
I don't belong here
Spike has never been alone, and even in the moment he was born he had Twilight... but that will not last forever, dragons have an extremely large lifespan, while ponies don't.
While everypony is growing and building a life, Spike notices that he is still a baby dragon, and will probably be for a long, long time. Not to mention that he had no dreams or expectations for his future, other than a not-so-realistic one: to be with Rarity.
On a desperate attempt to change his life and discover who he really is, a lot of depressing facts are unveiled. Can Spike withstand his fate and what being a dragon implies?




52001 words: Estimated about 4 hours to read
16 Chapters:
- Sudden thoughts 2014-06-09 03:15:55 UTC2209
- The quest begins 2014-06-17 01:59:57 UTC2971
- Problems in Canterlot 2014-07-01 01:12:19 UTC2465
- To sin for love 2014-07-28 01:57:40 UTC3670
- Twilight's journey 2014-09-01 19:35:44 UTC3680
- Letters, Reports and Misconceptions 2014-10-22 20:49:27 UTC3648
- The search 2015-02-09 02:05:53 UTC3591
- Reunion 2015-04-03 18:53:38 UTC3132
- Greed and Generosity 2015-06-11 15:17:19 UTC3472
- The calm comes after the storm 2015-08-05 12:45:16 UTC2908
- Explanations... Sort of 2015-09-25 01:52:40 UTC3265
- A bit of tranquility... 2015-11-04 17:35:51 UTC3442
- ...A bit of tension... 2016-02-03 11:41:24 UTC3489
- ...And a ton of disaster 2016-04-14 15:12:20 UTC3985
- All for one, none for all 2016-08-31 17:21:56 UTC3121
- No more good-byes 2022-04-17 00:25:21 UTC2953