This Is Wrong

*Run run run..*

Thats all I could think to do. Run run run.. from that..

I looked behind me, to see if it was still chasing me.. as always... yes.

*Run run run..*

I ran past the dark oak trees, my legs taking me as fast as they could. The smell of grass entered my

nose, my heart beats faster than it has ever. I've given up on trying to fly.. because it never works.

*Run run run..*

What else can I do? What else have I ever done? I've always just *ran ran ran** in this nightmare.. I look*

back again and the fierce beast is still chasing me. Thats what it always does.. chase me. My legs start

to go numb and my heart is beating faster than before.

Suddenly.. I am grabbed by the beast. His grip tightens as I scream. I scream even when I know no one

will hear. His nails piercing my skin and I continue to scream.. Even though I know exactly what

happens each time, I've been in this dream a hundred times, if not more.

The beast's red eyes glaring into my soul. Wanting to tear me into tiny pieces.. but he can't.. because I

always wake up..

My heart beats faster than ever before. I'm crying, screaming, wanting to get it over with.. I'm

scared.

  I gasp as I get up. I'm breathing, trying to catch my breath. I look around me, I'm in almost all darkness, the only light coming is the sun that is barely peaking there. I shield my eyes as I look out. God.. that same stupid dream... Why do I keep having that dream every night?! I just then realize that I'm sweating, sweating so much.  I look at the clock, 6:34am. I take a long deep sigh. I lay back down.  turn my head to become eye to eye with a green little creature. I let out a small smile. I pick Tank up by my hands and hug him.

  I close my eyes hoping to get some shut eye before having to get up and meet with Fluttershy at 10am.. my childhood crush... heh.

--

  Firefly is softly flapping her wings as she sees the cottage up ahead. She lets out a deep sigh. She lands in front of the cottage and smiles.

Knock knock

  Firefly picks Tank up from the floor. Today Fluttershy and her are meeting up to have a small get-together. Firefly

decided to bring Tank along because the fellow just adores Fluttershy's rabbit.. I believe it is Angel?

Whatever.

  The door opens to Fluttershy with a big grin on her face. "Oh, hello Firefly!" she was greeted with joy. Firefly's heart skips a beat. "Hey, Flutters! I uh.. I hope you don't mind, I brought Tank along with me." Firefly looks straight in her eyes. She starts to blush.

  Fluttershy's eyes widen. "Oh, of course not! Tank is always welcome here!" She smiles and lets Fire in. She takes a sit on the couch.

  Firefly sets Tank down next to Angel. Almost instantly, Angel is giving Tank the cold shoulder. Harsh much.

  "Oh, yeah, Firefly my friend Viny-"

CRASH

  Tank and Angel both look up, startled.

  Fluttershy jumps in Firefly's lap, holding onto her. Firefly blinks blanky at her, her heart beating fast. "Gah! I'm so sorry, Fluttershy!" Firefly and Fluttershy look up to the voice. A beautiful woman with blue streaks is standing at the kitchen door. The three blink blankly at each other. The taller woman smirks. "Heh, pardon me, Fluttershy. Who's the gent?" Her eyebrows do a little dance. Fluttershy blushes and quickly gets off my lap. "I-I..." Fluttershy murmurs, lost at words.

  "Heh, I'm just pulling your tail, Fluttershy." She wraps an arm around her neck. She looks down at Firefly, who is still sitting, totally lost. "Heh, my name is Vinyl Scratch." She raises her hand. "But at nights, it's DJ-PON3, how 'bout you, 'gent'?" Right when Fire is about to shake her hand, Fluttershy notices the 'mistake'. "Oh! No, Vinyl, Firefly isn't a boy.." she seemed to whisper.

  "Oh, sorry. The estrogen hasn't taken effect yet, I see. No need to worry, in due time, you will see results!" Vinyl Scratch gives Firefly a hopeful smile.

  "Vinyl, she isn't male-to-female either. She is.. um.. w-what was that word?" Fluttershy looks around, maybe if she looks at something, it'll have her remember the word she is looking for.

  "Cis?" VS turns her neck and raises a brow.

  "Y..yeah.." Fluttershy looks down nervously.

  Vinyl looks back at Firefly and gives her a certain look. A look like.. trying to look into Firefly's soul. "Interesting.." she smiles at Firefly.

  Vinyl Scratch looks at the clock on the wall. "Wo-ahh I gotta bail, my friend Octavia is suppose to be arriving soon. It was nice to meet you, Firefly. And nice to see you again, Fluttershy." The two share a hug, Firefly and VS shake hands. "It's nice to meet you too, Vinyl Scratch." Firefly says, her mind completely somewhere else, trying to figure out what she meant by interesting... "It was wonderful seeing you again, Vinyl Scratch! You look so lovely!" Vinyl blushes. She then winks at the two and heads out the door.

  Just as she is about to leave, she stops. "Oh right! Fluttershy, I'm hosting a party tomorrow to celebrate Octavia coming to Ponyville. Since she doesn't like loud noises and havin' fun, we are going to have a small-quiet get-together. Wanna come? Firefly, if you would like to come, you can." Vinyl looks down at the Tank and Angel. She lets out a small chuckle as Angel finally gives in to Tank.

  "Uhh, sure I guess." Firefly lets out.

  "I don't see why not?" Fluttershy smiles as she watches the two creatures become new best friends. Firefly is lost in thought, staring at the ground.

  "Rad! My house, tomorrow night, 9pm. See ya there!" she heads out the door. "Oh, that was wonderful! I haven't seen Vinyl Scratch that happy in so long!" she smiles with pure happiness.

  "Uh.. Fluttershy I have to go somewhere real quick. I'll be back, ok?" she stands up, almost tumbling down like its her first time walking.

  "Oh, ok. I'll watch Tank."

  "Thanks!"

--

  Firefly catches up to Vinyl, out of breath. All Vinyl can do is smile and wait. Vinyl totally expected this to happen. She knew that Firefly was going to come running back to her after she left. It was just on the expression Firefly had.

  "Ok.. what did you mean by that?" was what Firefly blurted out. It was the only thing she can think of asking. Her mind was racing, she was just so confused that she didn't even give proper information, not that she noticed.

  "Pal, you gotta give me more info. What do you mean by that?" She puts a hand on her hip. But in reality, Vinyl Scratch knows exactly what she means.. she just wants to hear Firefly say it.

  "You were like.. you said interesting.. in a weird way.. it must mean something!" She did her best Vinyl Scratch accent. At this time, Firefly was starting to lose hope.

  "Oooh, that. Well, I didn't mean anything, really. But.. if I were you.. next time you go to the library, look for some gender identity books, if there are any that is. If no, just look for books related to gender identity." Vinyl put an arm over Firefly.. she looked down at the ground, trying to comprehend what she just heard. Gender.. identity?.. Could that mean.. that I.. Her thoughts were just everywhere, she couldn't think straight.

  Although confused, Firefly finally nodded.. understanding very well what she meant. Or at least.. a small part of what she meant. Smiling, Vinyl departed in her own direction as Firefly ran to Golden Oak Library.. nearly running into Ponyville residents passing by, almost crashing into carts laid around at the marketplace.. but she didn't care. There was only one thing running threw her mind...

If this is who I am.. then I *have** to find out.*