The past few weeks have not been kind to Rarity. Ashamed at how much of a fool she made of herself over Trenderhoof, she slips into a depression. She begins to abuse medication, combining it with alcohol; creating a vile elixir that may just rob her of what she holds most dear.

Rarity is remorseful. She feels as if she is all alone and unloved, but is she really?

Special thanks to MrCbleck for allowing me to use their art I Know It Hurts... as the cover art of my story.

I would also like to thank Sadie for her help on the first half of chapter one.

Thank you Amneiger, for your editing assistance.

Please point out any mistakes on my part to me in the comments. If you would like to be an editor for the duration of this fanfiction please PM me, thank you.

Rated Teen for drug abuse, some adult themes, and the occasional swear.