By the window cell

      You know when I first got my wings I never knew the reason I got them would separate me from my friends. They where the reason they where here in the first place. But, they weren't granted the privilege I was the were left out of the horrid thing called immortality. If it wasn't for them I'd be dead to. I'D BE DEAD TO. With them. I'm going crazy. Cadence must have felt this for Shining. He meant a lot to me too, but took a bigger toll on her. I seam crazy. I am. I am this crazy once great princess of friendship who has lost her friends.  I... I... Can't remember how long I was a a princess. All I can think about is them, all that matters is them! Deaths deep claws ripped us apart. I continue to grow insane. I have repeat this many times. This... Madness I see how luna became Nightmare Moon now. The immortality if an alicorn will drive you insane. I... Want to leave this world that keeps me away from the ones that matter most to me. I can't even imagine what Celistia has been through. Also I wonder what Luna,Cadance,even Discord has been through.

      "Hello" said Cadance

      "Twilight are you ok, you look like you've been in a pile of garbage sleepless and crying"

       I didn't know how to reply. I was laying against the window cell crying.

       "Twilight"

       "I know how you feel, I can help you. Oh and it has been 142 years since you became a princess" she said after looking at my notes and trying to lighting the mood.

       "You're not helping. But at lest you tried." I said slightly smileing.

      She and I are like sisters. We're two of the only for alicorns in Equestria. I laid by here side quietly moping. I miss my friends. I need my friends. They need me. I laid on the window I had my desk next to. Crying.

      " Cadance why do we have to be alone in a world that we have to watch die?" I said

       "We aren't alone. We have each other. We may feel alone but, we aren't. Your friends are in the after life, along with my beloved Shining. We may never see them again or once this world dies we might get to. And be with are friend in the after life. Happily along there sides." Cadence  said with a smile

        I just cried and cried. I miss my friends. They meant the world to me. I wish I didn't have so long to wait to see them again. Rainbow dash, Fluttershy, Pinkie pie,Rarity,and Applejack. I miss you. I need you to be her by my side. Soon I'll see you. Just an eternity away.who am I kidding? Even if cadence wasn't talking about something that never exsists I have to wait an eternity.

         I promise I'll see you again. It's just that I don't know if I can keep sane this long. I'm not sure by the time I die with the world that I'll be the same Twilight you knew and loved. I apologize if the rest of eternity changes me. But I'll try to stay as twilight as possible. I promise. As I continue to cry in Cadance lap. I hope you have a wonderful time in the after life.  It's hard  to think that there's a hope but it's worth a shot. I miss you. I hope you haven't changed over a eternity either.

       "Hey cadence can you tell me how long you were crying when you found out that shining died?"

       "I was sad and lonely for a while. I even some time cry now"

       "How do you get over it?"

       " You never really do, but I try to not think of it. Instead I think of the friends I have now like you,Tia,Luna,and even Discord."

        "Twilight Sparkle!"

         I shot my head up like a bullet. Why here? Why now? Doesn't he see there is some thing going on?

         " This mustn't do!" He yelled

         "Discord! What in Equestrias name are you doing!?"  I yelled

         "Ah! Your a mess! What happened ?!"  He blerted

         " I was havering a moment."

         " I heard, I mean what happened to your mane! It is brushed!"

          "Cadence made me."

          Most conversations with discord where like this. I was often crying. He often interrupted. Cadence often brushed my hair. He like my Maine messy. Things happen.

         " Twilight,  I must talk with you."  He said

         " No." I replied

        " Yes."

        " Will you leave me alone after this?"

       "Yes"

      "Fine" I said witout enthusiasm