Spike is going to tell Rarity about his feelings and takes her out on a date. After all, the date isn´t ending well and Spike ends up running into the Everfree Forest, where he meets Chrysalis. Things get really bad and Spike must fight with his own guilt from losing the thing he loves most in the world because of his own anger and pain. Can Spike fight his feelings of hate against himself....or will he lose the fight.

- Sadfiction
- Death
- little bit of gore in one or two chapters
This is my first fanfic i post on Fim-Fiction...i´m super nervous how you guys think of it.

I don´t know when i continue, but i will.