To The Mare I LoveView OnlineLost LoveTo The Mare I LoveIt's been a year or so since she'd broken my heart But why still I can feel the pain inside my heart It's like thousands of knives wreaking havoc in it Stabbing and killing my precious heart Will it fade away as time passes by? Or will it just stay in here clinging myself into my past? But for any means, I just wanted to start a new life Forgetting how painful my past is Holding vaguely forever in my dreams To have someone who will save me from sadness But my dreams came to reality As you enter my heart whole-heartedly You taught me how to forget the past To live again as whole as I was in the present But I'm now afraid again That you might not catch me when I fall Yes, I'm falling in love with you as you take care of me Wishing that you will fall in me also How much effort should I exceed? Just to reach and touch your heart Maybe you only treat me as a friend But I can't stand that we will just be friends forever But please forgive me when you know That your friend is deeply in love with you Three years of friendship is not enough For me and my broken heart That's why I'm begging for you to feel my love Even if you don't return it back I won't be angry with you if you leave me Whenever you know I had broken our rule Not letting to fall in love with each other But my heart keeps beating for you, telling me that I must fall in love With you I tried to forget you in the sense of leaving But I can't bear the pain it gives my heart That's why I talk to you again Promising that I'll not do it again Why do I keep ending up beside to you? When I know that you will not love me I know that you loved someone else But I'll be here, still waiting for you I might find myself so dumb stupid Supporting you in your damn relationship But deep inside of myself It kills my heart every time I hear something happy about you and him I support you and him for whatever reason But I can't stand to see you in agony I tried to pursue you to not love him anymore But what can I do, if your heart never feels the betrayal Is this just normal to feel that the one you loved needs your protection For whatever pain in the world can she get? I wish there will be a time that she will listen to me Because all I want for her is to be happy I've tried in all means to let go our memories A good step to move on forward to life again But I failed again to let her go Because I can't stand whenever she felt sadness Why do I also feel what she feels? I hate this feeling very much Because all I know is This is the reason that's why I can't leave her Seeing her in pain is like burning myself That's why I want to make her happy by striking some jokes I know she laugh, but still not enough To throw the sadness in her heart For two years I'm contented with what we have Because all I want is her happiness I don't care if she will never love me back Because her smile is enough to complete my whole world There will be a time that my love for you will last And I hope that when it happens you will still be my best friend Even after the those trials we've been through I know we can still be a good friend But before I let you go I just wanted to give you a warm hug Embracing every happy memory we have And I also want to tell you that I've been your secret admirer for nearly 3 Years Letting you go doesn't mean we'll forget the past It will just finish those painful memories we have But never damaging the precious memories we’ve been through I love you and goodbye
Mending a Broken HeartView OnlineLost LoveMending a Broken HeartAs I walked in the midst of nowhere While my heart is broken into pieces and empty with happiness There is a mare who cheers me up Forcing to mend the pain inside my heart She became my strength, a blocker against the pain A catalyst to heal my broken heart She taught me how to be brave To fight for someone who's important in my life Then one day as I sat above the hill A realization struck my mind and heart That my heart beats no more to the one I loved Freeing myself to the pain of my past As a time passes by, I can feel my heart beats again Over and over again to that lovely mare The mare who taught me to fight, to let go and to love To the mare who mend my broken heart Tears pour down in my eyes Every time I'm wishing to be loved back by the mare I loved Then I ask myself how it feels loving someone afar But, suddenly my tears just fell over and over again My bitter tears turned into a sweetest smile When I knew that she felt the same as mine Now, both our hearts beat on the same purpose To bloom the love between the two broken hearts
Captured HeartView OnlineLost LoveCaptured HeartEvery time I watched the starry sky I'm always thinking about a lovely mare The mare who captured my heart Even if we are miles away apart This mare did not failed to give me happiness A joyous feeling of endlessness That's why I can't stop loving her That mare who captured my heart Even if we don't see each other I'll never give up my love for her That may be torture to me forever But she still the mare who captured my heart Even if sadness come into my life Striking hard like a lightning struck I will never give up my feelings for her Because I know she is the mare who captured my heart Her face shines so brightly like a moon It relieves the pain inside my heart That makes me more in loved to her Because she is the mare who captured my heart
Ruined HeartView OnlineLost LoveRuined HeartIt was midnight when I sat beside the calm sea Watching the sky as it glitters above the sea The moon on its whole phase struck my head Just to remember the mare who ruined my life I can see her smile that still blooms in my memories Just like it is real and not a dream But suddenly a stab of knife hits my heart Remembering that mare who ruined my life I can hear her voice like a music playing in my head Trying to lessen the pain she'd gave me But it only gives me a stab of knife in my heart Remembering how she ruined my life I can feel her soft hands on my cheeks Trying to wife out the tears she'd gave me Suddenly my heart felt a stab of knife again To remember that she ruined my life If I only knew early what she thinks May be I can stop myself falling for her If that's what the destiny want I will just let my her ruin my heart.
Broken HeartView OnlineLost LoveBroken HeartI will never forget the days we once had The days when you were everything to me My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever But now I realize that was all a big dream The feelings I have for you will never go I wish I could take back that one regretful day The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets That I would once have to live through The sight of you in someone else's arms Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces I sometimes wonder if you still think of me Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back But for now, I'll sit here silently Remembering all the memories we once shared Everyday my love grows much stronger Hoping that one day you will feel the same And put back the pieces of my broken heart
My LamentView OnlineLost LoveMy LamentA river of tears continue to flow in my eyes Lamenting for the loss of our friendship A flaw in my actions deserve this consequence As I squealed our promise of forever Yesterdays are brighter than tomorrow As I've seen your smile every once and a while But tomorrow will be discordant from our past As your sweet smiles turned into a tearful looks I conceded that it's my fault For disintegrating the promise I've given to you But why until now I condone the peccadillo Of the sin I have never meant to incarcerate Could you please bestow me another chance? A providence to remedy my foible in our friendship It may not bring back what we have in the past But still, we can embark for the better amity Can you please hearken to me just for the last time? It may sound rude to you but what can I do? I can't stand being too far away from you But how can I be near to you when you are mad at me A phoenix lament symbolizes sadness Just the same of my tears flowing endlessness I bound that I'm already regretting for those iniquity of mine So please, I'm begging for your forbearance Is it fate that made our roads be apart? Or is it a choice made by each of us I never intended it to happen So please, try to listen on my explanation But for you I think my pleading is not enough For the damage I have given to you What should I do just to forgive me? Or I will just hold on to my hope, until the day you forgive me A melancholy of my heart producing too much pain It may be hard to endure but still I will try Because resisting the pain is my only way Of how much I'm willing to gain your forgiveness Until when should I wait for your forgiveness? If you only have anguish in your heart I have exceeded too much effort just to reach you But what can I do if you haven't tried to listen Author's Note Tried a new style of writing with this, please let me know what you thought!
One Sided LoveView OnlineLost LoveOne Sided LoveWhy do I keep waiting? For the one who don't love me For the one responsible for all of my wasted tears For the one whom always break my heart Why do I keep crying? For the one who tore me apart For the one who treated me a trash For the one who killed hope inside my heart Why can't I love the one who loved me? When she is always beside me when I'm down When she always lend her shoulder for me to cry on When she always show her affection to me Why does she keep waiting in vain? When she know I can't love her When she know I only treated her as my friend When she know I'm already in loved to someone Why it can't be here I loved? When I know that we will both be happy When I know that we will not shed a single tear anymore When I know that we will have an endless love Why do we keep on a one sided love? When we know we will not be happy When we know that we will just be in vain When we know we're just tearing ourselves apart
