why....why me?

by Keyota

Rating: mature
Tags: Original Character, Random, Slice of Life, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Colgate, Berry Punch, Dark, Sad, Other
Length: 1316

for Hue; a stallion in a mare's body and voice, it seems he shouldnt exist...can anypony prove that wrong?

The story of a unicorn stallion trapped in a mare's life on the verge of suicide. Starting a new life with his newfound secret, all that's left is how long until they find out again. You know, just like those other edgy stories except with more detail
[Rated M for non described rape(implied and used but not described.]

Published 2014-05-19 17:50:02 UTC
Last updated 2016-01-23 08:13:28 UTC

prolouge; "thine Cypher" (major rewrite finished!)

Author's Note

Note: as of 1/23/16 this chapter is going to be undergoing major editing and rewrites in an unpublished chapter I will merge over. Note this chapter in its current state isn't an accurate depiction of quality compared to the newest chapter.

5/12/16 I finally got around to fixing this up and its surprisingly not cancerous and a decent story now~

prolouge; "thine Cypher" (major rewrite finished!)

Perspective and point of view, it is essential and a must have for everything. But the way it works in such worlds, the winner of the debate or conflict is always portrayed as the righteous anx pure side against the evil opponent. While that can be true in some cases, it always always makes someone suffer in a living hell amongst men...or in this case equine

Hue started the slow and relatively short walk back home, his body bruised, and scared. Somewhat hard gashes around his check and neck, with rather coloured bruises around the base of his plush flanks. Funnily enough it was only the second time this week this had happened. Some ponies on the other side of the street turned to gasp before shrugging it off like usual. At both his appearance and the constant use as pleasure and painslut was getting him rather well known in all the wrong ways. Being raped by some larger stallion was getting to be nearly every other day. Nevertheless the frequency didn't make it any less traumatic...if anything it was getting worse. Eight they were getting more rough with him or his body was just growing sensitive to such pains...if not both that is. He hung his head down and tried not to pay notice to any of the off glances, which obviously didn't work as he collapsed onto the cobble streets. His fore legs were growing weak from blood loss, something he'd grown all too used to. His abnormally long horn sampling and chipping into stone painfully eciting a rather pained moan from the pony. Bright feuchia sparks dancing around the base before dying down. Having received a much longer horn from his father's side wasn't that fun at times, even more so with him competing with the likes of the lunar princess.

The unicorn stood just short of the average mare's height and weight with an impressively thin waisted form. His makeup was indeed mareish with his smaller floof ridden chest and ample flanks and plot. A Dark magenta mane and tail, streaked with forest green and a few dark indigo streaks and highlights. All of which completely natural with his mane being almost double that of a mares in length. His tail on the other hand was over a yard long and almost impossibly big and silky smooth. Coat a pure alabaster white with light emerald orbs and violet eyelids on a mares muzzle, slightly silver tinted ears and horn resting upon his stature. Almost motherly thick thighs leading to naturally dark dark purple hooves, topped off with a curvy marelike stance. The spitting image of a Canterlot royalty princess, except for the inclusion of his stallionhood that is. With such he was a prime example of a caked and proper feminine coltcuddler, something which of course wasn't looked upon nicely in the pure city that it was

Hue cringed as he got up and limped back home. He didn't bother as he reached the front door and teleported inside.

"Raped again?" His mother asked as he nodded. "Heh well good job to whoever did it...really did a number on you." She said giggling softly, drawing a hoof through one of the bleeding cuts. Slowly running her silver hoof through and down back to his flanks "Cypher is out back...celestia knows why he Still associates with you..." Cypher; a light grey pegasus stallion, was the only one who would even get near hue to talk not rape. Like hue's mother said; celestia knows why.
Hue slowly made his way out back where the grey pegasus was indeed laying down on the grass. "H-aah-ey" the unicorn coughed out before grunting down and shifting over next to him.
"It happen again?" He asked before drawing a wing over the smaller pony. Eciting a soft magenta blush from said unicorn as he nuzzled close
"It makes me sick that that's legal you know, you're one of the most beautiful ponies ice ever laid eyes upon~ Uh also there's kinds something I want to ask you..It makes me sick to see ponies torture a mare who has done nothing wrong and I want to change that. By simply doing what they would never even think of....Hue...w-will you be my mare friend? Will you be mine to claim and protect from them always?"

The alabaster unicorn gasped and froze up instantly . "I-o-m-mare f-friend y-you mean?"he asked before being stoped with a nod from the other. The pony blushing harder and harder as his heart froze cold with his rail slowly tucking in between his legs.

"U-u-uh c-cypher i-i'm k-k-kinda s-s-sorta a-a s-stallion." He squeaked out as he braced for the lashing to come.

"W-WHAT A STALLION?!MY CELESTIA YOU SICK GAY PEICE OF..." he yelled out before thrusting the fellow stallion away from himself and flicking the blood off his form. "Dear celestia now I bucking know why you get abused all the time and you Love it probably! To think I cared and even tried to love you, to think! "He yelled, striking hard against hue's and gashing in with his heavy hoof before backing away. "Then you suddenly turn out to be a coltcuddling filllyish fuckslut...well...you got what you wanted, but you won't get anymore from me you sick colt."

"I-i-i-I didn't d-do this to m-myself!" He grunted out with a pant as his horn started faintly glowing. The stallion trying slowly to stagger to his hooves again.

"Ooh and so I guess you were just born like that then? Now you're a bucking liar too well bye bye then, ooh...and I do hope you're happy now!" He countered as he took to the skies and dashed away into the clouds

"Why...why.....c-cypher...i-i..." He choked out eyes welling with tears. His heart shattering into w million cold dead fragments inside of his chest. The one pony who he thought was different. The one pony who didn't see a monster, who cared for him. Only did it out of ignorance and attraction...

"I-i am a wreched creature.."

He cried out, sobbing silently into the grass for hours upon hours. The lawn and his pure coat now stained a dark crimson red. Eventually crying himself to unconscious for his sleepless night in canterlot was his last.

"Get the buck up and what the actual hell are you doing out here?" Hue's father commanded, comming outside.

"C-c-c-Cypher....asked me out...thought I was a m-mare...n-never wants to see me again." He choked out between sobs.

"Aw just like the rest, we told you. You're completely unloveable." He said before a thump of a Pegasus landing was heard

His father pointed a hoof in the opposite direction of canterlot. "Go and never return." He said sternly as his horn lit up a being Amber.
"We want you out of canterlot, equestria if you can at that. Forever more!" An all to familiar voice yelled out

"C-c-c-Cypher i-i-i."

"GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!" He yelled out flaring his wings and growling at the unicorn

"Well...we don't want to see you ever again in this town...Hue you are hereby banished from canterlot."

Hue hung his head down as he walked off in search of a new home as the celestial sun fell and the lunar moon peeked over the horizon.

"You're lucky we have kind hearts by allowing you to live on...now get lost before we change our minds." His father said chuckling softly before pushing him off on his way.

'Destination Ponyville.'

chapter 1: ponyville beginnings

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