Chapters Twilight Sparkle and Spike were walking through Ponyville market buying a few things for the library. Twilight had nearly had a panic attack when she learned Discord had started granting wishes to ponies, but thankfully he was following rules set by Princess Celestia and wasn't doing anything beyond his stand. Twilight turned to Spike who had a relatively short list.
"What's left on the list, Spike?"
"Let's see. We got the ink wells, an order of quills, the-"
Spike stopped as he saw something ahead. His eyes widened in shock and his lower jaw looked like it was about to fall off.
"Spike?"
He didn't respond, just kept looking awestruck. Twilight waved a hoof in front of his face but still received no response.
"Spike, what is it?"
Spike grabbed Twilight's chin and turned her head to look in the same direction he was. Once she saw what Spike saw, she had the same look as him. Walking through the crowds of the market was Big Macintosh. However, the stallion who was normally the very image of masculinity and the desire of nearly every single mare in Ponyville was now a woman. Not dressed as a mare or simply acting like one, but clearly built and shaped like a female pony. He, or she as the situation was, still possessed tremendous muscles and height, but also feminine qualities. Neither Spike or Twilight moved as Big Mac made her way through the crowd. Everyone turned to look at her, stallions looking either horrified or enamored and mares looking heartbroken. Applejack noticed Big Mac as she was finished with a customer. Applejack stammered and did a double take seeing her new sister.
"B-big Mac?!"
Big Mac ignored her and continued toward Spike. The rest of the mane six caught sight of Big Mac and reacted as expected; Rarity passed out, Fluttershy looked at a loss of how to react and fidgeted nervously. Rainbow Dash floated in place with her jaw dropped and Pinkie Pie twisted her head untilit was upside down. Big Mac stopped in front of Spike, looking nervous. Spike looked up at Big Mac, feeling very small before the massive pony. Big Mac took a deep breath and leaned down to give Spike a passionate kiss. Spike stood stone still, eyes wide and his pupils as small as pin pricks and his face bright red while Big Mac caressed his lips with hers. After a minute, Big Mac pulled back from the kiss with a small smile and blush. Spike could only blink as his mind tried to register what just happened to him. After a few seconds, Spike started to make noises that sounded like incoherent babbling. The awkward moment was broken by the sound of hysterical laughter. After a minute of his hysteria, Discord caught hold of himself and started applauding.
"Bravo! Bravo, Big Mac! You caused more confusion in a few moments than even I could hope to."
Applejack finally came to her senses and stomped to Discord, huffing furiously.
"Whatever you did to my brother, you change him back right now!"
"Miss Applejack, please, calm yourself! I've brought no harm to 'Miss' Big Mac."
Applejack grit her teeth furiously and looked like she was ready to charge and strangle Discord.
"If you don't fix this-!"
Discord stopped Applejack by pinching her lips shut.
"My dear, please. There's no need to get your tail in a knot."
Discord lifted Applejack's tail with his own to show hers tied in a bow. Applejack sighed in annoyance and gave Discord a cross look. Discord snapped his fingers and Applejack's tail returned to normal.
"Discord, what in tarnation are you doing here?! Aside from messing with my brother."
"Well, since you asked so nicely, I had an idea to put my talents to good use."
Applejack looked mortified and gestured to Big Mac.
"This is good use?!"
"Your 'sister' seems to think so."
Applejack pulled her hoof back, ready to punch Discord in the face. Big Mac grabbed her hoof and pulled Applejack back.
"Sis, calm down."
"Big Mac, look what he's done to you!"
"I asked him to!"
Applejack was shocked into silence by this. She only blinked in confusion for a few seconds before shaking her head to regain her senses.
"You...you wanted this?"
Big Mac nodded, looking uncomfortable.
"But...why?"
Discord chimed in before Big Mac could say a word.
"Apparently, your big sister has been a filly at heart for quite some time."
Discord picked up Spike with his tail and dangled him by his.
"Also, she's had a little crush on scales here."
"That's Spike!"
"Whatever."
Big Mac pulled Spike out of Discord's grip and set him on the ground while giving Discord an annoyed look. He ignored it and continued.
"She saw that I was providing a wish fulfillment service, and...well, you see the results."
Discord smiled smugly and fluttered his eyes. Applejack stayed silent while her mind processed what she learned. She wanted to question Big Mac further, but felt the whole family should know. Not to mention Discord had put her in a foul mood.
"Big Mac, we...we need to get home. I think the family needs to be told about this."
"Eeyup."
Applejack and Big Mac left the market together heading toward the farm. Discord waved to them.
"Enjoy, my dear!"
Twilight watched Discord's amusement at the situation with disdain. She shook her head and picked up Spike with magic and set him on her back. Twilight left the market not saying a word to Discord, who huffed at her dismissal.
"Nopony appreciates good art anymore."
Discord snapped his fingers and disappeared.
~
Twilight returned to the library soon after, deciding to wait to finish her shopping. Once inside, Spike immediately hopped off Twilight and started his chores without a word. Twilight recognized it as Spike's habit when something was bothering him. Twilight gently put a hoof on his shoulder making him jump slightly. Spike shrunk in embarrassment under Twilight's concerned look.
"Do you want to talk?"
"Um..."
Spike shifted, not wanting to tell Twilight what he was feeling. After a few moments, Twilight nuzzled his cheek.
"It's okay Spike, you don't have to if you're not ready. When you want to talk, I'll listen."
Spike smiled meekly at Twilight. She gave him a hug before leaving Spike to his work. Spike's thoughts stayed on what happened with Big Mac and the feelings it brought up in him. Spike had always seen Big Mac as a role model; what he should try to become as a man. Every mare in Ponyville was drawn to Big Mac in a way, partly because of his huge muscles. But somehow, he was unbelievably beautiful as a mare to Spike. He had no idea why. Big Mac was still big and powerful, the biggest pony in town. Yet she seemed to have a very beautiful and elegant charm to her. Not to mention a very soft and gentle touch if her kiss was any indication. Spike felt ashamed of himself for thinking that. His feelings for Big Mac now was a lot like what he felt for Rarity. She would be furious if she knew how Spike felt. Spike tried not to think about it as he worked. He hoped these feelings would go away if he ignored them long enough. Or stayed away from Big Mac.
~
Applejack and Big Mac walked to the farm with Applebloom and Pinkie Pie in tow. It was a silent trip. Big Mac was still afraid of what Applejack would say or do about this. Applejack however had no idea what to think. She never imagined anyone would want to change like this. Her brother never seemed to show any sign he wanted this, though he rarely talked about what he wanted. Applejack decided to approach this carefully. Something told her this was a long time coming. The four reached the farm soon after. They walked inside, still silent. Granny Smith greeted them as they entered the den.
"Why is everypony so qui-"
Granny Smith looked like she saw a ghost once Big Mac entered the room.
"What in the name of Auntie Oakley's bloomers happened to you, boy?!"
Applejack took Granny Smith aside and quietly explained the situation to her. Granny Smith nodded in understanding and sat down in the den. Applejack gestured to the others and they followed suit. Everyone sat down around Big Mac. For almost a minute, no one said anything. They just sat awkwardly, not making eye contact and trying to formulate their thoughts. Finally, Applejack was the first to speak.
"Um...Big Mac..."
Big Mac looked up at Applejack expectantly. Applejack took off her hat and fiddled with it for a second.
"How...how long have you wanted this?"
Big Mac thought about it for a moment, feeling embarrassed to share his oldest secret.
"Since...I....I always felt a little awkward with myself but..."
Big Mac blushed slightly and shifted awkwardly.
"It only got worse with puberty. Ma and Pa said that I would start to notice girls, but I never...I noticed other colts more, and I felt like I should be different. I never really felt right with my own body."
Applebloom chimed in curiously.
"Why didn't you tell anypony?"
"What in the hay could I say, that I didn't want to be a stallion and change my whole body!? That's not something anypony can do, Applebloom. Until Discord started his wish tent, I...it was just something I had to deal with."
The others said nothing as they digested what Big Mac said. Big Mac felt a few tears form in her eyes as these buried feelings started to come back. Pinkie continued to question Big Mac.
"Well, are you happy like this?"
Big Mac looked over herself, thinking if she really did feel better as a mare. After a moment, she smiled slightly.
"Honestly, it hasn't been long enough to really know for sure, but I do feel more comfortable with myself. I...I understand if it doesn't seem right to y'all, but this...I need this."
Pinkie smiled and gave Big Mac a big hug.
"Then that's enough for me."
"Really?"
"Yeah, you're still Big Mac, just a little different."
Granny Smith spoke up at that.
"Pinkie, I think this is a little more an issue than that."
Pinkie thought hard on this, tapping her chin in concentration. After a minute, she shrugged.
"How?"
Granny Smith wanted to answer, but honestly didn't have any. Pinkie continued.
"The only thing really different is Big Mac is alot happier! What's wrong with that?"
Applejack and Granny Smith thought on this, but Applebloom smiled and walked to Big Mac.
"Sometimes you can be a genius Pinkie."
Applebloom gave Big Mac a big hug which she happily returned. Applejack and Granny Smith joined in a second later and Big Mac wrapped her huge forelegs around her family in group hug. After they broke the hug, everyone settled into a pleasant conversation.
"Is there anything you notice that feels really different?"
"Uh...can't really answer that with Applebloom here."
Applebloom huffed in annoyance. Granny Smith continued.
"I'll bet there were a few sad fillies in town when they found out."
"Speaking of which."
Big Mac blushed in embarrassment at that. Pinkie giggled and snuggled her.
"I bet you two would make a great couple."
"What'cha talkin' bout? Is Big Mac goin' steady with somepony?"
"Not quite, apparently Big Mac has a soft spot for little Spike and gave him a big kiss."
"Big Macintosh! I raised you better than that!"
Big Mac lowered her head with her ears flat in shame. Granny Smith lifted her head by the chin.
"I understand being excited and getting caught up in the moment when there's a good looking fella about, but you can't just toss yourself at him; ponies will think you're a hussy and take advantage of you."
Big Mac sighed wearily. Granny Smith put a foreleg around her shoulders.
"I'll teach you how to handle boys like a proper mare, make sure you do it right."
Applejack chuckled lightly.
"Might wanna wait before you try anything though, I think you scared the dickens out of the poor boy."
Big Mac smiled as everyone continued to tease her. Maybe she still had no chance with Spike, but her family accepted her choice, and she was very happy with that.
End of Part 1
The next few days proceeded as normal. Big Mac continued her usual routine on the farm and Spike kept up his work with Twilight. However, Big Mac did join Applejack in the market to sell apples, gaining a bit more confidence in herself and not having old reservations. Big Mac and Spike didn't see each other again, mostly due to Spike trying to avoid the market and Sweet Apple Acres. One afternoon, the girls decided to have lunch at Sugarcube Corner. This time, though, Applejack brought Big Mac, partly so her friends could clear the air, but mostly to have her and Spike talk. As the two waked through town, Big Mac continued to get odd looks from other ponies, ranging from perplexed glances to one or two rude remarks. Big Mac payed little heed to them. After a few days, she was visibly much happier and outgoing. Applejack had never seen Big Mac so cheerful. As long as she could remember, her older sibling always seemed reserved about something. Now, it looked like a weight was lifted from her shoulders. Big Mac noticed Applejack looking at her with a small smile.
"What?"
"Just noticing how happy you are now."
Big Mac returned the smile. The two entered Sugarcube Corner where Rainbow Dash, Rarity, Fluttershy and Pinkie Pie were already waiting.
"Wow, I didn't dream. You really are a mare!"
"Rainbow Dash, don't be rude! Big Mac makes for a lovely lady."
Big Mac and Applejack sat with the four at the table.
"Where's Twilight and Spike?"
"They're just running a bit late. I'm sure they'll be here shortly."
Rainbow Dash continued to look at Big Mac with an odd look. Big Mac noticed as she sat down.
"What?"
"Sorry, I...I just can't get over this. I can't even tell you use to be a guy now. I hate to admit it, but Discord does good work."
"Indeed he does."
Rarity looked over Big Mac with a smile. She put a hoof to her chin, looking like she had something planned.
"Big Mac, do you have enough outfits at the moment?"
Big Mac smirked at Rarity and cracked her brow.
"I don't normally wear clothes, Rarity. Aside from my harness."
"Come now dear. A mare such as yourself deserves to look her best."
Big Mac put a hoof over her mouth to stop her laughing but couldn't hide her smile.
"What?"
Big Mac started to giggle as Rarity became more and more curious.
"What is so funny?"
"N-no offense Rarity, but I don't look good in overalls and a straw hat."
Applejack burst into laughter at that, holding her stomach and nearly falling backward in her seat. Rainbow Dash flew to Big Mac and gave her a high five. Pinkie just giggled happily and even Fluttershy laughed lightly. Once everyone settled down, Rarity sighed and rubbed her temple.
"I'm never going to hear the end of that, am I?"
Big Mac put a hoof on Rarity's shoulder, looking guilty.
"I'm sorry Rarity. I would be mighty thankful if you would make me an outfit."
Rarity smiled amicably and the ponies settled into a pleasant conversation waiting for Twilight and Spike.
~
Twilight and Spike walked through Ponyville, heading towards Sugarcube Corner. Spike sat on Twilight's back, looking nervous. He knew Big Mac would be there and at first didn't want to go. Not because he didn't like Big Mac, but Spike was still uncertain how he felt about her. Twilight was adamant however and talked him into going and kept Spike close so he didn't try to run. Twilight saw Sugarcube Corner nearby. She turned to Spike and smiled.
"Ready?"
Spike looked at the bakery and gulped nervously.
"No..."
Twilight sighed and set Spike in front of her. She had spoken to both Applejack and Big Mac and even sent a letter to Princess Celestia for advice. Big Mac had apologized to Twilight and promised to be more responsible and Applejack would help however she could and Princess Celestia had responded saying Twilight would need to be patient and let Spike decide when he was ready but to step in when needed.
"Listen, Spike. There's nothing you need to worry about. Just be respectful."
"Alright. What if...what if h-uh she wants another kiss?"
"I talked to her about that. She won't do anything that makes you uncomfortable."
Spike shifted in place, still uncertain and nervous. Twilight put a wing around him and lifted his eyes to her.
"Spike, I promise, it'll be okay. This is Big Mac. The only pony gentler than her is Fluttershy."
Spike nodded, still not saying what was really bothering him. Despite seeing Big Mac for himself, Spike still partly saw her as a stallion. That made it very awkward for him to deal with. Twilight and Spike walked into Sugarcube Corner not saying anymore. Once inside, Twilight happily greeted everyone inside.
"Hi everypony! Sorry we're late."
Big MAc smiled and looked curiously at Twilight.
"Howdy Twilight. Where's Spike?"
Twilight looked around herself and saw Spike hiding behind her. Spike smiled sheepishly at her incredulous look. Twilight pushed him forward with a wing.
"Hi everypony."
Spike smiled meekly while avoiding anyone's eye. Big Mac sighed with guilt seeing Spike so nervous. She stood up and slowly walked toward him. Spike recoiled slightly, partly in surprise but also because Big Mac's tremendous size intimidated him a bit. Big Mac lowered herself to Spike's height to talk on an even level.
"I'm...I'm sorry Spike about what I did. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable. I just...I've had a lot of built up feelings that needed to come out."
Spike hesitated to answer for a second, but seeing the sincerity in Big Mac's face put him a bit at ease. Spike smiled reluctantly at her.
"It's alright. No harm done."
Big Mac smiled warmly and offered a hoof to shake. Spike accepted it but avoided Big Mac's eye. Everyone sat down and returned to the conversation. The girls all peppered Big Mac with excited ideas for her to join their normal outings, except Fluttershy. She and Spike both seemed to have something they wanted to say but were too nervous to ask. After a while, Big Mac decided to question them herself.
"Do you two wanna ask me something?"
Spike and Fluttershy shared an uncomfortable look and tried to think of what the right thing to say was. Big Mac sighed slightly and shook her head.
"Guys, don't worry about offending me. I'm more thick skinned than that. Let's just get everything out in the open so we can deal with it. Whatever you wanna know, just say it."
Spike and Fluttershy both blinked at the directness of Big Mac's statement. Fluttershy worked up the nerve to speak.
"What...um...what does it feel like?"
Big Mac didn't fully understand what she meant and questioned further.
"Could you be a little more specific."
Fluttershy felt too embarrassed to continue, so Spike chimed in.
"Do you feel really different at all? Like, you know...how your built now?"
Big Mac thought about it for a moment. It was a good question. She actually didn't think about it that much. Aside from one or two changes in habit, Big Mac went about her days almost exactly like before. She smiled warmly and answered.
"Honestly, the only real difference is some parts of me feel lighter and others feel heavier. What's amazing is how it makes me feel better."
"what do you mean?"
"Cause I don't have to hide how I feel anymore. All my life I've had to be something I didn't feel right as. I can't describe what's it like to be free of that."
Everyone noticed Big Mac seemed to get emotional saying this. Even after a few days and clearing things with her friends and family, Big Mac still felt a surge of feelings talking about her change. Fluttershy smiled and looked at Big Mac with eyes full of admiration.
"I wish I could be like you, Big Mac."
"Nah, I ain't some big hero, Fluttershy. I...I just got a lucky break, thanks to Discord."
They all spent the afternoon chatting pleasantly. Spike however stayed quiet and continued to avoid Big Mac. Ha had gained a new found respect for her learning how much Big Mac kept herself stable with such a heavy burden. Looking at her now, Spike could see just how much more happy she seemed. Spike hated to admit it, but Big Mac had a certain beauty to her. The warm compassion in her eyes, the gentle smile she always wore...
Spike shook his head. If he kept thinking like this, he would forget about Rarity completely. Unfortunately, that was already starting to happen. Even though Spike and Big Mac hadn't seen each other much, she always looked at him with affection. Her beautiful eyes seemed to crackle with joy seeing him, and she would always take a moment just to say hi. Rarity never showed him that kind of attention. Spike often wondered if she really cared a-
"Spike?"
Spike looked and saw Twilight looking at him curiously.
"Sorry, I was thinking."
Twilight smiled and let him climb on her back. Before they could leave, Rarity stopped Twilight.
"Twilight, would you mind if I borrow Spike for just a bit?"
"For what exactly?"
"Just a small project I need his particular skill in."
Spike lit up at this and looked at Twilight eagerly. Twilight thought about it for a moment before reluctantly agreeing.
"Alright. Just don't be out too late."
Spike happily hopped to the floor and walked out with Rarity. Twilight hoped she didn't make a mistake doing this.
~
Rarity and Spike happily walked to Carousel Boutique, making idle chat. Spike honestly thought he needed this. After staying quiet throughout the afternoon, it was nice to be able to talk without embarrassment. Maybe if he was careful, they could talk about their-
"Howdy."
Spike jumped and saw Big Mac waiting at the door of the boutique. Spike gulped nervously as Rarity greeted her.
"Hello Big Mac. I hope I didn't keep you waiting too long."
"Only a couple of minutes. I didn't know you were bringing Spike though."
"He'll simply be lending me a bit of assistance."
Rarity patted Spike's head while he smiled nervously. She opened her front door and directed Spike and Big Mac to her work area. As Rarity gathered the items she needed, Spike did his best to avoid Big Mac's gaze, hoping he didn't act rude. He was pulled from his uncomfortable thoughts by a measuring tape being placed in his hands.
"I need you to take Big Mac's measurements."
"But, can't you just use magic to do it?"
"Yes, but it's more accurate by hoof. I've never worked with anypony who had Big Mac's impressive build, so I want to be as accurate as possible. Big Mac, you don't mind, do you?"
"No, that's fine."
Rarity smiled and picked up a notepad and gestured for Spike to proceed. Spike carefully took measure of Big MAc while doing his best to avoid touching her. Spike refused to look Big Mac in the eye. Between getting a kiss from her before and now being this close...it was beyond awkward for him. Rarity kept sending looks to Big Mac, silently urging her to try something. Big Mac would take a few glances at Spike, wanting to tease him a little, but saw he was already uncomfortable enough and she didn't want to make it any worse. Rarity continued to hope Big Mac would take a chance, but it seemed she still had her old meekness. Rarity decided she would do it herself.
"Spike, could you measure Big Mac's neck? I think I have an idea for a necklace."
"Um, okay."
Big Mac lowered herself allowing Spike to climb onto her back. Rarity smiled mischievously as Spike balanced carefully and put the tape around Big Mac's neck. Rarity fed a small bit of magic into her horn.
"That's 17 in-whoa!"
Spike tumbled forward as an unseen force pushed him off balance. Thankfully, Big Mac caught him before he hit the ground. But at that moment, Big Mac and Spike's eyes met for the first time.
They both felt like they were gazing into heaven.
Big Mac was lost int he sincerity and innocence in Spike's eyes. Big Mac normally only saw the goofy and somewhat cynical side of Spike, but it made her very happy to see a softer, more loving side of him. Spike was completely lost in Big Mac's embrace. Her arms were very strong, but also very gentle and loving. Almost like getting a hug from Celestia. But what held his heart the most was he saw in her eyes. They seemed to sparkle with joy as Spike and Big Mac held their gaze. Spike could see behind her happiness what felt like unbelievable strength and passion. Like a part of her Big Mac held inside for years. Spike felt overwhelmed by it. It made her seem so much more beautiful, more even than Rarity. Spike felt the same thing he did when he first saw Rarity, but so much stronger. Big Mac's face turned to a warm adoring smile as her hug tightened ever so slightly. pike felt his face perk up slightly in smile as his blush filled his cheeks. After a few seconds, Spike turned his face away from Big Mac, unable to handle her gorgeous eyes. Big Mac leaned closer to him, making Spike continue to look away and smile shyly with a bright red blush. Rarity cooed and giggled at the sight.
"You two are so adorable!"
Spike and Big Mac didn't say anything for a moment because of the feeling of shared desire. Finally,, Spike cleared his throat.
"I, uh...I gotta get home."
Big Mac set Spike down gently. Spike looked at her for a moment before hesitantly leaving the boutique. Once he was gone, Big Mac put a hoof to her head and sighed.
"Rarity..."
"Oh hush. You two needed a little budge."
"It's not that. It's..."
Big Mac thought for a moment, trying to find the right words for what she was thinking. Rarity looked at her curiously. After a few seconds, Big Mac continued.
"Can you please stop what's happening between you and Spike?"
"Dear, there is nothing between us."
Big Mac gave her a blank look and tapped her hoof.
"Well, nothing serious, so-"
"Rarity, he is nuts about you, and you know it!"
Rarity was taken aback by Big Mac's slightly angry tone and volume. Rarity hesitated for a moment, not liking the idea of someone like Big Mac being upset with her.
"Well...I-I could talk to-"
"Wait, Rarity, I'm sorry."
Big Mac quickly walked to Rarity and placed a hoof on her shoulder.
"I...I've always been really jealous of you for having Spike at your beck and call. It made me wish I was you a lot of times."
Rarity smiled and gave Big Mac a quick hug.
"Think nothing of it, darling. I...I'll speak to Spike soon about this. I don't want to ruin your happiness."
Big Mac smiled wide and Rarity a big hug, making her squeak in surprise. As she set Rarity down, Big Mac's thoughts drifted toward her hopes for Spike and Rarity continued her work.
~
Around early evening, Twilight had settled into her den with a book and tea, waiting for Spike to return home. Her front door opened allowing Spike in, which surprised Twilight to see him back so early. Twilight walked to him and noticed the glowing blush and wistful smile on his face.
"You're awful happy, Spike. Did you have a good time with Rarity?"
"Y-yeah...you could say that."
Spike tried to avoid Twilight's gaze and stared at the floor, unable to wipe the smile from his face. Twilight felt her own grin form seeing Spike so happy.
"C'mon Spike. I'll make dinner."
Spike followed Twilight into the kitchen and set the table as Twilight prepared a meal for them. Spike continued to smile as he waited. He didn't know why, but just knowing someone liked him so much made his heart soar. Maybe it was because it as Big Mac, maybe it was just that someone was showing him such attention. Whatever the reason, it made Spike very happy. Spike was pulled from his thoughts by a plate being set before him.
"What exactly happened at Rarity's Spike?"
"Well...um, she needed my help for a dress for Big Mac-"
"Wait, Big Mac was there?"
"Yeah."
Twilight became very concerned. While Big Mac hadn't tried anything with Spike lately, Twilight didn't want to take any chances after the kiss.
"Did she behave herself?"
"Yes."
"Are you sure?"
"Twilight, she didn't do anything."
"So why are you all smiles?"
Spike fidgeted in his seat as his blush intensified.
"Um...I was helping Rarity get measurements of Big Mac-"
"why didn't she use magic?"
"That's what I said, but Rarity said it was more precise to do it by hoof."
Twilight facehoofed in exasperation. Of course Rarity would do something about this. She loved any kind of romance, especially if it gave her something to gossip about.
"What exactly happened?"
"I was measuring her neck and...I fell but...but she caught me."
Spike wanted to cover his face in embarrassment. Twilight cocked her brow, not fully understanding.
"Was that all?"
Spike met Twilight's eye with his smile back.
"she has...really beautiful eyes."
Twilight was a bit surprised by this, but it quickly turned to delight.
"You like her, don't you?"
Spike nodded slightly. Twilight felt a wave of relief at this, partly knowing nothing happened at the boutique, but also that Spike was finally getting over his crush. He would probably still have some reservations about giving up on Rarity, but now that someone was showing real interest in him, Spike could have a real relationship. Dinner was finished in silence, both Spike and Twilight smiling for different reasons. When dinner was finished, Spike gathered the dishes and washed them without fuss.
"Do you need any help, Spike?"
"No, it's okay."
Twilight smiled warmly and nuzzled Spike.
"Don't stay up too late, okay?"
Twilight left Spike and went upstairs to bed. Spike continued to think about Big Mac as he finished the dishes. He finished his work and went upstairs to bed. Spike saw Twilight was fast asleep as he crawled into his basket. For a short while, the young dragon layed back and let his mind wander, still going to Big Mac. It was odd. A few hours ago, He felt very awkward about her. Now, after a hug and a look in the eye, Spike wanted her more than anything.
End of Part 2
The next day Twilight and Spike spent the morning in the library, cleaning and organizing as usual. Twilight noticed Spike seemed to mumble to himself as he worked, like he was arguing with himself. She walked to him quietly, hoping to hear what he was mumbling. Spike worked slightly halfhearted, his attention on his thoughts, feeling a mix of infatuation and nervousness. On one hand, he wanted to ask Big Mac is she would go out with him, especially after what happened last night. On the other hand, Spike didn't know how Rarity would react. Seeing how she reacted to what happened in her boutique, Spike thought she wouldn't mind. That was the problem though. Spike figured Rarity would be at least a little jealous, but she looked like she wanted to get rid of him. This made him wonder if Rarity ever really cared about him or took him seriously. Spike didn't want to believe it, but it made some sense. Never really giving him a real chance, her attention little more than flirting. Spike felt himself droop a bit in sadness. He didn't want to have to choose between Rarity and Big Mac but Spike knew he couldn't be with them both. The more he thought about it, the more it seemed like he should be with Big Mac. She talked to him, really enjoyed his company, and was unbelievably beautiful. Spike didn't know if they would work long term, but they could at least try to have a relationship.
...So why did he still feel so uncertain?
Spike sighed and stopped his work. No matter how much he thought about it, he couldn't shake the feeling of unease. Twilight noticed his sad look which bothered her after seeing him so happy the night before. Twilight put a hoof on his shoulder to get his attention. Spike only turned slightly at her touch, his uncertain look still in place.
"What's wrong?"
Spike thought for a moment, wondering if Twilight would understand.
"Do you...Does Rarity really care about me?'
Twilight blinked for a second in surprise at the question. While there had never been any romance between them, Twilight knew Spike and Rarity had a solid friendship. Twilight pulled Spike into a gentle hug.
"Why aren't you sure?"
"Cause...when Big Mac hugged me, she looked excited and happy."
Spike's face drooped to a very sad frown.
"Does she want to get rid of me?"
Twilight recoiled in shock which slowly turned to anger. She wasn't certain what exactly happened or what Spike saw, but whatever it was, it made Spike upset, which made her blood boil. Twilight picked up Spike with magic, placed him on her back and left the library, setting off with an angry canter.
"Where are we going?"
"To settle this, once and for all!"
Spike felt a little intimidated by Twilight's vicious tone. He decided to sit and wait, hoping she wouldn't cause a big problem as usual.
"Coming!"
Spike heard Rarity inside and wanted to warn her, but feeling Twilight's agitation made him hold his tongue. A second later, Rarity opened the front door.
"Welco-"
Rarity froze in terror seeing Twilight. Spike tried to rub Twilight's back to calm her while Rarity tried to speak.
"H-h-hello Twilight, Spike. What...wh-what brings-"
"Rarity, we need to talk. Now!"
Rarity gulped and nodded nervously as Twilight entered. She set Spike on the ground and spoke to him in a much softer tone
Spike nodded in understanding. Twilight turned back to Rarity who quickly led her to a room in the back. Once inside, Twilight slammed the door shut.
"You need to stop this, Rarity!"
"What do you-"
"You know what I'm talking about!"
Twilight continued on, yelling about Rarity being selfish and petty but Rarity shouted back in her defense. Unfortunately, neither one thought to put a sound barrier on the room, letting their fight reach past the door. While it wasn't loud enough to reach outside, it was enough for Spike to hear everything. Hearing the two yelling accusations back and forth sounding like mortal enemies made his stomach turn with guilt. Spike wanted to do as Twilight told, but their constant yelling was making him so upset he ran out of the boutique. Spike slowed his pace as he made some distance, trying to keep his feelings under control. Thankfully, most ponies were occupied with running their stands and errands. Spike leaned against a wall, letting his mind go blank and simply enjoy the peaceful, relatively quiet market. Spike wished he could set things right, but it seemed like he made a huge mess without trying. Like what happened with the breezies. Spike continued to brood until he heard someone talking.
"Thank ya kindly, Big Mac. I can't believe I forgot a whole wagon worth of apples!"
"T'ain't nothin' AJ."
Spike perked up immediately hearing Big Mac's voice. He hid behind a rose bush and saw Big Mac wishing Applejack goodbye. Spike noticed Big Mac seemed to be a little messy, like she had just been working hard. To him, it made Big Mac seem a little more appealing, but Spike wasn't certain why. But he knew just the sight of her made him feel a little more at ease. Spike carefully followed after her, doing his best to stay out of sight.
"Rarity, I-"
"No, Twilight, you...You are right about some things."
"But I shouldn't have let my temper loose like that. I'm sorry."
Rarity wiped a stray hair from her eyes awkwardly. She knew what needed to be done but part of her had no desire to do so. Twilight put a hoof on her shoulder and looked her intently in the eye.
"Rarity, please. I understand you like having him around to show you so much attention. But you know that it's not right to lead him on like this."
Rarity lowered her gaze as her ears did the same.
"Spike and Big Mac have something very special. They care about each other, maybe even love each other."
"I know, but..."
Rarity sighed sadly.
"I'll...I'll tell him, Twilight. He'll be furious with me...but he has every right to be."
Twilight smiled and gave Rarity a hug.
"Thank you."
Rarity returned the hug happily. Twilight broke the hug and turned to open the door.
"Spike?"
Twilight looked around for him in the back area.
"Spike, where are you?
"Twilight. Did we soundproof the door?"
Twilight stiffened at the realization.
"Oops."
~
Spike had followed Big Mac back to Sweet Apple Acres, being careful to stay out of her sight. Spike wanted to talk to Big Mac, maybe even ask her out but the feelings of uncertainty kept creeping back into his mind. Between thoughts of Rarity not caring for him and she and Twilight fighting, Spike honestly didn't want to take a chance and make things worse. Spike just layed on a tree and watched Big Mac work, plowing the field and bucking apples. Spike was a bit taken aback at the sight. Big Mac seemed to glisten with perspiration which only accentuated her powerful build. Spike was surprised how appealing he found it. While Rarity was certainly beautiful, having a slim shapely figure, Big Mac was also well shaped but it was due to her well toned and firm build. As he watched, Spike found himself thinking back to last night. Being in Big Mac's strong yet very gentle caring hug gave him a sense of security and kindness. Spike let his mind drift happily as he watched Big Mac. He lost track of the time, not caring about anything else. Spike felt like he could stay there all-
"Howdy Spike!"
Spike jumped and fell to the ground when someone greeted him loudly. He looked behind him and saw Applebloom smiling at him. Behind her was Applejack who had a quizzical look.
"What are y'all doin' here?"
"Nothing..."
Applejack raised her brow at Spike as he fidgeted nervously
"N-no."
Applejack looked Spike directly in the eye making him shrink back in fear. Applebloom decided to call to Big Mac.
"Big Mac! Spike's here to see you!"
Big Mac stopped her work and looked in the direction of the shout. She saw her sisters waving at her as well as Spike with them. Seeing Spike made Big Mac perk up a bit as she trotted toward them. Spike backpedaled a bit, worried that Big Mac would be upset with him, but stopped as someone grabbed him.
"Oh no you don't."
Applejack picked up Spike by his spines and carried him to Big Mac with Applebloom right behind them. Applejack dropped Spike to his feet as Big Mac sat down in front of him.
"What brings you here, little buddy?"
"Um...I just...wanted to see you again."
Big Mac felt a little confused as Spike's meek tone. She had seen Spike act nervous and shy around her, but this was different. Spike held his head low and his shoulders were slumped. Spike didn't say anything which made Applebloom pipe in.
"Why don't y-"
Big Mac hushed Applebloom and leaned down to Spike.
"What's wrong, Spike?"
Spike fiddled with his feet, feeling guilty with himself.
"Well...Twilight and Rarity got in a fight."
"Over what?"
"Me..."
Big Mac recoiled slightly.
"What? Wh-why would you think that?"
"Spike!"
Everyone turned and saw Twilight and Rarity running toward Spike. Twilight immediately grabbed Spike in a hug.
"Spike, don't run off on me like that!"
"I...I'm-"
"Twilight, what is going on?!"
Twilight looked and saw Applejack giving her a cross look.
"Spike is here hiding because you two got into a shouting match! what in the hay were you fighting about?!"
Twilight and Rarity hung their heads in shame. Rarity was the first to talk.
"I've done things I am not proud of me. Twilight came to...correct me."
"No Rarity, don't try to cover what I did. I lost my temper and..."
Rarity and Twilight looked ashamed of themselves. Big Mac cleared her throat to get everyone's attention.
"Let's go inside everypony. We need to clear the air."
Everyone nodded in agreement and followed Big Mac inside the house. Everyone headed to the living room not saying a word. Big Mac gestured to the kitchen.
"Do y'all need some privacy for this?"
Twilight and Rarity both nodded while Spike fidgeted in uncertainty. Twilight put a hoof on Rarity's shoulder.
"I'll talk to him first."
Rarity nodded and Twilight led Spike into the kitchen. Once the door was shut, Twilight sat down in front of Spike, who braced himself for a lecture.
"Twilight, I...I'm sorry I ran off-"
"It's alright, Spike. I understand I made you upset."
Spike was caught by surprise by that. Twilight gently pulled Spike closer.
"But I wasn't upset because of you. I...I'm tired of seeing you being taken advantage of."
Spike lowered his head sadly as the thought of Rarity not caring for him was almost confirmed. Twilight lifted his gaze to hers and looked him intently in the eye.
Whatever happens with Rarity or Big Mac or whoever, I'm here for you Spike. I promise nothing will change that."
Spike smiled and gave Twilight a hug which she returned, using her forelegs and wings. Spike knew Twilight was there for him, but it was still nice to hear her say it. They stayed in their embrace for a short time until Twilight broke it and looked nervous.
"It's alright, Twilight. Honestly, I just want to settle this now."
"Are you sure?"
Spike nodded firmly. Twilight hesitated for a moment but after a deep breath she turned to the door and walked into the living room. Twilight nodded to Rarity who walked nervously to the kitchen. Twilight stopped her for a moment.
"Please be gentle."
Rarity nodded and continued on. Rarity entered the kitchen and gently shut the door behind her. She tried to look Spike in the eye, but the look on his face made it very hard. Spike had a look that was part fearful and hurt, like he knew what Rarity would say. She honestly felt dealing with an angry Twilight was less emotionally taxing. Rarity worked up as much courage as she could to explain herself.
"Spike...I-"
"Wait, Rarity, please just answer me one question."
Rarity was taken aback by Spike's bluntness but nodded. Spike took a breath and nervously asked what he needed to.
"Is there any chance for us?"
Rarity felt her blood freeze at Spike's question. She didn't want to tell Spike so bluntly. Rarity had always considered Spike a wonderful friend even one of her best, but she honestly couldn't see a real relationship working between them. But Rarity had wanted to soften the blow and explain why she did what she did. Spike waited fearfully, bracing himself for any answer. Rarity finally let go of her pride and gave Spike the truth.
"No..."
Spike didn't respond at first. He was expecting that answer. He had partly known there was little chance that Rarity felt the same thing he did.
So why did it still hurt so much?
Spike felt his chest tighten and tears form in his eyes. He didn't want to let himself lose control, not in front of-
Spike felt himself being pulled into a tight hug and Rarity nuzzling him.
"I'm so sorry, Spike. I'm so sorry."
Rarity held onto Spike for a short time, a few tears escaping her. Spike returned the hug out of empathy. No matter if she didn't love him like he wanted, Spike still cared about Rarity. Finally, Rarity let go of Spike to wipe her face.
"I never meant to hurt you Spike. You've always been such a good friend to me, I didn't want to lose that."
Spike couldn't help but smile at that. After everything, Rarity did actually care about him. Not the way he wanted, but it was still special.
"Well, I'm still glad to be part of that."
Rarity returned Spike's smile and gently rubbed his cheek with her hoof which he held caringly.
"Thank you Spike, for being such a good friend."
"Anytime."
The two left the kitchen and returned to the others waiting. Everyone looked hesitant to ask what happened, but Twilight spoke up.
"Is...is everything alright?"
"Yes. Spike and I have settled things."
"Boy howdy! That went a lot better than I expected."
"Well, that's because Spike is a wonderful young man, a very good friend."
Spike smirked at Rarity's comment but didn't say anything. He still wasn't sure how he felt about Big Mac. Spike did consider her a friend, not to mention how beautiful she was. But after everything that happened recently, Spike wasn't sure how he felt.
"Um...Big Mac?"
"Yeah, Spike?"
"There's something we need to talk about."
Big Mac nodded and followed Spike back to the kitchen. The others watched them leave nervously, some biting their hooves. In the kitchen, Spike stood awkwardly as he tried to think what to say. He knew Big Mac was reasonable, but she had gone through a lot to get his attention.
"Big Mac...I...I do like you and you're really...really pretty."
Big Mac blushed furiously at that and hid her smile behind her hoof.
"And...I...would like to,um..."
Spike froze for a second, afraid to say what he felt. Obviously he never had this problem with Rarity, so he had no experience with this situation. For a second Spike said nothing as he tried to think of the right words, but Big Mac gently put a hoof on his shoulder.
"You're not ready for a relationship, are you?"
"I...no..."
Spike lowered his head thinking he ruined his chance but Big Mac lifted his gaze to hers and smiled.
"It's alright little buddy. I understand you need some time."
"Really?"
Big Mac smiled in amusement and leaned closer to Spike.
"Remember how this all started Spike?"
"Good point."
"You take whatever time you need to set yourself right. I know it'll be worth the wait."
Spike smiled shyly and blushed.
"But could you do me one favor?"
"Alright."
Big Mac nuzzled Spike lovingly as she continued.
"If there's anything you want to talk about, don't ever be afraid to tell me. I'll be here for you."
Spike was left speechless. He didn't think Big Mac would be this kind to him. Big Mac just lovingly rubbed Spike's cheek.
"I know what it's like to keep things bottled up inside."
Spike smiled in gratitude and gave Big Mac a hug, which she returned. Spike felt like he had just received something amazing. After the initial shock and confusing feelings, he knew he had a good friend in Big Mac. Big Mac was just thankful the man she longed for was giving her a chance as a friend. The two stayed in their embrace for sometime, cherishing the feeling of love. They were broken from their embrace by the sound of someone saying something at the door. Big Mac looked confused but Spike rolled his eyes in annoyance. He walked next to the door and quickly pulled it open, making the ponies leaning against it fall forward onto the floor. Spike crossed his arms and gave them a snarky look while Big Mac smirked in amusement. Twilight just smiled sheepishly.
~
In Canterlot, Discord was finishing his plans to start granting wishes in Manehatten. It had taken a few weeks to convince Celestia to allow him to try it again after the Big Mac incident. Though like before there wasn't much Celestia could argue against it. Aside from some awkwardness between Spike and Big Mac, no harm had been done and Celestia had to relent. As Discord giggled to himself about his next tent, a pegasus soldier approached him.
"Ser, her majesty has asked to speak to you."
"Ah yes,one last feeble attempt to talk me out of my fun."
Discord snapped his fingers and instantly teleported to the throne room where Celestia was waiting for him on her throne.
"You rang?"
"Yes Discord. But not to dissuade you from your plans. You actually have a letter from Ponyville."
Celestia levitated a rolled up scroll to Discord which he took and looked at curiously. He didn't think either Lyra or Big Mac would ask to have their wishes reversed. Little Twilight had probably sent a letter demanding such. Of course there was little she could do just like her teacher. Discord opened the letter, not expecting what he read.
'Dear Discord:
Discord read over the letter once more. He was half expecting an angry letter, but not this. What surprised him most is how it made him feel. Discord figured he should be angry or annoyed that his only success so far had backfired. But reading the letter made him feel...touched. Similar to when Fluttershy called him a friend. Celestia felt her curiosity peak seeing the odd look on Discord's face and walked toward him.
"What is it?"
"I...don't know what to make of this."
Discord gave the letter to Celestia to read over. After looking it over a few times, Celestia's face went from curious to a warm smile.
"Discord, this is wonderful!"
"Yes, yes, rub in my failure, why don't you?"
"No, you don't understand. Maybe your intentions weren't the best, but in the end you did help somepony as only you could."
Discord put on a face of disdain to hide his feelings of uncertainty and slight tenderness. He hated to admit it, but finding out Big Mac had turned out well made him happy for her. Celestia put a hoof on his shoulder.
"This is why I let you free. Everypony has a job that only they can fill and somepony who needs them. This was your role to fill for Big Mac. I don't believe she would have ever found real happiness if not for you. That is something you can be proud of."
Discord's face turned to show his real feelings. The thought that someone was actually better off because of him caused him to pause in thought. He felt a sensation of warmth and gratitude, something he only felt once before. After a few seconds, Discord shook his head and returned to his snarky expression.
"Well, back to the drawing board."
Discord snapped his fingers and disappeared. Half a second later, his lion paw appeared, took the letter and vanished. Celestia smiled warmly at the situation. What she had feared would cause more problems for Ponyville had actually eased Big Mac's troubles and taught an important lesson in friendship. Of course he was digging his heels but Celestia could tell Discord was beginning to truly change for the better.
"Someday soon, Discord. You will understand."
THE END