Finally some relaxation... I glided down in a long spiral onto a nice soft looking cloud decently high above the Everfree Forest. I could see Fluttershy's cottage, but that was in the back of my mind right now...
Wow, Its been two long months without my friends, and I got nothing from it... well, I don't wanna say that, I did get to meet Spitfire in person and have a conversation with her! I wonder how their doing... Rarity's still running that boutique I bet, I wonder if she hired Spike yet with all that work he's been doing for her. Twilight's still running the library I bet.
Well, I guess it has been only two months... not a lot changed... no pony missed me. Their to busy to miss me... I wonder if I left if anypony would miss me if I left... Not even Pinkie visited me... look at me, I'm practically crying over nothing! They never told me they didn't miss me!... they didn't have time too *sniffle* Buck up, you're Rainbow Daring Danger Dash! You're the fastest flyer in Equestria! The bucking element of loyalty! and yet, your friends don't even wan't to talk to you... they knew I was coming back today didn't they? I'm sure I sent at least one letter... Pinkie would have killed me if I didn't... hehe, I remember last time I didn't send a letter they came after me! That was silly!... but they didn't come after me this time... why? They are still my friends right... I know I didn't write back as often as I should have but... I mean... they should still be my friends right? I don't know why... I was gone for... two whole bucking months... I wrote two letters... I even sent pictures in one of them... and they still couldn't make the time to even say 'hey Rainbow' I lie on my stomach looking down... What happened... my friends don't appreciate me at all... zero... nada... I'm as good as a Celestia damned diamond dog! They I snapped... not literally... but mentally... the event horizon... the point of no return... I've been back the whole day... and not a single person has said welcome back...
Maybe... Maybe I should just leave... come back in a few more months... maybe they'll miss me then... maybe I should never come back... I don't know... I just... I need to leave...
I unfurled my wings and got ready to take off...
"alright 120% let's give it my all.. how fast can I fly!" I jumped into the air and did a back swirl diving off the cloud.. I felt the tears leave my eyes... "goodbye Ponyville..." I barreled strait for the ground... flapping my wings gaining as much speed as I could... I wonder if they'll even give me a funeral... Doesn't matter... I'm already dead...
"RainbowDash!" I heard a familiar voice call but my eyes were to watery to see where from... didn't matter... I'd say five second max before I hit the ground "Rainbow NOOO!!!" I heard it again... I folded my wings in for maximum speed... Collision... everything is black... but I'm not scared... I don't fear death... I don' fear anything anymore... death is better than living alone... a life without my friend is a life I don't want to live... this is death... I don't feel much different... except the pain... yep... a lot of shit is broken right now... both my body and my mind... Doesn't matter... at least I'm not a wast of space anymore... now I'm dead... so soft... wow... whatever this is its soft... my vision was black but I felt something rubbing into my chest... blood trickled down my chest and wings... or... what no... I survived... how... I opened my eyes and moonlight began to flow through blurring my vision while my eyes adjusted. I was... on a hill, near Sweet Apple Acres.
"R-R-...-RainbowDash!" That voice again... I could have sworn I knew who was saying that... I felt the blood again... except it wasn't blood... those are... tears... Who'd be crying over my corpse? Well, I guess I'm not a corpse... still alive... maybe my purpose haven't been served yet... I mean... what else is there to do? I saved Equestria three times now... what more could I be needed to do?
My vision fully cleared now... I looked up my oldest filly hood friend and the only person I did see today...
"RainbowDash... w-wh-why? What hurt have you gone through to make you want to- d- di- I CAN'T EVEN SAY IT, bwahahaaaa" Fluttershy cried into my chest... It was rain... on my day of death... how touching...
"Flutter... shy... why did you save me?" I cocked my neck as much as I could... giving the circumstances I shouldn't be able to move, but she saved me... why?
"be-cause... that doesn't matter we need you to... we need to get you help... rainbowdash... RAINBOW STAY WITH ME" She shook my body but it was too late... I had taken quite a hit even with her catching me the way she did. Maybe we'll meet again... I felt her start to carry me but then... the world went black again... no sound... no vision... no feeling...
