An Innocent Mare

Waking up didn't happen quickly. There were a series of me trying to stretch, hurting myself, then falling back asleep. It wasn't until I realized that my room smelled weirdly fresh that I decided to open my eyes. Instead of seeing all of my animal friends lined up awaiting me to prepare them breakfast, I found myself in a wildly pink room with streamers and balloons everywhere.
The events of the previous evening came back to me. This was Pinkie's room. Wait a minute. I looked around more eagerly around the place just to make sure it was true. It was Pinkie's room! Wait. My eyes widened as I looked down at the covers. This is Pinkie Pie's bed. An excited eep came out as well as a crooked smile.
I was in Pinkie Pie's bed!!! The covers were so soft and warm. Pressing them to my face. After inhaling the sweet smell a fuzzy feeling sent chills through me. This couldn't get any better.
Almost as if the universe heard me, the door came open and a pink mare came in. My smile exploded out. I hadn't felt this happy in a long time.
She cocked her head to the side and smiled kindly, "Awe, you look so nice when you wake up. Good morning, sleepy head!" Instantly, she began hoping around the place making me laugh. Pinkie Pie is silly.
"h-Hi, Pinkie Pie," Bundling up tightly to her blanket as I watched her.
She eventually hopped up onto the bed. She sat down on the covers while got embarrassed and pulled them over my face. The bed dipped in which meant she was leaning in. By the movement on the cover, I knew she was sneaking over to me. I kept giggling and covering myself with the blanket as she crept up.
She jumped on me out of nowhere and began tickling me. She was hurting me a lot but I didn't care, I was happy. While her legs were planted by mine and her arms were up here I took my opportunity and kicked her legs out. As soon as she fell on me I wrapped my arms around her side and held her.
She laughed and tried to escape but then realized I was hugging her and gave me one to. Her fur was so soft and felt good on my face. Her whole body was just filled with warmth and love. I was in her bed and we were hugging. I couldn't ask for anything more.
Pinkie Pie let go a little and brought her head out to look down at me. She opened her mouth to say something but then stopped and asked, "Are you crying?"
I wiped it off quickly then denied it. She laughed and I did to. "You sure did perk up pretty fast! Yesternight you were a droopy woopy and today you're a happy pappy!"
I nodded in agreement. Pinkie Pie is the only one I know is nice. She got up from the bed and went to the door. She called somepony and then hoped back over to me. I curiously looked up.
"Now, I know your one year anniversary last night wasn't the best," Pinkie Pie said. Big Macintosh came into the room. Pinkie Pie did a series of cart wheels around him, "SO I HELPED RESERVE THE ENTIRE DAY FOR THE TWO OF YOU TO BE TOGETHER!"
"Come on, Fluttershah," Big Mac said with a still face as he gestured with his hoof. "Ah think you and me should have some alone time together."
Pinkie Pie laughed, "Oh, come on, Big Mac, just a second ago she was my love bug and you're already taking her from me?"
Pinkie Pie hopped passed him snickering. He starred directly at me for a minute. He didn't say or do anything. He just slowly grinned. I stared at him, aimlessly. That was the same look he gave one of my bird's right before he killed them. He was giving me that look.
Pinkie hopped passed again and she actually caught his attention. He glanced between us.He didn't give her the same look, though. I looked at Pinkie Pie for a second. It hit me what he was about to do. I shook my head and he nodded.
"Hey, Pinkie Pie," he smiled at me.
"Yep Yep?" she kept bouncing idly.
"Would yah like to hear a little somethin about you and Flutters here?"
Pinkie Pie nodded as she hopped like a bunny. I was on the verge of tears.
"Well, yah know how am her special somepony? Well, It turns out that she has another..."
Pinkie stopped bouncing. She looked at him acting confused, "Wait, what?"
"Yep yep," he laughed, "She's also pretty fond of mares to. Specifically you. She talks about yah, she has pictures of yah, she does a lot more with your cupcakes than eatin them, she records yah, and she makes me wear a pretty pink wig when we're gonna buck. Oh, did ah mention she collects your hair?"
Pinkie Pie looked backed at me. Her face was filled with shock and confusion. He's lying, I never did any of those things. My chest started hurting. She tilted her head at me. I started crying and hid under her blanket.
"Ah ah! Look at her guilty face. Now whad yah think she's doin under there? Those are your covers after all," he laughed.
Pinkie stayed silent for a while. When her voice finally cracked, Big Macintosh cut in, "Welp, ah'd love to go on a date but the farm needs me. See yah, ladies." Shortly after him saying this the door creaked open and then slammed shut.
The room was dead silent. I pressed my face against the blanket and wept. My whole face was numb yet it hurt. Devastation pounded mercilessly at my heart. After a lot of nothing, I realized that she was letting me cry myself out. Eventually, I got hold of myself. I curled into the blanket and prepared myself.
Pinkie Pie didn't say anything for the longest time. When I heard her about to, I cut her off, "He's lying..."
She stayed quiet for longer. I choked up and cried some more. I knew she was utterly confused.
"um...well, uh..." she didn't know what to say, "Why did he say that?"
I didn't answer her question. I tried to but I just kept crying. She decided to ask something else, "Is he always like that?" I shook my head. "I said, "Is he always like that?"" her voice sounded more serious. I was about to say no again but instead kept crying.
The bed sunk in and I almost started rolling. Pinkie Pie took the blanket off my face. I tried to hide but she put her hoof under my chin and wiped my face off. I tried to back down but she held my chin up and made sure we had eye contact. She stared at me intently.
"Is Big Macintosh always rude like that?" I shook my head. She let go of me but still starred. After a lot of hard thought she finally said, "I'll stop asking you that under one condition." she thought it over again and nodded to herself, "I was talking with Twilight last night. She told me that last night when you were under the table Twilight said that you thought she was going to hit you and that she hated you. You haven't talked to any of us in a months. Why did you think she would do that?"
I really didn't want to say but eventually her angry stare got to me. I can't see somepony like her not be happy, "...left...I left you all and my element of harmony. Equestria could've been in peril because of me. I know she got Celestia to put a royal bounty on my head because she was so mad." I shrunk down and began sobbing.
"Uh huh...and how did you find out about this?"
"Big Mac told me-" I covered my mouth. My eyes opened up in horror as I looked up at her.
Pinkie Pie looked angry but kept her cool. She just nodded and sat down on the bed. Her eyes began to shine but she wiped her face and it was gone, "...Fluttershy...that never happened. Twilight misses you very much. If that's why you're so scared to be around us, whatever he says. It's not true."
Before I could respond she asked, "Fluttershy...is he making you be in this relationship?" Her face held true concern. I didn't know how to respond. That isn't what happened. I love him a lot and he loves me. Right?
My face was still as I began to realize. Pinkie Pie went down went down to me and wrapped her hooves around me but even that wasn't enough to warm me up. I felt cold. Really cold. Baby tears went down.
She hugged me tightly and gave me a kiss on the cheek. "Don't worry, I'll make sure he never bothers you again. I can makes cupcakes if you want." she said as she brought her hoof up to my head and got down to the bed so my head could fit on her shoulder.
"I saw your little straw trail to the hay pile. I also saw that deep impression only Macintosh could make. Are you okay?"
I nodded in response. I was hurt and I may have peed a little but I was okay. Pinkie Pie held me very gently, "That's good...this is a safe place. You can tell me anything. I won't tell anypony. Cross my heart, hope to fly, stick a cupcake in my eye. If you need somepony to talk to, I'll be here."

Finally, I held her back. She was warm. She was nice. She was soft. She was safe. She was Pinkie Pie. I needed help with this to, "pinkie..." she looked down at me. She wasn't mad that I was telling her. I could tell her, "...im...im pregnant..."
Pinkie Pie's eyes widened. "Whoa...did you tell him?" Instantly, I started crying again. "Hey..." she shushed me and stroked my mane, "I'm sure that if you tell him then it'll-"
"NO! He does I don't want him to do it again. Whenever I tell him he does it!" Ii started breaking down.
Pinkie Pie was stared blankly at me while she processed what I had just told her. She said something under her breath then smiled, "Hey, don't cry. It's okay. It's okay. I'm here now," she said kindly. "Would you like to hear one of my secrets?" she looked behind herself then leaned in closely to me. She whispered, "I kind of like mares to...you specifically."
I need to stop crying, I'm hearing things wrong. I wiped my tears then got hold of myself. "Wait...what did you say?"

Pinkie Pie tried to hold back her grin, "I like you, Fluttershy. I love you! I always have loved you and I always will. You are the nicest pony I have ever met. Only you would go through all of this and still be sweet and beautiful. I don't know all of the details of what you went through and I'm sure you don't want to talk about it but I can tell you're a survivor! You go through all of this for no personal reward. You just do this to keep that foal safe. You are a hero! I want to be with you. I want to help you raise a foal."
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Nopony ever said anything like that to me before. I just...I just didn't know what to say. My heart melted with pure joy. I got chocked up a little, "I love you to! Let-let's have a foal!!!" I couldn't believe I was saying this to Pinkie Pie! Pinkie Pie had just about the same reaction as me. She nodded as tears went down her cheeks to.
Pinkie shrugged and laughed, "We're in love!" I laughed to. She brought her hoof down to my stomach, "Can I feel our foal?"
I nodded ecstatically, "Of course you can!"
She starred up at me for a second smiling then brought her hoof down. When she touched her spot, however, her smile faded. She starred off for a second the slowly back down at her hoof. Her face was filled with horror.
"What's wrong, Pinkie Pie?"
She just kept starring down, "...you...you didn't pee last night..."
"Huh? I asked confused and a little scared. Pinkie Pie helped me sit up. I looked down at what she meant. Coming down from my mare part were two separate trails of crusted on blood that ran down my inner thighs and ended at my knees.