That room looked terrible.
"It looks horrible!"I said to Soarin, in mobile.
"Describe it me."
"Bed , bed , something what has to be bedside table , bed, one table and one big wardrobe."
"But in that room will live three girls, right?"
"Don´t you read newspaper? Education is in a disastrous state!"
"At least, you have pubs there."
Yeah, Three."
"I´ll come to you"
"NOW"
"Just wait, i have much work with recruits"
I shut down my phone , because the door opened and on their doorstap stand girl with purple hair and blue eyes. Behind her appeared a boy, blue-haired and too with blue eyes.
"So you will live in this room with us?"
"Yes , I am Rainbow Dash.""And you?"
"Hi i am Rarity, designer" She said. "and this is Fancy Pants, ecomimic"
Then the third comed.
She had pink fluffy hair, blue eyes , and colorfull dresess.
She wanted to sleep under the window, nothing more.But she was veeeery friendly.
Her name was Pinkie Pie
"So you live with two lovers and hippie?"
"And with 100 cockroaches." I said to mobile .To Soarin.
"Wow, that is terrible!"
"It isn´t that bad, you just have to turn on the ligh and wait 15 seconds ,until they run away."
"That sounds bad!!"
"And you can´t look to the walls."
"They are moldy right?" he asked.
"Yeah , babe"
"I am so glad that only thing what i have to do is take care for recruits."
"And when you will came to me?" i asked
"I have much work now, later."
I shut down my phone , because i found some what i have to know. School was worse than my room. Only theory. No practce. Stupid teachers.Just hell.But I have to endure it. I must have a high school. Then Wonderbolts and Soarin.
"I DON´T BELIVE THAT YOU HAVE STILL SOME WORK WITH RECRUITS SOARIN!!!"
"Ohh...somebody have bad mood."
"Didn´t you want to came to me?"
"I still have work"
"In the night , i was the only , what was alone in bed."
"Hippie had visit?"
"She is in love"
"You don´t like it, right?"
"Yeah"
"They have sex when you in room?"
"If yes, i don´t hear it."
"And that make you mad, right?"
"I let them do what they want, when i don´t hear them."
"Ok, OK."
"Come here!"
"Wait, i have much work."
I shut down my phone again, he just have sweet voice and i was allways nervous when Soarin talking to me. I have always kept distance. Not social, but emotional.I´ve never talking about love ,not words like I love you, you´re my onlyone...No.
And allways it ends .Always love when left, I realized that love is just a cluster of runaway hormones. My father wanted only a boy. But now he have wild daughter, and one son. I can´t say that he don´t like me... He love me. He is my father. But i have his soul. Wild , bit boish.
"So you don´t have anybody?" Rarity asked.
"Well"
"Yes or not" Said Hippie-Pinkie
She loked at me with sad face.
"Cause i don´t want."
"You know that i don´t want a boyfriend."Said Dash to mobile.
"Yeah , everybody knows that." Said Soarin
"So why they don´t let me be?"
"You spend a lot of time with them."
"This is mine room. They are here in addition.
"So find a job."
"Will you came here?"
"Not now, i have much work"
I shut down my phone again, because i opened newspaper with jobs.And i had to laugh, because first was Selling hot dogs in Square. This is not for me.
I found job in event agenture. Owned by lady, proffesional wife.
"You're not a bit emaciated?" Asked Hippie Pinkie.
"Aren´t you a bit irritated?" Asked Rarity. Very sad.
At the beginning of the semester , Fancy Pants left us.
I was not irritated, just tired, exhausted and fainted.
I woke up this way in the morning. during the day I lived this way. I lying down in bed this way.
"You didn´t call for 5 months, it´s something wrong?" Soarin aked
"It seems to me that I have something in my right breast." I said
"Something like a tumor?"
"Y-yes." I said
"It seems to you, or you have it in there?"
"I have it in there"
"Especially don´t regrets you , and do not try to say me you have cancer."
" I don´t have, i just saying you. I have to go to doctor, but i don´t have time."
"Go to doctor, you have only one health"
Rarity gives me card with phone number of her doctor. So i phoned him. And i goes to his ordination. He was startled. I i was startled. Puncture. Investigations. Cancer.
"How it is , be in love?"I asked
"Very good" Soarin replied.
"You really shaking knees?"
"Yes."
"and when somebody is missing. Does it hurt?"
"Yes, very!"
"It is wonderful right?"
"Why we talking about it?"
"Because i´ll die without know how it is."
How crazy feeling it is , when you know you dieing. It is strange that we have to deal with it...You can not get used to it, you can not ultimately accept. You want to live.
"Again calling me?" Soarin sounds sleepy.
"I know you love me!!"
Silence
"That´s why you never comes, because you don´t want to feel pain.I am bitch in skirt."
"I´ll came in Suterday OK?"
"Ok..."
I shutted down phone , because to my room came a nurse with medication.
I felt that with the last.
Author's Note
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