I just can't help thinking about the crewl, haunting things that I've has done. I've sentenced many people to their deaths, crucified hundreds, and I burned children alive. I'm not proud of any of it, but it was my orders.
Discord was the leader of the Legion. Since I was a Legionary Assassin, I had to kill anyone that Discord tells me to. One time, I didn't listen to him. There was a kid, grew up in Vault 21 with his family and they left to meat up with his aunt in Nipton. The legion had already killed, crucified, and burned almost everyone there. They were so innocent but our orders were to KILL everyone.
Everyone else was busy with the mother and the father, and I was left with the child. He wasn't even a ressadent of Nipton. I did what I had to: I let him go.Discord was the last to know of my discretions.
Discord led me to the arena and told me to take the armor off, because I do NOT desurve to wear it. Then, when I wasn't looking, he placed a bullet in my skull...I don't even feel it anymore. He left me there, to die like the rest of the vermen he drags down there. Luckly enough, the base just happened to be raided by the NCR and that's when she found me.
I was only unconscious but I was close to death. Shimmer didn't know who I was, she just thought I was a slave that wounded up getting shot by the Legion because the were bored. If only I was that lucky.
THREE DAYS, I was unconscious for three FUCKING days. She still took care of me, even the last day, when she went threw my Pip-Buck 3000. What she saw was about thirty shots of Jet, twenty jars of Buffout, sixteen shots of Phsycho, ten shots of med-x, and three cases of mentats. Yes, I was a junkie.
She cleansed me of my ways, I'm no longer a junkie. She was so helpful, that I've enstated myself into the NCR. They didn't know of my past as a Legionary Assassin.
She loves me...I wish she could be here with me...but Discord has a unique way to FUCK UP anything I have special to me. One day, when I was shipped out to the dam, Discord found out about my betraial. He had to punish me...no matter the cost.
When I returned, I've seen Shimmer...crucified on the cross...just like anyone else that crossed paths with Discord and didn't live to tell the tail. There was writting on my door. It said θα σας σκοτώσει in what I'm think was Shimmer's Blood. The words mean "We Will Kill You" in Greek.
This didn't scare me, no, it angered me. It fuled the fire of my heart. Hopefuly, Discord can be burned by that fire...even if I die, Discord shall Fall!
There was a legionary I knew. He use to tell me, "In a world filled with misery and uncertainty, it is a great comfort to know that, in the end, there is a light in the Darkness." That's why he carved the greek characters for "A Light in Shining Darkness" on his .45 Magnam.
He had always been there for me...except the time when I burned him and threw him off of the Highest part of the Grand Cannyon. The saddest part, was that he didn't even screem falling down. He said some thing before I burned him.
"Hail Mary, full of Grace, The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now, and at the hour of death. Please forgive Jason my Lord for he is just like me, even in this time of death, Jason still holds your name in his heart. Forgive him for he doesn't want to do this. Amen." I looked at him with sadness in my heart.
"The Lord be with you." I said.
"And also with you." Joshua replied.
"Lift up your hearts." I added.
"We lift them to the Lord."
"Let us give thanks to the Lord our God."
"It is right to give him thanks and praise." Joshua said giving me a .45 Magnum.
So when I heard that Joshua was still alive, I set out to find him. That's when someone from something called the Dead Horse Tribe said that they will bring me there. I had to say yes.
"Here we are. The Dead Horse Camp holds Joshua in the cave up there." Fallows-Chalk said. He pointed at the cave by a river so I entered it.
Joshua was reloading .45 Magnums, I was behind him. Joshua heard me so then he stoped.
"The Lord be with you." He said.
"And also with you." I replied.
"Lift up your hearts." he added.
"We lift them to the Lord."
"Let us give thanks to the Lord our God."
"It is right to give him thanks and praise."
Joshua quickly got up and turned around. He saw me and paused. I pulled out a .45 Magnum, ingraved it said
Ποτέ δεν θα ξεχάσετε Wich Means "I will never forget you" in Greek. Joshua seen it and gave me a hug.
"Jason, what happened to your head? It seems...different from the last time I saw you?" I grabbed the bullet chain I always wear with me.
"When Discord heard that I have failed to kill a little child, he had to punish me. He shot me in the head when I wasn't looking at him...he also crusified my new wife, Shimmer. Joshua looks at me for a while.
"The fude between the White Legs and the Sorrows has been delt with, thanks to a curier from the wastes. I want to join you in the fight against Discord.
