Love, Bonds and Sacrifices
Author's Note
Here's the first chapter of another experience...
It has been a while since I wrote clop scenes, so please forgive me for eventual problems. I hope you enjoy this prologue!
Edited by KaBar41
Another Morning
Love, Bonds and Sacrifices
You know those moments early in the morning, when your mind roams between dreams and thoughts; those moments, when you're not completely sure if you’re awake? When we feel the thin cloth of our reveries mingling with the reality that surrounds us.
The rain fell silently outside, larger drops splattering on the windows with a faint and almost entrancing sound. My eyes, half-lidded, observed the room around me while I quietly pondered my thoughts.
A hot breath on my neck mixed with a warm presence by my side reminded me that Shining was still asleep. His hooves around my shoulders delicately holding my body close to him.
It was a nice and comfortable place to be, as we snuggled together like any other couple of lovers would. Yet, I couldn't help but notice that day after day, moments like these are becoming rarer. Soon we would wake up; he would ask about my night, I would probably reply with a smile, and say that 'It was fine'. It was always just fine.
He would smile back, kiss me, and start his morning preparations. As a princess, I would initiate my futile beauty routine. Maybe we would have a hurried breakfast together, talk about useless matters 'Oh, have you seen that new restaurant they opened in Canterlot?' and I would reply 'Sure, it seems interesting, we should go there one day.' He would agree of course.
A last kiss and we would part again to a new day; a princess, and a captain.
'We should.'
'We could.'
'We would.'
In the end, we'll never visit the restaurant, and next day, we won't even remember our trivial morning talk.
A soft nuzzle close to my ear reminds me of him. Turning around, I find myself face to face with the stallion of my life, a weak smile forms on my lips.
Caressing my mane with a hoof, Shining gazed deep inside my eyes, in a way that only he knows how. For a brief moment, I felt like everything in this world was gone, and we just floated, staring at each other in the void.
"Can't sleep?" He softly asked me.
"I'm not sleepy anymore." I whispered.
Planting a small peck on my lips, Shining embraced me in a hug. I reciprocate the action with a soft kiss, and he kissed me back, as it was supposed to happen.
And right there, with our small insignificant kisses we stay. I wrapped my hooves around his neck, trying to obtain as much attention as possible from my husband; as I said, moments like these are getting rarer.
The rain outside got louder and our embrace stronger, Shining's muzzle interlocked with mine and we rolled ourselves over the bed like a silly couple of teenagers. He was silly, but he was my silly colt.
In our short instance of joy, we shared a deep kiss; they used to say that the best kisses of your life are the unexpected ones, I have to agree.
I couldn't help but feel a peculiar thing inside my chest; our lips moved in harmony, but my mind was shrouded in doubt and chaos. And the big question was; 'Do I love him?'
'A stupid question.' I thought.
I don't know why this still pounds my head every time we're together, but it always does. Something between our souls seems out of place, frozen; like a half cooked meal, hot outside but still cold and unboiled in the middle.
We parted our kiss to get some air, Shining was on top of me, his pristine white fur contrasting with my pinkish coat, our noses rubbing against each other while a string of saliva still connected our open mouths, I could feel the stallion warm breath on my cheeks.
A part of me wanted to keep going, while the other begged me to stop. It just felt like I wasn't supposed to be there, something was wrong, and I had to leave.
"We're going to be late for breakfast." I said, trying to avoid his eyes.
Shining seemed to think for a while, and finally answered; "I think I'm gonna take my breakfast in bed today." He slowly leaned his head towards my neck, planting small kisses across its length.
"S-shining stop, y-you know I'm ticklish!" Giggling, I wriggled under his touch.
As the stallion reached my temple with his little game, I thought he would just kiss my forehead and let me go; instead, he wrapped his lips and tongue around my horn, the unexpected move made my whole body stiffen.
A sudden act like this in such a sensitive place, made my eyes roll around its orbits, and a muffled moan escaped my throat as he licked my horn from the base to top.
"Hmmmmph- S-shiny w-what you're doing!?"
Ignoring my question, he locked my body in place as I squirmed under him. "I'm having my breakfast." He finally said.
"L-let me go." I have to admit this would be immensely pleasurable under normal circumstances, but again, something asked me to stop.
'But I'm his wife.' I thought. 'We're supposed to do this.'
Without noticing, my wings were wide open and sprawled around me, I couldn't see, but I was pretty sure that my face was burning on a deep crimson tone.
Taking advantage of my condition, Shining pinned my body to the bed with his front hooves, carefully holding the base of my wings.
'It's not his fault Cadance, and you know that.'
'But you don't want it, you should leave.'
"D-don't." I muttered
The two voices arguing inside my head were muffled the moment he started to suck the tip of my horn. I bit my lip strongly, doing my best to not start moaning like a filly on heat. Of course this is unbelievably hard to do, when you have somepony experienced as Shining Armor over you.
His tongue trailed down the twisted outline of my horn eliciting shivers every time he touched its base.
I reached a point where I completely lost control over my actions, the whole flood of sensations filling my body was too much for me to handle. His hooves massaged my wings eagerly, while his muzzle bobbed up and down my horn.
"Ahhhhnnnnnn- H-honey please!"
To my surprise, Shining stopped. Both of us breathing erratically.
I felt a familiar sensation between my thighs, but what truly caught my attention wasn't my own body, but Shining's throbbing shaft already rubbing against my tummy’s soft fur.
"I'll only do it if you want it." He said.
'This is your chance, just say no and he'll leave you alone.'
'What's happening with you, he's your stallion, your husband!'
I didn't want to continue, but at the same time I wanted him to feel good, I'm his wife, this is supposed to happen! Isn't it?
I merely nodded, allowing him to proceed into whatever he wished to do.
We kissed again, with love as my special talent I could feel his emotions, especially his desire for me burning up inside his heart. Shining forced his tongue through my clenched teeth, ferociously exploring my mouth.
I wanted everything to end as fast as possible so I broke our kiss and turned around again, presenting my flank to him. 'Just let the stallion do what he wants to do.'
Shining ran one of his hooves through my thighs; his fur in contact with my already moist lips made a shiver ran through my spine.
Without further delaying, he positioned his muscular body over my back, holding me on place with his front legs. Shining rubbed his length against my mare-hood, coating his hard shaft with my own fluids.
I closed my eyes, and did my best to relax as he softly massaged my button. 'You did this several times before Cadance, why are you acting like this?' A voice spoke inside my head.
Shining inserted and removed the tip of his slippery cock from inside me, I felt that large muscular shaft pressing my clit every time he did so.
"You're not in a hurry, are you?" He said like as if reading my thoughts. Caressing my cutie marks, Shining began to prod my pussy strongly.
"Hmmmmph S-stop teasing me." I whined.
Hearing my words Shining grinned, and with a sudden move, thrust his dick at once inside me.
"AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHNNN" I cried. The shock was almost instantly replaced by a wave of pleasure that took my entire body, when I felt his hot member throbbing inside my walls.
"B-better,” Shinining paused to take a deep breath, puffing. “ Now?" He asked. I was unable to reply, but I believe he knew the answer.
"S-shut up" I managed to say, he just chuckled at that and ever so slowly started to move his cock inside my clenching mare-hood. I bend my front legs down to get more comfortable; the stallion behind me just grumbled something every time I squirmed around his dick.
I looked at my surroundings and back to the place I was.
'Such a deplorable condition, just look at you Cadance, a princess, being use, violated by-“
'Stop! He's your husband, this is nothing but a demonstration of love!'
A deep thrust and a gasp later, my thoughts were interrupted again. As Shining increased the pace, his hips met my flanks with a wet slap every time he penetrated me.
"Ahhhhhhnnnn- F-or Celestia s-sake!" I cried.
Biting the pillow, I closed my eyes. I couldn't help but feel a wave of heat and shivers hit me every time my walls were violated by his dick, that thick member going deeper and deeper.
"Oh- Honey, you're so... Tight." With one more thrust, the flat head of his shaft hit the very end of my caverns, not even the pillow could prevent me from moaning in surprise and pleasure.
"Ah- Fuck! Yes!"
'Yes? How can you say yes?'
'Cadance dear, just enjoy the sex like always do.'
Shining delighted himself, pulling again and again, while holding me still with his hooves. A well-known warmness building up inside my belly. I decided to forget; forget every confused thoughts I had, I can philosophize about this stupid relationship later. Now I just want to-
"Yes- Ahhhhhhhhhn. Fuck me you brutish stallion!"
I couldn't see his face, but I'm pretty sure he got surprised with that. Or well, I think so.
"As y-you wish Princess." In a sharp move, he turned my body to him; I instantly threw my hooves around his neck, his sweaty slippery coat rubbing against mine.
I moved my rear up and down, engulfing his dick down to the base with my dripping slit; I could feel my fluids drenching my tail and the covers around us.
Using my front legs for balance I practically impaled myself with every movement. I could see from his face that my efforts were not in vain.
"What the- h-hell Candy!" He muttered.
"Shut up and fuck me!" I hissed, drawing his hooves to my cutie marks. Without hesitating he grabbed my butt and pushed my body down while moving his hips towards me.
"Just like that- Ahh! Oh my god!"
It felt good, a strange wave of pleasure you only feel when doing something wrong, even though I knew there was nothing 'wrong' to complain about; unless you consider riding your husband something wrong.
The warmness once restricted to my clit, now took over my whole body as if every inch of me burned within flames. I knew what was about to happen, so I kissed him and while our tongues wrestled, a deep throaty moan escaped me.
Shining thrust one more time, almost burying his length inside me, my muscles stiffened, my back arched and an electrical jolt ran through my body reaching far as my horn.
"C-cadance I'm gonna- Fuck" As I uncontrollably moaned and spasmed on top of him, a hot spurt of his seed coated my squeezing mare-hood inner walls, pretty much milking his member.
On those short moments of pleasure I forgot everything; it was like my problems turned into nothing but vapor. Unfortunately, as everything in this world, even a marvelous orgasm ends.
And here I was again; collapsed on top of him like a limp piece of flesh. We panted together, hot breaths of air coming out from our open mouths, his chest raising and falling together with mine.
I slowly rolled over to his side; our bodies were completely drenched in sweat, cum and plenty of other fluids I don't even know the name. I stared at the ceiling waiting for my inner voices to speak with me, but they never did.
The room was in a deep silence again, the rain outside had apparently ceased. As our respiration slowly returned to normal standards, Shining turned his head at me.
His beautiful eyes reflecting the faint sun rays like two big sapphires, I smiled; not for the recent events, but for everything we passed together, for every special moment we experienced. It was one of those moments when you stop and question your own thoughts.
'How could I think about leaving him? After everything he did for me.'
It was sad, but I couldn't deny, and the worst was that he had no idea of what was happening inside my sick mind. A troubled mind, stupid mind, the princess of love mind.
"I love you" He said. Three little words that's been haunting me for weeks, if not months. Simple words, asking for a simple answer. Not that simple for me
"I... love you t-to" I replied. He just smiled, kissed my forehead, and cuddled together with me. Resting my head on his neck, a tear trickled down my cheek. The worst kind of tear; those that nopony notices, those full of bitterness and regret.
Lying to myself and to him, I start a new day as the incredible and infallible Princess of Love; a princess that can't even honor her title.
A mare that can't even honor her marriage.
