I've made plenty of mistakes in life, some small, most big.

But my latest screw up possibly cost me a relationship with the pony I love the most other than my fans. She says we're taking a break, but in reality, I know it's over. Lying is a big no-no for her, and I've done it too many times for her to trust me anymore. I've officially hit rock bottom, and the only thing keeping me from going any further is my fans. Regardless, I'm still at the lowest point of my entire life. Hell, I've even contemplated suicide. Nothing's going to help me get through this.

And to make matters worse, I've got one of the biggest crime syndicates the world has ever known to 'recruit' me into their ranks. Screw up one order and there is a slight possibility of death. Can you imagine what that's like for me? I think the biggest mistake I've made so far in life is not killing myself sooner.

(Teen for violence and language)