This lonely world

Chapters

Time to think alone
The first step of realizing your feelings
The final decision

Time to think alone

"Sh-she won't find me in here"

"SPPPPPIIIIKKKKEEEEE! Where are u my scaly love I just want to talk. I forgive u for dating another pony, I just want u to come out and talk you, me and Rosy."

"You crazy bitch! Rosy is a freaking chainsaw so no i don't want to talk, beside there's nothing to talk about just let me be happy away from you."

Spike while trembling, he was trying his best to hide from the chainsaw welding pony, who has when mad. As spike was hearing foot steps becoming closer, his heart was racing wanting to run and flee from this nightmare. He though it was dream, but nope it's real it's all to real.

"How did I end up like this?' Life was good after everything that's happen to me, I was getting my life back and she just decided to come out of no where. Why? Why can't I be happy for once in my life? Why don't I deserve the right to do what I want?'" Spike while shaking and arguing with himself he didn't notice, the mare closing in on his location with, the low rumble of Rosy the chainsaw humming.

Spike inner thoughts. "Sorry I'm getting way way ahead of my self, if you want to know why and how I ended up this way we have to start at the beginning."

THREE YEARS EARLIER

"SPIKE!!!! If you don't wake up, you'll be late for helping rarity at her shop, now that you guys are dating you should really spend a lot of time with her, who knows maybe she'll marry you!" Screaming the young princess Twilight Sparkle calling for her scaly younger brother from to top of the stairs. "I swear, I'm gunna have to get a inner com for his room and wake him up one of these days."

"Morning twi how are you?". Whispering the young teen dragon from behind, almost scaring twilight half to death or worse making her have a heart attack.

"'Spike! What in the world of celestial, makes you think it's ok to give me a heart attack at this early in the morning?' Spike?"

"Ok, ok sorry twi, but I made you your favorite breakfast it's on the counter, I made your bed, ironed your outfit and I cleaned your desk and." Spike was cut off by a small kiss on the forehead that made him smile and laugh, he looked at twilight and remember when he was really young when he first saw twilight. He was happy, she hatch him from his egg.

"Spike?' Spike?' SPIKE!!!!!' 'Wake up!" Twilight screaming caused Spike to snap out of his thoughs.

"Sorry twi I was, um thinking of the past. 'Twilight?' Thank you for hatching me that day twi, I love you."

Twilight's face which was now deep red, she calmed her self down and with a stuttering back tone. "Sppiike? it's ok, I'm glad I hatch you too spike. I'm glad I got to know you and live with you, I love you too."

"Well twi, I got to go, I'll be back later just remember if you need me in a real hurry send me a scroll and i will be running back here super fast ok?"

"But I." Twilight was stopped with a claw softly touching the side of her face

"Twi you know, your the most important person to me besides, mom I will always be there to aid you in anything. Now I'll see you later remember, need me send a message"

Spike running out of the library smiled at his long life friend and sister, the young dragon as he headed for rarity's house with a eager look on his face. As Spike ran through ponyville he waved hello to his friends he saw, spike stopped and thought he should buy something for rarity so he headed for sugarcube corner

"Spike! Spike! Over here!" Screaming Sweety Bell at the dragon as he stepped into sugarcube corner.

""Hello Sweety Bell and Apple Bloom, how are you two? You guys are up to some more C.M.C missions today?"

"You got that right sweety and I are thinking of ways, while we wait for the time to pass"

"Time to pass what do you mean girls?"

"Well you see, there's something we need in sweetie's room, but we can't get into there because rarity locked it up and said no one can visit her till 5, no one not even you spike" said apple bloom as she had a face of concern and anger in her face

"Yeah it's a pain my sis must hurry up I swear sometimes I want to kick her butt." Sweety bell raising a hoof in anger and frustration.

"Well if you want I can go and see why and get you guys the thing you need? What is it you need anyways.?" Spike, as,he was rising one eye brow

" um, you would be mad if we told you" sweety bell as she started to sink into her seat

"Yeah spike it's not good but if your offering....... I guess we have to say it's scootaloo in a chest"

"WHHHAAATTTTT!!!!!!" Screaming the dragon scaring not only the two fillies, but the every other pony in the store, even miss cake, the clerk at the register taking orders after a few apologies later spike promised he would get the third member of the CMC team, and headed to rarity's to see what's wrong and to get scootaloo. Spike getting there didn't take no time at all, spike was about to knock at the door when he heared a giggle and laughter. Spike decided to ease drop on what's happening.

"Oh you, stop it you know what that does to me ummmmm but if feels to good don't stop"

"You know it babe, you should know it that I love you"

Spike being really big, his weight was to much pressure on the door causing it to open. What he saw, instantly made him want to cry. Rarity strapped down to a bed and a male pony on top of her kissing her neck slowly. Tears were starting to form in spikes eyes as, he couldn't believe what he was watching.

"Say it, say it, say I'm your special somepony now!"

"Alright, your my very special some pony," screaming rarity as she and the male pony finished having sex he was still on top of her till rarity looked out at the door.

*Gasp* "SPIKE THIS, THIS ISNT WHAT." Rarity words was cut off as spike ran out of the house he was trying to get away as fast as he could. He was crying uncontrollably while he was making it out of ponyville to fly. In the mean time, two of spike close and personal friends was walking through ponyville just out for a walk.

"Hey tavi when was last time we saw our scaly friend?"

“I have no idea, I hope we get to see spike sometime soon it really has been months since we seen him"

"Well tavi we could walk over to the library and force spike to hang out with us."

As vinyl finished They both saw Spike running through ponyville crying

"Holy smoke Travi spike needs our help!"

"Yes he was crying, let's chase after him let's go"

As the two chased after spike Octavia had a bright idea

"Let's corner him you go one way and I'll go another." They corner spike as vinyl was the one who jumped into spikes path

"STOPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!"

Spike causing him to panic and fall to the ground and found him self being hold down by two ponies, he knew very well.

"Spike! stop it's only us calm down" Octavia said as she nuzzled and hold spike close. Spike calming down, he wiped his face and spoke "Thank you, you guys I needed a hug."

"Now tell us, what's wrong spike you can trust Travi and I plz we both care for you, you big lug now spill the beans."

Spike feeling all the pain coming back he quietly told the two mares what happen.

"That, THAT BITCH TRAVI, ILL BE RIGHT BACK."

Octavia holding her friend back was trying to calm herself down. She looked at spike then back at her friend and without a word she hinted through eye contact that they should comfort spike about emotions that; have been bottled up for years. Without a word they wrap them selfs around the crying dragon and calmed him down.

"Spike are you ok?"

"I'll be o..."

Spike was stopped, by the sight of rarity running after spike this caused Octavia and Vinyl to turn to face rarity in anger

"Spiky wikey wait! Come here plz, I'll explain"

Spike starting to cry again turned and without caring created a sonic boom as he was speeding off. This caused everyone in ponyville to ether be scared or to wake up the ponies who were asleep including a very sleepy rainbow colored pony.

"Spike wait!" screamed Octavia as she tried to stop the young drake, but as soon as spike was far off she turned and looked at rarity with eyes of disgust and anger vinyl wasn't staring; she was punching rarity in the face and kicking her while she was down. Octavia slowy trying not to join her friend in beating, rarity took vinyl off rarity and with the calmest and anger growl she spoke

"You should be ashamed of your self, you should be lucky I'm a lady and not let my friend continue to beat you. Come on vinyl, we are leaving this trash here we got to go tell twilight and go find spike at least we won't break his heart."

With that Octavia walk towards the library with tears in her eyes and anger in her heart. Trying to hold the fact that seeing spike in pain hurts her deeply.

The first step of realizing your feelings

Drip, drip, drip. Ponyville was getting an unsuspected down poor every good little pony was running for cover to be warm and safe. All except two ponies, who was headed towards the library tree that was getting closer and closer by the second.

"Trav are you ok? You are looking kinda blue and cold."

"I'm ok, I'm just worried, about spike you know he was betrade and who knows where he is right now let's just hurry up and tell twilight so she can find him."

The two ponies got to the door and knock waiting for the librarian to open the door. The door was cracked open a bit and the head of a purple pony's head was peaking out

"Octavia? What are you guys doing here? And in the rain too plz come inside quickly before you get a cold."

"Thanking you twilight, we need to talk it's a emergency and you won't be happy what has happen."

"What's wrong?"

"Well it's about spike."

"What!???!!! What has happen to him, Octavia plz explain."

That's when Octavia explain to twilight about what has happen to their drake friend and when she finished twilight felt the anger swelled in her.

"That, that, whore!!!! How how could she do that and to spike to he didn't deserve that no pony does where is she now I'm gunna erase her from existence."

"Twilight calm down, we can't beat or go killing her we must first find spike, sure I beat her ass for a bit before Trav over there pulled me off."

"Yes twilight we must find out where spike has gone and hope he is ok."

*mean while at rarity's house*

"You did what???????"

"Sweety calm down"

"No I will not calm down, I was just told by scootaloo that you cheated on spike she heard everything while she was locked in the trunk."

The white mare looked puzzled why was a Pegasus locked in a truck in the first place, but shook it off and looked at her younger sister with a look of trying to make her understand what happen.

"Sweety look I know."

"You know sis everyone in this town is right you have such a big ego to feel the void in your heart of you know that no one in this town likes you because your a heartless whore."

With that sweety bell slammed the door and ran all the way to her friends house then to head towards the library to tell twilight. While back at the library tree.

"So twilight what are we gunna do? We need to find him, he must be so confused and hurt and sad"

"Wait I remember, I put a spell on spike to always know where he is in equestria. We'll look for him kk? I'll take a day you guys go sleep ok? There's two extra beds in the room to the right of the stairs you both can sleep there."

"Thank you twilight"

"Yeah thanks, I hope spike is ok night"

Octavia and her DJ friend walked up the stairs and starting to all asleep.

"Hey Trav?"

" yes?"

" I wished spike fell in love with ether of us first so he didn't have to deal with this pain"

"I agree, but all we can do now is show spike our love and hope he accepts it and lets us heal his broken heart."

* Octavia's inner thoughts*

"Spike, why didn't you see I was in love with you, why was I a coward to tell you how I felt about you? Why? why? why? now your out there all alone and cold and upset please come back to me spike plz."

With that Octavia felt the beauty of princess Luna's night, take Octavia into dream land till the next morning.

"Wake up you guys now!"

Octavia was awoken to twilight screaming in her ear, the purple pony by the looks of it hadn't slept at all and looked worried.

"What's wrong twilight?"

"Get dressed, we have to head to Canterlot now."

"Why twilight?"

"Because we must go tell the princess what happen."

With that the three ponies headed to the train station where they met up with applejack, sweety bell, apple bloom, scootaloo, and pinky pie.

"Twilight we all hear what happen and we figure we should go tell the princess and see what we should do"

"Thanks guys let's hurry then, and wait for the tra"

With that motion twilight and everyone stopped when they notice a white unicorn was walking up to them

"Oh hell no twilight tell me she didn't."

Yes, yes she did, rarity was walking up to the others with a look in her eyes like she was on a mission

"Ooohhhhh good every one's here so what's the plan on finding spikey wikey?"

With that twilight just snapped, but before twilight could say anything rarity was launched back about a good 10 feet by a upper cut everyone looked to see who just deliver the most epic uppercut that has and yet to be recorded in ponyville it was fluttershy. Everypony just looked in shock why and how did fluttershy just slap the bee Jesus out of rarity. Next to fluttershy was rainbowdash who was equally as pisses as fluttershy was.

"You, you, ugggggggghhhhh"

Fluttershy who was now charging at rarity going at full speed to almost match rainbow's sonic rain boom speed Everypony had to hold her down.

"I think you should leave rarity before we all kick your ass some of us want to teach you a lesson that you won't survive from." Twilight said as she was struggling holding the little yellow pony down

"Well fine then, I was trying to help get spike back but you know what? Who cares for that stupid scaly lizard, he should be put there in the wild maybe it will man him up to learn how to treat a mare the right way, he's too soft and nice he's weak."

After she said that rarity was met with several dual combo hits that was a mixture from every pony in the group that rarity just manage to piss off. Then Octavia was the first to speak.

"Look here, spike may not be a player or a smooth talker, but he is the kindest drake, that any mare or filly could ask for he's caring, kind, loving, and one of the most cutiest pony or dragon. That anyone could know he could have made any mare feel special, but his feelings was wasted on a ugly pony like you (Octavia trying to hold her anger in) you should back away now and never come around spike again ever or so help me I won't stop me or my friend from beating you down now, scram before I kill you."

With that, the bleeding and bloody rarity slowly limped as fast as she could to get away from the crowd of mean staring "friends" she though she had. As soon as Octavia finished she turned to every pony and kindly suggested them to get onto the train as the train was leaving Octavia and very pony looked at ponyville not knowing that this was the last time they will see ponyville for a long long time. Octavia looking at the spot where she first met spike as they were leaving she though to her self.

"I'm coming for you my sweety, I will show you that there is someone in this world that loves you and wants to make you happy so hold on, because I'm come for you and I'm not giving up till I find you."

The final decision

The sun, as it just started to rise and Luna's moon now slowly sinking out of sight over the horizon. The bright light ignited the small train car, that was occupied by the 7 pony's waiting for their stop at Canterlot. Octavia was the first of the group to stir from her slumber. As her eyes widen and started to look around she notice her friends doing the same. The train came to a complete halt as everyone started to enter Canterlot there they were confronted by two guards.

"Hey move out of the way." Twilight looking at one of the guards with fury

"I'm sorry princess twilight, but I must tell u to wait for a Cart to bring you to the castle to see the princesses, they know that you are coming and we are ordered to take you to the castle to meet them. There is no time princess so don't argue and just wait."

With that said the group waited till the cart showed up they all boarded and was taken to the castle. When they got there they have notice that something wasn't right, the entire aura of the castle had an evil and cold feeling to it he 7 ponies couldn't put their hoof on it but something was upsetting.

"Now presenting from all the way from ponyville princess twilight, and the other holders of the elements of harmony, and vinyl scratch and Octavia."

There was a surge of emense gloom and an evil feeling was towering over the ponies who came to see the princesses. Luna and celestia was seated in their throwns and they had a grim look on their faces to this twilight was surprise because she never seen her mentor like this never not one time.

"Twilight you and your friends take a seat now, any seat will do."

With that every pony was shock and surprise by the way the princess just spoke but no pony dare disobey so they all calmly sat in different seats and waited for the princesses to speak. A little while had gone by and everyone was quietly not moving the silence was just killing pinky pie but the silence was broke

"You see! Look what you have done I have watch the young beast from the minute that brat over there hatch him from the egg and like you ordered me to; I haven't attacked, slandered, arrested or anything against the beast and look what has happen he shows a burst of outrage and he hasn't shown any sign of stopping".

Everyone in the room was amazed by the words that was coming out of the old pony's mouth but before anyone could speak the old mare was thrown across the room and was being forced to bow. Twilight looking around the room to look for who was doing this to the old pony discovered it was princess luna who's horn showing a dark and empty feeling of magic flowing from her horn. Then stopped and with an cold and emotionless tone.

"Look here my nephew has came across and overcome many challenges from you and other ponys across equestria, he was just given the worse thing that life could throw at any pony. I would love to see you have this happen to you and see how you would act." Luna had an emptyness feeling in her tone as she looked down on the old mare who was in fear.

"As you can see unlike my sister I don't have any trouble putting ponies like you in place, my poor, poor sister she is suffering a pain no one who is a mother should have to watch her child in pain this is a horrible feeling to see my sister like this".

"Princess Luna? Why is princess celestia like this?" Twiilight who just broke the conversation was trying to hold herself from going into shock from what Luna have just said.

"You do not know? I mean it's YOU! Come on twilight you should realize why she is like this you are like her child also so please don't act so shock."

Suddenly everything came back to twilight the memories of when spike and her was younger and spike and twilight lived with celestia and celestia treating them like her own kid. The images jw tarted to make twilight cry remembering every memory and hard ship they as a family over came. Remembering all of this started a surge of anger and rage at rarity to come over twilight making her go numb as this happen twilight walked over to celestia and placed a hoof on her.

"I know it's been a really long time but mom I will get spike back for us don't worry I won't fail you mom. Just rest when you wake up spike will be with us again." With that said twilight rose up and walked over to luna

"Auntie?"

"You haven't called me that before twilight is there something you need my niece?"

"I want you to put a sleeping spell of celestia please for me I'll ask my brother and princess cadence to leave the crystal empire or at least my brother to come and guard the castle while the mom is alseep."

"Will do twilight but what are you gunna do?"

"I'm going to find my brother and bring him home".

"Yeeee-haaaaa you said it twi and we got your back us girls can..

"No applejack this is a job only I can do spike is my brother besides that you have the other elements of harmony if we lost you then the land would be defenseless if we lost one element then.

Suddenly twilight was slapped by pinky pie who main was down showing she wasn't her usual self. The usual pinky pie while her puffy hair and happy expression was replaced by a frown and straight flat hair.

"Twilight sparkle! Do you really think we as your friends will let you do this alone? What in your right mind makes you believe we will just let you walk put of here of to the middle of celestia knows where, to find spike where ever he may be it this moment. We are your friends the 4 of us have been through think and thin. We battle and traveled together did none of that mean anything to you?"

Twilight was shook back by the words and meaning that cut deep into twilights heart and mind but twilight knew she couldn't think about it any longer

"Pinky in not leaving you here so I can be a hero or do prove something I am keeping you guys here just in case if spike comes home and to watch out for something I have a feeling rarity isn't done hurting spike"

Pinky knew twilight had a point so with out arguing nooded in agree me

"But u have to pinky promise that your going to come back with spike and make sure he knows how much we all love him."

Twilight smile and promise with that twilight started casting a summoning spell but got interrupted

"There's no need to call for me princess twilight sparkle" discored softly spoke from across the great hall in the throne room

"How did you know I was going to summon you?"

"I had a feeling that I was needed that and flutter shy over they sent a bird to find me and said she was in trouble. So I came as fast as I could."

Looking over at fluttershy who was blushing and almost crying " I thou- though we were going to need him because he knows how to track well so"

"Thank you fluttershy your a kind friend" spoke twilight as she turned to face discord who was smiling for some odd reason

"Discord we need you to"

"Find your little dragon, well not so little anymore but you need me to find where he flew off to."

"How did you"

"Have your read the news papers going acrossed equestria? Every pony knows what has happen to spike and to be honest I don't blame why half of equestria is looking for rarity to mess her up. But enough of that I'll need to help you for fluttershy sake now, your dragon has flew into the ice regen close to equestria for some odd reason but all I know is that he has stopped moving for the time being."

"Thank you discord if I need"

"There's no need I'll send you a crazy bird letter if he moves from where he is oh and another thing." Discord threw a small necklace towards twilight who was stunned and confused by this weird gift." It's a gem eater seeker or dragon finder. If a dragon is close it will shine bright so you don't have to worry except if you find another dragon that isn't spike but oh well you need to be off I hope you do find your dragon twilight I'll be in touch."

"Discord I need a favor"

Discord who is tooken back by this small question looked at the pony "a request what do you mean?"

"I need you to stay and protect equestria since I'm gone it leaves the land defenseless almost so plz can you?"

Discord pondering on this question smiply nod yes and turned to flutter shy "let's go fluttershy and go have tea and clam down come on"

As discord flutter shy and the other 3 ponies left back to ponyville twilight notice two ponies where left

"Octavia and vinyl you guess can"

"Ohhhhhhh no sister we are coming with you spike maybe your brother but he is our close friend so we arnt going no where until we find him and drag him home." Vinyl burst out against twilight

"But what about your concerts and fans and your music?!"

"Your highness music is my passion like vinyl's but when we were both young our teacher taught us one thing. True musicans always followed their hearts and souls where every they feel they are needed in music or life. So I don't care for my music at this moment or anytime soon as long as spike needs me I'll come running to help him."

Twilight couldn't argue with those deep and emotional words that was just spoken instead she smiled and motioned that they all should get moving not knowing they won't be seeing equestria, ponyville or their friends in a very long time