls want.”

They all look over their menu’s with uncertainty. I overlooked my menu and spotted some griffin types of food. I look over to my friends unsure if I should order this stuff I had my eye on. I knew they tolerated fish eaters but meat was still largely a taboo. While I know Fluttershy would understand I was still hesitant.

“Do you girls mind if I order the manticore steak?” I ask aloud.

I see some of their fur stand up a bit at that.

“Um, sure.” Twilight says.

“I got no problem.” AJ adds.

“You’re treating us Anon. It is only fair that you treat yourself.” Rarity doesn't even bat an eye at it.

Fluttershy, Rainbow and Pinkie give me a smile and a nod. I let out a sigh I wasn't even aware I was holding as I set my menu down. Our waitress was back with our drinks and we were ready to order. While we waited the other girls told us how their days went yesterday. Twilight telling us about some spell books she found. Applejack’s wonder of seeing apple trees in the sky. Rarity with her new fashion ideas and Fluttershy’s happiness in seeing some old friends at the zoo.

Yes we had a great time and enjoyed our meals. I have to say that even if the food wasn't that great. I enjoyed every minute thanks to the joy my friends were experiencing. We also had dessert and in the end I paid the check, making sure to tip the waitress for her professional attitude. The night was coming to an end though so we all decided to return to our hotel.

There was no incident with our return. All the girls gathered into the hall briefly to gush about the food some more just before bed. I feel the necklace press again my skin as I am reminded that it was still in my pocket. Feeling like there would be no time better than the present. I walk up to Rainbow.

“Hey Rainbow.” I catch her attention. “I actually got something for you.”

The entire place went dead silent. Everypony with the exception of Pinkie looked at me with wide eyes.

Rainbow looked nervously from left to right. “Think it’s smart to be giving me something after that dinner?”

I roll my eyes. “That was a friends dinner.”

That seems to get a few exhales, until I reach into my pocket and pull out the necklace. Once more the entire place goes deathly silent. I swear that I could hear the beating of all their hearts as they picked up pace.

“W-...” Rainbow looks to the necklace with wide eyes.

All eyes were on me and jaws on the floor. Even Pinkie was in the same state of shock.

“D-don't tell me that’s a crystal prism Anon.” Rarity speaks in a whisper.

“Um, yeah it is.” I say as I take a knee and put it around Rainbow’s neck for her.

Rainbow looks down to the necklace as she uses a hoof to bring it closer.

“Anon... How could you even afford that?” Twilight asks. “I hear those are worth a small fortune.”

“What?” I ask shocked. “I-I didn't know that.”

“There are only a few of those in all of Equestria from what I hear.” Applejack says.

“Is it really that rare?” They nod. Now I felt even worse for having gotten it from Diamond. I need to find a way to pay her back for this. I look down and see small tears falling onto to the crystal. “Rainbow?” I ask hesitantly.

“T-This is...”

The next thing I know I just see a rainbow blur and then the slamming of a door. We all look around and see that Rainbow wasn't here anymore and her door was closed. We all kinda agreed that maybe she didn't want us to see her emotional like that. So I didn't take it as an insult. I got a few more of them talking about how great that gift was and praise for my kindness. Once we were all done do we all show ourselves to bed.

Pinkie and I fall onto the bed with sighs of relief.

“That was a beautiful gift you gave Rainbow Anon.” Pinkie praises.

“I really didn't know it was so special.” I admit.

She giggles some. “Honestly Anon I never seen her so moved before.”

“I’m happy she’s happy.” I lean in and give Pinkie a kiss. “Goodnight Pinkie.”

“Goodnight Anon.”

Pinkie lays her head on my chest as I wrap an arm around her and pull her close. You know. Today was great. Now that I ignored all those ponies and just focused on my friends I ended up finding other ponies just like them and having a great time. No matter where I go I think as long as I have my friends I will be alright.

Day Seventeen

“~Wakey, Wakey sleepy head~” A gentle coo comes to my ears. “~Time to get up~”

My eyes slowly open to see Pinkie looking down at me with a smile.

“Hey Pinkie.” I smile at her. “What time is it?”

“Still early Anon. The girls and I are getting ready to have some breakfast. Wanna join?”

It was a question but I could see in her eyes the pleading look she gave me. Oh how I could never deny those large puppy eyes she gives me.

“Yeah, let me get ready.”

I yawn as I slowly wake my body up with a long stretch. The cracking of my spine aligning could be clearly heard. After a few smacks of my lips do I roll out of bed. One more stretch for good measure gives a few more pops of satisfaction. I slowly trudge over to the bathroom so I could get my dailies out of the way.

“We’ll be waiting in the hall when you're done.” Pinkie calls to me.

“Alright. I shouldn't be long.” I call back.

I had taken a quick shower and was dressed for the public. I walk out of the hotel room and see the girls were gathered in wait for me. Though I quickly notice that someone was missing.

“Where’s Rainbow?” I ask having not seen her with the group.

Rarity shrugs. “We aren't sure Anon. We knocked on her door but we haven't got a single peep from her.”

“Do you think she’s alright?” I ask concerned.

“I’m sure she’s fine sugarcube.” AJ pats my thigh.

I look to Rainbows room. She didn't have a reason to leave so she had to be in that room.

“Maybe I should check on her.” I turn back to the others. “Go get a table for us. I just want to be positive she isn't hurt or sick.”

They all nod slightly but do as I say as they leave for the dining area. I walk over to Rainbow’s door and knock a few times.

“Hey Rainbow. You in there?” I call.

I don't get a response. I just scratch the back of my head confused. I see a maid walking by.

“Excuse me ma’am, but did you happen to notice a mare with a rainbow mane leave this room?”

The maid froze in place when she noticed I was talking to her. She quickly shook her head and sprinted at high speed down the hall. I just shake my head at that as I knock a few times on the door.

“Come on Rainbow I know you’re in there.” I mutter getting more worried by the minute. I jiggle the cloud door handle and find it was unlocked. I facepalm. “Why didn't I do that first?” I mutter to myself for skipping the obvious. I turn the knob and slowly push it open. “I’m coming in.” I warn aloud.

When I look inside do I let out a sigh of relief. There on the bed was Rainbow. Though something seemed wrong here. She was laying on her side. On the other side sitting atop an extra pillow was the necklace I gave her. She was just staring at it. Her eyes looked bloodshot. Had she been crying?

“Rainbow?” I call gently to her.

I see her jump a little in shock as she quickly looks over to me. She wipes her face quickly and sits up at breakneck speeds.

“Oh Anon! I-I didn't hear you.”

I raised my brow at that. “I was knocking a few minutes ago. Your friends did the same thing earlier.” I inform her.

“I must’ve been asleep.” She says looking away from me.

Something was definitely wrong here. “Are you alright? We were worried there.”

She nods. “Y-Yeah, everything’s fine.”

I try to move around to the other side of the bed but I instantly take notice that Rainbow was actually moving to face away from me. Had I done something wrong? I decide not to push her. Maybe she is just having an off day? I mean women get PMS. Ponies get that too, right? I just point over to the door with my thumb.

“Our friends want everyone to have breakfast together. You in?” I try to keep the worried tone to a minimum.

She nods slowly. “Y-Yeah, sure...”

I don't see her move a muscle right away so I just start to walk toward the door to show myself out. She probably has to get ready and doesn't want me standing here like a weirdo.

“Anon.” I hear Rainbow call from behind.

I turn back to face her but find it a bit shocking when she was already in front of me. Even more so that she had her lips pressed against mine. Though something was very wrong with this kiss. My body was screaming at me too push her away. I don't know why either, Rainbow and I have done this before but for some reason this felt different.

Rainbow pulls away with a sad smile. “Lets go.” She says flying out of the room before my brain had time to register it.

“Y-Yeah...” I say to myself.

I was walking up to my group of friends as they all got comfy at a large table. I kinda walked there in a shocked state for some reason. All the girls were looking to the necklace Rainbow wore openly and were giving her compliments in its beauty and perfection. When I approach I take notice that Rainbow couldn't meet my eyes as I slowly take my seat. A lead weight feels like its been placed in my stomach.

“Who do you want?”

I jump a little in shock as I look to Pinkie. “What was that?”

“I asked what you wanted to eat?” She says with a smile.

I quickly shuffle around and grab my menu. I flip through it quickly and decide what I want. The waitress that was waiting took my and Rainbow’s order and took off. All around me I watched as the girls just talked to each other, but my mind was elsewhere right now. All I could do was look at Rainbow. I noticed something was different about her.

I could spot her sometimes turn her glance my way and then redirect it. It was almost like she was actively avoiding me. But why? What did I do? She was wearing my gift so doesn't that mean she liked it? Maybe it was too expensive. I know if someone gave me a gift that was worth a small fortune then I would be acting kinda weird too. I don't know. I-I just don't feel right about this entire thing.

“Are you alright Anon?” Pinkie asks.

I jump slightly again startled from my gaze on Rainbow.

“Y-Yeah... Just, something on my mind.” I try to dismiss it.

“I noticed.” Pinkie admits. “Wanna talk about it?”

I let out a sigh. “No. I think I just need time to think.”

When our food arrives I let out a small ‘thank you’ for the timing. We all eat our meals and were looking forward to the day.

“Alright everypony, now that we ate we can talk about our schedule.” Twilight comes in.

“Lay it on us.” I encourage her.

“Well we have an hour until the race starts. Now I would like it if we arrived early so we can get settled in and even have some snacks ready. This show is going to be rather long so we need to make sure we have everything we need.” Twilight says.

“Sounds like a plan to me.” Everyone nods at that.

“Alright then everypony, lets go to the Cloud Colosseum!” Twilight announces as we give a short holler.

I’ll admit it. We were not expecting a giant line already being formed around the block to the Colosseum. I’m not even lying here. Pegasi literally lined up as far as the eye could see.

“Twilight, please tell me we don't have to wait?” I ask looking to her.

She smiles brightly at me. “We do not. We are part of the VIP seating. That means we have a separate entry point. Plus that looks like the ticket buyers line. Probably some ponies trying to get last minute seats.”

Twilight shows us to the VIP entrance. All along the way we could see ponies giving us evil glares. I just flipped them off, turning their anger to confusion. As we get closer to the gate do we see a single guard standing in wait for us.

“Halt.” He calmly says. “Tickets please.”

Twilight magics all seven to him as he looks them over. He then looks to each of us. As soon as his eyes met mine did I know that trouble had found me.

“I can't let that in.” He says pointing to me.

“Why is that?” Twilight’s irritation was apparent.

“This is a place strictly for ponies.” He says.

“I bought the tickets.” I say feeling my anger slowly take hold.

“I wasn't talking to you creature. Now be a good little pet and keep quiet.”

It was when that left his mouth that I felt the world stop for a split second. No one moved, no one breathed. Then it happened. I saw a rainbow blur shoot past me. By the time everything seemed to come back I could see Rainbow on top of this stallion, smashing her hoof into his face repeatedly. Out of nowhere another guard came and quickly took hold of Dash.

“Rainbow! Rainbow calm down!” He shouted holding her tight.

Rainbows rage seemed to subside as she started to process what had just happened. She looks to the guard and then to me.

“I-I didn't...”

The guard got back up and had a few bruises but wasn't too worse for wear. Though I could see massive dents in his helmet, probably the only reason he took so little damage. I could see a fire in his eyes as he tried to walk up and strike Rainbow as she was being held, but the guard holding her took a step back, letting his hoof sail past where Rainbows face was.

“What are you doing?!” The one holding Rainbow shouts.

“This mare just attacked a guard!” The other shouted back.

The other guard lets Rainbow down. “Do you even know who this is? This is Rainbow Dash, Element of Loyalty, fastest flyer in Equestria and first pony ever to do a sonic rainboom!”

Rainbow looks over to the guard with surprise. “Hoops?”

He doesn't seem to notice as he continues. “Why didn't you let them in anyways?”

The guard points to me. “That thing is not allowed to enter!”

Hoops blows a raspberry at him. “Where in the rules does it say that? If he has a ticket and is with the Elements of Harmony no less, I think that’s enough insurance to know he isn't going to cause problems.”

“How dare you talk to your superior like that!” The other guard yells.

“Superior my flank! I think after I tell the boss pony about this you won't be having this job any longer.” He says with a grin.

“You little ungrateful so-”

Hoops waves his hoof. “Yeah, yeah, yeah. Get to walking pops, your narrow minded ways are in the past.” He then looks to Rainbow with a smile. “Rainbow taught me how shortsighted ponies like that can be.”

The guard lets out a snort as he walks away. Rainbow was still in shock as we all help her up and make sure she was alright.

“Sorry for that fossil giving you guff.” Hoops says to us.

“Hoops, is that really you?” Rainbow asks.

“Huh? Oh!” He takes off his helmet and allows his short tangerine bangs to fall over his eyes. “Yeah It’s me. How’ve you been?”

“F-Fine. What’re you doing working as a guard?” She asks.

“Eh, just a side gig for bits. You know how it is.” He waves it off. He then looks to me. “So what's with this tall friend of yours? He part of some kinda element business or something?”

I decide to walk up to Hoops and extend my hand. “Anon. Arrived in Equestria awhile back. Became friends with these fine mares.”

He takes my hand and shakes it.

“Awesome! So you're kinda like an alien right?” He says with some excitement.

I shrug. “I guess so. I don't come from this planet.”

He shakes his head and looks back to Rainbow. “Your life is so cool.” He then suddenly snaps back to attention. “Sorry. Forgot you’re here to enjoy a show. Please, go right in.” He puts his helmet back on and waves us to a set of stairs. He walks over and picks up the tickets that scattered in the scuffle. “Lets see. Ah! You’re in box 5. Nice seats.” He admits as he hands us our tickets.

The girls and I give him our thanks one last time before we show ourselves to the correct skybox. Looks like we had spent more time with that guard then we realised because the show was actually starting to warm up. We could see many pegasi on the floor doing some stretches and the like. We made sure to quickly get ourselves some snacks and prepare the best we could.

We took our seats and started to get comfy. Pinkie was leaning against me as she always did. Though what caught my attention was that something to my left was leaning against me as well. I looked over and saw it was Rainbow. Again, this wasn't something new at all. In fact it has happened more times than I could count to be honest. But for some reason I felt like there was something wrong. Like something was different.

I push it away though. The show was starting and I wouldn't want it to be ruined by some senseless feelings popping up. Now the show itself was actually really great. It was kinda like watching a mixture of the Ringling Brothers and the Blue Angels. Varies stunts and acrobatics mixed into one fluid show of skill. Honestly it was like poetry in motion but also had it's fair share of high throttle adrenaline stuff.

I gotta say I now understand why these ponies love this stuff so much. There was literally nothing you could criticize it for. Add the fact we were in a skybox made it even better. The teams literally rocketed past our box on more than a few occasions. I can easily say that this was money well spent. Though the show was over, our time was far from done.

You see there was a reason why I got the skybox tickets. The Wonderbolts actually go to each skybox and personally meet the guests to sign autographs and the like before they go out to the public signing area. There was a knock on the door and a few seconds later it opens wide. In strolls the Wonderbolts team. Spitfire at the head with Sorin’ and Firefly at each of her sides.

Spitfire immediately notices me. “Whoa, look at this big guy.” She walks up to me. “Spitfire's the name.” She says coolly, extending her hoof.

It was a little surprising to see how level headed this mare was. I was expecting some amount of shock or any reaction to be perfectly honest but, she just walked right up to me with a friendly grin and offered me her hoof. I gently wrap my fingers around her hoof, feeling her tremble a little but give a few shakes before letting go.

“Anon.” I answer back.

“So Anon, you enjoy the show?” She flutters her eyes at me.

Huh, thats a first. I think to myself, I have never been hit on before by a mare before. Let alone one that just met me. I couldn't help but feel slightly flattered as I smile a little.

“Honestly it was amazing.” I compliment, ignoring the looks she was giving me.

“If you want amazing you should come with me backstage.” She winks at me.

Alright... Maybe I should nip this in the bud.

I laugh nervously. “Thanks but I already got a marefriend.” I admit.

She doesn't drop her attitude at all. “Shame.” She answers.

I then point over to my friends. “These are my frien-”

“The Elements of Harmony.” Spitfire answers. “Haven't seen you in awhile Dash.”

I look over to see Rainbow had an irritated look on her face as well as Pinkie. I kinda thought she would take this chance to flirt with Spitfire or something? Rainbow of course, not Pinkie.

“Yeah, its been awhile.” Rainbow says hotly.

I see Spitfire look to Rainbow’s necklace then back to me. She gives a short nod.

“I understand. I hope you all enjoyed the show.” She continues.

They all give her a little bit of praise but Pinkie and Rainbow were a little more reserved in their comments. Spitfire signs a few flyers for us and even gave us a couple souvenirs for free. Soon we all say our goodbyes as they take their leave. With a bag of swag in hand do my friends and I leave the colosseum. As we walked Twilight started to speak.

“Alright so we had a great time but we need to get packed. Time to head over to the balloon and start our slow descent back to Ponyville.”

We all agree as we head back to pack our stuff up and get ready to leave.

We had touched down in Ponyville a few minutes ago. While Spike went off to help Rarity carry all the linen she bought. I helped Twilight pack away her Balloon. Once I was done do I escort Pinkie back to Sugarcube Corner. I make sure to give Pinkie a kiss goodbye as I start to head my way to the outskirts of Ponyville. That’s where my house is by the way.

Though what I failed to notice was the Rainbow pony that was following me. I set my suitcase down and fish out my keys and was about to unlock my door when I feel a presence behind me. I turn around to see Rainbow was there. I let out a sigh of relief. She was just flying there looking at me.

“Is something wrong Rainbow?” I ask, sensing that something wasn't right again.

“A-Anon... I-...I think...” She looks away. “N-Never mind.”

Rainbow turns tail and flies off into the distance. That left me even more confused and with the incredible sense of dread filling my body. Maybe we were in Cloudsdale too long? That place was admittedly filled with emotions. She will probably be right as rain in a few days. Though, as I unlock my door I can't help but look back once more to where I last saw Rainbow.

Fluttershy

Alright, so let me tell you about one of the most shy friends I have. I’m going to be honest with you. Fluttershy was the last pony to talk to me but I don't blame her. She always froze up when I approached her. Even going as far as to duck into alleyways when she saw me walking down the street. There was no rhyme or reason to her reactions. Even her friends couldn't convince her of my good nature. She simply was just too afraid to give me a chance.

I pause as I think over that fateful morning. To this day I’m still unsure how Twilight and the others convinced Fluttershy to invite me over for some tea at her cottage. Though I’m glad that they did. She is a sweet mare and I’m happy to call her my friend.

I was clean and ready in some stylish clothing Rarity made for this occasion. While not as fancy as a suit. I certainly looked dressed to impress. Practically everything had to go right here if I was ever to get this mare to be my friend. Sure I know I can't make them all like me, but I don't want her avoid me out of a simple fear. If she doesn't like me for me, then I can accept that but I can't accept her not liking me for no reason.

I nervously pull at my collar out of habit as I stand in front of her door.

“Alright Anon. Rarity and you went over this. Take everything slow. Speak softly, be gentle. Like a tree, be just like a tree. Fluttershy likes trees.”

After that pep talk do I place a few gentle knocks at the door. I can hear a squeak of surprise come from within. The soft patter of hooves slowly coming to the door.

“W-Who is it?” I hear a gentle voice call.

“Hi Fluttershy. It’s me, Anon.” All I hear is silence in return. “I know I’m a little early but I thought that would be fine. That’s fine, right?”

“U-Um, sure.” She answers.

I can hear some locks clack aloud as the door to her cottage slowly opens. She peers out cautiously and looks to me with nervousness. She slowly opens the door all the way, hiding herself behind it.

“P-Please come in.” All I see is her hoof pointing towards the living room as she hides completely behind the door.

I let out a small sigh as I show myself in, taking a seat on one of her couches. I could already tell this was going to be a very long and awkward day. Fluttershy closes the door and slowly slinks away towards the kitchen. Soon she comes back with a tray on her back with a set of tea cups, as well as a pot. She sets it down onto a small table, but before she can reach for the pot I hold up a hand to stop her.

“Please, allow me.” I say as I gently raise the pot and cleanly pour us both a cup. She doesn't protest as I set up both up with some tea. “What do you take yours with?” I ask.

“J-Just a little honey.” She answers.

I give a nod as I take a small teaspoon of honey and gently stir it into her cup. Once I was done do I push her cup to her. We both sit there in awkward silence as we slowly sip from our cups. The silence was unbearable. I look around for anything to start a conversation.

“So...” I try to start the conversation but stop when I spot a small bunny at my feet as he looks up to me. “Hey there little guy.” I say gently as I reach my hand out to pet it.

It seems cautious at first but as soon as I lay my hand on its head and gently start to scratch it, this little creature seems to just melt in my hands. I can't help but chuckle as I see this bunny start to lean into my hand as it rolls its head so I could get better reach to different areas. I look over to see that Fluttershy’s eyes were the size of pin pricks as she slowly starts to shake in place.

“Are you alright Fluttershy?” She didn't look so good.

“A-A-An-ngel-l.” She whispers.

I look down to the bunny. “Is that what your name is, Angel?” I was surprised to see the bunny actually nod at me. “Wow, smart bunny.”

I was going to reach out to him again but Fluttershy leaps from her seat and tackles the bunny to the ground.

“P-Please don't eat him!” She pleads while holding him tight to her chest.

Now I was shocked. “Why would I eat him?” I ask while quickly smuffing out my anger.

She then looks rather surprised by that question. “I-I don't know.” She answers.

I let out a sigh as I shake my head. “Fluttershy, I’ve seen a bear outside playing with that exact bunny. A BEAR!” I couldn't help but shout the last part. The sight was still fresh in my mind. “Bears where I’m from eat bunnies. They eat anything that walks really.”

“Mr. Bear would never do that!” Fluttershy retorts as if the very thought was offensive.

I couldn't believe that as I shout back. “What the hell does Mr. Bear eat then! I know he isn't that big from eating his fruits and veggies everyday!”

She quickly looks away. “W-Well I guess I never really asked.” She says honestly.

Another sigh comes from me as I reel in my temper. “I’m not going to eat Angel. Humans may eat animals, but we don't eat pets.”

“S-So you are a carnivore?” She asks, still a little nervous but more subdued.

“Omnivore actually.” I correct. She nods her head slowly. Probably doesn't even know what that is. “It means I can eat meat and various fruits and vegetables.”

“I-I know... I met a minotaur before.”

“Minotaur, really?” I ask in disbelief. She nods as I shake my head. “This world...”

“So you don't eat pets?” She wants to confirm.

“No.” I say bluntly. “Humans have grown to be more civilised than to eating our pets. Sure we eat other things that are meat, but that doesn't mean we eat dogs or anything. Well... Most of us.” I shake a little at that thought of people who eat dogs. Sick bastards.

“So humans don't eat bunnies?” She asks.

I scratch the back of my head. “Fluttershy. What’s your least favorite food to eat?”

She looks to me confused at my sudden question. “Well, I don't like brussel sprouts.” She answers.

I nod. “Do other ponies eat brussel sprouts?”

The realisation dawns on her as a simple. “Oh...” Escapes her lips.

I nod. “Yeah. We’re all different Fluttershy. I can't tell you what others eat. I can only tell you what I eat.” I could feel that feeling of being a freak start to build up. “Y-You know... maybe I should go.” I say silently as I get up to show myself out.

“No, please!” I hear her shout. I turn back surprised that she actually yelled. “I’m so sorry... I-I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable...” She looks away ashamed. “I know that you can't change who you are. Even if you wanted to.” I just stay silent as she seems to get more emotional. “I’m so mad at myself!” She spits out. She then looks up to me with glistening eyes. “Even though my friends tried to tell me. Even when I saw the way you tried to smile at me. When you offered to help me with my groceries. I-I was just too afraid.” She looks away. “I’m so stupid and weak.”

I could see small tears running over her cheek as she shivers in place. I walk over to her and take a knee as I lay my hand on her shoulder.

“Hey. You’re not stupid or weak. Honestly, I don't blame you Fluttershy. I know you were just worried about your animals is all.” I try to comfort her.

“No Anon, I-I promised myself on the day I got my cutie mark that I would help any creature that needed me most.” She looks to me now fully broken into tears as her lips trembles. “I-I failed. W-When you were hurt, when you were so alone... When you needed somepony there most... I-I wasn't there.” She quickly wraps me into a hug and buries her face into my chest as she cries out. “I-I’m so sorry!”

I just held this mare as I let her cry. She kept saying how she was sorry over and over until she couldn't keep her eyes open anymore. I look over to the bunny that can only look to Fluttershy in worry.

“Don't worry little guy. I’m sure all she needs is some rest.” I whisper to him.

He doesn't look away from her as he nods his head slowly. I wasn't going to leave Fluttershy here on the floor so I gently pick her up and decide to lay her on the couch. As soon as I set her down do I walk to the door. When I look back I see Angel jump up onto the couch and snuggle close to Fluttershy.

“Hey.” I call out to him as he looks to me. “I’ll be back to tomorrow.” I chuckle a little at the thought of talking to a bunny but he seems rather intelligent. “I would tell you to take care of her, but, I have a feeling that you were already on that.”

He gives me a determines look as he gives me one swift nod. I just shake my head slightly with a smile as I show myself out. I look up to see that sky was actually darkening some. How long was I here?

Fluttershy came to visit me early in the morning the next day. She apologised repeatedly for her hesitation over my stay here and asked me if there was anything she could do to make it right. I just told her that having her as my friend would be good enough. She was more than happy to accept that as she gave me another hug. Only to break away quickly in embarrassment. From that day on I would sometimes go to her place and help her with the animals some when I had the chance.

And you know what? After that day most of the ponies in town accepted me. Fluttershy, the shy and scaredy mare accepted me as a friend. All the ponies took that to heart more than I could’ve ever imagined. She may have thought that she failed in her promise to help every creature she meets but, she couldn't be farther from the truth.

I set the quill down feeling a lot better after writing that. Fluttershy is a great friend. My attention was drawn from me as I felt something tap on my leg. I look down in confusion as I see a small ball of fluff.

“Angel?” He nods as he point at the door. “You want me to go somewhere?” He nods as he pulls out a small clock and points at it. “Something... Something about time.” I try to think about what it could be, He stamps his foot and points at the clock again. I look closer at it. “5pm... Why does that sou-” My eyes shoot open. “Crap, I'm late for my tea time with Fluttershy!”

I spring to my feet and quickly race out the door. Only to quickly open the door again so Angel could leave as well. “Thanks again.” I say before racing off to Fluttershy’s cottage.

Day Twenty

It has already been a few days since our return from Cloudsdale. Everyone has settled into their daily routines and went about their business. We were all a little behind on our jobs/chores so we haven't seen much of each other during that time. Pinkie and I had tried to make some free time to spent together but she was roped into some really important baking thing. I would like to think things have been getting back to normal but lately I’ve been noticing something strange about Rainbow. Like yesterday for example. We both decided to chill at the lake some time after work.

“Finally!” I say with glee as I fall to the grass. “Work was a pain in the ass today.”

I look over to Rainbow as she looks off towards the lake. I can still see the soft glow coming from the gift I gave her. Honestly I’m thrilled that she’s still wearing it. I thought for sure that because it was a piece of jewelry that she would eventually take it off out of some macho wannabe thing. I was pleasantly surprised to find that wasn't the case actually. She wore that thing everywhere from what I hear from the towns’ ponies. Which I got a lot praise from them at what an unbelievable sight it was to see such a thing in person.

So I was happy that she was happy with the gift.

“Yeah tell me about it.” She says stretching her legs as she bends over, swishing her tail around. “I had to go up to Cloudsdale and talk to my forepony. Might need to do some overtime on a storm front coming in.”

I nod. “I know that feeling Rainbow. You’d be surprised how many ponies break stuff each day. My entire book is filled with appointments. I guess Lyra’s sink is broke, again... Not to mention I had to go to the spa and add some sealant to the tiles in the washrooms.” I shake my head. “I hate that job.”

“Why’s that?”

I roll my eyes. “Well when it’s the stallions washroom it isn't that big of a deal. The mares on the other hand... Lets just say I get more than a few tail slaps to the rear. Ass feels like a pincushion after.”

I see Rainbow’s fur stand up as she turns to face me. “What?”

I shrug. “Ladies tend to get frisky when I go there. I know they're just playing around though.”

“...What.” She looks serious.

I wave it off. “It’s nothing Rainbow, I swear. You know how mares can get.” I chuckle a little at a memory. “Man I still can't believe I got hit on by Spitfire. I told Big Mac and he didn't believe me!” I shrug it off. “Whatever though, I’m just glad the work day is over.”

I close my eyes and enjoy the cool air that washes over my sweat. I didn't have time yet to get washed but it doesn't really matter. I slowly feel something settle on top of me. I open my eyes and see that Rainbow decided to lay on me. What struck me as odd is the way she is looking at me right now.

“You alright?” I ask.

She seems shaken as she looks away. “Y-Yeah...”

Another shrug for me as I try to relax with her on top of me.

“Actually.” I open my eyes to see Rainbow looking at me again. “You smell rather, um, nice...”

My face screws up in confusion. I don't think I have ever heard Rainbow say that before.

“Um, thanks?”

I see her lean in slightly and freeze up when I feel her tongue touch my cheek and run up to my forehead. Alright, that was something she never has done before either.

“Uh, Rainbow...”

She has a far away look on her face. “Yeah?”

“Why did you just lick me?” I ask confused.

Her eyes seem to widen. “I-um... I gotta go!”

Without another word she jumps off me and flies away. I was just left there trying to comprehend what has just happened. Was that like a way of showing thanks? I mean my dog use to lick me and it wasn't that big of a deal but, Rainbow isn't a dog. Now that I think about is she has been acting rather odd lately. Yesterday she kept nuzzling my hand. The day before that she kept bumping into me. At first I thought it was some kind of prank but she just kept doing it even after I told her to stop.

Honestly I just hope she is alright.

This has seemed to be an ongoing thing. Just these small little differences in the way she acts around me now. No matter how much I think about it I just can't figure out what the reason for it is. Was she just appreciative of the gift? Does she feel she owes me because of the expense of the gift? I don't know. Today I’m going to spend some time with Pinkie. We haven't talked much because of that large order, but today she should be done.

I set my quill down. Time to get ready for the day.

I'm currently walking towards Sugarcube Corner. I can't wait to see Pinkie. I know we’ve only been dating for a week or so now but I can't help but feel happy around her. Not the normal kind of happy that she usually brings to ponies either. A weird sort of feeling of being complete. I don't know, maybe I'm just being sappy? All I know is that I can't wait to see that pink ball of sugar.

I walk into Sugarcube Corner with a smile on my face as I see Mrs. Cake behind the register looking worse for ware. She lazily looks up to me and gives a tired smile.

“Oh hello deary. I guess you came by to see Pinkie?” I nod. “She’s in her room. Tired out from all the work but I think she will be happy to see you.”

“Thank you.” I say before I show myself to Pinkie’s room. I knock on the door. “Pinkie?”

I hear a loud ‘thump’ of something falling before the sound of scrambling hooves could be heard. Soon the door comes flying open as I get my first look at Pinkie. Her mane was actually straight, but not the straight I seen on our date. It was still curly but was laying against her neck. It glossed slightly from what I can only assume is sweat. The more I look the more I notice. Pinkie’s fur is matted and she has large bags under her eyes.

“Hey Anon.” She gives me a tired smile. “I missed you.”

“I’m sorry to come by unannounced Pinkie. Forget I even came by, you should get some rest...” I say concerned.

“No, I can sleep later. I haven't seen you in days!” She pleads.

I look over to her bed then back to her. “Come on Pinkie.”

I wave her to follow as I walk past her into the room.

“What are you doing?” She asks.

I take off my shoes and fall onto her rather nicely sized bed. I pat the spot next to me.

“Might as well get comfy.” I say.

I see her blush some. “A-Are you sure?”

I chuckle a little. “Pinkie, we slept in the same bed in Cloudsdale.” I nod my head to the open spot. “Hop on.”

Her grin widens as she closes the door and practically leaps from where she stood over to the spot next to me while giggling like mad. We both lie down and face each other. She looks so sleepy as she tries desperately to keep her eyes open.

“How have you been doing?” Pinkie asks.

“Fine Pinkie. I’ve been rather busy myself as well.” I admit. I run my hand through her mane and can feel the sweat. It doesn't bother me though. “You’ve been working hard.” I state matter of factly.

She nods a little. “Yeah, I’m a little gross right now.” She says trying to pull away.

I just pull her closer. “You’re not gross Pinkie.” I say with a smile.

She tries to push me away playfully. “Come on Anon, I’m covered in sweat.”

I shake my head. “You don't sweat Pinkie.” She looks at me confused. “Theres a saying from my world. Hor...” I bit my tongue now that I realise the wording of the saying. I quickly think up a solution. “Animals sweat, males persperate and you Pinkie, you glow.” I say running my hand through her mane again.

She giggles some. “I like that saying.”

Pinkie leans in and gives me a tired kiss.

“So the Cakes got anymore orders around that I should know about?” I ask once we break away.

She shakes her head some with a sigh of content. “That should be the Cakes last custom order for the year.”

“Glad to hear it.” I say as I wrap my arms around her and pull her closer.

She gladly buries her head into my chest. We just fall into a comfortable silence.

“Anon...”

“Yeah?”

“Do you like Rainbow Dash?”

Well that was rather out of the blue.

“Of course I do. Don't you like her?”

I feel her shift some in my hold.

“I-I didn't mean it like that.”

Now I felt even more confused.

“What else could you mean by it?”

“Do you like like her.”

I felt my mind go blank. “...Why would you ask that?”

I don't know how she could think that.

“Well, You two seem awfully close. I don't really say much or mind it but...” She trails off.

“Pinkie that’s just ho-”

“-ow bro’s act.” Pinkie finishes with a sigh. “You always say that.”

“Well it’s true Pinkie.”

She shakes her head. “I don't think it is Anon.”

“Are you calling me a liar?” I ask shocked.

She looks up with the same look of shocked. “N-No! I-It’s just that... That I’ve been noticing Dashie is, well...” She looks off into the distance.

“Is what?”

“I-I think she likes you at least. Really likes you... After you gave her that gift. I seen a look in her eyes when she looks at you or talks about you. Whenever she looks at that necklace she just stares off into it like she is lost in thought.”

I would’ve just laughed it off if it wasn't for how serious Pinkie was talking right now. I just sat there trying to process what she could see that I couldn't. Sure Rainbow has been more friendly lately, but, that can't be because she likes me. She’s into mares and thats a fact! Rainbow told me on... that day.

“That’s not possible.” I say looking away.

“Why?”

“I can't tell you.” I answer honestly.

Why can't you tell me?”

“I Pinkie promised Dash I wouldn't say anything. I’m sorry Pinkie but I can't tell you. Losing a friend’s trust is the fastest way to lose a friend-”

“-forever.” She finishes with a tired sigh.

I pull her close. “Trust me Pinks. Rainbow and I don't have anything going on between us.” I let out a sigh. “I will admit that we are rather touchy for friends but I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that what you think can never happen. Trust me.” I say with a smile.

She smiles back. “I-I’ll trust you Anon... It’s just... I know I see something in her eyes. Please, Please tell me you will talk to her about it.”

I nod. “If it makes you feel better I will talk to her about it tomorrow.”

“Thank you.” She says with a happy sigh as she pulls me closer.

“Now, how about we get some sleep?” I ask.

I didn't get a response as I hear her soft snores. I just pull her a little closer to me as I lay my head down to sleep.

I soon found the light of a new day shining brightly in the sky as I slowly stir awake. I look down to see that Pinkie was still in my hold and looked a lot better after getting some sleep. I see her eyes flutter open as she looks at me with a smile.

“Good morning.” She says in a loving tone.

“Could be better.” I say with a smirk as I lean in and give her a kiss. “Good morning.” I say once we pull away.

She giggles. “You’re right. It did get better.” Pinkie stretches in place. “Want me to make you some breakfast?” She asks.

I nod. “I would love that.”

“I’m just going to take a quick shower.” She said walking off.

“I’ll just be here.” I say as I relax some.

Though my relaxing doesn't last long though. Soon I find my mind wondering on Rainbow and what Pinkie said. Honestly if it wasn't for the fact that I knew Rainbow liked mares I wouldn't be questioning if she likes me. Thats the thing though, she likes mares and... And I already tried having her... I let out a sigh as I rub my face at that memory. I know she isn't like that. Today I will ask her and she will probably laugh about it and tell me that she was just really appreciative of the gift I gave her.

I nod in reassurance. Thats exactly what will happen. I know Rainbow Dash just as well as Pinkie. It will be just a small thing we can laugh about. I will tell Pinkie and she will laugh too. Having settled my mind do I close my eyes in wait for Pinkie to be finished.

I was now sitting at the kitchen table in the back of the store with the Cakes as Pinkie cooks.

“So you guys finally finished this big project?” I ask the Cakes as we wait.

“Yup. Took a little more time than we would’ve guessed but this is the last custom job of the year.” Mr. Cake says with relief.

“Good to know.” I say with a smile.

Mrs. Cake sets down the spoon she was using to feed the twins as she looks to me.

“I know you’ve probably been just worried sick over Pinkie.” She smiles at that as she leans against Mr. Cake. “I know that when I didn't have my honeybear I couldn't sleep.”

I couldn't help but smile as Mr. Cake gets red in the face.

“Not in front of the kids sweetie.” He says in embarrassment.

Mrs. Cake chuckles some as she goes back to feeding the twins their baby food.

I nod though. “Yeah I been missing Pinkie. We had a great time at Cloudsdale though.” I say with a smile. “The wonderbolts were amazing.”

Mr. Cake gets nervous. “We heard that there were some problems too.”

I feel my smile drop some but I keep it held. “It’s alright. If I let them bother me then they win. We went, we met some bad eggs but we also met some good ones too. All in all it could have been better but I wouldn't change what happened.” I answer honestly.

“That’s good to hear.” He says. He then perks up. “We also saw the gift you got Rainbow. I have only hear of a crystal prism. Never in my life did I think I would ever see one!” He says with excitement.

Mrs. Cake turns to face me as well. “I agree! Oh it is so beautiful. I don't think I could ever imagine such a perfect gift.” She says with stars in her eyes.

I wave it off. “I don't take all the credit. A very nice unicorn up in Cloudsdale gave it to me.” I rub my chin. “I really need to think of something to give that mare as well.”

“Ready!” I hear Pinkie call out.

We all look down to see our plates were made and set before us. Sadly, no bacon on mine. I let out a sad sigh as I eat my eggs. Pinkie takes her seat next to me.

“So what do you two have planned?” Mrs. Cake asks.

“Well I gotta still hit up a few jobs around town. Nothing too serious.” I answer.

“I’m going to head over to the library. Twilight wanted me to help her with something.” Pinkie says.

“Well I wish you both luck.” Mr. Cake says. “We’re going to take the twins out to the park later.”

“You two are free to join us when you’re done with everything.” Mrs. Cake adds.

“Sorry but maybe a raincheck.” I say sadly. “I think I might need to raise my standards when taking jobs around town.” I say to myself as I think over my work for the day. “I mean I have more than 20 that are just small cracks in the wall. Anyone could fix them.”

“Well it could help clear up some of your schedule so you have more free time.” Pinkie says.

I shrug. “Yeah but I know that the only reason things are busy right now is because I haven't been around in awhile. As soon as this stuff is leveled out then it will start to thin up.” I admit.

“Well don't go and get yourself exhausted by over working yourself.” Mrs. Cake says worryingly.

I smile at her caring. “Don't worry none about me.” I look over to the clock then to Pinkie. “Gotta go Pinks.” I lean in and give her a quick kiss. “See you later.” I say with a grin.

“Not if I see you.” She says with a giggle.

I wave to the Cakes. “See you around.”

With that do I show myself out and get ready for my day ahead.

I let out a sigh as I walk into my house. The jobs weren't that hard but they do start to wear on you in time. I decided that I would take a quick shower before I went to search for Rainbow. Pinkie wants me to talk to her so I didn't want to put that off for longer than I had to. So once I was fresh and clean do I head on over to Rainbow’s house. I was close enough to give a holler.

“Hey Rainbow! You there?!”

I got nothing in reply as I try a few more times with the same result. Guess she wasn't here? I notice Fluttershy walking by at just the right time as I meet her on the dirt path to Ponyville.

“Hey Fluttershy!” She stops and hides behind her mane. Something that was normal, so I continue. “Have you seen Rainbow by any chance? I was looking for her.”

She nods. “I-I seen her walking to the lake earlier today. Maybe she is still there?”

I let out a sigh. “Thank you Fluttershy.”

I turn to leave but hear the shy pony call to me.

“Anon...”

“Yeah?”

“I-I was um, I was wondering about something.” I raise my brow at her and motion for her to continue. “Well, that gift you gave Rainbow. Did it mean anything?” She asks.

“Mean anything? It was just a gift. What else could it mean?” I ask confused.

“Oh, well. I was just wondering if maybe you had feelings for Rainbow Dash.”

“Feelings for her?” I repeat. “Well I like her as a friend if that’s what you mean?”

She shakes her head hesitantly.

“No, well, um... What I meant was. Do you feel maybe, more for her. Like, more than a friend?”

“She is my bro.” She shakes her head again and I let out a sigh. “Can’t you just tell me what you mean?”

“Well, ok... Do you like her as a special somepony?”

I knew that my face probably contorted into a pile of mush as the confusion set in.

“Uh... No...” I say not sure where she got that idea. “I don't like her like that...”

“Well... Ok...” She says going on her way.

Well that was weird. Like really weird. I just shake that encounter away as I head off towards the lake.

It didn't take long to spot the cyan rainbow pony sitting by a tree. I walk up to her but am surprised to actually hear her crying silently to herself. I soften my step when I notice that she was talking as well.

“What is wrong with me.” I see fresh tears fall. “Why am I feeling this way?”

I was really concerned now. Whatever she was dealing with had to be major. So rather than keep silent or retreat. I do the only thing possible.

“Rainbow?” I call out softly.

I see her jump up as she quickly turns from me.

“H-Hey!” Her voice cracks some as she clears her throat. “I didn't know you would be here.”

I keep walking up until I was right next to her.

“Hey, what's going on?” I ask with concern.

“Nothing wrong!” She say quickly while she wipes her face. “I-um just fell during practice. Hurts kinda.”

I move in front of her and take a knee. She keeps her face looking away so I couldn't see her. I take my hand and direct her to face me. When I get a good look at her I can see that her eyes were bloodshot red, the fur around her eyes and cheek were heavily matted.

“Rainbow. What’s going on?” I ask with a stern tone.

“It’s nothing.” She says with no emotion.

“Seriously Rainbow, what is th-”

She slap my hand way. “I said it’s nothing!”

I don't allow myself to get angry. “Doesn't seem like nothing.” I say neutrally.

“Yeah! Well it is!” She turns away once again. “What are you doing here anyways?” She says hotly.

“Honestly? Pinkie said she wanted me to talk to you. You’ve been acting weird. We’ve all noticed. So I’m here to ask why...”

I see her fur stand on end. “J-Just leave me alone.” She says.

“Rainbow we nee-”

“WE don't need to talk about anything!”

I see her about to get up and take off any second. So I quickly grab her and pin her to the ground.

“No!” I scream. “You’re going to tell me what the fuck the problem is!”

She was struggling now. Kicking and even biting me! I have never seen her this desperate before. I thought about letting her go but I held her down tight and let her tire herself out.

“Let go!” She screams as she kicks me in the chest.

I grunt from the blow but keep holding. “Not until you tell me what’s the matter!”

“I. Said. Let. GO!”

The next thing I know I’m laying on my back looking to the sky. Everything was spinning some. I bring my hand up to my nose and feel all the blood. I choke some from the blood pooling into the back of my throat. I spin over so I could spit it out.

“Oh my gosh! I-I didn't mean to!”

I feel Rainbow try to help me up but I push her away. She broke my nose, I really wasn't in the mood anymore. I can't believe she head butted me! I stagger some as I get up.

“I’m sorry!” She calls out as I stumble away.

I had to get to the hospital before this thing gets set in a fucked up way. I think Rainbow knew that I wasn't playing around anymore, because she didn't even try to follow me. That was good, because I would’ve probably done some serious damage to her.

I shake my head as I touch my nose lightly. Nurse Redheart was really good at her job. Set the nose and everything. I just look to my journal with a frown.

Tomorrow I’m going to get to the bottom of this. Rainbow wants to do this the hard way. Seems she forgot that I was the one that invented the hard way.

I set my quill down and get ready for bed. I didn't want Pinkie to be worried so I told Twilight to tell her that I would see her once I settled things around town. Twilight was worried when she saw my nose but I assured her that it wasn't as bad as it looked and would be healed soon. My mind was still racing with questions as I try to sleep. Something was happening to Rainbow and I wasn't going to let this slide.

With I sigh do I close my eyes and wait for tomorrow.

Day Twenty One

It’s raining. That’s all that comes to my mind as I look out the window with a great pain coursing through my heart. The heavy rain creating beats of their own as they hammer against anything foolish enough to be caught outside. The sound has become deafening loud to me though. The beats not unlike the beat that has been constantly droning in my head since I came back home. I just look to my journal unsure how to start this entry.

We’re not friends anymore...

I shakily drop the quill that was in my hand as I look to what I wrote. How did it get to this point? Why did it have to be like this? All I can do is relive what had happened today.

I feel my eyes slowly open as the light of morning shines brightly through my curtains. I couldn't help but bring my hand to my nose and wince a bit from the pain. Seems it will take awhile before I can smell anything again. I let out a sigh. Honestly I just wanted to lay in my bed for the rest of the day and not have to worry about what is to come. I know deep down that I need to figure out what the matter is with Rainbow. Even though she did hit me I’ll be willing to forgive her if she doesn't ignore me again.

I roll out of bed and get dressed for the day. As I walk out of my home I take notice of the gloomy looking tint the sun is giving off. I look up to the sky and notice a few pegasi flying around placing large cubes of dark clouds around ponyville. I then remember that Rainbow did mention something about working on a large storm coming in. I needed to talk to her but I couldn't very well pull her from the job.

With a sigh do I decide to try and maybe get some advice from my friends and see if I can get a clue on how to handle Rainbow. Whatever she is dealing with is above bro status, so that means that I will need to proceed with caution this time. No going head strong, I need to find out if maybe she talked to someone else about this. The closest mare was Fluttershy. I think if Rainbow was going to talk to anyone then it might be her.

I knock gently onto Fluttershy’s door. Soon she comes and answers the door.

“Hello Anon. Can I help you with anything?” She asks.

“I was wondering if we could talk about something.” I try to keep my voice calm but I think she notices the underlying tone.

“Well, sure.” She moves to the side and shows me in. “Just take a seat anywhere.”

I give a nod as I take a seat on one of her couches. Fluttershy takes a seat across from me as we both try to get comfortable. I can see her looking to my nose but quickly looks away.

I touch my nose slightly.“So... You’re probably wondering about this.”

She nods hesitantly. “What happened?”

I let out a sigh. “I’m not really going to beat around the bush here. It was Rainbow. We were talking, one thing lead to another and I got this in the end.” I try to put it bluntly.

She looks shocked. “O-oh my.”

I nod. “Has Rainbow talked to you about anything? Anything at all?” I ask hopefully.

Fluttershy shakes her head. “No, not a thing. She did come over yesterday but didn't say much. She just kinda sat here for awhile and then just left.”

I let out a sigh. “Please tell me you have noticed a weird change in her behavior.”

She nods. “Yes... I have.”

“Have any idea what it could be?”

She seems to get red faced. “Well... Maybe she likes somepony a lot.”

“So you’re saying she likes someone and that is the reason she is acting weird around me?” I ask confused.

She seems to get even redder in the face. “Maybe that somepony she likes is you?”

I let out an exhausted sigh. Seriously. I heard this stuff yesterday and it is kinda getting annoying now.

“No she doesn't.” I say with finality.

“Why?” Fluttershy asks curiously.

“Because...” I bite my lip. “Because she can't. Those are the facts Fluttershy. Never can and never will happen.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yes.”

“Well... If you say so.” She sounds unconvinced.

I just hang my head. “No other ideas?” I don't get a response. “Thanks for the time anyways Fluttershy. I’m going to go talk to the others.”

“Alright.” She says as I show myself out. “Anon.”

I stop to face her. “Yeah?”

“Would it be too hard to believe that Rainbow does like you?”

I let out a sigh. “Fluttershy, I know that on the outside looking in it’s probably the most obvious thing in the world to everyone. But that’s the thing, you need to be where I stand to know what I know that proves it would never happen. It has to be something big though, so I’m going to ask around and maybe find out what it could be.”

Fluttershy remains quiet as I show myself out. A long sigh escapes me as I look up to the ever growing storm. I guess I need to pick up the pace. Applejack is probably one of the last Rainbow would ever talk to. So maybe Twilight will have a clue.

I knock on the door a few times. Soon Spike answers the door.

“Hey Anon, what's brings you around?” He asks.

“Just need to talk to Twilight about something.” I reach into my pocket and pull out a bit and toss it to him. “Hit up Sugarcube Corner real quick so Twilight and I can talk.”

He gets a large smile on his face. “Sure!”

Before he can run out I stop him. “One last thing. Tell Pinkie Pie that I miss her and will see her soon.” I can see him make a puking gesture as he turns back to leave. “Don't forget to give her a kiss for me!” I shout out.

He freezes in place as he slowly looks back to me. When he see’s the large grin on my face does he roll his eyes and takes off. I just chuckle a little as I show myself in.

“Spike, who was at the door?” Twilight asks as her face is buried in a book.

“I don't know Twi, some weird monkey thing.” I joke around.

“Well did you let Anon in?” Either she is playing with me or she is really lost in that book.

“Nah, I just threw a banana past him. He went running after it.” I reply.

“I’ll have to write that down.” She says lifting a quill and piece of paper.

“You’re fucking with me aren't you?” I ask.

She turns back to me with a knowing grin. “~Maybe.~”

I shake my head with a small smile. Twilight may not be on 24/7 like Pinkie but she definitely has her moments.

“So what brings you around?” She asks curiously. “Must be important seeing as you bribed my assistant to leave.”

I feel my smile drop as I get straight to business. “Rainbow.”

She nods. “I understand. Honestly Anon I have no idea what is wrong with her. I tried talking to her yesterday but she wouldn't say a thing. Just kept saying how stupid she was for hurting you.”

I slump my back against the wall as I let out a sigh. “What is wrong with her? She hasn't been acting normal since that Cloudsdale trip.”

Twilight shrugs. “I don't know either Anon. All my books tell me is that maybe she has formed some kind of attachment to you. The way she told us about your first day in Cloudsdale was probably the most emotional I have ever seen her. It seemed that afterwards she practically vowed to protect you...”

Hmm. Now that does sound interesting now that I think about it. It fits some of the really touchy things but doesn't explain why she would be so afraid to tell me such a thing. Is it because she is embarrassed about that? It was another piece to a puzzle that I wasn't even sure would fit. It did give me something to think about though.

“Well it’s something to think about.” I say.

“Sorry I couldn't help more.”

I wave it off. “Don't worry Twi. Just talking makes me feel better.” I then look to the door. “I need to head out. Will probably talk to someone else next.”

“See you later Anon.” Twilight says.

I give one last nod to her as I head out. As I look up I can see that even more clouds hang in the sky. In fact they look far darker than before. I should probably hurry before this stuff starts to fall. Honestly I can rule out Pinkie as a possible pony she would talk to. If she did then I wouldn't have even needed to talk to her in the first place. Pinkie would’ve told me what was wrong with her. So that only left Rarity and Applejack.

It’s a total shot in the dark if Rainbow would talk to either of them. Seeing as Rarity was closer I decide that maybe going to her would be best. I know that I wouldn't be able to make it to the farm half way before this rain fell. So I quickly make my way to the boutique and pray that I get something out of this day.

Rarity opened the door looking rather surprised.

“Why hello darling!” She looks me up and down then outside to the sky. “Let me guess. New coat, maybe something more heavy for the cold weather?”

I shake my head. “Actually Rarity I came to talk about something a little more, private.”

She takes a side step and lets me come in. She looks as curious as ever as she closes the door behind me.

“Well whatever could it be?” She asks as we take our seats.

“I know this will probably be a long shot but. Has Rainbow came by to talk to you by any chance?” I ask.

“As a matter of fact she did!” Rarity says with a smile.

“Really?” I ask somewhat shocked.

She nods. “Mhmm. She came by looking rather distressed over something. When I asked her what the problem was she asked if...” She then quiets down. “M-Maybe I shouldn't say actually. She didn't make me Pinkie promise but it was rather personal.”

There was no way in hell I was letting this get away. This was the best lead I would probably ever get.

“Rarity, you have to tell me what she told you! She hasn't been acting normal and I’m really worried.” I plead.

“I-I would but...”

I cut her off. “Modeling for a week!” I scream out.

She looks back to me with a certain sparkle in her eyes. “What was that Anon?”

I cringe a little. I knew one weakness Rarity had. It was me modeling for her. For some reason or another she always compliments me on my body. Saying that while it was not like a ponies it held a certain exotic flare to it. She would take pictures of me and send them to some mare named Photofinish. Honestly I don't know what they do with the photos but Rarity seems to like when I model clothes for her.

“I-I said I would do a weeks modeling for you. Just tell me what is wrong with Rainbow.” I ask.

She rubs her chin with her hoof. “Make it a months worth of modeling.”

I sputter at that. “What?! No way... Two weeks, tops.” I counter.

She smiles at me. “I can accept that darling.”

I roll my eyes. “Alright missy, spill the beans.”

She smiles at me some as a blush slowly spreads across her cheeks..

“Well. Rainbow told me that she is starting to fancy a certain stallion.”

Stallion? Probably just covering up the fact she likes some mare. That makes sense. If she likes someone then who best to talk about that kind of stuff than Rarity? Obviously she couldn't tell her that she liked a mare but changing a few details here and there wouldn't hurt anyone. The thing is how does that affect me?

“Alright so she likes some ma-stallion... What does that have to do with how she’s been acting?” I ask.

“Well that’s where it gets complicated Anon. You see, she has known this stallion for a long time. They are the best of friends and now she has started to get these feelings for him.”

So she likes one of her friends? Well now this is starting to make sense. I know that if I started to like a close friend I too would be rather nervous about it... Hell, I was a nervous wreck when I wanted to date Pinkie. So I can level to some degree on how Rainbow must be feeling right now. Knowing this makes me forgive her slightly for the hit I took yesterday. This entire thing has shone a new light on what has been messing with my bro!

“So is that it?” I ask having finally gotten a clue about what Rainbows’ problem is.

“Not entirely. You see Anon... The friend she likes is already in a relationship. She is so torn up about it. She has feelings that she knows she can't deny and to a stallion that is already taken no less! Oh I feel so sorry for her.” Rarity ends.

So this friend is someone who is in a relationship? I sat there confused for a minute as I try to figure out who that could be. Until it dawns on me.

“P-Pinkie...” I whisper in shock.

Rarity looks to me concerned. “Are you alright Anon. You look a little pale.”

“R-Rarity... I-I gotta go.” I say shakily.

I instantly get up from my seat and run out the door. I couldn't process this all right now as I ran. I didn't even know where my legs were taking me but I just kept running and running. Everything was drown out. The call from Rarity, the rain that fell onto me.. Everything was just a blur as I tried to run away from it all. Though it didn't last long as I stop before the large fountain that was in town square.

I fall to my knees as I look to my reflection in the water, it ripples ever so slightly as the rain hits it. I wanted to puke my guts out at this realisation. It all made sense now. Everything finally came together. Rainbow was in love with Pinkie. I-I can't help but feel my heart wrench at this. I worked so hard to get Pinkie and now Rainbow wants to take her from me!

I let out an angry filled roar as I punch my reflection in the water. I get up and take a seat on the edge of the fountain as I bury my face into my hands. I can't help but dig my fingernails into my face as I try to calm down in any way possible. The thoughts taking hold of my mind, flooding them with some many things that I couldn't process. I just wanted it to stop but it was like the very storm that hung about me. Flowing and whipping around violently.

I hear something on the wind though and the sound of something landing in front of me. I look up and see the last thing I ever wanted to see. It was Rainbow Dash.

“What are you doing out here?!” Rainbow Dash asks with concern.

I feel my face screw up into pure hate. She flinches back at my hardened gaze.

“I know...” I say simply enough.

She seems shocked as her eyes dart around. “K-Know What?”

I stand up to my full height as I tower over her. “I know everything!” I scream.

She shrinks back at that. “A-Anon I-I w-wante-”

“Shut up!” I scream. “H-How dare you try to do this to me!” I’m shaking with anger. “I-I finally got Pinkie a-and then you...” I let out another roar of pure hate knowing I couldn't finish that sentence.

“Anon please lis-”

“No!” I cut her off again. I then looks to her as she looks up to me with wide eyes. I wasn't sure if she was crying or the rain was rolling over her cheeks but I didn't care. I feel everything leave my body in this moment. All my hate, love, happiness, sadness. Everything was gone. “Get out of my life.” I say with no emotion.

I see Rainbows hoof holding onto the necklace I gave her as she clenches her eyes shut in agony. Not a single word else was said as she zooms past me into the coming night. I didn't even flinch when I hear the sonic boom coming from behind me. I just sat there as the rain fell over me. The entire world was mute, only the sound of the rain filled the air. It was then that it all came back. I fell to my knees and cried in agony for so many reasons that I didn't want to admit. I have never felt so betrayed in my life until today.

I walk away from my journal as I fall onto my bed. Today was easily the worst day in my entire life. I don't know what I’m going to do tomorrow. I can only hope that things work out. I curl up into a ball as I cover myself to sleep. I have never felt so empty in my life before this night.

Day Twenty Two

I couldn't sleep. No matter how much I toss and turn in my bed I just couldn't sleep. The only thing on my mind is the constant replay of everything that had happened yesterday. It just wouldn't stop. The talks I had with my friends, the worry I had. The pain I felt, the hate that built. I hate her. That was as much as I could muster right now. Everything had finally fallen into place and now I understood it all.

Why do I feel so terrible right now though? I was in the right, I had no reason to feel bad. It should be Rainbow that feels bad, not me! So why is it that I can't sleep? Why is it that I can't stop the thoughts of her. That look she gave me... Oh god that look. Why does it freeze my heart just from the thought alone. Why do I care? It’s so hard to keep my emotions in check as the day keeps flashing into my mind.

I can't sleep and honestly I don't want to sleep. I-I gotta get some fresh air or something. I feel like I’m about ready to explode if I don't get out of this room. I quickly get up and dressed for the weather. It was still pouring rain outside so I make sure to gear up and give myself a few seconds to prepare. Maybe the cold air would settle my thoughts. Rain has always been a saving grace for me at times.

I walk out the door and start down the path that lead to the lake I visited often. The entire way was muddy roads and more puddles than you could possibly imagine. When pegasi schedule a storm, they really pull out all the stops. I could feel the rain and wind batter against my body as I walk along the path in silence. The only company was the rushing wind that pushed me in all directions.

Even as I try to calm my mind I still find it racing back to everything that happened. Something just didn't feel right. I don't know what it was but something deep down was screaming at me. Everything made sense and yet I have never felt so confused in my life either. As I finally make it to the lake I can't help but stand under the lone tree that overlooked the small patch of water on the land.

This place was where Rainbow and I agreed we would share everything. A bond that was something in the making, something really special. Something I truly loved and appreciate even to this day. My mind flashes memories of times I have spent with her here.

“Hey Rainbow you want to swim?” I ask as I start to take off my clothes.

“Nah, I’m more of an air kinda pony.” She says laying on a beach chair.

She pulls out a reflector of some kind for what I can only assume is to sunbathe better. I wonder why? I mean do ponies get tan? Could her coat start getting darker blue? I shake those trivial thoughts away.

“Come on, It’s hot and we should have fun!” I say now in my underwear.

“I’m totally beat from cloud duty today.” She says with a yawn. “Go on and swim without me.”

“Just a few laps?” I urge. It’s always more fun to swim with others.

“I’m good.” She says dismissively.

Well this was boring. I thought we were suppose to hang out? Now she just wants to sleep while I swim? She does that all the time! The sleeping part of course not the watching me swim thing. Anyways, I wasn't going to just swim here while she just lays about like a sack of potatoes. I get an evil idea as I slowly approached her. She was not even paying close enough attention at the moment.

As soon as I get close enough do I wrap my arm around her. She lets out a yelp of surprise as I toss her into the water. I don't wait for her to surface as I jump in after her. When I come up I see Rainbow paddling like a dog frantically. I would’ve been laughing my ass off if it wasn't for the fact she was panicking.

“Rainbow.” I swim close to her as she tries to flap her wings but they were too drenched to catch wind. “Rainbow!” I yell to catch her attention.

She immediately locks eyes with me and wraps her hooves around my neck. I was caught off guard as she holds onto me tightly and start to shiver some. I wasn't sure what was going on until I could hear the sounds of quiet sobbing. I immediately wrap my hands around her trying to comfort her.

“Holy shit... Rainbow I’m sorry for scaring you.” She wouldn't stop crying softly as I held her. “Rainbow what’s wrong?” I ask having never seen her like this before.

I can hear her sniffling. “I-I can't swim.”

I felt my heart sink as that left her mouth. I couldn't believe what I had just heard. Rainbow couldn't swim? I thought all ponies knew how to swim. Then my actions came flashing back. She didn't know how to swim and I threw her into the lake. I feel my grip tighten as I realise what I had just put her through. She was scared out of her mind and probably thought she was going to drown. I did that to her.

I could feel some bile start to well up but I push it down.

“Rainbow I’m so sorry.” I say as I hold her closer. “I’m so, so sorry.”

I slowly pull back from her so I could face her. Her eyes were turning a slight pinkish color. I could still see she was afraid but also looked calmer as well. My bro needed my help and I wasn't going to let her down after what just happened.

“Rainbow, do you trust me?” I ask.

She looks to me and then to the lake. I get what she was trying to imply.

“I didn't know Rainbow. Just... Do you trust me?”

“I guess.” She looks to me unsure why I was asking..

I look to her then to the water. “Rainbow, I think it’s about time you learned how to swim.”

I could feel her death grip on me. “Anon, seriously, it’s fine.”

“Do you trust me?” I ask again but in a softer tone.

I can see the hesitation clear on her face but she gives me a nod. I smile at her as I gently push her body away from mine. I can see the fear building fast in her eyes.

“Calm down Rainbow. Just keep your hooves in my hands and I won't let anything bad happen to you.” I coo gently.

Slowly we part our bodies until I was holding the ends of her hooves in my hands. She looked unsure but was staying calm.

“What now?” She asked.

“Try kicking you hooves more.” I say looking through the crystal clear water. I can see her kicking more from her ankles. “Use your whole leg.” I instruct.

As she does so I can see she is holding her head above the water more so than before. I slowly loosen my grip on her hooves. I can see she wanted to reach out for me but I just smile at her.

“Easy now Rainbow. Long strokes, breath easy, don't panic.” I talk calm. “Just watch me.” I say as I show her how I was using my arms to maintain my level in the water.

I can slowly start to see her getting the hang of it.

“I-I’m doing it!” She says excitedly.

“You’re a natural Rainbow.” I cheer her on as she slowly tries to move around some.

“This is awesome!” She says happily.

“Maybe if you get good enough we can race sometime? Who am I kidding. You probably would never get good enough.” I taunt.

I see her face shift to one of determination and a bit of joy.

“Oh yeah?! Well we’ll see about that!” She says now trying to move faster in the water.

I roll my eyes. “Rainbow, watch how a pro does it.”

That memory slowly faded as did the smile that was on my lips. Ever since that day Rainbow and I would head over to this lake to get some swimming practice in. She really was a natural and enjoyed it a lot. Later that day we had talked about how she never learned how to swim. It made sense now. What was the point of swimming to a pegasus? They could fly so most of them never took the time to learn.

I feel some guilt start to rise inside of me. The day flashing back to memory like a heart attack. I know that I have all rights to be mad at her. I know what I hear from Rarity. I know what it all meant. Why do I feel so bad!? Something was happening though. I could feel another memory coming. This one was odd though. It was fuzzy.

Rainbow and I had a pretty nice dinner after we had that embarrassing moment. I was glad that we both Pinkie promised to never speak of it again to be honest. The whole Rainbow being gay thing doesn't bother me one bit. That is Rainbow and I love everything about her. She is now my bro and that was fine by me.

“So when you were like. ‘Wanna go out?’. I was like. ‘Whoa! Didn't see that coming!’.” She say breaking out into laughter. “O-Oh and the kiss! Oh man I bet a foal could kiss better than you!”

Even though we both agreed to never speak of it again. That rule didn't really apply to each other. So she felt it was necessary to keep bring up that moment.

“Alright I get it!” I say with mock anger. “As for the kiss. Maybe you can give me some pointers?” I waggle my brows at her.

She blows a raspberry at me. “You wish buddy.”

“Who said bro’s can't have make out parties?” I say innocently.

She places another bottle of beer on the table for me.

She rolls her eyes. “Yeah, yeah. Anyways, It’s still funny.” She takes a swig from her drink.

I take mine and knock the whole thing back in one go. Rainbow passes me another.

“While we’re still in the ‘awkward zone’. Do you mind answering some questions?” I ask feeling I have nothing to lose.

She shrugs. “Sure, hit me with what ya got.”

“If I was a female, would you’ve said yes?” I ask.

She was in mid drink as she does a classic spit take. She looks off in thought.

“...I don't know. Don't tell anyone I said this?” I nod. “You’re a really sweet guy Anon. I know it hasn't happened yet but I know that mares will come calling soon. Most stallions aren't anything like you and that’s a good thing. Mostly they just care about trivial things. You though, you are really nice. I can't explain it that well. I was never one with words”

I let out a sigh as I take a smaller drag from my beer. I start to feel those lonely feelings start to bubble up to the surface. “Who am I kidding. Who could ever love me? I’m just that weird monkey alien...” I put my beer on the counter as I rub my face. “Maybe I should just swear off the idea.”

“Come on don't be like that! In Equestria love works in funny ways.”

I roll my eyes. “You should’ve been a poet Rainbow.” I say sarcastically.

She punches my shoulder. “Hey, if no mare will take you then I will. Alright?”

I look to her confused. “What that hell does that even mean?”

“Just saying. If mares can't see you for the awesome guy you are. Well, screw them. I’ll always be there for you Anon. You and me. I know the physical side is one sided.” She waggles her brows at me as she caresses her flank. “But that doesn't mean I don't love ya.” She then looks at her beer. “Ugh, I think I had too much. I’m getting too sappy right now.”

Honestly I was really touched by what she said.

“Do you really mean that Rainbow?”

She chuckles some as she smirks at me. “Yeah, for you Anon. I mean it.” She then reaches over to grab something. Once she grabs whatever it is she drops a large bottle of  what I think is Applejack Daniels onto the table. “Now lets get smashed and forget this sappy moment.”

I couldn't help but feel myself smile as she poured us a few shots.

I feel as if my breathing has stopped. I can't help but feel the massive pain in my chest as that memory played over in my mind. Rainbow had actually made that promise to me. She was there too, she was always there for me. I feel my mind pull back as I think over the past few days we have spent together. How she protected me in Cloudsdale. How she looked at me after having given her that gift.

The gift... I felt a lead weight fall into my stomach. The gift... That fucking gift! My mind flashed the days over and over. Every look she gave, every moment we shared. It all came flooding back. The kiss she gave me, the way she acted around me at the wonderbolts stadium. The way she avoided eye contact with me. All those times she bumped into me, nuzzled me, laid on me. Everything, Everything was now coming together!

The gift, the looks, her hesitation. I can't believe it... I can't help but replay a certain memory.

But that doesn't mean I don't love ya.

It hit home and it hit hard. Could this really be it? The stallion, he was me! She actually was truly in love with me! It all didn't make sense. Was this something that just happened? Why now of all times? She knows I’m with Pinkie and I was beyond happy with her. So why now? Then another thing hit me. Yesterday. Oh god... The things I said... The look... I really fucked up... I really really fucked up!

I feel my heart take on a pain that I thought not even possible as I relive the nightmare in a new light. Was she trying to tell me that she loved me? The look she gave me was so soul shattering. We have always been there for each other. When everyone turned away from me, she was there. When she needed a pick me up, I was there.

That bond we created. The closeness we had. It all made sense now. It was a promise that we made to each other on that fateful day. She would love me and I would love her. It wasn't complicated, it was just love and love works in funny ways. Now though. Now something deeper was happening. Something that she felt necessary to keep secret from me.

I don't know if I can explain what the hell I was thinking today to her perfectly but I had to try. I needed to make this right. Not for me but for someo-... For somepony that has always been by my side. I may not be 100% clear on what she may be thinking but I needed to be there for her like all the times she was there for me. I quickly look to the slowly approaching dawn. It was a new day, just what I needed to make things right. Just hang on Rainbow. I know I fucked up but I can make it right!

Non-canon Chapter: Maud

“Anon wake up!”

I shoot up out of my bed in surprised.

“Huh?! W-Whassat!”

I look around my room and see it was filled with what looked like rock candy. I rub my eyes a bit thinking it was probably another candy dream. I look around again to find that candy was still there but now I saw Pinkie was sitting at the edge of my bed with a smile.

“Pinkie?” I ask still tired. “What are you doing here?”

Her grin was ever present as she jumps on top of me. Knocking me down onto my back again as she gives me a kiss.

“I came by to tell you that my sister is coming today!” She says with excitement.

Her little kiss definitely made me more alert. As soon as what she said registers in my head I feel my eyes open wide.

“Your sister?” She nods. “Which one?”

“Maud of course!”

I could feel a slight nervousness rise inside of me. I still haven't met Pinkie parents yet since we have been dating. I guess it is always a bit nerve racking when you need to meet any member of your significant others family. Though Pinkie always tells me about her sisters and I have heard of Maud on more than one occasion.

“That’s great Pinkie. So when will she be here?”

“Any minute now.” She says nonchalantly.

“What?!” I look around. “Why didn't you tell me about this earlier? I gotta get ready!”

I quickly set Pinkie aside as I get up and start digging through my closet for something to wear. It took a bit of work seeing as there was rock candy everywhere. I could hear Pinkie giggling from behind me.

“Oh I can't wait to show Maud my special somehuman. I hope she likes you.” She says to herself. I then feel something wrap around my waist. “I want you both to be best friends.”

I feel myself calm down some. “I’m a little nervous Pinkie.” I admit. “I will try my best to get to know her though.” I feel Pinkie let go of me. I go back to searching but not before I remember something. “Can you please get this candy out of here? I know I said it was alright to store stuff here but I can barely mo-”

I turn around to see my room was now empty. I can't help but shake my head with a smirk as I gather my clothes and walk over to the shower. Today was going to be a interesting day. I could just feel it.

Pinkie and I sat in wait at the train station as it slowly pulls in. I was still feeling extremely nervous as it came to a full stop. I could feel my hands shaking a bit from meeting Pinkies sister. A great deal of thoughts running through my mind. Will she like me? Will it affect Pinkies relationship with her family if she doesnt? I don't want to get in the way of that but I’m not going to leave Pinkie either. My mind comes to a halt when I feel Pinkie nuzzling my hand. I look down and smile at her as I steel over my nerves.

The steam that collected onto the platform slowly dissipated as a figure slowly walked from the open door of the train and towards us. What broke through the cloud left me a little surprised. What stood there was a very monotone colored pony. I have seen pictured of Pinkies family before but it feels so different when you actually get to meet them in person.

Her light grey coat and a interesting shade of violet for her mane and tail. Though what really got me was that she was wearing clothes. Their aqua coloring added a nice contrast to her now that I am looking her over. What I found pleasantly surprising was her eye color. She had silver eyes and man were they rather beautiful. I’m so use to seeing colorful ponies that Pinkies sister has a certain ‘exotic’ feel to her.

As she walks up to Pinkie she stops a few feet short and slowly crains her head up to look at me. It was very brief but I swear I saw her eyes widen just by a few centimeters. Though it quickly settled back to a default expression. I don't know why but I felt there was something very human about Maud and it wasn't even her name either.

She looks over to Pinkie and gives a small smile.

“Hello Pinkie.” She says in a monotone voice. “It’s really good to see you again. How long has it been?”

Honestly it didn't sound like she wanted to be here and yet I could catch small things that seemed to suggest otherwise. I didn't feel weird by her because she actually reminded me of something that felt so familiar. I know she is a pony but everything about her is screaming at me that it is human. I know ponies are human like too but their personalities are mostly really happy.

Maud though. I guess it is kinda hard to explain. She just had this way about her that made me feel comfortable. Just like how I feel with Pinkie but on a different level. Maybe it is something that runs in their family?

“It feels like it has been forever!” Pinkie shouts with her usual energy. She then looks over to me with a smile and pulls me down to her level. “Hey Maud did I tell you about my coltfriend?”

Again I see that slight eye widden from before on Maud but she goes back to her usual expression.

“This is the coltfriend?” Her voice not wavering in the slightest. “He seems nice.”

“He totally is! I hope you two can get along!” Pinkie then forces Maud and I into a hug.

I feel Maud tense up. “Pinkie, I don't think Maud and I are comfortable being this close. We just met after all.”

Pinkie lets us go with a giggle. “Opps. Sorry Maud.” Pinkie then looks to me with a smile. “Well?”

“Oh!” I get to a knee and extend my hand. “My name is Anon. Pleasure to meet you Maud.”

She extends her hoof as I take it into my hand and give is a slow shake.

“It’s nice to meet you Anon.” We break our hand/hoof shake as she looks over to Pinkie. “So what are we going to do today?”

Pinkie looks over to Maud and then me. “Well since you met my coltfriend then I guess you want to meet my other friends right?” Maud slowly opens her mouth to respond but Pinkie cuts in. “Of course you do! Don't worry. I will get the girls together. Anon can you show Maud around town?”

“I-”

“Great! Don't worry. I’ll be back to get you two in a little bit.”

With that Pinkie disappears in a puff of smoke. Maud and I just sit there not really sure what to do.

“So..” We both say hesitantly.

“I guess I can show you around.” I finally say.

She gives me a nod as we both walk off towards Ponyville.

Maud and I have been walking about for a few minutes. Nothing really has been said between the two of us. I point at something and tell her what it is and she gives me a slight nod. Honestly I kinda like her already. She is a polar opposite to ponies in general and I can't shake how odd she is, odd in a good way. She is like another human but in pony form. Not to mention that her name is so unpony like.

“Pinkie seems to really like you.” Maud says suddenly.

I nod. “I really like her too.” I admit.

“That’s good. I like when Pinkie is happy. Seeing her happy makes me happy.”

I smile at that. “I feel the same way.” We fall into silence again. “You know we haven't known each other that long but I have to admit I like you Maud.”

She looks up to me with a small smirk as we walk down the street. “I feel the same too. Most ponies don't really like being around me. I guess I don't have their usual personality.”

I chuckle some. “Pinkie doesn't have their usual personality either. Is that a family trait?” I joke a bit.

Her grin seems to grow a bit. “It seems to be. Though Pinkie has always been an oddity.”

I nod at that. “I can understand that. Though most ponies seem to shy away from it, I personally like ponies that are different.” I look around shifty eyes a bit as I lean closer to Maud. “So... Does your family know how Pinkie does her, well, Pinkie type stuff?”

Now she was showing a little teeth. “Sorry Anon. That’s a family secret.”

I let out a sad sigh. “Should’ve figured.”

We continue our way down the street but suddenly stop as Pinkie appears before us.

“Oh wow! I never seen Maud so happy before! You two must really be hitting it off!” Pinkie lets out a ‘squee’ as she pulls us into a hug again.

I clear the my throat and Pinkie lets us go.

“So, gather everyone Pinkie?” I ask.

She nod. “Yup! They're all waiting over at the park.”

I nod. “Well lets not keep them waiting.”

Pinkie had hopped off to let her friends know that we would be arriving soon. Pinkie also left Gummy with us in case we get lost. I’m not entirely sure why, seeing as I knew my way around Ponyville but she took off before I could stop her. Maud and I have been going our own leisurely pace. I like how she moves at a reasonable pace over most ponies.

When we finally made it over the hill I could see the gang waiting there for us.

“So be honest with me Anon. How are Pinkies friends?” Maud asks.

I shrug. “You get use to them.”

She gives me a nod as we make our approach.

“Took you long enough!” Rainbow jeers.

I shrug. “Maud and I were just enjoying the scenery.”

“Yeah.” She answers in her usual monotone voice.

I look over to Pinkie. “If you would do the honors.”

She gives a nod as she goes about introducing her sister to the group. I wandered off a little to the blanket as I take my seat. Winona comes over and takes a seat on my lap as I start to slowly pet her and wait for the rest of the girls to get their introductions over with and join me. I can see from afar that the girls look a little hesitant but I hope it was just the same jitters that I had in the beginning too.

Soon the little group comes over and takes their seats. Maud took her seat right next to me while Pinkie sat next to Maud. I can't help but feel my heart warm a bit as I see the unusually brighter smile Pinkie is giving  as she does some small talk with Maud, telling her about me and how we met. I came in every so often to clear up some details when Pinkie forgot a few things.

What I found off though was that the others seemed reluctant to talk to Maud. Every time they tried to start up a conversations they would suddenly stop whenever Maud said something. It was rather confusing as to why they were doing this. I think what was sad was that Maud noticed this but Pinkie seemed to be totally oblivious of it. Maybe we could use some kind of neutral ground?

“So, um.. What have we brought to eat?” I ask aloud.

Applejack comes in. “Well I brought some muffins that granny Smith made herself.” She says with a smile.

My eyes light up at that. Granny Smith was a hell of a cook. I reach over and get one for myself. I then see Maud was just look off at nothing.

“Would you like one?” I ask her.

“Yeah.”

She lazily leans her head into the basket and pulls out what looks like a diamond about the size of my fist. I was about to tell her that what she had in her mouth was not a muffin but felt the voice in my throat die as she actually bit down on it. I felt my eyes widen as she literally ate a diamond in front of me. I look over to Twilight.

“I thought you told me only dragons eat jewels?” Twilight avoids her gaze as if looking for something else. I then look to Maud. “Are you alright? Doesn't that hurt?”

She looks over to me and shakes her head slowly. “Not at all. We use to eat rocks all the time at the farm. Isn't that right Pinkie.”

I look over to Pinkie as she nods her head. “Yup!”

I chuckle some. “Wow, talk about an iron stomach.”

“So, uh.. Yeah..” Rainbow comes in. “Pinkie Pie said you like to play games?”

Maud looks over to her and gives a short nod.

“Yeah. Sometimes I play a game with Bolder called camouflage. It’s kinda like hide and seek but way more intense.”

“Awesome?” Rainbow says but looks away quickly.

I shrug. “How does it work?”

“Well. We search for Bolder in a pile of rocks.” Maud answers.

I scratch my head. “Sounds like needle in the haystack. Except the needle is a piece of hay too. Sounds interesting.” If Maud thought it was fun then I didn't mind playing.

“Great idea! Lets play a round.” Pinkie says with enthusiasm.

We had been playing camouflage for a few hours and it was definitely intense. I tried my best to remember what Bolder looked like but it was a losing battle. I could tell that the girls were getting tired as well. I could hear them whispering to themselves as I continue the search.

“I found him.” I hear Maud call out.

“Where was he?” I ask.

“He was hiding in my pocket.” She answers.

I hear the girls let out an exasperated sigh but I don't think they saw the tiny smirk Maud had. I can't believe she pranked us. She knew the rock was on her the entire time and made us search for it!I couldn't help but chuckle to myself at how obvious it was now.

“Come on Anon!”

I snap back to reality as I look over to see Pinkie and Maud walking away from everyone. I quickly catch up with her them both as I see the girls talking to one another.

“Where are we going?” I ask.

“I wanted to do some taste testing of the rock candy I made. Wanna help?”

I nod. “Sure.”

I let out a groan. “I don't think I should’ve ate all that candy.”

“Come on Anon we still have 200 more pounds to go!” Pinkie says.

I shake my head. “Pinkie if I eat another piece i’m going to have a heart attack.”

I look over to see that Mauds plate was still full. I guess she doesn't like candy. She was just playing with her pet rock. Which I thought was hilarious. Pinkie follows my gaze and then comes back.

“How about you two go out to lunch while I clean this place up?” Pinkie offers.

I give a nod. “Sure. Come on Maud.”

“Lunch sounds good.” She says as she follows behind me.

“We’ll be back in a few Pinks.” I say before closing the door behind Maud.

“So where are we going?” Maud asks.

I shrug. “There’s this small place that makes pretty good stuff.”

She nods sluggishly. “Ok.”

Maud and I enjoyed out time and were back at Pinkies. Before I could reach the handle the door flew open. Pinkie was looking to us both with an odd smile.

“I have a great idea!” She shouts.

“What idea is that?” I ask.

“I found a way for Maud to be best friends with the girls!”

I look confused. “What? They don't like her?”

Pinkies face drops some. “Well, they said they didn't feel that they were close to being best friends yet.”

“Well of course not.” I say honestly. “Pinkie they’ve only met for a few hours. It would be insane to think all your friends would become best friends with Maud.”

“Well what about you?” She asks.

I look over to Maud. I can see a certain look on her underneath the default expression she gives. Was that worry?

“I think she is a fine mare Pinkie. I like your sister a lot and wouldn't mind spending more time with her.” Pinkie was going to jump for joy but I set my hand on her shoulder. “Are we friends? Maybe. Best friends? You and I both know something like that takes time Pinkie.”

Maud then comes in. “He is right Pinkie. It takes time to become best friends with somepony. I like Anon and wouldn't mind spending time with him as well.”

Pinkie looks to both of us with a large smile but lets out a sad sigh.

“I guess you’re both right. I just really wanted my friends to like her.”

I shrug. “Just give it time Pinkie. I’m sure they will.” I then got curious. “So what was the idea?”

She scratches the back of her head with a hoof. “Well it was a obstacle course. I made multiple themes based on all my friends and sister.”

“What was Mauds theme?”

“A rock slide.”

I look over to Maud as we share a look of concern.

“Pinkie that doesn't sound safe at all.” I say honestly.

She chuckles nervously. “Well, it was a teeny tiny bit wobbly but I was sure it would hold together.”

I shake my head. “Thank god we stopped that. I have a feeling something bad would’ve happened.” I look around the room not sure what to do. “What should we do for the rest of the day?”

“Well Maud is suppose to be here for a week. What do you want to do?” Pinkie asks.

“We can show Maud the lake.” I offer.

“That’s a great idea!”

With that Pinkie drags Maud and I towards the lake.

The week was up and it was time to say goodbye. After a few days I went over to the girls and had a long talk to them. They didn't seem to understand why Maud was the way she was but I told them that was just how she is and they can't fault her for that. So after some talking they all came together and ended up bonding with her to some level.

Sure they weren't best friends but they were nice enough to make her some necklaces just like Pinkie said was tradition. Even I made her one to show her how much I enjoyed her company. As we stood for the train Pinkie was off in the corner eating the necklace Maud gave her. I watch as Maud takes her and puts it into a large lockbox.

“You know it is sweet that you keep them.” I say honestly.

She gives a small smile as she looks at me. “I love my sister and I’m really happy she has you Anon.”

What she does next though definitely surprises me. She gets onto her hind legs and pulls me into a hug. I slowly wrap my arms around her and hug her back.

“She has a great sister.” I say to her.

She lets go of me and chuckles some. “One day that sister will be yours too.”

Before I could say anything she trots over to Pinkie and gives her one last hug before she enters the train. I feel the smile come back onto my lips as I look over to Pinkie. I chuckle a bit to myself in thought. Maud as my sister in law? Well, wouldn't that be interesting.

Day Twenty Three

I’m quickly packing my bags and getting them all ready to leave. I made sure to get all the bits I have been saving that Celestia has been sending. It would hold me over for awhile. I can guarantee that. I look over to my work desk and see my journal laying there for me. I walk over to it and grab the quill that was next to it.

This is the only choice I have.

With that simple line written. I make sure to pack my journal as well. I give one last look at my house and give a long sigh. This was the right choice. I know it is.

I ran. I ran as fast as my legs could take me. I ran for many reasons. I ran because of the truth. I ran because of the sadness. I ran because I had to set things right. Everything was still a jumbled mess of what everything means but a single thought held firm. Rainbow deserves a chance. Whether I had gotten it right in the end or maybe confused myself more. I knew one thing had to happen today. I had to let Rainbow explain.

I have no idea where Rainbow could be right now. I didn't see her at the lake, that ruled out one spot. I knew she wasn't at her house because I ran past there a little while ago and tried to call to her. There is a chance she was just ignoring me after what happened but deep down I knew she wasn't there. So I ran. I kept running even as I made it to Fluttershy’s cottage.

It was early. Probably too early for most ponies but I was a man on a mission. I had wronged someone and needed to set it right. I knock on the door frantically. It comes flying open with no one standing there. I look down and see Angel giving me an annoyed look.

“Thank god it’s you.” I say with a sigh. “I’m sorry to be coming by so early but I really fucked up big time Angel. Have you seen Rainbow at all?”

I think he could hear the worry in my voice as his scowl drops. He rubs a paw against his chin in thought. He then looks back to me and shakes his head. I reach down and pat him on the head.

“Thanks. Sorry for waking you.”

I take off again before I make too much noise and wake Fluttershy. So Rainbow wasn't at the lake, home or Fluttershy’s place. That only left a few more options. Last I remember I think she took off towards Sweet apple Acres. It was all I needed as I change my direction and make a mad dash towards the farm. I can feel my mind flood with random memories of Rainbow.

“So what have you been up to?” I ask her as we walk through town.

“Same old cloud duty.” She says bored.

“No new tricks you been working on?”

She shakes her head. “Nah, haven't had the freetime.”

“What do you wanna do today?”

“Cider season is going to start in a month. Want to camp out with me?” She says excitedly.

I let out a sigh. “Really Rainbow? Applejack is your friend. Have you ever thought to, I don't know, ask if she can save you a barrel? I mean, you will pay for it so I don't see why she would deny you.”

I keep walking as Rainbow stops in place.

“Why didn't I think of that?” I hear her whisper. “So Anon, wanna come by Sweet apple Acres with me?”

I roll my eyes. “Sure Rainbow.”

I was tired but I would not be denied. I knew that if it was raining then the Apples would be working mostly in the barn, sorting and the like. I quickly push the barn door open and show myself in. I look around frantically and see Big Mac standing there. When his eyes meet mine I knew something was wrong. It held a certain fire behind them.

“Anon.” He says simply.

“Big Mac. I don't know what is going on but I really need your help.” I plead.

“Not too sure I should.” He says with that look still present.

“Mac I need to find Rainbow. This is important.” I say again but more stern.

“Well I don't think that would be wise. Way I seen her yesterday was something I’ve never seen a mare been put through before.” His gaze turns solid as he takes a few steps towards me. “My Pa always told me to treat a mare right. Never make her cry and tha’ like. I don't rightly know what ya did to her but it wasn't pretty from what I could tell.”

I didn't shrink at his gaze. If anything hearing this only strengthened my resolve!

“I did something terrible Mac and I gotta make it right!” I yell at him. “You can't just take that away from me!”

I see his gaze deepen as if he is looking for something. After awhile he gives a stiff nod.

“At least yur’ honest.” He answers as he turns around and goes to a bucket of apples. “She left. AJ and I couldn't get much out of her. All she said was ‘Anon, hate and not friends’.”

I face away from him. “I can't fucking believe this.” I say under my breath. “Stupid. Stupid!” I belittle myself.

I feel something settle on my shoulder. I look over and see one of Mac’s hooves.

“Last I seen she went off to Ponyville. Don't know where but I reck’n that’s where she’ll be.”

I give him a nod. “Thanks Mac. If AJ asks, let her know I mean to fix what I caused.”

I didn't wait for a reply. Chances are he wouldn't have given one anyways. I make a mad dash towards Ponyville. I needed to find her.

“Who is Daring Do?!” Rainbow shouts. “I can't believe my ears here!”

“Hey!” I yell defensively. “I’m an alien.”

She lets out a groan. “That’s your excuse for everything!”

I smirk at her. “And it’s a very valid excuse as well. Am I right purple?” I face Twilight.

She rolls her eyes at the name. “While I do think you mostly use it to get on our nerves. I will have to agree that he probably doesn't know who Daring Do is.” She lets out a sigh.

I nod in victory. “That’s right.”

“Twilight!” Rainbow locks eyes with her. “Study time for Anon. Get every Daring Do book you got!”

I hold up my hand in surrender. “Alright Rainbow no need to get crazy now. We can talk this out right?”

She shakes her head. “No way! You need to see how awesome Daring Do is!”

I look over and see Twilight is already stacking books and even some quills and ink.

“Et tu Twilight?” I say sadly.

She rolls her eyes. “Come on it won't be that bad Anon. I swear it won't even take seventy-two hours.” Twilight states matter of factly.

I feel my eyes go wide. “Nope!” I yell as I quickly run out the door.

“Anon!” I could hear Rainbow yell as she gave chase.

The storm was picking up again. I needed to find Dash now or else I would be forced to take shelter till it passes over. I quickly made my way to Rarity’s. She came here before so maybe she was here again. I knock the the door seeing as the lights were clearly on. When the door comes flying open I’m surprised to see Spike when I look down.

His eyes narrow. “Oh, it’s you.”

The way he said that send a literal chill into my heart. It was dripping with malice.

“Spike I-”

“I don't want to hear what you want.” He cuts in.

I feel my anger boil. “Dammit Spike! I need to see Rainbow!” I yell.

“Yeah? Well maybe she doesn't want to see you!” He yells back.

“I don't have time for this! I have to find her and tell her that I messed up!” I yell back.

“You can say that again.” He says sarcastically.

I was close to losing it if I didn't get this over with.

“You’re here. So that means one of two things. You came here in the middle of the night for no reason or Twilight sent you here.” I deduce out loud.

I didn't even need to finish that sentence as I ran from the boutique and towards the library. Rainbow had to be there. There was no way she couldn't be there! I kept running even as the memories flood into my mind.

Rainbow and I lay next to each other while we look at the sky. I look over to Rainbow.

“You know I like days like this, just hanging out with my bro.” I say with a smile.

She looks back to me and smiles as well. “Tell me about it. It feels good just to chill with somepony that likes to sit back and watch the sky.”

I chuckle a bit. “It’s a lot more entertaining on earth. Seeing as our clouds move on their own.” I look back to the sky.

“Big woop, clouds move. How is that entertainment?”

“Well sometimes they deform into shapes. All you need to do is imagine what the shape represents.”

“So what, this isn't entertaining for you?” She asks.

I shrug. “Not in the same way. Don't get me wrong it’s relaxing but it isn't entertaining.”

“Wanna make it more interesting?”

I was going to ask her what she meant but before I could register anything Rainbow was straddling me.

“What do you think about this big guy.” She tries to give me a sultry look.

I roll my eyes. “I think you’re just teasing me again. How is this entertaining?”

“Well, like this.”

She leans in and our lips meet. I feel the shock run up my spin as I try to process what just happened. Rainbow pulls back with a smirk.

“So, how was it?” She asks with a cocky grin.

“Uhhh...” 404 brain not found.

She giggles. “Thought so. That’s what you get for not reading Daring Do with me.”

My brain finally reboots. “I-uh... Yeah...”

She then looks concerned. “Did I go too far?”

I slowly shake my head. “No,” I clear my throat as I look away. “Didn't see that coming.”

She pokes my chest. “You know I’m just messing with you.”

I feel a slight tug in my heart but smile back. “I guess you’re right.”

I put my hand behind her neck and pull her to meet our lips again. This time I take it farther as I stick my tongue in her mouth. I can hear the surprised gasp that comes from her as we both pull away.

“Dude!” She says wiping her mouth. “Not cool!”

I chuckle. “Who said bro’s couldn't tongue rustle every now and then?”

She looks to me and shakes her head. “Why do I even put up with you?”

“Because you love me.” I say with a grin.

She scoffs. “Yeah? Well you love me too, so I guess we’re even.”

I stood before the library door probably soaking wet now from my time out here. I think back to that memory. That was a few days after Rainbow had told me she was into mares and we spend time together. It was also the first time we ever did anything so intimate just to joke around with each other. After that day we grew really close. Always kissing, cuddling and different things like that.

At the time I just wrote it off as something bros do. Yet I knew deep down that was the farthest from the truth. I didn't need to think of that right now, I had something to do. Even as I stand before this door I can hear faint whispers from inside. I can't understand what is being said but I hold my breath as I place a few strong knocks.

The sound of hooves can be heard as it approaches the door. The door opens wide and reveals my worst nightmare. All of them, they were all here. Rarity, Twilight, Applejack, Fluttershy and Pinkie. When they realise who was at the door I could practically feel the venom dripping from them. All except Pinkie and Fluttershy, The former was just looked to me with tears in her eyes and the latter couldn't even face me.

I was in the lions den now. I really have no choice but to move forward.

“Have any of you seen Rainbow?” I didn't need to ask. The answer was obvious.

Their eyes all narrow at me but Pinkie just looks away.

“I think it would be best if you leave Anon.” Twilight says as neutrally as she can manage.

That wasn't a request, that was an order. I knew it but I have to speak to Rainbow. I wasn't just going to give up. Not while I still have a chance.

“I’ll leave but I need to see her. I don't care if it is just a few minutes. I have to see her.” I put as much weight into my words as I could.

I didn't even notice Applejack as she walks up to me and shoves me back. I stumble back a bit but was lucky I didn't slip and fall to the ground. I look at Applejack as her anger is clear for me to see.

“Go on! Rainbow don't need to be seeing the likes of you!” She shouts.

I feel my fists clench. I was so close, I can't give up.

“I wasn't asking.” I say in a low tone.

“What was that?!” Applejack takes a threatening step forward.

“N-Now Applejack. Everypony just calm down.” Rarity tries to ease the situation.

Applejack’s eye were locked with mine.

“I said I wasn't asking. I need to see her and I’m going to do just that. Come hell or high water.” I look around. “I already got one, you going to be the next?”

“You’re gonna have to get past me.” Applejack makes it clear.

I let out a long sigh as I lower my stand some. The girls clearly knew what this meant. They have seen me get into more than a few fights with Rainbow. Most of them were for fun or when we were particularly drunk. This though. I wasn't going to hold back.

“Maybe we can let him see her for a little?”

Everyone freezes at that voice. Did Fluttershy really speak up for me? Applejack quickly looks over to her.

“Have you seen what he did to her?!” Applejack yells. “I never seen Rainbow so broken in my life!”

I wince at that. Though when I look back I see Fluttershy had a genuine look of concern on her face.

“I-I just think everypony deserves another chance. Just look at him.” She looks to me. “Can't you see he is hurting as well?”

All the ponies look over to me as I drop my stance. I’m not sure what they saw when they looked at me honestly. They just looked to me for awhile and didn't really react much. If anything I would say that my expression was mostly of shock. Had Fluttershy really done that?

“Why?” I hear Pinkies voice break the silence. I see her look up to me with tears in her eyes. “Why were you mean to Dashie?”

I bite my lip. “I-It’s complicated.” I answer.

“Aint so complicated from what I hear.” Applejack comes in. “You just up an told her to get out of your life.”

I look to her with a hard gaze. “Don't act like you know what is going on.” I warn.

“What is going on?” Twilight comes in. “Right now we’re all pretty much in the dark. Rainbow only said that you wanted her out of your life. We have no idea what is going on.”

I look away. “Let me talk to Rainbow. This isn't something for you to hear.”

“I do-”

“J-Just let him try.” Fluttershy cuts in.

They all gather into a small group and start whispering to each other. It takes awhile but soon they all come to an understanding from what I could tell.

“You have five minutes.” Twilight warns. “After that we want you to leave.”

I clear my throat and gulp. “Alright.”

I walk past them as they give me a wide birth. I slowly ascend Twilight’s stairs and enter her room. I cast a brief glance behind me and see the girls all looking at me with caution. I let out a single sigh as I walk into Twilight’s room. As I look up to her bed I can see a small lump was there. This was it. This was what I was looking for. I climb up to where the bed is and look down and see Rainbow there, curled up into a little ball. Her back was facing away from me but I could tell she wasn't doing too good.

Her fur was sticking about every which way. Some of her feathers looked broken and unkept. I just sigh sadly at the state she is in. I walk over to her and take a seat on the edge of the bed. I don't know what I’m thinking right now so I just do what feels natural. I fall onto my side next to her and pull her close to my chest. The reaction is immediate. I feel her wrap her hooves around my arms and start to tremble.

I never wanted this to happen. I just wanted things to be perfect. As I hold her I can't help but feel myself slip into another memory.

Rainbow had passed out next to me on the cloud couch after she pulled out the hard liquor for us to drink. I look down to her with a sad smile, drifting in and out of consciousness. I run my hand down her mane as she sleeps. I feel my eyes glisten some.

“You know I lied.” I whisper to her knowing she couldn't hear me. “I love you more than you will ever know. You aren't just my bro, you’re more than that.” I can feel my tears falling now as I pulled her close. I kiss her on the top of her head. “I’ll love you Rainbow, no matter what.”

I clench my teeth together as I hold Rainbow closer.

“I just couldn't take the thought of losing her Dash.” I say sadly as I hold her closer.

“What?” She asks in a hoarse voice.

“I didn't want to lose Pinkie. When Rarity told me you liked a stallion,” I chuckle some. “I thought she meant Pinkie.” I squeeze her a little harder. “I thought you loved her. Wanted to take her from me and I couldn't bear that thought. I couldn't lose her Dash,” She turns around to face me and I can see the look of confusion on her face. “Because I already lost you.” I whisper the last part out.

“Ano-”

“No.” I cut her off. “Let me finish. I don't have much time.” I take a few deep breaths. “Rainbow. That day when I asked you out, the day you told me you were into mares.” I feel my hold on her tighten. “I really did love you Rainbow. I wanted to date you and I wanted it all. I wanted us to be together. But how could we? I couldn't bear the thought of losing you, so I did the only thing I could. I kept you close. You were my bro and yet, you were always more.”

I look away from her. “Maybe I’ve been denying it this whole time. It wasn't until I started to remember some things that it came to me. You weren't my bro, not really. That was just a lie, something to keep you close.” I then bit the inside of my cheek. “But I had to move on. Chasing a rainbow never ends well. So I found Pinkie. I liked her and you know what? I fell in love with her. I can't change that. Just like how I can't nor would I ever change you.”

She was crying again as I run my hand through her mane. “I love you Rainbow, I have and always will but I also realised something about this entire thing.”

“What was that?” She asks between tears.

“We both need to wake up. We can't continue this charade anymore. What we had together was just wishful thinking on my end and because of it I probably caused you the most hurt in the end.” I look down and see the soft glow the necklace I gave her. “This wasn't just a gift to a friend Rainbow.” I chuckle sadly. “This was your gift as my Marefriend. This is a gift from a point in my life that can never be.”

I see Rainbow clench her eyes shut as the tear flow.. “I love you.” She says sadly.

I hold her tighter. “I never stopped loving you.”

“I’m scared Anon. I’m scared of everything changing.” She admits. “I-I don't want what we have to end.”

I could feel a few tears running down my cheek. “I’ll always be your friend Rainbow.”

“N-No! Y-You’re my bro! We, We...” She leans in and gives me a long intimate kiss. “Bros are allowed to be like this!” She says with a plastic smile.

“No...” I feel slip past my lips. “They aren't.”

She buries her head into my chest and lets loose. I just hold her tight as I let my own tears fall.

“Please, please don't...” She pleads. “I don't want to be alone.”

“You will never be alone Rainbow. You have 5 great friends that will always be there. One day you will find someone that will love you back Rainbow. I promise you that.” I state matter of factly.

I didn't want it to be like this. If I could just go back and change it all I would. It was my own fault from the very beginning. I had put her through this and I must reap what I sew.

“Just go to sleep Rainbow. I promise it will be better tomorrow.”

“I-I don't want to...” She says with fear.

She couldn't protest much though. I could feel her already drifting from consciousness.

I kiss her forehead. “Goodnight Rainbow.” I whisper.

I slowly let go of her once I knew she was fully asleep. I get out a bed and walk into the main room as I gently close the door behind me. I look down to see that all my friends have tears in their eyes. I clench my jaw some. They were eavesdropping.

“How much?” I ask.

“All of it.” Twilight answers.

I could feel my anger reach an entire new level. It wasn't because they listened into a private moment. It was because they heard me confess Rainbows preference to mares. That was her secret and not something I wanted to share. I walk past them and out into the storm. Even as they try to call out to me I didn't care. I just kept walking until I made it to the very fountain where this started.

I just stood there looking to the sky as the rain washed over me. The storm was getting worse but I didn't care. I needed to clear my mind. I needed to get away. Everything hurts so much inside.

“Anon.” I turn around and see Pinkie standing there alone. “You love her?”

I look away. “I do.”

“Do you love me?”

I look back to her with tears in my eyes but the rain probably hid them well.

“More than you could possibly know.” I say simply.

She doesn't say anything more as she runs up to me and takes me into an embrace. I didn't need to guess if she was crying. I could hear her as plain as day as she buried her head into my stomach. I don't know how long I was holding her for or when the rain stopped. All I know is that I was sitting on the edge of the fountain with Pinking in my grasp.

“I love you too.”

I feel my heart skip a beat.

“What?” I ask shocked.

Pinkie looks up to me with a sad smile. “I said I love you too.”

I knew what she said but I couldn't help but feel my heart ache a little less. I won't deny it, I could feel the tears running down my cheeks.

“I-I love you Pinkie.” I say as I pull her into a kiss.

Soon we break apart and give small smiles at each other. I loved her, I won't ever deny that. But there was still something important. Something we need to talk about.

“Pinkie, about Rai-”

Pinkie puts her hoof gently to my lips to silence me. She shakes her head gently as she lets out a sad sigh.

“I think we should leave for awhile.” Pinkie says.

“What?” I ask rather shocked.

She looks into my eyes. “I-I know Dashie. She’s going to need some time to herself and having us around isn't going to help. When we come back. We can sit down and talk. You, me and Rainbow.”

The look in her eyes. The tone of her voice. She was serious. There was no punchline, no surprise party wherever we were going to. Pinkie truly believed we needed to leave.

I nod. “Get something packed. I need to stop by the house.”

She gives me one last kiss as she quickly takes off. I ran back to my house as well to pack all the bits Celestia has been paying me and as many clothes as I could carry. I don't know how long Pinkie plans us to be gone for but I trust her with all my heart.

The train was pulling out of the station. I shake my memories away as I pull out my journal again. I can't help but look down at the mare I love as she rests on my lap.

As long as you’re by my side. I don't care where we go Pinkie.

I pack my journal away in my bag as I lean my head against the window. I hope the girls understand why we left. Pinkie said she left them a note and that we wouldn't be gone for long. I know Pinkie still is confused over everything and when she wakes up I intend to have a long talk with her about it. As long as I’m with her though, I feel I can take on the world.

Day Twenty Five

It has been a few days since Pinkie and I made it to Canterlot. Once we woke up from our nap, Pinkie said that she wanted to go to Canterlot and explore the city with me. I had no quarrels with that idea, seeing as I have only been to Canterlot a few times before. I was lucky though, because I knew the ponies wouldn't treat me too badly there. They’ll just treat me like any other poor pony that doesn't deserve their attention or respect. Rather refreshing over the ponies of Cloudsdale, if I do say so myself.

We found a hotel that was actually really nice, had lots of room and a bed made for Celestia. So sharing it with Pinkie was going to be a very comfortable experience. We did sit down and have a rather long talk about what was going on back in Ponyville. I told Pinkie the truth about it all, there was no reason to keep it secret after everything that happened.

Pinkie and I currently sat at the small coffee table that was in the hotel room we rented. Honestly, I don't know where to start with my story. All I know is that I’m tired of keeping this from her. I know she probably knows it all after what happened, but I think we both would feel better if we just got it all out in the open.

“So you asked Rainbow out before me?” Pinkie asks as I look up to her.

She doesn't look sad or happy at this moment. She looks serious, not in the questioning kind of way but the more mature way. A side I seldom see, but it helps me realise that Pinkie knew when she needed to be serious or not. I gather my thoughts a bit as I lean into the corner bit of the couch we sat on.

“I did.” I let out a long sigh. “It was a few weeks or so after my arrival. Rainbow was the closest friend I had in the world, and she was there for me. One day she found me by the lake in Ponyville crying to myself over how much my life has changed and she made me feel better. After that day we agreed to share everything with each other, nothing was kept a secret between us.”

I stop as I try to gather everything to say.

“Then one day while I was at her home, I asked her if she wanted to go out sometime. She turned me down because..” I look up to Pinkie as I see the realization set it. “Well, I’m pretty sure you know why now.”

“I-Is that why you told me not to worry?” She asks.

I nod. “That was something I came to accept about her. She wasn't into me and never could be. Even when all the facts were laid out before me, I denied it all. I denied it because I thought what was going to happen, couldn’t actually happen. She is into mares and that isn't something I could change about her.”

I see Pinkies eyes start to water a bit. So I quickly pull her to my chest as I hold her tight.

“D-Do you still have feeling for her?” Pinkie asks.

“I will always have feeling for her Pinkie.” I say honestly. “It’s just, I don't think I can love her.” I raise her head so we were eye to eye. “Not like how I love you.”

She leans in and I give her the kiss she was asking for. Soon we break apart with small smiles.

“So you aren't going to leave me?” She asks.

“Why would I ever leave you?” I ask shocked.

“Well.. Rainbow has shown she does care about you. Maybe even eno-”

I place a finger on her lips to stop her as she looks up to me.

“Stop,” I say simply. “I love you and only you. I’ll never leave you.” I pause a bit. “If you agree to never leave me.”

She buried her face into my chest as she holds me tight.

“I’ll never leave you Anon, never.”

Soon we break apart and she looks slightly sad again.

“What about Dashie?” She asks.

I feel my heart hurt a bit at that as well.

“I think she is just confused right now.” I say.

“Are you two still going to be close?” She asks.

I shake my head. “Not like we use to, I don't think it would be healthy to keep up what we had. It was just a silly fantasy of what I wanted. For things to get better we can't do that anymore.”

There was a long pause between the both of us.

“..I wasn't too mad about what you two had together.” Pinkie says.

I could feel my brow raise when I hear that. She catches my questioning look and quickly picks up where she left off.

“You two were really close, and it was nice to see Dashie so happy.” She then looks sad. “But then.. After the things in Cloudsdale, I seen it change. I felt uncomfortable when she was around you. Even the thought of you two alone together made my skin crawl.”

I rub Pinkies shoulders gently as she leans against me.

“I just knew deep down that it wasn't the same anymore. I-I didn't know what it was, but it hurt me that I wanted her away from you.” Pinkie admits. “Does that make me a bad pony?” She asks looking up to me.

I shake my head. “No, I don't think it does. You just didn't like the idea of, well, Rainbow try to take me away I guess.”

“..maybe.” She says with a long sigh.

I ruffle her mane some as I try to change this rather gloomy subject into something we can enjoy.

“Cheer up Pinks. We got all the time in the world and a bag full of bits. What do you want to do in Canterlot?”

I can see the hint of a smile on her lips as she looks back to me.

“Well, I heard of a candy store just around the corner.”

I can't help myself as I pull her into a kiss. We both pull away with huge smiles.

“Let’s get ready.” I say just before I head over to my bag.

Pinkie and I were now walking down the busy streets of Canterlot. Again, I have to admit this place is awesome. Sure, being treated like a peasant sucks, but it’s better than being treated like a monster anyday of the week. Most of the ponies that saw me only took passing glances at me, and simply went about their day. If this place wasn't so expensive, I would probably live here.

“So where is this place Pinks?” I ask.

She smiles at me.

“It shouldn't be too far.”

Pinkie takes the lead as we continue on. I can't help but smile at her upbeat attitude. I know that she is still worried about her friend, but since our talk she has been looking better. Soon Pinkie trots up to a small looking shop and walks in. I follow after her with a smile on my face. As soon as we enter I’m greeted with the fresh scent of sugar in the air.

Yeah, this was definitely the place. As I look around this place I wasn't shocked that it looked like a true candy store. Everywhere there are displays that held different types of candy. I could see what looked like jawbreakers, lollipops, gummy bears. All kinds of things really. There were also some things that I didn't recognize. I walk over to a display and see what looks like a small bottle of liquid. Was this soda?

“I see you’re interested in my specialty.” I jump slightly at the voice. When I turn around I see a rather elderly looking unicorn mare starting up at me. She chuckles some. “I didn't mean to put a fright in you.”

I put my hand on my chest as I take in a few deep breaths.

“No, that was my bad. I got kinda lost in thought.” I say once I catch my breath.

She nods her head to the bottles.

“Have you ever seen something like that before?” She asks.

I shrug. “It kinda looks like soda. I’m not really sure.” I answer.

She chuckles again. “You would be right. It’s our special in house brew. Try one.”

I raise a brow at her as she hands me a bottle with her magic. I give a mental shrug as I pop the cap off with my thumb and take a sip of the liquid. As soon as it touches my tongue I had to pull back in shock. Like, literally. It shocked me! Nothing too bad but I did feel a certain spark to it. Then I could taste the sudden explosion in my mouth. This stuff was crazy good!

I can hear the mare chuckling next to me. “Some ponies get a surprise, but once they take a sip they’re hooked.”

“I can see why.” I say honestly as I take another sip.

It takes like fruit punch, but I can actually taste each fruit as they mix together. Really hard to explain.

“Hey Anon, whatcha drinkin?” Pinkie asks.

I hand her the bottle. “Try this.”

She takes a sip and her eyes light up.

“Wow!”

Before I could get the bottle back she pounds the entire thing in a second.

“Pinkie!” I groan. That stuff was really good.

She looks to me with a large blush. “Sorry.” She says just before a small burp comes from her.

I can't help myself as I start to chuckle a bit, she too starts to chuckle as well as we soon break out into laughter. I pull her up to me and give her a kiss, I couldn't hold myself from giving her one. We were lost in each others eyes until we heard another voice chuckling. We both look over to see the mare looking at us with a smile.

“Oh, that reminds me of the old days.” She says while looking off into the distance.

Pinkie and I blush a bit as I set her down gently.

“Sorry about that.” I apologize.

“No need to be sorry for showing your love.” The mare says. “I use to be the same way when I was a filly your age. Though I will admit I have never seen a creature like you before.” She says honestly.

“One of a kind.” I say with a smile. “Came to this world.” I look to Pinkie with a grin. “Found a reason to stay.”

Pinkie giggled knowing I was joking for the most part. I was stuck here as she knows but it doesn't hurt to make yourself more interesting for strangers. Then again, I am pretty interesting all on my own, being human and all.

“Isn't that the sweetest thing.” The mare says with a dreamy look. “I remember when my stallion use to take me places all around Canterlot, but you folks don't want to hear an old mare rattle on about memories.” She says with a small nod.

“I wouldn't mind.” Pinkie says.

If I knew Pinkie as well as I do, then I know she is doing this just to make the old mare smile. This mare was very old, probably around Granny Smiths age. I have spent some time with the Apples and that means I have sat around and just listened to Granny talk about when she was young. So I know that when you get to her age all you can really do is talk about your memories.

I learned a great deal about Ponyville in general thanks to Granny Smith. There’s nothing really that can compare when you have the mare that was actually there for the founding of it all. There was also a certain spark that came from Granny when she told us of her youth. So I have no problem with hearing this mare talk, she is being rather sweet to us, seeing as I’m an alien..

“We have the time.” I add on.

The trip to the candy store was actually rather nice. That mare we met was very nice and even introduces us to her son and daughter after she told us all about Canterlot. Things like how she met the princess so many years ago at the gala, and how she met her stallion there as well. She seemed to enjoy our company and we had a rather nice time listening to her as well.

Once we were done we made sure to buy some more of that soda, and more than a few bags of candy. After that we came back to the hotel, as it was getting really late, and decided to relax some for the evening.

I look to my journal with hesitation as I think of what happened last night.

I met someone I haven't seen in a long time. She is very busy after all, and I understand why she can't take the time out to visit me. Though what I didn't expect was for her to show up in my room last night while I was sleeping. Probably worse was that Pinkie was there.

I let out a large sigh as I remember that night.

I couldn't shake this feeling of being watched. I was in a deep sleep but I just had this feeling that something was close, and it wasn't Pinkie. I feel something poke me. That definitely confirmed those thoughts. I lift my head up and look around the room. Odd, nothing. I feel the poking again as I tried to lay back down to sleep. I look up again and catch my breath. It was her.

“What are you doing here, Luna?” I ask tired but in a whisper as to not wake Pinkie.

“Come with us.” Luna whisper back

I let out a sigh. “Fine.”

I gently work my way from Pinkies kung fu grip and follow Luna as she makes her way out of the hotel room we rented.

“Any reason you felt like breaking and entering this fine night?” My voice dripping with sarcasm.

“It has been many a long nights since we last spoke human friend.” She nervously rubs a hoof over the other. “We are happy to see you.”

I rub my face some. Luna and I really hit it off when we first met. How couldn't we? She was alienated from her ponies after being gone for so long and I was just an alien, period. While fear and hate were generally more hostile towards me than her, she got her fair share of it as well. We spoke a lot and became fast friends. Though since she is a princess and I live in Ponyville, we sadly can't talk much and she doesn't like doing it in dreams either. Something about me not remembering them when I wake up.

I let out a yawn as I walk over and take her into an embrace. “It’s good to see you too, Luna.”

She returns the hug with gusto. “So what has brought you to our fair city, friend?”

I scratch the back of my head nervously. “Something really personal happened over in Ponyville.” I shake my head. “Pinkie and I had to get away for awhile.”

“Pray tell, what had happened that requires you to leave?” She says curiously.

I look back to the door and then Luna. “Can we take this somewhere more private. I don't want to wake Pinkie and I don't want ponies to overhear.”

She nods at that. “Close your eyes, tis time to teleport.”

Another sigh from me. “Alright.” I hate teleporting.

I feel the magic take hold of me. Magic is a very odd thing. While as a whole it feels like water, there is a certain feeling you can get depending on the pony. Like right now, Luna’s magic feels very cool and soothing. Though that doesn't last long as we pop into a new world, spin around and then land in a few seconds. I have to catch my feet to try and balance myself.

“Easy.” I hear Luna coo. I feel myself lower onto something. “So what has kept you from your friends in Ponyville?”

I open my eyes and see that we were in Luna’s room in the castle.

“Sit down. This might take awhile.”

Luna had a sad look on her face. “Tis very sad to hear such tale. I can see why you and Laughter had decided to take your leave for awhile.”

I nod my head. “Yeah. It’s still kinda hard for me to process as well.”

I feel Luna wrap a wing around me. “We are happy to see that you hold strong in your conviction. T’is a side seldom seen in most ponies. They fall to pressure and enter into what they do not want. While it may hurt Loyalty for some time, I’m sure she will come to her senses soon.”

I wrap Luna into another embrace. “Thanks for being a great friend Luna, even if we don't see each other often.”

I feel her pat my back. “I enjoy these talks we have Anon. You are our favorite subject of them all. You love my night and you treat me as any other.”

We break from our hold.

“Well, I have always been more of a night person.” I say with a grin.

“Verily.” She confirms. Luna then looks over to the window. “Our time is done Anon. Time for you to return to your mate.”

I can't help but feel my cheeks heat up.

“S-She isn't my mate.”

“Are you two not intimate?”

The redness comes even stronger.

“I.. It ju-”

I feel Luna pat my back harder.

“Worry not friend. We merely jest.”

I let out a long sigh.

“Always good to see you Luna.” I can't help the smile I have.

“As to you, human friend.”

Before anything else could be said, I was teleported back into my room. I look over to the bed and see Pinkie was still sound asleep. I quietly get back into bed as Pinkie snuggles up to me while in her sleep. I can't help but look at the darkness that surrounds me.

“Goodnight Luna.”

I give a nod at that as I look over my journal..

Luna is a great friend, and I can't thank her enough for the help she gave me in my time of need. Though, perhaps that is something I will share with you some other time.

I look over my shoulder towards Pinkie as she gets ready.

Pinkie and I still have a city to explore.

Luna

“Ugh, after all that walking around I’m starting to feel sticky.” Pinkie complains.

I nod my head to the bathroom. “Why don't you do a quick wash? I’m going to write a few things in my journal.”

She trots up close and gives me a quick kiss.

“Alright, be back soon.”

“I’ll be here.” I reply with a smirk.

As Pinkie walks off I turn around back to my journal. I flip to a new page and ready my quill.

So I guess this would be a good time to tell you about Luna. Since Pinkie and I are going to relax for a bit, I think this is the perfect time to tell you about how Luna and I first met. Now before, I told you that she helped me in my time of need. To be honest, she literally saved my life. Lets start from the beginning. You’ll understand as you read.

Its been a few days since I was thrown in this dungeon. I honestly don't know how to process this all right now. Talking ponies, actual talking ponies! I feel like I’m taking crazy pills! No matter how hard I try, I can't wake up. I can’t even remember how the hell I got here or anything about my life before waking up here. It's as if my entire life never happened. Like I simply came into existence at this point in time. I clench my fist some as I think over the only few memories I have.

That damn pink monster. I can't help but feel a strong feeling of hate for that pony. She screamed that I was a monster without even a second thought to speak to me. Because of her I’m now in this damp and dank dungeon. I’m probably going to die here. I doubt I have any rights, and these ponies just see me as a monster. I curl up into a ball as I sit in the corner and cry to myself.

Why can't I just go home?! I don't want to be here! No matter how many times I try to wake myself up it never works! This is real and I can't deny it. That or I really am insane, and that doesn't make this situation any better. So either this is real and I’m stuck in this hell, or I’m in the corner of a padded room drooling all over myself. This couldn't get any worse can it?

My self pity would have to be put on hold, since I can hear the sound of something approaching. I curl up even more in my corner as I face the wall. Maybe they would leave me alone?

“What manner of creature are thou?” I hear someone ask. The tone had a very royal type feel to it.

I ignore the voice as I try to hide myself away. The guards that threw me in here left me without a single word. So maybe if I stay silent then she will leave.

“Why do you ignore us!” She screams.

I had to cup my hands to my ears to stop them from rupturing. Even then the damage was already done. All I could hear now was a loud high pitched ringing. I quickly sit up in shock as I rub my ear some. Was I deaf!

“Oh god, I can't hear!” I scream.

I feel something pin my body to the ground as I try to flail about. That’s when it happened. I could see a small blue sparkly cloud encase my head. All panic in my body seemed to die out as I felt something cool and relaxing about this mist. With an audible pop, I could slowly hear the world around me come into focus again. The glow fades away as I quickly sit up.

I don't have to look far to see a slightly larger pony standing at my feet. She is a rather deep blue, wore a crescent moon necklace and her mane looked like it was crafted from the night sky itself. For a pony, she was rather easy on the eyes.

“We are sorry for having harmed you, creature.” She says with sorrow.

This is surprising. She sounds genuinely guilty over what she did. Not even the guards that tossed me into this cell gave me a passing glance. I did feel like I wanted to hide in my corner again, but I push those thoughts away. She is here and obviously could restrain me with that odd mist stuff.

“I-um...” My voice cracks out. I hadn't had a drink of water since they threw me in here. I start to cough uncontrollably from the dryness in the throat.

“Here, this will soothe you.” I hear the pony say.

I see that mist wrap around my neck and the dryness in my throat disappear. With another pop, I see a small glass of water set at my feet. I take the glass and drink it all.

“Has no pony been taking care of you?” She asks.

I chuckles a bit at that. “Who would willingly keep a monster alive?” I answer.

Her ears pin back at that. “I’m sorry to hear that. You have stayed your claws towards us. A monster you’re certainly not.”

I set the glass down as I reflect on everything that has happened.

“I might as well be one.” I chuckle in mirth. “Look at me. Those ponies that saw me decided I was better to be locked away and forgotten. I didn't even do anything to them and they ran away from me in fear.” I bring my knees to my chest as my eyes water a bit. “I don't even know where I am. Was it really my fault that lead me to this dungeon? Was my body language off, or did I not greet them in the right manner?”

The tears slowly start to fall as I rest my face into my knees. “How could I ever find a life here. The first pony I ever met called me a monster. I would expect no less from other ponies as well.” I sniffle some as I try to wipe my tears away. “Why am I even telling you this? Not like you would help me anyways.” I turn my back to her. “Just leave me alone. It might take awhile but starvation happens eventually.”

I hear the sound of her hooves as she gets up. I was about to let out a long sigh, till I felt something wrap around me. I lift my head up slightly to see I was being held by this strange pony. Her wings gently resting at my knees, as to cover my entire form. I felt myself freeze up at this feeling. To think this pony would hold me like this. Was it some kind of trick? Was she just trying to get information out of me?

“Thou remind me of ourself when we first came back from our banishment.” I hear the sadness in her voice. Her wings grip me a little tighter. “Ponies would run from us. Cower at our very hooves. Those ponies saw us as the monster from their stories. A walking nightmare.”

I stay silent as I let her talk. I oddly feel comfortable around this pony. Almost like were are kindred spirits or something. I can feel the small drops of liquid that fall onto my shoulders.

“We tried to make friend with our subjects. Yet they always turned us away. Though our loneliness did not hold. Our sister told us to visit Ponyville, as well as her student Twilight.” Her wings loosen a bit. “It was hard at first, but soon we found a semblance of normality. It never lasts though. Even now we still deal with the fear of our subjects.”

“So you’re telling me that even if I get out of here. I can never find peace.” I let out a long sigh.

“Nay. We are stating that with a friend thou may find peace yet.”

“Who would want to be my friend?” I say with a sad chuckle. “No one wants to be friends with me.”

“If thou would allow it. We would wish to have thee as a friend.” She says hesitantly.

I slowly turn around so I could face her. I can see the nervousness in her eyes as she slowly retracts her wings from me. How can I be sure that this isn't some kind of trick? She could just be leading me into a false sense of hope.Though, as I look into her eyes. I can't help but feel those thoughts die out. I can see how genuine she is about what she speaks.

“I-I guess that’s alright.” I answer.

Her worried attitude flips on a dime as she pulls me to her chest.

“We are happy to hear this!” She shouts, but not in the voice I heard before luckily.

Thankfully she sets me down as I take in a few breaths. She almost crushed the life out of me.

“So, what do I call you?” I ask her. “Can't be friends if we don't even know eachothers names.”

The pony perks up at that. “Understandable.” She clears her throat. “We are princess Luna. Though thee may call us Luna. What may we call thou?”

I wasn't too sure on what my name actually was. So I say the first thing that comes to mind. “Um, Anonymous. Just call me Anon.”

Luna gives a few nods at that. “Very well, Anon. We are happy to call you our friend.”

I give a slow nod. “It’s nice to have you as a friend as well, Luna.” I then look around my cell. “So what happens now?”

She smiles at me. “Now? Tis time for us to return to Canterlot. We think our sister would be rather interested to hear that an innocent creature has been locked in a dungeon for no reason.”

I can feel my fears start to well up. “You’ll be back, right?”

She gives me a nod. “Worry not human friend, we will be back before the moon rises once more.”

That was all she said as her horn lit up. She was gone in a flash as I was once again left alone in my cell. For the first time since coming to this place, I had hope that maybe things would work out.

“That’s so sad and sweet at the same time.” I jump up in shock and look over to see Pinkie standing right behind me. She looks at me with glistening eyes. “I know I said it before, but I’m really sorry for what happened.”

I calm myself down as I look back to my journal.

“I know, Pinkie. I don't blame you either.”

Pinkie comes to my side and looks over the page I’ve been writing.

“What else is in here?” She asks.

I gently close the journal. “The good, and the bad. My life, I guess.”

“Will I ever get to read it?” She looks to me with puppy dog eyes.

I chuckle at that as I run my hand through her mane.

“Maybe one day.” I give her a quick scratch behind the ears as I slowly rise from my seat. “How about we take a quick nap together?”

She beams at that. “I’ll get the bed ready.” She states before zipping off.

I shake my head at that as I look back to my journal. I quickly open it up and grab my quill.

She raises the moon and sets the night sky. Many fear her but never fear nightmares as they sleep. She is the night in all forms, and comes with many names. But I know her name as Luna, my first friend.

I set my quill down and look over to the room Pinkie is in. We’ve been having fun, but even I know that we will need to return to Ponyville eventually.

“~Anon~” I hear Pinkie call out.

Those thoughts can wait. I’ve got a great mare to snuggle with.

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