To Believe In Heroes

Happiness

Everybody wants it no scratch that everybody needs it...well not me. I'm not a very happy person seeing twilight for the first time in years yes that is enough to make me happy for her but for me I feel like a dick for leaving her in the dark and not righting back to her, yes I did get her mail and I did so wanted to respond but being part of the royal family doesn't help my cause for years I have been stuck only able to glace at the pile of letters she has sent me, I never even got a chance to write a single word and as time went by so has my thoughts about her.

So I am asked am I a happy person........no

Later in the day once I have met and shook the hands of twilights friends she offered me a place to sleep of course today I should have registered like my mom said and use the bits I got to buy a house but twilight said other wise and insisted on it. Now here I am lying on my bed heading off into the dreamscape. Once I had fallen asleep I was brought to my mother in one of the dreams she was viewing, as soon as she saw me she smiled and hugged me before turning around and viewing the dream of a young colt.

"I thought I told you to buy your own residence" she said a bit cold

"Trust me mom as soon as I wake and have breakfast I will get my own place twilight just wanted me to stay for the night and I understand I should have said no but-" I was cut off by her hoof on my mouth

"But you did the better thing and I thank you for that" she said now with a warm smile

I smiled back, me and her both did the usual we wandered dreams and more dreams stopping nightmares and keeping the mind of the innocent cleansed, however I entered this one dream, There was nothing inside it except for a filly with a black coat and navy blue mane and tail she was crying of course on instinct I ran over to ask her what the problem was but once she turned around she was covered in blood and had a knife in hand and her screaming turned into sadistic laughing as she came forward. I turned to run but I found that I was now trapped in a room with her and these dark tendril like substances held me from moving.

She crept forward until she was right in front of me and with the sounds of a knife piercing the skin she stabbed me bringing the knife forward and back and with each thrust the knife got deeper and made it more painful. When she was done the tendrils let go of me and I fell to the floor curled up in to a ball blood all over me, I then look up to see a Mare who looked like my mom except armored and as tall and radiant as princess celestia and she spoke in a soft voice before I blacked out "where are your gods now".

I woke up in sweat and I turned my head to see both twilight and spike at one side of my bed their arms are on me indicating that they tried to wake me up.

"WHAT THE BUCK HAPPENED" twilight yelled I replied in three words

"Just a nightmare" Then I fell unconscious