Harmony and Insanity

by skulleater12

Rating: mature
Tags: Tragedy, Human, Anthro, Dark, Romance
Length: 5374

Sam a human transvestite gets sent to Equestria and learns love, loss, and how to deal with the scars of his past.

Sam a human transvestite gets sent to Equestria and learns love, loss, and how to deal with the scars of his past.

Warning blood and gore should be expected
also some proof readers would be nice

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2014-04-15 17:38:35 UTC

Arrival

My morning routine has always been a hassle, but sometimes things happen. My name is Sam; I used to live on the second floor of an apartment building in the low magic district. There are many districts there’s the high magic, normal, and low magic districts. High magic are for rich people able to afford letting their kids be taught by masters. The “normal” district is for medium class wizards or people unable to do magic. And low class is the self-taught wizards who work in low class jobs.

In the low class district we fight for a higher rank and a chance to join the normal district. In the low class district there are smaller districts owned by masters and each master has a following the more district the more workers as we call them I was a master of 10 of the 50 smaller districts, my friends own the 40 others, but that doesn't matter now.

Sorry I got carried away I also am a boy, but due to one of the many factories that blow up, because of failed magic I grew with the body of a women, but I was given one gift for compensation: powerful magic. My eyes are a mix between blue and purple and in the right light it looks one or the other, but my hair was a mixture of black and purple strands of hair which fell about middle back. I have breasts (I said the body of a women) which about a DD-cup and wide hips and a somewhat big ass. I am physically fit I work out every day I have to be strong to keep a smaller district or 10, but I don’t look like a body builder I liked scaring men who hit on me so I made sure I looked like a women at least.

Anyway back to the point at hand what happened was I was getting ready to go out I grabbed my big space satchel bag (it does what the name implies, more space, less weight). I was going out scavenging, see all trash from the high and normal district goes to the low district and so things that are still very useful are thrown away so I scavenge through the things trash pile in the smaller districts I own, which is in the stakes of normal and high magic zones so I started a business selling all the good things I can find, it’s not a bad life, but not a particularly good one at that.

I was searching through one of the many trash pile and I found 5 rock spheres with different designs on each of them I also found 8 different magic crystals that were still useful. I put them all in my bag an began to search through another pile when I heard a slight humming coming from my bag and I soon realized that it was the stones.

Four of the stones flew out of the bag and disappeared while the fifth one pulled me and the bag along dragging me at a running pace until I was near a doorway in the doorway were the four other stones, I reached into my bag and pulled out the fifth stone and saw a spot near the side of the doorway. I placed the stone in, all the stones shattered and all the pieces disappeared into nothing soon the door opened. And a huge wind came through the door pushing everything back, soon it stopped and the door started to suck everything in, I tried to run, but it caught me before I could grab anything and I flew into the door and nothing.

After a while I awoke in a cave that had a hole in the middle with sun light and a waterfall running through it. I tried to remember what had happened, but I could only draw a blank. Then I realized I was completely naked well my bag seemed to be fine, but then I noticed there was a small growl coming from behind me. I slowly turned to see a pack of wolves which appear to be made of wood. I grabbed my bag and got on my feet and started to slowly back away to hear more around me and soon enough I was surrounded I looked at the hole with the waterfall and saw some vines. I jumped to grab them, but due to the water I couldn't grab it without sliding so I wrapped my hand with the vine and waited for the perfect moment to escape. And from the looks of it, it wasn't anytime soon.

Couple Hours later….

I’m still on the vine waiting for someone to come and find me or for some slight help the waterfall close to hitting me full force, its night time. Soon enough I see in the darkness the reflection coming off something looking around I saw it a blade a katana to be exact it was hard to make out, but the reflection made it easier to see. I kept trying to see the blade I hardly noticed the vine snapping until the vine broke sending me to a fall landing hard, I hear a loud snap causing me to release a guttural cry as I looked down to see my leg had snapped from the fall the bone was sticking out of my leg I looked for something it find a femur and use it as a splint so I can use the healing spell. I get ready and…

Twilights Pov

“Princess Celestia had asked me to prepare to explore the strange light that came from ever-free” explaining to her friends “and asked if you guys would come with to help if it is dangerous to use the elements of harmony”. “of course we’ll help ya were your friends sugar cube” applejack says. Fluttershy says “actually I would like to stay here in case…” “oh come on fluttershy we've been in the ever-free before and it wasn't that bad!” Rainbow Dash exclaims. “yeah fluttershy  will be a piece of cake like chocolate cake, or vanilla,or butter-cream..” pinkie says continuing on with many cakes.

As we walked through the ever-free, rarity stayed towards the back with fluttershy with me in front and applejack and rainbow Dash bet what they will find as pinkie continues with more cakes as she drooled, soon we heard a scream of pain coming from a cave.

Sam Pov

Why won’t my healing magic work dammit with the splint in place I went towards the katana I saw I found the sheath before be able to pick up the katana I look at the designs. Looking at the grip it was decorated with crescent moons and the blade looked like a bunch of white dots, but it even seemed to move. The sheath had two charms at the end one being a crescent moon again and the other being a full moon. I put the blade back in its sheath using it as a cane to walk without putting pressure on my broken leg. As soon as I stood up, one of the wood wolves went and attacked my broken leg I collapsed from the pain it was still tearing at my leg I screamed in large amounts of pain I grabbed the blade and started to hit it with sheath. It let go, but soon I heard growls starting to appear all around me “well fuck”.

Soon enough the wolves for the attack using the sword I tried to hit all of them only able to hit some resulting in most of them biting me all over. Then they started to tear I hit most removing them only for them to bite somewhere else I soon lost my vision from all the blood getting into my eyes, I started to swing rapidly trying to get them off only resulting to hit nothing, then I heard a voices cry out “let her go” and a light erupted the room leaving me to pass out from blood loss.

Greetings

Somewhere else entirely

As the changling moved it made no sound it slowly moved as if floating on air to the thrown getting down on one knee the changling said “Mother another strange creature has appeared in Equestria”. The queen shifted slightly “What did it do”? The black changling keeping its head down “It was attacked by the timber wolves in the waterfall cave”, “and of the sword”, “The creature picked it up”. Interested the queen stood from her thrown and looked down at her child “Bring this creature to me” she demanded as her eyes started to glow in the surrounding darkness.

Twilight’s Pov

Dear, Princess Celestia

As your faithful student I went to investigate the strange light that came from the Ever-free forest, we found a strange creature it was similar to us, but it seems that it was injured by timber wolves. She is in the hospital receiving treatment as we speak. The creature also carried a satchel and a blade, I have taken the liberty to search through the bag and found an oddity with it. It seems to carry more than the size capacity and has many different trinkets such as gems; some weird metals; and a photo. I will talk to the creature when she is done receiving her treatment.

Your faithful student,

Twilight sparkle

As I finished the letter to Celestia I gave the letter to spike and watched him use his dragon flame to send it to the princess. For some odd reason I can’t wait to talk to the being we saw, but I also won’t forget the condition she was left in by the timber wolves the had latched on the anything on had gotten her by the arms and legs ripping chucks out of her. I hope she will be fine after the treatment. As I was thinking spike burped and a scroll from princess was handed to me.

Dear, Twilight

Thanks for informing me of this news I will be coming with Luna to see this creature as well, I was hoping you could bring you friends so we may welcome her to this land.

Yours truly,

Awe founded I told spike “The princesses are coming to meet the creature we found in the ever-free forest hurry and prepare for the princesses arrival” and went to gather my friends to greet both the princesses and this strange creature.

Sam’s Pov

Dark and cold the same dream every night as I sit in the void I start to hear a voice it sounds powerful, it seems to becoming all around me. I looked around and then a light tour through the darkness and the voice becoming more clear saying “Wake up”

I woke up with a massive headache and pain shooting from around my body, my vision also seemed to blur. I looked around to see a lot of white “a hospital how did I end up here” I continued to look around. As my vision cleared I said to myself “must have bumped my head or something all that must have been a dream”. As I got out of bed to look for my stuff, I realized like a train hitting a car that that the low magic district doesn’t have a hospital. I immediately looked out the window to see a small town out loud I said “WHERE THE FUCK AM I!”

As I said I heard a crash from the door to see a nurse had dropped a bedpan, looking at her she looked like a human except for some equine traits, she also seemed to have a hourglass figure. As we stared at each other, I noticed she was slowly reaching for the door I stood there with the same expression on my face, pure Confusion. She slowly back her way to the door I only thought of one thing to say “Hi”.

She quickly grabbed the door and slammed it shut behind I could hear the sound of a lock turning and it seemed she even went as far as to lock the door on me. I stood there trying to understand, I finally said “What the fuck”.

Twilight’s Pov

As I walked into the hospital with all my friends I went up to the front desk and asked “Where is the doctor that is in charge of the strange creature”? She pointed down the hallway and said “he’s in the third room to the right”. I walked down the hallway with my friends as we met the doctor. The doctor held out his and I responded with a handshake and soon he started “The creature you found Ms. Sparkle is strange he seems to have a physical body similar to ours, but seems to have more of an ape trait, also…” “Wait, you said “he” as if it was a stallion” I said in response. He looked me in the eyes and said “well he is he seems to have the body of a mare, but has the reproductive organ of a stallion, with some keys differences”. He was about to say something when a knock came at his door. After a couple whispers he turned to me and said “he’s awake”.

Sam’s Pov

I decided to sit on the bed instead of running I at least wanted to meet the woman who saved my life. I continued to look around until I found a pencil and a piece of paper. I started to draw the woman I saw and almost had it down, but I couldn’t remember what she was wearing maybe a nurse uniform. I realized I should be freaking out now, but for some reason I was completely calm as if I found this to be normal. Well I continued drawing until the picture was done and looked like a horrible pile of crazy lines I really need to pay attention while drawing. Then I realized my leg I looked down to see my leg completely healed without a scar, even high level magic leaves a scar “where am I”?

Then I heard the lock click and the door opened I looked to see 8 of them this time 7 were women and one seemed to be male and seemed to have an answer for the question “you’re in Equestria”. i look at the one who answered me she had purple eyes like mine (but more on the purple side), purple hair with streaks of purple and pink and she had a coat of purple (what I can describe as) fur. She had a look of curiosity and behind her was the other 6 women one had rainbow hair, blue fur, and magenta eyes. The one hiding behind her had blue eyes, pink hair, and yellow fur, the one next to her had a darker type of blue eyes, purple hair, and white fur. The next one wore a Stetson hat, green eyes, blonde hair, and orange fur. The last of the new women had pink hair, pink fur, and blue eyes. As I looked at each of them i soon noticed all of them had a beautiful figure the blue one had a perfect athletic form with a pair of wings on her back folded down, but moved as if waiting for the right moment to open. She wore track clothes which tightly held her figure. The yellow one also had wings, but the most defining feature were her breasts which wear bigger than my head, and her hips complimented her figure the most giving her a perfect hourglass. She wore a green dress which held snug around her breasts and fell past her knees. The white one had beautiful features and a wonderful figure hourglass, but lacked in comparison to the yellow one, she also seemed to have a horn on the middle of her forehead. She wore a violet red dress which seemed expensive, but complemented her perfectly. The orange one had the body of a worker her abs stood out from her lovely features as her green apple eyes seemed to stare through me. She wore a flannel button up shirt which was tied in a knot, right below he perfect mounds and a pair tight jean shorts which worked for her. The pink one was really energetic and seemed to bounce non-stop and her figure was nice and she seemed to have a big ass on her it jiggle but stayed firm and she bounced. Her shirt was a cerulean blue and she wore a pair on tight jeans. At last the purple one had petit breasts and wide hips and had a horn on her head like the white one. She wore a sort of school girl outfit plaid skirt, purple vest, with a pink plaid button up shirt underneath.

Looking at them again I finally responded with “Hi”. She looked at me with even more curiosity “my name is Sam” as I finished saying that She looked a me with a somewhat satisfied look and said “ hi my name is Twilight Sparkle these are my friends Rainbow Dash, Fluttershy, Rarity, Applejack, Pinkie Pie” while she said their names they each seemed to shift a bit. I looked at each of them having already absorbed their looks I respond with “Nice to meet you all”. As I finished saying that there was a knock at the door. Twilight walked over to the door and opened it and said “Princesses” as she bowed everyone in the room bowed accordingly I stood there like a nail out of a board as the women entered I was blessed with the sight of the two most beautiful creatures ever exist.

One of them was white and she was perfect her hips were wide and her breasts were big the almost seem to complement the features. She had magenta eyes which had a motherly feels and carried a confidence that surpassed anyone I have ever met.  She was dressed in a white dress with outlined gold and she wore a gold crown, her hair was strange it seem to blow in though there wasn’t any wind it was strange, but extremely beautiful. The smaller of the two had dark blue fur, blue eyes, and ethereal hair that looked like the night sky, her form was almost as perfect as her sister’s, but her ass was looked a little more firm and bigger, her eyes show she was confident and kind.

As they looked at me I finally spoke up “H-hi” the blue one seemed to have a surprised look on her face “so the strange creature can speak our tongue” the white one looked at the other and then back to me “hello my name is Princess Celestia and this is my sister Princess Luna”. I was still frozen from their beauty “my name is Sam and nice to meet you both”   as I bowed I felt a hand on my head I peeked to see Celestia had put her hand my head”, and turned her head to twilight and said “Twilight would please leave me alone with Sam please”. Twilight nodded “yes Princess” as everyone but the Princesses left the room I sat on the bed the Princesses turned to me and said “How many people are inside you”?

Heat

Celestia’s Pov

The second I asked the question I felt a shift in the room “so you’re the other resident” the second I looked his eyes were dark blue and the pupil was rectangular like a goat’s. “Well hello” he said “how may I appease the reigning princesses wishes” I looked at him he seemed to smile sincerely, but he had this dark look surrounding him as if he himself were sucking in the light around him. I asked “What are you” he looked with a happy demeanor at Luna I looked at her and she seemed to be scared she slowly turned to me and said “there’s something beyond him and it feels like ‘her’” I turned to look at Sam only to find him gone. I looked at the window and it was still closed “well she seems to have a weird sixth sense, who is ‘her’” I turned to see he was behind Luna with a hand over her eyes she seemed to freeze because of the fright. “She is nightmare moon a side of Luna that came out because of her anger and jealously because ponies slept through her nights, but what is my sister referring to inside you”. He looks at Luna scanning her body “Do you know that Sam likes backsides, but he likes the one with great asses and I can see why he likes you more than miss chatty pants over there” turning to me he scanned my body “I prefer what’s on the front myself, but beggars can’t be choosers”. Letting go of Luna he walked back next to the bed he turned as I said “what is she referring to” his eyes seemed to get darker as he looked me in the eyes “she is referring to Jennifer the third one in here” when saying Jennifer he seem to said it as if it were poison. I asked “do you not get along?” he looked at me in surprise and started to laugh “get along, far from it to tell you the truth I’ve always hated that sick psychotic bitch” I started at he as he laughed he sat on the bed and slowly stopped. “well my time is up time for Sam to wake up” he gave me a stare that I couldn’t break “I will warn you DON’T let things escalate to Jennifer being free she doesn’t understand remorse and she knows 100 ways to kill you without you noticing” as he started to go Sam seemed to pop in immediately, he seemed to look tired and looked at us with drowsy eyes, he soon stood up and started to look better he looked at each of us and collapsed to the floor. Luna and I using our magic moved he back into the bed and as a precaution I examined him and he came up clean no other forces effecting his body, I looked at the measurements they took of Sam when asleep I was shocked by one of the measurements and said “that almost twice as big than average Luna sneaking up to read the measurement and blushed in shock and said “and apparently thicker” I responded “well this is going to be fun” when I set the clipboard and went to inform the doctor of Sam’s exhaustion.

Sam’s Pov

I remember the day perfectly we were walking towards the factory I was only little my mother smiling next to me talking with the wife of one of my father’s coworkers I looked to the factory when a red flash came from the windows. As a child to see this play out I had no idea what was happening pieces of everything went everywhere standing there I saw my mother recoil she was hit with something I stood there watching the fire went past me and then I felt a force it pulled me off my feet and flung me towards where the fire was gathering then an even louder noise erupted as I felt my body start to burn inside out I closed my eyes then I hit the ground with a loud “crack” and burning feeling running through my arm, I opened my eyes to see my father’s hand I knew it was his from the blue letters on his knuckles I reached with my hand the grab I was crying as I grabbed his hand “Daddy” I looked for the past the arm to see to see him, but it was strange he had a blank face and his mouth was open staring into the sky. I tried to move my right arm only the feel a fiery pain I looked to see my broken bone sticking out of my skin I used my left to crawl towards my father, but as soon as I made it I saw that only the left side of his body was here I started to tear up when I saw men wearing white with symbols start to run toward me and my father, they grabbed me and put me on a bed I didn’t realize what was happening, but they started to run with me towards a white when they got me into the ambulance I noticed my father’s absence I started to move and cried “Daddy” the paramedics responded with “He can still move!” I started to struggle as they held me down and injected me with a strange liquid and I slowly fell asleep.

I woke up in a start, almost every night I remember it my father’s death I looked out the window to see it was the crack of dawn and I heard my stomach rumble, when I realized they removed the night gown and gave me white pants and shirt and then to the end table to see an apple next to me with a card “get well soon” and the names of the girls that were here earlier I moved to grab the apple to feel my shoulder crack when I remembered that I hadn’t done my morning workout in a while I grabbed the apple and took a bite as I started with yoga remembering every stance and timing perfectly and moved onto 150 sit-ups, then to 200 one-handed handstand push-ups each hand, I looked at the curtain rod and felt it and it was completely solid and the hooks were also solid so used the curtain rod to do 250 one handed pull ups using the bed sheet I tied my ankles to the curtain rod and started to do some more exercise and finished with meditation as he started to wipe off the sweat he didn’t notice the eyes watching him from the door. Then Sam grabbing and untying the bed sheet from the curtain rod he felt eyes watching him and grabbing a quill from an end table next to him he flung it at the door it stuck in the door after he heard a thump and a “EEP!” he burst towards the door to see the one known as Fluttershy on her, and her wings standing full attention, she looked at me with a guilty look I sighed and asked “what are you doing” she started to get up when Sam smelled a weird smell it hung in the air around Fluttershy she had eyes of a hungry predator for a second only to turn into a look of kindness she said “ I came to see if you were okay” I still felt weird when she said that more, like a shiver up my spine. I turned to go back into my room and said “I’m fine” as I closed the door she got her hand and grabbed the door and asked “is it okay if we talk together I looked at her and again sighed “fine”. As she got in the room she closed the door only for me to her the click of the lock and before I knew her face was on mine kissing me caught by complete surprise she shoved me to the bed and started to tear off her clothes and jumped on top of me and looked me in the eyes and said in sultry tone “better try not to run” I was about to reject when she stuffed something in my mouth and as I tried to get what was in my mouth out she grabbed one of my arm and tied it to the hospital bed post as my hand went to untie it she grabbed me feet and tied them too. I looked at the knot and it was complex I couldn’t figure it out before she grabbed my hand and tied it to the other side. She ripped of the shirt and grabbed my breasts and said “so these are real feeling them with vigor I moaned from the feeling, then grabbing my waistband she pulled my pants to my ankle in such a quick motion the wind came after. Her eyes had a surprised look she looked me in the eyes, then her eyes went half-lidded and she said “I read the measurements, but I didn’t think they were true” she looked down and grabbed my cock and slowly started to jerk me off I released a moan only to be muffled “ohh I bet that feels nice doesn’t it now let’s see how much better this feels” she then wrapped he around my cock head and started to suck vigorously I moaned more into the gag she got faster and faster until I felt the impending pressure and moan louder as I came into her mouth. She swallowed some of my jizz and lifted her head and crawled over me and removed the gag “HE-“she shoved her lips on mine and forced some of my cum until I swallowed it she looked at me in satisfaction as she put the gag back in place. Well at least I know what the gag is (hint: her panties). As she puts her panties in my mouth she starts to rub her mare-hood on my leg leaving a small patch of juices on my leg. She moved so she could place my cockhead right on her lips the door was broken open and 3 guards came in and grabbed the nurse and tore her from on top of me and carried her out the door the last guard started to cut the restraints.

Twilight’s Pov

I walked in after the guards dragged the nurse her face showing signs of her heat, she struggled against the guards yelling and swearing against the guards I walked into the room to see Sam pulling his pants up and the female guard blushing and standing with her back turn to him, she seemed to have seen something she really wanted. I cleared my throat and the guard immediately gained her composure and stood waiting for orders, I said “can I speak to him alone”. The guard walked out of the room only to stop at the door to give a wink to Sam. I looked back to see him blush and he seemed to turn a little away, as the door closed I asked “are you okay”

“Well cheeky especially after nearly being raped”, I looked at him he seemed to be angry, but he had this twinge of sadness written on his face. “Anyway how did you know I was about to be raped” I looked at him and said “well the measurement on your chart would make any mare want to buck you as quickly as possible” he looked at me as I grabbed the chart and handed it to him he read over it and nodded “well that’s about right” I looked at him and in serious and said “your stallion hood is around 2.5 time bigger than average” trying not to blush. He looked at me in surprise “I can see why now”.

We stood in silence for a second when Sam seemed to go into a frenzy of searching all around the room. “What are you looking for” I said, “For my stuff, you know a bag, a little dirty, a little symbol on the corner. I answered “It’s at my house” he breathed a sigh of relief as I turned to go out the door I stopped as I felt his hoof on my shoulder, “can I leave?” “yes of course” I answered for him to sigh again as he followed me out of the hospital to my house.

an update

as i see it not many like my story so i have decided to first type out enough chapters and fix them before publishing that does mean i need some proofreaders to help or i will have to delete the story so i can focus on something different