A new world and a new home.

"Do you have everything?" asked Cloudchaser.

"Yes." I said.

"Then let´s go." she said.

"I hope you will find her again." said Twilight.

We left Twilights tree-house. I know it was my fault. She gone because ... I don't know what I have done but I felt me confess.

"Cloudchaser ...."

"It wasn't your fault Josh. She was hurt please accept this ok."

"Ok I understand." I know it made no sense to object Cloudchaser. We walked through forest, mountains and landscapes. It was a sunny day, not even one cloud.

"What´s going on with you?" I asked Cloudchaser because she stopped immediately.

"I was here often with my sister earlier. We hang up here if our parents made problems or if we had an argument. We scarified pictures in trees .... sometimes. One day I was lying here Flitter came and jumped on a rain cloud. I was complete wet after that. I remember how she laughed. That was so cute. I will never forget this laugh. She was so lucky. I knew she was jealous sometimes because all colts were interested in me but she was ever my sister we respected each other. There is a connection between us ... no pony have this. The most ponies here have a strong connection between each other." explained Couldchaser.

"Yea ... on my world its the complete different. Of course if I would have a brother I would love him but the most are lucky if they mustn't see his brother or sister. The different between this world and my is ponies don't kill other ponies if they jealous, people on my world do it very often. Some people do suicide if they cant have a ... special person where they felt in love." I said.

"Wow Josh ... you make me hopes ...." she said.

"Sorry I ..." I got abort.

"It´s ok. You are honest and this is it what I like on you."

I smiled. She smiled back. Cloudchaser was the best friend which I could wish. And her sister ... I think she is something special. I know there is something between us. But I didn't accept it. I am an idiot. I don't know maybe I love her too but maybe ... I don't know but she is still a innocent soul wandering anywhere. This fucking whole life is so complicated, I lost my mum I wont lost her too. I will help her, she should know she can count on me.

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(Listen while you reading Josh´s memories)

Wipe those tears away from your eyes

Just take my hand you don't have to cry it'll be alright

I'll make it alright

Don't let the world get you down

Reach for the love that's all around

It'll be alright baby we'll make it alright

I'll pick you up when you're feeling down

I'll put your feet back on solid ground

I'll pick you up and I'll make you strong

I'll make you feel like you still belong

Cause it's alright, yeah it's alright let me make it alright, make it alright

Stay with me tonight, stay with me tonight

Sometimes the words well their just not enough

Afraid of feeling and in need of love

To make it alright, baby, I'll make it alright

Where will you run to where will you hide

I know the pain comes from deep down inside but

it'll be alright baby we'll make it alright Baby

Let me make it alright, Make it alright

Let me make it alright, Make it alright

Stay with me tonight, stay with me tonight

It's alright, yeah it's alright

It's alright, yeah it's alright

It's alright, Stay with me tonight

I'll pick you up when you're feeling down

I'll put your feet back on solid ground

I'll pick you up and I'll make you strong

I'll make you feel like you still belong

Cause it's alright, yeah it's alright let me make it alright, make it alright

Stay with me tonight, stay with me tonight

It's alright, yeah it's alright

It's alright, yeah it's alright

It's alright, Stay with me tonight

It's alright, yeah it's alright

It's alright, yeah it's alright

It's alright, Stay with me tonight.

Josh´s Memories:

I remember the last time I met her. We were on a lake. Swimming together, laughing together, we had so much fun together. Yes I miss her. I miss her so much. She was the first pony which came to me without any worries. Yes she was something special. I miss her so much, I miss her smiling, her laughing ... her near. It was nice for me too if she was with me. Her soft skin, her mane which tickled my face every time. Her huge eyes, the moments if she laid at me...if she kissed me on my cheeks her blushes if I flirted with her. God that time. I wish I could travel back in time ... I would so many thing better. I hope she don't hate me. The time with her was  the best what I had here in this bright and colourful world. I would never have a friend like this on Earth. She tried everything, she made everything for me and I used her. GOD I MISS YOU FLITTER!

"FLITTER I MISS YOU! AND I AM SO SORRY WHAT I HAVE DONE PLEASE FORGIVE ME!" I cried and felt down to the ground. It was to much for me.

"Hey Joshua it´s ok. I know how you feel. We will find her again..." and Cloudchaser hugged me.

*BUM* *BUM* Darkness ...

I woke up. My head felt like someone had hit me with a shovel. Then I noticed I was in a prison ... a kind of prison, Cloudchaser was on the other side. I noticed she was under shock and she starred at something. I looked next to me and I saw a purple Pegasus who looked at me with wide eyes.

"FLITTER?" I asked.

"Josh ... please help me!" she stuttered....