Fluttershys darker side

Fluttershy was still in her cottage on the couch near the door, weeping bitterly, crying into the cushions to try and quieten down the sounds of her crying; she also sent the animals outside as to not make them upset. "Oh I'm just such a terrible, terrible friend." She managed to sob. "They really did want me at that party, and I left because I wasn't getting noticed for Dashes achievements. I'm just, so... So horrible."

The more she cried, the more upset she got  and the more worthless she felt.

Then it happened. She got so upset; that she began to harm herself. She gritted her teeth, and then brang her foreleg up, and began biting underneath her left foreleg, tearing off skin, wincing and crying still.

All she could think: "I'm such a horrible friend, how could I do that." The tears streamed down her face the more she thought about it, she was crying out of emotional and physical pain now. Then she stopped, and checked her window making sure no one was coming up. Then she saw Dash start coming to her fence. Hoping Dash didn't see her, she flew up the stairs into her bed, now noticing the blood spilling from behind her leg, but she didn't have time to clean it up. She thought she'd just stay in her bed and hope that Dash would just go.

*knock knock knock*

Fluttershy was startled, but she didn't move.

*knock knock knock* "Fluttershy are you in there?" Rainbow dash asked in a loud tone, Fluttershy refrained from answering. "Fluttershy~." She remained quiet "Well, I'm coming in."

"NO!" Fluttershy shrieked in panic, not knowing how Rainbow Dash would react to the blood and tear soaked couch.

"Huh? Why not?" Rainbow dash asked confused

"Um, you just can't." Fluttershy responded "um, could you just leave me alone for now Rainbow Dash... I don't want anyone around me right.. Now." She winced as she said 'right now'

"Uhhhh why not Fluttershy?" Dash said in a cheeky tone as she started opening the door. Fluttershy heard the creaking of the door, and she had never flown so fast in her life.

"NO!!!" She flew down and slammed the door in Rainbow Dashes face.

"Ow!! What the hell Fluttershy?!"

"Oh... Um... Sorry Dash... But you really can't come in here right now." Rainbow dash then headed for the window and looked inside. -- the couch was so soaked, it was visible, there was a blood trail leading from the stairs to the door from when Fluttershy flew to the door to stop Dash from opening the door, and then she looked at Fluttershy, who was in tears and she saw her open her mouth, "Please go Dash." Tears streamed down her face, and then Dash saw the cause of the blood, Fluttershy's wound behind her foreleg. This was the final straw; "I'll go for now Fluttershy." She said reluctantly, but also trying to hide the fact that she knew everything do she could get the others.